tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251Tue, 31 Mar 2026 19:35:08 +0000dreamquotesnakes101birthchaoflux23chocolatechris titandancedarknessdeathdurantfenris23gamegodkalikey23klintronlovelovermyssmysticoccultistpoemquetzlcoatlsex positiveshivaspiral dynamicswiewikiwua mystic in an occultist's world...http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/noreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)Blogger41125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-2857143678070337657Wed, 02 May 2007 00:52:00 +00002007-05-01T17:56:30.693-07:00this blog has moved to toxickmuse.liber.usif you want to catch up on the latest, i recommend you start here, at odin's dance, then go back and back until you get to the entry entitled, "more than this."thanks for stopping by.http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2007/05/where-to-go.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-7069433257773408543Sun, 14 Jan 2007 20:33:00 +00002007-01-14T12:35:11.273-08:00from the folks at Reasons to Say Yes:It's with mixed sorrow and relief that I announce the end of Reasons to Say Yes.Michael and I would like to thank those of you who attended and enjoyed (or simply supported) our parties in 2006. We enjoyed them too and only wish they could have generated more interest than they did.R2SY made 2006 a very interesting year for us in many different ways. Michael http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2007/01/sigh.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-6671059317022951440Mon, 08 Jan 2007 04:49:00 +00002007-01-07T20:50:28.823-08:00http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2007/01/if-i-could-paint-moon.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-9207569655395786115Sat, 06 Jan 2007 00:42:00 +00002007-01-05T16:44:46.698-08:00okay, so i pinky-swear that i'm not turning this blog into a list of video entries, but...this one, i just couldn't resist.tickle me emo.go ahead. click on it. i dare you.http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2007/01/tickle-me-emo.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-5096017819182187520Wed, 06 Dec 2006 18:09:00 +00002006-12-06T10:10:50.955-08:00what a lovely thing to receive in email this morning...http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/12/dildo-song.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-8771459134779711323Tue, 05 Dec 2006 18:38:00 +00002006-12-05T10:55:09.790-08:00i just ran across this newsletter entry on enlightenment.com's blogsite, on zaadz.com. it's dated october 31st, 2006 and it's the last entry there, but after reading the section entitled "beyond my ken" (sorry, no direct link available, you'll have to scroll down), i decided to give it a huge recommendation here. jordan's well-thought out ideas about ken wilber, and what he's become, echo mine http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/12/beyond-our-collective-ken.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-7499055620721355862Mon, 04 Dec 2006 17:52:00 +00002006-12-04T10:41:34.510-08:00our muse-ings today come from germany via yahoo news. apparently our german friends are developing a brand new penis toy. According to the developer, jan vinzenz krause, they are "trying to develop the perfect condom for men that's suited to every size of penis."men need another reason to play with their penises. no, seriously.in this instance, there seems to be some practicality involved in http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/12/getting-it-off.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-2266827363938418587Tue, 28 Nov 2006 17:22:00 +00002006-11-28T09:36:52.424-08:00the toxick muse is getting some other media exposure. no one is more surprised by this than i.the pirate pages, with the article "words as workings" from yours truly, as well as some astonishing art and words of crazy wisdom from other freqs out there.click here to download your pdf copy today.reprint at will, distribute widely.many thanks to arjay for all his hard work in editing and http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/11/pirate-pages.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-5446332691164404183Wed, 01 Nov 2006 17:35:00 +00002006-11-01T10:07:50.280-08:00"Traveling the marshes" = the newest (and probably one of the oldest) euphemisms for sexual intercourse.Archeologists appear to have excavated evidence amid the ruins of a Temple in Luxor of an annual rite that featured anonymous, orgiastic sex, drugs, barrels of booze, and what must have been the ancient Egyptian equivalent of rock and roll. This "festival of drunkenness" celebrated the http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/11/traveling-marshes.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-4578254997557446133Mon, 30 Oct 2006 18:38:00 +00002006-10-30T10:44:42.707-08:00John Harrigan and Nick Pell discuss situationist threatre, esotechnology, and enochian magicks.Duration :: 00:32:56Hosts :: Brenden Simpson, WuRelease: Monday, October 30, 2006 http://www.media.brenico.com/occulterati/http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/occulterati-1-foolish-persons.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-5711600984508572719Mon, 30 Oct 2006 18:20:00 +00002006-10-30T10:23:34.771-08:00the good news is that the public areas of the toxick temple have a whole new look and i spent all weekend creating it.the bad news is that i am so far behind on reading/researching/writing it will take me the rest of the week to get caught up.and i've barely started the inner sanctuary yet.:: sigh ::got to find time to work on that bi-location thing, honestly...http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/monday-already.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-5687459905562116543Fri, 27 Oct 2006 03:04:00 +00002006-10-26T20:32:31.380-07:00the internet is a lot like cable television, i suspect.i have to "suspect" because i have never had cable television. i've heard those who do have it say this too, though:"how can there be 500 channels and nothing on i want to watch?"the internet is like that for me tonight. terrabytes of content, and nothing appeals.it would worry me except that i suspect (again) that what i'm looking for http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/500-channels-and-theres-nothing-on.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-517730250376752292Wed, 18 Oct 2006 22:25:00 +00002006-10-18T15:26:29.161-07:00okay, i can't resist...http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/cosmic-meditation.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-4161962483791022035Wed, 18 Oct 2006 16:24:00 +00002006-10-18T09:43:38.420-07:00as in, two from out of the blue this morning (well, three, but i'm only going to talk about two of them here) to shake up whatever passes for reality here at the toxick temple.these two came from rob brezsny's FreeWill Astrology newsletter. the first was the opener:"If you desire to know where your spiritual work lies, look to your emotional pain." --Alan Cohen, "Wisdom of The Heart"i suspect http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/whammies.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-5705848603349560503Tue, 17 Oct 2006 17:57:00 +00002006-10-17T11:04:55.756-07:00from one of my new favorite websites, crimethinc.com. no, i'm not going to reproduce the whole thing here -- click your mouse and go read it, fer crissakes!but, a few excerpts.... You know it's true. Otherwise, why does everyone cringe when you say the word? Why has attendance at your anarcho-communist theory discussion group meetings fallen to an all—time low? Why has the oppressed proletariat http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/your-politics-are-boring-as-fuck.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-8661398809941053862Mon, 16 Oct 2006 17:01:00 +00002006-10-16T10:09:14.598-07:00When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro. -- Hunter S. Thompsoni saw him speak in kentucky when i was at university. he sat there drinking (scotch? or was it gin? i can't remember) liquor in a dry county and trashed kentucky thoroughly, along with the current administration (i'm not telling), religion, journalists and journalism; we laughed and he would excoriate us for laughing. god, we http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/nostalgia.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-8231269891495144415Thu, 12 Oct 2006 18:51:00 +00002006-10-12T12:04:05.542-07:00birthdancedeathloveshiva"To make love. we dance with Death. There will be flowing, there will be draining, there will be live birth and still birth and yet born-again birth of something new. To love is to learn the steps. To make love is to dance the dance". -- Namita Gokhale, The Book of Shiva i arose from the mists, body sinuous and serpent-like, scenting and tasting the air, caressed by each mote of water as it http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/dance-of-death.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-1112753559600002335Wed, 11 Oct 2006 04:27:00 +00002006-10-10T22:03:03.940-07:00durantquoteForget past mistakes. Forget failures. Forget everything except what you're going to do now and do it. -- William Durant http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/another-quote-so-relevant.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-1496732793529858886Tue, 10 Oct 2006 17:34:00 +00002006-10-10T10:52:02.572-07:00chaoflux23chris titandreamkey23mysticoccultistwikii've never done much dream work. for someone who usually doesn't remember her dreams, it's an undependable way to approach what i've come to call "the deep work." instead i've used meditation, contemplation, symbol analysis, visual arts, all good ways to access what's locked away in the deepest parts of me, to bring them to light for analysis, healing, and integration.so, when my friend http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/walking-between-worlds.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-116035451687684987Mon, 09 Oct 2006 00:40:00 +00002006-10-10T22:03:39.723-07:00kalipoemDECLARATION OF CREATION I am going to burn down the worldI am going to tear down everything that cannot stand aloneI am going to turn ideals to shitI am going to shove hope up your assI am going to reduce everything that stands to rubbleand then I am going to burn the rubbleand then I am going to scatter the ashesand then maybe SOMEONE will be able to see SOMETHING as it really isWATCHOUT--Mel http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/kali-says.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-116025246962637455Sat, 07 Oct 2006 20:18:00 +00002006-10-10T22:07:25.055-07:00dreamgamesex positivesnakesI came to the Inn of the Snakes (the Quetzalcoatl) with a group of friends. It did not appear the same as it did last time, but I understand that this chameleon-like quality is one of the hallmarks of the place. Once we got inside there were snake sculptures everywhere -- at least, they looked like sculptures when I looked right at them. In my peripheral vision, they moved and behaved as live http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/inn-of-snakes.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-116000561502678166Wed, 04 Oct 2006 23:41:00 +00002006-10-10T22:08:18.561-07:00fenris23klintronspiral dynamicswiewutoxick muse is a happy girl. her friends wu and fenris23 and new acquaintance klintron have all evinced interest in the meta-concepts expressed in Spiral Dynamics, an exciting new way to approach "emergent cyclical theory of human behavior and value systems."i read this book and all attendant discussions a year ago, but have had no one with whom to discuss it since, let alone anyone to help me http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/emerging-into-group-consciousness.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-115998916397375620Wed, 04 Oct 2006 19:09:00 +00002006-10-04T12:12:57.890-07:00...and no one knew it.(courtesy of Reuters)VIENNA (Reuters) - Austrian authorities have discovered the body of a man who apparently died at home in bed five years ago, a Vienna newspaper reported on Wednesday.The corpse of Franz Riedl, thought to have been in his late 80s when he died, went undetected for so long because his rent had been paid by automatic order from the bank account into which http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/dead-for-five.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-115981526939419302Mon, 02 Oct 2006 18:52:00 +00002006-10-10T22:08:53.622-07:00darknessgodmyssquote"The moment you come to trust chaos, you see God clearly. Chaos is divine order, versus human order. Change is divine order, versus human order. When the chaos becomes safety to you, then you know you're seeing God clearly."--Caroline Myss, Spiritual Madness: The Necessity of Meeting God in Darkness sometimes, it is very difficult to live in that truth.always though, it is very necessary...http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/meeting-god-in-darkness.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23841251.post-115972215769059488Sun, 01 Oct 2006 17:00:00 +00002006-10-10T22:09:54.149-07:00101dreamloverquetzlcoatlsnakesfor those of you who've already checked into key23's dreamspace and read this piece there, my apologies. it just occurred to me this morning that i'd like a back up copy stored elsewhere...i became conscious that there was a lot of stuff in front of me, and it needed to be moved to the ship that was moored at the docks down on the river. there were a lot of people around, most of them people i'd http://toxickmuse.blogspot.com/2006/10/broken-road-home.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (toxickmuse)0