The Life of a Sumandak

Dear Heart

2012-03-08T17:31:00.000+08:00

Just a few more hours before semester break. Sounds exciting but for me no. =.= The latest announcement asking us to leave the hostel by tomorrow is very annoying. And we are ordered to pack our things home, or take the risk of losing it during the holiday. Well, I’m just gonna lock it in my locker.

Another hectic week. The reason why I rarely update my dear blog. Being the secretary for our social studies trip to Kundasang, and also for the public speaking committee for English camp, I guess you can conjure up how my days were. My letter has been rejected thrice, and it stresses me out to do it again and again and again. =,=

Something happened lately. It was not good, and it makes me sad. Really sad. I guess fact alone is not enough to back you up. I have the solution, but I can’t bear to hurt their dear hearts.

Adios Amigo

2012-03-03T09:19:00.002+08:00

Finally I got this weekend for myself. Being busy is good; it helps you to forget your sadness. I’ve decided to move on. New life, new direction. I choose to be happy. 20 years old is way too young for me to feel sad about the world. I appreciate my past, it taught me about life. And you, yeah you..Please don’t lose hope. ‘Till we meet again..Adios amigo..

Tanjung Aru

2012-02-27T18:53:00.008+08:00

I Love the spectacular scenery....I looove camera and I loove pictures...=p

Jesselton Point

2012-02-21T20:45:00.006+08:00

Took our lunch+dinner at Jesselton Point yesterday..

Love the view...

Itu juga gaya c zul ni =.=

Aswan n Lilian

Audrey n I

My lamb chop..seriously, i felt like vomiting after i ate them...

Banner Making Competition

2012-02-18T20:21:00.010+08:00

Almost 5 hours we struggled to finish our banner. Ok, actually I only painted a small portion of this banner. Huahuahua…I went there just to support my classmates and to help them whatever I could. Fun yet tiring..

On the way to the main hall.. This stair is only chapter 1...blm tingu lg tangga2 yg lain...tulah sy slim.haha..

All were doing their best..

Still discussing...

Orang kuat...

I've helped them too...=D

Almost done...

Yeahh~! Done~! ^.^ No need to win...winning is just an option...hihi

Valentine

2012-02-16T16:38:00.006+08:00

My valentine’s gifts. Thanks to all my friends for it…

Celebrating it with friends...

Chocolates from Aswan n reflection book by Audrey n Lilian.. Thank u..=)

My collection is now complete~! Thank u Christopher..=D

This is how we spent our day on Valentine’s day..we exchanged gifts, and have a special valentine dinner together. *x tau pa yg special,balik2 makan tempat yang sama* Thank u to all my friends, see, I don’t have anyone special to celebrate with but I’m still happy.Haha! Oh yeah, I would like to give my thanks to Jeremy too for the chocolate and the Maggie.LOL.

”Love is a condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.”

Friday

2012-02-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

I really love Friday. I can only have a peace of mind on this day. Classes finished early, and I can spend my whole afternoon with a good nap. Haha! But mind you, things aren’t easy for me these days. Schedule is compressed, haven’t count all the external activities I’ve registered myself in. So, no afternoon nap! Works are piling up, and my folders are still waiting to be updated. Not to mention I am in charge of preparing the proposal for our trip to Ranau next month! T.T

BTW, thanks Lord for I passed my test today. =)

Fantasy vs Reality

2012-02-09T17:58:00.001+08:00

I once taught one of my guy friends how to flirt with a girl. LOL. I took the opportunity to tease him for being so lack of knowledge in this matter until he has to depend on a girl, a very inept girl to teach him. And it was soo cute when he was taking notes on what I was saying, although he disagreed with me in some ideas.

Okay, stop about this lovey-dovey thing. Tomorrow I will be sitting for my computer test but I haven’t even prepared anything. I mean ANYTHING. I was so busy with college’s stuff until I forgot about my test. T.T It will be sooo embarrassing if I failed, as all of my friends at least passed this test in one take. Okayy, maybe I overreact but fingers cross for tomorrow.

p/s- pray for me…..

Enjoying Good Time

2012-02-08T23:43:00.003+08:00

Sport is just around the corner. Had a meeting with all the team members, I really felt like the old school days. He he...with all the games plus the marching, it did bring memories from school years. Miss is soo much..well, like usual I will always be the one in the marching team since I am no good in sport. I volunteered myself coz I don’t wanna be the underdog.LOL. I wanna at least contribute to my team. Not to mention we got this thing called 'sukantara' before the real sport day. Huaaaaaaaa~! Ni yang sia x suka nih!

Oh yeahh, marching practice will start tomorrow, so no more time for us to enjoy our afternoon leisure. My friends and I usually will take a walk and go to the nearest shop to amuse our tired eyes after our last class every evening, but this very sport day really ruin our schedule. LOL.

p/s-kasi doa gia sia supaya sia dpt mengharungi sukantara.

Been craving to eat McD and KFC so bad..pndai rndu pla maw makan ni bnda klu lama2..

Healthy Lip with Vitamin!

2012-02-01T23:27:00.004+08:00

Remember I told you that I have lip’s problem? It tends to peel off whenever I wear lipstick or lip-gloss. I’ve tried many brands of lip balm to overcome it, but it shows no signs of healing.

So, I was thinking of grabbing that apple lip scrub from Baviphat but I changed my mind when I found out in the magazine that my lip is actually lack of vitamin. Then I tried my luck with this Za Vitamin Lip Sunscreen. I’ve only used it for 3 days, but I can see a lot of improvement on my lip. No more dry lip. I’m so happy! No kidding. Will surely get that apple lip scrub later…

Disrespectful Salespeople

2012-02-01T00:22:00.002+08:00

The day before I came to hostel, I dropped myself at a shoes store to buy a new sport shoes. But then, the salesgirls were acting very rude, giving sarcastic glances and no one even bother to ask my needs, yet grunt when I request something. And mind you, that was not the first time I get this kind of treatment whenever I go shopping. The same thing happened at Guardian just now, and I really hate it. They show no respects to customers. I guess they need to attend attitude classes. Seriously, why applied for the job if you hate it?

No More The Lazy Song

2012-01-29T01:29:00.003+08:00

Taking my ride to KK alone today as my sister was having an interview. I hate to admit it, but, I don’t know why I have this so called ‘car-sick’ whenever I’m not riding with any of my family’s car. Yes, weird. Maybe I don’t feel comfortable to be surrounded by people whom I never met before.

Oh! My CNY holiday is officially end tomorrow. Time to be focus and time to get back to my usual routine. And yeah, I’ll be busy again. I’m planning to start taking my driving lessons next Saturday, and maybe will take some other courses too. Well, just to improve myself…

Pinjam gambar

Guess what, I bought a lotion again today. =.= But I think I can be forgiven for buying this. =p yeaa, it’s Derma Health Skinlabs Vitamin E Cream. It’s medical formulae bebeh..Good for our skin. I saw a lot of changes on my mom’s skin (she’s been using it for a month) and I feel I have to have it. =p *it’s sooo Rebecca Bloomwood* Will tell you later about it k..

Good night peeps…

Smile

2012-01-27T18:37:00.003+08:00

Ignore this picture 'cause it has nothing to do with my post :p

Reasons why we should smile:

1. To heal the pain

2. To embrace memories

3. To be grateful

4. To be thankful

5. To be positive

6. To prevent ageing

7. To make people around you happy......

and.................

the list is endless...

Smile =)

Self-loathing

2012-01-25T19:27:00.002+08:00

How to forget when that’s the only reason you breathe? Now it’s gone, leaving you with indescribable feeling of shock. You used to believe in fairy tale, but now, it’s all gone. Wake up! It’s time to live in reality. Reality was never appealing like fairy tale, but it is certain. Never loathe disappointment for experience makes you wiser.

Will change to the better. I will get everything I’ve aimed.

I want what I want when I want it.

The World as I see it..

2012-01-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

My cat is expecting babies...=)))

Having my nails done.

Burned Off Some Extra Calories

2012-01-19T14:32:00.007+08:00

After all the hardwork, all was finally paid last night. In fact, we did better than we’ve expected. I am terribly tired; all I did this week was dancing. My Physical Education assessment is aerobic. Wow! I’ve burned a lot of fat! Muscles started cramping, as I barely drink water (my fault). I used all my free time to sleep, until I forgot to take my meal last Tuesday. Luckily I didn’t faint. I mean, I didn’t eat for the whole day! I don’t understand how come I forgot about eating when it’s my favourite activity.

Some pictures during Pesta Angpau...

Set the Fire to the Moon

2012-01-17T01:12:00.002+08:00

It’s 1am in the morning but I still can’t shut my eyes down. I’m really sleepy actually, but I’m still in the process of memorising my script… I’m gonna play Mrs.Carter’s character tomorrow! (Florence by Alice Childress) Yeaaa,the proud one…love this kind of character..Just finished my rehearsal for Pesta Angpau at 10pm, and now, I’m facing my script desperately trying to remember it…arghhh~! Can I just forget it and sleep???? Don’t misunderstand…I love what I’m doing but I’m just tireeeedddd……=( having flu symptoms already...

Wrong BB cream..haha..It's too dark for our skin..

Butterfly Baby

2012-01-15T16:36:00.001+08:00

I’m maybe weird but I kinda like my life now despite all the challenges and stresses I wailed before. Busy,busy,busy. It makes the day run faster! See, today is already January, 15. I’ll be home in a week shy. Well, I brought all my shopaholic series that I haven’t read to hostel, but I haven’t touched any of them yet. I barely have time to read nowadays. BTW, my friends and I are going to perform Sumazau dance this Wednesday for Pesta Angpau, and I’m quite nervous. We still have a lot of work to catch up on.

Wish us luck!

It's Still Not the Worst

2012-01-12T17:42:00.002+08:00

Haven’t been in a very good condition for the past few days. I have no idea but I think I had a pre-stress symptoms. Maybe, I don’t know. Drastic changes to my schedule and diet lead the problems. The stairs, money, books, shoes, ball, and everything make me stress. Some said I rarely smile to people. Misunderstanding occurred but I had no intention to be mean. I’m sorry.

Somehow, the word ‘buy’ and ‘pay’ affected my mood. I hate those words. Giving up checking the ATM. Trying to save money by eating less, but it only made me sick as my body can’t accept it. Sometimes, what they asked us to do is outrageous. I mean, what’s wrong with wearing black sport shoes? Now, I have to buy a new one which is not black. Bravo. Give me money la…

But then…Smile and pray are the only ways to heal it…I will stay focus. Drama makes me sooo excited..But exam…makes my stomach lurch!

Turning Tables

2012-01-06T12:05:00.002+08:00

Have been in my new semester just a few days ago. Still, I cannot blend with my new routine; going to classes everyday, as I’m so used with my holidays’ unchanging activities. The worst part is we haven’t got our January allowance. I only have about RM20 in my purse! Seems that I have to ask my Mom for money ..=.= BTW, I love my new room. There are only 4 of us, but the room is quite big. Will decorate it later once we have money. We need new curtains of course.

Oh yeahh, I’m in a strict diet right now. Want to fix something inside my tummy.LOL. I’ve been eating oat for breakfast and dinner, and vegetables for lunch, it really works. Not to forget papaya before dinner. Hehe..*Tahan sejalaa Nampak tu daging* It’s not that I want to be skinny, but it’s for my health. *mana sihat makan daging!* It also save my penny*Yeahhh*Btw, I got netball for sport this semester...What?????! BALL????I can't even touch balloon!! TT.TT I need some time to overcome my fear to ball..TT.TT

p/s-Want to explore interesting places around me..

How I Begin My New Year-White Water Rafting!

2012-01-03T13:20:00.004+08:00

This was how I begin my new year! Water rafting with my family at Kiulu! We had so much fun, and I’m looking forward to do it again next time ^,~ I am actually very afraid of water, I have no idea why I agreed to join this at the first place, but no regret! Not that I’ve finally overcome my fears, but, the moment that I've never enjoyed before. A good way to kick start my new year, btw..

Count Down to New Year!

2011-12-31T14:04:00.002+08:00

Waiting for New Year that will be coming in just a few hours. As for me, I don’t have new resolution like most people do every New Year; but as I am starting to concern about my health, I will start controlling my intake of food and do regular workout. I’m maybe not fat, but who knows how my internal organs look like? Saving some money every month is also in my list of to-do-things. To get money, you have to consider two major options. Cut Back or Make More Money. Obviously, the first option is the only way for me. I don’t even make any money. So, forget about considering the second option. And I want to read lotsss of books. I only managed to read 10 books this year. Blimey! What a shame! However, my list is endless. So many things I want to do. Those things aren’t new btw. I just extended them from past years. And I’m going to make them real, well, fingers cross.

Stupid app I played in FB. The statement isn't true. But there's nothing wrong to realise them, isn't it?

Happy New Year! =)

...what MAC can make...

2011-12-30T13:06:00.005+08:00

I got it today. I tried buying it after I read Dyana’s post about online shopping months ago. Now I have zero money*desperately waiting for my January allowance* but I’m happy with it. I haven’t tried it yet, so, I can’t give my judgement. If you are interested, kindly pay a visit to PurpleShop in Facebook.

True Companion

2011-12-30T01:21:00.004+08:00

My new true companion. Lipstick from The Body Shop. A Christmas gift from my sister. Love it so much. It doesn’t peel-off and last longer. A perfect stuff for real girls.

Compressed Holidays

2011-12-28T23:04:00.003+08:00

My schedule has been very compressed for these last few days..Christmas, open house, wedding, preparation for my brother’s engagement day; and I barely had time to breath.. Today, I went to one of my brother’s childhood friends’ wedding, and it was quite fun. I love attending people’s wedding, because I love judging the bride’s gown, shoes, make-up, and also her hair..ha ha..and to kill the boredom, I will catch a lot of funny pictures to entertain myself, especially when there is no one I know in sight..*but I will never upload it*

I gained a few kilos this holidays...=.=

26 December 2011~family's open house~

Feel kinda sleepy right now..Tomorrow need to wake up early..Good night peeps..