Think.think.think

A better tomorrow

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Sat, 12 Apr 2008 12:03:00 +0000

A Rainbow...
Signifies...
A promise...
A promise of prosperity...
A promise of happiness...
And most importantly...
New beginnings...
Giving us a chance...
To be better than we were yesterday...
A promise...
Of another chance...
To change...
To a world...
Of peace...
To create...
A new beginning...
A clean slate...
A rainbow...
We all need one...

I am the master of my destiny

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Sun, 06 Apr 2008 12:35:00 +0000

We have the power to dream...
We can do whatever we want...
If we believe...
Though it may seem difficult to do...
What with us being so used to negativity...
But...
When we look closely at ourselves...
We have been trying to attract to us...
Things that we are afraid of...
A lot of people may think its crap...
And that it will only be giving false hope...
But...
Look at it with an open mind...
Try opening your hearts...
Be aware of everything around you...
And see...
What is happening in your life?...
Why do you think they are happening?...
What are the things that predominates your thoughts?...
Are these things happening in your life?...
Believe...
Be positive...
We have the power to make our dreams come true...
If we only BELIEVE...

Doubting Thomas

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Sat, 05 Apr 2008 11:03:00 +0000

Do you know me?

Do you know yourself?

Do you believe me?

Do I believe you?

Do you trust me?

Do I trust you?

What do you know about me?

What do I know about you?

Can you tell me?

Can I tell you?

Do you know my regrets?

Do I know your regrets?

Am I happy?

Are you happy?

What makes me sad?

What makes you sad?

Do you love me?

Do you think I love you?

Are we really friends?

When you're in trouble

Do you think of me?

Will you tell me?

When you're sad

Will you tell me?

Can I make it go away?

*Grey's Anatomy Mode*

Seriously.

Book cover

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Fri, 04 Apr 2008 13:33:00 +0000

Bats.
A lot of people are afraid of bats.
I think it is just plain crazy!
Hey,
You can love an ugly looking huge dog...
Why can't you love bats?!...
It's crazy!
They are just the cutest!...
Look at them closer...
You'll see...
They're not really ugly...
As most people think they are...
Give them a break...
And give them a chance...

Bomb

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Thu, 03 Apr 2008 11:30:00 +0000

Complaints.

We all have it.

We may not complain of the same things.

But the point is, we COMPLAIN.

There are reasons why we complain.
Sometimes though, it is just for the sake of complaining.

Sometimes, we get hurt by these complaints.

But when we really think about it.

You really can't blame the person complaining.

There are reasons why we complain.

Stress.

Dissatisfaction.

Pressure.

More pressure.

Overworked.

We lack inner peace. Thus, we complain.

We must not take complaints too seriously.

So as not to hurt us.

Analyze the complaint.

Think logically.

It's the only way to survive this earth.

Because we can't run away from complaints.

They are everywhere.

We can't hide from it.

Cowardice

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Tue, 01 Apr 2008 12:43:00 +0000

I hate it when I'm under pressure.
Sometimes, i wish that I'll have the courage to kill myself.
Everytime I have that strong urge to do just that,
My conscience will remind me of what I'm leaving behind.
Sometimes, I hate my life.
It's the only defense I have for being afraid of what is really out there.
People just can't seem to understand!
People fail to see what's inside!
They think I don't have any worries at all
They actually think I'm the happiest person they know.
Think again.
That's definitely not me.
I'm so lonely
It's a mystery that I can still laugh when people are around
By they do not know the real me.
The one whose been crying in the dark
The one who feels alone even when she's surrounded by people
The one who's in the brink of dying
The one who's nearing the edge of the cliff.
Nobody cares anymore
We are so busy paying attention to ourselves
That we fail to see that somebody needs us.
They tell me their problems
But I can't tell them mine
Sometimes I wonder
Will I ever find somebody who loves me?
Who understands me?
I won't get my hopes up
The're still so many people out there who's wishing for the same thing
I do not belong to the top priority class
I guess I just have to live with this
Before I'll lose my mind
If only I could just scream
Tell them my real feelings
But I can't
I won't
Because no matter how hard I try to deny it
I'm a coward

The past

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Mon, 31 Mar 2008 13:13:00 +0000

yup...
I'm dead...
I can't think...
Brain freeze...
I think about you though...
As well as my future...
I'm afraid...
For my future...
It's one of the things...
I really would do anything
To achieve...
The other one...
Well, if it's possible...
YOU...
I've been searching for you...
Still...
Thought I'll be over you by now...
But, no...
If only I could glue the broken pieces of me...
But I can't...
Nobody can...

Detachment

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Sun, 30 Mar 2008 12:25:00 +0000

detachment is the most difficult thing to do...
Not to become too attached, so as not to be hurt
Is easier said than done
Not getting too emotional about something that's important to you
Is easier said than done
But freedom entails all this
I have to detach myself
How can I do that?
Old habits die hard, you know
I am too emotional for my own good
I get hurt easily though most of the time I keep it
Silence
Keeping my mouth shut
Is easier said than done
Its wrong to keep on talking when you're angry
You say things you don't really mean
Sometimes, you also exagerate
But no matter how hard I try
I get angry easily
Especially if you did something to people that means a lot to me
My friends, my family and somebody special
I also get angry if you did something to me
That's worse
It would be difficult to let go of the burden of hating you then
I am trying to let go
Of all the hurt, the pain, the bitterness
I'm trying not to talk when I don't need to
Not to indulge in idle chit chats
Though difficult
I will try again
And not give it up
I will be detached.
I will be free
And nobody can rob that from me.

Future

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Sat, 29 Mar 2008 12:31:00 +0000

Everything happens for a reason.

That's what I keep telling myself during times of trouble.

But when uncertainties crept in.

It's really difficult to free myself from the burdens of life.

Destiny.

No one really knows what our destinies are.

We just keep doing what we can to live, to be happy, to achieve our goals.

But what really our purpose in life is, one truly never knows.

Right now, I don't know which path to choose.

To move or to stay.

Moving means I am temporarily leaving behind doing the thing I thought makes me happy.

Moving, I really do not know if its moving forward or going back.

To fulfill an obligation I left behind many years ago.

It's confusing me right now.

The confusion is becoming a burden so great that it's suffocating my life.

Part of me wants to stay behind.

But staying also means that I'm turning my back on what I really wanted to be.

To go forward, should be the best choice.

But the past will continue to haunt me if I don't go back now.

But if I do go back, I'll be unsure of the future.

In every action, there is always an opposite reaction, as the 3rd law of motion states.

In choosing one of these actions.

I really do not know what the consequences are.

If I could live through those consequences.

I really do not know and it's scaring me.

This is one of those times that I wish somebody will take the burden of deciding from me instead of me deciding for myself.

Not knowing the future is scary.

Life is scary.

And the only escape is death.

Or is it?

Hell

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Fri, 28 Mar 2008 12:04:00 +0000

Sleep.

I'm abusing myself with my constant lack of sleep.

Lack of water.

Too much junk food.

Spending too much on nothing.

Empty.

Empty of the good things in life.

Doubtful.

If I'm really doing the right thing.

I can't help anybody.

I can't even help myself.

Weak.

Wanting to do something but has no courage to do it.

Turning your back on something you want for something meaningless like fear.

Losing.

Not knowing what makes you happy.

Wanting something you cannot have.

Life, as they say, is full of ups and downs.

Life is a hell hole.

And no matter what we do we can't get out of it alive.

Wahahahahaha....

Mad Scientist

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Thu, 27 Mar 2008 11:35:00 +0000

Letting go and giving up, they say are two different things.

Letting go means setting free someone that was meant for you.

Giving up means setting free someone that was never meant for you.

This really got me confused.

How would you know if you're letting go or giving up?

How would you know if he/she was meant for you?

When can you say you gave up and you let go?

I don't know.

What I'm certain though, is that there is a scientific explanation why we fell for one person and not the other.

Are the other animals feel this way too?

Or is it all about the sex and the perpetuation of the species?

I don't know either, ask your pets...hehe

The brain is a very complicated thing.

It makes you fall for someone, it also makes you doubt if you really are in love.

It makes your heart beat faster.

It makes you lose your apetite.

It makes you lose sleep (it keeps repeating moments which really hurts you)

I really feel sorry for the heart, you know.

Its the one that suffers the most from all this.

The brain is mad!!!!!

Ordering the heart to beat faster, getting us all hurt.

What it does not realize is that it destroys itself too.

When you hurt someone close to you, don't you know that you're hurting yourself too?

The brain is a masochist and a sadist.

It hurts the heart because it likes being hurt.

Yeah, the brain is really mad. tsk tsk

When confused, don't obey your brain.

Take pity on your heart.

For once in our lives let us follow our hearts and to hell with the brain!

Celebrities are humans

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Wed, 26 Mar 2008 12:47:00 +0000

It's really amazing how much make up can conceal.

But without the make up, celebrities looks like, well normal.

We raised them up into this goddess position because of their beauty.

But underneath all that make up, they are just humans after all.

So stop getting jealous of them or getting insecure.

Stop trying so hard to be like them and just be yourself.

Appreciate who you are and Be who you really are.

Don't be the deceive by images actresses have on television.

Because you never know what battles they are fighting as well.

You never know, they might be much more insecure than you are.

If you're still feeling insecure, try looking at this site:

http://www.starmuscle.com/2007/07/01/celebrities-with-no-makeup/

Trust

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Wed, 26 Mar 2008 10:31:00 +0000

Trust.

Holds a relationship together.

Without it, the relationship would end.

Trusting the right person is vital to our success and our happiness.

Trusting the wrong people could lead to our downfall.

This could lead not only to an individual's downfall but to the country as well.

Why do you think that we are in this mess?!

Its because we either trust the wrong leaders.

Or our leaders trusted the wrong people.

Or we just simply did not trust our leaders.

We have trusted the wrong people too many times already.

Thus, they can't really blame us if we are too hesitant to trust anybody too easily.

We are just too afraid to be wrong again, to be fooled again.

We witness our mistake EVERY SINGLE MOMENT of our lives.

Thus, the frustration, the lack of pride for our country, our leaders , our countrymen, ourselves.

We want to change everything for the future but we don't really know who to trust with leading us to the new US.

We have been fooled too many times to easily choose the one person capable of truly freeing us.

The little thing called trust have already broken us, our country.

What pride can we still harbor amidst all these crisis?

Some wants to revolt?

But are they sure they are trusting the right leaders.

Sometimes, with all these promises of freedom, we put down our guard too easily.

In the end though, we risk our lives for nothing.

They may treat us as heroes, but have we truly achieved what we were fighting for.

Our heroes, are they really successful in freeing us.

We have been colonized too many times for so many years that we have lost our true identities.

We have lost our pride for our country.

We may have fought them and they may have left.

But the chains they put to cut our freedom are still there.

We are not free to love our country anymore.

We all want to escape this God forsaken country.

Because we are too helpless to help it.

Because this time, the struggle is not between the Philippines and another country.

The struggle is between our inner selves and our countrymen.

We want to love our country.

We want to free our country.

We want to have our pride back.

Are all hopes lost?

I don't know.

Because I am afraid, I am losing my pride for this country too.

Because everyday we are faced with the fact that our dream of the future is not here, but somewhere else.

We are giving our country up.

We are losing hope.

Home

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Tue, 25 Mar 2008 10:21:00 +0000

I get tired easily nowadays.

it might be because it seemed that the days went faster if i sleep early.

or it might be i'm just too tired from all the pressures around me.

i don't want to think of what will happen next year.

i don't even know where i'll be next year.

will i still be here in davao?

will i move back to my hometown?

will i go back to iloilo?

will i be able to pursue my master's degree?

will i be joining a new project too far from home and davao?

i really do not know.

and right now, i don't want to think about it.

thinking about it makes me worry of an uncertain future.

i just want to live one day at a time.

but sometimes, one can't really stop from thinking about the future.

why am i writing about this?

i don't know.

i don't know myself sometimes.

sometimes i think i know what i really want.

the next day i feel that it was foolish to want it.

sometimes i'm really determined to get what i want.

but i don't seem to do anything about it.

weird.

maybe i should just enter a mental institution of some sort.

is this normal?

hmmm...

i don't know.

what is normal anyway?

how do you define normal?

hmmm...

i'm wasting my day again...

doing things i should not be doing...

thinking of things i should not be thinking...

i guess i really need a breather...

the pressure is killing me...

draining the life force out of me...

Insanity

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Mon, 24 Mar 2008 10:44:00 +0000

Strangled.

A powerful beast trying to force the life out of you.

You can feel your life fading.

You tried to struggle:

To remove those cruel hands.

But you can't seem to win.

The beast is much too powerful.

You plead for your life.

But the beast won't listen.

You tried to scream.

But you can't seem to.

How can you win?

Will you have the will to live?

In the brink of death

Who will you think of?

What will you think of?

Will you have regrets?

Will you surrender?

In forcing the life out of somebody

What are you thinking?

Is it worth it?

How does it feel?

Does it excite you?

Will you even do it?

Will you listen to your conscience?

Do you have any conscience at all?

Why are you killing me?

Prisoner

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Sun, 23 Mar 2008 10:13:00 +0000

*Sigh*

Caught in between.

Not knowing what to do.

Helplessness.

*Sigh*

Do I need rescuing?

Stuck.

Not knowing where to go.

Not knowing what to expect.

This is a prison.

We are robots.

Program to do what society expects us to do.

Program to please everybody.

At what cost?

Our happiness.

Our freedom.

Caged.

When will I be free?

What will be the cost of freedom?

Paranoia

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Sat, 22 Mar 2008 10:47:00 +0000

STOP!!!!

ENOUGH!!!

GIVE UP!!!

GAME OVER...

DEAD...

dead...

d
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a
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NEVER THE SAME

NO TURNING BACK..

Saving Lives

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Fri, 21 Mar 2008 10:40:00 +0000

Life.

Most precious thing ever given to us.

And yet,

Some people does not value it.

What's worst,

They do not value other people's lives as well.

Is it worth dying for a cause?

Knowing that you can do more if you live.

Is it worth risking the lives of others?

Knowing that they can't say no to you.

There are things that we cannot control.

Signs are everywhere.

And yet,

Why won't we take heed?

There is always other options.

There is no such thing as only one option.

Is reputation more important than our lives?

Man Vs. Beast

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 13:06:00 +0000

Are men and animals truly different?

How did we come up with the idea that we are superior than them?

Do they pity us when we are struggling so hard?
Maybe not. They're too angry to pity us.

Can they really not feel like we do?

We just like to think so.

We just like to believe that these animals don't get hurt like humans do.

They don't get their hearts broken.

But how sure are we that they don't get their hearts broken?

Elephants mourn when they see members of their families murdered or killed (as you like to put it).

Parents of any animals will do anything to protect their offspring.

Is this really just for the survival of the species?

Or is it because they love their offsprings?

When human parents send their children to school, protect their children from harm...

Is it because of a word called love or is it also just for the survival of the species?

It makes me wonder...

Are we truly superior and very different from other animals of the animal kingdom?

In the animal world, are the so called animals really the beast or are we the beast?

Zahir

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Wed, 19 Mar 2008 11:19:00 +0000

Ok.

Here's the deal.

I can't stop thinking about you.

I tried.

But everything reminds me of you now.

Every where I go, there's you.

And it's driving me crazy!

It seems as if kindness can be burdensome to other people.

I do not want to be a burden to you.

Now, I do not know what to do.

To make you feel that everything's alright.

To make you feel that I am not expecting anything from you.

I just want you to be you.

To be free to decide for your own.

To have the courage to decide for your own.

I am truly sorry for making you feel that way.

A hug

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Tue, 18 Mar 2008 07:34:00 +0000

see more crazy cat pics

A Hug

You know, everybody needs a hug...

We need 4 hugs a day for survival. We need 8 hugs a day for maintenance. We need 12 hugs a day for growth
—Virginia Satir, family therapist

Sadness can actually disappear when you hug somebody from the heart...

Have you hug somebody today?

How would you feel if you receive a hug today?

If you hug, do it straight from your heart...

Because you never know how that one simple hug...

Can change a person receiving it...

Dialogue

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Mon, 17 Mar 2008 11:55:00 +0000

Star, what is love?
Love is when you have that ache in your heart
That you don't know how to get rid of.
Love is when you're happy just thinking about that person.
Love is when you get hurt just by thinking about that person.
Love is when you get a smile when you think about that person.
Love is when you get tears in your eyes thinking about that person.
Star, do you want to fall in love
Love, no matter how hard you try to hide from
It will still find you
You have no choice when it comes to love
It sneaks up on you when you least expect it.
Often, it sneaks up on you when you're vulnerable.
Star, why does love hurts
Love is always accompanied by hurt
It' s a packaged deal.
You can't have one without the other
There is no happiness without pain.
Star, why is that girl crying?
Love causes her heartache.
She was deceived by somebody she loved.
Love sneaked up on her then left her hanging.
Star, when will she stop crying?
One never knows when it comes to love
It maybe days, weeks, months, years or even forever.
Star, why?
Because she's loving the people that can't love her back.
Star, why?
Because she did not know.
Star, why?
Love happens.
Star, I hope she won't hurt forever.
I hope so too.

Be a Buddha not a Buddhist

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Sun, 16 Mar 2008 11:07:00 +0000

I am trying to follow the eight fold path of Buddhism.
To attain happiness.
You cannot imagine how difficult it is following eight simple rules.
You cannot imagine how difficult it is to avoid idle chit chats.
You cannot imagine how difficult it is to feel hatred to somebody.
You cannot imagine how difficult it is to say something bad about that person you do not like.
I try. You cannot imagine what I am going through right now, with this cleansing thing.
I am doing my best to change me.
I believe in Karma you know.
What you do in the past will come back to you in the future.
And that's bad news, you don't want that to happen to you.
You cannot imagine how difficult it is to dettach myself from what I believe in.
I am a masochist.
I love pain.
There are times when I am at peace.
But this peace will not last long.
Because one way or another something will come up to hurt me.
And I hold onto that pain.
It seems weird.
But I do.
The way my heart aches and I do not know how to cure it.
I hate and love it.
It gives meaning to my existence.
Some may not believe me.
But it does not matter.
It does not matter at all.

Mad World

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Sat, 15 Mar 2008 10:36:00 +0000

Many believe that everything is all about the money.

We do things for money.

Even volunteerism is shaded by how much money we can get out of it.

Why can't we, for once, do something without thinking how much we can get out of it?

Volunteerism is all about service.

You offer your service voluntarily, because you want to and not because you can receive a lot of money by doing it.

It's really disappointing when people volunteer because of the money they can get out of it.

It's really disappointing that we are not satisfied by helping somebody unless they pay us for helping them.

If we think everything revolves around money; what kind of future will we have?

This trait can be passed on from one generation to another.

What kind of people will the future have?

Everything is all about the money because a lot of us think it is.

Because we were taught that.

We go to school so we could have a great job in the future so we could get rich; have a comfortable life; and be a slave to the people who paid for that education.

Why can't parents just let their child go to school to learn?

But then, we are also taught at school that everything is all about the money.

It's such a shame.

Can we really be happy if we have all the money in the world?

We can buy anything we want, but are we free?

Will we really be satisfied if we are filthy rich?

Is that the only reason for living?

To have lots of money and rule the world.

I just hope that many people will answer NO.

Because in the way we are leading our lives right now, some may so NO, but most will say YES.

And the few people who answered NO, said it because it's the right answer and not because they believe in it.

MOA

noreply@blogger.com (sebi) — Fri, 14 Mar 2008 10:29:00 +0000

marriage

what's the big deal about it?

why put so much weight in marriage?

some people may not understand

why some people are afraid of committment

I think it would be better if two people would just sign a memorandum of agreement

Instead of marriage

what's the deal?

in the end, you'll want to separate anyways

There's no certainty in life

why fear a MOA when you don't fear marriage?

Marriage is more terrifying than a MOA

Why go through the hassle of marriage if you'll get divorced in the end?

If you look at man's history, you'll see that at some point in life, one gets tired of having just one partner.

Our ancestors are polygamous and it's a fact.

Why run away from reality?

Some say that nobody we'll ever agree on a MOA.

But if you really love a person, won't you do anything to assure him/her of your fidelity?

What's scary about a MOA?

If you really want your partners trust, then do it.

MEN!!!

hmph