Unreleased Bitterness

FAREWELL

2011-09-28T03:43:00.000-07:00

Thank you for stopping by,

BUT

I won't be updating this blog anymore!

Imperial Palace Hotspring & Resort

2011-06-18T10:56:00.000-07:00

I was at China last month (or the month before, I can't remember), stayed at this breathtaking hot spring resort in Balinese style at Jiuhe Town, about 3 hours drive from Shenzhen.

I caught a massive headache for couple of days - my head went spinning so I missed the place, what a waste.

Okay, sharing some pictures.

Check it out!

Entrance to villas.

The bed.

The other side of the room.

The shower.

Private jacuzzi. Yay.

Living area.

A printed brochure.

Here is some pictures I copied from their website.

Front side.

Main lobby.

Pools.

Unique hot spring area.

100% hot spring.

For more info, visit the link below.

Imperial Palace Hotspring & Resort

"Hearts."

2011-05-23T01:31:00.000-07:00

There are many kind of “hearts”. To name a few - warm heart, broken heart, happy heart, bitter heart. I’m sure you know generally what I’m talking about and you probably know more hearts than I do. I called mine a “dead heart”. If you don’t get what I mean, someone described it as an expired - almost black heart that is still pumping blood to my veins. Although expired and may look dead, it is still working fine. So yeah, that’s my heart.

Among all these heart, I have a very less understanding on a “cold heart”. How does this heart functions? Does it working as fine as my “dead heart”? Were they left frozen in an iced earth before? Does this icy heart ever melted? Does the owner of this heart know that their heart is as hard as a solid rock, perhaps unbreakable too?

By the way, how do you describe your heart?

Picture credits :

Surrelism1031

Im-Sad.

Face2Face : Malaysia's Biggest Facebook Music Festival

2011-04-20T02:20:00.000-07:00

Malaysia's biggest Facebook Music Festival - Face2Face Malaysia Facebook Party is back this year, at 1 Borneo Indoor/Outdoor Arena Ice Bar on 14th May 2011.

POSE is appointed as one of the Ticket Sales agent so if you are interested in getting your tickets, do drop by Pose, 4th Floor, Palm Square.

Organizer : Mile High Sounds
Co-organizer : Portfolio Events
Official Venue : Ice Bar, 1 Borneo

Official Magazine : Breeze

Official Radio : Hitz.fm

Ticket Sales : Pose, Imperial Hotel
Official Beer : Carlberg

International and local acts lineups featuring :

One Buck Short (KL) - Live
Twilight Action Girl (KL) - Live
Blastique feat. Ushera - Vocals
A Sky COllapse Triangle (KK) - Live
Adam Cooper (UK) - DJ Set
DJ Headmasta (KL) - DJ Set
Dean Richards (NZ)
Lee Kemp (NZ)
Asian Duo (KK) - DVJ Set
JErone (KK) - DJ Set
Equal-ize (PHI) - Live
Jojo Struys - Tap dancing performance
Calvin Clarke (UK) - Percussion sets

Date : May 14, 2011
Location : Ice Bar & 1 Borneo Outdoor Arena.

Tickets available at :
Ice Bar
Imperial Hotel (KK)
Pose Boutique (Center Point)
1 Borneo Mall Concierge

Early Bird Tickets on sale until April 25 - Only RM25.
After April 25 - RM40.

Click Here for Facebook Event Page

Neo Noir, Crabtree & Evelyn.

2011-04-13T04:11:00.000-07:00

Hello there.

Neo Noir is back with a new maid dress.

I actually bought it from Daiso at RM5 only.

Hehehe.

My lovely Neo Noir.

Posing with biscuit cans.

I love Crabtree & Evelyn's tea and biscuits!

You should give it a try too, I'm sure you'll love it as much as i do.

Hehehe.

Blind dog can 'see' again!

2011-04-08T05:12:00.000-07:00

A blind dog can 'see' again after being fitted with a set of extra whiskers. Dolly, a Staffordshire bull terrier, lost her sight after developing cataracts brought on by diabetes. She was left completely blind and would regularly walk into things.

That was until her vet Joanne McCelland pioneered an innovative idea to fit extra long cable ties to the ten-year-old dog’s collar.

The plastic ties help Dolly feel her way around without walking into objects, in much the same way that her natural whiskers do.

Owner Brian Chadwick, from Arnold, Nottinghamshire, claimed the plastic whiskers have helped Dolly recapture her life. He said, "We could deal with her diabetes, but when she went blind I felt really helpless. The effect of the whiskers was almost immediate. Within a few hours she had learnt how to feel her way around the house with her new plastic whiskers."
Dolly has lived with Mr Chadwick since she was a puppy.

Over time she has become less dependent on the collar - although she still wears it when she is out and about.

Mr Chadwick added, "The special collar has become quite a talking point in our local park. I still can’t believe something so simple has helped Dolly so much."

Vet Ms McCelland has praised the progress Dolly has made. She said, "She wore them a lot at first but doesn’t wear them quite as much now. She has developed a better understanding of the layout of her home."

Dolly was treated at the People’s Dispensary for Sick Animals Pet Aid Hospital in Nottingham where her treatment has turned her into a celebrity. Mr Chadwick is just relieved that his companion has retained all her personality thanks to the treatment. He said, "Dolly is a wonderful and loyal companion and rarely leaves my side.Even though she’s blind, she lives life to the full and is as fun-loving and as lively as ever."

Source : Dailymail

Hope leaves.

2011-03-27T03:18:00.000-07:00

In the corner beside my window
There hangs a lonely photograph
There is no reason
I'd never notice
A memory that could hold me back.

There is a wound that's always bleeding
There is a road I'm always walking
And I know you'll never return to this place.

Gone through days without talking
There is a comfort in silence
So used to losing all ambition
Struggling to maintain what's left.

Once undone, there is only smoke
Burning in my eyes to blind
To cover up what really happened
Force the darkness unto me.

Beauty and the Beast.

2011-03-20T00:52:00.000-07:00

Remember the first dance we shared?
Recall the night you melted my ugliness away?
The night you left with a kiss so kind
Only a scent of beauty left behind

I remember the night
The moon and the dreams we shared
Your trembling paw in my hand
Dreaming of that northern land
Touching me with a kiss of a beast

I know my dreams are made of you
Of you and only for you
Your ocean pulls me under
Your voice tears me asunder
Love me before the last petal falls

As a world without a glance
Of the ocean's fair expanse
Such the world would be
If no love did flow in thee
But as my heart is occupied
Your love to me now has to die
Forgive me, I need more than you can offer me

Didn't you read the tale
Where happily ever after was to kiss a frog?
Don't you know this tale
In which all I ever wanted
I'll never have
For who could ever learn to love a beast?

However cold the wind and rain
I'll be there to ease up your pain
However cruel the mirrors of sin
Remember, beauty is found within

...Forever shall the wolf in me desire the sheep in you...

Reaching The End.

2011-03-03T22:42:00.000-08:00

Now I feel that I've reached the end,
And the end of my quest is close at hand.

What have I done,
I've reached the end.

And as my life slowly fades away,
There's not one single thing that I'd change.

What have I done,
I've reached the end.

Stand My Ground

2011-02-21T08:18:00.000-08:00

Merry meet again, people...

And sorry for the silence.

Nothing much happened, but I was hit by food poisoning which caused unbearable pain in my windy-bloated stomach, frequent visits to the toilet to vomit and diarrhea - disturbed my sleep too.

Although it is over now - I lost weight and look like a walking skeleton!

Anyway, I edited some pictures of mine couple of hours ago so

scroll down for the outcome and also the original pictures!

...

Things done in this picture :

Change the background, refine my eyebrow and eyeshadow, add, remove unwanted hair on my shoulder, face touch up (clear skin and eye bag-free!) etc.

Nothing much was done here.

Just some very simple enhancement.

I thought of making my teeth sharper, but nvm I'll leave that for next time.

Haha.

The original picture was shot in Sepia Mode so during editing I added more color to the skin and lips, touched up my makeup, add eyelashes, refine eyebrow etc.

That's all for this time!

Hope you like those vain pictures of mine!

Haha, buhbye!

Year of the Rabbit, 2011.

2011-02-08T23:25:00.000-08:00

Pictures from my Chinese New Year Open House 2011.

Enjoy!

Headbanging lions.

Dad welcoming the lions.

Dad and "God of Wealth".

The beautiful people.

Shina, me, Emily and Stella.

Playful red lion.

Fighting lions!

From the lion's mouth.

Cute kan?

My new 'earing'.

Me again.

Childhood buddies!

Meet my best friend, Kevin!

Black and white me.

Firing dragons!

Guests.

Now, back to work.

Heehee!

Bring me out!!

2011-01-29T21:40:00.000-08:00

Bought a carrier bag for Dio from Ikano earlier this month.

White and red this time.

I like my bag!

When is my mama going to bring me out?

So long...

I'm sleepy already.

Ahhhh. Sleep first la!

Mask of Sanity.

2011-01-24T20:59:00.000-08:00

First of all, let me just tell you that this post is not related to sanity at all.

Heeeheee.

I received an angelic-spellbinding hand-painted mask from Lisa as souvenir from her recent Euro vacation.

A gift from Venice.

Close-up.

Covering my face behind the mask.

\m/ \m/

If there is any chance that this mask can be my permanent face, I would be the happiest person in the world and I would also think myself as the most seductive person on earth! Haha!

Fallen Into Pieces

2011-01-21T23:37:00.000-08:00

Bought this exclusive wall clock from Riivo.

What a gorgeous clock!

The bad news is I woke up to find it laid down

on the floor in pieces!!

What a waste!

Anyway, if you are looking for unique furniture or home decors to personalize your home, you probably want to check out Riivo at Karamunsing Capital.

I was actually very interested of getting a Kit-Cat clock, but bought the other clock instead. :P

World's Largest Kit-Cat Clock.

I think I should now consider getting a Kit-Cat Clock as a replacement for the broken one.

For more info about this art deco novelty style clock, visit :

The Official Kit-Cat Clock Website

Have a nice weekend!

Michi Pet Friendly Japanese Restaurant @ 1 Borneo

2011-01-19T21:32:00.000-08:00

Thought of having lunch or dinner with your dog or cat?

At Michi, your pets are welcome to join you, making it an absolute choice for both you and your 'kids'.

Check out the menu.

Yummy yummy!

Now you have an idea where to go this coming weekend?
Heehee!

Through Square Eyes.

2011-01-19T02:28:00.000-08:00

As I am sitting here staring at this over-crowded wall with framed pictures, my mind wander off far - far enough to reach outer space. Probably, I'm not even here. I can barely hear anything now except for my own thoughts talking to my mind.

I wish for someone who would talk and look at me in the eyes but all I have here are pictures returning my stares. I don't mind if this someone talks bullshit, cowshit, duckshit or any shit - anything to make me feel that I am here.

I pinched myself and try to feel my breath to confirm my existence. Closed, opened and blinked couple of times yet everything remains the same - they are still staring at me!

Tired and lonely.

Sitting and staring.

Weak and filthy.

No longer caring.

Wasting to nothing.

Hoping of something.

Artwork by : buryxmexinxblack

Gone

2011-01-09T20:14:00.000-08:00

Nina

gone

but

she

will

back

SOON!

The Addiction!

2010-12-26T07:07:00.000-08:00

I was supposed to go for grocery shopping today so I went downstairs, to the mall.

But..

I came home with this..

Say hello to Dio.

Five pairs of heels, two dresses, a reed diffuser, small purse etc.

... and NO grocery at all!!

Holy shit, what have I done?

Argghhhhhhh!!

What have you done?

2010-12-25T22:55:00.000-08:00

Would you mind if I hurt you?
Understand that I need to
Wish I had other choices
Than to hurt the one I love.

I know I'd better stop trying
You know that there's no denying
I won't show mercy on you now.

I know I should stop believing
I know that there's no retrieving
It's over now
What have you done?

I've been waiting for someone like you,
But now you are slipping away.
Why does Fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us, between me and you.

Would you mind if I killed you?
Would you mind if I tried to, cause you have turned into my worst enemy
You carry hate that I don't feel
It's over now - what have you done?

I will not fall
Won't let it go
We will be free
When it ends!

Painting from : Marilyn Manson

I wish you a "Gothic Christmas"!

2010-12-20T01:13:00.000-08:00

I haven't been around much on the virtual world and I wasn't even thinking to update this blog, to be honest. Too much unexpected, unpredictable things happened and lots of changes.

Anyway, everyone is excited about Christmas and I wish to feel the same so I bought a Christmas tree, desperately wanted a black tree which is impossible to find. I thought about painting it black but nah, maybe next year.

Dio was excited to see what's in the box.

Me, working on the tree.

Almost done.. and..

Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

I'm gonna have a gothic christmas
That is what I'll do
Hope you'll have one too!

Santa's going to wear a black dress,
Just for me and you
Santa's going to grunt in Latin
And slay a dragon or two!

Rudolph, he will change his name

because Rudolph just sounds really lame
Now we'll call him Ragnagord
The evil reindeer overlord!

His nose it shall be red no more
It will be blackened to the core
His eyes will glow an evil glow
To guide the chariot through the snow!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

A kiddo's bag.

2010-12-08T23:55:00.000-08:00

I did a tag about what's in my bag recently, and now I'm curious to know what's in Brandon's bag.

Brandon is my 4 years old nephew who claimed to be 5 years old (because he went to preschool early), a bright talkative boy who speaks fluent English and read not only words but books.

Want to know what's in his bag?

Here we go!

Brandon, showing off his stuffs.

He likes numbers and writing especially song lyrics.

To be honest, I can't stop laughing when i saw the content of his bag!

Muahahahahaha!

"I'm not a pervert, i just want to see my mama."

2010-12-02T21:02:00.000-08:00

Dio is very attached to me so he follows me around to everywhere I go.

Erk, anyway..

Welcome to my 'restroom'!

The toilet.

My bath tub, I have to step inside here for shower.

This is Dio, waiting patiently while I'm showering.

It does feel kinda weird to have "someone" to watch me when I'm bathing but I'm used to it now. Haha.

Tired of standing.

Another Dio's favorite waiting-spot.

Eh? What are you doing there???

My Heroes!

2010-11-30T02:57:00.000-08:00

Matthew Kichi Heafy

Matt Heafy (born January 26, 1986) is the lead vocalist and guitarist for Trivium, an American heavy metal band. In 2005, Roadrunner Records released Roadrunner United: The All-Star Sessions to celebrate the label's 25th birthday. Four "team captains" were chosen and Heafy was one of them. Other captains were : Robert Flynn (Machine Head), Matt Heafy (Trivium) , Joey Jordison (Slipknot, Murderdolls) and Dino Cazares (Fear Factory).

Guess what, Heafy was only 20 years old when he won the "Golden God Award" at the Metal Hammer Golden God Awards 2006! Oh, he is taken - married to beautiful Ashley Howard.

Robert Flynn, Matt Heafy, Joey Jordison, Dino Cazares.

Rob Halford
Rob Halford is an English singer-songwriter, who is best known as the lead vocalist for the Grammy Award-winning heavy metal band Judas Priest. He is nicknamed "Metal God" as a tribute to his influence on metal, and after the Judas Priest song of the same name from 1980's British Steel.He is considered one of the most consistently powerful singers in rock, possessing over a four-octave range. In 1998, Halford came out as gay publicly.

Anton Lavey

Anton Szandor LaVey (April 11, 1930 – October 29, 1997) born Howard Stanton Levey, was the American founder and High Priest of the Church of Satan as well as a writer, occultist, and musician. He was the author of The Satanic Bible and the founder of LaVeyan Satanism, a synthesized system of his understanding of human nature and the insights of philosophers who advocated materialism and individualism, for which he claimed no supernatural, metaphysical, or theistic inspiration.

I'm not a Satanist, but I think LaVeyan Satanic Rules are absolutely brilliant!

The Eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth

1. Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked.
2. Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure

they want to hear them.
3. When in another’s home, show them respect or else do

not go there.
4. If a guest in your home annoys you, treat them cruelly

and without mercy.
5. Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the

mating signal.
6. Do not take that which does not belong to you, unless it

is a burden to the other person and they cry out to be

relieved.
7. Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it

successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power

of magic after having called upon it with success, you will

lose all you have obtained.
8. Do not complain about anything to which you need

not subject yourself.
9. Do not harm young children.
10. Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked

or for your food.
11. When walking in open territory, bother no one. If

someone bothers you, ask them to stop. If they do not

stop, destroy them.

Angela Gossow

Angela Nathalie Gossow (born November 5, 1974) is the lead vocalist for the Swedish melodic death metal band Arch Enemy. She is considered to be one of the few successful female metal singers to use growling as her primary singing style. She is a vegetarian and politically consider herself as an anarchist.

She has been voted ”best vocalist” in Burrn! Magazine (Japan) and is recognized as one of the genres leading extreme vocalists in all metal magazines across the globe.

Ville Valo

Ville Hermanni Valo (born November 22, 1976) is a Finnish singer, songwriter and frontman of HIM.Valo has a baritone vocal range. He has received the "Golden God" award in 2004 by Metal Hammer. Ville is close friends with Jackass and Viva La Bam star Bam Margera, who shares many of Valo's tattoos.

The heartagram is the trademarked symbol of HIM, created by Ville Valo on the day of his twentieth birthday. Valo has said that "the heartagram stands for HIM as a band, as an entity, and for 'love metal' in general."

Shamaya
Otep Shamaya (born on November 7, 1979) is an American singer-songwriter. She made her debut in 2000 with the band Otep, and released the full length albums Sevas Tra, House of Secrets, The Ascension, and Smash the Control Machine in June 2002, July 2004, October 2007, and August 2009 respectively. She is openly lesbian and a vegetarian. Check out her blog.

Marilyn Manson
At the height of his fame in the 90s, Marilyn Manson was mocked and blamed for the world’s evils, but anyone who ignored the headlines and just listened to his albums would understand differently. While the music is certainly not for everyone, it is often brilliant. He expresses himself without carrying what anyone thinks. He is educated and knows what to say even though for most people can just look at him and say ,"Oh no, he's a bad influence!", when they don't really know the other side of him.

"What good would Marilyn Manson be if no one hated Marilyn Manson."

"I never said to be like me, I say to be like you and make a difference."

"My desire is to be pure again and not dirtied by the world. But it's my duty to be as ugly and as filthy as I am, so the audience can experience what I have."

"I'm thankful that I have two middle fingers... I only wish I had more."

Kurt Cobain

Who doesn't know Kurt Cobain? He has been remembered as one of the most iconic rock musicians in the history of alternative music. He was my very first influence!

Who is/are your hero/heroes/early influences?

Hurmm....

Natural Kitchen @ Suria Sabah

2010-11-24T02:12:00.000-08:00

I noticed that many viewers are directed here for Google-ing Natural Kitchen.

Here is another post for those of you who wants more info.

This is the latest menu from Natural Kitchen.

Food Rating : 4/5

Soup Rating : 2/5

Service Rating : 3/5

Overall Rating : 3/5

What's in the bag?

2010-11-22T04:21:00.000-08:00

Hello again!

Mimi was curious about what's in my bag, and if you are too..

Check this out.

These are my bags. Gulp, I'm not a GUESS fan but I will only buy bags that is in black color with studs, chain, bit of leather or metal. Hehe.

When I was in the airport few weeks ago, bought another bag from Sembonia (what, Sembonia???).

The reason I bought this bag is because I desperately needed a sling bag for my trip!

Handbag.

(Can you see the scar on my eyebrow? Got it from my piercing, lol.)

Transform, Slingbag!

So what's in the bag??

Let the picture do the talking. I have a very light bag now! Hooray!