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Liberation 118714

5/21/2013 3:31:51 PM

what the hell is wrong with me?! I pine after guys who are out of my league and then if they happen to show even an ounce of interest I find a reason why it wont work, ditch them, and act all superior. I'd like to say its because I'm terrified of peoples judgment of me based on my partner, or because I don't know how to act when someone returns my feelings, but really? I think I'm just a heartless bitch.

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Liberation 118713

5/21/2013 2:16:01 PM

We just had a Creeper Caller calling at work and he got my extension. Thanks bub, I did not want to have a flashback of another Creeper Pedo Caller ringing my friends and I a few years ago. We put him in jail, so don't underestimate my anger and my ability to track your sorry ass...

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Liberation 118712

5/21/2013 9:33:30 AM

My morning routine consists of waking up, smoking a bowl, listening to Blink-182, and petting my cat. I'm probs one of the happiest girls in the world.

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Liberation 118711

5/21/2013 8:50:11 AM

My LDR doesn't want me to know his address. I don't know what to think about this.

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Liberation 118710

5/21/2013 8:05:30 AM

I want to change. I absolutely need to But U don't know where to start.

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Liberation 118709

5/21/2013 6:39:47 AM

As of today, we've been dating three months. :) To be honest, I didn't think we'd even make it this far. I figured he'd come to his senses and remember that I used to be "that crazy girl." But he hasn't. When he's with me, he tells me how beautiful and wonderful I am. When it's time to leave, he pulls me close and tells me he never wants to leave me. When we're apart, he tells me every day that he misses me. And as of today, we've been dating three months. I won't remind him, but it makes...

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Liberation 118708

5/21/2013 5:35:38 AM

What do you want from me?

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Liberation 118707

5/20/2013 11:37:37 PM

I don't know what to do. I feel like a horrible person for how i feel most days.

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Liberation 118706

5/20/2013 11:19:10 PM

im lonely and this rain just makes it worse

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Liberation 118705

5/20/2013 11:16:39 PM

I speak bravely. I’ll use false bravado and flimsy phrases of courage to keep me breathing. I say them until they burrow deep inside my rib cage, quickening my heart. I say them until I lose my voice. I sing of them until their song sounds familiar. I’m not much of a believer though. As much as I remark upon my ability to overcome, I usually splinter when alone. My bed transforms into a coffin; the sheets I burrow into are the dirt. I pretend I no longer exist. I’ll sleep as if I am the newly...

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Liberation 118704

5/20/2013 11:16:08 PM

You make me wanna fuck you hard.

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Liberation 118703

5/20/2013 10:27:18 PM

I'm in that downward spiral. Fuck. Look at me go. They say a drunk mans words are a sober mans thoughts. Guess I have some depressing thoughts.

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Liberation 118702

5/20/2013 7:56:17 PM

Anxiety makes me a bitch, and illogical, and, sometimes, a liar. I hate it. Why am I like this? I've /always/ been like this. I can't imagine myself /not/ like this, which sucks. This anxiety is ingrained in me.

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Liberation 118701

5/20/2013 7:51:11 PM

He hasn't said it yet. On the other hand, neither have I. But I know it's true. He loves me. He honestly, genuinely, truly loves me. He won't admit it yet. I won't confess anything until he does. But it doesn't make it any less true. I see it in his eyes when he smiles at me. I hear it in the way he says my name. I can feel it in the way he pulls me close. I know he loves me. I am the luckiest and happiest girl in the entire world.

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Liberation 118700

5/20/2013 7:31:42 PM

and then when i realized i'd be sleeping alone tonight... i come crashing down again. i would've spent a life with you if you had let me.

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Liberation 118699

5/20/2013 6:51:46 PM

when we had sex this morning it was a HUGE self esteem boost for me. but mostly i just enjoyed you kissing me like that, passionately, like you wanted me for the first time in as long as i can remember.

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Liberation 118698

5/20/2013 4:51:17 PM

I find myself thinking that I would be better off dead most days. Not that I would do anything but the fact I think about it scares me. I don't know what to do. I can't help but think of different ways I could die each day. Or how I could fall into a comma and wake up not remember anyone and start all over. I know I have a lot to live for, but for some odd reason that isn't holding me here any more.

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Liberation 118697

5/20/2013 4:49:52 PM

I can't understand myself at times like this. I can't explain what is going on in my head because under pressure nothing is. I mean nothing. I see the world around me and no words or anything is going in my head. It feels at times as though the world has stopped. I wish I could explain this better to you but I can't. I am sorry.

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Liberation 118696

5/20/2013 4:48:31 PM

Today doesn't seem to be a good day today. We didn't start our morning off right and now I am just sitting here with my anxiety going sky high. I am jumpy at every little noise and sound that passes by my window or voice. I need to get out of this damn town.

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Liberation 118695

5/20/2013 3:36:23 PM

Dearest father, please give me one good reason why I should go to this funeral. "She's close enough family." I think I've met her like once. I barely know who she is. I'm sorry, but that is the blunt, god's honest truth. What the hell am I going to be doing there with her /actual/ close friends and family (most of whom I don't know, either--incidentally, neither my dad nor the rest of my immediate family are going to the funeral, because they live halfway across the country), who are probably...

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