I’ve never been the type to go out and get what I want.
Especially with this kind of situation.
I’ve always just let it come to me. Let’s face it.
I’m too much of a coward to tell you how I feel.
And you’ve made it even more difficult to know what I feel.
I realize it’s probably insignificant, but when you couldn’t even remember my name, it hurt me.
I know we only met this year, but we’ve known each other for six months now, and you’ve clearly said my name before.

I know it was only one tiny mistake, but it always hurts when you discover that you aren’t as significant to someone as they are to you.

The few flaws I’ve discovered are nothing, and you weren’t shy about revealing them, which just makes you appear more in control, and stronger.

Other than these, you are potentially perfect.
I could go on and on describing what I like about you.
And I thought for a couple weeks there, that maybe you thought the same way about me.
After that wonderful day that I once thought was so significant, I realized that all the reasons I thought you could fancy me were wild assumptions.
I felt quite the fool.

Now I am beyond the smitten stage of infatuation, and can think more logically.
But I am more confused than ever.
Despite what others have told me, I’m not going to tell you how I feel to get it over with.
I want to be more apparent of your feelings first.
It would seem that route would only be in vain, since so far it seems as though you don’t share my feelings.
Rather, I’ll wait to see if you grow to like me more.
Maybe you’d even make the first move.
I’m not expecting you to know my feelings.
I’m merely waiting to see if you share them.
Isn’t that what love should really be like?

But who am I to know about love?

I just want a friend I can rely on. A friend to talk to…

I knew for the longest time that you had feelings for me but were too scared to admit it. Thanks for finally confirming what I already knew. I knew the chances were that you would never be able to handle it, and that makes me sad, but at least now I have some sense of closure.

I wish you well and hope that at some point in your life you are able to own up for the mistakes you made. You can’t get through life blaming others for your actions.

I’ll love you forever; thank you for finally making it so I can let you go.

People on the internet act just as bad. No different than the people in the real world. They bully, humiliate, and tear apart a person without sympathy or remorse. Stupid assholes think that they’re better than anyone who doesn’t suit their needs. They’re greedy bastards who overthrew the admins of a forum board and took control of it, brainwashing the other members into believing that they’re good. What those tyrants do is that they turn good people into bad. Lie, cheat, steal, they tried to turn my online friends against me, one by one, and it worked. Filling them with their shitty propaganda. I’m also sick of their threats as well, it’s so annoying that they spy on me on another forum every now and then. And my family. The worse is my father, who has become a psychopath. He thinks he’s always right, and he screams at people when they try to prove them wrong. He assumes to much as well and some of his advices, if I took them, I would have faced an even bigger embarrassment. My parents love to embarrass me, but I can’t do the same or else they’ll yell at me. For all my life, I felt like I was living in a fascist country, everywhere I go. Dictators here and there, being complete assholes. What has happened to mankind these days? They’re getting worse and worse. Even little kids are growing into bad people, and I’ve even seem some of them use vulgar. Back then, even though the rules were more strict back then, people were more disciplined. Yes, there were assholes back than, but the number of assholes on this planet has doubled, no, tripled. What they always want these days are money, drugs, sex, and/or connections. What happened to mankind’s moral values? I don’t know what life will be like in a hundred years, but I’m not liking this century one bit. All the good things the children books have said were all bogus, but I wish it existed, I wish it did. Why can’t people change and love one another?

1) You’re ugly. You make the Grinch look sexy.
2) You’re ugly…on the INSIDE too! like a reverse Quasimodo. expect still ugly on the outside.
3) That thing you call a nose? Yeah, I think the Egyptians want their pyramid back. And no, those wannabe hipster glasses don’t help. They–are–atrocious.
4) You’re mean, bitter, selfish, and don’t mind cutting people down so you can stack and climb up their defeated bodies to the top. Well, guess what? You ain’t fucking bringing me down, bitch!
5) You’re immature. Seriously. Did you never watch Sesame Street? Learn to say please and thank you. Learn to listen and use your INSIDE voices WHIST INSIDE. I know you think your pig’s squeal is endearing or something but it’s not. It sounds like a slaughterhouse. And I’m a vegetarian, by the way.
6) You have a hideous soul, and no one will ever love you. In fact, in ten years, when you’re alone, pitiful, and pathetic, I will look at you and laugh, and smile and then fuck my sexy husband for good measure. May you die alone with your wretchedness!
7) You’re rude and like summer vacation–no class.
Yo mamma jokes won’t do because I already feel so bad for your parents for having to deal with spoiled brats like you.
9)You’re not that smart. Sure, you’ve got brains–but so does a slug, like 32 in fact–but that doesn’t mean they’re worth anything. Your immaturity and obliviousness of social tact and courtesy make you one of the stupidest people I have ever met.
10) Thank you for teaching me that although I will always have to deal with bitches and bastards like you guys–I will have the freedom to say: FUCK YOU BITCH without getting detention.

I know “woe is me” and all that shit and I know some people have way more serious reasons to be venting, but I just needed to say something, lighten the load you know.