The Secret Emotions of the Heart

Why I Pray

2011-05-01T20:35:00.000-07:00

While you sleep at night I lay and pray. Dear God secure us with your

merciful love. That he'll let your mind remain at ease through the night.

When you open your eyes that there will be a smile on your face.

By all the rights, wrongs and otherwise. We know what we've done. Will the past be

left the past? Lord I'm sorry for my wrongs. Help me stand to be a better man.

Stronger, and worthy. Father I know you understand. She has become apart of me!

Does she still believe in me? I am hers! We have a family. A happy home.

Let lonely lust love no more. God you gave me her for a reason.

My soul cries for her love...

The Temptation of Love

2011-05-01T19:43:00.000-07:00

          The temptation of love. I can smell it. Can I taste it? I'm kind of greedy.

I want all your love. Can I handle it? Your loves just so sweet. I'm not a diabetic.

Maybe its my medicine. Come here sweetheart heal me. I'm ready to be complete.

Very tempted.  Oh it feels splendid!  Just a little bit intimidated. Scared of something

I never had. I'm an Aries I can handle it. As the saying goes a hard head makes for

a soft ass. This time I prepared for it. You are my destiny!

Happy by Reason

2011-05-01T19:04:00.000-07:00

Happy by reason. Not by holidays or seasons. Its just a beautiful day.

Hearing my baby's voice assures that things are and will stay okay. It's as if I have

a permanent smile. I can smile all day. Happy by reason. In my world its just the

little things that mean the most. Just the thought. As simple as a text. The knowledge

of you loving me is more than enough! Baby you make me feel like the best.

Thank you God. I know I'm blessed.

Bending Knees...

2011-05-01T18:43:00.000-07:00

Can God be the reason that I'm down on bending knees. A prayer position

unto the father, but for you the need to be bound everlasting. Will you be my queen?

Or can it just be that my soul is too tired of walking alone. Blasphemed and

chastised feeling a new meaning of envy. False sense of hope. All I ask is to be complete.

All I need is to be secure in loves stronghold. It goes back to the very minute you gave

me the opportunity to embrace you in my arms. I knew right then I was yours.

Take me baby!

Undiscovered

2011-05-01T18:20:00.000-07:00

My mind is stuck in poverty. The lust for things have no means. The haves

keep me strong and sane. The have nots change wants into needs. Can you save

me? Conclude my striving wishfulness to an end. My hopes, my dreams. When

I wake will I be lying next to you secure in loves atmosphere. In my world I'm lost.

I need help! Where am I? Its so dark. I just want to open my eyes in serene.

Free me from loneliness. Will you rescue me?

I need you...

2011-05-01T17:00:00.000-07:00

          As free as the water loo birds flying distances. Sensing the motions of life.

Although they soar round in circles. They're not lost. Just letting the wind grace them

back to where they love life.   Clever are miners, going off a strong hunch. They

pick a spot. Dig a plot. Never stopping until they reap the worth of gold.  Just as

the water loo es sense of directions. We've discovered one another lingering through

life's course.  I feel like those miners. I know that I've struck gold! So unique,

unbelievably pure. The want and need for love won't let my heart go. Baby I can't

stop fate. I need you! I've longed to be yours.

My promise to you...

2011-05-01T16:10:00.000-07:00

For you my love. I give my all. Love, my heart. I'm yours above all. Is love pain or is

pain love? How is either understood without having all honor of changes. My mind, my

soul! Both are under your control. I promise never to mistreat you. I promise never to

shadow your glow. I'm all yours!