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Beautiful Indeed

2014-01-01T10:41:00.000-08:00

Beautiful Indeed!
The World is!
With Every Beauty, the Beast Resides in it.
Though endless list of blessings,
Yet a forthcoming fall
Beautiful indeed!
The Mysterious Creation;
The dramatic waves & silent sea shore
The speedy wind & ample destructions
The chilled winters & static bodies
The heavy rains & fatal stage
The mesmerizing sunshine & scorching aches
The layers of snow & awestruck avalanches
The pondering of love and hatred beneath
Beautiful indeed!
Beautiful indeed! The Declines are, when one is unaware of the residing impurities
It can be ego, anger or just a namesake self pride,
Greediness / Rudeness can also be your disguised ride
Break or Fall is evident
And Self- Realization is the only cure
Success/ Gains might come
But failure is sure
Hidden costs are generally unhealthy
After all! Dramatics also have a saturation
Lies don't live longer
Thus, bounteous failures allure
Breakage & leak will be out of control
Weak indeed you will feel
If still your conscious is out of speech
But by the time you might eventually start realizing,
My love till that hour you will be near to your end.

Phony Tales

2013-05-04T21:20:00.000-07:00

Once again it occurred...

Insane Desperation,
Mixed Feelings of Love and Betrayal,
Question of Betrayal is Funny,
because commitment was never made......

Those few, small-small promises you portrayed...
Never ending talks we had
Emotional content sharing times
Those warm Cozy Nights
Various Laughing sessions
Tender touch of yours
That deep look of your Eyes...

Oh! Penetrating Beautiful time
Vain... Vain... Vain...
Gambling of Emotions...
Alas! It was a Phony Tale
Mistakenly Presumed to be a Fairy Tale....

Roller Coaster of few months,
has dismantled itself...
No vision I Desire,
it makes me Perspire...

Whether You Commit,
or just take a random trip
End is the Reality
Sometimes sweet, majorly Bitter

Alas!Knowingly or Unknowingly,
Emotions are mostly butchered...
Path to Ignorance becomes a bliss...

In the mist of great grand world,
Phony Tale occurred once more...

Maharashtra Hues {2007(july)- 2012(march)}

2012-03-28T07:20:00.001-07:00

Peek of teen age

Slightly scared

Majorly excited

I flew…

I flew 1300km approx...

For the dreams I cherished…

Surely it wasn’t easy to survive at first…

But time has its own course to give the best

Stupid people

Idiotic judgments

Ongoing gossip sessions…

And tiniest amount of work

Baby steps to the glossy world…

Made my brain wander like crazy nuts

Depression, Happiness, Fun & Adventure,

Enlightened, Sadistic & naughtiness – Exaggerated!!

Exaggerated versions of the Emotions were the shadows of past 4 years…

Maturity entered at slow pace

Symbi gave work by God’s grace

Few awesome teachers & my loadzz of dear friends…

So many Abrupt trips

& loadzz of Tharkiness ;

Finally this filmy college drama came to an end…

When on December, 2011, we finally had degrees in hand….

Oops!!!!

The drama continued & entered its final stage

When I reached the Mayanagri!!! Off course it means Mumbai…

The Place which makes your dreams … become Reality…

Dirty colonies

Jam-packed roads

Damn! Why they hell was I actually there?? I thought…

Well!! My choice employment, Re-union’s & Majorly good and few annoying people…

Kept me going….

“Sudden wobbles!! “

“Realization of my family without me”… entered my life with a jhataka

Though love for Mumbai developed with time…

Alas! It didn’t want my love to ponder…

“Love Transferred….”

Destiny must have thought something more Awesome for me… I Believe

Thus…

Episode Mumbai closed &

Episode Delhi commence….

Date – 27^th March, 2012, “Duronto EX” train, SU berth, seat no. - 18(it was 17 exchanged with old aunty)

Spell Bound Smiles

2012-02-27T11:10:00.000-08:00

Every smile was spell bound

It made him go round and round

Hollowness was not his cup of tea

But it was thrown

Head ached

His heart threw up

Long ago he was blown up

Every smile was spell bound

It made him go round and round

Fakness was their identity

Killing was their passion

Torture was their will

And love was meant for fun

Trapping innocence, they surely excelled in it,

Alas! to ignorance of the beginner...

Hollowness was not his cup of tea

It made him go round and round

Every smile was spell bound

YOU Remain

2011-10-14T21:35:00.000-07:00

Nothing goes, nothing remains,
if you are gone nobody cares
they say they miss you...
for selfish reasons they behave
they forget old..
& get addicted to new...
if you are gone nobody cares.........

care for yourself,
care for you
earn some name and leave the world with thoughts
then you are gone but You Remain

Top of the World

2011-10-14T21:19:00.000-07:00

top of the world...

thats the place where i belong

reaching there is off course a struggle

specially wid wounded knees..

with which im blessed...

i worry a little

cry a bit

stress up my mind.. 1000 times

but then jus a blink

and i feel the click

the click

to be on the top of the world..

coz thats the place destiny has decided for me

and how much ever the stones try to block my path

they will be broken

and i will wear the crown

i will prove my worth

when i will be on top of the world

Off Switch

2011-10-14T21:13:00.001-07:00

i wish there was an off switch

to the feelings of extra happiness

to the feelings of extra sadness

for the high dreams

for the low scores

to the demoralizing scenarios

to the exaggerated encouragements

for every extra thing I wish there was an off switch

to the extra love

to the meanness of the crowd

to the pampering &

to the extreme neglection

i wish there was an off switch

i wish there was an off switch to my thoughts........

but if the off switch ever happens,

the enjoyment to automatic offs and ons... will be missed...........

Different Falls,Same Cures

2011-10-14T21:11:00.000-07:00

thinking and assuming i jump onto the wall,

off course i had a great fall

wounded knees,

wounded elbows,

but when friends say, cheese,

all my pain went,

i was again cool, like a breeze.

now its all hotch-potch

as i found,

my mind definitely has a wound

because its uneasy to decide,

the things my mind reminds

perhaps the cure is the same,

its just the matter of their hope, trust and smile,

but damn my friends are not ashamed

Truth that we Ignore

2011-10-14T20:22:00.001-07:00

sitting down

gulping the pound

thoughts crossing

round and round

high expectations

low receptions

funny people come across

with their fake gloss

stupid incidents

naughty smiles

make me wonder what really i desire

may be something wrong in my attire

sitting down

i look upon

may be ugly

may be less

i have actually got the best

and let thy tensions be for the rest

Comma's & Exclamations

2011-10-14T20:17:00.000-07:00

eyes wide open

arms stretched,

my soul wants to get drenched

drizzling is not my cup of tea,

as it denies to hide my emotions plea

sadness & sentiments is not what i desire,
the thought of sorrows, sometimes make me perspire

but i welcome them with grace, that's what i admire

pauses and stops do confuses me,

negative thoughts are like an irritating bee

commas and exclamations are the best...

they make me laugh, when the stupid humor wants to rest

initially forced smile; then you get immune

but this immunization later; for sure it's a pleasurable boon