Sacred Sexual Union is a bodhisattvic art form…

In which 2 adepts come together to do immeasurable work for Creation.

This work is specifically for the liberation of souls…

The seeding of grace into the fabric of Life itself…

The alignment of past, present and future…

Through the Palace of Infinity…

The Jewel of Consummation Point…

The Unified Field.

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Sacred Sexual Union is an actual ceremony…

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One which requires a significantly advanced state of Consciousness in one or both partners.

While you do not need to be perfectly Realized to practice Sacred Sexual Union…

You do need to be overlighted by a Being who is, given the sheer magnitude of dimensions, planes, levels of Consciousness and sentient beings who can be impacted by the practice.

This can be achieved by practicing through a living Tantric lineage – held by an enlightened master or a lineage of enlightened ancestors.

This can also be achieved through the grace of an Avatar, like Jesus (for all my Magdalenes out there)

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The Divine Couplets or Syzygy’s

During Sacred Sexual Union, practitioners channel various “Divine Couplets” or Syzygy’s (as the Gnostics called them) – Consorted aspects of the Godhead.

Different Divine Couplets govern different parts of Creation and contain highly specified Graces…

Which must be realized through a corresponding field of Separation – that the Divine Couplet also governs.

When the Divine Couplet is “brought back together,” in essence, through the bodies of the adepts in sexual ceremony…

The field of Separation is also purified in the Creation at large – healing, activating or bestowing grace upon the souls connected to it.

Ultimately (and depending on the level of expansion an adept has realized in and through the Universal Body of Consciousness)…

A practitioner could feasibly channel different deities, divine couplets, or “faces” of the Godhead (and their “Tantra’s”) at will…

However, the easiest and most practical way to begin the practice is to connect to the unique Divinity of your own Oversoul–

The specific and unique Divine Nature of who you are in God.

This is beyond the jivatma (individual soul) level of Consciousness. 

It is the Deity or “Group Soul” level of Consciousness…

An archetypical overlighting essence of which your jivatma (individual Soul) is just one “drop” of.

(Ie: how there can be many women on Earth who are indeed manifestations of  “Tara” or “Magdalene” or “Kali” in their spiritual essence or many men on Earth who are indeed manifestations of “Shiva” or “Ra” or “Avalokiteshvara” at the Spirit level)

Ultimately, all of us have all the deities and all the tantra’s within us at the Universal Level of Awareness…

But it is certainly helpful to begin by practicing through the specific Deity which is akin to our our unique spiritual essence in Creation…

Hence, Sacred Sexual Union often unfolds spontaneously when we meet another member of our Oversoul who anchors the opposite polarity- a “Flame Mate” we might say.

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Sacred Sexual Union in Ancient Times

In Ancient times and through the temple complexes of the ancient world, these unique “Divine Aspects” of the Godhead were manifested as the different deities & their Divine Consorts in the Pagan Temple systems.

Through various divination practices or via the conduit of an enlightened elder, an initiate would be directed to the temple (and the Deity) who matched their spiritual essence.

It was believed that through this Deity, the individual soul could realize the greater state of Universal Oneness…

And the temples were schools for cultivating awareness of the Deity as their own Higher Self in a multi-staged process that was a pre-requisite for Sacred Sexual Union

(and really an entire spiritual path in and of itself.)

Pathways of Initiation in “Deity Yoga” first begin with:

• Serving the Deity / Divine “Neter” (Divine Nature) through daily ritual offerings, ceremonies and purification practices (Neter is seen as “outside the self” at this stage of the practice, like a distant relative – an  “Aunt” or “Uncle”)
  
• Connecting to the Deity through inner yoga’s, breathwork, and various energetic practices
  (Deity/Neter is seen as an intimate partner to the initiate – Parent, Friend, or Sacred Beloved)
  
• Merging with the Deity and integrating the Upper Dimensional Body of the Neter as oneself directly through internal absorption (Deity is seen as one’s Beloved in heightened states of spiritual union, until the line between “self” and “Deity” dissolves – the fields are One)

Any of one of these stages in Deity Yoga could involve lifetimes of practice…

Literally hundreds or even thousands of years in devoted service, contemplation and absorption.

And all this is just a preliminary to Sacred Sexual Union, which could be practiced only in stage 3 “Merging with Deity” above.

Can you imagine???

This doesn’t even include the more entry-level practices of basic training in spirituality, compassion, service to others, & the integration of moral, ethical & spiritual principles that the average person receives through religion and the early stages of human gross-world development.

(which could verily take millions of lives)

Needless to say…

Sacred Sexual Union is a VERY advanced practice…

Jesus didn’t teach it to His disciples until 12 years after his resurrection.

And in ancient times, only the Queen & the Pharaoh would receive FULL initiation into Deity Yoga and Sacred Sexual Union because of the IMMENSE power and responsibility associated with it, in God.

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The Practice of Sacred Sexual Union

In Sacred Sexual Union….

Both partners are beheld “as the Divine”

The woman is perceived as Goddess by her partner.

The man is perceived as God by his partner.

But this is far more sophisticated than just an idle musing of “My partner is the Divine Beloved!” as taught in modern Neo-Tantra.

Sacred Sexual Union is a full-blown trance ceremony…

One which, in ancient times, often involved vast degrees of ritual pageantry

• Bathing and purifying the bodies of the adepts ceremonially
• Ritually dressing them as the deities
• Feeding them (sacred) intoxicants – to open the planes of Consciousness
• And often performing elaborate ceremonial rites (with entire communities present) to invoke the actual presence of the Deities into the bodies of the practitioners themselves.

Even in the more solitary/underground Tantric traditions of todays time – where a higher focus is placed on internal absorption, yogic science, and meditation than outward pageantry –  ideally it is with a deep wellspring of devotional awareness that has been ritually practiced for YEARS through meditation, puja, contemplation of scriptures and the like –  that the partner is perceived as a genuine manifestation of Deity and that one holds that same field of Deity Consciousness in and through one’s own body during the practice.

Depending on the height of the Trance State entered into through this intensity of sexual + heart + spiritual energy…

GENUINE alchemies of energy, thought, feeling and perception take place as inner heat is generated in the bodies of the adepts.

In Sacred Sexual Union…

The positioning of the bodies is a MUDRA.

(With intended effect)

The sacred gaze is a MEDITATION.

(With intended effect)

The generation of heat, sound, breath, sweat…

The direction of energy to different internal palaces and planes of Consciousness…

And the transmutation of thoughts, feelings, physical obscurations and obstructions…

ALL of it is SIGNIFICANT …

Having immediate EFFECTS on Creation – as the practitioners’ bodies are connected to the Upper Dimensional Bodies of the Deities – which govern Creation/Collective Consciousness itself.

As the nectar of Infinite Awareness opens through the Union of Polarities (Divine Syzygy’s) in a state of Selfless Service & Unconditional Love…

The very Heart of Creation itself is cleansed… purifying, blessing and bestowing grace upon all Souls within in it.

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Sacred Sexual Union: A “King” “Queen” Yoga

I could not in any way open to the true pathways of Sacred Sexual Union without realizing the practice’s imminent relationship to all life, to the well being of all souls in Creation, and the tender, devotional state of selfless service that is inextricably woven into the very nature of the practice as a Raja (King / Queen) Yoga.

Akara Sophia

Sex is the ultimate act of Creation.

At its very source it is the most selfless & utterly devotional action in existence…

Because it is through sex that we conceive another Soul & devote our entire lives to his/her well being.

Sex invokes the selfless service of Parenthood…

Giving oneself in complete devotion to the life of another.

Therefore, it should come as no surprise that in its highest Spiritual Expression, Sacred Sexual Union becomes a commitment to creating and caring for all souls in Creation…

It is an awakening into being Divine Mother / Divine Father God

(and the responsibility inherent in that)

** This is why in Ancient Egypt, only the Queen and the Pharaoh would be initiated into Sacred Sexual Union practice **

Sacred Sexual Union is a Raja (Royal) Yoga.

It is a yoga of Kings & Queens – those are cultivating responsibility for Creation at large – inwardly & outwardly – as Divine Mothers, as Divine Fathers.

A mystery science on the Divine Path of the Sustainer (the aspect of the God that nourishes, overlights, and sustains beings while they are in Creation)

Sacred Sexual Union is inherently bodhisattvic in nature.

It is the commitment of True Love…

In service to the sustaining and supporting the life of others, nourishing the land, healing & revitalizing the “fabric of Creation” itself…

And anything less, falls short of the deeply profound & exalted states of Beauty, Love & Sacred Union with all life that is capable through this sacred practice.

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Sacred Sexual Union Today

In 2023, I will be hosting the first ever Temple Arts of Sacred Union Facilitator Training.

A comprehensive training in the rites of Sacred Sexual Union, spiritual healing, and the pathways of the Divine King/Queen, anchored through the Mysteries of Isis/Osiris (as our “Divine Syzygy”) & the Path of the Sustainer.

We are in enrollment now, and if you are interested in this training program, please book in a time to speak with me before Thanksgiving, as I will be in India from November 24th on – offline and anchoring the field of the training whilst on spiritual pilgrimage with my Beloved Master, Avatar Meher Baba, in India.

** Please know that – many of us are already open and empowered at Deity/Upper Dimensional levels because of development in our past lives… and if we are not consciously activated, we BECOME activated though experiences of Sacred Sexual Union happening spontaneously between flame mates & other members of Divine Oversouls, who are reuniting in this Age of rapid spiritual transformation & fruition of the mysteries.

This training is a calling for those who

1. Have experienced Sacred Sexual Union spontaneously – through a “Flame Mate” or other Sacred Beloved – and especially if it ended badly when large fields of distortion arose at the collective level to be cleansed and the relationship couldnt handle it.

2. Know that you have a specific calling to this practice in the depths of your Soul – feel that you are a “Sacred Consort” or that you develop deeply on a spiritual level through Divine Love & Sacred Sexuality. Would love to be in a Sacred Partnership that anchors grace for others & the planet.

3. Know that you Soul is of the Hathor-Isis-Magdalene lineage. Would love to be empowered in the full significance of what that means and to develop mastery in the holding of that grace in relationship.

4. Feel dissatisfied or even afraid of other “Neo-Tantric” trainings that are not held in a Christed field of Realization. Are longing for a truly safe and sacred container to cultivate the truth of Divine Sexuality & release the many distortions that plague our world when it comes to sex – and resurrect the true Temple of the Divine Beloved, within & without.

In a culture where Sacred Union Codes lie desecrated after thousands of years spent “under the veil” of the Kali Yuga (Dark Ages) and with powerful souls reuniting unconsciously without training, often through egoic contexts of self-centered desire, there is a deep and vital need for the true medicine of Sacred Sexual Union to be revealed.

This training is open to all who would love to receive this healing medicine for themselves – in their own soul, relationships & spiritual practice. And for those who feel called to teach the practice of Sacred Sexual Union and other temple arts to others. (We cover the breadth of spiritual healing & other
“tantra’s” leading into The Grand Rite over 9-Months). If you are taking this training primarily for your own development & practice, the online version is sufficient for deep activation in a lifelong practice.

You do not need a physical partner to practice Sacred Sexual Union. If no partner is available, it can be practiced through a Deified form of the Divine Beloved – which is often preliminary to the experience of meeting a suitable divine consort

For more information, please check out the links below!

For more information on the Temple Arts of Sacred Union Training, click here.

For a course on the fall of Sacred Union codes & their restoration through Dark Tantra, click here.

To book a Discovery Session for the TASU Training, click here

And I cannot begin to describe the way in which these last 4 years have changed me as a person.

When my illness first came on, I went through a devastating period of grief.

I couldnt dance, exercise, eat (just about anything), or walk more than a block for months on end!

• I had terrible insomnia.
• I broke out in strange rashes.
• I had joint pain so bad, my elbows would buckle in downward facing dog.
• And it honestly felt like my life was ending.

Sitting in this state of absolute helplessness, it felt like my body had become a prison.

I cannot even describe the suffering, it was so intense.

And yet, I knew that this was an initiation…

That something deep and profound was taking place.

During this period of physical immobility, I opened to profound wisdom streams of the primordial Mother –

Birthing the teachings of Hathor, awakening ancient wisdom of the “Mother of Civilization” –

(Sometimes it felt like I was “dragging it up” out of the hellish underbelly of “The Empire” through my own body!)

I also rectified a nearly 5,000 year karmic cycle that was keeping me bound to this planet…

Deeply facing my own shadow, cutting through attachments & delusions, & reckoning with many negative actions taken in the past – including past lives.

I watched in awe as about half-way through that process (where I learned to live mostly house-bound & secluded – feeling very isolated )…

Suddenly THE WHOLE WORLD was plunged into a nearly identical state (as me) when COVID emerged.

It was at that point, when I…

• Realized I wasn’t alone
• That this was a global phenomenon. A global cleansing.
• That my “sickness” was connected to much larger dynamics of toxicity in the world
• And that actually it was a manifestation of my PROFOUND sensitivity…
• Some might even say “giftedness” or “prescience” – in service to humanity, as a dakini…

That the “suffering” portion of being sick was eliminated for me.

And that’s a very important part of the healing process!

The Bodies of Those Who Are Gifted, Highly Sensitive… And Especially “Priestesses”…

Work Differently Than Other Bodies

It’s important to know that if you are gifted, highly sensitive, or someone with the dharma of a “priestX” (witch, healer, medicine keeper, etc.)…

That your body may work differently than other bodies.

You may need more rest. You may have more environmental sensitivities.

You may thrive better when living in nature, or in specific eco systems or parts of the Earth that align more with your specific purpose of service.

When you are “sick,” that manifestation of dis-ease may be connected to things much greater than yourself…

Ancestral burdens, collective energies, the pain of a specific person or group of beings…

I can clearly remember once in my early twenties, my housemate’s nephew & his friend came back from Iraq. They were soldiers returning from war, and they had seen some devastating things.

We shared Easter Dinner with them…

And I spent all night and half the next day vomiting & in severe pain, from contact with the pain they were (secretly) in.

– > Know that your suffering may not be “your own.”

Especially when it comes to the times we are in now, many of us are processing things well beyond the individual level of consciousness.

And this means we may need different levels of support for our systems.

My vomiting & nausea didnt stop that Easter until I read the Bhagavad Gita the next day…

And Krishna’s words to Arjuna – as he balked before the inglorious task of going to war with his brethen – and Krishna helped him see it was his duty…

Was the only thing that could pacify the retching sensation in my body.

– > Pain is one thing. Suffering is another.

We can be in pain, but not suffer.

We can be exhausted, joints aching, fever, headache, dry eyes, tumorous womb – whatever the case may be…

But still be in bliss.

And when we find this “freedom from suffering,” this bliss…

It often leads us to the physical healing as well.

My Body, the Cosmos: Mysteries of Esoteric Embodiment

If you are interested in diving deeper on this subject: The Bodies of the Gifted…

And how collective energies, Earth Changes, world events & cosmic energies can impact personal embodiment on the Priest(ess) Path…

As well as how you can anchor grace, support the Earth, & the raising of collective consciousness through somatic wisdom & your own personal practice of embodiment, I am hosting a class Monday, May 30th on the New Moon on this subject.

My Body, the Cosmos is an immersion to the mysteries of esoteric embodiment, for women in service to the sacred.

In this class we will cover:

– An orientation to the Cosmic Body & anchoring collective wisdom through personal embodiment 

– Signs & Symptoms of expansion into planetary, collective & cosmic bodies

– Special needs of those anchoring Cosmos through personal embodiment

– Protection practices – in body, mindset, environment, sexual partners, close company, & one’s actions

– “Somatic Service” : shifting collective consciousness & healing the land through personal soma & the feminine temple arts

– Women’s bodies & the Earth – purifying sacred sites, lei lines, planetary energy centers, & global events through somatic meditation

– Awakening from identification with the body through total somatic Presence

For more information & to sign up, click here

And remember: wherever you are in your embodiment & health journey, I hope you take to heart…

That sickness is not “your fault”…

And that coming into contact with the deeper wisdom, connection, & attunement to your own (and sometimes the world’s!) unique needs and lessons that chronic pain, illness & sensitivity is elicting in us all right now…

Is ultimately a path to purpose.

And that yours may involve the mid-wifing of a planet! Lineage! Soul Family! Lover! Group of People! Or Friend!

Just as much as it is your own birth into a new level of awareness.

I know my 4 year journey with mystery illness was that for me…

And I am ecstatic to finally find myself in a place of balance, with a fair bit of mastery on many levels that were before unintelligible to me.

Receive everything as a gift, and so shall it be!

Sex is one of the most profound magical acts.

A multi-dimensional spell cast, capable of bringing spirits through dimensions and new souls into bodies…

Its really a shame that we don’t learn more about the spiritual, energetic, and metaphysical side of sex – as well as the effects it can have on our bodies.

And I don’t just mean our physical bodies!

(Even though health is one of my primary reasons for writing this article)

For those on the spiritual path and – especially – sexual shamans, healers, priests, priestesses and tantrika’s, its important to understand how sex effects the energy bodies & (upper dimensional) spiritual bodies – soul, celestial, Christ/Buddhic Bodies and beyond

If you’re interested in the intersection of sex & metaphysical phenomena, as well as how sexual metaphysics can impact your health & physical body, read on.

1.  Sex attracts spirits

This should be fairly intuitive.  Sex is designed to bring a spirit into a body. It goes without saying then, that many spirits are attracted to sex… and not always for the purpose of incarnation.

Spirits flock to sex and sexual acts because they are doorways to physical expression & the material world.

These spirits can be:

• Souls of the deceased / ancestors (most of these souls are seeking incarnation)
  
• Hungry ghosts (Human souls trapped between dimensions.  They have unfulfilled desires from their human lives, and create attachments to human hosts to fulfill these earthly desires.)
  
• Demons (Astral or Lower World Entities – these spirits operate very similarly to hungry ghosts, only with more malefic & destructive desires.)
  
• Nature Spirits (Spirits of the Devic Kingdom – plants, trees, flowers, elementals, fairy, fey & other mythical beings.  Typically, nature spirits are drawn to playful, celebratory, outdoor, & ritual sex as an offering of nourishment, in honor of fertility rituals from ages past )

• Deities & Celestials ( Beings of the Higher Worlds – can be invoked, honored and fed through sacred sex practice as well. In the case of Immaculate Conception, a Deity enters a sacred union – often making contact before love making, sometimes through an angel or other celestial attendant – for the purpose of Incarnation )

Knowing the kind and quality of spirit your sex is engaging can be quite important when it comes to your health, as many lower world spirits do drain life-force energy from human beings engaged in unconscious sex.

For spiritual health & safety in sexual practice, its therefore important to:

Remember: sex is a doorway to the Spirit (just as much as it is a portal to the physical world).  Empower yourself to experience those fruits of the Spirit that serve you, and guard against those that don’t.

2. Sex brings about an energetic, karmic, fluid, and spiritual exchange with your partner. 

Sex is a sophisticated ritual that – at its core – is an art of union. 

Biologically speaking, the purpose of sex is to allow for DNA fusing & the development of a new body/ offspring to continue the species… 

However, there is a great deal of energetic, karmic, fluid & spiritual energy exchange that takes place as part of that process.

The first & most obvious level of this exchange involves the fluid body – what was known as the “Afu” to the ancient Egyptians.  This is the life-force body, which comprises all the fluids in our physical form. It also includes the microbiome (micro organisms & pathogens we are carrying) along with the codes of our creative essence (IE: our DNA.) 

During sexual intercourse, the Afu is shared between two partners – (owing to the potential for sex to transmit pathogens, as in the case of STI’s).  But did you know that you also absorb the lifeforce energy and DNA of your partner?

Lifeforce is the vital physical energy contained within the Afu.  In the Taoist traditions it is known as “jing” and is transmitted through sexual fluids.  

Jing is not always exchanged evenly between partners in sexual intercourse.  Depending on the physical health of each partner, phycological factors, and whether orgasm & ejaculation occurs (or doesnt)… it is very possible for one partner to be energized by sex and the other partner to be drained, or vice versa.  

Additionally, we have the phenomenon of DNA exchange that takes place during sex.  DNA is a fascinating subject in and of itself.  We might think of DNA as both an ancestral & karmic code.  Through our partner’s sexual fluids, we can actually absorb gifts, intelligence, or siddhi’s (super powers) she or he has, or those of his/her ancestry.  However, we can also absorb negative karma’s & ancestral burdens as well.

(If you wake up dreaming of your partner’s grandparent after love making, you’ve likely begun work on alchemizing their DNA!)

It is important to learn techniques to refine life-force energy given or received during sex as well as techniques to integrate the DNA codes of our partner(s). Its also important to be mindful that some partner(s) will have a naturally harmonious constitution, life-force energy, & karma to our own (ie: we’ll easily integrate their energy, fluids & spirit and it will benefit us)-  and others may clash with our constitution, karma, or ancestry, making transmutation quite difficult.

Typically, sexual attraction guides us to individuals who will complement and expand our own energy & consciousness, but its always important to listen deeply to your body, heart & intuition when making choices of sexual partners.

Is this someone who’s spirit is attractive to you?

Do they have gifts, skills, or consciousness you would like to integrate in your own life?

Are you attracted to their positive qualities?  Or their shadow?

Is it necessary to sleep with them to fulfill the longing or attraction?

Are they strong & healthy? 
Do you sense their vital life-force energy as pure and vibrant?

Is their ancestry complimentary to your own? 

Would you be willing to carry the burden of their karmic shadow?

These are all helpful questions to ask when considering a sexual partner, as the union is much more than just physical. (If you are interested in learning about techniques for refining energy & DNA in sexual union, click here.)

3. Sex can expand the Soul (or bind it!) 

The Soul is one of our spiritual bodies, which houses our unique immortal/divine essence & the wisdom of our many lives.  In the Ancient Egyptian understanding, the Soul was known as the “Ba” and it is connected to the physical body through a complex system of energy (and energy bodies) that interface with our glands (biochemical “translators”) & nervous system (“electrical” wiring.)

Sexual intercourse produces a specific hormonal “cocktail” that temporarily expands our ability to run energy through the nervous system, making it easier to connect to our spiritual bodies – the Soul being one of them.  In fact, ancient sacred sexuality practices were designed to transform this heightened state of energy achieved through sexual arousal into spiritual consciousness

When sex is inspired by deep love, it is possible to integrate deeper aspects of our Soul & Celestial Self into the physical body, and – through union with our partner – access bodies of light beyond the Soul level – at the cosmic, Christ, & Buddhic planes of Consciousness.

To achieve these states, partner’s must consecrate the union (of their physical bodies) as a “marriage” of their Soul “Deities” (the Divine Essence of their Higher Selves.)  To a certain extent, partner’s must already have awareness of the Soul Deity level to complete these practices (of entering Christed & Buddhic planes through love making)… however, some relationships & love affairs are powerful enough to inspire a spontaneous awakening to the Soul level, or beyond.  

To be a bit more frank about what I’m speaking of here: it is possible to literally start experiencing yourself as a God or Goddess after a profound sexual awakening. This is the result of having expanded the primordial soma (human body) to run more energy, and the Kundalini (core Divine Power of Creation) rising into another station or plane of Consciousness. With this rising comes the responsibility to hold that level or plane of Consciousness & the power that comes with it, which often takes preparation in mind, body & spirit.

Sex is a form of creation and with creation also comes the potential for destruction.

In Ancient times, many of sacred sexuality practices were misused & resulted in gross egoic distortion of the Masculine Polarity (aggrandizement of the misappropriated human identity) while the Feminine Polarity became labored with over-responsibility (the suffering, guilt, blame & shame of Creation). This is still reflected in the Judeo-Christian worldview, & its war on the Fertility Goddess cults of the Ancient World.

It is time we master the true path of Sacred Sexual Union, and harness the potential for Spiritual Awakening through sex without the wounds of the past!

If you would like to learn more & be initiated in the Red Temple Arts of Sacred Sexuality, Divine Love and Spiritual Awakening, check out the Magdalene Wounds course, starting March 11th…

And reclaim the spiritual power of sex for health, healing & awakening!

Sacred Rage isn’t just an emotion.

It is an aspect of Kundalini…

A force of veritable mystical power…

The power to heal & awaken…

Or the power to toxify & destroy the one holding / channeling it.

I have quite a great deal of this energy in me, and I was always somewhat in awe / fear of it ever since I saw its power first manifest as a little girl…

Sacred Rage spontaneously flowing through me to “take down” an immature tennis camp instructor who was abusing kids and animals for fun.

I was always extremely deferential and obedient to my teachers as a child.

(And I still am to this day. I greatly respect the teacher-student relationship)

So it almost seemed supernatural to me to feel this powerful force moving through me…

Walking right up to the tennis net…

Facing a grown man three times my size…

And to feel words of wisdom and power and TRUTH flowing through me in righteous outrage…

As he was left flabbergasted & tongue-tied.

A week later he was fired from his position…

Not on my account, mind you!

But for having an affair with a married woman of the tennis club.

And I was left in awe of my first (very pure) encounter with the Mystical Power & Justice of Sacred Rage.

However, not all my experiences with this force have been so “clean” since that time.

There are times I’ve really made myself sick with rage.

Channeling all this anger over world events and problems.

Ruminating on those who had hurt or abused me.

There are times I have “lost my cool” in the wrong moment or in the wrong way or at the wrong time…

And Sacred Rage has consumed & destroyed ME rather than me mastering / IT – channeling it for the right purpose.

Sacred Rage is something we work on in the First Woman: Embrace of the Primal Feminine Course which is starting soon, so I thought I would take this time to share a few things which have helped me when it comes to channeling Sacred Rage.

#1. Know your Rage is Sacred.

#2. Destroy Ignorance, not the Heart & Soul of a Person.

#3. Choose Your Battles Wisely

#4. Be Not Attached to the Outcome of your Rage.

#5. Take exquisite care of yourself after channeling Sacred Rage.

We cover Warrior Arts, Psychic Protection & Defense, along with other practices in Primal Feminine Empowerment in the First Woman Course which is starting February 16th!

For more information and to sign up, visit:

http://wakingbeauty.com/first-woman/

I’ve been residing in the heart of Central London now for about two weeks…

Allowing it’s cold grey skies, its grimy subways and city streets, its regal and foreboding majesty, to steep into my spirit like a dark fog, drinking in its mysteries with care… not to let them burn this fresh tongue.

London… Land of the Dark Father!

Seat of The Empire, Global Imperialism

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My relationship with this incredible city began at the inception of Purpose in my life.

A young artist and mystic…

Fighting to protect her gifts

From the soul-sucking throws

Of the middle class

And the pressures of ecomic survival in America.

Desperately grasping at dreams

That seemed to escape so quickly

Through the traumatized fractures

Of my unintegrated mind & body…

Quaking at the Herculean task…

Of how to fulfill my purpose?

When my own soul

Was barely tethered to this body?

And I had to desperately ply for every integration, against all odds?

I saw myself as frail and naive (because I was)

Easily exploited (because I had been)

Too trusting. Dreamy. Ungrounded.

Yet filled with treasures so vast and beautiful…

It’s as if the wealth of my own mystery called you in.

Like it once called you to all four corners of the world

Seeking out the Mysteries of the Grail:

London came to me.

Like a Strong Knight…

And a Magistrate…

And a King…

All in one.

Bequeathing me its power

To conquer my circumstances

And claim the territory of my Purpose

As my own.

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London gave me URL’s and business names…

And introduced me to the industry of my Calling…

Connected me to colleagues and coaches…

Taught me to hold my own with the players of the world.

In the bosom of Her Majesty…

I was held in white light eruptions of Wealth…

As Psychic Surgeons fused ancient fissures

In the Fabric of my Consciousness.

And restored the Chalice Well of my Integirty.

London gave me Sovereignty.

The ability to claim the territory of my Purpose as my own.

To rule the landscape of my gifts with Order.

And now, she is doing the same thing

For my body, and health and relational life.

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London…

There is something in the land here that few remember, but many seek

A nexus point. An epicenter.

Where many lines of power across the Earth converge.

Some say, where ALL lines of power exist

Within a microcosmic Heart.

I see WHY this land became the seat of Imperialism.

I see WHY so many people around the world might reject its gift…

Because to work with its magic…

Is to become the Epicenter of All Things

And many have abused that Power.

~~~

To work with the Caludron of London’s Influence…

We must deeply resolve…

The Wounds of the Father.

You might think I mean the Shadows of Patriarchy & Imperialism

(And I do)

But… long before England was an empire.

Long before the Romans and the Northmen and the Germanic Tribes and other Invaders sought to conquer its shores.

It was STILL the Land of the Dark Father.

Held by powerful Druids…

Who guarded this Gateway

With the most fearsome of Magic’s

Because they knew…

He who holds the Isle, holds the Cauldron of the world.

And many might use that influence for ill cause.

~~~

Coming to this land…

Visiting it’s epic Power Centers…

Is to journey with the Imposing Father Energy which protects its shores.

Wounds of the Father may cause you to reject its influence.

But if you clear them, the full Masculine Power initiations exist here as well.

Grandfather Time lives here.

That Old Saturnal Wisdom Keeper…

Who – like a bearded wizard – shows us the discipline it takes to master the Path of Power.

And of course, Anubis – My Love! –

Gatekeeper of the Underworld…

Tests those seeking initiation.

Stands guard before the Vortex.

“Have you faced and healed your shadows?”

“Do you trust yourself with Power?”

Many walk away in terror of the visions he unfolds.

~~~

For me, London has always brought immense amounts of Light into my life.

But then again…

I faced my initiations with the Dark Brotherhood long before I ever arrived on these shores.

The truth is…

The Austere Patriarchy which exists here protects something extremely precious (and deeply feminine) which I discussed on this seminar.

(See below.)

Anyone with present, past life or ancestral connection to this land may find this valuable and intriguing.

London…

– > Come here to alchemize The Father Wound.

– > Come here to embody the full majesty of the Warrior-King.

– > Come here to reclaim the masculine energy you lost through trauma and repurpose it to protect your own treasures, your own deep mysteries, and sacred feminine essence.

~~~

* Sidenote *

I was held in Customs & Immigration for over 4 hours when I arrived on this trip on account of a machete I brought with me from Guatemala.

Watching a group of 6 Border Patrol officers trying to decide whether to let me into this country…

Looking back and forth between between my petite, blonde body and my bag of blades and corsets and oils and witchcrafts was pretty hilarious.

I kept flashing back to my lifetimes as a Pagan Warrior on these shores.

Yeah, Romans! The witch is back!!!!!

And if there is one thing I have learned about this path, it is this…

This archetype will test you:

To Whom or to What Will You Give Your Power?

About the Sacred Prostitute: Her Divine Gift & Signature

The word “prostitute” comes from the Greek word “prostrate” which means:

“To bow before the altar” or “to bow before the statue“

Originally, used to signify a woman (or man) who had given his/her life in service to the Goddess…

This word was at one point synonymous with a “Priestess” of the Ancient World.

As an Archetype of Divine Femininity, the Sacred Prostitute thus correlates to:

The Divine Feminine’s ability to give herself completely in love- body, mind & soul – to the Devotion of another.

The Divine Signature of the Sacred Prostitute within all women (and really within all humanity) is what gives us our devotional, unconditionally loving nature.

Templated off female sexuality, specifically, The Sacred Prostitute shows us how to care for, love and nurture another lifeform with our own bodies…

Because this is what a mother does for her child.

Because this is what the Great Mother does for us all.

A woman’s body itself is devotional.

A woman’s body itself is designed to be unconditionally loving & nurturing.

The Practices of Sacred Sexuality & the Path of the Sacred Prostitute were therefore derived from this Holy Understanding of the Female Form, Feminine Power, and – in actuality – worship of Motherhood & the Great Goddess Herself, as Divine.

It was a one point a sovereign, devotional path.

The Fall of the Goddess & Corruption of Sacred Feminity

However, its important that we realize that at various points in time…

The Power of the Sacred Prostitute was severely corrupted in the Ancient World.

I would even go so far as to say that…

A Dark Force “possesses” the Power of the Sacred Prostitute to this day in the West.

We see the results of this trauma playing out in the way women’s bodies, their sexuality, and even the body of the Earth is farmed and exploited in our present-day culture.

• In the way that women’s bodies are objectified for pornographic stimulation or to sell goods and services in our culture.

• In the way that women are programmed to “be nice and accommodating” to others, even at the expense of their own health, needs & well being at times.
• In the chronic sexual abuse, rape, and sexual assault that plagues our society.
• In the deep states of co-dependency that many women live in.
• In the burn out, PMS, and “mystery illnesses” that women are increasingly suffering from
• In the way land, animals, ecosystems & crops are manipulated and abused to produced beyond their natural means.

And so many more examples. Too many to list here!

If you follow this energy back to the Ancient World, what you will discover is that:

The Priestesses were at one point raped, controlled, brainwashed & oppressed- forced to serve “Dark Sorcerers” & “False Gods”

To watch a Youtube Video I made on this, click here.

This resulted in “cults” of sexual slavery.

Where women (and male prostitutes) were indoctrinated into practices (under the guise of them being “sacred healing service”) which were essentially allowing their bodies to become “karmic dumping grounds” for Empire Corruption.

Click Here to Learn More About These Corrupted Contracts of Sacred Prostitution

When carrying these “Corrupted Contracts” of Sacred Prostitution from our former lives it can result in many very difficult karmic patterns.

Symptoms of Corrupted Contracts of Sacred Prostitution

• Always attracting men & romantic partners you need “to heal.”
• Having very poor boundaries & suffering from severe co-dependency
• Attracting narcissistic abuse or addicts as romantic partners
• Being only able to make money through sex work or Tantric healing work
• Encountering difficulties anytime you try to expand into other models of business/income opportunities
• Struggling to attract or keep a long term partner
• Problems conceiving children or resistance to family life
• Always running “karma” on behalf of “The Empire/Collective”- through your own body!!!! and getting struck with many “mystery illnesses” as a result

Having witnessed these symptoms in myself and so many of my clientele, I came to the realization that: Enough is Enough!

This is NOT the way the Divine Feminine will operate on this planet anymore.

And I was guided to “gather the priestesses” to Break these old, out-dated contracts of Sacred Prostitution, which are in fact draining our lifeforce, money, & sacred power.

The truth is…

The Sacred Prostitute serves a very important function in all beings Self Realization & Empowerment.

When this Archetype is reclaimed and given back to God (as in the case of Mary Magdalene)…

It gives us to the POWER to fully care for ourselves, fully love ourselves, fully devote ourselves to the Divine, to fully consecrate money, love, and our full material expression to our Divine Purpose & Fulfillment.

But the old contracts HAVE to be eradicated for that state to be realized.

I’d like to invite you into a Seminar & Healing Transmission, where we will be doing just that:

Breaking Contracts of Sacred Prostitution

Please join me for a 2hr Seminar devoted to Breaking Contracts of Sacred Prostitution.

This seminar is for you if you are ready to:

• Be done with all forms of martrydom, self sacrifice, & codependent enmeshment with toxic masculinity in any form
• Heal co-depenency & re-unify with the Pure Sacred Masculine (Christ Force of the True Self) the ONLY “being” your Sacred Prostitute should be “bowing to”
• Liberate yourself from making money in ANY way that is not 100% aligned with your full Divine Truth (at this time)
• Reclaim the Sacred Prostitute for your own Sovereign Self Empowerment

Click Here for More Information & to Access the Seminar

I was suffering immense trauma from my time there & managing an unbridled Kundalini Rising that had awakened in me “at the Gates of Hell.”

Disassociated from my body, deeply afraid of the world, & cut off from all power, I was desperate for help.

And that’s what led me to Brooks…

Or as he liked to call himself “Brooks Y” which meant “beyond Brooks.”




A recent “import” from the Arcturian star system, Brooks was unlike any person I had ever met before.

Spiritually Advanced to a degree that we would call “super human”…

• He could see inside matter
• He hadn’t slept in over 30 years
• And he lived inside a National Forest by night…Where he spent the midnight hours opening the Forests, the trees, and All of Reality into the Uniqueness of what we call “God.”

But the crazy thing about Brooks?

By day, he served as a VP of an International Investment Bank…

And he could open markets, just as much as Mother Earth, into the Divine Essence of All Being.

With the kind of trauma I had experienced at Bones Gate, Brooks was just about the only thing the Divine could have placed in my path powerful enough…

To wake me up from the nightmarish impressions I had absorbed about the world:

Namely: that our socio-economic system is run on a Satanic Cult of Male Power.

And even if you haven’t experienced a direct shock to your system the way I did concerning the corruption that goes on at the highest levels of the money-power elite…

I feel we have all absorbed this energy subconsciously.

As sacred leaders…

We’ve all been traumatized.  Shut down.  Made to feel afraid.

Taught we’ll have to sacrifice the Sacred
Violate our needs
Overextend our bodies
Sell our souls/true values
And use violence & manipulation…

If we are to manifest any degree of worldly power.

And this is exactly what entrenched systemic forces of oppression WANT for us to feel to keep the Light from entering collective human consciousness!

Brooks was the total inverse of what I had witnessed.

A noble embodiment of Sacred Masculinity, who channeled funds globally in state of shamanic God-Consciousness…

His humility, his humor, his compassion…

His incredibly radical & unique views of God, Nature & society…

And his unwavering commitment to help women heal.
To help them reawaken their magic, their medicine, their “Mother Nature.”
To prepare them to become world leaders.
Capable of channeling money, power, influence on behalf of the Sacred…

Well, it was an answer I didn’t even know existed…

To a prayer I was too afraid to ask…

But I know that that experience changed- not just my life- but my entire journey in God irrevocably.

And awakened me to what know believe is one of the most essential keys to the healing of our world:

The Path of Sacred Wealth & Noble Leadership in and through the money system to eradicate oppression and birth “The New World.”

Thus, I’d like to invite you to join me for a revelatory call series, where you will learn the TRUE path to Sacred Independence & Financial Freedom, and learn more about my journey with “Brooks-Y” – the man who initiated me into the Economics of God.

We will cover…

1.) The Foundational Principles of Economics of God

2.) How Imbalance of Masculine & Feminine Energy maintains the current corruption of Power we are experiencing in our world

3.) How the Arcturian Civilization successfully navigated the Crisis of “Power over Nature” we are currently experiencing on our planet to become the most advanced Planetary Consciousnesses in our Universe

4.) Why “Becoming God” is the New Paradigm for Human Development

5.) How to get over all the Black Magic Sh*t your mind tells you to block you stepping into your True Power & Freedom (which is Simply Being Who You Are)

6.) Where this Black Magic Sh*t comes from and what REALLY goes on “behind the scenes” of our current money-power system

7.) How Sacred Sexuality and the Ancient Wisdom of the Goddess is ESSENTIAL to our Global Healing- Physically, Mentally, Emotionally, Financially, & Spiritually

8.) What HAS to clear in us for us to bring forth our Power, our Hearts, & our Ancient Wisdom once more, through the Financial System (and why bringing it THROUGH those systems is essential to the healing of our world.

There are 3 calls in this series.  You can join at any time & receive recordings!

• This is your opportunity to clear the crippling fear, stress, anxiety, & shame that often underly our relationship to finances and success in the “World of Man”
• This is your opportunity to expand into a paradigm that sacred unlimited creation of the Divine Plan via money, power & creativity in the world

If you are someone with a vision and a mission:

A desire to bring about positive change in the world.

You know you are here to “carry the light” of a New Age of Wisdom & need to learn how to work confidently & sacredly in the realms of money, business, and world leadership

Prepare yourself to be the change

To sign up, please go to: http://returnofthetemple.com/sw-initiation/

All My Love,

– As opposed to a Priestess of Isis
– or a Priestess of Aphrodite
– or an embodiment of any of the other Sacred Love/Sacred Sexuality Goddess lineages…




There is a fundamental component to this Path of the Magdalene in which GOD (the Infinite) is experienced as “The Beloved.”

And this is not just “The Beloved” in a non-personal sense.

This is “The Beloved” in a very…

REAL, physically-embodied, (HUMAN) sense.

The Magdalene falls in love with the INCARNATED form of God. She is his consort in a human form.

And so central to This Path is the Mystery of…

“God in Human Form”

What we might call…

“The Avatar”
“The Christ”
“The Savior”
“The Chosen One”
“The Prophet”
“The Promised One”
“The Buddha”

Etc. Etc. Etc…

– He who has been given a thousand names.

– He who appears in every age and every time.

– He who has been promised or foretold of by all religions.

– And manifests as THE Supreme Love in Creation Consciousness… Manifests as the “Infinite in the finite” … Manifests as “God in human form.”

It’s not all that popular nowadays (in the New Age world) to believe in such things…

But I assure you-

A True “Magdalene” has a very deep, real, ongoing connection to this “Sacred Beloved”

She longs and longs and longs for HIM…

Through all her incarnations and all the epochs of space & time.

She is “carrying that Flame” for His arrival…
For His next incarnation.




And we will “planet hop” seeking to serve in and around his manifestations (and advents) on various planets and various points in space/time.

We are like Krishna’s Gopi’s.

Waiting…
Longing…
Loving…
Devoting ourselves…
And serving…

The Sacred Beloved at all times.

And so, I want to speak to this because, (to me) there is a fundamental component to this path that is very based in Bhakti Yoga.

Bhakti (in its traditional form and practice) requires an “Ishta Devata.”

It requires a FORM of God that the aspirant falls in Love with.

A Perfected Being…

And through the Power of that Love, which awakens in the heart of the aspirant (and comes as a Grace & Gift from that Being Himself)…

Over time, and over many incarnations…

The Soul eventually “becomes one” with the Consciousness of The Sacred Beloved.

Becomes REALIZED through this path of “Sacred Union” with a FORM of God.

And so, I feel there is a subtle difference between:

• the Ancient Sacred Sexuality Goddess Traditions that were NOT devoted/inspired/created via the incarnation of an Avatar… a manifestation of “God in human form” “Divine Love in human form”
• And the Magdalene Path, which WAS (and still inherently IS) connected, devoted to, & inspired by the manifestation of Christ in the form of Jesus.

I tell the women who take my courses, it’s like this…

– The Isis Mystery School is the “Old Testament”

– The Path of the Magdalene is the “New.”

It’s the same lineage, but a very important SHIFT came in after Jesus.

That shift inherently centered around…

• The REALITY of Divine Love in human form.
• The MYSTICISM of Divine Love in human form.
• & The POWER of Divine Love in human form.

Before, when we were practicing as the Sacred Sexual Priestesses of Mesopotamia, Ancient Egypt, & the Middle East… it was like we were in “training.”

Learning the skills of Faith Healing & Awakening via the manifestation of various Tantra’s, body & breath work practices, sacred sexual techniques & the mysticism of the Goddess.

But something changed after Christ came…

The Temple BROKE.

And Real, Alchemizing Divine Love just began pouring forth from all of us. Activating all of us in this boundary-less experience of ACTUAL embodiment. ACTUAL realization of:

“Love in human form”

“The Divine in human form.”

“Divine Love in human form.”

Which suddenly became this impetus that drove us (from that point forward) deep within our Souls.

What I have found is that- if you are (not just a Sacred Sexual priestess) but ACTUALLY a Magdalene…

Actually one who has been “touched” you might say by this experience of “God in human form.”

There is now an unbearable longing for “The Human Beloved” that infiltrates and inspires your entire Soul Path.

I feel like this has manifested as this outpouring of “Twin Flame Love” and “Sacred Sexual Union” mysticism that surrounds Mary Magdalene in the New Age world (and always makes me INCREDIBlY uneasy.)

And this is what I want to speak to today…

Because I have seen INORDINATE and even UNBEARABLE suffering come into the hearts of Magdalene’s who don’t yet understand how to work with this alchemical energy in the context of romantic partnerships with ACTUAL HUMANS…

– WHO ARE NOT “THE AVATAR”
– AND WHO ARE NOT GOD REALIZED.
– And who…

No matter HOW amazing/inspired/scented with “the perfume” of this most sacred, miraculous, mystical, out-of-this-world, Earth-shaking, Temple-breaking, “Oh my God(dess), this is my Sacred Beloved in human form!” your meeting (and merging) with them may be…

(And BELIEVE ME- you WILL manifest these kinds of romantic experiences. They will be extraordinary and beyond any semblance of the kind of non-mystical love affairs that take place on- oh, let’s say Tinder…

And that’s because your SOUL has LITERALLY been “touched” by the Christed Incarnation of Divine Love, and it is actually still RIPPING its way through “the karmic dream” 1000’s of lifetimes later- beckoning you to tear down the walls of your heart and realize Divine Love, and “split the Temple of your limitations,” and raise the dead aspects of your Spirit as you soar into your own fully realized state of Christed Divinity. Yes, you will manifest romantic experiences like THAT.)

And even if you meet a man and those kinds of experiences start to unfold, it’s important for you to realize…

That man is – quite simply – is not God!

Not the Avatar…
Not the “Divine Beloved in human form”…

And what happens is…

(And I may be the only one here, but I highly doubt it)

There is this huge tendency to become VERY devotionally attached to THE FORM of your human beloved.

To almost see this man (or perhaps this woman) as “The One and Only”…

“The Destined One”
“The Prophesized One”
“The One You’ve Been Waiting For”

Etc. Etc. Etc.

“Your Twin Flame”
“Your Eternal Soulmate”
“Your Sacred Beloved”

Etc. Etc. Etc.

And generate some pretty deep delusions around all that.

And- I’m speaking from experience here..

I had some REAL and EXTREMELY SERIOUS spiritual blockages early in my life because…

My “Ishta Devata” and “my man” (my very HUMAN man with his own karma and his own lessons and his own soul path) were MERGED.

And this was not healthy for either one of us…

Because ultimately –

NO HUMAN CAN BE YOUR SACRED BELOVED.

There, I said it.

I’ve wanted to say it over and over and over again for many years now…

All this talk about Twin Flames and Soulmates and “finding your Sacred Beloved” in the New Age spiritual world makes me very VERY uncomfortable…

Because I feel it feeds this FUNDAMENTAL illusion that is bound to cause A LOT of suffering for romantic partnerships operating under its influence.

And I know because I lived it.

I manifested (and really HAVE BEEN MANIFESTING over and over and over again throughout my life- literally since I was in 1st grade!) this kind of Epic Romance.

But the one that REALLY got me was the one that came in RIGHT around the time I found my “Ishta Devata” in this life.

Right around the time I found my Spiritual Master (who I had been questing for for 7 years.)

And well- I was very disappointed to discover HE was no longer in a body…

But- low and behold- some”body” came in in the physical realm to hold “his place” with me…

This incredibly pure-hearted, noble, loving man who I (naturally) fell madly in love with…

As he did me.

And we had this epic devotional romance.

I mean- we used to sit on the phone just WEEPING to one another-

Reading each other poetry.
Confessing our deepest love and longing.
Crying out “One lifetime it’s not enough! It’s just not enough for me to love you to the depths of my hearts desire.”

And our romance was just DRENCHED in beauty and mysticism and the most epic “stage sets” and surroundings.

We danced our way through castles and estates in Italy and made love at the feet of incarnated Masters and Divine Beings.

The first time we made love…

I can’t even begin to describe it.

It was the most innocent, angelic, HUMBLING experience I have ever had. I can’t even remember a THING about our bodies and what they were doing. I just remember LIGHT. Brilliant, soft golden, WHITE Light everywhere.

After which I became fully ONE with his Spirit and heard him say “I love you, Kara.”

I turned to him in bed and said “I love you too.”

And he said “How did you know I was thinking that?”

And I said- “I heard it. Clear as day.”

We were telepathing.

(Which we did often)

Our thoughts were ONE. Our bodies were ONE.

And from that point forward I just gave him my full heart… all my gifts & essence as a Magdalene.

People who met us and saw us together were always so touched by our connection. They got such full transmission of Divine Love and would always tell us “you are the real thing.”

“You two will make it. I know you will.”

The best healers and all my coaches and mentors and teachers and my entire family loved this man (probably more than they even loved me!)

My Uncle (I found out) wrote a novel inspired by his character.

My other Uncle called me balling when he heard we broke up.

And I thought FOR SURE “this was the one.”

And held him in that place of Christed Consciousness. And held him as my Sacred Beloved with my FULL HEART.

Despite the fact that I had NUMEROUS very STRONG psychic experiences which alerted me (from the very beginning of our connection) that the relationship had an “expiration date” and I would eventually have to let him go.

I was in DENIAL…

Because of all the magic and beauty…
Because I didn’t understand what it meant to be a Magdalene…
Because I didn’t understand that this “fairy tale” I was living wasn’t attached TO HIM…
That it was a part of WHO I AM…
That it was a part of my own Soul’s Magic…
And a gift emanating from my past lives with a REAL incarnation of Divine Love…

And even as I write this now, my eyes are filled with tears thinking about the extraordinary suffering I caused – both myself & that man- because I didn’t know the difference.

Because I didn’t have the discrepancy & discernment to mitigate the line between…

– The Divine Beloved
– and a human man.

I was fully attached.

Even if that meant hurting him (or myself) in the process.

Even if that meant betraying my own Soul’s Path (which eventually began calling me in a direction separate from his, and which I refused to follow because I couldn’t let him go. Because I believed he was “the One” and that meant A LOT coming from this little Magdalene Soul)

Needless to say, we BOTH became extremely disillusioned & hopeless when the relationship ended.

We felt like “we couldn’t live without the other”

And manifested some very self-destructive behavior towards ourselves in the years following our separation.

This really broke my heart and awakened me to what it means to TRULY love someone…

Vs. what it means to be “attached” to an Illusion.

The truth is…

MUCH of this suffering could have been mitigated or avoided all together IF I was properly stationed in my conception of “The Beloved” and how this relates to human romantic partnerships.

Please, please, please Magdalene’s know that even if you meet a “Twin Flame” or a very powerful Soulmate/Soul Reflection in human form…

THAT THAT BEING IS HUMAN.

He is NOT Krishna.
He is NOT Jesus.

He doesn’t have the power “to complete you” EVEN IF HE IS YOUR TWIN FLAME/SOUL HALF.

Your “Twin Flame” is a suffering soul enslaved in illusion- JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.

He has karma’s. He has shadows. He has flaws. Just like you!

He is likely at the same level of consciousness as you… and has problems and struggles and triggers that MATCH yours.

The work of loving someone in the human (3D realm) is just that-

WORK. PRACTICE. DISCIPLINE. TRAINING…

A Yoga.

And it requires immense discernment and detachment to navigate with Grace and Real Love & Honoring of One Another.

I’m not saying these relationships can’t be amazing. I’m not saying they can’t be huge boons and blessings on your spiritual path.

What I’m saying though is that suffering is created when we equate the experience of human union, with Sacred Union.

When there is NO DIFFERENCE- no subtle detachment and awareness and deeper wisdom and acceptance of our humanity and our karmic limitations and the (ultimate) un-Reality of everything experienced in the 3D realms- including epic romantic love.

“The Ultimate Experience” is NOT “Twin Flame Union” or “Sacred Union” between TWO MEAT SUITS… now matter how amazingly aligned and inspired and ultimately sanctified and committed (even via marriage!) those meat suits are.

A contract is a CONTRACT.

And it has TERMS and a TERMINATION DATE.

Don’t think so?

Try telling that to all the Sacred beloved couples who ever existed and are now DUST IN THE EARTH.

Your union- with your husband, with your partner, with your human beloved- WILL END…

Even if it’s DEATH that must “do you part.”

But let me tell you what doesn’t end…
Let me tell you what carries on between all your lives…
And all your relationships…
And all your “practice partners”…
Throughout all space…
And throughout time…

THE LOVE.

The Fragrance of The Beloved…

The Magic of Sacred Union…

Deep within your Soul.

In the process of separating from that relationship (and all the significant agony it caused me) I came to understand the difference between Real Love & attachment.

I came to understand the difference between human romance (which to me is ALWAYS a karma… is always a contracted agreement to learn lessons and “balance the scales” between two “jivatmas” – human souls)…

And Divine Love/Sacred Union, which is entirely an alchemical process of Spiritual SELF Realization that is taking place between THE SOUL and GOD/The Infinite.

I came to understand that “The Beloved” is not something outside of me…

He is none other than my own SELF.

GOD.

And even “the form” as Jesus/Krishna/my (then) boyfriend or any other “Ishta Devata” is ultimately just a reflection of this SELF.

This Sacred Beloved SELF I’ve been crushing on and cruising the Universe for – for probably several MILLION lives.

Ultimately, this Magdalene Path…

It’s about SELF Realization.

It’s just that this SELF Realization happens to be spurred on via the path of Romantic Love.

And so know this…

As a Magdalene, you have that power to activate “The Divine Love Affair” in human beings.

It is permeating from you at all times.

You might not even be aware of this!

And will think “it’s real love” when it happens and get completely lost in your own spell.

But I’m telling you…

It’s a spell.

If it’s a human relationship…

It’s a SPELL.

SPELLS LIFT.

They ALWAYS do.

The sooner humanity realizes this and stops projecting its God Realization needs onto the romantic partner, the sooner we will ACTUALLY be able to love one another with real maturity and real sanity.

And so, what I’ve learned to do is to really really honor the power and magic of that spell as a blessing. A really beautiful blessing from the Sacred Beloved.

To hold it within the context of your human relationship, like a flame burning in this alchemical container.

To ask the Divine to help you understand the Purpose for its manifestation. What lessons and gifts and healings are you both here to help each other learn? How can you walk this path with “the other” with honor and integrity for as long as “the stars align”?

Ask for strength to treat this person like you’re Sacred Beloved. To honor him/her completely as God/Goddess… to give your heart the power to love and – yes- to give your all.

But to NEVER assume that that form actually IS “your God” “your Goddess” (because you’ll be sorely disappointed if you do and it can cause all kinds of drama.)

So be sure to make Sacred agreements within the context of this alchemical container and craft conscious dialogue with your partner. Talk about what will you do if/when “the stars cross”?

Because they will…

At some point or another they will…

And that will probably be the opportunity for you to demonstrate REAL LOVE in your relationship.

Like Jesus did when he walked through a horde of angry Pharisees spitting on him and beating him for simply being who he was and he didn’t react. He just held the tone of love for all…

Or like Mary did, when her Beloved “rose from the dead” and gave her an assignment on the other end of the world from him…

And she went.

She obeyed.

She didn’t say-

“Oh, but you’re going to India! I want to go with you! You’re my one and only!”

No…

She went to Europe.
She did the work for which she was called.
And she LEARNED…

The Beloved wasn’t “the form.”
The Beloved wasn’t the body she loved for oh so many years.
The Beloved wasn’t her partner Jesus.

The Beloved was her own SELF.
The Beloved was her own Beauty & Splendor.
The Beloved was the One in All.

As she became God-Realized.
Meditating.
Alone.
In a cave.
Completely enraptured.
In the deepest state of Love.
In Union with ALL.

The REAL Beloved is God.

The REAL Beloved is the Divine SELF within you…

and within us ALL…

People who are truly, honorably, devotedly committed to the REAL Beloved. And in Sacred Marriage with the REAL Self. Make wonderful partners…

Because they are connected to the Source of Love.

They are “complete” (or at least in the process of completing) via the channel of the SELF.

Thus, they can self-regulate.
They don’t “need you” to complete them, or be something for them.

And in this they are free to truly love and serve another.

As long as you are stabilized in this Consciousness, all “love spells” can become a Yoga… a Sacred Discipline…

That can be a wonderful growth opportunity on the path to awakening.

One of the things I’ve always found is that I feel much stronger love & devotion to the Divine Beloved when I have a (human) manifestation of a Sacred Beloved.

(I used to think the opposite!… My nun vows were pretty strong )

But I’ve genuinely found…

My heart opens.
My Bhakti (and Shakti) increases.
And my spiritual path tends to unfold the most…

When I’m actively loving another human being.

And so, gradually, I’m learning to live- with wisdom & discernment- by those two Commandments He left us:

1. Love GOD.
2. Love others as you love your SELF.

The difference is subtle…
But oh, so significant

**The following post was written in response to my thoughts on developing true self mastery in a spiritual & socio-economic culture that has grown increasingly circumspect of authority (of any kind) & rejects the hierarchal traditions of the master/student relationship.  It is my hope that these words may help illuminate the healing path we all need to take regarding authority in our personal & collective past, and help us better embrace the roles of “mastery” vs. “servitude” in our economic structures.  These thoughts are a reflection of my Spiritual Master- Beloved Avatar Meher Baba’s- motto “Mastery in Servitude” and form the foundational consciousness I teach regarding Sacred Wealth & Leadership.**

Let me say one thing about self mastery:

Becoming successful & developing qualities like Prominence, Sovereignty & True Mastery (in any field) does not occur in a self-serving vacuum, like so many believe.

Long before I was successful in my own right (which has basically equated to simply being able to SERVE an increasingly larger faction of humanity), I was wise enough to realize that I had to learn from other great masters, leaders & teachers.

How did I do this?

I served them.

• I massaged their feet.
• I brought them water.
• I published their books.
• I organized their events.
• I built their websites.
• I took on COUNTLESS volunteer positions in their organizations.
• I cleaned their homes.
• Heck- I even took care of one of my teachers as he passed from this world.

And when I wasn’t SERVING individual masters & adepts throughout my 20’s, I was serving humanity in other ways:

• I volunteered at churches & shelters & food dispensaries.
• I helped alcoholics.
• I ran prayer circles.
• I organized meetings for spiritual groups & services.
• And I consistently- from the time I was a little girl- applied myself humbly & wholeheartedly to any task I was assigned by “life”- be it learning a new skill or working a new job or taking care of someone else- or for God’s sake- cleaning the fucking toilet…

I never once allowed that sick twisted feeling the human ego generates when in a position of service to another…

*That voice that says “This is beneath you.”

*Or chides smugly, “Who does she think she is. She’s not above me!”

*Or recoils in horror at the smells and sights and tales of a suffering humanity…

To derail my heart from what it always knew:

That I was never serving “someone else” outside my Self.

That when in a position of limitation & learning (which is the ENTIRE human experience, btw) the only thing that mattered was that whatever task- great or small, challenging or “beneath me”- I do it with my whole heart, as best as I could.

This whole-hearted devotion to “perfecting service” was not for:

• The grades
• The goal
• The salary
• The recognition
• The worldly accomplishments
• Or the pats on the back

It was for some vital purpose of Self Integration I could barely define…

But felt it the first time a tennis racquet was placed into my hands, and I questioned-

“Why am I learning this skill? Why apply myself wholeheartedly to the game of tennis?” (Something my parents chose for me)

“Why not just ‘slack off’ and give minimal effort like so many other children  did when they didn’t want to do or learn something?”

And the answer came-

“It is not for ‘you’ or ‘them’ or the ‘results’ on the ‘court of this world’ that one does anything (great or small.)

“But for the intrinsic experience of Mastery, one must do everything (great or small) to the fullest extent of one’s ability.

Then, and only then, is the Real Purpose realized.”

Be ye unattached to the results of your actions, yet give to every action the fullest and most robust expression of all that you are.

Give wholeheartedly and unreservedly your best in any circumstance.

• Do not think that this is for X result.
• Do not think that this is for X person. (Including you!)

Karma Yoga is the obliteration of mind through full-bodied, open-hearted and unyielding dispensation of Creative Energy in the Spirit of Service to the Mastery of the ONE in All.

It acknowledges no one and nothing as “important,” yet gives as if the fullest and most Sublime Importance is imbued in even the smallest of tasks.

I LOVE being a servant.

Literally, my last name means “Little Servant of God”

(“Gilli’s” in Gaelic are “servants”)

Yet now that the “results” of my Servant Spirit have manifested in these cheap trappings of grandeur people in this world worship…

And now that I have gained a level of Mastery that causes ignorant minds to look upon me as if I am something better than themselves…

And now that I am faced with the need to have others serving under me in order that I may serve more, fuller and deeper…

I am witnessing the disruption that is caused in the minds of those who cannot or will not embrace a Spirit of Service within themselves.

I see deeply how this disruption is the result of ages upon ages of human ignorance & the abuses of those in positions of power.

And how it’s resulted in so many “New Age” (and albeit, distinctively American) ideologies that project disdain upon hierarchies and those in positions of service vs. power.

Things like…

“We don’t need masters or teachers anymore.”

“The Christ is awakening in us all.”

“Let’s all fully Self Realize without these old roles.”

And the deep fear, anxiety and resentment that comes up for people when they feel they are “giving their power away” or “derailing their own Great Important Work” by serving under another human being.

I wish to share something with all of you, for the benefit of your own MASTERY.

There is not a single MASTER in this world (or those beyond) that did not fully embrace the role of SERVANT.

All Mastery is based in Servitude.

All advancement (spiritual & material) comes from embracing increasing levels of responsibility to serve others.

The higher up you go in God, THE MORE YOU SERVE…

And contrary to what so many New Age/American “rabid individualists” believe…

The ONLY way you get to the goal is through the MASTERS.

Spiritual Masters & the Akashic Records

I work in the Akashic Records and I see every day that each Soul has a TEAM of more advanced Beings over lighting them in every moment.

You might think that your “spiritual revelations” are coming from your own self in a vacuum, or your truly concerted effort & individual practice (and I’m not saying that’s not a factor)…

But PLEASE wake up and realize that your Elders, Masters, Teachers and Ancestors are literally helping you every step of the way.

Not only that, but the entire tract of this Earth Plane and the REASON you are experiencing this sense that…

“We don’t need these old structures”

And…

“The Christ Consciousness is awakening in us all now. We’re free!”

Is because these Beloved Masters & Avatars come here, take on human form, and suffer entire lives “pissing and shitting like beasts of the field” so they can cleanse our collective karma and set us free.

I want to cry my eyes out thinking of this.

And how these Western Spiritualists give them no credit and say things like…

“We don’t need saviors anymore.”

As they suck down the freedom won through their Beloved’s blood and suffering…

• Beliefs that there is not a Spiritual Hierarchy or that hierarchy is not sacred are simply FALSE.

• Beliefs that there are not Christed Beings, Saviors and Avatars on Earth right now are simply FALSE

Christ has come back a thousand times.

The truth is- you all don’t give a shit.

Every great spiritual tradition has HONORED the Elders, the Ancestors, the Avatars & the Saviors- FOR A REASON.

Every great spiritual tradition has honored the Master/Disciple relationship FOR A REASON.

You cannot POSSIBLY hope to advance in any significant way without your masters and teachers (embodied or otherwise).

God Realization and ALL forms of advancement are PASSED from Soul to Soul.

“We stand upon the shoulders of Giants”

The Real Problem…

So let’s talk about the REAL PROBLEM here.

• The real problem here is not hierarchy.

• The real problem here is not being a “master” or a “servant.”

When your heart is right and you can truly SEE, those are just roles. They have no intrinsic value whatsoever.

The real problem here is when people take on positions of Mastery without a Spirit of Service to others.

The real problem here is when people take on positions of Service without commitment to real Mastery – whatever the task may be.

This means…

• If you are a janitor, BE a janitor with complete devotion to being the best janitor you can possibly be. Give your full MASTERY to it, and you will be rewarded beyond measure and your wildest dreams.

This means…

• If you are a rich & powerful CEO your life is about serving the needs of others. You must be constantly thinking about those who work under you, those who receive your product or service, the elements and the Earth spirits who live in your raw materials, how you dispense them to the Creation, how you impact the Collective Consciousness with your business, what your ecological footprint is, & how you are giving back.

The CEO’s life is not their own. The CEO is the servant of all.

This is why in past ages on Earth, when the Creation was more in balance, there was such a deep reverence bestowed upon Royalty as “agents of God.”

It was understood that to serve as a leader was a superhuman task that required total commitment to the Divine, and a spirit of selfless service.

When the royal lines grew corrupt and started thinking only for themselves and abusing the people instead of serving their every need, the people lost all sense of sacredness in their roles in the Creation and overthrew them.

Democracy was born.

And it was suddenly every man for himself.

We thought by getting rid of the old “roles” we’d be free of the corruption, but let me tell you this…

It doesn’t matter if we live in an Oligarchy, a Democracy or even a Tyranny.

(Plato and his compatriots already proved this cycle is ongoing– and woohoo! Congratulations America! We just stepped into the robust stage of Tyranny)

It doesn’t matter if we’re Communist or Capitalist.

It doesn’t matter if we’re playing the role of the servant, the proletariat or the Master…

What really matters is the HEART we bring to whatever it is we do.

What really matters is the LOVE & respect & gratitude that we bring to each other in our respective roles.

What really matters is that we honor the TRUE spirit of Mastery in Servitude.

**For anyone who wants to become a Master, listen up!**

This goes for all of you seeking true Creative Sovereignty, Financial Independence, and the ability to do your own unique “Great Work” in the world…

What the mystics in the East call Dharma…

And the materialists in the West call Destiny…

If you cannot first be a Servant to a Master-

GIVE UP ALL HOPE.

That’s right.

Why?

Because…

• We do not NEED any other “Masters” that do not understand the humble Nature of a Servant and have this state deeply embedded in their heart.

Because…

• We do not NEED any other “Masters” who scoff at responsibility, who cannot attend to the basic needs of people, & who feel themselves above the more menial states of service.

Because…

• We do not need any other “Masters” that think they live in a vacuum of their own self power and can get to where they want to go without surrendering, listening, & learning from others.

• I have been flown around the world on private jets and dined with the Martini’s…
• I have met men that owned mountains of granite & gold and those that could move mountains with the flick of a thought…
• I have worked closely with living geniuses… illuminated poets, world-renowned authors, artists and speakers…
• And dare I say it… I have met the living disciples of Christ himself.

Every single one of these “masters” (whether in arts, science, business or spirituality) had one thing in common:

They spoke with utmost reverence towards the ONES that made them who they are.

I have met no successful or prominent person that did not have at least ONE (and usually a handful) of incredible mentors, guides, & teachers that deeply influenced their path.

And here’s the catch- almost all of them met these great souls by serving under them.

There are sophisticated spiritual laws that govern this phenomenon…

How Consciousness gets passed from Soul to Soul through this Spiritual Hierarchy of the Ascension of Souls… but others far greater than I have expounded on these dynamics in detail.

What’s most important is that you please recognize the benefits of serving under a good Master/Adept/Teacher.

I learned very early on that if I wanted to learn anything, the best course of action was NOT to go to school, but to search the world for the BEST person in the world at that particular thing and to get as close as I could to their inner circle so I could learn DIRECTLY from them.

It literally doesn’t just save you years, but lifetimes, and is the fastest path to self mastery I know of.

And when you are in a position of need/learning/service under someone else, do not think of yourself as “less than” them and them as “greater than you” or “having all the answers.”

That is a sure-fire path to bitterness and disillusionment

Do not think that you are “derailing your own path” by serving “someone else.”

This is a sure-fire way to cycles of anxious and avoidant attachment.

Serve with Love and a Heart full of Gratitude. Think about that person as a reflection of your own Beloved Self. Realize that in your service you are going to be merging fully with whatever it is that drew you to that person. That the “right hand man” or the “right hand woman” is truly next in line to be the High King or High Queen. Understand the sacredness of that exchange and keep your wits about you! Because none of us are perfect and Americans – despite all their protestations for “Power to the People”- still REALLY miss their Royal Mummies & Daddies (pun… duly intended) and LOVE to give their power away to those they perceive as being “in charge.”

If you do this with your human masters and teachers you are going to be bitterly disappointed and will likely throw a messy revolt at some point in time.

So, let’s wake up and grow up together.

There’s a new way of looking at these ancient roles that don’t ever really change and are (truly) embedded into the fabric of Consciousness Itself.

When we embrace that Way- which is the Way of the HEART- then we can all truly achieve Self Mastery … in Servitude… together.

At the end of 2014, as we were going into Obama’s last full year as President of the US, I had a very interesting experience.

***Please note- what I’m going to share comes from a place of Divine Intuition and healing Consciousness. The Divine CANNOT have a political side. The Divine is ALWAYS neutral. And healing often takes place in VERY mysterious and hard to comprehend ways. This, friends, is a huge key.***

Anyways, as a psychic/intuitive I sometimes get “tapped in” to future events, issues, and “waves” of collective consciousness.

And that night I had a very uplifting and profound experience.

As a rule, I typically avoid politics.

I don’t like what it creates between human hearts. I have had very little faith in political action as being a genuine platform for change. I was disillusioned. Even as a young kid, watching MTV’s Rock the Vote brought up a massive existential eye role in me.

“Come on, people. Don’t you realize, the power is not in your vote? It’s in your every breath. It’s in the way you live. In the choices you make. And the change YOU become.”

But this night, I felt a very profound potential awakening in the political system of America.

• I felt it wash over me like an ecstasy.
• I saw the political system CHANGING.
• I saw it becoming an ally to Mother Earth
• To the genuine will of the people
• Andto the future of Human Evolution ACROSS the world.
• I saw waves of people entering Washington, with real life in their hearts.
• I saw people standing up for the Earth
• For human rights, for peace, for real justice
• And I saw the political system RESPONDING.
• Co-creating with the will of humanity to LIVE.

This was a bright vision that brought a lot of hope into my heart, and it REALLY centered around the American political system BREAKING OPEN and becoming free.

But, there was another piece…

As this vision of the future potential of the government was coming into place, another strong knowing came to me.

I could feel the large pools of resistance to change in the Collective Consciousness.

This was SPECIFICALLY a shadow that had been created through the Obama Presidency. There was a large pain body in the more conservative factions of the American people.

• They were in so much fear.
• They were just terrified.

It was like their whole world was disintegrating, and with ALL their precious hearts they truly believed this was a tragedy.

There was deep grief, and they were in pain.

In that moment, my heart poured out for them, like a Mother witnessing her child suffering needlessly at night for fear of the dark. And a very strong realization settled into my soul.

I knew the next President would have to represent this pain body on behalf of American people.

I knew the next President would have to bring it up and into the Light for real healing to be done.

I shuddered as I realized: This would have to come FIRST.

A Message for Both Sides

I’ve thought about making this post for months now.

I knew all along Donald Trump would be our next President. And today, I do not feel any grief over it, as I’ve had 2 years to prepare.

But, I do have something very important to say to the parties of the American political system and the future of politics in general.

To the Democratic Party:

You lost this election.

And you have a VERY important lesson to learn from this loss.

That lesson is that politics “as usual” is over.

The people will NOT put their faith anymore into political figureheads that serve the interests of the establishment and are not honestly committed, in integrity, and alive in God.

Things have changed.

There is a deep need for real heart and real authenticity in our political system now, and this has shifted on a planetary level.

You lost this election because you chose to nominate Senator Clinton- a figurehead of the political establishment facing HUGE indictments around her Integrity & Transparency- instead of aligning with the fiery heart of the people, who’s champion was the unquestionably honest Bernie Sanders.

Let this be a lesson for you:

The time for surreptitious political “strategy” is over.

The time for full-hearted commitment in alignment with the TRUE inner self has begun.

Anytime you vote or give your energy AGAINST something you fear- you strengthen it, whatever that is.

Many people elected Senator Clinton simply because they believed she was the only one who could defeat Donald Trump. In doing this- guess where all your power went?

To Donald Trump.

Enough said.

And to the Republican Party:

You won this election.

The Light is giving its full attention now to your genuine heartfelt concern for this country and fear of change.

It is time for you to look very deeply at this fear now.

You are going to try out many things to protect yourself from what you fear.

• You are going to build walls.
• You are going to form embargo’s and new laws
• To try and keep the foreign, the strange, the new & unfamiliar ways out and protect “the way it’s been.”

BUT- what YOU don’t realize is that in doing this you will strengthen that which you fear and you will usher in an even MORE radical newness that will really rock your boat!

In the same way the Democrats gave their power unconsciously to Donald Trump, you will unknowingly give your power to a new, a strange, a foreign and unfamiliar New Way that frightens you.

So you MUST, dear children, make peace with what you fear.

See it for what it really is, and turn a light on in your darkness, so you will not be afraid.

For the change that is coming to this world
CANNOT be stopped in any way.

To both “Sides”:

We can birth it through Unconscious Resistance and Fear, or we can birth it through Conscious Acceptance and Love.

Today I hold you all in Conscious Acceptance and Love.

And I am VERY much looking forward to the New, Strange, Free-Hearted, Authentic & Foreign world we’re all co-creating together.

With Love,