Essfitcee

Moving on from STRESS University?

2012-01-13T08:16:00.000-06:00

It's been awhile since I did some real blogging here...and I missed it, I just couldn't formulate any thoughts to post about.

Not to be around the bush and getting straight to the point...I have dropped out of this college I was attending. I am sitting this Spring semester out and going back to school at a different University in the Fall. Until then I will just WORK. As you all know I have been going through so much Unnecessary stress at this school. When my problems mostly seem from the administration and the school ITSELF and Not necessarily the classes... that's a BIG ASS problem. I refuse to live with that problem any longer.

They started by putting me in a broke down ass dorm that is NOT up to code in living conditions and safety I'm sure of it. I REQUESTED the dorm I had last school year. Having me in a financial aid "line" for 7 AM-10 PM! Started having problems with my electric and Air in my dorm, an uncomfortable bed in my dorm, a door that only closes correctly when SLAMMED! The room had a nasty facet with DIRTY WATER. A public bathroom and community showers...I am Not in jail nor was that an athletic locker room. The cafeteria kept pissing me off. And I am not gonna mention the other countless miscellaneous problems I had to deal with.

The decision for me to NOT attend SU for the Spring semester or EVER AGAIN for that matter...came in the moment, but I DON'T regret it. I was still in my right mind. The day I was prepare to leave and go home for Christmas...I was planning on returning so I did not take everything from my dorm, of course. Well it was a problem with that...those people do not know how to correctly communicate and I just decided "FUCK IT AND FUCK YOU!" my big bro, my dad, and I packed up all my shit THAT day EVEN THOUGH neither of us was prepared to bring ALL my stuff that day. What I went through that day was the Very last straw. I couldn't even leave IN PEACE!

This only ONE thing I will miss. I was apart of the campus web radio station, under the official title of Music Director to be exact. I was responsible for keeping the music airing fresh and current. Making sure things was trimmed and faded correctly. AND I also had MY OWN web radio show too. I LOVE DOING THAT, but it is no more. Even through I loved being apart of it...it still was FAR from the LEGIT experience in radio I would have like. On THAT level...it SUCKED, but for something to do outside of classes, it was good, I guess. We wasn't funded by the school [hell the school isn't funded by the school lol that's was they just filed Bankruptcy] so we had to raise money ourselves which means we never had the money to pull off a real spectacular event except for cute little Talent Shows and 1 Myxer (meaning: some sort of a mini party; a social get-together with music...it is done on college campuses a lot.) that NO ONE show up to. They had other little things going on before I even attended the school, BUT they was Not popular on campus and I would have LIKED to be apart of something that was already established not an organization still trying to work their way to "fame" on campus. *rolls eyes*

I was MUSIC DIRECTOR of this thing...What do I have to show for it? A few vocal compliments on a "great job!" I'm doing and a cute little general certificate that was giving to EVERYONE on stuff. It did NOT say specifically "Good job as Music Director" Oh NO! I was NOT appreciated. I am Music Director, but when there was a Homecoming Concert with actual famous music artists performing you then you give the backstage passes to 2other people, and 1 of them wasn't even on staff until a FEW weeks before the concert. So I AM MUSIC DIRECTOR, BUT I CAN'T GET ACCESS TO THE ACTUAL MUSIC ARTISTS?! How fucking STUPID does that sound? Hell EVERYONE on staff should REALLY have had backstage passes to that concert, but if not I KNOW DAMN WELL I SHOULD HAVE HAD IT!

Its was nice, a little...I guess for their Standards, but it was not legit. The women ahead of it was talking to another guy who is on staff, " Yeah I know people I can help you out..." because with the major he had, she knew people that worked in that field. Then she looked at me and said, "I don't know anyone in radio though..." You have NO connects to anyone in radio. How are you gonna be head of something like this and you know no one in radio. My major is Mass Communication and I'm pretty sure I want to work in radio now. But you know no one, I can't network with you. This little radio...YES, it given me experience...but it's wasn't legit enough. And I don't even I will even get a chance to even to something even close to this again. So yes, I'm still gonna miss it..and my radio show.

Oh well...Au Revoir to Stress University, I hardly knew yee, haha.

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Hello 2012

2012-01-01T03:21:00.002-06:00

Which would YOU Want Under Your Tree...?

2011-12-25T06:21:00.002-06:00

I have long since decided not to do post like THIS anymore way back and decided to do actual blogging about my life, opinions and things. So I left the gracious amount of porn and Men post in the dust...BUT TODAY is Christmas and I decided to give my blogger readers some Gifts on this day.

Merry CHRISTmas

2011-12-25T00:00:00.000-06:00

I Know I'm LATE, But....

2011-12-23T04:55:00.000-06:00

It's Essfitcee's TWO year anniversary...well it WAS on December 20th. I'm so late, sorry [haha]. So to celebrate TWO years AND with a New year approaching...I changed the look a little. Hope you like...?

Hey! Come Here! I got something Interesting For You...

2011-12-06T03:55:00.001-06:00

An interesting transformation, an Youtube user shares his journey from a FEmale to a MALE. And according to him he is attracted to females the same way he was also attracted to females when He was a female. Am I confusing you, haha? So my question to YOU is: if a girl who is a Lesbian gets an sex change, is her(now a HE) sexuality now considered to be straight? I think this proves that your gender DOES NOT decide your sexuality. Because if it DID wouldn't that former lesbian female NOW be attracted to GUYS now that she had a sex change to become a guy? If I'm confusing you [i know this subject is so weird] let me explain simpler if she was a lesbian as a female...would she be a gay guy if she got a sex change?

How Can You DENY The BEAUTY Of THIS?!...

2011-12-06T03:00:00.001-06:00

No words need be said...but I gonna express how BEAUTIFUL this is anyway. Oh My GAWD! This IS going to be My Man and I in the future. They are sooooo Cute, AWWWWWW =)

If only.....

2011-12-06T01:04:00.001-06:00

TRUTH was just somewhere you could DRIVE to.

Wanna Know What's so Great About Life?

2011-12-06T00:59:00.001-06:00

People may be able to steal PHYSICAL things from you, but they cant take your MIND. And your mind/brain is the VERY things that MAKES you…whats in your MIND creates your personality, opinions, dreams, thoughts, and your outlook on life. As long as you still have a good functional brain then NO1 can REALLY take anything away from you. Anything that anyone take from you can be GET again using YOUR brain power. Anything that has been BUILD and then torn down can be BUILD again with the very same brain power that build it.

Life Questions?

2011-11-27T15:17:00.001-06:00

Is there even a leader among incompetent individuals ?

Prepare for 2012...

2011-11-21T16:33:00.001-06:00

And I DON'T mean be prepared for the ending of the WORLD. I mean Be prepared for 2012 in the 'good ol' USA. Why? Because this country is FUCKED UP! And every year it seems to get even more fucked up. I'm not just talking about the economy...I'm talking about the morals of the people get more fucked up each year. The youth die younger each year, get pregnant younger each year, the young [my generation] give a fuck LESSER about SERIOUS things happening in this country...each year. The people are getting even more stupid and ignorant...each year. This country is getting more and more about solely ENTERTAINMENT (ex. those fucking Kardashians)...each year. As the economy is sinking so is everything else. Each year this country's education gets more and more incompetent and the laziness of the people in power think that just by simply making school days longer, it will magically fix things. NO! But whatever right? That's not important right? Just be PREPARED! The presidential race OFFICIALLY kicks off in 2012, so it's about to get REAL MESSY! Obama has a supporter in me...he is trying, and I know if it's anybody but HIM then we are going to go BACKWARDS and everything that Obama has done will be UNDONE. But I'm sadly not confident that he will have a 2nd term...why?...Of course because of politics, because the people of this country are so fucked up...the politics is MORE important [to THEM] than the problems this country faces...Soooo again, BE PREPARED!

Two Rappers, One Studio [A Short Gay Erotica]

2011-11-12T17:50:00.001-06:00

After all this time of being the writer I am, being a writer of poetry and a few songs, here and there. I would like to take this time to INTRODUCE My very 1ST short gay erotica.

Rapper, Big Bank, was spittin' his 16 bars in the booth...shirtless. With his pecs flexing, abs shining from sweat because of the energy and passion he was putting into his new song. As he looked down at his notepad, another rapper entered the studio. As rapper, Swagmean, looked into the booth, he looked confused. This was supposed to be his studio time. Big Bank spotted him and immediately became pissed. He had already told the studio manager he wanted no interruptions, he exited the booth.

Big Bank-"Sup homie, can I help you with somethin'" walking towards Swagmean with his juicy, pretty pink lips formed into a mug.

Swagmean-"Yeah, you can tell me why you here on my studio time" he said putting on his game face, as well, as trying hard not to look at Big Bank 's tatted, hot, ripped, and sweaty body walking in his direction.

Big Bank-“Yo studio time? Aye nigga, I don’t know what you talkin’ bout. I got this shit booked for the whole day” he made it known as the other fellow rapper turns anyway from him to take off his jacket. Big Bank then notices this perfectly round fat ass on this skinny but muscular frame. Licking his lips as it flexes with his movements. Seeing how the middle Swagmean’s Hanes underwear creased into the crack of his ass was making his dick hard. And that arch in his back… [Damn, yeah….he definitely gets down AND gets dick down] Big Bank was thinking to himself, smiling.

Swagmean-“Yeah nigga, I booked this time, TODAY” as he notices the growing “8 ½ bars” inside Banks red b-ball shorts. Swag could tell he was also free balling, wearing no underwear. “But it’s not a big deal man, you straight. What was you recording?”

Big Bank-“My song, Missionary. This how the chorus go; I like it missionary, arch that back, open them legs, take this dick, I’mma make yo eyes rolled into to the back of ya head.” He recited as he walks closer to Swagmean, looking him in the eyes.

Swagmean-“That shit is hot man…I mean it’s a hot song.” He said all the while fighting the urge not to moan and extended his hand and touch this sexy ass man close to him shirtless. Head getting kind of dizzy, Swagmean puts his hand on the recording equipment to keep his balance.

Big Bank-“Yeah, I know…maybe we should collaborate while you here” he said, while getting even closer to him, rubbing his wet abs, flexing his chest, licking his lips. “We can make some hot tracks together don’t you think….?”..............

Swagmean-“Ahhh…Ahh, Yeah…I see why you got your shirt off, its hot in here man” He takes off his shirt. His abs now showing, his body more lean than Big Bank.

Big Bank-“Aye, I’m a nice guy though, so I’ll let you have your studio time. You gotta do something for me though.” He said as Swagmean wasted no time walking his way toward the booth. Big Bank stopped him.

Swagmean-“What I gotta do?” He asked as Bank came up behind him. Due to Swag’s sagging and Bank only wearing thin b-ball shorts, Swag could feel his hard dick with no problem. Swag lets out a light horny sigh.

Big Bank-“How about you…spit a flow on my ‘mic’ first, huh?” He said as he blows on Swag’s ear and puts his hands around his waist. Banks pushes his dick even more towards the back of Swag’s phat dick hungry ass. Swag reaches his hands back and gripped on his new friend.

Swagmean-“Shit I’m cool with that, nigga.” He said as he turns around, wasted no time pulling Big Bank’s shorts down. Swag pulled it down slowly with one hand as the other rubbed his v-cut up to his abs. Banks dick popped up when the shorts finally passed the end of his head. Swag then pulled his shorts back up, then back down, He had a habit of doing this, he loved seeing a hard dick move like that when pulling it down then letting it go watching the dick move like a rubber band. This was not going to be Swag’s first time with a dick in mouth.

Big Bank-“Come on, man! Stop playin’ with it. This hard dick is yo fault, so take care of it.” He demanded and Swag obeyed. He grabs his dick, gave it three good licks on the head, gave it two good licks from the bottom of his balls all the way up back to his head. Then put it in his mouth, slowly then quickly going down on it while moving his tongue in rhythm from side to side, round and round. Banks dick from deep in Swags mouth, Banks moan, Swag hummed on the dick. Swag gave the dick a bathe inside his mouth for 3 minutes straight. When Swag finally pulled his head back, Bank’s dick head came out with a freaky, wet, *pop* sound. Big Bank’s big dick was dripping with pre cum and saliva. His whole dick was glistening from the wetness of Swagmean’s mouth.

Swagmean-“How was that? Can I get in the booth now?” He said while letting a sexy little laugh. Big Bank smiled while flexing his wet dick that was still right in Swagmean’s face.

Big Bank-“Fuck naw, nigga…you ain’t done! I ain’t even nut yet and you can get in this booth when I get in that phat ass. Is that shit tight shawty?” He asks while giving his ass a good hard smack and then gripped it. Swag’s hole twitched as he slowing stood up while Banks pulled down his pants and they together, pulled down Swag’s underwear. Swag turned around and twerk his naked ass and Bank’s naked dick. A little of Bank’s pre cum dripped on Swag ass as it jiggled.

Swagmean- “You tell me how tight it is when you give me dat dick nigga.” They move inside the booth, Swag’s back to Bank’s front, the touch of his dick doesn’t leave from the crack of Swag’s ass.

Big Bank-“AH SHIT! So that’s how you are, huh? Okay I got chu nigga. Bend dat ass ova, let me see dat hole” Swag again obeys. Banks bends down and stares right at it as his asshole flexes.

Big Bank-“Open it up for me.” Swag takes both of his hands and spreads his cheeks wide open. Banks stares right inside of something he is going to be inside of…in a few minutes…after he eats. Big Bank with no warning digs his long and fat tongue inside Swagmean. Swag moaned while swaying his hips, jiggling his ass, putting more in Banks face. Banks was slobbering in it, French kissing it, spiting in it. He pulls his head back, *spit* *spit* he puts his two fingers inside Swags mouth.

Big Bank-“Get dat shit wet.” Swag did so, Banks pulled his finger out of his mouth and then planted it slowing deep inside Swags ass. Swag mouth, his hole resisting.

Swagmean-“Ahhh…”

Big Bank-“Let me open you up baby, let me in.” Banks finally gets both of his fingers as deep as fingers could go inside of Swag. He moves his fingers around, up and down, in and out. “You ready nigga?” Banks asked with aggression.

Swagmean-“Fuck yeah, nigga. DAMN! Fuck me!” Being that Big Bank was in the studio today trying to wrap up songs for his upcoming album, of course he wasn’t prepared to fuck anybody right now. So there were no condoms. Surprisingly his dick was still slippery wet and Swag’s puckered pretty pink hole was definitely shining from Big Bank’s tongue feasting inside it. Banks lined his dick up to the opening of Swag. Closer and closer until his head was touching the hole, then slowly deeper and deeper until his head touch something deep inside that caused Swag to moan in such a tone you would not know he was a dude.

Swagmean-“Awww fuck man, damn…give dat di…Ahh” Swag continues to moan

Big Bank-“Yeah, tell me how that shit feel. *harder* Tell me. *harder* Tell…me *harder and deeper*” Big Banks flips Swagmean over on his back on the floor, because of course he likes missionary. Both are moaning, Bank has never been inside anyone so tight. Swag has never been fucked by anyone that could go so deep and make him scream so much.

Swagmean-“Shi…oh my gaw…YES! Nigga *rotates his hips in the rhythm of Banks* hmmm *starts jacking his dick* Ahhh, FUCK! * Banks lowers himself down to Swag neck, bites it* fucccc...ahh” Banks is going slowly then quickly, long strokes then short ones. Deep dicking him so good Swag eyes is rolling to the back of his head with his legs wrapped around Bank’s waist as Swag’s back is arching even more than before.

Big Bank-“Yeah nigga, throw that ass back for me. Work that shit. You like dat dick don’t you, huh?!” Banks wraps his right hand around Swag’s neck, the left on Swag’s chest. “Take it nigga, take it NIGGA, TAKE IT!” Banks is moving faster, harder inside him. His hips, quickly swaying round and round, side to side. He was looking down at his dick disappearing inside Swag. Both of them were sweating, both of theirs abs glistening. Banks caresses Swag perky nipples, squeezes them, licks its. Swag wraps both arms around Banks neck. Bank is slowing down, but giving Swag more inches as Banks not only stroking but moving closer to Swag to get even deeper.

Swagmean-“Oh shit, yea…you in this shit nigga, Ahh…ahhh… umphh. Get IN that shit!” With each moan from Swag his tone got higher, and higher. He never has been with a dude that made him moan like that. Big Bank wasn’t the first fellow rapper to be dicking him.

About at least an hour has past, they don’t know. Of course they weren’t counting. They were still going. They both feel it ‘cuming.’

Big Bank-“Ahhh shit, nigga! Awww fuck! da, da…AMN!” Banks feels he about to bust.

Swagmean-“You bout to cum nigga? Bust dat shit! Buss it, ahhh fuu…I’m bout to cu…!” Swag’s hole gets tighter and tighter around Bank’s dicks as he repeatedly hits Swag’s spot deep inside him. Banks can feel it…he, he…he cums hard inside him.

Big Bank-“SHITTTTTTTTTTT!” Banks still shooting rounds of cum, coating Swag’s insides. He’s still stroking, fucking him…fucking Swag like there is no tomorrow or next year. Swag can feel the cum swimming in him. They both look down in the direction of where Bank’s dick and Swag’s bust open hole meet. They both can see the ring of cum forming around Bank’s dick and the cum dripping from Swag’s ass. From Swag seeing that, he’s about to cum.

Swagmean-“Ahhh, ahh ah…ahh, Oh shi…AH, AH, AH!” Swag cums all over himself and Big Bank. His cum busts towards Bank’s lower abs and his own abs and chest. Both panting, trying to catch their breath. Big Bank pull out of Swagmean with a slippery, wet *pop* sound. Bank’s licks the cum off of Swag’s chest as Swag flexes his hole, feeling Bank’s nut seep out of him.

Swagmean and Big Bank-“WOW!...DAMN!” They said in unison, they looked at each other and laughed.

Swagmean-“That shit was good cuh. I ain’t never had it like that.” He announces as he rises up from the floor, Banks doing the same.

Big Banks-“Yeah, that’s what everyone say when they fuck with me, but you was…you was…shit nigga!” They both laughed again as they leave the booth. With their clothes now back on. Swagmean gets his jacket ready to leave.

Big Banks-“Aye man I thought you wanted your studio time?”

Swagmean-“Yeah about that…I have this thing were I can’t concentrate on anything else once I had a good nut” He response and smiles. “I’ll be back tomorrow.” Banks thinks to himself… [I’ll be sure to be here tomorrow too then]

Big Bank-“Aight man, but before you go…let me get yo contact info. So we actually collaborate next time.”

Swagmean-“You mean collaborate or ‘collaborate?” He smiles.

Big Bank-“Both!” They trade information, Swag leaves. Big Bank looks at the studio equipment and notice it was recording. He panicked, then thought… [shit me and him were the only ones in here, I can just delete this shit] He listens to it first. Since Swagmean’s moans sounded high pitch, one might think it was a female. Big Bank’s lips turn into a cocky smile, thinking… [Yeah, that dick must have been real good to him.] He decided he would trim the audio and sample Swagmean’s moans for his other song.

Swagmean was outside at his car as he looks in the calendar of his iPhone. He then realizes that his booked studio time was for tomorrow.

An Historic Day!

2011-10-29T01:33:00.000-05:00

As you all know the story behind my boyfriend and I. [Read About It Here] We have been going STRONG for 7 months now. Through out our relationship we have expressed our distaste in the distance. That hasn't stopped our love from getting deeper and stronger each day that we talk. We have wondered when will we meet. How would we? Being that neither 1 of us are in position to pick up and go as we please...getting to each other with the great distance between us is not easy. So one day when my older bro called me....saying he is going vacation and wanted to take a road trip, to non other than Atlanta, GA [where the Love of MY Life resides] So of course I was excited, but he didn't know why. He didn't know I was excited that I was gonna get to see MY MAN! I, at first, I didn't want to tell my boyfriend...I didn't want to get hopes up, because things may not have worked out. I decided to tell him anyways. Afterwards we planned our "meet and greet" in his words, "you are not gonna be here and me not see you" Haha thats my baby! Now ATL is an exciting city, but the city has a whole new level of excitement for me for obvious reasons. We decided we would meet in the MACY'S at Lenox Mall. Unbeknownst to my bro and my cousin, who I traveled to ATL with, they had no idea my ONLY interest in even being in the Peach state was MY MAN. Being at mall before him...when he sent me that text that said, "I'm here" My heart dropped, in a good way. I then told my bro and cuz, "Let's go in MACY'S" I texted my boo, to tell him where exactly was my location inside of the store. THEN....it HAPPENS! I see HIM COMING DOWN THE AISLE. OMG! He smoothly touched my lower back as he passes me. I distance myself from my family to go somewhere privately with my man. I KISSED HIM, TOUCHED HIM, CARESSED HIM, LICKED HIM, RUBBED HIM, AND...SUCKED HIM ;) I have FINALLY get to feel my man's touches, his kisses, his licks, and oh my gawd TO KISS HIM. This couldn't last forever, but it was better than great. I didn't want to leave him. I didn't want to remember what it feels like to see him in person, because if I stay with him...I wouldn't have to. So as he goes down the escalator and me going in other direction. I repeatedly turn back to look at him. My heart was guiding my head to look back, my brain was telling me to be discreet. Next we meet I want it to be permanent. *dreamy sigh*

We bowed our heads to thank God.

This day happened on the day of OCTOBER 27, 2011[Thurs.]

An Historic Day!

Still think OBAMA hasn't done much?...

2011-10-15T23:09:00.000-05:00

[The above website: whatthefuckhasobamadonesofar]...challenges naysayers that believe, and want YOU to as well, that Obama has done NOTHING as 44th president. This website INFORMS you that he has in fact done many things as president. Just because the media isn't letting you know EVERYTHING that is going on behind the scenes, does not mean nothing is happening. Just click the [funny, entertaining, sarcastic] links on to the next accomplishment of Obama's presidency. BE INFORMED, you have NO excuse when I'm giving you this opportunity.

You think you know it ALL, 'cause you're So Str8?

2011-10-06T19:28:00.000-05:00

It still amazes me how many individuals still think we are dumb, inferior and that there is something mentally wrong with us. How I know they think this? Well for example, all of those prejudice heterosexuals think they know MORE about homosexuality than WE DO. They think that WE are the ignorant ones. They REALLY think they have more understanding of OUR sexuality, more Understanding of Homosexuality than we do. They want to tell US, why we are gay. They want to tell us, we CHOSE this. They think they have all the answers, but are blind to their own ignorance.

"You are gay because something dramatic happened in your life that affected your life." That is the absolute one of the stupidest thing I have ever heard. So YOU ARE telling me that something dramatic must happen to YOU to make you straight, right? To think such a thing is CLEARLY based on the fact that society has painted heterosexuality to be the superior and "normal" sexuality. So to BE homosexual...something "bad" MUST have happened to transform you into a homosexual. Because of THIS, they think we NEED therapy. Do they need therapy for their heterosexuality? They think this is something that can be corrected. Tisk, tisk. I will not wallow in sympathy because of their ignorance...I KNOW me, they do not.

"Being gay is wrong because..." Let me GUESS, BECAUSE of what the Bible say? The bible that WASN'T personally constructed by God or Jesus. The bible that ALSO has a LONG list of OTHER things deemed sinful, BUT you choose to ignore. Even homosexuality was here before Jesus. Being gay is wrong...being straight isn't? Yet another justification society has use to deem heterosexuality as the superior sexuality. But the bible was ALSO used to justify slavery and any race other than white was deemed inferior. Its happening ALL OVER again...WHEN will they learn?........

When homosexuality is mentioned, they say...sin. The bible is NEVER thrown in conversation when adultery is mentioned. What about greed, envy, gluttony. I honestly think that they are way to many sins in the bible to take seriously, its okay for me to think that because the bible IS man made. But if your distaste in homosexuality is supported by the bible, how about you read up on the sinful life YOU living before judging ME. Society is confuse and they think its US. On the date of January 1, 2010 I came out to my father, not really willingly, only because I got "caught" [something I never discussed with GOOD reason, may blog about it later] I was "caught" because I was not there at the moment he and my mother found naked pictures of MEN(of course) on the computer. Nothing really bad happen, but during our vocal exchange on the matter he expressed, "its not in God's plan [for me to be gay]" Really? Though, within the same exchange about this subject, he made it CLEAR that it would okay for me to have naked pictures of WOMEN and lust after THEM. So let ME get this "straight" its Not in God's plan for me to be GAY, which is obviously because of what the bible say. You would RATHER me lust after naked women, than naked MEN, but the bible say LUST is a SIN. It does NOT say what TYPE of lust, it just say LUST. Based on the bible BOTH are wrong, BUT you would accept me lusting women, but not MEN...and you have THE NERVE to tell its cause of what the BIBLE SAY?! The heterosexuality community is confused, not us. My father isn't the ONLY one in this, I was using him as an example.

"You just haven't found the right woman yet." Yes, they really believe that and expect us to believe that bullshit too. What about the 40-60 year old homosexuals...they still haven't found the right woman? Being gay does NOT mean you just have not found the right woman. being gay means there is NO right woman...only right MAN. "Why are you gay, because there is so much pussy in the world?" There is ALSO a lot of DICK in the world...so why are YOU straight? The quantity of another gender has nothing to do with anybodies sexuality. If you sit a bucket of chicken of front of a vegetarian that don't mean they gonna eat it because there's LOTS of it.

I am just TIRED of others on the outside looking in thinking they know more about US than we do. [bias BECAUSE of their homophobia at that] So what can we do. Educate? You cannot, will not change the views of the others UNLESS they ARE open minded and want to STOP being ignorant to homosexuality. But they want to be ignorant. Why? So they can remain [in their head] the superior one. If they start understanding US, they will realize they they are NOT above us because of their heterosexuality. They don't want that.

Couple File for Divorce After Gay Marriage "Destroys The Sanctity of Their Marriage" O_o

2011-10-04T16:22:00.000-05:00

The state of Bob and Sally Roberts’ eight year satirical union isn’t looking good, y’all. The Leaky Wiki writes that all those homos getting their gay marriage on in New York have broken the Roberts’ bond by stripping their marriage of its sanctity.

In an interview, Bob stated, “Sally and I have been together for a long time. Our oldest son just turned ten years old. And through all the arguing and nagging, I really did love her. But now that two men are allowed to share a life and be happy and devoted, I just don’t think that I can see my marriage as holy anymore.”

Sally held similar opinions. “Our life hadn’t been easy. Bob’s been working three jobs to support the kids. I thought of leaving him when he had that affair, but I knew my marriage was sacred in the eyes of the Lord, and [I] couldn’t leave him. But I can’t believe my marriage is holy when two homosexuals can have an honest, long-term, monogamous life as a married couple.”

Sally and Bob showed us the divorce papers. “Our lawyer said that ‘the gays’ isn’t a valid reason on the divorce papers,” Bob told us, “so we decided on a no-fault divorce.”

Really?...*shaking my head* No comment at the moment...their ignorance has me speechless.

via. [unicornbooty.com]

Oct 3rd, A Happy Birth of ME!

2011-10-03T00:51:00.001-05:00

WE The People

2011-10-02T02:04:00.003-05:00

WE THE PEOPLE are not outcasts but treated as such, are we NOT a part of THIS country? WE THE PEOPLE deserve OUR rights the same as others. They think we ARE “confused” because of WHO WE ARE….we are NOT, America is. America SUPPOSE to be so high and mighty…America has always painted itself as having PRIDE in its citizens, so WHY do AMERICAN citizens need to FIGHT for AMERICAN RIGHTS? America is confused. Gay marriage is wrong? At first INTERRACIAL marriage was WRONG. How long is AMERICA gonna KEEP switching and changing what the “definition” of what marriage is instead just ADMITTING marriage is SUPPOSE to be between love and LOVE.

Pharquest: Caddell & The Rebel Flag

2011-09-27T17:18:00.005-05:00

Annie Chambers Caddell is a citizen of South Carolina's historically black dominated town called Brownsville. She moved there in 2010 with props of Patriotic spirit and Confederate pride. American eagles, jack-0-lanterns, and her most acknowledged piece - The Confederate Flag.

Since her move to Brownsville, many of her black neighbors have protested on her yard and created petitions to bannish the controversial flying fabric from their town. After a court case, the judge rejected the petition and that it was legally and morally harmless for her to wave her flag of tradition. The court case also accepted that her neighbors had the right to build a fence in order to avoid her "offensive" scenery. And that they did - an 8-foot-high wooden fence!

But that didn't stop Caddell... eventually she planted a large pole on her yard (seen in the image above) toppling over the fences and causing even more attraction to her residence."People driving by here because of the privacy fences, they tend to slow down," states Caddell. "If the objective was to block my house from view, they didn't succeed very well."

In 2011, the battle still continues. Protesters of black and white fighting towards or against the pride of Confederacy. Which leads me to my personal observation...

At first, when I stumbled upon this article via Yahoo, photos of the flag and Annie just showed me how ignorant I really am. I looked at her in disgust, wondering why she would move to a black neighborhood and show off her family tradition as if it were for intentional offense. But after watching the video, I had to give her a bit of respect. Her intent was not to offend anyone, abuse anyone, or cause conflict. She claims to not be a racist, and that she is against spreading hate. "I have not disrespected my neighbors in any manner to my knowledge. What they choose to be upset about is their choice. I don't tell you what to pick your battles over."

So if she's not abusing anyone or being disrespectful, why make such a big issue over a flag to the point where you bring it to COURT? I live in Georgia, the pit of slavery and cotton pickin' - I see confederate flags the deeper I travel down I-75 South. It scares me sometimes, but if you don't like it - don't associate yourself with it. You can't stop racism, you can't change people's mentalities, a belief is a belief that only that person can change. My neighborhood is full of drug-dealers, sex offenders, and criminals... I don't see anybody rioting over that! So to make all this fuss over a flag is indeed a ridiculous motive. And I am ashamed of myself to be a victim of such ignorance and skepticism. It is indeed a stereotype to claim anyone who has a confederate flag a racist. But regardless, I would like to know what you think? Hit up that comment box below and throw in your two cents.

(Extra note) Let me add before people get my point of view taken the wrong way. I am in no shape or form supporting Confederacy. I am only agreeing with the morality that one can believe in whatever they want - so long as they're not harming, abusing, or offending others. if she truly isn't, then let her show her stupid flag. But if she's purposely abusing her rights, then that's a self-contradiction and makes her a hypocrite.

You're Only 21 Once...

2011-09-26T22:41:00.001-05:00

MY TIME IS IN SEVEN DAYS

By next Monday, I'll be a "fun" TWENTY-0NE. The [above] picture is an app from my phone used to count down the days. My nieces also turn TW0 on the 1st of October. I would have LOVED for them to be born on my birthday, but I'm still satisfied they're a Libra just like their uncle. =)

In Peace, You Shall Rest...Troy Davis.

2011-09-22T17:23:00.000-05:00

What happened to "innocent UNTIL PROVEN guilty"?

His conviction in 1991 led him into jail for his "beyond a reasonable doubt" alleged murder. But since then witnesses have changed their story and the murder weapon was NEVER found. So of course there was now "reasonable doubt," despite that he was put to death last night. [ Sept. 21, 2011 @ 11p.m.] This isn't about rather you are for or against the death penalty...this is about a possible innocent man dying for a crime he did not commit. Did he? We don't know. All we know is there was NOT solid proof linking him to the murder of that officer. This kind of thing happens ALL THE TIME concerning this country's "justice system." Innocent ones suffer, the ones that are proven to have done the crime, WALK, because they know the loop holes of the "system." Sometimes hard PROOF are thrown Out, because of something else.

It has not been and was never about "justice." Everything about this country is ran like a business, if you don't know business then you won't succeed. The "system" have fail us many times, so this is not the end. Now I am NOT a lawyer, I am not even gonna get in depth about the case. Casey Anthony was found "innocent" DESPITE the fact she was LYING about her story from the start. THAT is making my point. The "justice system" is NOT blind, it may depend on MONEY, SEX, rather your LAWYER is really good, and Yes RACE...rather you win or lose a case, despite you being INNOCENT.

Let's face it this guy "killed" a cop, he was NOT gonna survive this. They was going to KILL him regardless just because he was the only suspect they have. And that's the fucked up part about...when there is only ONE suspect, they WANT it to be them, so they don't look for anyone else. When you kill a cop, they ARE gonna get YOU, but when a COP kills an INNOCENT person they WILL justify it...they WILL get away with it. [i.e. Sean Bell case] You are NOT gonna get away with cop killing...cops are just as much of a GANG than BLOODZ & CRIPZ. Eye for an EYE. Murder is wrong either way, but DAMN man.

I could understand if they had cold hard proof, but since the 1991 witnesses stories are not solid anymore. I would understand if he appeared cocky and having a "not giving a fuck" attitude. But he was sincere and have been pleading "not guilty" ever since the 90s. Even before his death, he still gave his word to the family of the victim "I didn't do it and I hope you continue with this case."

R.I.P Troy Davis

It shouldn't have, But IT Happened TODAY

2011-09-11T17:03:00.005-05:00

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STRESS University pt. 2

2011-09-08T12:15:00.004-05:00

So I'm back again with the same subject. The PROBLEM?....Well my classes aren't exactly my problem this time around. It's been bothering me for a while and I didn't even feel like blogging about it until I got into the swing of things. So the question is: where do I begin?

Let's start at how I got here. I am originally from Shreveport, but the university I'm attending is in Louisiana's capitol, Baton Rouge. On our way to the campus, my family and I got on the road at 3 a.m. so we could get there at 7 a.m... This was to set my "return" in order and check into my dorm on August 18th, so my last day of sleep ended when I woke at 3-4 p.m. the day before.

When arriving at the campus, there was an unorganized and unprofessional financial aid "process" that I had to deal with. Long lines that seemed "UNmoving." I didn't get ANYTHING taken care of until TEN P.M. that night. So, you can come to the conclusion that I went through this with NO SLEEP! Their financial aid "process" is like this EVERY year, and it shouldn't be - that shit ain't NORMAL!

Okay so let's talk about, MY DORM: A huge DOWNGRADE from what I had LAST year. Even though I REQUESTED that dorm, living in this piece of SHIT makes it feel as though I'm in the "PROJECTS". Despite having one sink, It's OLD, with uncomfortable beds, community showers, and public bathrooms. Not to mention the issue with my electrical outlets, that left me with NO AIR!

I paid all my fees ONLINE, since they told me "okay if you do it THIS way, you don't have to do THIS" Guess what? I STILL had to do "THIS", I had to walk over there to do THAT, and when I got there, "oh they moved THAT to THIS building!" - Just UNORGANIZED! LAZY ASS, UNPROFESSIONAL ASS, "DON'T GIVE A FUCK" ASS people working here.

On top of THAT, this University is filing for BANKRUPTCY. They had multiple meetings and
"said" it wouldn't affect accreditation... BULLSHIT, of course it will! I'm not looking forward to graduating only to be told, "oh, your degree does NOT hold value, your school is NOT accredited"

I was told this school USED to have 500 people on faculty, it has been cut down to 200 something. A lot of these people probably don't care because they probably feel, "oh, I might not be here any longer any way." I am INDEED NOT planning on attending this shitty ass school next year.

OH LET'S NOT FORGET, LITERALLY as I was typing THIS...there was a knock on my door, a guy with piece of paper with "NOTICE OF EVICTION" on it. Saying it's "SAYING" on file I am basically a free loading student who HASN'T paid needed tuition and fees to attend this school. WTF! REALLY YOU BITCH! I have that SETTLED now though, I had to pause THIS to take care of THAT. SOMEBODY APPARENTLY IS NOT doing their JOB, 'cause I KNOW I took care of shit on MY end. SMH.

Mind you, I am attending a REALLY fucked up HBCU[historically black college/university] which is why I have plans on attending a WHITE school next year. White schools STAY on their jobs, may sound prejudice...but it's true. People have this WRONG perception of an HBCU..."oh we all FAMILY, we care about you MORE than a WHITE school could" But yet once you get here, they treat you like SHIT. I'm gonna honestly say I don't if EVERY HBCU is like that BUT I know MY University IS, I know the University my older bro attended IS, I heard through grapevine how OTHERS are, sooooooo....Yea. WHAT is the REAL reason other black youth want to go to a HBCU, of course I would LOVE to stay here if it wasn't for the things driving me AWAY...but that's a DIFFERENT subject for a another post [I'm already thinking of a title]

Shitty school = Shitty education, not good Math AT ALL.

there is so many other in depths things, but it's too much to type...I could be at it ALL day, plus I have class in a few.

But I CAN'T take it though, surprised I really haven't gone insane yet. To go through this school financial aid "process" every year [because it easier in the Spring, but a Fall semester starts a NEW year, so you have to do the same thing every year] and THEN be put into a shitty ass dorm, going back and forth doing something just because THEY didn't do their job. Yea THAT is what been going on with me. =(

A Hidden Hate

2011-09-03T21:50:00.005-05:00

Peace

In the eyes

No one could know

She had so much

HATE

In her heart

Too many times

She been hurt

A penny

For every tear

Enough

To satisfy the most

Greediest

His greed

For pain

Her pain

Each time

He hurt her

He wanted

MORE

But she would satisfy

His greed of pain

With his own

WRONG?

She didn’t care

She never thought

So clear in her life

Her fear

Clouded her judgment

She mustn’t

Leave any trance

Laced his drink

He’s sleep at peace

She laughs, she grabs

The sharpest knife

So much life

Was running through her

Something she haven’t

Felt in a long time

Now

It was his time

She looks at him

So weak and limp

She wasted so much

Of her time with him

She wasted

No more time

DEEP

Into his neck

She pulls back

Her arms

Then

DEEP

Into his chest

Right where

It was supposedly a heart

Supposedly at the start

There was love

Each thought

Of what

USED

To be

The more greed

For more BLOOD

The more she shoved

And digged into

His body

Slices and slices

When she was done

There was nothing left

But the hand

He beat her with

She took it

Put it into

A fist

Hitting her self

Repeatedly

Screaming

“THAT would be

The last time

You beat me”

Laughter

Could be heard

Until

She fell into

Her slumber

REVISED

2011-08-30T14:55:00.003-05:00

I have given a MUCH NEEDED revision
to the "About the S-fit-C" section.

p.s. YES I am back. :)