fazlisarohali.

nenek dalam kenangan

2011-10-16T11:03:00.002+08:00

last thursday, right after the maghrib, nenek sesak nafas. my abang drove her to hospital while me aunty and cousins waited at home. just to be told that we lost our one and only grandma. too sudden that i didnt prepare for anything. even till now, i can feel her, i can still hear she calling me kakak. rasa baru semalam hantar nenek pergi beli barang dapur. baru je nenek buatkan kuih lapis, baru je lepak dengan nenek. even on thursday evening, mama ayah abang kakak and ariyyan lepak2 dgn nenek. ya Allah, i didnt make to meet her for the last time. i only able to see her. i kissed her, she is so pretty. nenek cantik sangat, nenek comel. nenek kakak rindu nenek. i was hoping u will be here with me, rasa duit kakak and be on my graduation day. nenek, nenek kena tahu kakak sayang nenek sangat2. nenek kakak mintak maaf kalau kakak ada sakitkan nenek, halalkan makan minum kakak, terima kasih jaga kakak masa kecik sampai sekarang. kakak ingat dlu masa sekolah, nenek ikut kakak dari belakang, kalau buku kakak jatuh nenek tolong kutipkan. nenek, kakak sayang nenek. nenek tido lah dengan tenang. kalau ada rezeki kita jumpa lagi nenek. ya Allah Kau ampunkan lah dosa dosa nenda ku, Kau terangkan lah kubur nenda ku, Kau lapangkan lah kubur nenda ku. Kau permudahkan lah segalanya bagi nenda ku di alam barzakh, Kau tempatkan lah nenda ku di kalangan orang orang yang beriman. amin.

Alfatihah~

1 month passed by

2011-10-11T18:08:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt :)

i almost forgot that i have blog, sorry! too busy that i rarely update here. hee :D the school had started for a month already, the class subject getting harder as it move chapter by chapter. unfortunately, i will say that i play more than i study; bad bad girl. so start from now on, i gotta boost up my effort to make this semester worth it. Insyallah. i'll let the pictures do the talking :p

what we had within this month :D

i spent my time most with them ♥

my little boyfriend that could make the glasses break due to his high pitch -,-"

and last Saturday, my uncle whom i called PakLang passed away as been diagnosed as cancer. he didnt make to meet his grandson-to-be but HE know the best. Al fatihah and have a nice long sleep PakLang. we missed you a lot ;(

September 16th, 2011

2011-09-16T14:26:00.003+08:00

Happy Malaysia Day everyone!

and here what we (me and my abang) had for our lunch. 100% by me. *proudface* LOL

happy holiday!

Eid 2011

2011-09-01T08:45:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

no picture of 6s :(

our newbie, Muhammad Ariyyan Iskandar celebrating his very first eid.

def, he is our center of attraction =,="

Eh, SELAMAT HARI RAYA once again ♥

1 Syawal

2011-08-30T01:48:00.002+08:00

Merry Eid everyone. have a bless and great Eid. be safe wherever you're.

drive safe and take care of your health.

am sorry for all my wrong doings, sengaja atau tak sengaja.

am just an ordinary human, i did mistakes and i ask forgiveness.

and i know am going to do the same mistakes again and again

but hopefully you don't mind to forgive me everytime i made it

for those people, thankyou for the wishes.

am sorry if i didn't reply yours as am running out of credit now.

have a blast Eid ♥ ♥

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, maaf zahir dan batin,

from the six of us.

and sorry for the bad editing. lol

doctor is awesome but engineer can be better. =,="

2011-08-27T09:45:00.001+08:00

the last goodbye.

and i put the blame on you. yes you.

Too bad that am not a doctor

2011-08-27T03:01:00.005+08:00

had my iftar today with my friends during high school at Flamming Steamboat, Section 33 Shah Alam. 14 of us were managed to come, lesser and lesser every year but never mind because we still had the fun. and its totally pack there! we bumped into my ex-manager and few friends there =,=" then we headed to Shah Alam and had chatting bout our past, very memorable :) a moment after, me pija and yana had our Tutti Frutti at Section 7 before heading back home. *the pictures are not in sequence*

for some reason, i wish i stay in the boarding school that i entered for 11days.

so that i can learn biology, start to love biology and be part of it someday.

for the mean time, with some reason, yes am regret that am off from that school.

i know i could be better there with the helps, obviously.

if not, am not in engineering field. i might be a doctor.

yes, too bad am not a doctor.

and that makes me DISQUALIFIED.

i miss you calling me munchkin'

2011-08-26T12:14:00.002+08:00

hey about the "Forgive and Forget", am included in "Forgive and kill me so that i'll Forget"

-words, FazlisaRohali-

the last day

2011-08-21T11:39:00.003+08:00

my last day of working. these are the peoples that make the days awesome despite of the hardness, fatigue and 'perempuan psycho' sometimes take over the mind. great job Lisa.

Ah Han she's a sweetheart. am totally gonna miss this girl. i learn Chinese from her. ;p

Prisca and Kak Ina

Vani and Vala okay i learn Tamil from them. the bad one. haha lol

Diana friend of mine during primary school and matriculation. we met again here and she's now my bestfriend. ♥

(picture taken during photoshoot for company magaazine kott. sponsored baju kurung and shawls. :D )

theres lot more but no picture of em. my big thanks, hugs and kisses to them for the great moment i had. true its exhausted much but really am enjoying every moment there. and its totally listed in "Not to forget memory"

A day left

2011-08-20T13:48:00.004+08:00

so yah, tomorrow will be my last day at the so called "half hell-half heaven". am glad, am really really glad that the day has come. i cant denied more that the place made me exhausted. i do really need more fresh air to breath now. and as next week will be the last week of fasting, i had my weekdays and weekend full with breakfasting and shopping with friends. my Monday with cousin, Leya to make some cookies, Tuesday with my workplace's friends, err Wednesday? err i haven't decide it yet. my Thursday with FA and friends, Friday breakfasting with my high school mates and my last Saturday on fasting month, insyallah a day out with my gf, Pija. and Sunday we'll definitely will be super busy with tidying home, cooking bla bla as we'll celebrate Hari Raya on Monday insyallah. am so counting down every moment left before i get back to school. and before he left to that country. and not to forget, enjoy your last 10 Ramadhan. beramal banyak banyak sayangs ♥

Ramadhan Day 17

2011-08-16T23:56:00.002+08:00

for God sake, i don't need anyone else to bother and care about myself. seriously, it caused much trouble to me especially. i don't care who you're, what connect me to you, just please don't bother what i feel. am just fine, so i would much appreciated if you don't talk about me behind my back even its because you care about me. for now, i don't need that, really.

so as i promised to someone, here the video;

Ramadhan Day 10

2011-08-10T22:54:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Happy Fasting everyone. i hope its not too late for me to wish. 11 days more before i leave the place, enjoying my real holidays which i can't wait, really. i missed my girlfriend, Pija like crazy. errr i think i've just missed everyone! been at that place, my mind stuck up with stupid, crazy and urghhh messy things. i thought we had different mind and way of thinking. i tried hard to be positive but sometimes i couldn't bear with it anymore. so i just said to myself, " another one week and, off you go Fazlisa" well, that's life ;)

my cousin, Dila safely delivered her first baby. Alhamdulillah, Allah is Great. everything is good for both of them. the lucky baby girl named, Nur Amirah Aqilah. she's small! unlike Ariyyan. haha may Aqilah growing well and be a good daughter to Ayah and Ibu.

and nexttt, my little prince Ariyyan, he is now can laugh and chatting with me. my adorable nephew also now being a lil bit annoying, asking all around to carry him. overr noks! kalau tak, mulalah merengek. geram!

blog i dah macam blog Ariyyan Iskandar pulakk. pftt

and till the next post :D

2011-07-28T00:20:00.001+08:00

2011-07-26T00:24:00.000+08:00

happy belated birthday. have a good day ahead.

sincerely,

the Girl

words to tell

2011-07-22T01:32:00.003+08:00

i got my mind twisted and the worse, it messed up! oh Tuhan. i thought i'll remember how to stay away and never get involve. oh Lisa, am disappointed with you. how on earth you handling your life huh? please, stop growing so that its not hard to leave or to be left. its fine to feel it lightly. please consider it, heart. will ya please?

happy birthday in advance :)

not #WW

2011-07-06T20:08:00.003+08:00

i've watched Transformer 3 today with my former leader. and yet, it still awesome. who said they can't stand out without Megan? and Josh Duhamel is still my real sweetheart. screw me! :D and i've learnt thing from this movie. you got the wrong leader, you're out baby! the strongest doesn't mean the better or the best. a good companion will result you a better environment. we're all want peace, don't you? freedom is for everyone but respect others, will you? we don't need controversy to make this country free, safe and peace for everyone. am legal 21, right? ;)

and Tony Roma's for tummy :)

i ♥ red :)

omg, the Rosie that currently been gossip with Prince Harry

is the Rosie 'Carly' in this movie aite?

kotor

2011-07-05T11:32:00.002+08:00

sudah sudah lah tu menjahanamkan. cukup cukup lah provokasi tu. letih baca, letih dengar. i just want some peace, everyone want it. boleh?

am not into political. boleh? ;p

too much words can hurt

2011-06-28T00:03:00.004+08:00

I've learned much this break, i guess. for me myself, everyone are deserve for a chance. you can't simply reject people for reason that you're not even sure. why peoples are being selfish nowadays? you want some respect? then pay for it! respect others, treat them nicely. because am strongly believe that for every good doing, there'll be a good return. my mom taught me to always be good to people, to keep forgiving and importantly, to respect others. you're rich? you're brilliant? you're good enough? its Allah's! what you have now is with His willing. why on earth you have to be that proud? be thankful. yes, word that i learn since I'm little. i do really thought that i give people too much chances, yah its what i thought. but not Him. am trying hard to stay positive, but am just an ordinary girl. i got those feeling, am not a mannequin, please mind that. do i really need to beg for chance? i think i must, what say you? when my body getting tired, my mind is giving up. but i have soul that asked me to fight for it. i think i must too. but i don't know how. am eager to be the sweetheart but am end up being a sourheart. am just praying i could stay for another moment, to be accept and to be love? in my dream? i do still hope its not a dream. Insyallah , things are getting better, i pray. Goodnight sweethearts.

Assalamualaikum.

obsession is good if its about your love one ♥

2011-06-27T23:29:00.004+08:00

our sweetheart, our little hero. Muhammad Ariyyan Iskandar bin Mohd Fazrin. our own little prince. we currently missed him so much as he is now at my SIL's house. semua dah termimpi mimpi this little boy ni. padahal baru 1 day passed. pfffttt there'll be another 13days to go? i missed his "mulut burung" already. mama tak bagi mention his name, scared that he'll not be able to sleep well. so i decided to blog about him as i missed him like only Tuhan knows how i miss this boy. ohhh he is now 1 month and 1 day old. happy birthday baby, err yah another May's babies after mama and ayah. :D

ps: much thanks to whoever you're for still viewing this super dusty blog ;p and i think am stuck with Bieber, One Less Lonely Girl. okay call me whatever, like i care? peace yaw! :p

Assalamualaikum

lets end this

2011-06-25T11:33:00.001+08:00

and you're no more the idol mrs.

dream dream

2011-06-17T12:47:00.002+08:00

its awesome. for next semester i'll work harder, my promise =) and as semester break left about 2monthsplus, i still have the time to make my this semester break's dream come true. another collection of my gadget! weeeehooooooo and hopefully this time ayah won't say NO, to help me AGAIN with my major part in it. dear babyC, am sorry that am too busy this break, i promise next week i'll bring you out okayy?

yeayyy tomorrow ayah is coming homee.

will be fetch him at the airport with abang tomorrow night.

rinduuuuuu ♥

few days to 1 month

2011-06-13T20:28:00.005+08:00

for some reason, not all what we have is what we love. sometimes we couldn't say no or even ask why. not because we don't have the right or we shouldn't know, its because there's no answer for it. as i grow up, i realize, we can't force people to love us. and yah, that's because we don't have that right. things that i don't understand, why don't you give a chance? everyone deserves for a chance right? you never give the chance, how on earth you know that people won't appreciate it? and as i grow up, its not like forever you'll be on the top of world. someday, one fine day, like it or not, you'll be laying on earth which you're from, if you still not start to thankful and appreciate. am talking through the experience. God knows what why how and am thankful that HE showed to me. i must change, that's the promise. i'll try and work harder, that's the words. and whatever come up after this, i'll face it and will never regret it. i have wonderful peoples around me. why should i disappoint them? please no more. am definitely will hit whatever barrier come up, Insyallah. when people don't like us, don't curse, but pray. either you're Muslim or not, the religion teach us to be good. Allah, thank you so much. Alhamdulillah.

ayah is not around, leaving for a week. it has been 2 days, mama and me missed ayah so much! T_T so glad waking up in morning knowing that ayah called and asking about me! its a relief that he never forget me. i miss you ayahhh! see you next saturday!

and this wonderful little creature by Allah, i miss him!

Ariyyan, hari hari kita jumpa tapi makcu tak dapat kiss!!!

damn you chicken pox! tskk nauzubillah.

ini kan semua ujian :D

kiss you later sayang. you miss atok as well kan?

my nephew. auwwww

2011-05-26T07:15:00.003+08:00

and finally, the baby is came out! Alhamdulillah. abang MMS-ed this picture around 330 am. the baby is slightly born at 115am i guess. and it takes almost 1 hour for the mommy to push push push. even before he born, he loves to play around already, naughty bla bla and i can't imagine when he growing up soon! abang texted me, "dik, anak aku macam muka kau" pffftt well maybe yah idk how people can actually detect the similarity since they're baby, but my nose definitely not like him! ahaha i have better and smaller nose when im baby. lol and last night we couldn't really sleep. mama kept thinking of my kakak. and after the born, mama ayah can't stop saying nenek atok mak ucu bla bla. guess they're so excited to meet their very first grandson this morning. and me? ahhh i just can't wait to kiss him! so his unofficial name is Aryyan Iskandar. Arryan, may you enjoy this life and be a good son to your parents and family. may Allah protect you. Life has so much things and it can't wait to show to you. hold Allah in your heart and insyallah your life will turns very good with a little bit things here and there. iloveyou sayang ♥

a good news!

2011-05-25T12:54:00.003+08:00

here is my very quick update. i know know it has been a month since the last time i wrote an entry errr and me logging in this account. so here the good news. my nephew is on his way out to this world! the doctor said its about 8hours to go. so kak intan, goodluck and may the things going smoothly. and nephew! mama cu cant wait to see you sayanggg. did i said mama cu? errr its not sure yet but its sounds cooler than maksu, aren't they?

God gave us brain to think.

2011-04-28T20:59:00.003+08:00

am just done watch whale wars on discovery channel. i must say whoaa for the hardwork. the sea shepherd crew whom worked hard to stop the illegal whales hunting. Steve Irwin (sea shepherd crew ship) went after this ship and get back from em, an attack i should say? its alarming situation, if i were em i would cry you know. they almost kill the crew! the climate, i must say, is when they woke up in the morning seeing this ship made to killed a whale. being me, whom at the first place, its not even touched me, but when i see their reaction, how mad are they, how hurt and how care they are, i curse that stupid illegal hunter. seeing the whale blood flowing from the deck to the sea, omg! i never thought that it is actually exist. but yah, not only them to blame, if theres no demand, obviously there will be no such activity huh? hey people, stop abusing them. not only the whales, the shark, all the animals and mamals too. i know i know we all ate fishes, chickens bla bla bla, but hey have the awareness at least. when been told to don'ts then don't do it. for more info about them, SEA SHEPHERD

the whales are way too cute to be killed =(