The Original Mind of Cristinalaloca

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2020-11-04T14:12:00.000-07:00

July, 10 2014

2014-07-10T16:21:00.000-06:00

32 years Today ...
Today on waking in the holy land, my heart is filled with great excitement and gratitude to God for another year of life, a day of encouragement!

Today is a special day that reminds me that God is great, miraculous and merciful! This I decided to share with those who do not know God, to those who Don't know of his love and nobility, which do not know if you ask him in faith, he will listen! It is also very important that others pray for us with their prayers because they intercede for us with God. With prayers of our friends and family, he realizes they need us, they love us. Want proof? I have many, our lives as we know it is not insured, that is why today I want to share a few of my miracles with you, I say a few because these are not all of them
Here you go ...

2005: Age of 23
Diagnosis: Brain Tumor
Resolution: A Brain Surgery
Outcome: Death during surgery
Miracle: * On a cold dark hallway I see when the doctor came to tell my family that I didn't survive the surgery, cries were heard and God gave me the option to return! I relived to raise my 4 year old son and to see him grow. Tumor removed without cancer, with complete recovery.

2008: Age of 26
Diagnosis: 2 cancers
Mucoepidermoid Carcinoma & Thyroid Cancer.
Resolution: Surgery and radiation
Outcome: 3 surgeries and radiation, Complete loss of calcium and thyroid glands that require many pills to take for life.
Miracle: * Survive three surgeries, overcame obstacles, had a holy boss who paid my salary for 6 months plus medical expenses so I could support my child while doing my treatment in Denver without working, he gave me support without receiving anything in return so I did not fail in my treatment, overcame the pain, fear, radiation, and vomiting. I beat cancer. God never left me alone when I felt more alone than ever, he made me stronger. In my darkest moments I never lost my faith. I'm still here to see my son grow up and that is a miracle. And even after all the hell, still being able to smile is a miracle!

2011: Age of 29
Diagnosis: Thyroid Cancer back angrier than ever, spreading through the vocal cords, neck, shoulders, and chest.
Resolution: Surgery that only a doctor could perform in Houston Texas and risking losing my voice, body movements, and even life itself.
Outcome: Obstacles of money to travel away from home, full of fear of not returning back alive.
Miracle: Although I saw the dark, I never lost my faith. I had the support of my dad, love of my life, and my son. The four of us traveled to meet the miraculous and wonderful doctor that all doctors here talked about,
Dr. Clayman at MD Anderson Cancer Center told me Cristina do not worry everything will be fine, I do this every day and God will not forsake us, and that's how it happened, 84 tumors were removed, my life and my voice saved again! God always listens, always with him first.

2013: Age of 31
Diagnosis: Thyroid Cancer back again.
Resolution: Surgery
Obstacle: 9 months of waiting without knowing what to do, pain, despair, death visits, stressful times without resolution.
Hope: Treating with natural herbs and marijuana while doctors decided what to do!
Outcome: Support from more people, friends, family, acquaintances, after messages, calls, they gave me strength when my faith was draining, strong words of encouragement gave me strength not to give in!
We traveled to Houston, Texas in February 2014, the doctor said he saw a worse factor in which there was a tumor in the back of the airway and it was necessary to do a biopsy under anesthesia and if it was malignant he would not have the expertise to do that surgery. More concerns were surrounding my mind but I never hesitated to talk to God nor my Virgin of Guadalupe. During anesthesia as I was asleep, I saw the most beautiful of all bright lights and I saw my Mamita, she said Mija Turn back, she was telling me it's not your time yet, wake up! I Listened to doctors who would tell me Cristina do not do this to us please wake up, listened but could not return, did not want to leave that beautiful peace that is felt there, I wanted to continue talking to my Mamita, she took my hand and I woke up, but I was so weak I could not speak, the doctors didn't know what to do, they said they did not want to worry my husband they would not say anything to him until I reacted. A basic procedure that was supposed to last about 2 hours lasted all day.
Miracle: The tumor from the biopsy was benign and the other we traveled for was smaller due to the treatment of marijuana. At this time the surgery would be more dangerous than the cancer, there was no surgery and we will keep watching for it to see if it grows, if it does we will take the risk at that time and not right now.

2014: Age 32
Diagnosis: Miracle of Life
Outcome: Live with God in your heart and no matter what obstacles life gives you, he will never leave you alone because he listens! If I died tomorrow I would not complain because I have lived longer than I thought to have lived, I'm full of life, happy and I have many that I love and that they love me. God has given me the good fortune to live in many hearts that with love will always Remember me. But I have faith that God still wants me to continue here fighting and battling some more here on earth and that's what I will do until the end!

Hallelujah to The Lord for today on my birthday although I do not have full health I'm still here, God gave me another year and I am happy, I have everything I need. There are people who drown in a glass of water and do not realize how beautiful life is, that money and material stuff is not the most important but is God, the true and sincere love, children and family, sincere friendships that give you their love. These things if you have them, you are the richest of all because money and things come and go and you can't take them with you! So today I celebrate the miracle of God, if you're still reading, May God bless you today and always. I love all of you ...

Happy Birthday Cristina ...
32 years full of blessings and what's left of them to come!

— feeling she has a lot to say today.

Last Night...

2014-01-09T11:02:00.003-07:00

Last night Death came to visit me, she challenged me! She told me see all the doors closing in on you, that is because that’s the way I want it and there is nothing you can do against my will, I am the ruler of life and the boss of when it ends, NOT YOU!

I couldn’t say a word; I just cried and cried like if someone I loved dearly had just passed away.

Last night was the coldest night I have experienced in all of my life, I felt alone, with no one to help me, no one to hug me, and no one to console me, I felt a knot in my throat that almost suffocated me. Last night I understood Death is cold and without any feelings and when she arrives all you can feel is an intense loneliness.

I cried until dawn, when I woke up to go to work tears still shed from my eyes, my eyes were swollen and my soul is down low. It’s not the first time Death visits me, but last night I understood the solitude of her message that said: “Whenever I want, loneliness will come to accompany you when I decide to take you with me, in that moment you will be nothing but a memory that crossed through this life, just a memory to those hearts you once touched during your lifetime, that is all you will be when I come back for you.

It’s now morning and my eyes still hurt from last night and with the desire to continue to cry, my soul and spirit are worn out.

I accept the challenge! Last night I had a weak moment, but “FUCK YOU” because it is best to die fighting than for me to die like a coward!

I am CRISTINA RODRIGUEZ and if I was born trying, I will die fighting!

Anoche...

2014-01-09T09:39:00.000-07:00

¡Anoche la muerte me visito, me reto! Me dijo vez que todas las puertas se te están cerrando, eso es porque yo así lo quiero y no puedes hacer nada en contra de mi voluntad, yo reino la vida y yo soy la jefa de cuando termina, ¡NO TU!

No pude decir nada, solo llore y llore como si alguien que amara mucho acababa de morir.

Anoche fue la noche mas fría que eh sentido en mi vida, me sentí sola, sin nadie quien me ayudara, abrazara o consolara, sentí un nudo en la garganta que casi me sofocaba. Anoche comprendí que la muerte es fría y sin sentimientos que cuando llega solo se siente una inmensa soledad.

Llore hasta la madrugada, cuando desperté para ir a trabajar aun brotaban lágrimas de mis ojos, mis párpados hinchados y mi alma por los suelos. No es la primera vez que me visita la muerte pero anoche entendí la soledad en su mensaje que decía, cuando yo quiera vendrá la soledad para acompañar te para cuando te lleve conmigo, en ese momento ya no serás nada mas que un recuerdo mas que paso por esta vida, un recuerdo mas para los corazones que tocaste en esta vida, solo eso serás cuando yo regrese por ti.

Aun mis ojos están dolorosos, con ganas de seguir llorando, mi alma y espíritu desgastados.

¡Acepto el Reto! Anoche tuve un momento de debilidad pero !Chinga tu Madre! Porque es mejor morir peleando, que morir como una cobarde!

!Yo soy CRISTINA RODRIGUEZ y si luchando nací, pelando me muero!

Cuando Llega la Noche...

2013-11-11T10:52:00.000-07:00

Cuando llega la noche, la tristeza es mi ultima compañía, las lágrimas me las limpia la soledad y la oscuridad es mi agonía.

No ay noches mas oscuras que estas en cuando el frió congelan profundamente mi alma y el silencio de mi cama me recuerda que ya no estas y nunca el ayer regresara.

El fantasma de tu recuerdo me acaricia la cara mientras tu voz me susurré al oído que te deje ir…

Las lágrimas cubren mis ojos al saber que ya nada será igual; a quedado un profundo hueco en mi alma. Mi mundo ahora es color de negro…

Y aunque mi cara la adorna una sonrisa de día; la noche sabe lo que de día esconde mi alma…

Entenderas

2013-11-11T08:47:00.000-07:00

Corre tus dedos por mi alma,
de una vez, solo una vez,
siente exactamente lo que yo siento,
Cree lo que yo creo,
Percibe lo que yo percibo,
Mira, experimenta, examina,[
De una vez, una sola vez, y
Entenderas...

DUELE AMAR...

2013-11-08T10:24:00.002-07:00

DUELE AMAR

(Dedicado a todos los que saben amar…)

Duele amar! Y aun duele mas amar a alguien que no te corresponde,

pero es mas doloroso amar a alguien y nunca encontrar el valor para decirle lo que sientes,

Tal vez el destino quiere que conoscas a unas cuantas personas equivocadas antes de conocer a tu pareja ideal,

Para que cuando la encuentres y la tengas a tu lado,

sepas valorar y agradecer ese maravilloso regalo que es el amor correspondido.

Nadie murió de amor y la vida sigue…

Despierta, levanta te y sigue por otros senderos,

Cada rosal tiene sus espinas y no porque te espines deja de ser hermoso.

Así es el amor aunque duele no deja de ser hermoso,

Si el ayer trae desilusión el mañana traerá una nueva ilusión,

Nada es para siempre, ni lo bueno ni lo malo,

así que si tienes lo bueno disfrutado porque no dura para siempre,

Si estas atascado en lo malo, no te atormentes que a cada tormenta se le termina la Lluvia y vuelve a salir el sol.

Cada mañana tiene su amanecer,

Cada día tiene su atardecer,

y así como cada noche tiene su luna tarde o temprano llegan las estrellas…

Salud al amor que aunque duele cada pulgada de tu cuerpo al sentir, vale la pena el dolor!

Los amo! Y no se me rajen!

Kicking cancers ASS!

2013-09-07T10:28:00.001-06:00

I'm Kicking cancers ASS! From May of 4.1 to September <0.09 NEGATIVE!!! And that was all me because I still don't have a doctor!!! Still not totally confirmed by a physician but I think cancer is minimizing according to my blood results, exciting news for me and my family...

This is all thanks to my Lord who is my great physician and is helping me fight this with his wonderful medicine MARIJUANA & CANNABIS OIL!!! In little as 2 months this awesome plant has started to cure me...

I'm stool not out of the woods, but I have more faith now than ever... I am very grateful and happy, I believe in God & know he will let me win this fight once again! Thanks to you in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

FRUSTRATED With a capital F

2013-09-03T14:58:00.001-06:00

On August 26, 2013 I was scheduled to see Dr. Edwards. I was really nervous to see a new doctor; the appointment lasted a little over an hour. It seemed like he really knows his stuff and my anxiety calmed down a little after talking to him. Dr. Edwards mentioned he could place me on a hormone to help control my low calcium and high thyroid levels; he said, he needed to look at my file with more detail and that he would get back to me on Tuesday; said that if I didn’t hear from him by that day to call his office on Wednesday. I left with a spark of hope that he was the one; the one that would help me through this torment I have been going through in order to get my cancer treatments going.

August 27, 2013 I waited for a call and nothing.

August 28, 2013 I called the office just like Dr. Edwards had suggested, I was told he was not in the office and they took a message. Later that morning Dr. Edwards called; he declined to be my doctor, he told me my case was too complicating and that I would have to continue seeing Dr. Galagan. He said he consulted with Dr. Galagan and that they both agreed this would be the best way to get treated. (Treated??? What treatment??? I haven’t even started on a treatment!!!!) Dr. Edwards said Dr. Galagan informed him that he had mentioned to me the same hormone he suggested of which he did NOT!!!! (Bullshit lies) Also that he told him I had missed an appointment with him, which is not true either; they never called me to schedule it and never returned my calls when I would call them.

I have no idea why he would make (this SHIT) up, but it is what it is I guess!!!!! I informed him I am having a hard time with Dr. Galagan’s office calling me back or helping me that this was the reason I paid him my New Patient COPAY and decided to see him and make him my doctor; he didn’t seem to care of what I had to say, he just told me to call their office and harass them to make me an appointment. I called Dr. Galagan’s office; I complained I needed to be seen soon, that they never called to make me my follow up appointment after my biopsy. After yelling and arguing with them I got in on a cancellation they had for September 3, 2013.

September 3, 2013 so today was the day I was supposed to see Dr. Galagan; I came into work and had a missed call on my cell then I logged into my computer and I had an email on MyChart and there was a notice my appointment for TODAY had been cancelled. I went back to the cellphone voicemail and it was to inform me my appointment was cancelled due to Dr. Galagan calling in for the entire week. WOW what news!!! This has been going on for the past 6 months!!!!! So it’s Tuesday September 3, 2013 and I still don’t have an appointment or a doctor that is willing to help me out!!!!!

Tomorrow September 4, 2013 I have a healing scheduled for several hours with two Curandera healers; maybe with the help of my Lord they can help me out because it seems like the doors are closing in on me and these doctors don’t want to help me out!!!!

I am starting to lose control of myself and my feelings…

It feels like there are just too many obstacles in my way.

One thing they cannot take away from me is my FAITH!!!!

CUANDO YO MUERA

2013-08-29T15:28:00.001-06:00

Cuando yo muera…
No quiero que llores…
Sino mas bien que te alegres…
Ya que estaré en paz…

Cuando yo muera…
Quiero que sigas de pie…
Y no te dejes caer…

Cuando yo muera y expire…

Quiero que busques las rosas mas lindas…
Y que las dejes en mi tumba pero antes de dejarlas allí…

Eligué una y regala la a la persona que mas ames…

Toma otra y entregársela a aquella persona que con indiferencia siempre veías pasar y con la que nunca tuviste algún trato…

¿Para que? Quiero que conozcas gente y entables nuevas amistades…

La próxima rosa…

Quiero que se al des a tu madre…
Para que ella vea que significa mucho para ti…
Y cuando se la obsequies déle cuanto la quieres…

Tomo otra rosa y entregarla a la persona que mas odias…

¿Que irónico no? Solo deseo que aprendas a librarte del rencor…

Y a la otra rosa…

Entregársela al cuidador del cementerio…

¿Para que? Solo agradecerle por cuidar todas aquellas almas que descansan en paz...
Y por vigilar que nadie interrumpa sus sueños…

Y cuando quede una sola rosa…

Ahí recién deja la en mi tumba…
Y voy a dejar que una gaviota venga y la agarre y salga volando dejando caer algunos pétalos, los cuales adornaran mi lapida fría…

Cuando yo termine de vivir…
Quiero que mires las estrellas y busques la mía…
Quiero que te adueñes de ella y cada noche cuando la observes me recuerdes y sepas que fuiste alguien importante para mi.

Siempre busca la excelencia no la perfección. ¡Los Amo!

Cristina Rodríguez

The Cancer Horror Continues…

2013-08-08T16:04:00.001-06:00

On July 2, 2013 my doctor’s appointment was full of disappointment, Cancer levels showed once more in my blood results, but a biopsy would be needed to confirm that cancer had come back. All that was going through my mind at that moment was “again” please Lord not again! My biopsy ultrasound was scheduled to be done on July 23, 2013, I had some more blood work done and now all I could do is wait and pray the blood results were off or something was wrong with the results, but in back of my mind I knew it was true.

July 23, 2013 I took the day off from work to have my biopsy, I showed up at radiology and to my surprise the girl at the check in counter tells me that my biopsy has been cancelled and to go to the doctor’s office in the next building. I was worried that the recent blood work I had done showed up horribly wrong and for some reason the biopsy was not able to be done, but that was not it at all; the doctor didn't show up for my procedure. I was rescheduled for in 2 more weeks. The waiting continues…

August 6, 2013 took the day off from work to get biopsy done; those procedures are painful and I was not going to show up to work after and be uncomfortable for all those hours. I showed up wishing the doctor would show up and to get this terrible waiting process out of the way. I check in, everything seems to be as planned and on time. I go into the procedure room and half the biopsy has been completed; the doctor takes a few slides and tells me to hang in tight that he’s going to go check on the results of the slide and if it’s positive for Cancer he won’t continue pocking me with those dreadful needles. He leaves; I cry and am full of anxiety while my son Alexandro is out in the lobby waiting, my fiancé Alejandro holds me tight and tells me everything is going to be alright. I don’t know what is coming; its seemed like he was gone for hours but it was only in my imagination. He comes back and states that the lymph node is negative and we will continue taking more slides. He leaves and the waiting continues. When he comes back it’s confirmed; cancer cells have been found and next step is treatment. He wants to refer me to surgery. I will not do it again. I have had surgery 5 times and nothing is working. Have not been cancer free for more than 2 years, something else needs to be done and surgery is not the first on my list.

Upcoming appointment is on August 12, 2013 to consult with a physician to get qualified for medical Marijuana through the state of NM and begin with "The Cannabis Treatment" to cure this CANCER! I’m fed up with these doctors who don’t help get rid of it, I am done with man-made medicines, radiations, and surgeries! May the Lord be with me and guide me to good health in this new treatment journey. Please keep me in your prayers and I will keep in touch with treatment updates and outcomes.

On August 28, 2013 I will be seeing my NEW doctor, Dr. Edwards; after all the horrible experiences, I'm switching to a different Endocrinology practice. Sending good vibes my way is greatly appreciated.

Thanks for reading...

Happy Birthday Chuy 2013

2013-02-18T00:39:00.001-07:00

When you truly love someone, your heart and mind never forget! Even after death separates you the power of love keeps pumping through your veins and the memories never erase from your mind! As yesterday, as today, and as tomorrow I shall love you till the last breath of my life and even after. Happy birthday my love... Sr. Jesus Manuel Nevarez Cruz RIP I miss u. 02/17/73-10/13/2009

Dream not yet reached...

2013-01-08T14:01:00.001-07:00

Who are we in this world, Ghosts? Sometimes I feel I don’t or can’t move with each day that passes. I am filled with ghosts from my pass; things no matter how much I try I can never forget. People I miss that are no longer with me; things I have always dreamt about but no matter how hard I try I can never accomplish…

They say money can’t buy you happiness, I don’t totally agree or disagree but I do know that with money many things can be accomplished and if you don’t have it, you will have to strive harder and suffer longer. I appreciate the things I have because there are people way much less unfortunate than myself and yes I feel blessed by God for all I have and for all that I am, but sometimes I get so sad that because of having no money I can’t finish my college degree…

Being a single mother is not easy, but I love my son and would give everything that I am to see him happy. No matter how hard I try to get back into school the more money I owe, I feel I am drowning in debt and although I don’t lose my sleep over things I cannot change in one day it makes me sad I am one semester away from my dream, my dream of obtaining my college degree and I can’t finish it due to being broke.

I don’t know how or why God does the things that he does, but I do know they are for something greater; to learn from life to build a purpose for living. I just can’t stop thinking that If I had never got cancer I would now have my degree and have a better job to give my son everything he deserves and to be able to have a college fund for him, but unfortunately I am stuck and I don’t know what to do.

I had to drop out of my classes since 2011 for cancer treatments and surgeries and that was when it all started happening; the classes I had to drop during that semester were charged and they didn’t charge them off my loans and now to get back in I have to pay $6000 out of my own pocket; that fulfillment is unreachable to me right now and it makes me angry.

I have to find a solution but don’t know where to start and don’t have the money, all my time and energy go to my work to support my son, pay my mortgage and all the other bills. I search and apply for scholarships but nothing happens.

It was nice to vent…

Maldito Cancer

2012-11-01T16:17:00.001-06:00

Maldito mal!
que te pegas con mortal veneno sin mirar a quièn.
¡Maldito ères!,
puès cual vampiro te llevas el alma adsorbida en pedazos de quièn no conoces.
¡Maldito! ¡Maldito! ¡Maldito...!
Tù no miras..., solo arrasas con tu furia.
Alma que vès, alma que te llevas.
¡Dime.... Maldito!
Solo muy pocos de tì se han librado, y siii..... de tì y en tu cara se han burdado.
Poco tiempo ès el que te queda pues tu nombre està maldito.
Pero todavìa habra quienes te mirèn a los ojos y se burlèn en tu cara......
No te llevaràs mi alma maldito infernal, esta vez no podràs.....
Pelaire hasta el final y si llegaras a ganar...
Te llevaras mi cuerpo pero no mi alma ni las batallas que te di...
Eres Maldito!

Feliz Navidad...

2011-12-12T10:37:00.000-07:00

12 de Diciembre 2011

Querido Santa,

Este año te pido felicidad y mucha salud para mi hijo Alexandro; que esta navidad la luz de dios lo iluminé y le brinde muchas bendiciones. Para Alejandro te pido un trabajo estable para los dos poder estar bien. Para mi familia y todos mis amigos te pido que les brindes muchísimo amor, salud, abundancia y que el trabajo no les falte y para mi solo te pido que el trabajo no me falte y que mi salud no falle para poder seguir trabajando y cuidando de mi casa y mi hijo; tambien muchos años de vida para todos los que amo para poder tener los muchos años mas a mi lado. Gracias y Feliz Navidad Dios los bendiga :-)

Frustrada......

2011-11-11T11:48:00.001-07:00

No entiendo porque la vida tiene que ser tan difícil, ay muchos que lo tienen bien fácil y aun se quejan. La vida es color de rosa para muchos y ni aun así están satisfechos y uno que batalla para salir adelante se conforma con solo estar bien.

Siempre he dicho que las cosas pasar por algo pero quisiera saber el porque es la razón. Ahora creo que la muerte es fácil y vivir es difícil. Mi única razón de seguir viviendo es mi hijo, si no fuera por el, el cáncer fuera Ganado hace mucho. Alomejor lo malo que me pasa es para que mi hijo apprenda que ay que luchar y no dar se por vencido, lo malo de todo esto que el sufre mucho cuando me ve mal y me da mucha tristeza que el pase por todo esto.

A vezes me siento tal mal y tan estressada que quisiera que ya fuera el fin del mundo para que se terminara tanto sufriemeinto, y violencia que ay en el mundo para reunirnos con dios y todos nuestros seres queriedos que nos esperan en el cielo. Avezes quisera gritar lo mas fuerte que pueda para sacar este coraje que tengo de tanto dolor y sufrimiento.

Solo espero que algún día llegue paz a mi vida otra vez. Y si ay alguien que tiene que estar enferma en mi familia prefiero ser yo que alguien mas de mi familia, no le deseo esto a nadie a quien yo amo.

JESUS MANUEL NEVAREZ 1973-2009

2011-10-11T17:01:00.000-06:00

DEDICADO PARA EL SENOR

JESUS MANUEL NEVAREZ

RIP FEB 17, 1973-OCT. 13, 2009

2 Años de Anniversario

Yo no estaba allí cuando llegó tu momento.

Llegue dos horas muy tarde para poder decir te que no te fueras y para decir te que siempre te amare…

Quisiera haber tenido tu mano en la mía

y agarrarte fuerte para no dejarte marchar,

para atraparte y decir cuanto te necesitamos,

decir te que me visitaras todos los días.

Pero te fuiste y tu mano no pude detener mientras tomabas tu ultimo aliento, tu gran mano no me dijo adiós.

Tesoro, corazón, todos los días te siento aunque no te puedo tocar. Todos los días rezo por tu eterno descanso.

Te Extrañamos mucho y siempre estas en nuestros corazones…

Cristina Rodriguez y Alexandro Nevarez-Rodriguez

Diosito te tenga en su Santa Gloria Prieto.

FINALLY!!!! The House After pictures YAY YAY!!!!

2011-09-19T21:16:00.001-06:00

So finally after months and months of struggling of getting our house fixed, and hundreds of dollars in attorney fee's later, it has finally gotten done! I want to thank our Lord, La Virgen de Guadalupe and all of those people who have been there supporting my family and I through the tough times and struggle we went through since last winter. God Bless and from the bottom of our hearts thank you so much for all of your Prayers and good thoughts! Oh yeah and also in other news still CANCER FREE!!!! :) all testings come out negative; I have been really blessed...

VERY VERY HAPPY!!! STILL DOING SOME CLEANING AND REARRANGING BUT THANK THE LORD WE HAVE A ROOF OVER US THAT IS IN A LIVING CONDITION! :)

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2011-09-07T13:36:00.001-06:00

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House Before Pictures...

2011-08-19T14:31:00.000-06:00

So these are the before pictures of my house....

AFTER PICTURES WILL SOON ARRIVE!!! ABOUT ONE MORE WEEK IF GOD IS WILLING!!!

Review: Live Loved (Experience God's Presence in Everyday Life)

2011-08-06T19:19:00.000-06:00

Author: Max Lucado
$9.46 (Amazon price)
Paperback: 320 pages
Publishing Details:
Publisher: Thomas Nelson; Gift edition (May 3, 2011)
Date: May 3, 2011
Format: Hardcover
ISBN10: 1404190066
ISBN13: 978-1404190061
Language: English

This book helped me survive treatment through Cancer; so weird how much hope, faith, and inspiration you can get from a little book. Every time I felt down or when hope began to fade away I opened up Love Lived and tears of joy came down my cheeks because what this book says is so very true; God never leaves us alone, he is there by our side to guide and protect us and everything he does is because it was written for us to live through that experience. We might not understand his doing or why bad things happen to us, but they happen to make us stronger people, only God knows why tough things arise through our path. This book helps you build faith and help remind ourselves that we can do anything with hope and prayer. Each word goes deep in my heart, I cry every time I read it because I feel God so near; it reminds me that he has never left and is always there to listen, all I have to do is ask of him and he will be there to listen and help with my problems. If you are depressed, going through Cancer, or just have a tough time with life, this book is great to help bring back hope it will show you that there is light at the end of the tunnel. Marx Lucado is a great Author; I love all the books I have read so far, I still have a long list to go. You will definitely enjoy this book if you open your heart to it, every time I feel down I open Live Loved and I feel a little better. Hope you Enjoy & God Bless!

Señor yo Te Amo...¡Gracias, Señor!

2011-06-14T15:44:00.000-06:00

Señor,

Tú conoces todo y sabes que Te amo. Ayúdame a tener siempre en cuenta mi limitación humana y mi debilidad. Dame un espíritu sincero y generoso de aceptación de mi dolor y enfermedad. Que tu gracia me ayude a no encerrarme en mi misma. Dame luz y valor para ver tu mano bondadosa que va trabajando en m¡ a través de mi enfermedad, aún sin darme yo cuenta de ello. Cuando esté triste y deprimida, nunca permitas que falle mi confianza en Tí y en tu gracia poderosa.

Enséñame a ser abierta, para apreciar los esfuerzos de los doctores,

de las enfermeras y de todos los que cuidan mi salud. A veces tengo dolores, muchos dolores, sufro mucho y me parece que nadie sabe comprenderme, que nunca voy a salir de mis males, y la desesperación quiere apoderarse de mi espíritu. Dame fe y fuerza para levantar mis ojos hacia Tí, mi ayuda y mi salvación. Te pido sigas bendiciendo este día, cuidándome con tu mirada de Padre e iluminando a todos aquellos que hoy me llegen a visitar y rezan por mi. Tambien te inploro por la salud de Cesar Nevarez, y muchas gracias por eschucar nuestras oraciones hacia el. Te lo agradezco de todo corazon dioscito. ¡Gracias, Señor!

Amén.

Surgery Day... MD Anderson

2011-05-10T05:48:00.000-06:00

I'm on my way to the hospital, I have a pet scan at 7am and my surgery is scheduled for 10:30am. I just want to take this opportunity to thank all of my friends and family members who have been supporting me through this tough journey! I want all of you to know that I LOVE & appreciate you very much! I also want my son Alexandro to know that he is the most important person in my life and that I love him with all my heart and I thank God everyday for giving me the gift of being his mother. I LOVE YOU BABE (MI FLACO) ;)

Thanks again to everyone and hope to see u very soon!

Oh and FELIZ DIA DE LAS MADRES (today is mothers Day in Mexico)

Thyroid Cancer helpful Links

2011-05-03T16:24:00.000-06:00

Here are some more helpful links the National Cancer Association Center e-mailed me.

http://www.cancer.gov/cancertopics/wyntk/thyroid/AllPages

http://www.cancer.gov/cancertopics/pdq/treatment/thyroid/Patient/AllPages

http://ncit.nci.nih.gov/ncitbrowser/ConceptReport.jsp?dictionary=NCI%20Thesaurus&code=C3772

http://www.cancer.gov/cancertopics/takingtime/AllPages

https://cissecure.nci.nih.gov/factsheet/FactsheetSearchResult8_1.aspx?~UHViTG5rPTguMSZDYW5jZXJUeXBlPTU3-lCU1qhgCB%2fw%3d

Finding Faith...

2011-05-02T13:54:00.000-06:00

Yesterday's mass was beautiful... I cried with the words the father was preaching. Jesus Christ never leaves us alone, faith makes things possible. If things occur that you do not understand its because God knows your strong enough to face them and you will become stronger by knowing your faith will save you. i am reading a book that says things that happen to us is not to punish us but for a reason to be put to good use, a circumstance or to help others even though we might not know why or what they mean. Even if its just to touch the soul of one person, God uses you to help others and yourself.

I don't know why or how I got Cancer, but now I know its to help those who are going through the same as I am, those who need my guidance and advice. With my advice I can help people not make the same mistakes I did when first diagnosed. Seek professional treatment with Doctors I know are good providers.

I was really touched today, I got a FaceBook message by a girl who read my blog seeking information on Thyroid Cancer; she was first diagnosed and her message touched me! I don't know her and she doesn't know me, but she was first diagnosed last week and came across my blog, and is seeking my advice of what I think she should do; I am honered and belive it is my duty and gift from God to help her. God once again has given me a sign he is always here! Faith will bring us to better health.

P.S. For anyone going through the struggle of this tough battle of fighting cancer here are some great resources you can use which have help me through this tough journey, and I am always here is anyone needs of me :)

American Cancer Society (they are always willing to help and answer any questions) http://www.cancer.org/

Md Anderson Cancer Center (Houston, Texas) www.mdanderson.org

Rocky Mountain Cancer Centers (Denver, Colorado) http://www.rockymountaincancercenters.com/

Cancer Care http://www.cancercare.org/

These are just a few of the so many resources that are out there to seek information and help regarding cancer. Remember I am here to answer any questions, if I don't know the answer I will help you find it. God bless & never give up hope!