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Sa Likod nang Puting Tabing (Special Edition)

2021-04-27T18:09:00.001+08:00

Sa Likod nang Puting Tabing (Special Edition)

The Apocalypse Theory

2021-04-27T01:21:00.000+08:00

In the Marvel Universe, there is a certain character named Apocalypse, of course he also has his 4 henchmen namely Famine, War, Pestilence and Death. Now I don’t know what came across my mind or the reason why I even begun writing this piece. As a matter of fact I really don’t know what my main theme will be so this will just be a sort of anything goes thing, some sort of how my mind wonders and ponders over the world that we are in. Apocalypse wants to purge the world of weaklings, he wants the world to be a world wherein only the strongest survive that is why he goes around with his handymen bringing chaos and destruction in his path, luckily there’s the xmen and other marvel heroes to stop him, but that is not my point. My point dear friends, gloomy or dark as it may seem, I think the purging thing is somewhat needed by the world. Yes I will say it again, “I think that the world needs to be purged”. Shivers are running down my spine as I contemplate on what I have said, I am very afraid of what it means, but the other hemisphere of my brain still tells me that there is something beneficial after the devastation, yet my heart is sunk. I am no expert or anywhere near a clean soul so do not judge this entry thru the man who wrote it rather contemplate on what it is trying to convey. How old do you really think our planet is? How many footsteps have it endured, how many species did it saw come and go? Do you think it will disagree to have his land purged from us humans? I certainly don’t think so. I think the Earth already did this process millions of years ago, when the dinosaurs and other enormous and gigantic beast still ruled it. I think Earth got fed up to what those mighty beings have done to her land and brought about its destruction. I just don’t know the details but I think it is Earths spirit that caused it. With the recent and dramatic changes in our climate that is being blamed to all of us humans, I think it is only the beginning of the purging process the Earth will be doing and I don’t think that we can stop it, no sir, not unless we really give up our luxuries and go back to the very basic and simple living that our ancestors lived, but it will be a very far cry so I think the eminent human extinction is unavoidable. We cannot blame our planet about it; after all, she is just cleaning herself up from us parasites. How long have it been since there has been an evolution? I think it has long been overdue and the catastrophic probability that scientist predicts about our weather and how the polar ice will melt is just the beginning of this process. I don’t know what to add up anymore, I am too scared to continue or think of what might happen to us. I only hope that after our planet finished in cleaning itself, the new race will take better care of it than we did. Of course, all those things that I have written above were just fragments of my thoughts. And I hope that God forbids it to happen and that we find a way to clean our planet before it starts to clean us up. This is just my theory; I hope it won’t be our reality. Jai Guru Deva OM

Bibi Maryam, Sultanate of Oman

2016-10-15T00:47:00.000+08:00

Blessy & Nissa

2016-10-14T16:36:00.003+08:00

Muttrah Fish Port

2016-10-14T14:30:00.001+08:00

Had a chance one day to walk around the fish port in Muscat, Oman with some of my buddies. It's been quite a while that I have not posted anything here so I just decided to revive this dead blog again hee hee hee.

Here it goes, hope you all enjoy the pix.

Jai Guru Deva Om

Muttrah Fish Port Full Set

Shaider's thought in Christmas Day

2011-12-16T13:08:00.001+08:00

Wrote this one last year and posted it on my FB account, thought of putting it here now, the bug did not bite me this time of year :(

Christmas trees, Santa and fancy lights
the hustle and bustle from day till night
this is the time of the year once more
where people get merry just like before

Children are happy and promptly reply
when asked about the reason why
we Christians celebrate this special day
Santa will come and bring us gifts they say

All the festivities and all the charades
they do make you happy, all these things made
yet one man who's life he gave
is well forgotten though your sins he paid

yes my friends it is time once more
and I think this time we must settle the score
put things in perspective, give credit where it is due
and put Jesus back in me and you

Yes Christmas is Jesus day
and not Santa nor reindeer's dare I say
so keep a light burning in your life
and greet the Lord Jesus with all your might

Happy Birthday Lord Jesus Christ

Your humble servant,

Aries

Happy Birthday, Mama Mary!

2011-09-08T18:37:00.000+08:00

Camel Spider

2009-04-01T04:10:00.000+08:00

Early Morning Shots with D90

2009-03-30T14:44:00.000+08:00

हाउ???

2009-02-19T12:51:00.000+08:00

I was watching CNN the other day and I saw one episode about Elephants in Sumatra and how human encroachment puts them in peril.......and it made me wonder!!!!

How big is the human populace in the world right now? it is really huge and ever growing and trying to protect the wild animals would literally mean trying to hinder human population into thriving and living.

I know it would sound harsh to say that those are only animals and they are expendable but if you have to choose between two lesser evils then of course you'd rather choose the human race. I mean, would you rather sleep in a 2 feet by 2 feet wall where there is an open space that is being protected for a wild animal? of course, with our animal instinct we will try to go and find and CLAIM a suitable place specially if you have an offspring even if it means disrupting the natural habitat of wild life. That's just plain reality and I think it already happened a million years back otherwise we would not be enjoying our certain luxuries and privileges right now.

I think my friends, we are in an era of survival right now, there's just to many people to think about for us to be thinking about animals.

I hope someone can change my way of thinking for I sure am famished of thought on what to do on this matter, I do care for the animals but I care more about human beings, I can only try to protect them to a certain extent so long as it does not imperil my own race.

Nuff said.

Jai Guru Deva Om

Have you???

2008-12-03T07:48:00.000+08:00

Have you looked at yourself in the mirror lately???

Nuff said!!!

Jai Guru Deva Om......

And once again.......

2008-06-18T03:21:00.000+08:00

is there any truth in the saying that "never shall a lightning hit the same stone twice"? Goodness me, I've been struck time and again with so many bitchy things in life.

I surely know that we live in a spherical plane and I am no dumb ass either when it comes to tackling or handling the daily woes of life, unfortunately, I ain't no Olympean as well, or blessed with the luck of a clover bearing leprechaun, I am but a man who struggles the same struggle that you or any warm blooded human faces.

A shitty me, shitty me, I am getting lost once more in the depths of my mind, it always is the same scenario when a certain time approaches in my life, I guess there is really no getting used to for me when it comes to the matter of living my beloved family, friends or even foes alike.

I can't hardly wait to get to my jobsite and practice my rusty nursing skills, (that is if I have any), but my feet is frozen, and I mean frozen solid every time I see the hands of time winding down and slicing of tiny moments that I want to share or just spend with my wife and kids.

Emotions, emotions, emotions, I ain't gonna give in to it this time of day, not when one of my trusted friend is staring at the screen and reading what I am writing as of this very moment, hell no, I ain't gonna cry like a child right now, a little later perhaps.

So stick it up to the point, I don't want to leave yet I need to go!!! The common dilema of a poor Filipino soul, or I can even attribute it to a beat-up arrogant prick like me. It just ain't right yet to the norms of reality it is the rightful thing to do, hell I hate living in the real world.

Life must go on, so I hear. A few sacrifices to make, yeah I know, just take a deep breath and all will be fine, says who???? How can anything be fine if I always end up shitting my self to worldy lust??? How I tell you, no I scream at you.....HOW just HOW the fuck will I ever learn that things are not constant and that I need to change with the world and adopt what is needed because I am not alone anymore and I have 4 souls who depends on me for everything that a Man or should I dare say, a FATHER should provide..............fuck me and fuck reality, it bites as a hellhound and I've felt it stinging through my bones since time thought me how to feel.

the fates must really be against me. I remember clearly the time when one of mu aunt told me "it seems that you are letting what happened to you happen to your kids" shit ass I almost immediately burst into tears, if I could have melt during that moment, I would be a vapor by now, it is quite hard to swallow, and I really feel like I already betrayed my kids, and it is fucking dragging my emotions down, my spirit is at the lowest of it's lows, but still I manage to take a detour in my time space warp, this shitty warp of mine that I have always escaped into eventhough it is as dark as knight in black satin.

nuff, nuff, nuff already, I won't even try to understand myself in this entry and I can't figure why the hell should I oublish this one, but, I have already written this whatsoever crap, so I figure, to hell with everyone, come share my insanity for a change.

no need to quote anyone here now but my self....."no regrets" fuck I regret coining those words................

Jai Guru Deva Om

Life of an addict.....

2008-05-26T21:17:00.001+08:00

It was a day or two ago that I heard the words from a once close friend of mine that I now consider a distant echo from the past saying "hirap talaga nang buhay nang adik!!" it really made a big crack in my face turning into a smile and somehow also cracked my eggshell or nutshell whatever the hell you want to call it.

Upon hearing those words, the shitty me once again plummeted into introspection and made myself wonder and ponder those words that I heard.

Let me just leave it here for a while since I still want to delve deeper into the void of my soul for whatever stupidity that lies inside of me so that I may really and truly utter the words that I really long to write.

so let it be just so................

Jai Guru deva Om

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touch them as well my Lord

2008-05-25T21:30:00.000+08:00

It is really a funny thing how one sees things totally the opposite of what you want to show them, anyhow it is to dear God that I pray that they too be touched the way that I want to be touched.

Jai Guru Deva Om

Touch me as well my Lord

2008-04-27T08:28:00.000+08:00

This is an excerpt from my uncles entry in JOBJPN portal which I coppied without his permission, I hope and I know he wouldnot mind me taking such action without his approval.

It had been quite sometime since we talked wth each other and such a long time that I have not been able to see him face to face. I was really not surprised to receive a call last 3rd of April coming from Japan, I was kindda expecting tito jhonvit and tita tess to give thier greetings to me. I wasn't surprised but I sure was excied to talk to them and hear thier voices and exchange tidbits o info regarding ourselves and those around us as well.

let me cut this short, during our conversation, tito Jhonvit asked me to visit a portal created by his Christian fellowship, he told me that he wrote something in there and there's a;so a recent photo of him, tita tess and Michiko as well, hearing this, I was quick on my keys and in an instant browsed the first site that he gave, unfortunately the phone line was cut off and so ended our chit chat. I replaced the phones handset and went on with my hustle and bustle leaving the webpage flashing on my screen which my wife and daughter were eagerly browsing and searching for the pix, unfortunately, it was not the site that we were hoping for.

an hour or two passed and we received anothercall from them, we continued our exchange of stories with sheer enthusiasm and I rebooted my notebook and started my web browser and typed the second URL that tito Jhonvit gave me. Alas!!! it was the right one, and me and my family were so glad to look at the picture of the 3 important persons in ourlives, as we were merrily lookin at the pix, I chanced upon the testimony that my dearest uncle wrote beneath thier picture, I saw bible passages and it did not even nudge my curiosity or interest to read what is written in there. So the phone call ended and I went down to my bike and busied myself, my wife and Shane remained in the internet and I think they read page of tito Jhonvit. When I returned to our room, I revisited my dgital life and saw the page still open in one of the windows, I just gave it a quick glance and went on surfing the net.

That night, I was already flat on bed, it just strike me there and then, something that I cannot explain, suddenly I felt warmth and happiness and found myself thanking God for showing Tito Jhonathan the light and path towards him, and I also felt sad cause I am still looking for that path and I am always stumbling down the crooked road of earthly desires.

It made me cry, cry cause I am so happy for my uncle and I hope that he won't permit the world to reclaim him towards darker realms, cry cause I saw my long time Idol transformed to what I want to be, cry cause I'm still doing the things that I need not do for it will ruin everything that sorrounds me, cry cause I am beggin the Lord to touch me like he did to tito Jhonvit, cry cause I wanted to wash away the dirt in my soul so that I would be pleasing to my Gods eyes, cry cause I wanted to change for so long yet I hinder myself from doing so, cry cause I wanted to cry and feel like a child waiting for a comforting hand, cry cause I see my family, my wife and children so beautiful and lovely to have a wicked man like me, cry cause that's all I can do since I know I am wrong and have always been wrong hoping all will be well even if I am causing the problems in lfe, cry cause I know how to cry and I carry the words that God gave to tito jhonvit that renewed his life. until now I am crying, thinking and wondering, begging and praying the Lord to accept me by his side.

Let me share to you the wonderful testimony of my Uncle, my Brother, my friend...........

Jai guru Deva Om

Experience God's Love

Psalm 31:21-22 Praise the Lord! How wonderful is the experienced of love of God He showed me when I was surrounded & attacked! I was afraid & thought that he had driven me out of His presence. But He heard my cry, when I called to Him for help. Truly we never know what's in the mind of our Lord God, he is so mysterious the way he moves us, the way he uses us,especially the time that hope seems impossible and life is so miserable.there's no friend or relatives that I can depend on, no shoulders to cry on ,not anybody, because nobody trusted me. but God is different, He rushes to me, to hear my cry, he let me cry on His shoulder and trust that I can makr it through. This is a real event or phase of my life when God showed His love to me mightily.Have you been in to drugs and controlling yourself by its power? wanting for more everyday, that you cannot do anything without taking any dose of it. always thinking how to have: by any means, like stealing, robbing, tell lies, begging even to the point of killing anybody, my life then is so empty, useless ,without hope and future .There comes a time when i tried to kill myself by pointing a gun on my right head & close my eyes. as I pull the trigger, suddenly a light spark in the darkness of my mind. Instantly ,my sanity came back as i cried to the Lord "Thank you Oh God" You love me for you did not let me do that, you have plans for me, but what your plan for me? as my tears pouring out of my eyes. I ask forgiveness and praise Him. God reminded me (Matt. 11:28-30) come to me, all of you who are tired from carrying heavy loads, & I will give you rest. Take my yoke & put it on you & learn from me, because I am gentle & humble in Spirit; & you will find rest. For the yoke I will give you is easy, and the load I will put on you is light. God also reminded me a song "foot prints in the sand" as i reminisced the verses and the song especially the part of what God said "my son my precious child I love you and I would never leave you, during your times of suffering when you could see one set of foot prints, It was then that I carried you". By His grace, mercy and love, I felt the heat with in my heart and experienced God's love touch. Remember! God uses our lowest time in life to show His love & mercy and raised & lift us up to stand firm. The ultimate love God has given to us is obviously seen in the cross, The Man on the cross, The Son of man, The Redeemer, The Most Holy, The Son of God, The King of King's non other than our "Lord Jesus Christ" the foundation of our Faith. John 3:16. For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. Psalm 31:24 Be Strong, be courageous, all you that hope in the Lord. Hallelujah! To God be the Glory

By Jonathan F. Vitan

It's now or never

2007-11-29T16:11:00.000+08:00

Ngayon na, eto na ang pag kakataong ibinigay sa ating mamamayang Filipino upang kalusin ang malaimpyernong gobyerno na pinamumunuan ni Gloria Arroyo.
People have taken steps and those that are in Manila Peninsula right now have taken the lead to oust the blatant president that our poor country has. Let us not waste this opportunity and let us join hands in ridding our selves of the lying Gloria who is dragging our country down the drain.

It’s just a pity that this sort of thing happened when I am still in another country, if this thing happens after 2 more weeks then I would personally be in Makita right now giving my full support to those who oppose the regime that I really feel is the downfall of my race.
As I watch ABS-CBN’s coverage, my heart is pounding with fear and excitement, fear that the Filipino people might cower in taking this golden opportunity and excited to the fact that some people are taking the steps that I have always dreamed of. I hereby quote the words of Senator Trillanes for the Filipino people “Gloria o Pagbabago“

So I leave this as it is and like you I shall wait for the good news that the sacrifices that the group of General Lim and Senator Trillanes have triumphantly succeeded and that Gloria Arroyo is brought to justice both by the Philippine law and the Law of God.

Let me add up another call for the Filipino people, should Senator Trillanes fail in his stand, it is our duty as Filipino Citizens to pick up the pieces and continue the fight to freedom. See you in the other side. May God be with us all.

Jai Guru Deva Om

Gloria-ta bombing and Erap's proposed pardon

2007-10-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

My God, my good and gracious God!!! What the hell is happening to my country? For the benfit of the tyrant Gloria she will do everything, she will bomb anyplace so as to bury the shame that her administration is having at the moment and she will also push thru to pardoning Erap so as to divert the attention of the people. This really makes me sick but most of all it makes my eyes very teary, I'm really just lost for words with the situation that is happening back in my country, I just wish that God would intervene this time and put those pathetic politicians in hell where they really belong.

Jai Guru Deva Om

Hatching Teri

2007-10-04T04:38:00.000+08:00

I am not an avid fan of the series “Desperate Housewives” although it is a huge success not only in the US but throughout the world, in fact, I have not seen a single episode of it even though I have a copy of 3 or 4 seasons of it that was dished out to me by one friend. My point is I do not really know what is the plot of the story that is being told in that series.

I was quite shocked to see in the news about the scene wherein Teri Hatcher said quite a small word but very demeaning to Filipino doctors, medical practitioners or perhaps the whole Filipino people. I being a Nurse in profession and being a Filipino citizen is outraged by that scene and public apology is not enough for me to ease the anger that I’ve felt about it, But, this matter put me into thinking mode, “what in the world could the writer be thinking of when he/she did the script?” and “Why the hell would Teri Hatcher deliver it knowing the impact it will make?”

Answering the 2 questions I have in mind, I find it somewhat blurry to start with. Of course being the offended party I will be biased in my conclusions and sympathize with the Filipino people. But I will try to get pass the anger that I felt and try to rationalize things a bit. Number 2 question have found an easy answer for me, being an actress, of course Teri Hatcher is obliged to do what the director and the script asks of her, let me call it “Professionalism” so she is off the hook, I guess!!! So this leaves us to the writer whoever he/she maybe. My wild guess will be that this writer had somewhat saw what our country was capable of, I mean capable of many things that are blemished with anomaly and controversy and though it is sad to say, it is a known fact that things like this are happening and the whole world has an open eye and sees it clearly, unfortunately for us Filipino people, we are always blinded by a few bucks either to keep our mouth shut or to open them wide in rallies.

I hate to continue on that paragraph above so I’ll just finish this entry on this paragraph. I am not letting off the hook anyone involved in that very foolish scene in desperate housewives and I hope that the world would think twice before they do harm to the Filipino people. And I also hope that our government and we Filipinos would not cease and just be contented with a public apology, I think we should try and make a study why do such things occur and maybe try to correct whatever it is the needs correction in our system (of course it means ousting the blasphemous president that we have) so as not to give the world any chance for them to humiliate us. We are a proud people, we are great people and that has been proven in almost all the field that this planet have, so let us take this mockery seriously and try to introspect a bit, maybe there is some truth in that disgusting episode after all.

Jai Guru Deva Om

Call it poetry or prose

2007-09-27T04:59:00.000+08:00

Oh well, time was just slippin’ away once more in my little clinic and I think I left my thinking cap on in my head cause words suddenly spun around my hallow head and got me in this writing mood, well I was even surprised my self cause while opening Microsoft word, the only thing that I had in mind to do is to write another silly blog, but no sir, I was bitten by the poetry bug and I was quite anxious about it since I don’t have any red pen near me at this moment but hell yeah I have to get this out of my system. I still don’t have any tactile idea to grasp or to begin with when my finger just hit the letter “G” on the keyboard and that was all that it took for my heart and mind to work as one and ponder about my beloved Geralyn. It’s also funny cause after almost 12 years of being married with this girl she has bugged me countless times to write her a poem, and I may have scribbled quite a few but nothing compares to this one, maybe because it is her in my heart and soul right now and nothing else.

Smile cracks in my face and it is another odd thing for me to do hee hee hee, (to those who know me they’ll understand what I am saying). No red pen, no diary, out of the blue and a silly grin in my face, I must really be in love once more.

So friends, I share to you, a little something that I made for my wife from the deepest part of my heart, and I aptly called it………

GERALYN

You are the time worth and well spent
You are the angel heaven sent
Like a knife in a surgeons hand
You cut me open then help me mend

You are the other footprint in my sand
My guiding light in this dusty land
A ray of hope when I’m in misery
God’s precious gift in life’s mystery

You are what I am
And I am what you are
And even if we’re afar
We’ll always look at the same big star

My soul will wonder countless lands
Until the day you’re in my hands
And one more time we will replay
Those happy times that we were gay

Though sands of time may slip away
Through countless eons this I pray
Whatever lifetime I may be
I hope to find you and you find me

Together we are a marching band
Against all odds we’ll hold our hands
And even if the night is blue
I’ll make it through if I have you

Praise be to heaven above
For it granted me your love
Victory to God divine
Geralyn you are mine

Jai Guru Deva Om

The Chosen Land

2007-09-25T07:12:00.000+08:00

It is not unknown to everyone that Filipino people are real patriots; they fight for their land, for their freedom even if the odds are grim. It has been since our ancestors that fought the Spaniards, the Americans and the Japanese. We have long endured trials and sufferings and made countless victories over tyrants and oppressors and in doing so, we have been blessed by symbols to cherish those victories one of which is our national anthem and of course our flag.

Let us discuss about our flag first, the colors that it shows, the symbols that it signifies. The 3 major colors are Red, White and Blue with a yellow sun with 8 mighty rays and three beautiful shining stars, this is what our radiant flag looks like in a nutshell. But do we know what those things symbolize? The red, white and blue perhaps, what does it mean? Why not 10 rays in the sun? The more the merrier, right? And we have more than a thousand islands in the archipelago, why only put 3 stars?

The questions that I’ve asked above are quite silly, very silly indeed. But in the time wherein I see many people rallying in the street carrying our flag and shouting so many blah blahs, I just can’t seem to wonder if they know how much history that flag they are carrying has or what is the meaning of the Philippine flag in their hands? Well those might be ordinary people in there and they might have been deprived of formal education for them to know what the flag really means but, could it also be possible that our political leaders might not even know what our flag really is? Maybe they have been consumed by to much political bickering and ways to get themselves richer by the second that even they don’t know what the flag means.

Enough about the flag, let us go to the Philippine national anthem or “Bayang Magiliw” as we all know. Hee hee hee, I know, I know, it is called “lupang Hinirang” but do you know? How about the lines of the song, or the beat and rhythm of it, I think it is a very beautiful samba, waltz or foxtrot??? Do you know that it is a march with a 4/4 beat, a little technical perhaps to discuss, but considering the many people who died fighting for it isn’t it worth your time to know what your heritage is?

It saddens me deeply knowing that many Filipino people do not know the words of our national anthem, we have been singing it since our childhood and it is to darn embarrassing not to know your own anthem. If you cannot show your nationalism in the simplest of ways how can you show it in the complexity of life? Before trying to read on, would you consider pausing for a while and try to sing the “Lupang Hinirang” even in your head and finish it from start to end? I guess not. Try to sing it from your heart then, maybe the words will pop up.

I pity Jose Rizal, Andres Bonifacio, Teodora Agoncillo, Julian Felipe, Emilio Aguinaldo and the countless more heroes that gave their lives for their beloved land.

Nuff said….

Lupang Hinirang

Bayang magiliw Perlas nang silanganan

Alab nang puso Sa dibdib mo’y buhay

Lupang hinirang Duyan ka nang magiting

Sa manlulupig Di ka pasisiil

Sa dagat at bundok Sa simoy at sa langit mong bughaw

May dilag ang tula at awit sa paglayang minamahal

Ang kislap nang watawat mo’y tagumpay na nag niningning

Ang bituin at araw nya’y kalian pa may di magdidilim

Lupa nang araw nang lualhati’t pag sinta

Buhay ay langit sa piling mo

Aming ligaya na pag may mang aapi

Ang mamatay nang dahil sayo

I was planning not to mention the symbols in the flag but I guess I really need to dish out this information, so here it goes;

The 8 rays in the sun symbolizes the first 8 provinces that rebelled against the Spaniards and they are as follows; Cavite, Manila, Batangas, Laguna, Bulacan, Nueva Ecija, Bataan and Pampanga. The 3 stars of course means three islands amongst the thousand of island that our country have, they are the 3 major group; Luzon, Visayas and Mindanao. The Blue in the flag means noble ideal and common unity, While Red means bravery and courage and White means peace and purity and the triangle also symbolizes the Katipunan. The sun in the center of the triangle signifies the gigantic stride that have been made by the son of this land & the road to progress and civilization.

And of course all of this was made possible by Mr. Christian Bautista.

Jai Guru Deva Om

I’ve Love Before…

2007-09-22T04:09:00.000+08:00

I just finished watching a movie, 2 movies actually and both Filipino films which was casted by Francine Prieto, Dianna Zubiri, Tuesday Vargas and I don’t know the name of the actor who played the gay part in that film. Yes you guessed it right, Liberated 1 and Liberated 2 which I think was aired in the Philippines last 2003 and 2004 respectively. It was a decent film if I may say not just because of the nudity which were undoubtedly awesome hee hee hee. Well it just got me into thinking mode and a little bit off from the genre of the film but rather to things that I’ve loved before.

I remember when I was still a little child to love not taking the afternoon naps that my mother commanded me to take, I really loved playing asleep on the bed, lying silently while my mind wonders and roams the world that I never even know what, but God I would really give anything to experience those lucid perceptions once more. Then comes the day when I was a skinny lad, how I really loved those Nintendo games, Super Mario 1, GI Joe, Were Changer whoops, I think Were Changer was on Sega Genesis so I think what I really loved in those days were 8 bit video games, wrestling and girls…..yup yup, at that tender age I really like and love girls. Now it makes my mind wondering again into another direction hee hee hee, wait a minute, how about the song “To all the girls I’ve loved before” God what a pretty song and let me dedicate it to the fine ladies that I was once with specially with this line “To all the girls I’ve once caressed and may I say I’ve held the best”.

There are still so many thing that I have loved before but again I opted to strike it out in this entry so as not to stir any more troubles from anyone that may take it a little odd to swallow. But there is one more thing worth mentioning that I really really loved before, it was the “Beggars in White” Emmanuel “Manny” Solis, Angelo “Angel” Bartolome, John Erwin Pendon and of course Edward “Waduy” Jocson these four guys that are forever in my heart, I certainly loved them before till now and the years to come, by the way, let me include my own name in the group hee hee hee Aries Vitan “Ryzboy” Wong, yup yup, I was Ryzboy a long time ago I think that nick came out when I started calling Angel Gelboy so Pie called me Ryzboy that my beautiful wife thought kindda cool so she started to call me Ryzboy as well.

God how I hate my mind this month, I can’t seem to write anything or do anything in a straight line, I always tend to divert into something new hee hee hee, the story of my life perhaps, after all, it is what my horoscope suggest.

So before I tell another out of context story let me end this blog right here, right now….

Jai Guru Deva Om

The Guilty Verdict

2007-09-13T04:23:00.000+08:00

I can’t seem to recall the date when the Estrada impeachment pushed thru that led to the Dancing Senator, the crying Loren, EDSA dos and Tres, the beginning of Gloria Arroyo’s blasphemous presidency and of course myself beginning to hate the Philippine politics more and more.

The 12^th of September 2007 was the date set to give the verdict on the 6 years long plunder case that the Philippine Govt. filed against former president Erap and I am so glad that the verdict was guilty, yes you heard me right, I am so much glad about it. BUT, and that is a big but, I am not happy on the way that the trial was conducted and how the court ruled Erap guilty. For me, with the evidences presented and the way each of it was argued and debated upon in court, it is very and pretty much clear the Erap will win the case and be acquitted, that is why he, Erap, was so confident before the actual reading of the verdict. Unfortunately for him, Gloria cannot afford to let him go and be haunted by her own ghost. So a very big thumbs down for the sandigangbayan justices who gave in to Arroyo’s oppressive hands.

See that paragraph above, it is very confusing right? Well it ain’t at all. For me, as a regular Filipino citizen working my ass out in the scorching heat of the desert, I want to see justice served, and it was served right, since in my eyes, Erap is indeed guilty of plundering that money and he should pay for it like any citizen who commits crime. The thing is, the justices in Eraps trial never did have anything to convict him of plunder, it was a very weak case against erap, so how the hell were they able to convict him? Another dirty hand at work perhaps?

Anyway, to sum this picture up, it is, for me, a justice obtained by the Filipino people and I really do hope that this will be the beginning of true justice in the Philippines and that we will not stray away from it and pursue those in power now that have plundered and still plundering billions more of money compared to that of Erap. We must not let go Mr. and Mrs. Arroyo with what they have done to our country since it is incomparable to anything that our history have. If justice was served to Erap, let justice also be served to that blatant president Gloria Macapagal Arroyo.

Jai Guru Deva Om

The Art of Love and War

2007-09-12T06:54:00.000+08:00

Why is it that if we love somebody there is always a tendency to hurt them or them to hurt us? I am asking such questions while I’m opening a pack of tea biscuits and readying myself to drink a cocktail juice, I must really be bored to death.

How the hell can I define love? If I will base it on John Lennon’s beliefs, I will be a hippie stoned with pot chanting give peace a chance, (I kind of like the sound of it hee hee hee). If I will base it to Boy George of the Culture Club, I might as well be gay with a factory of face powder or white clown make up stuff hee hee hee. I think I’ll define it as “Friends” showed it to us for 10 years, Chandler Bing is love, yes he is. The way he loved Monica is what a true love is for me. Well how about Merideth Grey’s love for Derek Shepherd? That is the bitchy kind of love if I may say, it is the kind of love that leads to War, oh what the heck am I saying, she is just a plain bitch nuff said.

I just finished sipping through my glass of juice, I’m trying to get the sugar rush in order for my brains to functions and try to salvage this blog that I am writing hee hee hee, I surely don’t know what the hell I want to say in this piece hee hee hee.

Well I’ve had this piece for over a week now and although I’ve got the case of a bad tooth, that can never be an excuse for me not to finish what I am writing for such a long time, and I think I will wage war with myself even though I love my self, Jesus Christ what am I saying?

Anyhow, I know that I have far more things better to say in this piece that I really just can’t voice out at this moment, don’t ask me the reason why cause I sure as hell is as clueless as you are. So, I’ll just leave this one hanging, so as to steer another conversation perhaps hee hee hee, like my other pieces.

Let me sum up this mess with Boy George, yes you heard me right. Love is love is nothing without you and war, war is stupid.

Nuff said

Jai Guru Deva Om

Where’s the wisdom in a tooth?

2007-09-07T12:47:00.000+08:00

Wisdom teeth as they call it appears late in life, if I am not mistaken, I think it should have pop out of your gums at the age of 18-25, thus completing your 32 sets of teeth. But I say, where the heck is wisdom in it? I think we should freakin call it as the dumb tooth, a lazy one that appears when you don’t really need it anymore and when it appears it makes a fucking grand entrance causing tremendous amount of pain and suffering.

The fuck man!! I am freaked out, my dumb tooth is just poppin out right now and I am frakin 30 years old, I don’t need another piece of tooth in my mouth.

Well, gotta go dudes and dudettes, I still need to find me a bottle of pain killers or a hammer perhaps to pound away this pain inside my mouth, it sure is as painful as hell.

Nuff said

Jai Guru Deva Om

Oh Powerful Prayer!!!

2007-08-16T04:56:00.000+08:00

Rain rain go away come again another day!!! I think this the new chant that we can hear from the Filipino people who is now suffering from excessive rainfall.

It was not long ago that the Philippine Government announced that there is a dry spell in the country and we will really need a miracle for the rain to fall because our ever “TRUSTED” weather bureau named “PAGASA” said that chances of rain are very slim throughout the remainder of the year. There were widespread concern and our “BELOVED” president Gloria convened all those people to plan for the things that we can do to alleviate this crisis or the foreseeable crisis. Cloud seeding was one of the methods used and gave little if no benefit at all, well of course that is for the Filipino people, but for those corrupt officials, of course it adds up to their purses.

Anyway, amidst these things, many groups came out with rain dances, ethnical chanting and other bru ha have to ask for rain. I am not against any of these and I am even thankful for them so long as they don’t waste water like they waste their time on their said endeavor. Of course, the powerful Catholic Church asked for the people to pray for rain, my apologies to you guys cause I forgot what that prayer wall called. I was one of those who beseeched the almighty for rain, and thank you Lord for heeding our prayers.

This only shows how powerful a prayer can be, specially if the whole nation will be one in asking for it and if we will solemnly ask for it then it will be granted, See how rain came, it was very bountiful, in fact maybe too bountiful for our needs. Well sabi nga nila once the Lord God provides “Siksik, Liglig at umaapaw” and I think it is too darn evident in the flood waters.

I know for a fact that prayers are really answered and it is even strengthened by this event that had transpired. So maybe we can use our powerful prayer for yet another good cause, well good is under rated, I meant VERY GOOD cause. My dear fellow men, dear Filipino citizens, my dear Catholic, Christian, Muslim and other brothers, why don’t we once more unite, unite for a prayer, a prayer for our country to be rid of a very scrupulous leader. I urge everyone and all to pray the Gloria Macapagal Arroyo RESIGN in her post, we must pray night and day and with our whole heart for this request because it is for the betterment of our country.

Now one thing is left to see, which will be more powerful, our prayers or the cheating bitch of a president that the Philippines have. Nuff said.

Jai guru deva om