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2015-03-11T20:40:00.001+08:00

Amagawds.... I'm finally blogging after 1203987654 years. Nah jk. I've been telling myself since New Year's eve that I'm gonna blog more this year but it turns out that I left my blog dead lul *throws confetti*. Okais anyways, hello there. So it's 2015 now...and I'm turning 18 this year. Wow. Still can't process this in my brain knowing the fact that I'll be attending college in 4 months time just makes me even more nervous about my future. I have literally no idea what am I gonna do in the future like I don't even have any idea how do people sort out their life that fast. What's worse is that I'm a very indecisive person....the thing is I have too many interest in too many fields which makes it even harder for me to choose what course I'm gonna pursue next time but somehow at the end of the day we still have to make decisions right? So yeah I'm planning to study A-Levels in MCKL (I might change my mind cause I'm that indecisive boohoo) and if you're interested to know what subjects I'm gonna take then please do so by asking me personally or on ask fm. Ugh gotta stop being so indecisive man x( Sometimes I really wish that I could just go back into being a high school student or better, a baby where I don't have to stress about so many stuffs like studies , relationships , friendships , finance and etc etc when I can just cry when I'm hungry and eat and poop and the best thing is having someone to clean up after your mess but that doesn't work in reality . The truth is you can't expect people to clean up your mess , even your parents cause you gotta clean up your own mess yo! Now let's talk about CNY..

I am so proud with the fact that this year I didn't really touch the cookies so much and I only ate a few. If you're wondering why, that's cause usually during CNY , I will eat them cookies like I've never eaten anything for years and I'll just keep binging on them and that's definitely not good for your health,kids. Heuheu so yeah kinda proud of myself . Okay I'm just gonna show pictures which sums up my life from CNY till last week cause I've been basically producing potatoes at home everyday since January. Enjoy :)

First day on CNY and I decided to dress up like an auntie cause why not ?!:D

My oh oh tee see for CHOR 二 (2) picture is taken from my instagram tho

I'm still afraid of this lol don't judge haha

And then I went to Alto SkyBar with the twins and man was the wind strong that night like my hair was flying everywhere and I ended up looking like a lion.

And then on the 28th of Feb, we had this PA CNY Visitation and here I pronounce you , #teamrabaunicorns

Group picture! Cc : Josh Tang

Had a mini outing with the Breasties 5/6 cause Celina didnt come along :(

And I present you today's picture. Well a picture that I posted on Instagram today hahaha

Was trying to take a pedo/creepy picture but it turned out otherwise cause from what I saw on the comments , most of my friends think that it's cute..AIH so fail so fail :/ but oh well ! That's it for now heuheu hopefully I'll update my blog more from now on before college starts :')

Pre-Birthday Celebration and hair cut !

2014-12-19T15:40:00.003+08:00

JUST REALISED THAT I'VE FORGOTTEN TO PUBLISH THIS AND IT WAS IN DRAFTS FOR SO LONG SORRYYY LOL

Hello friends ! How have you been ?:D SPM is over and honestly , everything feels so surreal . I still can't accept the fact that I won't be going back to high school anymore and I won't be wearing my pinafore anymore unless I continue with Form 6 which prolly won't happen haha. Oh well , last Saturday I went back to Melaka to visit my relatives for a day and Uncle James brought me and Daphne out for dinner . Actually , daphne and I went to Hatten Square first to shop for clothes and we stopped at H&M . We were expecting for year end sales but boo hoo too bad there wasn't any so we left there and went to Pacific Coffee for a cup of drink . The ambience was good though although the places are limited and they provide wifi too ! After that,we left to the new mall at Melaka called The Shore where we're supposed to meet Uncle James there . We ended up being late cause you know , traffic jam. Trust me , traffic jams in Melaka are worst than the ones in KL . We went to Sushi Zanmai and poor Uncle James waited for almost an hour in the line to get in and we were lucky enough cause the moment we reached there , he was already first in the line so yeah :3

Can I just let the pictures do the talking ? Okay .

After eating , I wanted to order dessert but they made me choose either ice cream or cake and yeah ..I had to choose cake haha ! We left there and head over to Nadeje at Jaya99. Just so you know , Nadeje is famous for their crepes cake !

And again let the pictures do the talking :)

Tiramisu crepe .

Royal tea I think :O

Green tea !

hot cocoa cafe latte

We were actually waiting for my aunt who was attending a dinner beside Nadeje . So we decided to walk there and find her while uncle James went home earlier to sleep . We ended up crashing someone's anniversary dinner and I met my cousin whom I've never met before for the first time ._. .

with Daphne ❤️

OH BY THE WAY , I cut and dyed my hair ! Went over to Head Start saloon to do my hair and boy am I satisfied with the outcome ! Although my fringe is kinda weird for me now but yeah I'll get used to it ! Haha !

This is how it looked like before.

And how it looks like now . Sorry for the horrible quality . Used my iPhone camera cause my normal camera isn't cooperating with me .

It's so straight now and neat . Say goodbye to my messy hair ! :')

I also realised that I cannot stand having my hair washed by other people cause I feel so ticklish when they start to touch or massage my head hahahah .

Oh well , that's all for now I guess . See you guys soon ! God bless ! :) Xx

Healthy Vanilla Cupcakes !

2014-11-17T13:04:00.000+08:00

Hello again friends! Like what I've said in my previous post , I'll be posting another blog post and this time its non other than a food post. Hahaha. I realised that I've been baking a lot this month cause I wanna curb my cravings. I posted a picture of a cupcake on my instagram and then I thought , why not just update my blog about this recipe too?

It's a healthier version of vanilla cupcakes with chocolate chips in it topped with a not so healthy frosting but you can also make this without the frosting cause I feel it tastes better without the frosting so I won't be including the recipe for the frosting in this time. You can actually search for a healthier version of frosting recipe to top it with and it all depends on yourself. The original recipe is from here .Hmm...okay.

It looked slightly darker like a chocolate cupcake but it's probably because of the sugar I used and I sorta overbaked it. :x haha lesson learnt ! Never fall asleep while your cupcakes are still baking in the oven . However , it still tastes good just a bit more harder but it's fine for me .

I realised that I'm still bad at frosting plus I didn't use a piping bag to pipe the frosting so I just used a spoon :D

Here are the list of ingredients and directions ;

Ingredients ;

• 1 plus 1/4 cups whole wheat flour

•1/2 teaspoon baking soda

•1 plus 1/2 teaspoons baking powder

• 1/4 teaspoon salt

• 2 eggs ( you can substitute it with egg replacer)

•3/4 sugar ( I used cane sugar )

• 1/2 cup milk of your choice

• 1/4 teaspoon apple cider vinegar *optional*

•2 teaspoons vanilla extract

•1/2 cup vege oil

•1/2 cup semi sweet chocolate chips coated with flour

• 1 tablespoon chia seeds *optional*

Directions ;

1.Preheat your oven to 350 F or 180 degree Celsius

2. Like your cupcake pan with cupcake liners

3. Mix together the flour , salt , baking powder and baking soda in a large mixing bowl .

4. Mix with Apple cider vinegar with the milk with a spoon for a couple of minutes .

5. Beat the eggs and the sugar together with an electric mixer or hand mixer then add in the vegetable oil and vanilla extract .

6. Add the milk and the rest of the ingredients into the large mixing bowl containing the flour and etc and mix them until they are combined and well mixed .

7. Add in the chia seeds and mix them until they are fully incorporated and scrape down the sides of the bowl to make sure everything is mixed in.

8. Coat your chocolate chips with flour and make sure you do that cause it prevents the chocolate chips to sink to the bottom of the batter when you bake it .

9. Add the chocolate chips into the batter and slowly mix them in with a spatula or large spoon .

10. Use a spoon or ice cream scoop to scoop your batter into the cupcake pan and fill them up until they are 3/4 full .

11. Bake them for 10-15 minutes or until a toothpick inserted in the middle of the cupcake comes out clean .

12. Leave them to cool down for 10-20 minutes before serving them and enjoy !

Do make sure you don't fall asleep like I did too :P hahaha!

And here you go :) hopefully you'll enjoy this '!

Oh and I'm currently obsessed with Taylor Swift's new album 1989 and I hinted my friends to get it for me as a birthday present :P There was a period of time where I disliked Taylor due to some stupid reasons but yeah I've fallen in love with her songs even more now and its amazing omg especially Blank Space and Style . Amazeballs. I've also searched for acoustic covers and so far Tyler Ward's cover of Blank Space is loveee ❤️❤️❤️

Not to mention, I've found an underrated youtuber who makes awesome covers and I'm still wondering why isn't he famous yet. His name is Travis-Atreo Graham, go search him up on youtube ! I love his cover of Thinking Out Loud, Style, Jealous , Blank Space and mostly everything.

I guess that's all for now then. See you soon! ;) x

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DoMeCare (DMC) Deep Cleansing Mask !

2014-11-17T01:18:00.000+08:00

Hello friends! Its currently midnight now and I just drank coffee and the caffeine is starting to kick in which resulted in me being nonsensically hyper right now hahaha omg I think I need help. I don't usually get hyper after drinking coffee plus I seldom drink coffee now so yeah , I don't know why this time the effect is really there :O Okay , I'll be posting two posts but not sure when is the next one coming up. You'll see the another post later but now I just wanna talk about a jelly mask that I bought few months ago which I still haven't finish using it yet cause I always forget or I'm just too lazy to apply it and this is not a sponsored post . yep. I was scrolling through Instagram one fine day when I suddenly stumbled across a picture of a famous blogger making a review about this jelly mask. As curious as I was, I clicked into the blog and read about her post to get more information about the mask cause I was going through the girly phase of life where I'm starting to take care of my skin more....etc etc and I'm still going through that phase. hahaha. I wanted to try this out cause I've never.... NEVER bought any skin care products except for cleansers but I've stopped using those commercial cleansers now cause I have sensitive skin so I prefer to go for those cleansers without those complicated chemical names and settle down for natural type of cleansers. I'm currently using Planet Barley's Ley Medic and I can really see the progress that's going on. I will blog about it soon when I have free time about the product but now let's just stick to this product first kay? So I got interested and wanted to try it out so I contacted the owner of the shop and the owner was really friendly and she even guided me on ways to use this mask plus her products are all genuine. I purchased the big bottle one cause I don't know, my instincts asked me to do so and I regretted nothing cause this mask is amazingly awesome super majestic glorious beautiful perfection. Let me brief you more about this product first.

This DMC deep cleansing mask is a jelly mask made in Taiwan that could easily help you to remove your blackheads, whiteheads and the impurities on your face. Plus, it will also help you to stablise your skin if you have sensitive skin and make your skin fairer and softer after using it by providing moisture to your skin which leaves your skin feeling as fresh as a daisy and as smooth as a baby's butt. However, if you have acne and big pores problem, this jelly mask can also help you to reduce it but it takes time. So don't expect fast results okay and you must be consistent while using it.

The ingredients of this product are ; Dist.Water.Glyceryl Polyacrylate. Witch Hazel Extract. Cucumber Extract.EGX-244(Wild Chamomile Extract/Roman Chamomile Extract/Cornflower Extract / ST John's Wort Extract/ Marygold Extract /Limetree Extract).Propylene Glycol. Bamboo Charcoal Powder. Methylisothiazolinone.Edetate Di-Sodium. Iodopropynyl butyl carbamate. Fragrance.

Since starting of this year , my diet and sleeping scheduled is literally screwed up which caused me to have a lot of acne problems especially on my forehead . MAJOR PROBLEM ON MY FOREHEAD. So when this jelly mask arrived at my house , I was thrilled and couldn't wait to try it . I used it at night before bed so it makes me feel fresher before going to bed and I use it like a few times a week . Not everyday though .

When I first opened this bottle , it released a scent that I'm not very fond of but I'm okay with it . It smells good just that I don't like that smell . You get what I mean ? Haha.

This is how it looks like inside and yeahs till left a lot cause lazy vany is lazy to apply but it's really useful especially during my exam period aka pimples taking over my face period .

When you open the bottle , there's a translucent plastic lid covering the jelly mask with this spatula on the lid . This makes it easier for you to apply and scrap off the mask and also for hygiene purposes .

So basically , how I use this jelly mask is

First..things first I'm da realest . lol joking hahah . Okay .

1. Wash your fash with your own cleanser and dry your face

2. Apply the jelly mask on your face by using the spatula and make it not too thick or too thin. Just right in between.

3. Wait for 20-30 mins before scraping off the mask by using the spatula provided .

4. Apply your skin care products next such as toner or whatever cream that you're using .

5. SLEEP hahaha ! You can ignore this but yeah I mostly apply it during night time so that's what I basically do after apying the mask .

I can personally say that this mask really makes my skin feel fresher and softer and notice the pimples on my forehead and near my nose bridge ? Yeah ... They thought it's their territory so they're taking over my face now .

And be prepared , this is my chubby bare face that's full with stubborn pimples on my forehead and my panda eyes . Hahah so yeahhhh.

I honestly love this mask cause mann it makes my face so soft and smooth it's like touching a baby's butt . Who doesn't want to have a smooth and fair skin anyway ? Besides , this mask actually helped me to reduce the redness of my acne on the next day cause I woke up with a much nicer face as in the skin and brighter face. This is my first time using jelly mask and I can really tell you that this product satisfy my needs. I've tried those sheet mask before and they didn't work well on me cause I woke up having a bigger pimple on my face the day after. So I will really recommend this product to those jelly mask lovers! If you're interested in purchasing this mask , you can head on to here or here or you can even find her through Wechat; Sheryn87 or...here too!.

Thats all for now. Byeeee x.

Whole Wheat Banana Cake !

2014-11-08T11:10:00.001+08:00

Hello people ! I'm back with another healthy dessert recipe post before I'm going to be MIA soon until my SPM is over or when I'm free to blog. Yesterday I woke up with a toothache at my right upper tooth at the back and I'm guessing it's because of my sinus cause the ache is caused from my nerves and I do brush my teeth every day and night okay haha. I had no mood to study at all because of my toothache so I've decided to just bake something to make use of my studying time and not just laze around watching game plays and YouTube videos. I was hesitating to bake cause I'm feeling kinda lazy and I'm lazy and I'm lazy and I just wanna roll around like a potato I am while having my phone on one hand but then I decided to ask my mom whether I should just bake or sleep and she suggested that I should bake . So baking it is then !

Before I begin with the ingredients and directions , I actually wanted to create my own healthy recipe so I was testing out on the ingredients and stuff then throwing everything into the mixer , praying that it will turn out well and delicious. Notice how the edges of the cake are kinda folded and not straight ? That's cause of the parchment paper . Note to self , never use parchment paper to bake cake unless I'm only using it to put at the base of the cake pan or I want uneven edges.

Here are the list of ingredients that you will need !

Ingredients ;

•2 cups whole wheat flour

•1 cup of oat flour or you can use all purpose flour

•4 eggs and you can use egg replacer if you want .

•2/3 cups of coconut oil/vegetable oil

•1/2 cups of raisins (Optional and I used Sultanas)

•4 ripe bananas

•1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract

•1 teaspoon salt

•2 teaspoon baking soda

•1 teaspoon baking powder

•1 tablespoon chia seed (optional)

•1 cup of sugar ( any type that you desire) if you want healthier ones then I suggest you use stevia ? Haha

•1 cup chocolate chips (Optional)

Note ; you can always add walnuts if you want to by replacing the chocolate chips with walnuts .

Directions ;

1. Preheat your oven to 175 degree Celsius or 350 F and line your cake/bread tin with parchment paper or you can grease them or spray them with non-stick spray.

2. Extract enough oat flour by blending the oats. You can use any type of oats you want .

3. Place all your ingredients except the chocolate chips and raisins into a large mixing bowl and mix them up together until they are fully incorporated then fold your chocolate chips and raisins in slowly and mix them well .

4. Pour the batter into the cake/bread tin and lightly knock them on the table to make sure that they spread out evenly .

5. Bake for 55-60 mins or until when a toothpick inserted in the middle comes out clean then take the cake out and leave it to cool for about 15 minutes .

6. Chill in the fridge if you want it to cool faster or else just cut it and indulge yourself in it .

So there you have it hahah . I honestly feel that I added too many chocolate chips but my sister told me that there's no such thing as too many chocolate chips hahah. But really though , I think it's too many cause my cake end up looking like a huge chocolate chip cookie

Anyway , my cake was a success ! My family said it was delicious and they ate nearly 3/4 of it after I took it out and let them cool down or about 20 mins before cutting them.

This is how it looked like after it came out from the oven and ...

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This is how it looked like in less than 30 minutes haha. Just a gentle reminder , if you're more of a health extremist , I suggest you to not add in the chocolate chips cause it's really sweet but you can always add a bit cause HELLOOO IT IS AFTER ALL CHOCOLATE CHIPS and who doesn't love chocolate chips ? I know I do.

I'm really satisfied with the outcome although there are still things that I need to patch up the next time I bake this . That's all for now . See you guys soon ! ❤️

Healthy Oat Chocolate Chunk cookies !

2014-11-06T20:37:00.001+08:00

Hey guys ! A week of SPM torture has finally passed and seriously the questions were full of HOTS especially moral paper . I've actually wasted all my time to memorise the definisi but yet none came out :') Maths was tough cause the questions were tricky but Praise the Lord that I know how to answer and I sorta screwed up for English :/ BM was kinda okay I guess ? But oh well , I'm now left with 2 more weeks. Yay 2 more weeks to freedom ! Okay back to topic , so on the day before SPM I've actually baked some cookies while others are busy reading Komsas haha and to be honest , I don't really know what I was baking cause I literally just threw everything in .

I was craving for cookies for quite some time especially chocolate chip cookies and my friend CY actually baked some chocolate chip cookies a week ago I guess ? I've only eaten 3 of them and I'm like no, this fat girl needs more cookies in her tummy . So I've decided to bake them cause I'm kinda like that type of person who is like "I can die if I don't fix my craving" so yeah haha!

So in the morning , I took out all the ingredients to only realised that I'm out of chocolate chips which leads me to substitute it with chocolate chunks. Before starting , I've actually googled on healthy recipes for chocolate chip cookies and most of them require really expensive ingredients such as coconut oil, almond milk , soy milk , coconut flour, stevia and etc etc which I uhhh...don't have so I was like ahhhh screw it. I'll just use whatever I have with me right now .

Here are the list of ingredients .

• 1/2 cup butter

• 1 cup brown sugar * I used 1/2 and it was kinda sweet due to the raisins and Choco chunks*

•3 tablespoons granulated sugar *i used none haha*

•1 egg

• 2 teaspoons vanilla extract

• 1/2 teaspoon baking powder

• 1/2 teaspoon baking soda

•1/2 teaspoon of salt ( don't have to add in if you're using salted butter)

•1/4 cup of whole wheat flour or you can use all purpose flour

•1 cup plus 3/4 cup oat flour

• 1/4 teaspoons of instant coffee

• 1 bar of Hershey's semi sweet chocolate baking bar (can add as many as you want depending on yourself)

• 1 cup of raisins ( optional ) you can also use walnuts

• 1/2 teaspoons of chia seeds ( can add as much as you want )

Okay , it might not be as healthy as you think it is because of the butter and chocolate chunks but hey , at least it's healthier than most chocolate chip cookies right ? Just that this is using chocolate chunks . Heh

MOVING FORWARD !

Directions ;

1. Before you start anything , blend your oats (you can use instant , quick cook or rolled oats totally up to you . I used quick cook oats ) in a food processor or a blender to get your oat flour.

2. Preheat your oven to 350 F. or 180 degree Celsius .

3. Cream or whisk together your butter , vanilla extract , egg and sugars until it is light and fluffy .

4. Add all your dry ingredients together with the wet ingredients and mix them together until they are fully incorporated.

5. Break your chocolate bar into pieces depending on how big you want them and then add them into the mixture together with your raisins and chia seeds.

6. Line your baking sheets or pan with parchment paper/cookie sheets or spray them with non-stick spray .

7. Use a tablespoon to scoop the dough onto the baking sheets prolly not so near to each other cause they sorta expand.

8. Bake them for 10-15 minutes then take them out and leave them for 10 mins or more to let them cool and cook a little longer .

And there you go ! :) it's a very soft and chewy type of cookie so don't expect it to be those hard and crunchy ones . It's important that you don't overbake them or it'll turn into a disaster haha okay wait I'm just exaggerating but yeah , you don't wanna overbake your cookies am I right ? *winks*

I'm really impressed with the outcome and it tastes really good and not so sweet plus the chia seeds just made everything taste better. I've made around 14 cookies depending on how big you shape them but yeah I like my cookies big hahaha!

Not to mention , my family finished all of the cookies on that day itself . I admit , I do ate a lot but yeah... I don't care :P

I honesty can't wait till SPM is over so I can healthify more desserts and bake more and do everything and sleep and hibernate for 10 years and transform into a potato .Jkjk. I just wanna get rid of my reference books , text books , exercise books and etc so that I'll have more space for my novels and other books heheh! Oh well , I shall end this post here to continue my series of 2 Broke Girls before starting on Sejarah *inserts monkey covering eye emoji* .

Bye guys ! ;)

Healthy Banana Oat Greek Yogurt Muffins !

2014-10-28T23:36:00.001+08:00

Hey guys! SPM is in 8 days but I'm still wasting my time watching every season of 2 Broke Girls and baking almost everyday hahaha . I know , it's bad but I just couldn't help it but to not bake haha! So today I baked muffins cause I got bored of studying Sejarah so I've decided to give myself a time out by baking some muffins to savour. They're called Healthy Banana Oat Greek Yogurt muffin and yes it's definitely healthy :) So cut the chase , here are the ingredients and steps to bake them !

You will need

• 2 Cups of Rolled oats

• 1 Cup of Greek yogurt

•2 Ripe bananas

•1/4 Cups of brown sugar

•1/2 teaspoon of baking powder and baking soda

•Chocolate chips ! I don't know the measurements cause I didn't measure mine. So I just tossed whatever the amount that I wanted into the mixture

• Chia Seeds . This is optional but I like chia seeds so I added them in :)

BEFORE I START , I JUST WANNA SAY THAT I ACTUALLY SAW THIS RECIPE SOMEWHERE ON THE INTERNET BUT I'VE FORGOTTEN WHERE. SO IF YOU KNOW WHOSE RECIPE THIS BELONGS TO , DO TELL ME AND CREDITS TO WHOEVER'S RECIPE IS THIS .

Okay here are the steps .

1. Preheat your oven to 200 degree or 400F .

2. Place all your ingredients ( except for the chocolate chips) into a food processor or a blender and blend them together until the mixture gets creamy and smooth.

3. Add your chocolate chips into the mixture and mix them in. You can add as many as you want depending on yourself .

4. Grease or spray your muffin tin with non-stick oil or line them with paper liners . However , I do advice you to grease/spray the paper liners too cause the muffin sorta like stick to the papers so it's kinda messy when u eat it and annoying cause it keeps sticking to the paper .

5. Pour the mixture into the muffin tin until they are 1/4 full and add more chocolate chips on top of it . This is optional .

6. Bake them for 15-20 mins until a toothpick inserted into the muffin comes out clean. Well mine , I've baked them for 20 mins and during each 10 mins , I'll take them out and switch their position so that they'll bake evenly . After baking and taking them out from the oven, let them cool off for around 10-15 minutes first before removing them .

And voila ! Here are the products ! It's better to be served in small sizes cause it's kinda sweet ? I've actually reduced the sugar but yeah I guess most of the sweetness comes from the banana .

This is by far the easiest and nicest muffins I've baked hahah not trying to sound like a narcissist person but yeah it's really delicious .

And also, if you did follow me on my Instagram , you'll notice that I've been baking quite a lot these days . So follow me for more food pictures on my Instagram ! :D

Do try out this recipe if you're more of a healthy kind of person or you're having a sweet tooth but you don't want to indulge too much in those muffins that are high in fats and carbs . That's all for now :) See you again soon! ❤️

Wow

2014-10-07T14:33:00.002+08:00

Wow...this blog has been dead for a legit 9 months. 9 months! Honestly, the main reason why my blog was abandoned is because of SPM.. hah no. Mainly cause I was lazy ,busy ,and always procrastinating. So many things happened for the past few months but I'm too lazy to type everything out .. there's just too many . So many things happened to me like seriously so many things. Both good and bad of course. lolol. For the past few months, I've learnt so many things about life and I've grown so much ( mentally and physically. yes i grew taller and bigger ) . I've learnt to be more independent and to not care about what people have to say about me . I mean its not like I'm totally ignorant about people's criticism its just that I only accept those good type of criticism which can actually help me to improve myself. Other than that, nope. I'll just ignore it. Oh btw, I dislocated my knee and I thought that my knee can heal naturally but it turned out that I tore my ligaments too. So depressing for me you know? Because of my knee, I can't join the Color Run that was held few months ago and I can't run anymore or play any sports UNLESS I go for surgery to replace my ligaments but the problem isn't about the money. I just don't have the time to go for surgery and I'm the type of person who can literally die if I don't run or jump around doing hardcore exercises and stuff but because of my knee condition , I have to endure it. But then of course after my SPM, I might go for MRI screening and yeah see whether are there any small chances of my knee to heal naturally or else I really have to go for surgery . I'll end this post here haha I'm just posting this to relive my dead blog again. ( I don't know how many times have I said this in few of my previous blog posts lolol )

2/01/2014 ❤️

2014-01-03T15:10:00.001+08:00

Hello! So basically , first day of school was okay I guess? No actually it sucked. Hah. Somehow, it wasn't a good day for me and yeah thank God it's over. So it was my youngest sister's birthday yesterday. She's officially 8 years old. She's been annoying me for 8 years but it's okay I still love her :) we didn't really had a birthday celebration for her but we went to Secret Recipe to have our dinner cause she wanted to eat there *let the bday girl choose* haha . Reached home from school around 7 cause I went for movies with Keegan, Vic and Grace and we watched Walking With The Dino. It was boring ,yes, boring. It's just about dinosaurs migrating from north to south and vice versa. I was so tired yesterday that I had to rush here and there yesterday and I only had less than 20 mins to prepare myself before going out for dinner! Phew.. Cut the story short , here's the picture :) if you happen to follow me on insta , I've posted a lot of food pictures yesterday night and made quite a number of people hungry haha .pictures are taken from iPhone 5 lol

Mixed Nutty Salad - this stuff is good! Like seriously it's awesome.

Sister's food :) Crispy Golden Chicken

Not to forget , satayyy! My favourite!

Her birthday cakes :) Red velvet and Strawberry Vanilla.

Walnut Brownie - this is amazinggg .

The birthday girl :)

Last but not least, our selfies :p

Ahh that's pretty much all :)

Goodbye! Xx

1012014 ❤️

2014-01-01T19:51:00.001+08:00

Hey guys! How was your New Year? I still can't accept the fact that school's starting tomorrow and I'm finally a senior in my school. Yes, I'll be 17 this year hah funny how fast time flies right ? It's just like yesterday when I just finished my UPSR and now I'll be sitting for SPM soon. Anyway, 2013 was an amazing year for me. Despite all the challenges I've faced in relationship, friendship , and studies , I've managed to get through all of it with the help of God :) I'm also grateful for the amazing and wonderful time that I've had with my friends in school or church and my family cause without them , my life in 2013 wouldn't be as awesome as it was. I'm just grateful for everything cause this 2013 year has changed me a lot . Oh well , I'm not used to waking up early anymore though :/ Hopeully I can wake up tomorrow haha! Here's a picture of Form5 CG 2014 :) they are like a family to me although some of them are missing in the pictures haha .

And this pretty much sums up my entire 2013 :)

Last but not least , SELFIEEEE :p

Oh btw, I dyed my hair back to black and now I look like some china doll . It's like I'm not used to it anymore. Not used to having black hair :/ miss my red hair though but it's okay, I'll get used to it soon and after SPM, I shall dye my hair red again :D

That's all for now. Goodbye darls. ❤️

Off I go ! 👻

2013-12-09T10:47:00.001+08:00

Hi guys ! I'm leaving for HUGE Camp soon! Looking forward to it though haha I will be back on Thursday and by then I will probably blog about the camp .

So see you guys soon! Bye! xo

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2013-12-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

Hello readers! Sorry for not updating my blog again :/ I keep forgetting about it and sometimes I get too lazy heh. Just so you know, today is my birthday! :D Yay happy birthday to me. haha. I'm officially 16 though and wow I can't believe how fast time has passed. It's like you know sometimes you get the sudden realization that you're going to be Form 5 in less than a month and it seems like it was just yesterday when you were in Form 1. I've always wondered how cool is it to finally be 16 when I was in Form 1,2 and 3 but now, there's like no difference for me at all. I'm still childish, retarded and lame. As usual, my girls came to my house and started bullying me :p Grace took my phone and started sabotaging it by screaming to random people on Whatsapp and I did the same thing back to her LOL. Then, my parents brought us out for dinner at some restaurant near Taman Seraya. It's like a corner shop and the food is surprisingly good, I've been there before with my mom and her friend though. Okay, I'll just let the pictures do the talking okay? :)

Fried ToFu

Soy Sauce Prawns

Sorry but I dont know what is this called. LOL

Sweet potato leaves

Stir fried Lala! or also called as Clams or Asian Clams. One of my favourite dish!

Roasted Chicken

And here begins the vaining part of it ;

Family picture :) missing out my biggest sister though

Annoying yet amazing people in my life :)

Heh i think that's it guys? This post is just to keep my blog alive and it's already past my bedtime so I'm pretty sleepy right now and I can't think or write properly. :/ Goodnight lovelies and thanks for all the wishes on Facebook, Twitter and Instagram!

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2013-11-28T15:24:00.001+08:00

Hello readers! Sorry for not updating my blog because I was in Penang for quite a long time and now I'm in Genting Highlands! So yeah, I will update more when I'm back from my "so-called" vacation. Stay tuned ! ❤️ :)

Outing ❤

2013-11-08T08:21:00.004+08:00

Why hello there! I'm currently blogging using my phone cause something is wrong with my laptop and everything is like so messed up now :( Should consider myself getting a new laptop or a desktop. So uhm I think last week I went out with my schoolmates to Berjaya Timesquare to catch the movie "Insidious Chapter 2" honestly, what I can say about the movie that it was scary but not as scary as what I thought it would be. The funniest part is when my darling , Grace nearly cried before the movie even started. Oh dear haha. After the movie , we went to the bowling alley and I didn't play at all. I tried once but it went straight into the "longkang" plus I was wearing a skirt so it was quite inconvenient for me to bowl. Remind me not to wear skirt anymore. LOL here's a group picture of us at the Bowling area with this really unglamorous girl with her eyes shut. Before I continue , I took these group pictures from my friend's Facebook cause he took most of the pictures. The rest of the vain ones of me and my girls are from my iPhone . Hence, don't mind the bad quality picture.

The rest were busy bowling so we were bored and had to do something to keep ourselves entertained and that something is non other than......yup vaining. Cause that's what we do best :p

With Ching Yeeee :3

With Grace a.k.a JiaMey and Evon :)

Trying to act cute but Grace is forever giving the pedo face :3

After bowling for like 2hours+ . We got hungry and decided to go for our dinner at Lot 10's Shabu Shabu steamboat. I didn't have any appetite to eat though so I ate mostly chicken fillet and scallops ._. Oh , I recommend you to go at night because there's more variety of food compared to lunch time. So yeah. As usual, group pictures were stolen from facebook :P except for the one where the 4 of us sat together.

Freestyle picture but I don't know what were the boys doing behind. Expressing their love towards the food maybe?

With the babiess and no thats not my hand on Ching Yee's head . I was hugging her haha

Lol smalll kids

and finally a proper group picture :) Look at them asian eyes :b Had lots of fun with them though haha didn't expect them to be so humorous and it's definitely worth it to eat steamboat buffet with them. :D

Guess Who's Back.

2013-10-28T18:28:00.001+08:00

Hey guys! I've just realized that I've been dead *again* for such a long timee. Yeah...... most prolly because of school and exams which made me like don't have time for my blog. I've been telling myself to relive my blog again once exams are over and taa-daa! Here I ammm :) Oh, finals are over btw. 4 weeks of torture is finally over yay! Went to school just now to sit for my Physics paper 3 and PJK paper. Ugh, i'll never understand why must we sit for PJK papers. But oh well, past is past and I finally returned my Form 4 textbooks and took the form 5 ones. Gosh, I can't believee my form 4 life is gonna end soon.That's just soo....sad :/ I don't want it to end tho because this year has got to be the best year ever for the past years in my secondary life. I don't wanna go to Form 5 and face SPM! Have you guys ever realized that the time is passing faster and faster? Yeah, that's why we shouldn't slack around anymore and start getting things done *as if I will. LOL queen of procrastinating here * Haha anyway for the past few months, my life has been quite good. I mean there are ups and down but when you God with you all the time, whatever problem is a no problem :P Well, after my previous post. It's so depressing and stuff i know haha but those are like the past already and we should focus on the future moree. Hmmm, I even got closer with my classmates and most of us are getting along well, I hope. Haha. Sighhh .Oh well, my mind is currently blank and I don't know what else to write now. kbyeee. Here's a throwback selfie of me. Just in case if you happen to forget how I look like. Follow me on Instagram and Twitter to know more about me or to ask me questions. Don't worry, I won't bite. :)

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2013-06-29T19:37:00.002+08:00

Broken..I don't even know what to say. This post is going to be filled with words and my rants. So you can either choose to read my rants or you could just exit this blog and do something else that is much more worth it than reading this post.

Things have been bothering me a lot these few days. I don't know why. It's either I'm thinking too much or I'm just ~~pmsing~~. I need a place to rant out my feelings. Twitter doesn't help because only 140 characters are allowed and Facebook is just filled with judgmental people. I was thinking about getting a diary and just write everything out but there's one small problem. I'm too lazy to write and I prefer to type it out. I honestly don't understand what am I doing with my life. The amount of things that are bothering me is too much. My heart feels so heavy all the time. Why? cause I think too much. I often think a lot. I try to tell myself to just screw everything and relax and not think about it but I'm really stubborn cause I can't seem to stop thinking about everything. Sometimes I wonder why do some girls *especially me* think so much for? It just leads me to depression . I constantly feel like crap and shit about myself. I question myself all the time. "Why am I so pathetic? Why can't I be normal like other girls? Why must I think so much? Why am I so insecure? Why am I like this? Why can't I be like her? Why can't he like me back? Why must people do this to me? Why am I so useless?" WHY??why??why?? People often see me as the "Happy" one who laughs and annoy people a lot even though sometimes I seem really depressed but I really can't hide my feelings that time. Nobody wants to be depressed. Nobody wants to feel like shit all the time. Nobody does. It's just so hard when nobody understands you. You've got nobody to tell your real feelings to.. not even your very own trusted best friend. Why? Cause you might think that your best friend might judge you too... what's worse is when you really tell your best friend about it and she replies like she doesn't care at all. It hurts okay? It hurts me a lot. It hurts me so much when I try to tell my problems to somebody I really trust and that person just acts like it's non of their business. Who can I turn to? Nobody... It sucks to be the person who is always there for somebody when they have problems but when you have problems, nobody will help you. Nobody will care for you. I often ask myself.. "why do you even care when they don't even care about you?" I try to not care so much about other people but I don't why i just can't. I can't help it okay. I just have to help people who are in trouble. its just my personality. It's just...me.

People often lie to me. Why? Why must you lie? They often give me false hopes. Making me fall for their tricks and end up regretting about it. I really can't stand liars. I'd rather hear the ugly truth than to listen to the sweet lies. I'm sorry for being such an emotional freak okay? Everybody has got to have ups and downs in their life and it seems that I'm currently having downs in my life now. I try my best to feel happy and make myself happy all the time by not thinking bout it but I can't. I really can't. I can't just hold back my feelings and everything to myself. I can go crazy you know? There's nobody that I can turn to. I often feel disappointed at myself for trusting people easily.
Always being there for people who don't even care about you. Always being there for people who only need you when they are in trouble then ditch you when they have other things to do and you're just invisible to them. So far, the only way for me to really express my feelings is by listening to music. I swear when you're really depressed, all those emo songs just makes a lot of sense and it's like the song understands you more than anybody else. I have to be strong. Strong to face all of this.

Penang- Part 2

2013-06-24T16:34:00.001+08:00

OH MY GLOB. IM SORRY GUYS. I FORGOT TO POST THIS AND IT WAS IN DRAFTS ._.

Hey hey! Sorry for not updating my blog. School started again sighh >:( Got back my results for midterm and I can actually say that I'm not satisfied at all. Dropped like a share market but it's okay, I still got time to improve for end year's exam. Need to start studying hard now and not like before. So yeah, this post is gonna be filled with photos again but I don't think there's really a selca picture of me cause I felt and looked like shit all the time when I was in Penang :( My uncle and cousins (younger ones) from Malacca came to Penang few days before I came back to KL. So we decided to bring them for a uhmm small tour around Penang? We drove from one end of Penang to the other end of the island like seriously we did . Haha. We visited quite a number of places. On the day they arrived, it was evening already so not counted as day. We went Gurney Drive for dinner and ate at the place full with hawker stalls. I ate so much during that time and it was those oily foods like satay, hokkien mee and etc etc. If you really know me, I'm quite a health conscious person but not really to the extend. I have my dinner like super early around 5:30 pm? and that night, I ate so much around 9+ pm . Feel guilty as crap. But it's okay, I can still burn those fats off by working out right? :D Okay i should not blab so much and let the picture's do the talking should we? :)

the cacat family pic :P

Penang- Part 1

2013-06-05T15:42:00.000+08:00

I know I didn't update my blog for a very long time but yeah I'm packed with school stuffs, exams, homeworks and etc. Still trying to get used to the Form 4 format. Kay so yeah, went back to Penang for a whole week for midterm holidays. Meet up with a lot of friends back there which I won't say so much about it. So yeah on Thursday last week,Janice and I decided to search for the drawings that Ernest Zacharevic drew on the walls along the old houses and stuffs. Met up at Gurney Plaza around 1pm+ and had Subway for lunch then we took a cab to Love Lane. The taxi driver uncle was really friendly. Its hard to find such friendly taxi drivers in KL though :/ So yeah we got really lost while walking around so we gave up and decided to sit trishaw ._. So yeah shall let the pictures do the talking. Oh btw, there won't be any pictures of Janice cause that lady doesn't want me to post her pictures. pfft

Passed by The Mugshot cafe ;) If you're in Penang or planning to go Penang for a vacation, I strongly suggest you to drop by here. The bagel and coffee is really amazing and guess what? There's a photo booth for you to take mugshot pictures of yourself too. If you happen to follow me on Instagram , you'll see my mug shot picture. Heheheh x)

Okayy, then we went around vaining with the drawings and stuff then we decided to go back to Gurney Plaza to waste our time there. We end up watching a thai "horror" movie called 9-8-81 I think. It was soo "scary" till I nearly peed on my pants. Jk, no. It wasn't scary at all. As a horror movie lover, that movie was soooo disappointing. So I don't recommend you to watch it. Heh save money.

Oh oh oh I was searching for this cause I saw alot of my friend's their own pictures of this on insta and I actually thought this was in a college or something -.- how smart am I . After the movie, Janice had to go back home so I was walking around Gurney by myself. *soo forever alone* then decided to go Starbucks to chill while waiting for my mom to arrive. When I was halfway drinking my Green Tea cream , I suddenly had sugar rush. Yeah was trying so hard to calm myself down but I can't ._. So I finished my drink and head to the toilet to wash my face. I have no idea why did I do that for cause it certainly didn't help at all. Then this smart fella was so flipping smart , decided to go Tutti Frutti and I literally took all the yogurt flavors and combined alot of toppings together. Wasted so much money on that D; The moment I finished my frozen yogurt, sugar rush strikes back again . I swear everybody in Gurney was staring at me cause I was shivering while walking. Mom called me and said to meet her at Bonia which was quite near so I walked there as fast as I can. The moment i reached Bonia, she asked me why am I shivering and I was like "sugar rush happened" and the next thing I know was I said i couldn't stand it anymore and literally ran around Gurney plaza like a crazy mofo -.- okay cut the crap. Went Winter Warmers after that to have some food.

My jasmine green tea

Mom's something something coffee? Sorry I don't remember names for food.

Some spaghetti which I don't know what is it called.

and my fruit salad. Was craving for fruits hehe

This is just part 1 of it. Will blog about part 2 soon. (: stay tuned!

Be back soon!

2013-04-07T20:10:00.001+08:00

Hey guys! I know i've been MIA for so long. Actually, too long already. I mean like who on earth leaves their blog abandoned for like a few months ?Sorryy! and I will be back to blog soon. Once i settle down my things then I shall be back! So stay tuned!

December ❤

2012-12-08T10:40:00.002+08:00

'December'
December my favourite month of the year . Why? Because it's the month of my birthday and Christmas! My birthday was on Wednesday which is the 5th of Dec. Went Queensbay with my girlfriends on the 4th and celebrated my birthday with the fat boi at 1st Avenue :P Watched Wreck-It Ralph and Life of PI with him. Life of PI was uhm okay I guess? Not my type of movie but wreck it ralph was adorable. Especially Vanellope. :3 I'm lazy to type more as I'm very the lazyy. So yeahh below are a few pics of presents I received for my birthday. Just a few of it. Lazy to take a pic of the rest. hhhahahhaha
My mom bought a pendant for me yesterday. Since my chain was pendant-less since last time, she bought me a pendant for my birthday :) Thanks mommy ❤

Nicole bought me this ribbon necklace for me :) and it's my favourite colour! :D

Amerald bought me anchor earrings ! :D Yeahh I only wore 1 of it because I didn't want to take out the earrings my mom bought for me :) But the anchor earrings is really nice. :)

Fat boi bought me this 2 bears :P heheh

OKAY

My friend, Melissa is currently selling these handmade plushy toys for sale! It's only Rm15 each and it's very nice and the price is very affordable and worth it. Like come on, Rm15 for this handmade plushies that she made herself isn't that expensive right? You can request any plushies you want from her and I requested a cow plushy from her . Boy did she really impressed me. It's soo nice and cutee! Below are some pictures of the plushies she sewed herself :) You can view more of them here or here. PM her if you want any plushy :) Oh and tell your friends about it too!

Daphne & Desiree's B'day Celebration

2012-11-23T15:23:00.002+08:00

Hello! I've been dead for quite awhile cause I got lazy. Yes, I know its the school holidays now. I shouldn't be lazy. But oh well, I'm a really lazy person so yeah :b Okay, so I was supposed to post this uhm last week? But like I've said, I became lazy so I left this in the draft for quite some time. LOL. Last week, on the 17th, I went to the twin's house to celebrate their birthday which is on the 16th and it was also my parent's 21st Anniversary. Oh and there were lots of food and the first thing that came out from my mouth was "There goes my healthy diet" ahaha. Too bad I didn't have any time to snap some pictures of it cause I was eating like a gorilla. We had steamboat and Ashivinni's mom made some chicken curry which tasted so delicious. So yeah, not really alot of pictures. So let the pictures do the talking shall we? ;) and SORRY FOR THE CRAPPY PICTURE QUALITY. I didn't want to blog about this at first because of the picture quality but I changed my mind. :D Not to mention, I literally gained 2kg after eating so much but it went back down. I have no idea why and I didn't exercise or starve myself.

Desiree! :)

Candid picture taken by my cousin brother.

Ashivinni! Majority of my friends didn't believe me when I told them that we were cousins.

Rainbow cake which my aunt bought for the twin's birthday and some donuts. The cake is actually a chocolate cake covered with different colours of icing. You can visit their website to know more about them and get the location . The cake was really delicious!

The children. My small sister is the tallest one hahaha.

The rest of the pictures are the pictures of me and Ashi vaining like nobody's business. and yes I look really crappy in the photos :/

With Daphne! The one who is closest to Ashi and Me ahaha.

Last but not least, I would like to wish a really gorgeous girl and my so called husband or wife, Cheryl Loo Wen Nee , Happy Birthday! :) Getting prettier and thinner day by day already ;) love youu! Can't wait to see you soon in Hamid Khan! :D
Okay, I think that's all for now. Might be updating soon. SOON. As I'm going for my mom's good friend's 50th birthday tonight. Might be bringing my camera and maybe not. Toodles!

October ♥ ‏

2012-10-31T14:03:00.000+08:00

Hello guys! Since I don't have the time to blog so much since I'm so busy this month, I'm gonna summarize the things I did this month of October ! So let the pictures do the talking :)

Finished my PMR examination :)

Went Genting Highlands with my friends, Jia Mey,Ching Yee, Wen Ting, Jenny Loong and Celina Lam. Picture is from Jenny Loong :)

Got back my iPod Touch 4th Gen! :D

Went to Big Bang Alive Galaxy Tour 2012. Saw my husband, T.O.P :D

Waitingg ;)

and last but not least, since today is Halloween, here's a picture of me :D

HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE!

Chocolate Chip Muffins

2012-10-20T07:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night, I baked Choco chip muffins with my babes,Jia Mey and Ching Yee for the first time together. So you don't really expect it to be perfect cause like what I've said, it was our first time :) It's not really my first time baking but it was sorta the first time baking without an adult's supervision. So we have to be smart enough to add in the ingredients and etc. hahaha. Oh yeah, I wanna thank Jia Mey and Ching yee for bringing most of the ingredients to my house cause I only provided the butter, choco powder,eggs and milk.

Oh and sorry for the crappy pictures cause my camera's battery was dead so I had to use my phone to take the pictures.

Okay, there are several things that you'll need to bake this muffin.

3cups of self raising flour
2 1/2 cups of milk
3tsp Choco powder
1 1/2 cups of sugar
2 Eggs * beaten*
150g of melted butter
250g of chocolate chips

Steps :

First thing first, sieve the flour and choco powder together in a bowl.

Then you will probably have something like this

Next thing that you'll have to do is add your sugar and chocolate chips into your bowl and just mix it with a spoon or something. You can add more chocolate chips if you like but we added a little cause Jia Mey only brought 50g instead of 250g but its okay ahaha.

In another bowl, add your melted butter ,eggs and milk then mix it together. You can use a mixer to mix it if you like. I didn't know we had to use melted butter so I just put the whole thing in it and I had to find ways to actually melt the butter.

Mix your dry ingredients with the wet one. Slowly add the dry ingredients while mixing it with the wet ingredients. Then ta-da! You'll have a batter which looks something like this.

Align your muffin tray with the uhmm muffin paper? lol i don't know what is it called :P

Preheat the oven to 180 celcius then bake it for 30 minutes with the temperature 200 celcius and there you have it! Chocolate chip muffins ahaha. Although it looks kinda ugly but it tastes awesome and some of it looks abit burned cause we left it for too long in the oven :/

Wait for it to cool down then you can just dig it and enjoy your muffin :)