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Alcoholic Issue?

2014-09-29T05:14:00.002+08:00

5:00am here in Singapore and I am still wide awake...

Cause me to think so much on my bed and unable to sleep. I need sleeping pills?

For a moment i felt that recently i always sleep after i am drunk. I am always so awake when i am sober, like now.. I can't sleep without alcohol. :(

How sad..

What have lasalle done to me? Alcoholic?

Where can i find beer and alcohol now? I would love to be drunk now and fall asleep after that even though it me myself, alone..

Am i sick somewhere? Physically or mentally? Help me out. I do feel that I am crazy.

Lazy & Tired..

2014-08-03T00:54:00.002+08:00

Wanted to write a lengthy post today but apparently I'm too tired to do so now.

Just got home from church & honestly speaking, it felt like My energy got sucked away as I'm awake since 7:30am in the morning! Shurks! I need to go and coma now.

Goodnight!
xoxo

La Salle Orientation Day!

2014-07-25T01:38:00.000+08:00

As you know, I've been trying to cope with my anxiety yesterday of my orientation and I'm happy to say that I've gone through it. :)

Definitely the journey to school was arduous. I almost poo-ed in the train cos I was that nervous but thankfully for those people who are with me all the way and encouraging me throughout, believing in me. Thank you.

I really grateful with the fact that I have friends from church who are also going to the orientation. It's such a privilege definitely to know them cos they are my saviour of the day to at least lessen my anxiety.

The orientation had nothing much because all we did today was attending a talk and getting to know more of all the various facilities & helps we can get from our school.

Privileged enough, I'm being chosen to be the group leader for the afternoon. I cannot deny I an panicking but I have to pat myself on my back for a job well done! :D

I've tried to keep everyone together as a team and almost everyone bonded together really well, except for the one or two.

The afternoon activities were really fun and useful of course & I really like how much effort the school is making to make all of us feel comfortable with one another from all courses!

Can't wait to get started with school already though because it looks exciting and at the same time, it's time to challenge myself! :)

La Salle Orientation Anxiety

2014-07-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

Damn. Tomorrow will be kind of a new starting chapter of my life. I'm nervous but at the same time excited? Okay maybe more of nervous.

Maybe this is how life is exciting?

I really don't know what to expect later and I'm so afraid that my anxiety will act up. Hope or the best but really, anxiety is not a thing that you can expect at any moment cos it will come any moment of the time.

I really envy people who is without anxiety.

Honestly. Anxiety is already a problem and every time I have to (plus 1) worry whether I will have anxiety. Make sense? It's like the anxiety is making me having anxiety. -.-

Yes you didn't know that I had anxiety because I didn't mentioned it before but oh well. I need time right.

Hope for the best tomorrow and I really hope tomorrow I'll have a great time!

The feeling kick in..

2014-07-12T03:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I just received the resignation letter for me to sign from my manager as my contract is around the corner.

I don't know why we just behaved this manner?

Before I know about the resignation letter, I can't wait to quit & kept complaining about how shitty this job is but I felt even more shit when the resignation letter came to me yesterday.

Thinking of the friends I've made there & being jobless once again. Oh gosh.

I feel so sad right now & I totally have no mood to work anymore but than again, there's still a period of time to the end of my contract..

Maybe I shouldn't even be afraid or worried cos I know that everything WILL be fine.

I'm thankful though to be able to work in this company cos the experience here is definitely crazier than any other places thus I can say I have sufficient amount of experience for another job coming up. :D

Feels so much better after saying out what's inside me. Thanks for reading. :)

What am I thinking...?

2014-06-22T03:50:00.002+08:00

Work, work & work. Why do I have to do this to myself, drowning myself in work..

Used to drown myself by clubbing & drinking non-stop thus found out that it's didn't work..

I think I am sick in my mind after that incident. I can't wait to start school lately.. First reason is of course I am finally doing/studying something that I love to do but the second reason is the one that I think I'm sick. I can't wait to dip my head into assignments, projects, study all day and night to get myself occupied all the time..

Honestly, I don't know why am I still waiting. Why do I not show interest in anyone anymore. It've been more than half a year, I'm glad I've proven someone wrong that I don't & I won't date anyone that fast but I seem to not be able to move on..

Maybe you're really what I said, "He'll be the first & my last.. Someone who throughout my life that I loved the most, who I've done so many things with for the first time.. No one could replace his place.".

On the positive side, he is my drive to excel. Wanting to show him and still make him proud like before.

Just so you know, I still have the one letter he wrote to me of him explaining his complicated feelings after we fought.

I know everything should be gone but I just couldn't bare to let it go like how I used to just swing everything of what my other partner gave to me into the bin.

I don't know why, I just couldn't do it.

One thing I'm happy about is that he's living happily now. It seems so to me though, so for that I'm very relief & happy.

Let's see how long more it takes for me to move on? Hopefully I could really soon. Wish me luck! :)

My Christian Life [Reflection]

2014-06-20T06:27:00.001+08:00

Alright, today I'm so inspired by one of my church member to write again but there are so many questions in my head of how to start it.

When I was at church today, my church member got out a random cool looking book and another member was reading what she wrote in there. I thought it is just another daily journal or something & i got a little curious and read it.

The content in it was all about God and I wondered why, not like I'm saying she is a unholy person to start off with or that she can't write about God but because it came off to me as just a normal daily journal and i thought the usual would be that she would write about what she did that day and stuff like how we usually write journal/blogs.

To my surprise, she explained to me that the book is actually for her to write down her reflections, encounter and more.. More on christian kind of journal rather then the normal kind of daily reflection journal i suppose.

So to cut everything short. This kept revolving around my mind about how am I going to start as my other members encouraged me to do so & I can even do it through blogging which what I have always been doing and like to do!

Unfortunately I have so many doubts about it. Not that if it benefits me but in terms of whether i should make it so public, should i start out in a new blog, will you guys judge me if i start this new section, should i even write on this controversial blog. So many questions flooding my mind.

I am definitely inspired to write again, want to share with you guys about my life but then I just thought because what I am writing here just don't suit my "christianity reflection" journal.

Should I just start up a new blog & be anonymous? Only people who knows me will know I am the writer. I don't know. Than again, that will not be truthful isn't it? It'll be like a split personality. Ahh.. I don't know. :(

I'm back and even better! :D

2014-06-10T01:51:00.000+08:00

First of all, thanks for all the views that keep on coming in every month even though i have not been blogging for like the longest time due to National Service & my time is finally over! :D

I think I need a update of my blog design. It's so.... I don't know how to explain. LOL

I'm happy though with the fact that there are still a handful of you out there are constantly waiting for content from me but I am alway disappointing you guys unintentionally cos due to my screwed up life that I would want to give myself space and time to shake off all the bad vibes!

I've been partying like a LA girl for the past few months though & i can't deny the fact that it feels so good to be a bad ass. Haha!

Of course there are also so many zillion reasons why i ain't blogging but i wouldn't touch on that. (If you know, good for you cos I have to clap for you of how you can get the source. If you don't, continue go searching for answers. LOL.)

I can say the year 2014 is a crazy roller coaster ride for me cos the start of the year is quite shitty but as time goes by reaching the day of my 21st birthday, everything is like a fantasy!

If you haven't follow my Instagram, you should like die because you've missed out one of the most happening guy's life. Yes for real I'm not joking. LOL.

My 21st birthday was a BLAST & I'm not kidding. So many balloons, people, laughter & not forgetting the wide spread of variety of food for everyone to enjoy!

All credits goes to my parents! Without them, all of these could not have happened and everyone who've attended my birthday party! HAHA!!

Of course being the party animal of a LA girl living inside me, I partied after my birthday party & i got DEAD drunk. LOL.

I cannot explain to you how DEAD I am but yes. DEAD. Nothing else.

In case you're wondering and in the LOST world because you didn't follow me on ANY of my social media, I'm so glad that i met these girls who i call my zoukcats.

They are my zoukcats basically. Self-explanatory right? You're my reader so you shouldn't be so dumb.

They are a awesome group of "LA girl" idiots who club with me like a muthafucka! Yes I'm proud to club like shit. Don't bother judging me. Shut your pie hole up..

The next big thing is of course I enrol myself into the short of "Draping for Fasion" in La Salle College Of Arts & it's so crazy fun okay? I also don't know how to explain the kind of excitement and joy I'm having or even dying to go to school! FIRST TIME I'm behaving like that. I like school, seriously. LOL.

Life just goes so smoothly for me like the roller coaster is going down from a very high point & I'm screaming out loud of excitement. HAHA! Here's me having "Fashion" student feel taking this 'model-like' shot. :D

For this day, I have to say I feel really touched and blessed. I've not known this two bitches for more then half a year but they are really the sweetest girl & best liar on earth. I SWEAR UPON THAT.

On this particular day of my ORD, they tricked me that one of them is dead drunk and made me so worried. That's besides the point. I got out of the class on the dot without finishing my work wanting to know if everything is okay and who knows, both of them have been waiting to give me a surprise outside my class with a cake for my ORD. HOW SWEET?

I almost teared. Thanks for being such much nice.

Sigh.. This picture.. It's a bitter sweet one. I'm happy that I graduated from the short course from draping for fashion but I'm so sad that I won't be able to see most of them so often or even for some, I can't even see them anymore. Ultimately, thanks guys for being such good classmates! Y'all are awesome. T.T

Finally I'm able to talk about today!!!! It's one of the happiest day of my life because I've passed the interview & secured a place for myself in La Salle!

I can't stop saying OH MY GOD for the whole time & I'm so ever ready to me drilled and mould by the lecturers for the 1st foundation program! This will be a crazy intense ride but I will NEVER give up so stay with me guys!

I'll bring you through my life of Fashion so get ready and be steady! HAHA!

LOVE Y'ALL!

Abba // Mamma Mia

2013-12-03T18:58:00.000+08:00

I've been cheated by you since I don't know when
So I made up my mind, it must come to an end
Look at me now, will I ever learn?
I don't know how but I suddenly lose control
There's a fire within my soul
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, now I really know,
My my, I could never let you go.

I've been angry and sad about the things that you do
I can't count all the times that I've told you we're through
And when you go, when you slam the door
I think you know that you won't be away too long
You know that I'm not that strong.
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, even if I say
Bye bye, leave me now or never
Mamma mia, it's a game we play
Bye bye doesn't mean forever

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go
Mamma mia, now I really know
My my, I could never let you go

Feverishmania~

2013-08-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

Oh damn I haven't been back on this space for really long didn't I?

Yes I can't deny the fact that every single day I've been thinking about this little space I've had and all the time's I've had spent here writing and presenting photos.

Time passes so fast really & I've got so much happening in my life that I've missed out to write it here.

Recently I've caught on a ear infection & it is getting really bad. I've got a very bad cough & a very bad fever too. My fever is so bad that even I'm having a jacket on, I still feel very cold. Sad thing is, my boyfriend ain't here. He's over at the other country (Nanjing). He's a air crew.

Our relationship is on the rock due to some problems that is not regarding about us. Amazing right? First time hearing that a relationship is on the rock not because of the once in the relationship but other reasons. We're just walking day by day and hopefully things will turn out good in Jesus name.

Regarding my NS, I've finally passed the 1 year mark and achieved the LCP rank. Lots of drama in the office though but preferred not to write it cos it will definitely be a very long piece of blog post.

Soon enough 2014 is reaching, I really don't know what to expect ahead of me. All I know is that I love Jesus, I love my boyfriend, I love my family & I love my friends. As always, the future seems so dark to me. Nothing seems clear to me at all (If you've read my previous blog posts.).

Will my wish come true?

I've got so many wishes..

Jojo - Disaster

2012-10-24T03:19:00.001+08:00

Lyrics

I'm trying not to pretend it won't happen again and again like that.
Never thought it would end, but you got up in my head and my head like that.
You made me happy baby, love is crazy, so amazing
But it's changing, rearranging.
I don't think I can take anymore.

Chorus:
'Cause the walls burned up when our love fell down
And it turned into whatever now we're saying never.
Feel the fire 'cause it's all around
And it's burning for forever and always.

We gotta let it go, be on our way
Look for another day, cuz it ain't the same my baby
Watch it all falling to the ground
No happy ever after, just disaster

I didn't want it this way, I only wanted to say
I loved you right
But now you're walking away, and leaving me here to stay
So foolish of me to wait for you to realize
All the things I gave you, made you, change you
Your dreams came true
When I met you, now forget you
Don't want anymore

Chorus:
Cuz the walls burned up when our love fell down
And it turned into whatever now we're saying never
Feel the fire cuz it's all around
And it's burning for forever and always

We gotta let it go, be on our way
Look for another day, cuz it ain't the same my baby
Watch it all falling to the ground No happy ever after, just disaster

You shot the bullet, you shot the bullet that killed me
Not feeling my heart beat, and now I was dying
I-I've been through it, I-I've been through all the agony
And now my eyes are, trying, trying no more crying,
Lying it's just a game,
So disaster strikes and I'm all right cuz my love's on his way

Yeah
Burning up forever and always, always
Yeah yeah yeah

Chorus:
Cuz the walls burned up when our love fell down
And it turned into whatever and now we're saying never
Feel the fire cuz it's all around
And it's burning for forever and always

We gotta let it go, be on our way
Look for another day, cuz it ain't the same my baby
Watch it all falling to the ground No happy ever after, just disaster

Chorus again:
'Cuz the walls burned up when our love fell down
And it turned into whatever and now we're saying never
Feel the fire cuz it's all around
And it's burning for forever and always

We gotta let it go, be on our way
Look for another day, cuz it ain't the same my baby
Watch it all falling to the ground
No happy ever after, just disaster

-▲▲▲-

It ain't a regret neither will it be a relationship that I would hold on or talk about. I will show you.

The ONLINE trend for ahlians.

2012-09-17T17:24:00.000+08:00

Few hours ago, just got to read up my sister's Facebook and what I saw is really jaw dropping.

You can never going to imagine coming your way cos apparent these are from primary school KIDS and i guess one or two are secondary school students.

Apparently almost all of them ganged up and insult my sister online and even want to have a 1 verse 1 fight which I guess that will NEVER going to happen cos my sister is really strong though like serious. One punch on their eyes and they can go blind left aside saying what I can do to their damn mouth for a instance.

I can never comprehend what 'Zhabor Kia O Valele' is trying to bring across throughout the whole conversation and with 'fankssss'. Anyone please fill me in with the amount of bimbo-ness here?

I'm so going to recommend Megan Tan's school to give Megan counselling cos from what she've typed out, I find her really weird instead of scary. Maybe horrifically weird like ghost?

Look what i mean? Magan Tan is just weird. The only thing she knows how to call my sister is dog. Something fresh?

Can't get enough of those hater's face. Their tragic face just have to be either covered one eye with the fringe, animated photos or not a 100% front profile of the damn face. I wouldn't be only a keyboard worrier cos I've already called up the school the next minute I've seen it and even sent out print by print of all the screen shots to the form teacher. EFFICIENT! :) #lifeofablogger

I'll see how it goes and I'm sure there will be updates.

You can only Trust yourself.

2012-09-13T19:22:00.001+08:00

This have been bothering me quite a bit these few days and maybe you guys could share with me your thoughts about this topic that I'm going to touch on.

If you did follow me through, you will know that I'm currently serving the nation and days in there are hell as shit. The reason why I'm saying so is because I just can't stand the fact that GUYS are actually so god damn bitchy.

Words spreading to my ears every now and then of whom whom whom talking about be behind my back when actually to a certain extend, I've been talking to the guys quite well face to face.

Not only to my case, other guys as well! I witness the scene of maybe 2 guys talking about this guy A when actually in front of guy A, they can joke so well and clique. What this?

Hypocritical?

Most says that ladies are really bitchy and gossipy but for what I see, guys are far way disgustingly bitchy and gossipy!

Share your thoughts and enlighten me about it guys. What do you think?

SEIKISHO KOSE

2012-09-11T16:53:00.003+08:00

I bet most of you have heard enough of SEIKISHO KOSE Mask White long ago but I just got my hands on it yesterday & I'm so excited to use it apparently.

I have to say the mask dries up really fast and you don't have to wait centuries for the 20 minutes to pass. Mad loves but the part I'm afraid of is the pealing off of the mask from your face cos it's really painful!

The pealing off of mask, you could feel that it is really doing it's maximum job to go right into your pores to pull out all the dirty dirt inside. That's insane pain but really good!

My face feels so fresh and tender after a day of the mask so I do recommend you guys to use it if you can afford it! :)

Tweet & share with me your Masking picture to @xieQirong or my Facebook Page! :D

It have been long..

2012-08-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

Oh my little diary, my little space. How should I start?

I've been enlisted to NS for roughly 3 months. Life got tough trying to adjust my civilian life into a Army guy life. A major problem I have to have to struggle with is the time I have to sleep and to be awake!

Life at BMT is fun though at Kranji Camp 3 cos everyone are still wild. Nonetheless Kranji Camp 3 is so near from my house that I have the best advantage to be able to wake up at 7am and report at 730am!

Now that I'm being deploy to Pasir Lebar camp for about 2 months, things change.

I have to be awake really early that at times I just can't believe that I actually am awake. First few weeks of reporting to Pasir Lebar Camp was really disastrous for me!

For the first week, I was being admitted to the hospital for having high fever.

Second week & third week, I dread to go to camp cos people in there are fuvked up.

How I gradually turn up constantly?

I've got to thank two camp-mate of mine in there though I don't think in anytime they'll see it. First person I want to thank is Aryl. He gave me nothing much more important than motivation and encouragement. Every single day we'll support each other and talk like as though we knew each other for years!

Second person is Jeremy i suppose. We helped each other out to look out each other's back working as a team in the office terminating & crushing down troubles, obstacles and trouble makers.

There are lots of unreasonable shit going on inside camp that most of you can't see but as for now I don't wish to say anything yet cos I would like to take a chance to change things better! :)

Don't Look At Me Like That.

2012-03-12T09:07:00.000+08:00

Which one is your favorite?

2012-02-29T03:49:00.001+08:00

Can you buy me somemore cakes?

Wallet Friendly Authentic Thai Cuisine; Jai Thai Restaurant [Giveaway]

2012-02-28T00:55:00.000+08:00

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Milk Tea. ♥

Never once I'm not bring a curious cat, I saw this really special Thai Milk Tea and got really interested in it so I ordered. To my amazement, it taste really different from our local Milk Tea! The Milk Tea still taste sweet and milky but at the same time, you'll taste a pinch of dryness & mint in it. ૅ.ે

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#bitchpls I Give Good Quotes.

2012-02-27T01:17:00.000+08:00

Life isn't an IPod to listen to your favorite songs.

It's a radio; adjust yourself to enjoy whatever comes in it and keep moving.

A little busy but never dead!

2012-02-16T01:12:00.000+08:00

Yes I'm back in this little space again getting it running and surviving though I've not been writing for quite some time but I'm still alive and kicking excitedly everyday for work as mentioned in my previous post why am i so excited about it.

If you did follow me on Twitter (@xieQirong) & Facebook (www.facebook.com/aaandricchia), you'll get to know instantly what I've been up to and which school I'm in for the day.

It's pretty much hard for me to have enough time to edit photosssssssss for a good post already as I've also have to be awake early in the morning and never fail to reach home only at night. WHERE GOT TIMEEEEE? :(

So the best now is to follow me up on Facebook & twitter to get instant rant & photo updates so don't forget to do so. :D

xieQirong xoxo :)

Work work! Go!

2012-02-02T04:44:00.002+08:00

Lately or should I be more specific, this few days I've been busy working which is a good thing I thought cos I'm not as bored as I am doing nothing everyday staring at the computer right?

If you guys did follow me up with twitter (@xieQirong), you'll know that everyday I'm literally in different primary school thus it's ALWAYS a different working environment everytime which is absolutely so interesting and exciting to visit all the different kinds of primary schools in Singapore!

So far I've visited 2 schools which is namely Huamin Primary School @ Yishun & Jing Shan Primary School @ Ang Mo Kio to work.

I'm going to another school later on at Jurong East and I have to get ready and prepare myself in 18minutes time to head out at 6am to meet up with Rouping!

I'll get back here really soon once I'm free as I've got to do up advertorial so do catch them coming okay! :)

xoxo Qirong :D

Steamboat on Chu Yi! :D

2012-01-30T05:22:00.002+08:00

大家好!!

This shall be a proper post right after the Lunar New Year as I've been all busy visiting every where since Lunar New Year's Eve! Though the first post should start from my reunion dinner and Lunar New Year count down but due to the fact that comparing to those two post, this current post requires lesser time to edit the photos. HAHA!

OHLA from Syl's house! :D

Wasn't impress or neither being a fan of arriving the first that I have to wait, I started to camwhore with whatever photo taking devices that i can find and eventually carried out my baby treasure Lumix G3 out snapping away like no body's business.

Ailin, Syl & Me! :D

♥

First Steamboat of the year! ♥

I definitely will not forget this steamboat of the year cos it's so far the most heart warming and funny steamboat I've ever had among friends.

A funny conversation I can never forget:

Me: *Bite the piece of toufu* Eh!
(Everyone looks at me)
Me: This toufu got cheese eh!
Shihui: Why? You can't eat cheese ah?!!
Me: No ah! Very nice leh this toufu. :P
(Everyone give me the -.- face and started saying that they want to burn my face in the pot of hot water. HAHA!)

It's definitely such a pity that I can't continue to stick around with them as I've to rush back home to meet up with my own family where all my cousins, 7 uncles & aunties flock to my house.

SO THIS CONCLUDES MY CHU YI STEAMBOAT ENTRY LIAO! :D

恭喜恭喜!!

A letter to myself 10 years later.

2012-01-29T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hey dude, how's life been? Is it better or are you still the same like how you are when you're 19? You're a pampered boy with so much of question marks in your head wondering what you should do for your future back then and not to mention that you're so much of a boy that just loves to sleep all day and party all night playing like a kid everyday living life with no worries in mind dressing up like a vain doll.

I hope you're a better person now having your own stable career or even stable income.

Now you're 29, I suppose it's time for you to give your parents the happiness that you can ever give them as they've given you everything and anything that you needed or even wanted which you don't even need.

Are you a air steward or a pilot? That's what you want to do when you're 19.

One thing that you're so curious when you're 19 is whether if you'll get married. Now I'm writing this, I'm just having a smile at the corner of my face cos I suppose you'll not. You don't like you take care of babies and you hate babies cry. You don't like naggy girls, bitchy girls and you always think girls are so annoying to be girlfriend though you have a lot of girl friends around you.

If you're married, that will be a miracle & congratulations. If you're not, continue to strive for ya career cos being single is not bad too where you can have all the money to spend on clothes and party. :D

I suppose you'll be missing the days when you were 19 that you totally have so much free time that you just find all sorts of things to do and explore. In general, you're just a wild party peacock never having enough of all the loud music in clubs & blings on you.

Seriously I'm very curious now how you are now when you're 29. Still partying? Still as wild?

#Never to give up & keep striving forward.

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2012-01-22T03:03:00.001+08:00

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New Year's Resolution! :D

2012-01-19T04:06:00.004+08:00

Gong Xi Gong Xi!~

As much as I know I'm lying to myself that I'm so late for this but well, I will just give myself an excuse that I will follow the 'Chinese Calender' that the new year is about to come which I am quite early for a New Year's Resolution. HA!

Right before i start this, I would like to wish everyone a Happy Lunar New Year!!

According to the zodiac, it's the DRAGON year and it seems like fun this year that the crowd looks more energetic and hype for the Lunar New Year as compared to the other years. (Not fair. When it comes to the Rooster year, everyone looks so dead. IT'S MY YEAR HELLO?)

I have a sudden 'feel' to write this post purely because (god knows why) I always have inspiration at such ungodly hour and I will just keep thinking non-stop going into deep thoughts. Having said that, why not I just type it out to share and I'm able to look back the next year of my 2012 New Year's Resolution isn't it? YEA!

My New Year's Resolution:

1) Earn more $$$ for myself!!

2) Hope I would know what I want to study when I finish my NS.

3) (If possible within time frame) Car License!!

4) Have a decent partner.

5) Being able to start my small clothing business line.

6) Make Youtube videos for y'all? :D (I only know how to dance the best so don't expect me to sing cos I will sound like a crow.)

With so much more of thing i would like to do and complete in 2012, the list will be never ending further more some R21 are not really appropriate to the majority young adults out there to know/read so it's better to keep it within my friends. To clarify, it's not sex. (why am I even explaining in the first place? -_-")

Whatever it is, the first thing I hope it'll happen is number (6) cos it's the easiest and I've long for wanted to do videos since a thousand years back when I first watch Jayesslee! HAHA! They are is was were my inspiration to want to do videos but still not having any courage to flash myself in motion graphics video to the world yet.

Whatever it is, pray hard number (6) will happen real fast. Give me some courage thankyou cos I need motivation to start and also to continue doing videos isn't it? I definitely will not want to stop when I start something or else I will not even start. Am I right?

Anyway what's your New Year's Resolution?