Titong's Comfort Zone

Found a new song...

2012-12-03T04:55:00.004-08:00

Ive been waiting all my life for this morningJust to wake up next to you holding meAnd your head is resting gently on my shoulderLike you're whispering to me
Im in love with youIm in love with youSo glad I found youIm in love with you
When were leaving dreams and rolling back the coversAll at once we're getting ready for the dayIts when you look at me in the mirror while you're shavingBefore I go on my way, you say
Im in love with youIm in love with youYoure the one I chooseCause I'm in love
Love is joy and love is pain
Its kissing in the rainIts doing dishes when it's lateIsnt it, babyIts the art of compromiseIts hellos and long goodbyesIts the picture of our livesIsnt it crazy
So ill call you when I get to where I'm goingAnd ill tell everyone we know you said helloAnd without fail theyll ask me if I miss youOf course I do, you know I do
Cause I'm in love with youIm in love with youYoure the one I choose
Im in loveIm in love with youIm in love with youI love you just the same as I did the dayI fell in love with you

Read more: JOY WILLIAMS - I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU LYRICS

My Heart...

2012-11-06T05:31:00.004-08:00

My heart...
It can love anyone.
It values people and honors the Maker of the people.
It's soft and easy to help.
It loves fully.
It takes sometime to break it.
Once broken, it's hard to bring back the pieces altogether.

So, take care of it and don't you dare break it.

Things to do

2012-10-24T01:06:00.000-07:00

I just hate it when i am given the deadline to finish one article, i just can't do it. But when there's no need to write one, i write plenty of them and i eventually finish them right away. Why is that so? Oh no... It's not a good sign. Anyway, it's semestral break so i have a few goals and i need to reach it before October ends: I need to gain weight of at least 3 to 5 kilograms (that tells me i should have enough sleep, eat plenty and eat right, and probably go to the gym every other day); I need to finish answering some Bible questionnaires ( i should give more time to it); finish Mom's Masteral research (she needs me much because she's too busy to do it); I also need to complete my grades before it kills me (which tells me I'd go to school early); No more pimples ( which tells me to sleep early and eat the right kind of food).

I miss my bunsoi and i hope he's fine as always. Been texting each other so no worries.

To end my entry, i'd drop one of the songs i just discovered recently and im loving every bit of it.
Enjoy!! Hugs'n'kisses...

Boojoy

You let me know that I was done
Put me to rest far away from you
No words will go between us now
And you think this will help somehow, somehow

BRIDGE:
But if you care, I'm open
And if you need, I'll stay a while
So you can get this off your chest
Prove to yourself without me is best

CHORUS:
I don't believe you'd rather go on without me
That you think this is what you need
That you're better, that you're better without me
Without me

Another heartfelt letter
Followed by signs of your lament
You say I should be better
And educate me on my flaws

BRIDGE

CHORUS

Oh, now you're coming around here doing what you do
You're making this hard, me living without you
Oh, don't you see that it's simple?
Oh, don't you see it's so obvious?
Oh, it should be you and me constantly
I can't let you go

BRIDGE

CHORUS

Without me
Without me

My Dream Job

2012-10-22T20:37:00.000-07:00

It's already semestral break and i got lots of stuffs to do at home. I just thought about dropping on my blog. Just to keep updates.
I found this photo onmy stash. It was taken when we went to Mati. Perhaps when i am not busy anymore, i could write a bout the city. The places e visited and what we did during the weekend.

I had always dreamed of serving God and the community through broadcasting. I sometimes roleplay as a disc jockey and i talk a lot. My call center experience helped me a lot in enhancing such talent and i wish I could have such job. I love the radio, the microphone and the music.

Today, I've been wishing i could finish all my tasks.Bub-bye..

Get Busy then Relax

2012-10-17T23:32:00.002-07:00

I have been too busy doing my requirements. 2nd semester is approaching so I better double my time. Still don't have stuffs to talk about. Maybe next time. Now staring at the computer monitor with the music playing while trying to figure out what to do next..
Now Playing...>>>>>

When You Think Like There's No More Chance

2012-09-04T07:05:00.000-07:00

Few days ago I did the same mistake that i am afraid to commit. I was not the only one who's involved but I do not blame anyone or anything. It's just that things really happen even if it's already out of our control. But even though I don't my blame on anyone or anything, I still feel disappointed and disgusted with myself for not having enough control. I am so ashamed to ask God for forgiveness for another shortcoming i have done. And I guess I'd have to do my best to avoid this mistake again.

One good thing that I've learned is that Jesus doesn't care what you've done before. He isn't interested with the wrongdoings you had. He is interested with your salvation and with how much you are willing to do better and repent every blemish in your life. And it is another good news to those who struggling with their pasts, wrong moves, and unjust decisions. Attached is a song about a promise I always claim to God whenever I feel like there is no hope of going back to the minute I made the mistake.

You tell me no one would love you
If they could see deep inside
You say your friends might desert you
If they knew the truth you hide, well
There's one who knows you better than
You know yourself
And he still loves you more than anyone else

(chorus)
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/p/point+of+grace/jesus+doesnt+care_20109853.html ]
Jesus doesn't care what you've done before
How you've rebelled or slammed the door
No matter how far you've run or how long you've been untrue
Jesus doesn't care

He still offers forgiveness to you
For so long you've run from the father
Into a life of sin
And each time he lovingly called you
You turned your back on him
No matter if your failures are great or small
There's no way to hide them
He already know them all

(repeat chorus)

How many tears will you cry
Till you cry out to the father
An honest plea for mercy he will not deny
Trust him and you're gonna find

(repeat chorus)

Happy...sha..la.la.la...

2012-08-24T02:15:00.000-07:00

Today is a happy day and i don't want to ask for more. God is so good for giving me loving and sweet people. I am not going back back to my old ways anymore. I am moving forward and I'll be ready for whatever that lies ahead...

It's not the I but the You in me

2012-08-21T07:43:00.000-07:00

Before I sleep, I want to post this song. I'm going to learn singing this with my girls...
Here's the lyrics:
You have walked into my life
You have painted all my dreams
‘Til the color of your love is the color of me
You can look into my heart
And you can read my mind
You can read about yourself in between the lines

Chorus:
Every good thing I have done
Everything that I’ve become
Everything that’s turned out right
Is because You’re in my life
And if I ever teach a child the way
Ever learn myself to change
Ever become who I want to be
It’s not the I but the You in me.

You have looked into my eyes
You have seen what I am
But still, You’re by my side
Telling me I can
And there are times I’ve caused you pain
And times I’ve made mistakes
Somehow you used them all to make the I you made

Repeat Chorus

And if I ever wondered for a hundred, thousand years
I would never understand
How you’re in me
And I’m in you
And you could say
You are the reason why I am

Weekend @ Bala

2012-08-21T07:34:00.002-07:00

My Girls, Glendy and Sweet, and I have been through a lot during the last two weeks. I thought of giving ourselves a treat after mind-boggling examinations, Glendy's CSG stress, Sweet's never-ending thesis, and my in-and-out-of-school stressors. Each of us has stories to tell like Glendy's clean breakup with her boyfriend, Sweetie's hide-and-seek with her avid fans (Pau and Dong). Hahaha... So we decided to have the weekend together since Sweet's place has an event and it would be better for us to visit another church.
Our Saturday was a fulfilling one. We were asked to make a program for the AY and thank God we did it. I learned different lessons from the members of the church. Everything we did that day refreshed and helped us to forget the bad things we felt the other day. And by evening we spent it watching movies the "Love Series". And we had a nice and funny conversation with Sweet's parents.

Sunday. We woke up late. We are expected to kick alive before 6am but the temperature is high and we are called to sleep some more..lol. After eating our breakfast, we headed on to the river and have a quick contact with nature. By noon we went to Kialeg to attend some meeting and two hours later, Glendy and I are ready to go to Davao for another laag. hahaha

Holiday Special

2012-08-21T06:50:00.000-07:00

This is my first blog post after working at Davao Adventist Hospital. The latest thing is that I am back to being a student at South Philippine Adventist College now. I am glad that I was able to cope up with the changes. Changes from being an employee to a typical colegiala. I have to finish my Bachelor of Science in Business Administration. God called me to be back to SPAC for some reasons that He only knows. But for sure He wanted me to go back to Him after being with the world for two years.

For the last two months, I have been trying to figure out His purpose. And it seems that He wants to fill in the empty spaces of my life with something that I deserve. Our God is an awesome God. And makes the best stories out of our lives.

Today is August 21, 2012 and I am on the verge of recovery from muscle pains, and coughs and colds due to the long weekend. I celebrated the vacation with my friends. And I had a great time with Glendy, Sis Kai, Nak Sweet and my Bunsoi.

Changes Unli

2012-05-21T19:46:00.000-07:00

Came in late again. This has become one
of the most common habit i have,
And i think i have to overcome this. Any
work demands punctuality though these
next two weeks would be my last work
weeks here at Davao Adventist Hospital.
I'm sure I'm going to miss every thing
about this place: the incoming calls, the
patient surveys, the patients, the daily
news, the guest room, etc.
When my working contract ends, I'd have
to make myself ready for another world-
the school. This will be another big
adjustment. No more boss, no more job
descriptions, no more quota, no more
quality control, and no more mid-month
or end-month salary. Hello quizzes,
homework assignments, periodical exams,
projects, and terror professors. I'll be
expecting money from my parents time to
time and i think I would find it hard to
adjust to that situation. I was used to
making money on my own. But I guess I
just have to endure these things. I have to
finish school so my parents won't be too
worried about what i've been doing. I
knew they wanted me to settle down,
have a good job and have a better life as
well. So these sacrifices would be for my
own good. My sweet Junell just has to
wait for me if he really loves me that
much. hmmmmm.,.. I guess I'd have to go
back to work. This is all for this morning...
Itterasshai!! :-)

Less Pain, Less stress, Less Wrinkles

2012-05-20T20:08:00.000-07:00

It was a typical monday morning when i freshen up to go to work. There went my common problem of tardiness though i rode the fastest vehicle in town. When I get to the hospital, I gave myself a break for a few minutes so i could be ready to received guests.
Clients started coming and I noticed a group of girls. They have tall and delicately trimmed figure. They were stunning and gorgeous. I can't help but look in awe of their beauty. Then I remembered something. The more I see them, the more i urge myself to go to the fitness gym more often. Not because I envy them but because I want to look as healthy as them. It's not because I don't want to lose "him" but because I don't want to lose myself in case I'd lose him.
I'm not thinking about letting him go and really losing him but practically believing in the power of change- that some things are not meant to last forever. I could be sure I'd be more prepared if that thing happens. Though I find it hard to erase him from my thoughts, I make myself ready for some bad things to happen between us so the hurt won't pierce too deep inside. LESS WORRIES, LESS PAIN, LESS STRESS...:-)
Today would hopefully be a good day with my Monday routine: wake up-eat breakfast-go to-work-perform tasks-meet patients-sign off from work- go to the gym- then meet "him" before going home. I just want to give myself one favor---no pressure.
I hope today would really be a good one. Itterasshai!!! Kiwotsukete!! :-)

Just Let it All Pass

2012-02-21T20:30:00.000-08:00

I'm over it. Just when I'm ready to open up another page in my journey, something just came up and popped out of nowhere. Those were the bad memories I had with people who took advantage of my kindness. It hurts to remember all of those but I have to forget them all and let them pass just like the wind. Nothing will happen if I keep on holding back and bringing back all those bad old memories. Sometimes I think, I f only I could have draw myself back to those moments, I could have done it right. But this time, I'm not giving myself a chance to regret anything that happened because I could blame myself after that. So now, I'm just letting things pass like a free wind and learn from each experience. Anyway, God is still writing the best life story for me.

Would you rather get up early or sleep late?

2012-02-15T01:31:00.001-08:00

Would you rather get up early or sleep late?

Answer here

What was your favorite toy to play with as a child?

2012-02-15T01:18:00.001-08:00

What was your favorite toy to play with as a child?

Answer here

If your house was on fire and you could only grab three things, what would they be?

2012-02-15T01:17:00.001-08:00

If your house was on fire and you could only grab three things, what would they be?

Answer here

If you could have an endless supply of any food, what would you get?

2012-02-15T01:16:00.001-08:00

If you could have an endless supply of any food, what would you get?

Answer here

from Ate Mimi's post..

2011-12-06T20:10:00.001-08:00

One day, I hopped into a taxi and took off for the airport. We were driving in the right lane when suddenly, a black car, jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed the brakes, skidded, and missed the other car by just inches! The driver of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. I mean, was r...eally friendly. So I asked, "Why did you just do that? This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!" This is when my taxi driver taught me what I now call, 'The Law of the Garbage Truck'

He explained, "Many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you. NEVER take it personally. Just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on with the routine life." Don't take their garbage and spread it to other people at work, at home or on the streets.

The bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks take over their day. Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so...... 'Love the people who treat you right.. Pray for the ones who don't.'

A very rightly said quote: Life is 10% what you make and 90% how you take it

Happy Sabbath!

2011-10-28T04:13:00.000-07:00

I love this video of Maam Vicky during the 1st Davao Choral Workshop...

Lord, make me an instrument of your peace.

Where there is hatred, let me sow love.

Where there is injury, pardon.

Where there is doubt, faith.

Where there is despair, hope.

Where there is darkness, light.

Where there is sadness, joy.

O Divine Master,

grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled, as to console;

to be understood, as to understand;

to be loved, as to love.

For it is in giving that we receive.

It is in pardoning that we are pardoned,

and it is in dying that we are born to Eternal Life.

Amen.

I think i gonna be crazyT_T...but i have to be strong...

2011-10-12T23:33:00.000-07:00

Busy Day...

2011-10-12T23:31:00.000-07:00

I found this old photo of mine in my Tumblr stash...hehe...so happy to see this...^_^

Ang Mga Babae

2011-10-06T00:12:00.001-07:00

1. Moody: Inborn na sa mga babae to. Kung badtrip kami, wag niyo nang sasabayan.

2. Pag sinabi naming nagtatampo kami, lambing lang katapat: Yung salitang tampo way lang namin yun para sabihing lambingin niyo kami. Konting I love you niyo lang, okay na kami.

3. Gusto namin yung palagi kaming kino-compliment: Pag may bago sa itsura namin, gusto naming mapansin niyo. Kasi nakakataas ng self-confidence namin yun.

4. Pag napansin niyong naging sersyoso yung mga text namin, may mali: Kapag ganun, may nagawa kayong di namin nagustuhan. Kaya be alert. Kapag sinabe naming wala, meron talaga. Nahihiya lang kami. Kaya pilitin niyo kaming sabihin sa inyo. At pagtapos naming masabi, konting lambing lang. Back to normal na ulit.

5. Selosa kami: Kaya iwasan niyong makipag harutan sa ibang girls. Lalo na sa harapan namin. Pero may ibang babae na tahimik lang kung mag-selos. Inoobserabahan lang kayo. Pero kapag napuno, simula na ng away.

6. Kaming mga babae, normal lang ang ma-attract sa mga gwapo: Hanggang tingin lang kami. Kasi hindi naman na namin makikita ulit. Ma-attract man kami sa 1M lalaki, ang puso namin ay para lang sa tunay naming mahal. Ganun din naman kayong mga lalaki. Kapag nakakita ng maganda at sexy. Magaling lang kayong magtago.

7. Kaming mga babae, pinagmamalaki namin yung mga mahal namin ng hindi nila nalalaman: Katulad nalang sa mga GM (Group Message), Facebook at TUMBLR.

8. Ayaw namin sa mga manliligaw na nagmamadali: Yung tipo ng mga lalaking laging nagtatanong kung kailan ba namin sila sasagutin. Naiirita kami. Kaya dapat maging matiyaga kayo kasi dun namin nalalaman kung sino talaga kayo.

9. Kapag malungkot o tahimik kami, gusto namin ng yakap galing sa inyo: Kasi iba yung pakiramdam kapag hawak niyo na kami. Gumagaan yung pakiramdam namin. :">

10. Gustong gusto namin yung mga lalaking malaki ang respeto samin: Yung tipong pag ayaw namin magpa-kiss, hindi niyo gagawin. Instead, lalambingin ka na lang sa ibang paraan. Ang pinaka gusto naming kiss, kiss on the forehead. It symbolizes, respect.

11. Ang nagpapa-turn on samin ay yung lalaking protective: Yung kapag kasama namin kayo, feeling namin safe na safe kami. Walang mangyayaring masama at hindi kami ilalagay sa panganib.

12. Ayaw namin sa lalaking hanggang text lang: Kung mahal niyo talaga kami, patunayan niyo sa personal. Wag yung sa text lang kayo magaling. Magpaka-lalaki kayo!

13. Sobra kaming natutuwa sa mga lalaking ma-effort: Yung kahit walang special day, feel mo eh special ang araw araw niyo. Kasi sobrang nakakatuwa kapag ang lalaki laging nagpuput in ng effort. Feeling naming babae eh, isa kaming prinsesa.

14. Ang pangarap naming mga babae yung ipapakilala kami ng mga lalaki sa kanilang mga barkada at lalo na sakanilang pamilya: Feeling namin kami na yung pinaka maswerteng babae sa mundo. Kasi iilan lang ang lalaking naglalakas loob ipakilala kami sa parents at barkada nila. Yung iba kasi nahihiya. At feeling din nmin angkin na angkin na namin ang isang lalaki dahil nakilala na namin ang mga taong bumubuo sa buhay niya. :)

15. Magaling kaming mag-pretend: Kapag nasasaktan kami, nagpapaka-manhind kami. Kapag may nakitang di maganda, nagbubulagbulagan kami. Kapag may narinig na mali, nagbibingibingihan kami. Pero kapag mag-isa nalang kami, dun kami naglalabas ng sakit. Dun kami umiiyak. Kaya ang pangarap naming lalaki is yung sensitive enough sa mga nararamdaman namin. Yung kayang magtanong hanggang sa umamin kami.

On This Blessed Day

2011-08-19T23:44:00.000-07:00

Going back on the things i did this week, I could just count the times I called on Him. I spent too much time on trying to figure out things like how to make them work, how to solve complications and how to entangle the tangled thoughts in my mind. But I forgot that there's only One who could help me in fixing everything. And I thank Him for giving me this day to remember Him and every good things He brought me. His will be done as always. I might be having decisions in this lifetime but it's His plan that prevails. Have A Blessed Day!!
Now playing- "When I Cry" by Endy Asidor.

What it means when i'm TRIMMING MY NAILS

2011-08-17T19:46:00.000-07:00

Life is really beautiful. You meet people, you do things that make you happy, you go to lots of places. You make plans. You have lots of choices. But as you enjoy all these things, you tend to forget the boundaries. You tend to lose focus. You do your best in your work, you are nice to your friends, you are happy while you are reaching your dreams. But you tend to overdo them. And as a result, you realize one thing, you don't understand what's happening anymore. You did you best pero may kulang at ang kulang na yun ay hindi mo ma-figure-out kung ano yun.
Yan din ang nangyayari sa akin ngayon. Hindi ko maintindihan. Ewan ko bah.. :-(

Last night, I had a deep thinking after talking to my mom. After hours of thinking and muni-muni, I realized few things:

I forgot the purpose why I'm doing the things I do these days.
I'm falling for someone. ??? But I don't know if choosing him is the right thing to do.
I'm still bombarded with bad memories kaya hindi nakakamove-on. Sabi nga ni Kring2, rational thinking daw dapat. Iwasang gamitin ang frontal lobe. Hahay...ewan ko bah...
Naguluhan na talaga ako sa mga gimik ko. As a result, i'm back to trimming my nails. Trimming my nails means giving myself a rehabilitation. Sounds weird, right? haha...Well, I don't know something else that would help me more effectively. As a counselor, I have to organize my thoughts. Nobody can help me with this but I alone. Thanks to my friends, I was able to keep my composure somehow.

Well, I guess this is going to be a long vacation. Followers?? Thanks for reading. Watch out for my articles...hehe...I made two stories for Doug, 1 poem for Liza and 2 poems for Xangy.

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Self-Rehab??? What's that???

2011-08-17T18:47:00.000-07:00

Things are going so strange nowadays. It seems I lose focus. And now, my good old blog is here to comfort me as what it always does. Since my mind is cluttered, I decided to undergo self-rehabilitation again. This is just for my own good so I won't be bothered with so much pressure and so I can go on with my normal routine. Ijust listed the advantages and disadvantages when i'm doing the self-rehab:

Disadvantages:

I'd be loading my phone for just once a week- which means loose communication with everyone.
I'd be online for once a week - it means I'd have to update my blogs when it's already time to.
Have to tighten my budget even in spending for my food.
No TV. Read more books.
Go home early. No more GIMIK!! -it means I'd have to stay at home as often as i could. I'd be missing some events.

Advantages:

Tipid...Hahaha...I can save my money
I can write more articles.
I will finish reading my books.
I can give more time thinking on how to rearrange my thoughts.
I'd be seeking for God's guidance more so that every single thing would be according to His will.
I can give myself a chance to forget everything in the past, move on and change for the better.
I'd be able to set my priorities and make better decisions.