Unwritten Thoughts

Bofuri: I Don't Want to Get Hurt, So I'll Max Out My Defense

2020-12-03T04:32:00.003-08:00

Honestly, I'm so glad I stumbled into this anime called Bofuri: I Don't Want to Get Hurt, So I'll Max Out My Defense!

Lately I haven't been finding anything enjoyable -- perhaps it's because of the pandemic and there is no class at the moment. I don't really have much to look forward to, and days seem to pass by with no big difference..

Moreover, the friendship between these two is something I really want to have myself. I can't stop myself for wanting to see the next episode to see what adventure awaits for these two wholesome best friends. Truly a hop to a beautiful dream..

This anime is totally a 10/10 for me!

Jealousy and the Means of Being Jealous

2020-11-24T23:35:00.009-08:00

[writing on progress . . .]

Ever since I got myself into a relationship, I feel as if I experience the feeling of being jealous more often than before. Although jealousy is a normal and frequent feeling that everybody goes through, it is still such an uncomfortable emotion that even I still have trouble coping with.

What Exactly Is Jealousy, Though?

Quote on quote, jealousy generally refers to the thoughts or feelings of insecurity, fear, and concern over a relative lack of possessions or safety. Jealousy can consist of one or more emotions such as anger, resentment, inadequacy, helplessness or disgust.

Other said, jealousy is an often overwhelming feeling of insecurity about a potential loss or inequity in distribution of resources. The term is also used to describe a feeling associated with being possessive of another person, such as a partner or friend.

And another said, jealousy is a complex emotion that encompasses feelings raging from suspicion to rage to fear to humiliation. Most typically aroused when a person perceives a threat to a valued relationship from a third party, and the threat may be real or imagined.

Illustration: Frowning Egg as Me, Boo as Lady Egg

My Bichass and Being Jealous

Jealousy is often motivated by insecurity or fear.

Dealing with Jealousy (Spoilers: It's Difficult Man..)

Scraping away from an article, even though it may feel taboo, simply acknowledging jealousy's presence can both help ward it off in the future and strengthen a relationship in the present. Exploring the emotions that underpin jealousy can inspire self-reflection that may help to develop internal coping skills. Being honest with the other party about jealous feelings can spur productive conversations about what the relationship might be missing and how to repair the bond.

Although there is no instant cure for jealousy, accepting that jealousy is normal, challenging negative thoughts and practicing mindfulness may all help reduce its pull.

Back to Blogger!

2020-11-24T23:29:00.002-08:00

Out of the blue, I decided to get my hands back on Blogger. This place feels new! Well, considering that the last time I was here was maybe around 2013-2014. I thought of using this platform as a way for me to write some of my unwritten thoughts (hence the name, duh). And honestly, I couldn't find any better URL name for this blog other than Physics Lord. Cringey or not, you be the judge.

Going back to Blogger made me remember how things on the internet back then. Everyone, almost everyone, wanted to show the internet the a part of them in any way or form, as in they wanted to leave some sort of footprint on the internet. I remember that one of my friends made a YouTube video of them lip syncing to Timberland - Apologize.

Myspace Scene Profile: Everyone's Unique Profile, Internet Footprint

There were some people in my class back in middle school that made blogs too, and honestly I couldn't remember what exactly they wrote in their blogs or what purpose those blogs were. I was one of them. My blog was trash, and that isn't an understatement. I didn't know what to write really, and it's not like I have things to write about! Though it doesn't mean now that I am back making a blog means I have things to write about, hehe.

My return here is just to make myself write. I feel as if I haven't been writing much. I don't know, internet nowadays is all about seeing to me. I go to Instagram, I see pictures and stories. I go to YouTube, I see and watch videos. I go to Facebook, I see memes. It's just mostly seeing. I know that there is Twitter, but I'm just not a big Twitter user. So with that, I decided to come back to Blogger, and write some stuff I have in mind in order to come back into writing. I guess, you can call it, thoughts landfill or mind dump.