The SoSe Project

Shit Just Got Real

2012-10-27T00:09:00.000-07:00

Mofo ya'll and fuck ya "WHITE DENALI" bitches....
No But really why the fuck is everyone still on Home dating, gettin married, gettin so depressed that they feel life isnt worth goin on..you would think after some time you all would realize that this gay ass PsHome application on the Ps3 is such bullshit and just another way sont takes and uses the exploit of takin your money- oh wait nvm LOL I DID THE SAMETHING...so lol nvm fk what I just said I'M BACK , and I will be takin yall money again soo- NO1 IS FKIN SAFE NOW ...ya SHIT JUST GOT REAL....... M&M's

People

2012-10-10T20:29:00.001-07:00

People teach you valueable lessons by just doing and reacting to things. The shit that people do to you makes you wonder if one is selfish... I lookbin the mirror often and wonder what could i have done to make people want to treat you the way they do... i cant spaz on this blog as much as i would like too. I could give myself a break and get away from people... for a while. Im starting to believe noone gives a shit about noone but themselves and the tiny people in their circle. Im in so much pain right now but nobody cares... sure noone is reading this etheir.

Wow Stupid home bitches

2012-10-02T20:54:00.001-07:00

So we was all chilling in the hub today with TSP. And these bitches come show up. Well I'll put the video in here so everyone can see how stupid these bitches really looked trying to talk ish about virtual clothes but at the same time they looked a hot mess. DrJeanGrey and Emma_Frost two dumbass bitches on home. I wish i was recording from the beginning.

Yeah, you see how these dumb ass bitches act on Playstation. Its like really people it's a fucking VIRTUAL world for us to make friends and talk to other on a gaming system get real people. BTW, the one that is Emma_Frost_ also has an alternate acct its MsEnvy5150 so everyone that views knows if you see them just shake your head and walk away they are the example of why we all should use birth control. :)

so it starts...

2012-09-20T14:41:00.001-07:00

everything feels different as i have totally givin peace to the playstation 3. i dont know rathet i will be doing second life.... xbox or any other rants, blogs, exposures or opinions. this blkg usta not give a fuck who it talks about. now theres some gay ass censoreship bullshit where we havta watch what we say and to about who. thanx to sony calling the police 2 years ago and threatening our freedom. that no longer matters. what matters to me at this very moment is fucking gaming. resident evil 6 in 1 week. assassins creed 3 following the american revolution. wwe 13 and its infamous attitude era theme. finally halo 4... i lm not going to be worried abojt pervs... losers... idiots or wankstas for a while. happy gaming folks...

Its about time i blog.

2012-09-19T22:31:00.001-07:00

<p><p>hello people. its your favorite miss spelling bitch sose. haha its about that time where i find something to do with psn. i figured i shall depart. pack my bags... gets my shit together and move on. but before i go.... i just got 1 little bitch ass nigga i need to share with the world. now those of u who know that i stoped getting on home. i started running with a clan.... hold on let me fix my auto capitalization real fast on this phone. Ok... Lol so that was annoying not seeing my sentences not being capitalized. Now where was i? Yes oh and fuck u im not capitalizing my i's... Ok... Now i have not been gaming because i have been in a clan gaming. Recently i have no access to the internet thous the reason... I really have not been blogging or putting up videos. Ha like i blog anyway or even update my website for that matter. Well so i come on the ps3 from time to time tethering my phones internet to the ps3 to say hello to my people. Cause my account has a block i cant really join others games cause i have a strict nat.  (network transmission address)  ha so in my fav pool of clans mates i am who i am i dont back down from being told off. Fellow fuck of a clansmen decides he wants to test this theory as he always does but this time was no way i would give in to his period as i see him whinning like a bitch about everything.... From threatining to leave psn cause he lost his mic. Cmon now really dude?  Now im not the one to really give a shit however this same guy praised me... Talked highly about how im important.to his clan. Im such a good friend and how i have the right mind set that im a bad chick and thar rob is lucky to be by my side. Says he doesnt like when rob ignores me that he would treat me right. Even goes to say robs a pussy bitch sometimes for simpin out and not handling the clan right that hes leaving because of it. Then comes back in the next hour. Ha this same fuckball did all and said all and thats a quarter pounder with out the cheese that this dickhead has said to me. After all that we get into conversation as i was saying before i summed up his prior ass kissing... That borderlands 2 is pointless... Which is my opinion i played part 1. He says otherwise but has to tell me to shut up in the form of im a fuck up in life... Lol really i thought i was the best nigga lol now im a fuck up... Ha... Then it went from ima fuck up to.... I dont exist to u. Yea really bitch haha the thing is becauze im font whoopin yo ass i gotta act like ur in kindergarten and say i dont exist to u? After all the nights i stayed up listenin to yo bitch ass whine about life and told u it was ok to express ur feelins and u responding with im the best chic u evr met . Listenin to how u mad yo brother cant get his money and u broke n shit strugglin whinnin about it? i swear bitch ass niggas bit they self n the ass when they talk about themself. Rule number 1 never talk about what hurts u to someone then tell them they dont exist to u. Funny thing is... Lisa doesnt even care u deleted her. Fact is dont havta feel guilty about listening to u whine like a 4 year old girl and then act hard later... U phony nigga.... And sose fucking told u. Im tired of being this bitch but im also not gonna.let hos try to spread they stds to me.... Keep ya bitchassness on that side of the world. Nothing more to say... Besides i wont miss u psn... But as i wrote this blog i felt the need to stay and possibly keep writing blogs like this... Feels good. :)

Time to set things straight

2012-09-12T03:41:00.001-07:00

Melly you want to come on here talking shit about ppl. Let's keep it real here. Miss I'm to shy to talk on mic on playstation. But you can get on the web and do shows for strangers. That don't even sound right. Something is fishy there. As, we all know pics on playstation home don't mean shit. The internet has many pictures to choose from. I am not the only one that thinks this about you just so you know that. I mean I'm just goin to keep this real like i always do. I don't play those games. I have spoken with quite a few people that know you and no one has heard you ever talk on mic you get peoples numbers just to text you don't even talk to them on the phone. You want to come on here running your font well this is what happens. What did you expect coming on this site talking shit about the person that runs it. So what is it that you are truly hiding your manly voice you don't want people to know you are really a man?

Thing is I really don't care if you are a man or not. But what i don't like is how you try to play with people. If you are a man with a female avi let it be known. You have now done to of my closest friends wrong. What female tells her "man" to get on the ground because she has to pee? I mean really more and more i thought about things you say which is "manly things" and everything else. My true conclusion is you are a fucking DUDE!

bitch please

2012-09-12T02:54:00.001-07:00

seriously? mell you just blatenly wrote a blog about the owner of the blogg about how i so called blew u off? are you sick in the fucking head? yes i said your name because not only did i tell u my situation about me not having the internet... getting into legal trouble... and my phone not staying connected to the internet you said "oh" like u didnt even give a shit. right now... girl im using my damn phone to blog because i still dont have the net. my aunt cut it off so we cant use it. bitch bought her a mifi so she can use internet and the rest of us cant. i sat up and told u about my rl problems and this is how u do me? u go on my fuckin blog and air me out about how i blew u off when the fact of the matter is bitch... my sentence started off with im sorry. now its fuck you... fuck ur life... fuck ur existance ...fuck the bitch that had u. i have no remorse for this bull shit u jus pulled. for the simple factt that i told you sorry before hand. u can stay on this blog if u want idc... but i know for fact ur going to bitch out and never wanna talk to me again and trust me im prepared. you need to appologize to me as i appologized to u before hand...then after not only did u pull a selfish act by seemingly not giving a fuck... u came to my blog and assured u didnt give a fuck about my "excuses" be true about ur shit mell. ur mad selfish. end of rant...

sose is bloggin on a phone with a ps3 keypad bitches... im out.

A Rambling

2012-08-26T18:54:00.002-07:00

Sorry I haven't posted in a long time, my laptop had been broken. Anyway, just here to vent. I'm kinda tired of people acting a certain way when they want something, but then blatantly blowing me off when they don't. I'm tired of people coming up with a dozen excuses for messing up instead of growing up and simply saying "sorry." Guess what? I don't care for excuses, never have, never will.

Example: Someone I was getting cool with decided to not say anything to me for about 3 weeks, I'd say hi and try to start a convo, I wouldn't get a response OR I'd get one several hours later. But recently, the friend wants to start talking to me again like everything's cool and when I get upset, friend gives me excuses as to why they didn't talk and not a single apology. That's not cool, and we're not cool, least for now.

Am I one to hold a grudge? No. I can forgive, but I don't forget. That's a big reason why I haven't been talking to anybody lately. That's all for now.

adventures of gaming

2012-08-05T03:33:00.001-07:00

So why haven't I been telling my stories about my encounters? hmm I guess because i like to earn peoples trust. Honestly... i know too much about people that its so messy... I could destroy half of home's members in 1 blog. How people tell their lives and etc...I mean damn, then the things they do after it to contradict themselves as a human being... haha!! So what i do is I start gaming. Uncharted 3 is currently my favorite...

I've been gaming a lot with some new friends called "BoS" Brotherhood of Shadows. Because its only about 3 of use girls. Renamed a Female devision to BBoS... BadBia's of Shadows. We game a lot and i have my favorites who i hang out with...

For starters...

Bella ... This my right hand bia.... right on my side always helpin me kill shit etheir if its on Uncharted or slaying people on Resident Evil ORC. I love her to death and we will always game foever and ever till our love for each other + gaming dies and i doubt that will happen

RoB - My Hub - HA! i got home married likea dumb bitch! but hey! i did it for companionship, He's the leader but we don't have a love love relationship which is the best part about it... its more opposites attracts. He on 1 end of the map killing shit, I'm on the other...together... deadly combination

Nate - at the moment im a lil upset wit nate but its all good, at the end of the day i love this dude cuz he'll piss me off on purpose for his enjoyment but we game and thats most important. No matter what we play. We having fun

Jay - Idk.... me and jay kinda distant but jay's good at everything he touches (sept dcuo lol!) Which puts the pieces of this clan together... in the vids i killed him a lot but u can hear him laughing about it! FUN!

The rest of the guys... i just havent really gamed with much but this is out starting 5... We have fun and get the job done....

heres the rest

There will be more to come. As far as... Home is concerned. I really got to figure out how to tell my stories of my encounters. I mean... the most thats going on is implosion amongst my friends...Which is not good at all... as u can see noone is blogging. Thats because they are fighting each other. Onsei... You wrote me like 1 blog after that u started trying to gain exclusive time with all the females around me. Not cool.... Marn, Cmon... boo....you rage so much that all of that animosity could be lashed out on a blog. Why waste your energy... Ace... You're ok i guess jus... u probably don't know what to write. Talk about gaming and i can say the same for u Princess... you both have a great quality about expressing what you guys play. I saw that comment about amor king being beast in Tekken tag.... Describe it Princess...!! (Melly) Thats it thats all for now... Sose signing out... :D

BIRDS!

2012-07-27T14:03:00.000-07:00

So

Short

Sour...

Not fucking Sweet.

I Signed on Home and looked for a girl.

I jackpoted about 3 of these social nightmares. The 1st chick was about 19 from New York. She was on my SACK! According to her tho she had a bf. He lived in Canada and they dated for less than a month while she's "madly in love with him" But in the same instance she's on my sack following me around and whatnot. I got rid of that situation Quickly! On to the next i met this new black chick. She was very timid. We hung out and shit, Took her to the crib @ hollywood hills then psn decide they wanna hate and go in maintenance. Thats COOL. So we go into text chat n'Shit rIhhh. Choppin it up, she talkin about kickin it wit me and what-not but i noticed she was mad timid about everything. I could go quiet for 2 mins and she freaking out talkin bout "bye" Lol... she was freakin out about voice chatin and also freakin out about sendin pix but wanted to see mine. Like man WTF yo. This morning i sign on after takin the ps3 from sos' i See this bitch on so i go where she at. I rememeber she wanted a "open relationship" from a prior conversation about wantin to be wit me but not sure. So i gave her space when i saw her talkin to another dude... I signed off cause sos wanted to play ps3. Uncharted and shit which i still havent got to try -_- meh Come back online after she was done. I got the most stupidest fuckin messages everrrrrrr

^ with that being Said. I can't fuck wit u PLAYSTATION NETWORK BIRDS.... somethign wrong wit ya'll

KILLJOY! (BETRAYAL!)

2012-07-17T23:44:00.000-07:00

^ That mark or medal is a metaphor for my life sometimes. As a Playstation home User i t gets no better.
being around people that say or do one thing but do the total opposite is kind of weird... i mean I love my friends i do but some seem to be doing and saying things that aren't necessary.

How do you deal with a person who isn't being truthful and you know they are doing it but everytime you say something or do something it gets turned around and twisted 180 Degrees. This is sort of Deja Vu. I used this above pic before in a previous blog and I don't know what i blogged about then but its happening again with different people. This time I don't want whats in the middle. I asked not to be involved. I won't explain the situation whatso-ever but i'll leave it where it stands.

To Mr Magik Ninja. I'm happy for you I'm happy you found what you're truely looking for. This blog is nothing more but food for thought. Think about what you are doing and say to people everyday (I
m not talking to you magik you're fine) Matter fact to the reader i don't want you nitpicking what you did or done. What has happened happen. Let it go and leave it alone. Leave yourself cluseless about what I'm going threw case as the victom i don't care so why should u?

I do wanna say anything else sept... i enjoy you "try hards" on home you try to PLEASE a pixel chick and try to get with them. So how about i write a quick guide on how to approach a female on PShome

-Check her trophies... see what games she like or ask. If she's a level 1 and looks like she spent money on her avatar its more than likely that she is not a gamer at all but a socialist or home loser. (not saying those who have or use different accounts are home losers just sayin most of u use 1 account just to live a playstation home Life on that particular account)

- Don't use the Default ... "Hello" or "Where are you from" When we sign on Home... we want to get away from our real lives most of the time and socialize with other gamers about games. (or she's a home loser lol that bitch)

- Please for the love of god we see the TEXT chat. Don't move your avatar in front of us just to talk to us. I see your text. You can stand 3 feet. I don't need u pushin on my avatar so i can be "facing u" on ur screen cause on my screen u look like a retard floating around me.

- Say hello normally without the default. Ask how are we doin and what are we upto... that usually sparks a conversation nicely.

-You goal is to strike a interesting gaming conversation. Trying to pursue chicks to voice chats is kinda lame. If you want to voice chat simply ask in the middle of your conversation. Not soon as you get there... converse first ask later.

I mean i think i gave a normal noob good enough advice. I always see noobs "You have a headset" or... hey baby wanna date? And you know its kinda redundant to compliment a females avatar "you look nice" but then asking about their real life... rather funny as well.

-SoSe... out.

oops

2012-07-16T06:44:00.001-07:00

i...have NOT been on top of this blog. sorry 'bout that, folks!

so, i'm looking at my friends' trophy levels today. we got level 12s, 13s, the whole lot. then i look at mine...a measly level 5. i understand, new ps3 and all that jizz, but really. i'm still putting off platting SKYRIM. how the hell can i hope to get anywhere like this? sure, i'm pretty high up on another console, but something about the ps3 makes me...game sluggish. 'i'll do it tomorrow"? that was weeks ago, ace. weeks. ago.

i dunno, i think i'm in a rut. rent, play, lose, return. lather, rinse, repeat. i guess i haven't found THE GAME for me. oh well. i wonder if i can fit my response in here too...? what the hell. let's do it, bitches!

what i hate on home? dudes who just randomly walk up to you and either immediately call you a bitch or ho, or dance on you. i mean really, is that how you act in real? did your mom teach you NOTHING? that's why i take great pleasure in what i do: chase morons around with my rainbow joystick.

ace out

Whats Love?

2012-07-15T21:04:00.001-07:00

Love.

is not Luv

Love is pain... Love is honor... love is Guilt... love is a feeling an expression.

A Unconditional feeling without forgetting or doubting someone.

LOVE is being able to remember the time...(that I met you and the way you looked at me before i said hi)

Love is being able to accept someone for who they are and not what they can do for you.

Love is being able to allow someone to Do for u if you can't always get the task done..(no its not a contradiction!)

Love is not a sport, its not a game. Its not something you play... love is a responsibility, a accommodation a compromise.

Love is a journey, a accomplishment cause once you get there its hard to shake it off of you. Its just like a championship because once you become champion, you will be forever known as a champion. Instead that championship is called being "in love"

Theres a million feelings i can write about love and how people can understand it.. understanding love is simple. Just being able to accept someone as if they where you ur self. You must love yourself before you can love someone else because if you don't love yourself you wont know how to treat someone else. Treat someone special how you would treat yourself... if you like extra cheese on your taco... get extra cheese for that other person. Lets that person become the same thought you have about you...Thats What love is... Love is accepting someone as if they are yourself.... You can't love someone like you love your mom or your dad because those are loves that like different things. If a person loves something, and they are that special someone. Find something about that something that you can love to so you both can enjoy that same passion.

LOVE IS SOSE...

and SoSe... Loves you...

What it is...

2012-07-15T20:47:00.003-07:00

Hello,

I would like to be opinionated today. I know I put noobs on blast here and there but today i dont want to do that. Today i would like to walk threw my mind and explore it. Jot some things here so some of you can understand how i think. I don't think its very hard to blog at all as blogging is just random thoughts. Exposing is a whole lot different because you havta make jokes with relevance to the situation. Sometimes i think people ether dont like when i expose and think its too messy and uncalled for but contradict themselves by gettin up set by some dude harassing them on home that they could of avoided when they seen that same person on my website... I mean im just saying. I Make this a guide to stay away from certain people. Rather they had intentions of following threw or not... they still did it. Thats a fact, nor did i make them do anything that they sent me.

Being a woman on home does have its perks tho. Some of us can use our "money maker" to do exactly that. Make money... That could be them triflyn whores... or the other whores who do it because their lonely. Whatever the case. Its kinda entertaining to show the world what they do. There are a lot of desperate guys out there and dont get me wrong theres desperate women too. Fact of the matter is... Why do we sign online to pretend to feel accepted. Why do we even need to be accepted by someone? Thats a study i would like to understand. About 90% of playstation home users seem to be undesirables. And by this I'm talking about the 1s who use home ona regular basis and actual consider there popularity as a prime factor of their personal life. I'm not saying thats sad... NO NO NO. I'm saying there is something wrong with it and it cane be dangerous to the wrong person who may snap and do something irrational in real life. I think some of us need to enjoy our Virtual lives as IS and not involve them PERIOD into who we really are. As stated before on this Website...You are givin' a USER name and or Playstation network name to disclose ur true Identity. Why must some of us share our real identities with people who we bearily meet. I can understand you've known someone online for a while and u share each others experiences... and such. You know... sit down and have that "Talk". Some of us seem to want to do that "talk" with Everyone and dont realize the danger Zones they are putting themselves into. I should become a little more like deja at times and just say fuck everything and be sarcastic all the time online. Maybe i may have more to blog about but then again all ic an do is talk about someone else on here.... which is probably not good on my part... Lol

This blog was written totally from the top of my HEADD in 5 mins and i think once i feel like this again im going to continue to think and JOT.... blogs like this. Amen. SoSe... OUT!

A Ramble

2012-07-11T16:50:00.004-07:00

So I'm finding myself contemplating getting some platinum trophies now because I really, really, love the games I'm thinking of platting. Lol, It's so weird Ik, me, Melly Steele, going for a platinum. One of the games is MGS4. I think that'll be the first game I platinum. Or maybe I'll go and do Mass Effect 2 & 3 since I'm almost done with em anyway. Yeah, I'll prolly go with the ME games since MGS4 doesn't get trophies until August. Lol well, thas my thought of the day.

What I Hate About Home Response

2012-07-08T23:02:00.000-07:00

The biggest thing I hate about Home are the people who can't handle my opinions and get butthurt. I can't count the number of people that have gotten pissed at me because of what I thought about something. I'm gonna keep voicing my opinions and IDGAF WHO GETS MAD!

5 in the MORRRNINNNNNNNNNIinnininin!!! (iEncounter)

2012-07-08T05:44:00.001-07:00

And they up havin PSN Sex with UUUU SOOOO HORNAY!!! SOO HOORNAAAY

At 5 am i received this randomly... LOL I thought i mite share... ladies stay away from this meat stick abuser.

Vladtheimpalo1

i didnt answer i just said die and laughed at him....
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This is what im going to start doing Tho.... Not really expose u but "iEncounter" and blog about it. iEncounters will be lightweight funny moments i have on home like this 1.

Want to Join my gang???

Lol so some scout walks up to me and says "want to join a gang" im like Uh no.. he's like "come on it will be fun and we do Jobs" JOBS!??? LOL. intrigued by this "job" I told him to take me to his leader and thats when it got funny.... he or she asked "want to join my gang:?" My response.... IM too gangsta for u... then he says this... lol

Look at Swifty's text

"I Started when i was 6 and im high af, I'm 15 now" Lol reallly? start e-bangin at the age of 6 huh? u gangsta... lol
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What I hate about home...

WHEN PEOPLe WALK UP ON ME LIKE THEY CAN TOUCH U. on their screen ur turning toward them on ur screen... their revolving around u... don't they understand that? Right... Kids... stupid kids...

What do you other bloggers hate about home???? someone continue that... GO!

10 things You hate about playstation Home??

idefk right now

2012-07-07T00:02:00.000-07:00

thank you sose, for that...unique video. *ahem* well, it's said and done, alright? i'm gonna be hiding my face for the next few days.

anyway, things turned out great, and yadda yadda, i don't know what else to say. ahh...yeah. i've really got nothing here. no, really. bye.

Ace out. for now.

Blogging Virginity!

2012-07-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

So, this is my 1st blog post. Had no idea what I was doing really at first but I think I got it, genius that I am. Anyway, hope to post more up soon.

Before I go on Subject I...

2012-07-05T20:07:00.000-07:00

So after reading the below posters blog. I decided to take action in replacement to his shyness. I decided to Record the outcome and put him on the spot during the Firework show yesterday on home. Of course afterwards I Celebrated on my own but hey I still love my Online life :)

Heres where I messed up. on the LAST VIDEO at 5:25 a guy by the name of "claud-speed89" comes into frame. I turned off the video because i was done with it. I noticed his was something special by the PSN cause thats Grand theft Auto 3's main protagonist. As a GTA fan i noticed it quick. I said "nice name" to him and we engaged in a normal conversation... I should of recorded this but take my word for it. My girl Ryuhime Jumped in the conversation because he was boasting about Max Payne 3 and bullet Time. She explained that bullet time rather relied on quite often and a little to often as if you don't use it the game becomes harder. Claude insinuated that she was a "fucking noob" cause she thinks the game is too hard... Then the conversation goes from 1 place to another where she was being called racist because he had no trophies... He explained his account was new and he had no "euros" (i already noticed his British accent within his text) to put on his account. Because he was new... and needed euro's she explained to go back to his region on his own European account. Thats where she was called racist... LOL funny.. here's the fucking twist tho... Haha... This muffucca Lol looked at my profile and saw that i spoke spanished. So he pulls out some spanish explaining to me that she was a fucking idiot racist and everyone around us needs to stfu and don't judge him because his account is new but he is able to get on her... Well sir thats not how it works. You dish some insults you better expect to get it right back boy...Lol the best part about it... is everyone around me ALSO SPOKE SPANISH so we where sittin there laughing at how bad his spanish was. I explained that his translator was horrible. When i was Que'd to record it. He dipped so fast with this sentence "fuck you Ryuhim you idiot noob i dont have time" and bounced!...

#TeamTsp Wins!! FLAWLESS VICTORY!!

-SoSe

Don't forget to follow me on twitter.

hi people!

2012-07-03T22:20:00.000-07:00

erh, hi, and a happy 4th of july everyone! i'm ace, but most noobs know me as "dat hot bi--WHAT THE FUCK" haha. i don't have much to say atm (or ever...ask anyone) but i figured i'd sit here and whine.

so i'm crushing pretty hard on this one girl. i mean, she's perfect in my eyes and can't help smiling when she logs on. only thing is, i'm competing with some dude. don't get me wrong, he's cooler than a motherfucking ice cube. thing is, i don't think i have what it takes to admit my feelings.

i take rejection pretty well, was born turned down. but this one is just so...
err, yeah.
i guess i'm done for now. not too bad for a first post.

ace, over and out.

Liberation (And i Thought i Didnt have a blog)

2012-07-01T18:36:00.001-07:00

It's the month of liberation where we celebrate our Independence for our American country freedom and the rights to treat everyone equal.

Hi im Sose and I ran into some guy on second life as I pretty much cannot come up with a decent conversation on playstation home. Guy dropped me an instant message while i was AFK. As u can see on the time stamp it took me about 30 mins to see it. I gave a sarcastic remark and i got insinuated to be a bitch afterwards. So yes I let him have it.

[17:33] JIMCAT Jinx: ooks over my shoulder, Dam Ur Beautiful
[17:34] JIMCAT Jinx: looks*
[17:59] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: good to know, thanks
[17:59] JIMCAT Jinx: Laughs
[18:17] JIMCAT Jinx: seems the inside isnt as Beautiful as the outside....pity
[18:17] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: O i am
[18:17] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: im just devoted to 1 man
[18:17] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: and dont allowe other men to give me compliments
[18:17] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: allow*
[18:18] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: my good sir
[18:18] JIMCAT Jinx: ok so someone cant tell u tht u look beautiful without u sounding like a mean ass bitch?
[18:18] JIMCAT Jinx: pfffffft
[18:19] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: Haha! someone butt hurt
[18:19] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: Thanx being a bitch is the best
[18:19] JIMCAT Jinx: never tht
[18:19] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: i won it bitch of the year awared every year
[18:19] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: ay u the 1 resorted to callin me a bitch
[18:19] JIMCAT Jinx: just i hardly ever tell someone tht they look good and u say tht shit
[18:19] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: after a sarcastic remark
[18:20] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: u could of stayed pleseant
[18:20] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: but i guess ur used to weak bitches
[18:20] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: who give u play all the time
[18:20] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: right
[18:20] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: ?
[18:20] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: sike
[18:20] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: nigga step ya game up
[18:20] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: come at me wit corny ass lines
[18:20] JIMCAT Jinx: i didnt call u a Bitch i said t u sounding like a mean ass bitch?
[18:20] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: then get mad cuz i aint accept it
[18:20] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: stfu
[18:20] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: now im being a mean ass bitch
[18:21] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: i gave u a sarcastic remark
[18:21] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: now im a bitch a bitch who sayin fuck u slit ya wrist
[18:21] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: die slow
[18:21] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: kthanxbye ho
[18:22] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: oh wait wait wait
[18:22] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: im spose to feel special u rarely tell people that?
[18:22] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: news flash....
[18:22] SoSeDuCtive Leissa: i get told that all the time

After all this I feel as I was kinda in the wrong for jumping at his throat. Because during i really didn't read "seeming to be a mean ass bitch" i just read "mean as bitch" then it sparked a bitch in me where I became a troll.
Looking at this I really looked back and thought to myself why was i so defensive? In a since if i tell you thank you you should be cool with it instead of trying to knock on wood and hope for the best with your next question or statement. Especially if it has some assumptions thrown in there. Instead this guy could of stayed pleasant and disregard my sarcastic speech and carried on with a conversation. There is only 2 scenarios that could of happened.

1. I would of just continued to be sarcastic and eventually conversed like a normal human being and catered to his conversation and continued to carry it. Only to leave it at a friendship conversation

2. Told him Thank you but no thank you and have a nice day.

But no, this Fuckball wanted to figure out and correct why i was being sarcastic... Don't question my fucking intentions bitch...That's where he fucked up...

-SoSe OUT!

2012-06-26T03:11:00.001-07:00

Okay, so yeah BLOG Number two. Just curious is there anyone out there who wanted to just choke the shit out of someone on PSH? I know I did last night. I was relaxing in the Hub by myself just minding my own business, and three things approached me. I don't remember the name of all of them , but just the one of them.. His name was AvengerTheBlader. He approached me and said. "Hey you Asian Nigga?" I was kinda pissed off from the moment he asked that. Why the fuck would it matter, if I'm Asian or Black? I guess he wanted to know how big my dick was or something, but I asked him why would it matter? In return he said. "I asked you a question, nigga" I don't get why the hell it matters what race you are on PSH or in reality. He kinda pissed me off, as it's very improper to come up to someone and ask anyone that. But to all. Just relax and learn to deal with people online, because you can't beat the hell out of someone who is a million miles away. People will always talk shit or act hardcore over a keyboard. Anyway going to go watch Sherlock Holmes.

So a new voice has been heard

2012-06-20T23:34:00.001-07:00

Wow. The blog below was a little Interesting, In fact he pretty much described what the fuck I do. Allure... However My intentions are trolling the person coming to me with whatever conversation they bring to me. Lol I like how He kinda mad me think about it as if I do something wrong. Yes I dress a lil sexy. A lot actually and I like to attract some noobs, losers... and whatever. In the back of my mind I really are looking for a guy or girl who can hold a conversation about video games. After all at the end of the day I'm a gamer. If you can get passed all the sextactacular pixels (New WORD! Thats Unblockable!) Then You can be a good friend with me. I Like to just chill on home and dress nice sometimes. But must of the time I'm doing what I stated above. Ready to turn down the next guy trying to "mack me" or tell me my pixels are sexy. HAHA!

Which leads to the Questions...

Since I've already been down these scenario's that the below poster brought up should i continue? I mean it feels rather old school. Then Tack it on to a blog about an actual person. Like the Other day... I came online to see a friend. Stupid me i didnt grab my phone or the HDPVR to record. (Bare with me with this story lol its very Unblockable). There was 2 Guys... 2 different outcomes... Same conclusions. 1st guy was some... I actually do not know what race he was but he came up to me and SashaDemagio... one of my besties. He flat out said "BJ please?" so yes... i did what I usually do. I spazed on his ass and told him about himself. 1 of my male friends let him know also. Then he started gettin racist with my male homie using Black racist jokes againts him... Rather hilarious.. didn't get the PSN, i Should of because it was blog able... soon after the racist shit started flying cuz u know i had to throw some of my arabian 7 11 carpet riding jokes at his ass... some other guy came up with that OLD ass 80s smedium bboy jacket when home 1st came out back in 2008... lol. He said "hi you ladies looking good how ya'll doing" my retort = "oh we chillan but ur jacket looks like its choking ur ass". From there he started acting like a bitch calling me out of my name as such. LOl seriously? Whats wrong wit people on home? can they just not be serious and Joke back... he got reall UPSET and this allow the racist guy in the same instance to jump back into the fight. OK... lets not worry about the scenarios anymore. Lets look at the crims... 1st guy .... YOU CAME UP ASKING FOR A BLOW JOB... YOU WERE FOUL 1st!... NO REASON to get upset and be RACIST cause a male friend is taking up for his 2 female friends. You where disrespectful 1st...... 2nd guy... Sir... I was only kidding. I could be a Hypocrite here and say i was in the wrong like the 1st guy but lets be serious. All i said was ur jacket was choking you and now im some boo boo head fat bitch who stays on home all day all because i said ur jacket was tight.... At the end of the day... Both guys where a little to over board with being butt-hurt. ... got an issue?? heres a tissue...

Go go Gadget SoSe!! and I'm OUT!

2012-06-20T08:52:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone! Thanks for taking a little bit of time to read my very first blog. I've never done this before, and I'm far from an expert. Anyway, I wanted to discuss the way males and females approach each other on PSH. It's very odd in my opinion I guess as to how we speak to one another. As a male you log into PSH and NO ONE talks to you. When it comes to starting a conversation or even speaking to other males and you're a male sometimes for a few people it could feel a bit awkward or a bit uncomfortable. When it shouldn't matter at all. It's like the feel, if they try to talk to another male avatar on PSH it's gay. Or they think it's kind of odd like why are you speaking to me instead of a girl? That's kind of how PSH makes some people feel. Girls have it a bit different they can go up to another girl and be like "Hi, I like the avatar" and innate a conversation with someone of the same gender. The part that makes it a bit bothersome is how some of the guys approach the girl, and how some of the girls react to the girls.

Some approach with a simple "Hi. How are you?" Others will say "Hi, baby how old are you?" or ect. While the women will sometimes either ignore and move their avatar away from the guy in the INFAMOUS outfit, but nope he doesn't give up. You're a female and your avatar is cute, or alluring in someways he's stalking your ass. You move away he follows you as if you were prey, and he's hunting you. That's the type of shit that makes it bothersome for girls on PSH at times. There is also a reverse side, you have the bitches who will come into a sever/channel or whatever and strike a got damn model pose. So, everyone or at least enough for people to notice her. What happens? Lot's of males move towards her and surrounded her as if she was a goddess. Knowing damn well it's just some ugly bitch in real life, but right now they are focused all on her. The way a person act, or dresses on PSH may or may not be who they truely are, but if you know what you're doing or how you're acting don't be fucking suprised by the response. You know you're going to be hounded by guys when you come in don't act like you didn't know by how you dressed your avatar. Guys same thing. You know you're not getting anything by being a bitch and private messaging the girl saying you want to trade pictures or saying some dumb ass shit like "Will you marry me?"

PSH is supposed to be what? A social network where people can hang out, meet people, talk about games and ect, but now every little space I go I see the same hoe ass person dropping the same shit as the previous. You stand there and wait for conversation instead of going to make one, because you're afraid of rejection or worried about how they will accept you. Does it really matter? Can you honestly say you really want to be accepted by people on PSH? Quite possibly hell yeah, because you got on there in the first damn place to what? Make friends, to chat to get to know people. But the fact is even depending on how you approach the person, the group, the clique or whatever. This is the internet there are some assholes all around. You can be nice all day, and still be rejected. There are a few people who are tolerant, there are some who actually care about how you feel or will take a moment to say high back or whatever, but when you turn off your PS3, and you wake up the next day. Will it even matter? I myself have met some bomb ass people on PSH, and my friends list is nearly full (Wish Sony would allow more friends) and out of everyone that's on that friends list there aren't a shit load of people I would consider a PSN buddy or even a real friend, if you need one. But, hey don't worry about it just keep going, and maybe you'll find some real cool girl or the funniest guy on PSN. Enjoy it, and take life one day at a time.