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<lastBuildDate>Tue, 23 Jun 2009 07:16:08 -0700</lastBuildDate><itunes:author>Steve v4.8</itunes:author><itunes:owner><itunes:name>Steve v4.8 Weight Loss Blog</itunes:name><itunes:email>rosenasylum@gmail.com</itunes:email></itunes:owner><itunes:category text="Self Help"/><itunes:keywords>diet, exercise, obesity, health</itunes:keywords><itunes:summary>Weight loss blog of a guy who lost 150 lbs between birthdays.  Now out to lose the last 45 lbs before his next.</itunes:summary><itunes:image href="http://4point6.com/page3/files/podcast_channel.png" /><item><title>(Day 789 / -154 lbs.) Admit It Already- You&#x27;re Right And I&#x27;m Wr-Wr-Wrong</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2009-07-17T07:53:10-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/f18224190084eda6d39508fe13bc50cb-17.php#unique-entry-id-17</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/f18224190084eda6d39508fe13bc50cb-17.php#unique-entry-id-17</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="image-right"><img class="imageStyle" alt="images" src="http://4point6.com/page3/files/page3_blog_entry17-images.jpg" width="143" height="112"/></div><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; ">You know, I'm just an </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">explorer</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; "> creating a path from here to... um... there. &nbsp;Where "there" will hopefully resemble the vision I have for myself; a </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">thinner</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; ">, </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">fitter</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; ">, </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">more energetic</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; "> version of me with a </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; color:#0010F1;"><u><a href="http://www.captainmorgan.com/en-us" rel="external">Captain Morgan</a></u></span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; ">-like bawdy zest for adventure and </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; color:#0010F1;font-weight:bold; "><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ij4fFus0zso" rel="external">a lot more hair</a></span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; ">.<br /></span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; ">Well, ok, I'll settle for the </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">first three</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; ">.<br />I really do have expectations of a better me, but I know that </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">time</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; "> isn't going to be all that cooperative. &nbsp;I mean, I'm </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">48 years old</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; "> already (as in Steve v4.8). &nbsp;That's like, 336 in dog years or about 1,200 generations of mosquitos (I'm a little itchy from camping last weekend). &nbsp;Anyway, I'm more than twice the age I was when I would have thought myself as being at my "</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; color:#0010F1;"><u><a href="http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20080131042935AAJBdjE" rel="external">physical peak</a></u></span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; ">" and that is something of some significance. &nbsp;The thing is though, I'm also </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">two years past</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; "> what I know was a physical valley (or canyon) for me and I'm feeling </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">pretty optimistic</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; "> about the future.<br />But whether I live to the ripe old age of 48-1/4 or 148-1/4 matters little, so long as I </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">strive to improve myself every single moment</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; ">- and enjoy the scenery along the path I create as I go.<br />I went to the gym this morning- I go five mornings a week. &nbsp;I hop on my bike and pedal as fast as I can to get there and get started. &nbsp;Because </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">I'm excited to climb on a machine and push/pull sets of reps</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; ">? &nbsp;</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">Hardly</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; ">. &nbsp;If I thought only about the activity of repetitious pushing and pulling without ever </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; color:#0010F1;"><u><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kVI9MULtv8g" rel="external">producing anything</a></u></span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; ">... I mean, weight lifting is pretty monotonous stuff, really. &nbsp;The thing is, I </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">focus on the results more than the process</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; ">. &nbsp;I focus on </span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">how I feel</span><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; "> when I leave the gym, and that brings me back the next morning. &nbsp;That feeling of energy, of exertion, is like beautiful scenery along the path to a better me.<br />Moving on...<br />This morning's smoothie was a nice blend of:<br />1 Banana
1T Chia
1S Ground Flax
1S EAS Protein (chocolate flavor)
1C Frozen Berry blend (raspberries, blackberries, blueberries)<br /><br /></span><p style="text-align:center;"><img class="imageStyle" alt="Picture-1" src="http://4point6.com/page3/files/page3_blog_entry17-picture-1.png" width="529" height="216"/><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="Picture-2-300x98" src="http://4point6.com/page3/files/page3_blog_entry17-picture-2-300x98.png" width="507" height="166"/><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; "><br /></span></p><p style="text-align:left;"><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; "><br /><br />Rock on.<br /><br /></span><img class="imageStyle" alt="reblog_e" src="http://4point6.com/page3/files/page3_blog_entry17-reblog_e.png" width="70" height="18"/><span style="font:12px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; color:#0010F1;"><a href="http://reblog.zemanta.com/zemified/078b89c3-6034-4160-a0a4-bf054251e4da/"><br /></a></span></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 781 / -153 lbs.)  Into The Wilderness But Far From Lost</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2009-07-09T08:10:46-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/66b623562dc66c6320a752332f150d61-16.php#unique-entry-id-16</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/66b623562dc66c6320a752332f150d61-16.php#unique-entry-id-16</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="image-right"><img class="imageStyle" alt="Tahoe Reunion" src="http://4point6.com/page3/files/page3_blog_entry16-tahoe-reunion.jpg" width="256" height="133"/></div>My wife booked a few <strong>camping</strong> trips this summer.  They&rsquo;ve sometimes been a <strong>dietary challenge</strong> for me- kind of a <strong>junk food-fest</strong> as we opt for <strong>convenience over nutrition</strong>.  We usually head over to Costco (our favorite warehouse store) to stock the coolers and trailer to the brim- and that lends to a super-sized bulk-buy of... well... <strong>stuff</strong>.  It is a bargain though, I give it that, but we end up hauling <strong>huge quantities of food to and from our destination</strong>; which is good because, if we ate everything we bought, we&rsquo;d be too bloated to move under our own power.<br /><br />We seem so rushed as we prepare for these trips and that usually has us filling the camper with <strong>LOADS</strong> of stuff moments before launch. I&rsquo;m thinking now that If we paced ourselves a little during prep that we&rsquo;d probably be more inclined to <strong>split out</strong> the giant-sized boxes of this and pallet-sized loads of that.<br /><br />Camping itself has evolved for us over the years.  When my wife and I <strong>first started camping we didn&rsquo;t even have a tent</strong>.  The whole affair was just a dash into the wilderness with little more than a bottle of water and some jerky.  Things changed when we started camping with other couples; <strong>we started buying gear</strong>.  It became a whole &ldquo;keeping up with the Joneses&rdquo; thing with us- though not really a competition, more like<strong> gear-envy</strong>.  We now have <strong>more crap than we can haul</strong>- thanks to years of accumulation and the family reunion camping trip we catered in the summer of &rsquo;01 (that one took two trucks to haul all the stuff).  I mean, geez!  Numbered crates with inventory sheets, tents, trailer, lanterns, sleeping bags by the score.  Why do I need three camp stoves (one of which puts out 90,000 Btu&rsquo;s)? Ugh!  It boggles my mind.  It&rsquo;s either garage sale time or the local scout troop is going to get a <strong>donation</strong>.  I don&rsquo;t even like camping all that much.  Oy!  (take a deep breath...and...exhale.  Better now?)  <br /><br />I do like the <strong>family time</strong> though.  So I guess it&rsquo;s all good.  Moving on...<br /><br />Today I plan to take a little more time in preparation for the trip.  Instead of dumping a flatbed full of stuff into the <strong>family truckster</strong> I&rsquo;ll take the time to split out just what we&rsquo;ll need for the trip.  I&rsquo;ll also go light on the packaged snacks and bring more fruit and vegetables.  I want to make our family trips less about food and more about enjoying time together away from everyday stress and electronic distraction.  We&rsquo;ll see how it goes.<br /><br />Rock on.<br /><br />]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 778 / -152 lbs.)  Chia LaPoof or&#x2c; Sorry&#x2c; That Was Stupid</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2009-07-06T11:11:42-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/792f0b520859b2813d64c70ec399f42e-15.php#unique-entry-id-15</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/792f0b520859b2813d64c70ec399f42e-15.php#unique-entry-id-15</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="image-right"><img class="imageStyle" alt="chia_mr._t" src="http://4point6.com/page3/files/page3_blog_entry15-chia_mr._t.jpg" width="225" height="199"/></div><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">Some friends are really into unusual foods, food storage, alternate cooking and heating sources and various end-game survival stuff.  They are my go-to people for information on what will enable me to survive the inevitable zombie apocalypse and/or enslavement by our technological overlords after the upcoming robot wars.  So, um, anyways...<br /></span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "><br />My wife bought a few items to try out.  Among them were </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">agave nectar</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> (sugar substitute), </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">quinoa</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> (a seed grain replacement), and </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">chia</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> (pet/head turf, slobber mix, protein/fiber supplement).  Today I included the chia in my post-workout smoothie.<br /><br />As per suggested, I mixed 2-1/2 tablespoons (25g) of chia seeds in a cup of filtered water and allowed to sit in the fridge overnight.  Overnight was more than the time necessary to create the gel- after about five minutes they had soaked up most of the water on their way to becoming a </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">slobbery-looking mass</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> of seeds and gel.  I tasted some of it and discovered that it was actually kind of tasty(?)- like unsweetened tapioca with little bit of crunch.<br /><br />Adding the chia to my smoothie made for a smoother texture and </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">surprising less volume after mixing</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">.  The seeds added </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">no discernible flavor</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> and certainly didn&rsquo;t make the smoothie taste bad.  It did, however, </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">increase the caloric content</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> so I think I&rsquo;ll tweak some of the other ingredients a little to </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">drop the calories closer to 300</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> and see how it goes.<br /><br /></span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">Today&rsquo;s Smoothie:</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "><br />1/2 Banana<br />20 Almonds<br />1C Frozen Blueberries<br />1S EAS Protein<br />1S Ground Flax<br />1C Chia gel (25g chia seeds + 1C Water)<br /></span><p style="text-align:center;"><img class="imageStyle" alt="picture-11" src="http://4point6.com/page3/files/page3_blog_entry15-picture-11.png" width="528" height="205"/><br /><br /><img class="imageStyle" alt="Picture 7" src="http://4point6.com/page3/files/page3_blog_entry15-picture-7.png" width="530" height="180"/><br /><br /></p><p style="text-align:left;">Rock on.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 774 / -152 lbs.)  Self Recognition and the Art of Delusion</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2009-07-02T09:31:35-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/0ab58bdada4a0f6f65bbeaa380e4bf59-14.php#unique-entry-id-14</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/0ab58bdada4a0f6f65bbeaa380e4bf59-14.php#unique-entry-id-14</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">I&rsquo;m not too sure about how many people have heard of an obscure little show called &ldquo;</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">American Idol</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">&rdquo; but I&rsquo;m pretty sure the number is somewhere around </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">EVERYBODY</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">.  My wife and daughter are fans and when it&rsquo;s on I get a refreshing little </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">break from TV</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">.  I have watched it a few times and was consistently flummoxed by the sheer volume of people auditioning versus those who make it on TV versus those who make it on to the final episodes (aka the people who can sing well and stand a chance of winning).  From what I can gather, </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">about 100,000 or so start the journey</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> while according to Ryan Seacrest, there is </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">only one</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> American Idol.<br /><br />I&rsquo;ve peeked in early in the season when people are paraded in to audition before the celebrity judges.  Now many of these people, and I say this as delicately as I can, kinda suck.  I&rsquo;m really not one to judge though; I personally </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">have been publicly derided and belittled</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> (in church, from the pulpit) for my singing.  Thing is, </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">I didn&rsquo;t realize I was that bad</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> and the experience was a real de-self-delusion-er.  That was about three years ago and I haven&rsquo;t sang since.  What gets me about the people on American Idol (the really bad ones) is that they must have heard some criticism from someone at some time before standing in front of Simon on TV.  Even more mystifying is the contestants&rsquo; denial of judgment- even though the judges are </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">noted experts</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">.<br /><br />Here&rsquo;s the thing, while I am a firm believer in goal+determination+tenacity=success, I can also see the credence in what Dirty Harry said in Magnum Force, &ldquo;</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">A man has got to know his limitations</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">.&rdquo;  Goals should be rationally and reasonably attainable.  It also helps to have a rational assessment of what I am and what I am not.<br /><br />I am fat.  I am capable of losing weight.  I am not a good singer.  I will not enter a singing competition.  I am... now wait a minute.  You know what?  It occurs to me just now that I would be best off without any presuppositions about talents and abilities at all, to </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">remove any self-delusion by replacing it with a little humility</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">.  To that end let me say that:<br /><br /></span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">I am me<br />I do stuff<br />I am determined to improve<br />I use honest criticism from those I respect to focus my efforts to improve<br />I will never quit</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "><br /><br /><br />Rock on.<br /><br /><br /><div align=&rdquo;center&rdquo;><embed src="http://www.metacafe.com/fplayer/1069454/worst_american_idol_auditions.swf" width="400" height="345" wmode="transparent" allowFullScreen="true" allowScriptAccess="always" name="Metacafe_1069454" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"> </embed><br><font size = 1><a href="http://www.metacafe.com/watch/1069454/worst_american_idol_auditions/">Worst American Idol Auditions!!!</a> - <a href="http://www.metacafe.com/">Click here for the most popular videos</a></font></div></span>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 773 / -152 lbs.)  Stand In The Place Where You Live&#x2c; Now Face North</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2009-07-01T08:08:01-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/09d3a32ed5744a671f33f2afddfd8897-13.php#unique-entry-id-13</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/09d3a32ed5744a671f33f2afddfd8897-13.php#unique-entry-id-13</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">OK, off to a weird start this morning.  I&rsquo;ve got that REM song, &ldquo;</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-7pgeD__qU" rel="external">Stand</a></span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">,&rdquo; on constant loop in my skull this morning.  That&rsquo;s OK though, it is kind of bouncy and is keeping my pace right where it should be.<br /><br />Bouncing on...<br /><br />What does it take to create </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">positive</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">, </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">lasting change</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> in </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">MY</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> life?  Funny I should ask, because I was just wondering the same thing.  The cool thing is that I have </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">my blog</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> to refer to and rediscover what it was that set my ball a-bouncing along the path to posting </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">significant weight loss</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">.  The other cool thing is that when I do the research into my own recent/</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">two-year</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> past I discover that it truly is </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">a simple process of steps</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">.  Simple but somewhere West of easy.  It also, at least in my case, </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">requires periodic review</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "> to really internalize and make it part of my life.  It goes like this:<br /><br /></span><ol class="arabic-numbers"><li><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">Recognize the need to change and really feel it.</span></li><li><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">Decide and commit to do whatever it takes.</span></li><li><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">Make positive choices to refine what works.</span></li><li><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">Create a habit out of what works.</span></li><li><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">Monitor my progress and refocus as necessary.</span></li></ol><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "><br />Not rocket science but not pseudo-science either.  Hey, I don&rsquo;t know that any kind of science is involved at all, but what I do know is that it works for me.  It&rsquo;s a simple formula that kind of </span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">works itself once I hit #4</span><span style="font:12px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">.  As I look at it and all my blog entries around it, I see the need to define the &ldquo;what&rdquo; and &ldquo;whatever&rdquo; - those secret ingredients that go into every successful recipe.  Or do I?  Hmm... Fodder for subsequent entries, perhaps?<br /><br />Rock on.</span>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 772 / -151 lbs.)  Periphery and Focus</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2009-06-30T07:51:34-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/2ac045a2bdd706e236e2a7a7d05c55ab-12.php#unique-entry-id-12</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/2ac045a2bdd706e236e2a7a7d05c55ab-12.php#unique-entry-id-12</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font:10px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "><div align=&rdquo;center&rdquo;><object width="580" height="360"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/WjbldorBjz0&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/WjbldorBjz0&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="580" height="360"></embed></object></div></span>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 771 / -151 lbs.)  Intensity Over Time</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2009-06-29T07:28:22-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/4e3a4da07ab3f68b3739f4aa6ce563c7-11.php#unique-entry-id-11</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/4e3a4da07ab3f68b3739f4aa6ce563c7-11.php#unique-entry-id-11</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[I&rsquo;m in this thing called &ldquo;life&rdquo; for the long haul and am committed to <strong>living right down to my last breath</strong>.  Kind of a ridiculous statement to be sure, but I swear <strong>there are a few zombies around here</strong>.<br /><br />Their every activity is a mindless march toward destinations unknown, and what do they crave?  Only what they lack.  Dare I say, &ldquo;Brains?&rdquo;  These folks are <strong>led, directed, told what to do</strong>- guided through activities and programs that <strong>promise cures</strong> for their ails and/or promise &ldquo;<strong>beach bodies</strong>&rdquo; in a bottle.  They <strong>follow</strong>, arms outstretched, reaching without questioning until another brain comes within range, <strong>dissatisfaction</strong> fueling their hunger and never, ever going beyond chiding others to join their class or program in effort to bolster their own lack or choice in folly.<br /><br /><strong>Hey, that&rsquo;s my fantasy anyway</strong>.<br /><br />Here&rsquo;s the thing; two years of personal experience and varying levels of success at weight loss have taught me a lot-- <strong>about </strong><strong><u>me</u></strong>.  I&rsquo;ve seen the results that others have achieved with their programs, classes, contraptions, diets, operations, pills, etc. and some of them have done phenomenally well.  Many/most have not.  <strong>What I&rsquo;ve learned about </strong><strong><u>me</u></strong> is that I&rsquo;m not a <strong>follower</strong>, <strong>joiner</strong>, <strong>patient</strong>, or whatever label most aptly describes a person who would consider any of the aforementioned weight loss activities- <strong>but that&rsquo;s just </strong><strong><u>me</u></strong>.  I believe that I&rsquo;m <strong>personally responsible</strong> for my personal health condition.  I gained a butt-load of weight without any help from anyone else and I believe it&rsquo;s entirely up to me to turn my tug around.  Period.  I&rsquo;ve had to decide, research, apply, modify, and push myself-- every pound of the way.  When I decided I would begin losing weight I knew that whatever I did had to be <strong>sustainable</strong>; something I <strong>could/would/will</strong> continue throughout the remainder of my life and experience <strong>lasting</strong> results along the way.  I believe I have.  I believe I know what works for me.<br /><br />So thanks, but no thanks- I won&rsquo;t be joining your aerobics class this morning and your teasing...  What can I say?  I&rsquo;m into results.  But if it works for you, go right ahead.  Thanks.<br /><br />Rock on.<span style="font:11px ComicSansMS; "><br /><br /></span>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 768 / -151 lbs.)  A Moment of Weakness Followed By Pounds Of Regret- Check Please&#x21;</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2009-06-26T09:53:38-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/6958e541659c58b4647acbf8b990ff0d-10.php#unique-entry-id-10</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/6958e541659c58b4647acbf8b990ff0d-10.php#unique-entry-id-10</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font:11px ComicSansMS; ">The week so far has been intentionally habit-forming.  I&rsquo;ve been to the gym every morning and followed it with my traditional smoothie.  Habits are an important thing; good or bad, they shape my life.<br /><br />That&rsquo;s the thing, forming bad habits is what grew me into a Shrek-like creature- and you know what?  Those bad habits really weren&rsquo;t all that much fun in the beginning.  I remember gorging myself on stuff I thought tasted wonderful, only to suffer with bloat and indigestion a short time later.  I had a short visit with that same situation yesterday.  My wife and I went out for lunch (part of our day of commemorating 21 years of marriage and yes, Mrs. Steve is supernaturally tolerant and not-too picky) at the local Cheesecake Factory.  Not too many Weight-Watchers meetings going on there, for sure.<br /><br />They have a pretty good variety there and the mahi-mahi lunch special sounded tasty.  Well, for me, variety can be a little frustrating.  I usually know what I want and it&rsquo;s culled from a very short mental list of things I feel like I can safely order from a menu.  I tend to go places that specialize, at least by ethnicity (Thai, Mexican, Indian, etc) and/or style (bbq).  Let me say right now that I&rsquo;m not a &ldquo;Foodie&rdquo; and am trying to condition myself to look at food as fuel and meals focused more on socializing than eating.  Anyway, before I take this entry right off the rails, we decided on having just a couple of appetizers and dessert. This resulted in unpleasant deja vu in the form of the aforementioned bloat and indigestion.  Not good.  Thankfully, this type of celebration doesn&rsquo;t happen all that often- we&rsquo;re more about the camaraderie than the menu.<br /><br />If I could wish for an ridiculous superpower it would be the ability to feel the indigestion and bloat before I ate the quantity/type of food that caused it- some kind of gastrointestinal precognition.  It would be weird but would probably deter my inherent porcine tendencies.<br /><br />Recreating good eating habits has got to come into greater focus.  Looking back, I can attribute most of my weight loss to how and what I ate over how hard I worked out at the gym.  And really, it makes more sense to eat right and in appropriate quantities than it does to try and work off indiscretions and moments of weakness.</span>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 767 / -151 lbs.)  Weight Loss Toys or &#x22;&#x27;Scuse Me While I Whip This Out&#x22;</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2009-06-25T07:22:25-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/aa8f339a6da26294789d9e9c9f05af01-9.php#unique-entry-id-9</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/aa8f339a6da26294789d9e9c9f05af01-9.php#unique-entry-id-9</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p style="text-align:center;"><strong><em>On this day, twenty-one (21) years ago, my life became infinitely better- and all it took were two little words: &ldquo;I do.&rdquo;</em></strong><br /><br /></p><p style="text-align:left;">Each day is a new beginning an a whole lifetime of beginnings.  It occurs to me that there really is no &ldquo;over&rdquo; or &ldquo;done&rdquo; or &ldquo;finished&rdquo; as long as my heart is still beating and I have the desire to improve.  As I think about that, it also occurs to me that moving forward requires a destination that is constantly changing and always just out of reach.  Weird way to characterize &ldquo;goals&rdquo; but hey, I&rsquo;m a weird guy.<br /><br />With my goals hanging out there in the distance, preparation has become really important.  I mean, how in the world am I going to <strong>drop 48 pounds in the next 11+ months</strong>?  What&rsquo;s it going to take?  What do I need?  What do I need to avoid?  How do I start?  What&rsquo;s for breakfast?  Do I eat?<br /><br />The cool thing is that even though each day is a new beginning, <strong>I&rsquo;ve done this before</strong>, know what to expect, what I need and what I don&rsquo;t.  So, all-righty then, what do I need?  What are the &ldquo;things&rdquo; I need to get the weight off and improve my health?<br /><br />Here&rsquo;s the short list:<br /><br /><strong>Gym clothes<br />Scale<br />Blender</strong><br /><br />Woohoo!  Exciting stuff!  But these are the &ldquo;things&rdquo; that have been <strong>constants throughout my prior weight loss</strong>.  Sure, there have been other things that I&rsquo;ve used over the past couple of years and 151 pounds- things I still use, but for me (and this is all about me), those three are the <strong>Holy Grail of weight loss</strong>.  Everything else is more distraction than boon.  I&rsquo;ll probably use some of those distractions this year- and maybe take a second look at how they affect my progress.  Today, it&rsquo;s all about those three little things.<br /><br /><strong>Clothing</strong>, as it turns out, is <strong>not optional</strong> at my gym.  It&rsquo;s downright mandatory.  Before anyone asks to see pics of Steve v4.6 at the gym in the buff, let me say right now, &ldquo;Ew!&rdquo;  Luckily for most everyone&rsquo;s corneas there isn&rsquo;t a camera made that could survive the attempt.  For anyone out there who wants to test out that old &ldquo;curiosity vs. cat&rdquo; theorem, <strong><a href="http://img95.imageshack.us/img95/3854/stevev46pushups.jpg" rel="external">here&rsquo;s an old shot of me early on with a trainer</a></strong> (<a href="http://img95.imageshack.us/img95/3854/stevev46pushups.jpg" rel="external">link</a>).  Anyway, clothing should cover all the embarrassing stuff while allowing enough movement to burn calories without splitting at the seams.  Simple.  Important.  <em>And no, I don&rsquo;t wear a spandex unitard but hey, if that&rsquo;s your thing, ok.</em><br /><br />When I first started (May 2007), <strong>I was too heavy for most scales</strong>.  The dial on my bathroom scale did all but make that cartoonish &ldquo;<a href="http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.illustrationsof.com/images/clipart/xsmall2/2498_fat_hippo_standing_on_a_broken_weight_scale.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.illustrationsof.com/details/clipart/2498.html&usg=__ORMF5OFv-eIk-8LxB1RMtt--Etw=&h=350&w=346&sz=94&hl=en&start=54&sig2=Bza9rkGViuiwUvsEgAXEfQ&um=1&tbnid=8l7H-RwaEao5FM:&tbnh=120&tbnw=119&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dbroken%2Bscale%26ndsp%3D21%26hl%3Den%26safe%3Doff%26client%3Dsafari%26rls%3Den-us%26sa%3DN%26start%3D42%26um%3D1&ei=X5lDStqRHqW2tgOUztH1DQ" rel="external">spronggg</a>!&rdquo; as it spun laps past &ldquo;0&rdquo; and even the one at the gym (similar to the balance-type at my doctors office) wasn&rsquo;t built for a guy of my mass and density.  That ultimately became the only scale I use, but initially I had to <strong>lose weight use it</strong>.  The first scale I used was one I found (no, not at a truck stop) at Costco.  I didn&rsquo;t buy, I just used it when I went in to shop every couple of weeks.  Once I had dropped enough weight, I started <strong>weighing myself every time I went to the gym</strong>. It was important to me, helping me to modify my behavior and focus on what was working.<br /><br />I love having a <strong>protein smoothie</strong> after my morning gym session.  It&rsquo;s kind of a treat and a motivator- no gym, no smoothie.  A good blender is important and has to be <strong>powerful</strong> and easy to use and clean up.  Some time ago I tried out a <strong><a href="http://willitblend.com/" rel="external">Blendtec</a></strong> (the same kind they used at a local juice bar).  <strong>That thing absolutely rocked</strong>.  I made smoothies out of just about anything- some absolutely did not rock.  The thing is, <strong>I had created a pattern of going to the gym everyday and rewarding myself with some I liked that was good for me</strong>.  A win-win.<br /><br />Moving on...<br /><br />I&rsquo;ve got the things I need (plus a few distractions).  The next step is to use them effectively and efficiently.<br /><br />Rock on.<br /><br /></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 766 / -151 lbs.)  Refocused&#x2c; Repurposed&#x2c; and Hopefully&#x2c; Not Retransmorgrified</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2009-06-24T10:59:47-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/4ea9bf67305d35f30da008c2c4977f04-8.php#unique-entry-id-8</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/4ea9bf67305d35f30da008c2c4977f04-8.php#unique-entry-id-8</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[OK, so here&rsquo;s the thing-  I&rsquo;ve heard it said that <strong>those who fail to learn from history are doomed to repeat it</strong>.  Something to that effect anyway.  I say, bring part of it on, baby!  I&rsquo;m primed, willing, and ready to repeat some of my recent history; say, um, from a year or so ago.  I was a ball of fire back then, <strong>shedding weight like a snowman in springtime</strong>.  It was freakin&rsquo; awesome to step on that scale and slide the balance a little farther to the left.  It was an incredible feeling to <strong>record a loss of a pound or more</strong> with each blog entry and most importantly, it was remarkable to feel the difference losing weight felt physically-  especially in my <strong>joints</strong> and <strong>midsection</strong>.<br /><br />I&rsquo;m ready to repeat a little history.<br /><br /><strong>Steve v4.7</strong> was a little bit of a disappointment.  <strong>I lost some weight, gained it back, lost some more, gained more back, etc</strong>.  I was a real yo-yo dieter.  Looking back, it isn&rsquo;t hard to figure out why.  I had <strong>grown complacent</strong>.  I want to get some of that <strong>Steve v4.6</strong> fire going again.  I was at the crest of some serious weight loss and was feeling pretty good about myself; getting all jazzed about needing <strong>smaller clothes</strong> (even buying a few things rather than just pulling stuff out of the <strong>way-back-era</strong> of my closet), not grunting whenever bending over to pick something up, <strong>running up and down the bleachers</strong> sans chest pain, stuff like that.  My lifestyle changes were working.  Thing is, that has typically been my cue to abandon it.  Weird but true; if something works, stop doing it.  Yes, I&rsquo;m unconsciously incompetent and consciously stupid.<br /><br />That&rsquo;s the part of me I plan to change over this year.  I will focus on <strong>getting to the gym</strong> and <strong>paying attention</strong> to what I&rsquo;m using for fuel.  I will hold myself <strong>accountable</strong> to myself, set <strong>rational</strong> goals and do what it takes to <strong>achieve</strong> them.  Also, I will stay current with my journal, because this thing has been one of the greatest helps in dropping the weight. <br /><br />Rock on.<br /><br />]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 765 / -151 lbs.)  Ready&#x2c; Set&#x2c; Wait For It</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2009-06-23T14:58:13-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/460ae3b59cc36e96b676a9d48c4268e1-7.php#unique-entry-id-7</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/460ae3b59cc36e96b676a9d48c4268e1-7.php#unique-entry-id-7</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font:13px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; ">Hi, this is Steve. &nbsp;If this is your first time here, welcome. &nbsp;I appreciate you stopping by. &nbsp;If you've been here before, welcome back. &nbsp;I just want to let everyone know how much I appreciate your participation in what has amounted to, so far, more than two years of effort in getting myself back to a healthy weight. &nbsp;Thank you very much for your support, suggestions, and personal experiences; you've been a great source of strength.<br /><br />Here's the thing, though; &nbsp;I'm not done yet. &nbsp;My goal this year is to get the rest of that flab off and get down to a healthy weight. &nbsp;I've made progress over the past two years, most of it in the first year, but I think I really let things slide last year, specifically. &nbsp;I have to get things moving again. &nbsp;I will get things moving again.<br /><br />Thanks again. &nbsp;I hope you'll stop by more often and leave a comment or two. &nbsp;I'd love to hear about your experiences as well.<br /><br />Best wishes for your continued success.<br /><br />Steve v4.8</span><br /><br /><a href="files/podcast_7.mp3">Podcast</a>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 687 / -158 lbs) I Reckon It&#x2019;s The Apocalypse NOW&#x21; Oh&#x2c; The Horror</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2009-04-29T10:16:56-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/4f5a76a30a2f133fe4c1696cf869cbaf-5.php#unique-entry-id-5</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/4f5a76a30a2f133fe4c1696cf869cbaf-5.php#unique-entry-id-5</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="image-right"><img class="imageStyle" alt="picture-22" src="http://4point6.com/page3/files/page3_blog_entry5-picture-22.png" width="223" height="311"/></div><span style="font:13px Tahoma-Bold; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">a&middot;poc&middot;a&middot;lypse (</span><span style="font:13px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">ə</span><span style="font:13px Tahoma-Bold; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">-p</span><span style="font:13px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">ŏ</span><span style="font:13px Tahoma-Bold; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">k&rsquo;</span><span style="font:13px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">ə</span><span style="font:13px Tahoma-Bold; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">-l</span><span style="font:13px &#39;Lucida Grande&#39;, LucidaGrande, Verdana, sans-serif; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">ĭ</span><span style="font:13px Tahoma-Bold; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">ps&rsquo;) n. &nbsp;</span><span style="font:13px Tahoma; ">Apocalypse Abbr. Apoc. Bible The Book of Revelation. &nbsp;Any of a number of anonymous Jewish or Christian texts from around the second century B.C. to the second century A.D. containing prophetic or symbolic visions, especially of the imminent destruction of the world and the salvation of the righteous. &nbsp;Great or total devastation; doom: the apocalypse of nuclear war. </span><span style="font:13px Tahoma-Bold; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">A prophetic disclosure; a revelation.<br /></span><span style="font:13px Tahoma; "><br />Not to get all preachy here or attempt a Marlon Brando/Col. Kurtz impression but current events have created a cacophonous epiphany in my noggin that&rsquo;s best characterized by a Homer Simpson-esque </span><span style="font:13px Tahoma-Bold; font-weight:bold; color:#173564;font-weight:bold; "><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khSIYmTzt6U">&ldquo;D-oh!&rdquo;</a></span><span style="font:13px Tahoma; "> What&rsquo;s the source of this personal apocalypse/epiphany/reckoning?&nbsp; Why, it&rsquo;s </span><span style="font:13px Tahoma-Bold; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">Fox News, The Travel Channel</span><span style="font:13px Tahoma; ">, and </span><span style="font:13px Tahoma-Bold; font-weight:bold; font-weight:bold; ">my bathroom mirror</span><span style="font:13px Tahoma; ">, of course.<br /><br />This whole </span><span style="font:13px Tahoma-Bold; font-weight:bold; color:#173564;font-weight:bold; "><a href="http://www.cdc.gov/swineflu/">Swine Flu</a></span><span style="font:13px Tahoma; "> pandemic frightmare-thing that is all the rage with our fear-mongering media helps reaffirm my commitment to </span><span style="font:13px Tahoma-Bold; font-weight:bold; color:#173564;font-weight:bold; "><a href="http://4point6.com/?p=41">washing my hands 27 times each day</a></span><span style="font:13px Tahoma; "> (no more, no less- or something bad will happen).&nbsp; Hey, every once in a while the ol&rsquo; OCD needs a kick in the pants to keep the rituals fresh.&nbsp; It&rsquo;s serious stuff to be sure, and people have died from it.&nbsp; The thing is, everything is serious.&nbsp; The cool thing is that human beings are a typically resilient species.&nbsp; That simple fact is both boon and bane; we resist change on most every level.&nbsp; But change we must.<br /><br />For me, the past couple of years has been all about change, restoration, and improvement.&nbsp; I haven&rsquo;t been entirely successful but I believe I am slightly different from the guy I was when all this started.&nbsp; I&rsquo;m a little lighter- and that&rsquo;s a good thing.&nbsp; I&rsquo;ve also come to recognize what motivates me, what works, and my limitations.&nbsp; I&rsquo;ve also come to realize some of what&rsquo;s possible and how truly limitless people are when properly motivated.<br /><br />I also recognize that I&rsquo;ve got a long way to go to reach my goal.&nbsp; Losing another 40 pounds before my next birthday (June 6th) is highly unlikely.&nbsp; Regrettably, it was quite do-able the day I decided to make it my goal.&nbsp; The thing is, a lot of time has past since then without much progress.&nbsp; Bummer.&nbsp; I feel the bane.<br /><br />Oh, boo-friggin&rsquo;-hoo.&nbsp; Better call a wah-mbulance, I&rsquo;m code blue.<br /><br />Here&rsquo;s the thing, I&rsquo;m going to lose weight between now and my birthday.&nbsp; Why?&nbsp; Because I&rsquo;ve decided.&nbsp; How?&nbsp; The same way I&rsquo;ve been doing it: eating right, eating less, and moving more. I&rsquo;ve lost weight so far, and I need to lose some more.&nbsp; It&rsquo;s boon time.<br /><br />Rock on.<br /><br /></span>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 688 / -158 lbs) Something Entirely Relevant</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><category>None</category><dc:date>2009-04-30T10:09:37-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/d212a7cd61bc6d2729499ee66cc24ea5-4.php#unique-entry-id-4</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/d212a7cd61bc6d2729499ee66cc24ea5-4.php#unique-entry-id-4</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font:10px Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; "><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Cbk980jV7Ao&rel=0&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&hl=en&feature=player_embedded&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Cbk980jV7Ao&rel=0&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&hl=en&feature=player_embedded&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" allowScriptAccess="always" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></span>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 689 / -159 lbs) D&#x2019;oh&#x21; An Obtuse Homage To Stupidity</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><dc:subject>Blog</dc:subject><dc:date>2009-05-01T09:22:11-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/2325b5b9a78ab79e3e9e4d0ba13fc44b-3.php#unique-entry-id-3</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/2325b5b9a78ab79e3e9e4d0ba13fc44b-3.php#unique-entry-id-3</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="image-right"><img class="imageStyle" alt="doh" src="http://4point6.com/page3/files/doh-2.jpg" width="154" height="209"/></div><span style="font:13px Tahoma; "> I just may well be the dimmest bulb in the marquee, the dullest knife in the drawer, the least-pointy tack on the chair, the&ndash; well, you know what I mean: not smart. You know that because you are&hellip; smart. You know what&rsquo;s what, what&rsquo;s up, what&rsquo;s happening. You don&rsquo;t fall for anything, get tripped up, or punk&rsquo;d. You know everything and everyone; what is and what will be. You&rsquo;re all-seeing and all-knowing. You&rsquo;re fly. You&rsquo;re wise, the go-to guy, resident genius. You&rsquo;re the Man-With-The-Plan, the Shit, the Dude.<br /><br /></span><span style="font:13px Tahoma; ">I&rsquo;m in my place and you&rsquo;re in yours- and you absolutely rock, but let&rsquo;s move on because I&rsquo;m completely over the ego-thing as motivator for what I need to do.<br />You see, I was all caught up in attitude- trying to feign some kind of misguided superiority based on the presupposition that I&rsquo;m &ldquo;better&rdquo; than &ldquo;that guy&rdquo; when all I truthfully want to be is better than &ldquo;this guy&rdquo; (aka ME).<br />I speak for myself here- always have. That&rsquo;s my big, all-inclusive disclaimer for this little blog; that it&rsquo;s all about me. I don&rsquo;t claim to have any credentials, expertise or knowledge beyond personal experience- that the things I do in effort to lose weight and better myself may or may not work for or cause harm to someone else. No warranties expressed or implied, proceed at own risk, mileage may vary, and don&rsquo;t poke the bear.<br /><br />That said, let&rsquo;s move on&hellip;<br /><br />Diet programs work. Exercise programs work. Diet and exercise programs work. Trainers work. Pills and programs work. The thing is, I don&rsquo;t care. Why? &nbsp;Because they are all external forces and external forces are temporary. Programs end. Pills run out- or are proven to be hazardous. Trainers move on when you run out of money. Then what happens? Well, unless I&rsquo;ve changed me, things go back to the way they were- or worse.<br />I figure I can do what I need to by modifying my own behavior without these temporary external forces. That the next forty (40) pounds are going to come off the same way the previous 159 did; through self-control and by my own effort. External forces come and go, but I&rsquo;ll be around for the rest of my life.<br /><br />The cool thing is that making the right choices; eating right and exercising regularly, doesn&rsquo;t require genius or superiority of any kind. &nbsp;It requires desire and tenacity. &nbsp;Once committed, it requires barely any thought at all and nothing more than a dab of unconscious competence&ndash; something I believe inherent in everyone. &nbsp;Cheers to increasing desire while fostering tenacity.<br /><br /></span><div class="image-right"><img class="imageStyle" alt="picture-11" src="http://4point6.com/page3/files/page3_blog_entry3-picture-11.png" width="370" height="144"/></div><span style="font:13px Tahoma; ">Today&rsquo;s smoothie:<br /></span><span style="font:13px Tahoma; ">1/2 Banana<br />1/2S EAS Protein (chocolate flavor)<br />1S Ground Flax<br />12 Almonds<br />1C Frozen Blueberries<br />Water<br /><br /></span>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 705 / -159 lbs) GUESS WHAT?</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><dc:subject>Blog</dc:subject><dc:date>2009-05-17T09:16:41-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/fcebe87c77c2c25ba52180cb8a6a6265-2.php#unique-entry-id-2</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/fcebe87c77c2c25ba52180cb8a6a6265-2.php#unique-entry-id-2</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font:13px Tahoma; ">I&rsquo;m just a few days away from the second anniversary of my weight loss pilgrimage and less than three weeks away from my birthday. I really need to focus. Going from Steve v4.7 to v4.8 was intended to mark an additional loss of 45 lbs.&mdash; I&rsquo;m a little short of that goal. Still, I&rsquo;m committed to improve. More weight must come off.<br /><br /></span>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 716 / -159 lbs.) Time Flies When You&#x2019;re Gettin&#x2019; Old</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><dc:subject>Blog</dc:subject><dc:date>2009-05-28T09:15:27-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/f83146e8033307c072c3dffeaab61183-1.php#unique-entry-id-1</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/f83146e8033307c072c3dffeaab61183-1.php#unique-entry-id-1</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font:13px Tahoma; ">My birthday is right around the corner- and change. I&rsquo;ve been working on changing not only myself but my website. Steve v4.8 will look a little different and be chock-full of stuff I&rsquo;ve accumulated in my quest for less self.<br /><br />Rock on&hellip;<br /><br /></span>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title>(Day 764 / -150 lbs.) A Painful Transition? Don&#x27;t Be A Wussy&#x21;</title><dc:creator>rosenasylum@4point6</dc:creator><category>begin again</category><dc:date>2009-06-23T09:09:58-07:00</dc:date><link>http://4point6.com/page3/files/a3065267190a157e178f368f4efedab1-0.php#unique-entry-id-0</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://4point6.com/page3/files/a3065267190a157e178f368f4efedab1-0.php#unique-entry-id-0</guid><content:encoded><![CDATA[Please pardon my rust as I go through some changes here.<br /><br />I've been mulling over revamping my blog, mainly because I was feeling a little "stuck in a rut" on so many levels. Those of you keeping score may notice that my weight hasn't really been changing for the better over the past few weeks. I've gained weight and have just been kinda "blah". I can't quite put my finger on the specific source of my doldrums but I feel an incredible sense of urgency to kick myself in the ass and facilitate some positive change.<br /><br />The thing is, my blog has held me accountable. It's been both stick and carrot on my journey from fat to, well, less fat. My goal from here on out is to augment that accountability and and drop that last pile of weight.<br /><br />Rock on.<br />]]></content:encoded></item></channel>
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