tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604Thu, 19 Dec 2024 03:32:36 +0000lovepoemscaredabusemotherpainwrongalonehomenostoryafraidbrokenchildcitycrywhywriting?birthdayblamebooksboybreathbychildrenchoicecorpsediedivorcedreamextraordinaryfacebookfatherfollowfriendsfunnyganggunhelphousehurtlieliesmememoriesmirrormommoonnetworkingnotoceanofoldpartyperfectregretrevengeroomsadselfself harmstrongsuicidesupporttimetorntowntruetruthvanishedwillow treewonderyoung1850Don't knowHaruki MurakamKafka on the ShoreMid-Summer Night's DreamS and MSupernaturalWilliam Shakespearea good womenadmireagealienatealiveanswer to promptantsappeaseappreciateassauthorautumnawaybaby mommabaconbadbathroombecausebelievebest friendbest friendsbigbisexualbiteblack girlbleedbloodblueblue birdblurrybonesbookbooks. guitarbothboyfriendbrakebreak upbrilliantbroken heartbruisesbullybullyingcakecallingcatcatchingchangecheatcheaterchocolateclasscliffclosetcloudclubscococoldcoldnesscollegeconfessionconfinescorncouchcousincovercoxingcrazycrimecrowscrushcryingcupdaisydamageddancedarkdarknessdatingdeaddeathdecidedemondepthsdescribedescriptiondoedoesn't matter anywaydoordragonsdressdrivedropdullearseatechoeffectsehhemotionalevidenceexisteyesfairy talesfakefall in lovefamilyfanfansfantasyfarmfearfeastfeetfictionfightfigurefillfinefirst boyfriendfirst lovefirst timefishesflash fictionforgetforgetfulforgivefreshmenfrogfullfuneralgirlglassglidegoalgoodgoodsgoogle translategranddaughtergrandmagrandmothergrandsongreedgriefgrowguyhabitshandhappinesshappyhatehearthello kittyhidehishistoryhitholehonesthornyhothypocritesiidiotignorantimaginationinhaleinsaneinsecuritiesinsideinspireis it okayjanejohnjuicejumpkindkindakindlykisskitchenknowknownlaughleanlearnletterliarlifelipslistenlittleliveliveslonglossmagnanimousmarriedmeantmeant to bementalmessagemissmolestedmommymonstermovingmuffinmusicnamenevernewnightno moreno oneno one carednonenot pornnot surenovelnowoccupyold flameold ladyold manor somethingoverpageparentpassionpaypeckpeerpettypianopillarpleasurepodunkpressurepretendpromiseproofproudpuerto ricanpunchqueenquestionquickquoterainrandomrapereaderreadingrealizeresentfulrespectrespectfulrockrootsroserottingroughrulesrunsafesawscenariossceneschoolscreamscreamingsecretseeself-harmshadowsharpsharpenshe's my queenshipshortshotshotssicksilencesingsinglesitesixth gradeskeletalskinskunkslamsleepsleepingslithersmilesmilingsnakesnakesso muchsociopathsorrowsoulspacespanishspitspreadstainstallstar duststar lightstarsstaysteamstillstoicalstopstrugglesuburbansummersunsweettalkingteachteenteeththat moment whenthethinkthousandthrill seekersthundertiredtoddlertomatotoo muchtoretorturetouchtramptranslucenttrappedtraveltrivialtrucetrue lovetwelvetwilighttwistedtwoughunspeakableunwillingurbanevaluevampirewaitingwaitresswakewanderwarwashwattpadweirdwest coastwetwhatwhateverwhipwhitewindingwindowwirewishwolfwomenwordswormsworrywriteryouyoungerhttp://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/noreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)Blogger97125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-3652046620358035932Tue, 28 Jan 2014 01:45:00 +00002014-01-27T20:45:45.990-05:00 I don’t want men Who smile like sin; Their charming smile, Trapping you in their webs, Sending my heart into a frenzy Pumping my veins with too much blood, A little more And they will explode. I don’t want boys With hearts of a rock star; Their rules of living on the edge Consist of breaking my heart and over dosing Staying on the run from the http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2014/01/i-dont-want.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-3064208877827721722Tue, 28 Jan 2014 01:44:00 +00002014-01-27T20:44:47.791-05:00             You left me alone as you flew to the heavens I turned my head away,             I was filled with hate as you abandoned me there that night.             Somehow you stand beside me tonight, I try to hold your hand   &http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/01/drafter-for-so-long-i-dont-remember-if.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-6464238252351049940Wed, 04 Sep 2013 23:57:00 +00002013-09-04T19:57:00.039-04:00 http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/09/dont-know-why-i-keep-writing-about-you.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-5380623488845624378Wed, 28 Aug 2013 23:54:00 +00002013-08-28T19:54:00.168-04:00 I give myself three days to feel better,or else I swear I'll drive off a fucking cliff.Because if I can't learn to make myself feel better,then how can I expect anyone else to give a shit? http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/08/i-give-myself-three-days-to-feel-better.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-4421827370141993097Wed, 21 Aug 2013 23:56:00 +00002013-08-21T19:56:00.696-04:00 http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/08/i-fall-in-love-with-anything-self.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-823099575719225612Tue, 20 Aug 2013 19:04:00 +00002013-08-20T15:04:53.210-04:00Sometimes I wake up with my head in my throat and my heart in my hands. http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/08/sometimes-i-wake-up-with-my-head-in-my.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-641242742037282675Fri, 16 Aug 2013 23:52:00 +00002013-08-16T19:53:09.722-04:00 http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/08/you-disappear-so-completely-into-your.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-5502502418700154887Tue, 16 Apr 2013 23:14:00 +00002013-04-16T19:16:48.504-04:00poem Staring into a broken reflection of tarnished imperfection, marred with syringes and drugs each pill breaks me down like a bug reaching my limit till I collapse. Therapy increases thoughts of suicide, realizing your promises were lies. Distortion rakes my mind into falling apart already failing, I've lost my heart, only so much pain can be endured. I think I'm going insane http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/04/im-going-insane.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-1093784494333611774Thu, 28 Feb 2013 19:40:00 +00002013-02-28T14:40:32.944-05:00 http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/02/so-is-it-my-turn-yet.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-4989899593859112110Wed, 20 Feb 2013 04:09:00 +00002013-02-19T23:09:00.223-05:00 It took my this long to realize that I was the only one when felt lonely without you. Don't you dare lie to me. I don't want to hear the sincerity in your voice. It's all a scam. You are a scam. If you ever felt as lonely as I did you would have come looking for me, like I did for you. Yet you sit there laughing, carelessly beside you friend. I was the only one with a hole in my chest. http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/02/it-took-my-this-long-to-realize-that-i.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-3609512002833570814Tue, 19 Feb 2013 04:08:00 +00002013-02-18T23:08:05.473-05:00believedarknessis it okayscared Is it okay for me to believe...                       ....everything is going to be okay?        Is it safe to let my insides come out?                                                     &nbsphttp://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/02/is-it-okay-for-me-to-believe.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-2659219451725954256Wed, 06 Feb 2013 01:40:00 +00002013-02-05T20:40:00.100-05:00 http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/02/your-wicked-soul-is-my-everything.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-8139465088628340219Thu, 31 Jan 2013 15:30:00 +00002013-01-31T10:30:03.432-05:00 I just came up with this off the top of my head… Don’t expect it to be good. I’m just a bird held captive by a place called home I’m caged away under lock and key no way for me to escape so until it’s time I’ll just lie here and rest. I dream of the day I’ll be set free to fly into the blue sky I’ll travel high and far see the world from up above and although I’m scared of http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/01/quick-poem.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-7991379377950136695Thu, 31 Jan 2013 05:00:00 +00002013-01-31T00:00:04.860-05:00 Crooked Fingers Crooked Toes Crooked Nose Crooked Soul http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/01/blog-post_31.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-4483282970253621757Wed, 30 Jan 2013 15:00:00 +00002013-01-30T10:00:01.673-05:00 "A question that sometimes drives me hazy: am I or are the other's crazy?" Albert Einstein http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/01/blog-post.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-897585846714305121Tue, 29 Jan 2013 14:30:00 +00002013-01-29T09:30:03.651-05:00 I found out what we learn when we dieI found out the truth is all a big lieI found out that words are hard to describeI’ll tell you what we know nowIt’s we run or we hide.-Bathroom stall http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/01/i-found-out-what-we-learn-when-we-die-i.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-8146625914637692472Mon, 28 Jan 2013 14:30:00 +00002013-01-28T09:30:01.057-05:00 Feelings are tough. Memories are good. http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/01/feelings-are-tough.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-745074384844422996Mon, 28 Jan 2013 14:00:00 +00002013-01-28T09:00:04.178-05:00 Dandy lion my shooting star grant me a wish I long to see. I wish for happiness and love. It wasn’t long before my wish came true. Adored by many loved by all. Nothing but happiness blew my way. I was in heaven, or at least I think. I thought life couldn't get better, then the rain began to pour. I ran inside and dove under the covers. My eyes opened and I realized ithttp://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/01/wrote-this-last-year-while-i-was-sick.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-5220255600966006052Sat, 26 Jan 2013 05:45:00 +00002013-01-26T00:45:06.958-05:00bookbooksgoogle translatenovelpuerto ricanrealizespanishthat moment when That moment you realize you know enough Spanish (and have Google translate bookmarked) that you can read a full Spanish novel. Ahh, the joy. :) http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/01/that-moment-you-realize-you-know-enough.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-1509119039367742505Fri, 25 Jan 2013 13:30:00 +00002013-01-25T08:30:02.257-05:00 You are the prettiest thing ever just like the sea, but when I look deeper all I see is darkness. http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/01/you-are-ever-just-like-sea-but-when-i.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-5361299670166798055Thu, 24 Jan 2013 13:00:00 +00002013-01-24T08:00:01.657-05:00                                                                      ...Please. http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/01/you-have-to-hold-on-to-me.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-3065672353791006036Thu, 24 Jan 2013 02:21:00 +00002013-01-23T21:21:10.328-05:00http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/01/i-sometimes-forget-not-to-love-you.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-6537482821556320421Wed, 23 Jan 2013 12:30:00 +00002013-01-23T07:30:02.346-05:00             It was the same nightmare I've been having for months—the one where my mother, my siblings, and I were out hiking. Why a woman, who’s right leg alone was insured for $1.5 million would be out hiking I did not know. Back then I just wondered why she would go through such a dangerous path in 6’ nail thin heels. But that was my mother 33 year http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/01/it-was-same-nightmare-having-for.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-1078587142709841187Wed, 23 Jan 2013 04:10:00 +00002013-01-22T23:10:24.990-05:00 I am afraid of how disappointed you will be when I do not meet your expectations.  http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/01/blog-post_2417.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379608859143096604.post-2286610846953671734Wed, 23 Jan 2013 00:30:00 +00002013-01-22T19:30:02.688-05:00 Where do we run to when the things we believe in vanish before our eyes? http://evenmonsterslove.blogspot.com/2013/01/blog-post_22.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Anonymous)0