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World Hunger Relief 2012

2012-10-17T14:41:00.004+08:00

Me, Zahidah and Fida were part of 12 thousand people in World Hunger Relief 2012 Walkathon charity event. We wore purple shirt. Yes, we had a very good time. Will participate more on this kind of event after this.

Crazy Awesomeness People Part 2

2012-10-09T09:16:00.001+08:00

Housemate

Haiiiii, we're housemates.

Yesterday was the awesome day in my life. Where I've spent my night with this beautiful ladies. We've been planning to eat at Seoul Garden since a few weeks ago and yesterday mission accomplished. hehe. Our stomach full with those kimchi, beef blackpepper, chicken, fish, ice cream, vege and many more. Yummyyyyy!!

After dinner, its time for snapsnap. Picture time, pose there here, like this and like that. What girl most good at. hahaha. Its a very good day. We can't stop laughing. Well, laughing is the best medicine aite. Let me serve you with some of the pictures we've been taken last night. Let the picture do the talking.

Overnya la kan yang tengah tu.

They are my best housemate. Nice, sporting, and crazy. Hope this friendship will be forever and may Allah SWT bless us and may we be a righteous slave.

Will continue. Till then. Daaaaa.

Marriage

2012-09-29T00:05:00.000+08:00

This entry is just my own opinion and perspective about marriage. Different person have difference kind of thinking about this issue. As go for me. This entry will be in rojak version, Malay and English. As you all know, I'm not that super gempak in English writing. *lame

What I can describe about marriage? This is my thought.

MARRIAGE : Beautiful, wonderful, pure, holy, love, jannah, bless.!! Agree?

My friends always ask me, "When Im gonna get married?" "When is my turn?" My answer will be, "Lambat lagi." "Next year, next year and next year." Well, honestly even myself don't know when the day will come. Indeed I'm in a relationship and yeah its will gonna be my fourth year this year but still the answer is remain unknown.

Hey, I do really want to get married. Become someone wife. Be a mother and have my own family. Who don't want that aite?? Even-though I keep whining to him about marriage, deep inside of me, I keep asking myself, "Tka, are you ready to be a wife." "Tka, are you sure you can be a good wife." and blablabla. And yes, I'm not ready actually. Marriage is not simple as it say. Its a big responsibility and marriage is not just for temporary. Its forever and every married person want their marriage end up till Jannah. kan? Insyaallah.

So then, what should I do now? I can get married but there are so many obstacles that I have to overcome. So, right now I think the best way I can do is to improve myself to be someone better. Be more responsibility person, change my bad attitude. Change, change, change!! Till I deserve to get married. Finish my study, be a career woman, archive my dream, my ambition. I believe the day will come. I put my trust in Allah SWT because HE knows best. Jodoh, ajal semuanya ketentuan DIA.

"Saya percaya janji Allah itu benar . Dia akan berikan saya apa yang saya perlu bukan apa yang saya nak . Dia juga akan berikannya apabila tiba waktu mungkin bukan sekarang"

I'm so envy with some of my friends. In a young age they already be a wife and a mother. I got jealous with their life. They are people out there still thought that early marriage is not lasting because you still young, not mature and everything. Partly I'm agree but partly of it I'm not. For me, when we get married, marriage itself will teach a person to be mature and a better person. Marriage teach you to be patience. Respect each other. Understand each other. But don't get so easy to fall with what I just told you, still its a very tough journey. You have to be strong. Very strong!! You have to face so many test and conjecture.But remain calm cause Allah is always be with you. And please don't make a conclusion that marriage is such a burden. No its not.!

Those who single and still in relationship, remember this:

Insyaallah, the day will come

With a right person.

For ladies :

"Nikah is a contract that transfers responsibilities. Therefore know the man you’re thinking of marrying, and be sure that he is able to take care of you, more than your dad did. Islam empowers women with honour and dignity. Don’t settle for anything less. " -Nouman Ali Khan

"Stop worrying. He’ll take care of all of it, just like He always has." -Yasmin Mogahed

Till then. Daaaaaa.

Peplum

2012-09-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

Jovian Mandagie peplum design

Oh Mak Aiiiii!!!! hahaha. I fall in love with peplum design. Nowadays peplum become a trend in Malaysia. Its look vintage and retro. Don't you think? It's like you going back time. Jovian Mandagie is one of my favorite fashion designer. He's design is simple yet elegance, glam and look expensive. Yes, its very expensive for a student like me la kan. How can I afford to buy a RM400 dress kan.? Its half of my MARA allowances.

Once I bought a peplum kurong from Nurul Wonder Wardrobe for raya. I love the design and and the material she used is so comfy.

Peplum Kurung by Nurul Wonder Wardrobe

Me in Peplum during my uncle wedding.

There are so many kind of peplum design that I fall in love with. This one is from H&M.

Love the colors and it printed design.

Peplum dress from The Poplook

And this design from Cosry Purple Label, if I'm not mistaken styled by Izara Aisyah.

How beautiful she is.

Spotted Kate Middleton styled in Peplum dress.

Lovely isn't she.!

I hope I can buy peplum dress more after this. hehe. Till then. Daaaaa.

Ruin

2012-09-24T21:43:00.002+08:00

You ruin everything. Oh no, it's my fault too. If I'm not fall for it, we gonna be just fine and yet we still friends. Oh, dear you, I really miss the old us. Where we were laugh together, study together, worried about the exam and all of it. Every moment we've been together I kept it safe in my heart and my mind.

But now, things become more complicated and awkward. I wish I could turn back time. The time when we just met. And I wish I can erase the day when everything start to change. Yes, THAT DAY! If you remember.

Dear friend, I really miss you and I do love you. You always make me smile, always there for me. Why all of this happen? I'm not just blaming you, it's my fault too. I wish I was so strong back then. I wish I'm not fall with all of it. ALL OF IT!

I really miss old us. Can we be like before? Can we?? But I know we can't. It is awkward. It's just a burden to see you everyday. Yes, everyday. For me to remember all the things we have done and go through, it's F hurt. My heart full of guilt, anger and frustration. Can you understand? I hope you understand what I feel now.

I do want to tell you directly. I want you to know. But I can't. I'm scare that things will become more complicated and I don't want you to get twisted with what I'm trying to say I hope we can end all of this soon. I hope we will never meet again, because I can't bare this feeling. It's broken. Damn broken. All of this time, I just put a fake smile so you will think I'm gonna be just fine.

Today, I'm telling you that I'm not fine. I act like nothing happen, but in my heart I hope and I wish you know.
Dear you, I miss you. I think we just ruin everything.

Crazy Awesomeness People - Part 1

2012-09-21T19:53:00.001+08:00

They are my friends, loves one that fill my life with joy, colors, happiness and love. People that makes me smile, laugh, mad, sad and crazy. Make me feel how beautiful life could be.

Jejaka Idaman

My heart.

He's so good for me. Always there for me and always be a person that clean up my mess. He knows all my weakness, strength, good and bad of me, yet he still accept and love me. I hate him for always said right thing. A weirdo. "Poyo", is his middle name. He so good with it. haha. That makes I love him more. Funny. Shy. That's how I describe him. This coming 14.11.2012 is our 4 years of friendship. :)

My Best-friends

Siti Fatimah & Nur Zahidah, my favorite girlfriends.

What I love the most about them is they honest and sincere. If they don't like something or not satisfied with my attitude or something that I'm wrongly done, they will speak up honestly with me. Heart feelings, sulk not exists in our friendship and that make us close to each other until now.

They know all about me; my problems, bad things I've done and all my secrets is with them. They don't judge. They listen and comment. haha. They are my very good adviser and my very best shoulder to cry on.

Bridesmaids

Memories that I'll never forget when she ask me to be her bridesmaids. So honored!!! Love you both.

Girlfriends

Best girlfriends

This three beautiful ladies always and will always be my favorite girls. Know why? Because they always remember me. Anything they want to do, me always be in their list.

Tqa, talkative kind a girl. Brilliant and funny. Straight forward person but yet I love her. Nice person and a good friend. Zila, my classmate. Adorable, cute, funny, talkative, brilliant, weird, diligent. That's her. haha. My savior in class. Always help me in studies. My cover line, my back up and my best masseur. Syafa, my roommates. Talkative, funny, her laziness still can't compete mine. I mean she's more diligent than me. She my best roommates.

Teammates

Best teammates

6 years playing netball in Miat, I've gain so much precious and memorable memories. Win and lost we cherish together. Despite for every argument, fight, misunderstand, we always support each other. Laughter, tears, joy, happiness, all the feeling we've been through make them the best teammates ever. With them I've learn what friendship are meant for.

Classmates

My crazy awesomeness classmates.

Best classmates ever. Funny, crazy, mad. The boys are my hero. Heroes in my studies and the best comedian in class.

Say cheese.

End of part 1. hehehe. Thats all for today. Before that, may Allah SWT bless this beautiful, handsome, lovely, sweet people in my life.

To be continue......

Ouch, hotty!

2012-08-10T21:30:00.002+08:00

Hotty..?? When you see this pictures you will understand. Haha.

Hot right!!! Okay now, when I want to start workout?? Hehm~~~

In my dream, even to jog pon I'm so lazy enough. But for me, it's okay to be thin or skinny but make sure you look fit. I mean your body must be fit. So when people look at you an start to call you skinny, anorexia or whatever you can tell them this : "STRONG IS THE NEW SKINNY"

I want this figure not because I want to show off, it's more to self satisfaction. Right? For me every girls dream to have a nice, shape body. And YES to the boys toooo. You know what I mean. Besides, have a skinny and fit body shows that you are healthy. Like my friend said: "Badan nak pakai lama!" Hahaha. Its sound funny but she's right.

So come on girls lets workout. Even though we wear hijab and cover up our aurat its not an excuse for us not to have a fit body. Right?? Ayoooookkk!!

Wish List 1: Things I want To Do

2012-06-09T01:31:00.004+08:00

This will be a very long entry since this is my wish list on things that I want to do. I wish and I hope this wish list will come true. hehe. Insyaallah.

All- terrain vehicle.

I think everyone know what is all terrain vehicle right? Or we call it as ATV. I really want to ride this things.

Go-kart

Diving

I have this water phobia. Honestly, I don't know how to swim but seriously I'm really want to do this thing. I want to counter my hydrophobia. I love the view under the sea. The coral especially. But this activity is quite expensive and I can't afford it. Insyaallah, one day when I start working and have some extra money, I will do this. Insyaallah. hehe

Paragliding

Acrophobia. You know what it means? Acrophobia is the fear of height. Yes, I have this phobia too. I can't stand in a high place. It will make me dizzy and make me want to faint. And sometime its like my heart has been flown away. *hope you get it. I want to fight my fear. Paragliding is one of my favorite sport that I want to do and I think it can help me against my fear. I want to fly and feel free. hehe

To glide alone is a no way for me but I prefer tandem flight. For tandem flights, I will fly together with a Tandem pilot.

Besides of paragliding, paramotor and skydiving is also in my list. But when we thought about fly, we must think about the price. hahaha.

Paramotor

Skydiving & Parachuting

There are a few link that I've found about this kind of activity in Malaysia.

http://www.whoaadventures.com/package/learn-fly-motorised-paraglider

http://www.malaysian-paragliding.com/eng/main.php?isi=statis&id=13

http://www.oxbold.com/paramotor-malaysia.htm

Water rafting

http://www.oxbold.com/waterrafting-selangorriver.htm

Archery

Archery actually is not kind of my favorite sport. But after watching The Lord of The Rings, I'm in love with Legolas, who the one that so good in archery. *it's just a movie Tka. Plus, did you know that our Prophet Muhammad (Peace be upon him) have told us to learn how to swim, riding a horse and archery. That make me more eagerly to learn.

Meet Legolas.

Riding a Horse

I want to learn how to ride a horse.

Can I have you my dear White. :)

Learn to swim

Even baby know how to swim. Shame!! haha.

Fencing

Fencing means lawan pedang in Bahasa or in English sword fighting. I really want to take this class. Is there any generous person that are so kind to sponsor me.? hehe. Someone datang kacau jer, kita cucuk dia.

http://ampangfencing.com/

http://www.fencing4all.com/index.htm

Jom lawan pedang. :))

Hehmmm, I think that's all for now. For now!!

Bye.

Avionics

2012-05-30T15:40:00.001+08:00

End of this semester, genaplah 6 tahun saya menjadi seorang pelajar di UniKL Miat. Lama woooo. 3 and a half year with diploma and plus 3 and a half year in degree. Make the calculation guys. Orang asyek cakap saya sangat sayangkan MIAT ni. huhu. Sayang lah sangat kan. Siap ada orang cakap suruh sambung Master kat Miat ni. Sorylah, saya nak kawen. HAHA

Degree in Avionics. For me its tough la. Because I'm not that genius, bright or clever, so struggling is my best word to describe how I can survived in this course. Lucky me that I have awesomeness people in my class. They always there when I need a teacher. Total student in my class is 15, including me. 13 boys with 2 gugurl. Gugurl??? EE UU. haha.

Do you know how much I heart them.? I'm seriously in love with my classmates. haha. Gilers propa ayat aku ni. Okay let me introduce to you guys to my dearest classmates.

Here we are! Yeayyyyy we are proud to be an Avionics students. *dalam hati nanges T_T

Did I have to mention all the name in my class. Hehmmm, I don't think so. I'm not so diligent to write it. hehe. Despite for every argument, fight that sometimes happen in our class, we always smile and happy in the class. Yes, I'm happy and I think they happy too... We left another 6 month before we going for our internship and then make a separate path for our own life. Seriously I'm gonna miss them. Every each of them. 15 people with 15 different characters, attitude and behavior is not easy to cope with but still they are awesome. haha.

Let me serve you with all the pictures that we have spent time together throughout our semester.

This is BBQ event at Bagan Lalang. If I'm not mistaken this is our first class activity.

Nyumnyumnyum!!!

Cycling at Taman Wetland Putrajaya

We spent our morning with cycling. Oh yeay.. Be healthy babeh. I'm so proud with my girlfriend Azila, she made it. Though she is very tired she tried her best and yes she made it.

This is my favorite pics. It shows how happy we are. And we are young and happy. haha

Paintball

My first experience playing paintball. Its awesome. *Iloveawesomness First quarter I played, I'm scared to death. I'm just screaming when the opponent shoot at me. It is hurt okay when you've been shot with those paintball. After that, I just so addicted to shoot people. Shootshootshoot!!! haha

Crazy people with awesomeness. :p

This is some of our class activity. We have so much fun and enjoyed. Every moment I will cherish it forever. This is the best time for me to have fun with my friends. huhu. O Ya Allah, bless them all. Thank you for gave me such a very very good friends like them.

Will be continued.

Allah is Always There

2012-02-23T16:55:00.000+08:00

In your times of deep despair,
Do you feel there is no hope?
As the darkness closes in on you,
Do you feel you cannot cope?
As you struggle on through every trial,
Do you say “When will it end”?
As you cry yourself to sleep at night,
Do you wish your spouse was there?
When your body’s racked with aches and pains,
Do you feel you are alone?
When you think about the future,
Do you fear the great unknown?
There is someone who really cares,
And He hears your every cry.
His arms are reaching out to you,
And on Him you can rely.
When things close in around you,
He sees your fear and doubt”
He wants to hold you in His arms,
And He will never cast you out.
As you stumble through the darkness,
He will be your guiding light.
He wants to wipe away your tears,
For you are precious in His sight.
Reach out right now to Allah,
And let Him take complete control on you”
He’ll take that heavy burden,
And He’ll touch and make you whole.
He’s reaching out His arms to you,
And He wants to be your friend.
Let Him take you in His loving arms,
For His love will never end.
In the HADITH we are informed that if we WALK towards ALLAH, HE will run unto us

by Syahirah Shaari

50 Thing You Need To Give Up Today

2012-02-23T16:48:00.000+08:00

Give up trying to be perfect. – The real world doesn’t reward perfectionists, it rewards people who get things done.

Give up comparing yourself to others. – The only person you are competing against is yourself.

Give up dwelling on the past or worrying too much about the future. – Right now is the only moment guaranteed to you. Right now is life. Don’t miss it.

Give up complaining. – Do something about it.

Give up holding grudges. – Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness.

Give up waiting. – What we don’t start today won’t be finished by tomorrow. Knowledge and intelligence are both useless without action.

Give up lying. – In the long-run the truth always reveals itself. Either you own up to your actions or your actions will ultimately own you.

Give up trying to avoid mistakes. – The only mistake that can truly hurt you is choosing to do nothing simply because you’re too scared to make a mistake.

Give up saying, “I can’t.” – As Henry Ford put it, “Whether you think you can or you think you can’t, you are right.”

Give up trying to be everything to everyone. – Making one person smile can change the world. Maybe not the whole world, but their world. Start small. Start now.

Give up thinking you’re not ready. – Nobody ever feels 100% ready when an opportunity arises. Because most great opportunities in life force us to grow beyond our comfort zones, which means we won’t feel totally comfortable at first.

Give up setting small goals for yourself. – Many people set small goals because they’re afraid to fail. Ironically, setting these small goals is what makes them fail.

Give up trying to do everything by yourself. – You are the sum of the people you spend the most time with. If you work together, you will be far more capable and powerful than you ever could have been alone.

Give up buying things you don’t need. – Manage your money wisely so your money does not manage you. Do not spend to impress others. Do not live life trying to fool yourself into thinking wealth is measured in material objects.

Give up blaming others for your troubles. – The extent to which you can live your dream life depends on the extent to which you take responsibility for your life. When you blame others for what you’re going through, you deny responsibility – you give others power over that part of your life.

Give up making mountains out of molehills. – One way to check if something is worth mulling over is to ask yourself this question: “Will this matter in one year’s time? Three years? Five years? If not, then it’s not worth worrying about.

Give up trying to live up to the expectations of others. – Work on it for real and exceed your own expectations. Everything else will fall into place.

Give up the ‘easy street’ mentality. – There is too much emphasis on finding a ‘quick fix’ in today’s society. For example taking diet pills to lose weight instead of exercising and eating well. No amount of magic fairy dust replaces diligent, focused, hard work.

Give up making promises you can’t keep. – Don’t over-promise. Over-deliver on everything you do.

Give up letting your thoughts and feelings bottle up inside. – People are not mind readers. They will never know how you feel unless you tell them.

Give up beating around the bush. – Say what you mean and mean what you say. Communicate effectively.

Give up avoiding change. – However good or bad a situation is now, it will change. That’s the one thing you can count on. So embrace change and realize that change happens for a reason. It won’t always be easy or obvious at first, but in the end it will be worth it.

Give up your sense of entitlement. – Nobody is entitled to anything in this world. We are all equal. We breathe the same air. We get what we give. We get what we earn.

Give up waiting until the last minute. – Those who fail to plan, plan to fail.

Give up being dramatic. – Stay out of other people’s drama and don’t needlessly create your own.

Give up being anti-athletic. – Get your body moving! Simply take a long, relaxing walk or commit 30 minutes to an at-home exercise program like the P90X workout.

Give up junk food. – You are what you eat.

Give up eating as a means of entertainment. – Don’t eat when you’re bored. Eat when you’re hungry.

Give up foolish habits that you know are foolish. – Don’t text and drive. Don’t drink and drive. Don’t smoke. Etc.

Give up relationships with people who bring you down. – Saying “no” to right people gives you the time and resources required to say “yes” to right opportunities. Spend time with nice people who are smart, driven and likeminded.

Give up being shy. – Network with people. Meet new people. Ask questions. Introduce yourself.

Give up worrying about what others think of you. – Unless you’re trying to make a great first impression (job interview, first date, etc.), don’t let the opinions of others stand in your way. What they think and say about you isn’t important. What is important is how you feel about yourself.

Give up trying to control everything. – Life is an unpredictable phenomenon. No matter how good or bad things seem right now, we can never be 100% certain what will happen next. So do you best with what’s in front of you and leave the rest to the powers above you.

Give up doing the same thing over and over again. – In order to grow, you must expand your horizons and break free of your comfort zone. If you keep doing what you’re doing, you’ll keep getting what you’re getting.

Give up following the path of least resistance. – Life is not easy, especially when you plan on achieving something worthwhile. Don’t find the easy way out. Do something extraordinary.

Give up persistent multi-tasking. – Do one thing at a time and do it right.

Give up thinking others are luckier than you. – The harder you work, the luckier you will become.

Give up filling every waking moment with commitments and activities. – It’s okay to be alone. It’s okay to do nothing sometimes. Think. Relax. Breathe. Be.

Give up making emotional decisions. – Don’t let your emotions trump your intelligence. Slow down and think things through before you make any life-changing decisions.

Give up doing the wrong things just because you can get away with it. – Just because you can get away with something doesn’t mean you should do it. Think bigger. Keep the end in mind. Do what you know in your heart is right.

Give up focusing on what you don’t want to happen. – Focus on what you do want to happen. Positive thinking is at the forefront of every great success story. If you awake every morning with the thought that something wonderful will happen in your life today, and you pay close attention, you’ll often find that you’re right.

Give up taking yourself so seriously. – Few others do anyway. So enjoy yourself and have a little fun while you can.

Give up spending your life working in a career field you’re not passionate about. – Life is too short for such nonsense. The right career choice is based on one key point: Finding hard work you love doing. So if you catch yourself working hard and loving every minute of it, don’t stop. You’re on to something big. Because hard work ain’t hard when you concentrate on your passions.

Give up thinking about the things you don’t have. – Appreciate everything you do have. Many people aren’t so lucky.

Give up doubting others. – People who are determined do remarkable things. Remember, the one who says it can’t be done should never interrupt the one doing it.

Give up fussing with every beauty product on the market. – Good looks attracts the eyes. Personality attracts the heart. Be proud to be you. That’s when you’re beautiful.

Give up trying to fit in. – Don’t mold yourself into someone you’re not. Be yourself. Oftentimes, the only reason they want you to fit in is that once you do they can ignore you and go about their business.

Give up trying to be different for the sake of being different. – Nonconformity for the sake of nonconformity is conformity. When people try too hard to be different, they usually end up being just like everyone else who is trying to be different. Once again, be yourself.

Give up trying to avoid risk. – There’s no such thing as ‘risk free.’ Everything you do or don’t do has an inherent risk.

Give up putting your own needs on the back burner. – Yes, help others, but help yourself too. If there was ever a moment to follow your passion and do something that matters to you, that moment is now.

And remember, mistakes make us human, failures help us grow, hope keeps us going and love is the reason we’re alive. So keep learning, loving and living. Never give up on yourself.

Better Muslimah

2012-02-23T16:41:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum w.b.t.

Hye readers. Its been a while I'm not writing. How you've been? I hope you guys have such a great time with your loves one. Mine? Okay okay la. hehe. But thankful enough. Thanks to HIM. Alhamdulillah.

I know inside of us, we always want to be someone better. We want to be good at something, being someone that people will respect. Improve ourselves so we will be the best among the best. Same goes to me. I want to improve myself, slowly change myself to be a better muslimah. Change that bad attitude, the laziness decease that I had. -.-

When I'm in standard 1, ayah already send me to Fardu Ain class. So every weekdays after school, 2.30 PM I must go to the class. If not, I think you know what gonna happen. Ayah will scold me with rotan and seriously, I'm scared to death when ayah hold the rotan. Well, I'm quite an obedient daughter in those days so rarely I got beat by ayah. haha. In the class, you know I've learned alif, ba, ta, Iqra and Quran. Step by step. Then one day, I stop read it. 5 times prayer is just nothing to me. I'm not a good person and pious. I do make mistake and sin too. Astafirullahalazim.

Then one day, Allah SWT open my heart. I start to pray and read Quran. Praise to Allah SWT. Now when I'm not pray, I feel very guilty. When I heard the adzan and I'm just ignore it, I feel something wrong. I feel anxious. I forced my self to pray then I felt calm. Thank you Ya Allah.

Before this, I read Quran without the translation. I felt nothing. I just read it without I know what the meaning. Its worthless. So, I bought Quran with translation. Subhanallah, Ya Allah. It touches my heart. It make me feel that Allah is near me. When I read Quran is like I talked with Him and He guide me and gave me advise. I know the story about all the Rasul, the obligation, the right and wrong.

Ya Allah, there is no words that I can describe how much I'm thankful for you open my heart. Slowly and slowly you make me realized.

Now, I'm trying my best to cover my aurat. I try to avoid from doing sins. I know its hard, but I believe that when we want to do something good, Allah SWT will guide us. Allah SWT will help us. His never abandoned us but we are. We always forget Him, instead His always there for us. Its ashamed of me cause sometimes I ignore Him, forget Him. Ya Allah please forgive me.

To be a better muslimah is not easy as it says. Its hard. We have to fight with ourselves cause sometimes we want to fulfill our needs and wants. We have to fight with one's own ego. Sometimes, I'm lose. Everyday I have to read something that can make myself be close to Allah SWT. So, I don't forget Him and to make myself realize who I am and what are my responsibilities as a servant of Allah SWT. Our Iman have up and down. We must do something that can always increase our iman so we will not stray away from the right path. Allah SWT always test His servants just to know how high our iman. In the Quran said that men are weak. That's why men cannot run from doing mistakes but always remember that Allah is ever forgiving.

This is my list to improve myself. Its not me do this list, I got it from tumblr. *again. I try to follow so I can be a good muslimah and a good servant of Allah SWT.

So ladies, Jom be a better muslimah. hehe.I end my post with this doa.

Amin ya Rabbalalamin. May Allah SWT bless us.
Assalammualiakum.

p/s: Ignore my English. Belasoh ajer. =.=

The End

2011-12-16T12:52:00.000+08:00

WEEHOOOOO!!! I'm done! No more paper! No more final! Yeayyyy babeh!!

Sangat gembira kan?? Actually deep inside seriously berserabut, risaukan result pulak! Cuak cuak. I don't want to repeat any paper. No no no!! Paper yang paling merisaukan hati ni Business Ethics, Circuit Analysis and Aircraft Radar. Sebenarnya semua lah! But this three subject seriously atas pagar.

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya habis jugak. Berjaya lah menjawab ke semua paper. A month of holiday, just goyang kaki jer kat rumah. Tidur puas-puas, tengok tv, makan dan makan. Ohhh, lupa. Saya kene diet sekarang sebab mengalami pembesaran di kawasan yang tak sepatotnya. Ooooppppssss! hehehe.

This holiday, I have about 11 novel to finish it. Can't wait to read it all. I have to study for my DCAM exam. House work is waiting for me. Sapu sampah, mop lantai, cuci peti ais is rutin harian bila di rumah. Kata anak dara kan.? This holiday I want to learn how to cook. haha. Yes, I admit cooking is not my expertise. Kitchen is my favorite place to eat not cooking. Plus I wan to bake. I love baking. Make cupcakes, muffin, cakes, pudding. Yummy!!! So this will be my activity during this holiday. Vacation?? Its just a far far away story. Don't mention it.

I know you will say, BORINGGGG!!!! What more can I do? Books will be my best friend!

Bye!

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2011-12-15T21:05:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum. Hey you guys. You know rite how much I love Tumblr. I can spend hour and hour and hour in front of my laptop. Reblog reblog reblog. There so many things I love in Tumblr. Quote!! Ouh, do you know how much I love quote!! Beside that, there are so many post about Islam too. I read this in my Tumblr. Take time to read this guys. Its worth it.

“TEN TIPS ON HOW TO GUARENTEE LOVE OF ALLAH: (taken from essay written by Ibn Qayyim)

1. Every night Allah, during the last part of the night, comes to the nearest heaven in a way that befits him and extends his hands and asks, is there anyone that asks me for anything and i can give them, anyone that asks for forgiveness and I can forgive him. Take advantage of this time! Allah, who is in no need of anything, and we all not need him, but depite that comes down and asks if we need anything, Allahu Akbar, take advantage of this time.

2. Allah will love you if you remember him. “I am with my servant as long as he or she remembers me” (Hadith Qudsi). Also in the Qur’an: “So remember me, and I will remember you…” [2:152]

3. Qur’an is the best way to connect with Allah and increase your love of Him so he will love you. Read the Qur’an, understand it, so you can apply it. The Qur’an was meant to humble us. Learn it, love it, live it.

4. Have good friends cause they will remind you of Allah and then Allah will love you. In Surah Kahf, there is a dog mentioned among the company of the youth that fled their town to the cave. Why is the dog mentioned? What’s a dog? But it was mentioned because of the good company. So, choose good friends so they remind you of Allah.

5. Love and be ready to meet Allah. In a Bukhari hadith, the Prophet, salla Allahu alayhi wasalam says “Whoever loves to meet Allah, Allah loves to meet them”. Are your ready to meet Allah? People who love Allah will prepare with good deeds, stay away form sinning.
6. Stay away from any barrier between us and Allah and main barrier is: sinning, it distances you from Allah. Stay away from sinning. If you do, repent repent repent. Seek Allah’s forgiveness, door is open 24/7 regardless of how bad you are.

7. Put the Prophet, salla Allahu alayhi wasalam, in front of you-follow his Sunnah. Love him more that you love yourself and families, and everyone on Earth. “If you claim to love Allah, follow the Prophet, salla Allahu alayhi wasalam, and Allah will love you and forgive your sins”.

8. Study the names and attributes of Allah. When you know He is the All-Mericful, you will never lose hope. Know that Allah is also severe is punishment, so stay away from sinning. He is As-Sami and Al-Basir- he can hear you and see you, so stay away from sinning. Study Allah’s names and attributes.

9. Develop good character and one character that Allah loves: patience. Allah stated in the Qur’an: “…And Allah loves the steadfast.” [3:146] Whatever happens to us, it is the Qadr of Allah. Be patient.

10. Reflect on this Hadith Qudsi: Allah doesn’t expect anything except the Fard, the obligatory. “But my servant consistently continues to draw closer to me through extra acts of worship until I love him”. < like giving charity beyond zakah, fasting Mondays and Thursdays, praying the night prayers.

Let’s stop claiming to love Allah. Obey Him, submit to Him, so we can deserve His love. Its the best love you can ever attain. Allahu Akbar!”

***From Dr. Reda Bedair’s lecture, Does Allah Love Us?***

Wassalam.

Friends

2011-12-15T20:29:00.002+08:00

Its good to have friends. But depends in what type of friends do you have. They say friends make your life joyful, happy and make your life colorful. Yes, for me its true. I can't live without my friends. My friends here is someone that appreciate me, accept me as me, honest, love me, can be trust and show me to the right path. For friends that are annoying, irritating, two faces, bitches absolutely will not be in my list. For me its a burden to have friends like that. I just love to ignore those kind of people. Make my life more easier and peaceful. Seriously, I don't care if I don't have like million, trillion or zillion of friends. I know people always say make friends. Yes, I do love to make friends, but only sincere friends is stay in my heart.

Good friends is someone is always there for you, no matter what situation are you in. Support you. Trust each other, be honest. Not who loves to talk bad thing about you behind your back or someone that love to tell others about your fault. I'm not saying that I'm a super nice person. Its sound like hypocrite. I'm also make mistake. It's a lie when you admit that you never talk, gossiping about people. Human just love to talk. Even man also know how to gossiping. Trust me, they more worst than girls when come to gossiping. hahaha.

I've found this quote from my Tumblr. I want to share it with you guys.

Stay away from those who backbite, if they are shamelessly speaking of other people’s faults in front of you, they will shamelessly speak of your faults in front of others.

Its true right! Well everybody is trying their best to improve. To be someone better. I know they are some time we don't mean to act and doing wrong things. We just human. We do mistake. We cannot run from making sins. One of my friends once advice me, once you commit sins or make mistake, istighfar. Ask forgiveness from Allah SWT for our wrong doing. Because Allah SWT is merciful and forgiveness.

Aku minta ampun daripada Allah yang tidak ada Tuhan yang berhak disembah selain daripadaNya, yang hidup dan yang menguruskan makhlukNya dan aku bertaubat kepadaNya.

"Have good friends cause they will remind you of Allah and then Allah will love you."

This quote I found it on my Tumblr. Indeed, we have to find a good friend. Friends that always remind us of HIM. So we will never stray away from the right path.

I love this pics. Its true right!! hehe

So guys, I hope you already met or someday you will meet your good friend. Its hard to find true friend. Actually, you can't die without a friend. If your friends treat you badly. Always remember that Allah SWT is always be with you and you have your family that will never leave you. Friends come and go. You loss one friend you gain more than one friends. Have a peaceful life and may happiness will always be with you guys. Insyaallah.

Them.

2011-11-26T01:42:00.004+08:00

Netball. The sport that I love to play. Things that I think what I good at. Playing netball is sport that make me feel satisfied and being just me. I can't describe how sport can make a person become more confident and make people feel real. The real you. How sport make you appreciate what friendship was. How sport can make you become one and together. Work as a one team. I love those. The bond between player.

Alright I'm straight to the point, yeah I'm miss playing netball. I miss my teammates. We've been together for many years. From bottom zero until now. I miss the fight that we always had. Miss those moment when we are happy, joking around, and cherish every moment and every game we've played. Support each other. Hey, where else you can find all these kind of experience, memories. From 2006, I got in Miat, Netball is the only game I've been played. Back to school I'm more in running. Not playing netball since they have already their star. So it's not easy to become one of their player.

2007 when I start to join in UniKL Games. On those day its only me, Zahidah and Kak Wan if I'm not mistaken. Others are my senior. In 2008, we got a new team members. Zetty, Fiza Mat Arab, Fiza, Nira, Puteri, Kak Laili, Kak Ain. We played for UniKL Games at MICET. Our team is really at the bottom. We totally do our best in every games, but it's not our luck. Then in 2009 we've played at MIMET. We got new team members, Ckin and Aini since Kak Ain and Kak Laili stop playing netball. Retired. hehe. Aini is one of Malaysia player. School at Sekolah Sukan Bukit Jalil. So, she is our back bone in this team. She got experienced, she good so she become our capten.

Then we improved from zero till we the heroin. haha. Games in MIMET is the best game ever. We won gold. For the first time in MIAT history. wawawawa. We are champion!! Those are the moment that I will never forget. The drama that happens during games. How much we mess up, fighting with each other. At last we end up together, getting more close. Focus on our games and try our best to win in every games. Alhamdulillah we made it. Well, its like others UniKL hate us. They criticize us, saying we this and that. So what, we WON. WEEEEHOOOOO!

In 2010, I cannot joint the games due to my Ibu is sick. I have to take care of her. I don't know what happen back then but what I know we won again. For second time. And just like for this year we won again for a third time. Three in a row!! Shut up! hahaha. For every hard work, the pain, training its worth it. More than worth it.!

Hey, we've been through the hard time and happy time together. What make us not bond and close together. So many memories. Too many. Now even the bitter one became the sweetest memories. I'm gonna miss Zetty, Fiza Mat Arab, Kak Wan, Puteri, and Ckin. Next year the team will be different. Totally different. We've been together for long time then suddenly next year they would not be there playing, training together with me. Ouhhhhhhhhh!!! *sad. RINDU RINDU!!! What gonna happen for next games? Who the new team members? Just wait for next year. Change is good, but I don't know. I just don't like this, us to change!!

This are the precious moment us being together in UniKL Games this year!!

Perfect 10.

Memories. Thank you guys. You guys are the best teammates ever. I've learned many things from you guys. For every years that we've been together, will always be an unforgettable and sweetest memories. Love you and will miss you guys.

Duhai hati

2011-08-30T13:29:00.000+08:00

Duhai hati,
kuat lah dikau,
tabahlah dikau.
Jangan lah bersedih dihari bahagia ini.

Duhai hati,
mungkin apa yang lain ada bukan ditakdirkan untukmu,
ingatlah wahai hati,
setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya.

Duhai hati,
usah kau berduka,
bersedih melihat kegembiraan insan lain.
Bersabarlah hati,
sesungguhnya masih ramai insan yang lagi berduka di pagi mulia ini.

Duhai hati,
Sabar lah dikau,
Ingatlah yang Maha Esa,
Syukurilah segala nikmat yang diberi,
Kerana masih ada insan yang tidak dapat merasa kemeriahan hari ini.

Duhai hati,
tabah dan kuatlah.
Allah itu lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik buatmu.
Jika kau tidak dapat apa yang kau inginkan,
mungkin Allah kurniakan sesuatu yang lebih bermakna dari keinginan mu.

Duhai hati,
yang mencari kebahagiaan sebuah keluarga,
yang menginginkan keriuhan gelak ketawa sanak saudara,
yang mahu kegembiraan di rumah sanak saudara,
bersabarlah.

Kerana sesungguhnya kebahagiaan itu suatu hari nanti pasti akan dikecapi.

Nooratikah Azmi.

Duhai Kekasih....

2011-08-30T02:18:00.000+08:00

Kecantikkannya bukan untuk dikagumi, ia hanya untuk seorang yang telah halal baginya, ia indah kerana tertutp, ia indah kerana terjaga, ia indah kerana tak tersingkap, akan tetap menjadi rahsia langit, itulah percikan syurga, cara terindah untuk menikmatinya adalah dengan menikah. Wahai wanita, bantu kami dengan menutup auratmu, sesempurna mungkin. Atas nama cinta, untuk keberkahan di masa depanmu, kerana engkau memenangkan Allah diatas keinginan hatimu.

-Yus Ibnu Yasin

Kalau berjodoh tidak kemana.
Walau jauh, Allah dekat, dekat dan dekatkan lagi.
Sungguh, aturan Allah tidak dapat kita jangka.
Tinggal kita saja, 'minta sungguh-sungguh' agar Allah bukakan hati dia untuk melamar kita.
Kerana Allah lah Maha Kuasa membukanya.
Kita senyum. Biar hati sahaja yang berbicara.

-Nur Yusuf Al-Quds Fillah

Ya Allah, jika benar si dia untukku, tetapkanlah hati dan pendirian kami agar bersatu. JIka dia bukannya untukku, permudahkanlah jalan kami untuk berpisah tanpa sengketa agar tiada sesiapa yang terluka.

Amin.

Jangan mendahului-Nya dengan menetapkan seseorang itu adalah jodohmu. Sebelum ijab kabul, dia bukan siapa-siapa bagimu dan belum halal untukmu. Andai dialah jodohmu yang tertulih di Lauh Mahfusz, Allah pasti akan menanamkan rasa kasih dalam hatimu dan hatinya, itu janji Allah. Akan tetapi, selagi kalian tidak diikat oleh ikatan yang halal, selama itu jangan bazirkan perasaanmu. Juga jangan melampaui batas yang telah Allah tetapkan.

Bisikkan kedalam hatimu yang paling dalam, dia bukan milikku. Dan aku bukan miliknya. Pemilik segala ialah Al-Malik. Dialah yang memiliki dan menguasai segala-galanya. Pada kita hanya amanah, sampai masanya terpaksa diserah. Jangan ada rasa dimiliki, dan jangan ada rasa memiliki. BIla terasa sepi, jangan katakan aku sepi, tapi katakan kita sentiasa ad pemerhati merangkap penjaga buat kita.

If he isn't right for me Ya Allah then take him away from me. If I can't have him in this dunya, allow me to forget him. If he isn't the one that will love me, raise children with me, and have us live together, than take him away and have me forget.
But if Your plans prove otherwise, allow me to be so close to you Ya Allah. Let our struggles be for Your sake and bless us with patience and courage. Humble us and protect us oh Allah. And Ya Allah, guide me.

To be continue. :)

Ramadhan lalu

2011-08-28T08:04:00.001+08:00

"Don't change yourself only for Ramadhan but change yourself for your entire life. Make this Ramadhan your new beginning." Insyaallah.

Source: Tumblr

I remember my last year Ramadhan. The first day of Ramadhan that I started to wear hijab. Its been a year I wear it and alhamdulillah I succeed. I never took off my hijab since then.

Its not that easy for me to start wear it. Yalah, when you wear hijab you cannot wear mini skirt, short skirts or singlet. At those time, I think by wear with those kind of fashion, it make me feel beautiful. Seriously guys, its stupid to think that way kan? Imagine that saya sanggup mengetepikan larangan Allah mengenai aurat seorang wanita. Saya tahu dengan tidak mengikut perintah Allah adalah sama dengan mempersendakan agama Allah. Saya tahu bahawa segala dosa saya semuanya ditanggung oleh ayah. Tapi saya masih teruskan dengan perangai yang jahil tu.

Then one day I start to read about Islamic studies. Saya terjumpa satu artikel mengenai hari kiamat, tentang balasan Allah terhadap hamba-hambanya yang melakukan dosa. Astafirullahalazim. Disaat itu baru saya tersedar yang saya dah banyak melakukan dosa. Kasihan ayah saya yang terpaksa menanggung segala dosa-dosa saya.

Ramadhan 2010, is the best Ramadhan in my life. His open my heart. Change me to be someone better than a person I used to be. I'm not that faithful to Him. Sometimes, I forgot Him. I don't even thankful Him for everything that His already gave me. Dosa saya setinggi gunung. Nak dikira kebaikan yang saya lakukan entah berapa lah sangat. When I start to turn bank, think for every sins that I have already commit. Ya Allah, sakitnya rasa. Menangis kalau fikir balik. Terfikir saya sama ada Dia menerima atau tidak taubat saya tu.

Sekarang pon, even dah bertudung tak semestinya saya tak membuat dosa. Masih lagi. Everytime I commit sins, make me feel horrible. Kepada yang membaca, janganlah anggap post ni seperti menyindir. Post ini tentang saya. Sesungguhnya saya pun banyak melakukan dosa. Banyak kesalahan yang saya dah lakukan.

Ya Allah,
My sins like the highest mountain,
My good deeds are very few,
They're like a few pebble.
I turn to you, my heart full of shame,
my heart full of tears,
Bestow your forgiveness and mercy upon me.

-Sami Yusuf

May this Ramadhan bring you happiness.

A Girl's Heart Desire

2011-01-27T23:57:00.001+08:00

Sometimes,
I want to open my hijab,
and show the world,
that I too,
am beautiful in the people's definition.
But,
deep down here,
in my little heart,
I know that beauty is by definition,
a mystery.
and it is forever more rewarding,
to be beautiful in God's eyes.
Sometimes,
I want to wear ruffled dresses and tight jeans,
show off what I really look like,
under those baggy shirts and loosely fitted pants,
make a statement,
that I too,
have a figure and worth looking at.
But,
I know better,
to avoid entering the world of men's imagination,
for I love my future husband,
and I am ashamed,
what should be his, has already been unveiled by others.
Sometimes,
I want to show the world,
the other side of me,
the bubblier, bolder, and crazier me.
put myself on display,
for everyone to see,
to be desired, and admired upon.
But,
I know that eyes are not just eyes,
seeing is not just seeing,
image and respect are gained,
shame and humility deserve a better place,
Because in the end,
it is not just about me,
I carry a lot of impressions and expectations,
of what a Muslim girl should be,
I am covered by the word "Islam" the moment I walk out of my door,
So don't be selfish girl,
Can't you put behind your heart's desire for something worth fighting for?
Love is all it takes.
Love.
InshaAllah

source : iluvislam.com

Appreciate them while you can.

2011-01-08T03:27:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum. >,<

Weeeeee, hari ni hari yang quite happy for me. Though I'm alone by myself. Sitting in my room. Watched movie, korean drama series. Singing out loud without thinking about my surrounding. Sometimes it's feel damn good when you do things without care what people will think about you. Like singing out loud in the room with my toad voice. hahaha. Funny actually. I'm danced in my room like a stupid girl. But it's make me feel good. Cheer me up. Make me feel sometimes being alone is good. Don't you think?

First of all, I just want to say thank you very much for my deary friends yang come by and read my blog. My small blog. Thank you for the support and keep telling me to keep it up. I'm trying guys. Thank you thank you.

I'm so thankful for everything that I got. Feel bless. Thanks to HIM for HIS gift to me. Let me met those nice, good ,awesomeness people and those bad, stab back, haters people too. Sebab kan dengan kehadiran mereka saya belajar macam-macam benda. I have experience many kind of things. I have such a beautiful memories and those sad, bad memories. I'm not come from wealthy family, I'm nobody. I'm just ordinary girl come from broken family, hidup sederhana, not popular nor have any special talent. Just ordinary. But I'm been bless with this all people surrounding me. How much I'm thankful to have them in my life. How they always be there for me. Guide and support me. Thank you again.

Dear ibu and ayah,
I don't know what my life could be if you were not there for me. Thank you for raise me this well. I'm nothing without both of you. You teach me everything. There are to many things that you guys have sacrifice for me. Money, time, energy just to make my sister and me live well. How both of you work so hard to make a living. I hope some day I can pay back all your sacrifice. Even money can't pay it. What you do for us is priceless. I'm thankful for have both of you as my mother and my father. I pray to Allah, may HIM bless you guys. Have a happy life and being healthy. I love you both. So much. Nothing can't change it. Thank you for everything. Thank you for the love.

Dear grandma,
You are my greatest grandma ever. You sick now and I'm very sad about it. I miss you so much grandma. So much. I hope you get well soon. Please do take care your self grandma. Don't eat oily food. Listened to what doctor have advice to you. Rest well. I wish I was there by your side. Accompany you. Sleep and with you together. Watch tv drama with you. Listen to your nagging. How a girl should not behave like this and that. What I should not wear. Scold me when I'm talking loudly. Thinking about this think back, I'm just smiling and laughing. It's funny. Oh, grandma. I love you. Take care will you....

Dear Fatimah and Zahidah,
Thank you for being such a nice and good friend for me. I will not regret knowing you girls. I'm so happy knowing you guys. Thank you for always there. You guys always there when I need somebody. You guys lend me your ears, shoulder, your mouth and your sincere heart. Hear everything. All my problems and all the whining. You guys just listen. Then you guys gave me so many advised. Membebel!! How I should act. Don't do this, do that. Scold me. hahahaha. Funny! Your sincere heart. How you guys care about me. Touching okay!! hahaha I can't forget when we live together in one house. When three of us fall in love. Flowery flowery.. hehehe. Gosh!! I feel I just wat to get back to those time. It's the best OJT ever. Neglect that b****. huhuhu. Oh, I'm so in love with you guys. Hope our friendship last forever. Sorry for every mistake that I had done towards you guys. When I get married, both of you is my VVIP okay!!!

Dear Syed Faiq,
There is no words can describe how much I'm happy, thankful to have you. You came into my life and give me such a beautiful feelings. Thank you for the love and care. Thank you for always be there for me. Support me. Sometime I'm just thinking that how lucky am I to have you. Terima kasih sebab mengorat saya. I never regret sayang to have you as my special one. Thank you for all those memories. Though you are kinda cool, macho and plus quite ego person. For two years now with you, I think I can deal with it. Your harsh words sometime gave me this broken heart, but still I'm in love with you. I love when you start to nag. Sometime it's annoying but I love it. Make me feel how much you love me and care bout me dear. Hope that our relationship will be end up as husband and wife. *wink. You know much I want it. hahahaha. I love you S. Faiq.

Dear friends,
That hate me and not. Thank you to for came into my life. Thank you for every criticize, hates, jealousy or so whatever. Thank you. Though you guys have teach me a lot. From the backstabber, hypocrite, two face. Thank you. Thank you for showing me that some friends cannot be trusted. Thank you for showing me that I have to be careful. To my friends that help me a lot, that been so nice to me. You guys are rock. Thank you. How much I appreciated for everything that you guys had done. Live well guys. Be happy and never stop to do nice things to other. Tak rugi pon.

What life could be without all of these people. Pray to Allah, that you guys will have a great life. May Allah bless each all of you. Thank you thank you thank you.