Weekly Knurvs

Why, howdy. :l

2011-09-30T02:24:00.003-04:00

My name is Lizzy and I have not touched this blog in a very long time.

Erm...

I'm done with my first semester of school and it went pretty damn well, ignoring the unnecessary drama that I was somehow directly in the middle of without actually doing anything or saying anything. .-.

I'm on break right now. I'm in Winslow until Monday, and it's been really nice and relaxing, though I really should be sleeping right now. After finals week, I certainly need decent sleep. Especially if I'm going to be starting new classes on Tuesday.

I had confidence in myself when I began, of course, but the fact that my teacher praised me so much just made me want to faint right there and gave me so much hope for my future. He actually stood there in silence grinning at me for a minute before he said anything when my final was done being shown to the class. It was a really nice feeling, though everyone was giggling at me because I was covering most of my face and had my knees pulled up to my chin. But I do that.

The dorm rooms I live in suck. So badly. I clicked with one of my roommates right away, and the two of us really want to find a couple of other people and grab and apartment to get out of there. It's probably just because of one of our roommates. She's nice enough, but she's so messy. She doesn't ever clean up after herself and her hair is literally all over the fucking room. It's absolutely disgusting.

Oh, I had a layout for these, didn't I?
Right.

Songs of the... post:
Moves Like Jagger (I have a secret love for Maroon 5 that I think I've been hiding quite well up until this song came out.)
Faster - Matt Nathanson (I literally just heard this today.)
Moriarty's Pumped Up Kicks - mynameisgrey (on that note) Pumped Up Kicks - Foster The People (Just heard these two today.)
Tonight Tonight - Hot Chelle Rae

It's funny that these songs are on the radio, because I don't listen to the radio. Three of these songs were introduced to me on Tumblr, and the other two from Sunny.

I should mention that I'm obsessed with Sherlock Holmes and it's not likely to stop for a very, very long time, as Sherlock Holmes is amazing.

Anywho...

Shows of the post:
Cabin Pressure - An amazing radio sitcom type show by John Finnemore. It's hilarious and I highly recommend listening as soon as possible. :l
Sherlock - A BBC show by a few of the same key people currently working on Doctor Who.

And the next show on my to watch list happens to be Doctor Who, as I've always wanted to. I just need to find the freaking TIME, now.
...That's kind of funny. I made a funny. :l Ohohohohohoho

I love driving, but I hit my head on the car when I went to get out of it earlier. :c

Anyway, I think it's time to go to be-- I FOUND AN EPISODE OF CABIN PRESSURE THAT I ACCIDENTALLY MISSED! AND IT'S THE CHRISTMAS EPISODE, I AM SO EXCITED.

OKAY.

GOODNIGHT.

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

~Knurvous

Updaaaate~

2011-03-27T12:11:00.003-04:00

I got into AI.
I didn't really have a doubt that I would, but I was still really happy and excited to find out! X3 Yaaaay~

The next step is applying for housing. I've already filled out the form, and I was going to send that and the check in, like I have to.. but my mom decided that she wants to pay the $400. Soo, I have to wait until next Friday to send it in. .-. Fantastic... It's a first come first serve thing, and I really need one or else I'll be homeless and in college. What fun is that? In Manhattan? No fun at all, I tell you. Scary as hell, too.

Also, I dono if it's just the room, or if they feed you, too... Because the rooms all come with kitchens and the paper said nothing about them having any sort of café.. Welp. I'll find out. And if it's not also food, then I'll just have to go buy a bunch of food all at once that isn't going to expire.. I mean, it's either that or have MCDs every day - which is SO not fucking happening. I can't eat that stuff anymore. It tastes good to me, but I get ill afterwords. <.<;

So.. now I'm pretty much just begging for school to hurry up and end. Tennis starts tomorrow, and that should be fun.. I hope. Alicia says it's fun, anywho. So, I'm gonna just trust her.

Oh, and have I mentioned on here at all that I hate, HATE winter? Not only is it annoyingly cold and slushie and nasty outside, but I gained like 15 pounds <.< It's such bullshit. I got my body almost to where I wanted it over the summer by losing like 30 pounds, and I gain half of it back during the winter? Bullshit. So, hopefully tennis will help me lose like 20 or 25 pounds, then I'll be happy. I hope.

Oh, and I think I'm going to cosplay as Tumblr-tan to Portcon this year~ c:

I can get the outfit outfit at like GoodWill or something, but I need contacts (I need them anyway) and this wig:

This is so happening. c: Shouldn't cost me much, either. I mean, the wig is about $22.. And the contacts might be bought by insurance/my mom.. So it would probably, ignoring the contacts which I would have bought anyway, probably around $30-$40. Woo~

kthnxbi

~Knurvs

Hola~

2011-01-22T16:24:00.002-05:00

It's been so long it's not even funny.
Actually, it's kinda funny. I have a different page now, anyway.. And it's amazing and I shall never tell about it on here. ;D

Anywho~

What I've been up to lately:
Applying to colleges.
Just did midterms.
Applying for jobs (still. what the fuck.)
Staying at a friend's house. :0
Bored.
Laptop is being stupid. :c

New Supernatural is next Friday~ :"D
fwejghljgd I'm so excited. This is ridiculous. There's going to be an episode where Sam and Dean wake up as Jared and Jensen (their actors) and.... GUH 4TH WALL EPISODE I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!
:"3
I love this show so much. It's amazing.

Also, I wrote the pilot to my show.. And it's so fucking awesome... I wanna write more episodes, but stupid Ducker is like "Derp, let's write something we can actually film right now herpderp" and I don't want to. :l I mean, well, I want to.... But I REALLY wanna write more episodes.

It's just.... Mark... and Gabe... and the plot... and ugh.. and it's fucking awesome and I can't talk to anyone about it! XD it's so upsetting.. I have so many ideas and Ducker's like "Let's write something else."
Douche.

Mumble Grumble.. complaining about things that don't matter right now...

Watching Saturday Night Live ;D

I want to make videos sooo badly right now. I think I'mma go ask Sunny if we can. c:

Ok bye~ :"D

~KnuBu

XP

2010-07-12T21:04:00.005-04:00

It's been a while. And this won't even be very long.

Webpage of the Week: This one.
Hehe...

Song of the Week: A Walk Through Hell
Just because it's stuck in my head right now and I've been singing the chorus all day. :0

Show of the Week: Supernatural
WATCH IT!! D:

<3 I love that show more than I've loved any show I've ever seen in my life.

I've been really busy lately.. Kinda.
Between watching Supernatural,
going to driver's ed...
driving..
playing DDR,
bleh blah blah bleh.
Staying over at people's houses,
blah blah bleh.
Trying to get a job.
Blah my life is boring. XD

But~ I get to go to a film day camp thing in Augusta for two weeks soon..
Next week I'm going to Rhode Island with Sunneh and we're going to chill out with strangers as much as we can. XD Just kidding. Maybe. ;D

XP Anyway.. I'm unna go. I don't really have anything to talk about..
'Cept Supernatural and DDR..
But that's boring.
...
-drools over awesomeness-

I'm going to go watch more Supernatural now. I paused an episode to write this.. XP
These'll get better once I catch up to the most recent Supernatural and get more of a life. :D

Actually, I haven't been writing these because of how much I've been doing lately, so that doesn't work..
I've been hanging out with people a LOT lately and it's been a lot of fun. XD
This is really how summer vacation should be.
Amazing.
:D

Secret of the Week: Dean's my favorite.

Other secret: I'm over it. :P
Anyway... Bye. :3

~Knurvs

You're an artist, I'm a silly jerk

2010-06-07T20:47:00.005-04:00

I don't know when I'll be able to get online next, so I figured I'd do a blog tonight for this week. My laptop will be gone tomorrow morning, so.. Yeah.

I have noticed that I write too much on here. Too bad. I'll read it someday and appreciate the fact that I wrote so much.

Songs of the Week: Do Better and Crush'd by Say Anything

Thaaank you, Ryan. :D You're fantastic for convincing me to look up more songs by them!! I've been listening to them a lot. I enjoy this music... Even if quite a lot of "Do Better" doesn't make much sense to me at all. ._. I don't think I'll ever get all those lyrics down. That'd be like if I tried to learn all of the words to "One Week" D: Crazy! XP

Of course, I know random lines all over the place and the refrain, but still. Difficulties~

And I really like the song Crush'd~ But I like Do Better more... Though I like singing Crush'd randomly. The lyrics are easier. :3

"Respect to your work. You're an artist, I'm a silly jerk. I think that dynamic could work. So work it. I have a total crush on you, baby, and I can't let it go. I have a total crush on you, baby- baby, if only I could let ya know." It's so catchy~ XD GAH. This band is fantastic. :D Another on my list of favorite bands~

Movie of the Week: Just Like Heaven

I watched this with Sunny the other day. It's very sweet. And kinda crazy. XD

Amazing of the Week: Sl ushies.

You totally want slushies now, don't you?

Hmm... But those aren't very AMAZINGLY yummy looking pictures.. so.. PUDDING!

Fact of the Week: I've had SO many weird dreams lately. I really, really want to talk about a really funny one I had the other night, but.. if you wanna know just ask in person because I don't think it's a good idea to talk about it on here. XD Not because it's bad or anything, just.. It might be weird. XP It was certainly kinda creepy. And funny. VERY funny. Contains some of the quotes of the week. ;P

Quotes of the Week:

"Well, still have a headache... But I have a surprise that makes me smile. I hope it's appreciated." It was. :3 I'm glad people loved it...

"The world may not smile with me today, but tomorrow, when they look back and remember, they will smile. And that's all I want. :3" -Me on Thursday after making the Lollipops. :3 Or before. Whichever. I had the idea as soon as I got home from school, so... X3 God, that made me so happy... To see so many people happy from such a small thing... <3

"I'm happy. Feeling glad. I've got sunshine in a bag~" Quoted from a song by me because I made a happy bag to put all of my lollipops in. :3

"Who smiled today!? ♥" -Meh~

"I smiled. :D" - Kyrie

"I definitely smiled. :D" -Kyrie

""Everyone smiles in the same language." (;" -Kyrie, but this is what her lollipop said. :3

"I will, I will FAIL YOU!" -Mr. O in class to a Queen song.. XD It was FANTASTIC.

"At Erskine I won't have anyone to give me lollipops with panda puppets. ):" - Liz. :3 About me.

"Yeah, like in the book they're like "Harry only hung out with Ron and Hermione and they don't have any friends."" - Sunny

"Gryffindor! Hufflepuff! Ravenclaw! RAVENCLAW!!!" -Me. Yeah. (We were singing along with a song and it was like four in the morning. XD )

(From my dream:

"Let's just say... I was wrong about carrots"

"You have no idea what I've been through.."

"No, I know."

"Really now?"

"Yeah, you see... Well, in first grade.... A kid told homophobic jokes about me. He was my BEST FRIEND. And he sat there and told 100 jokes about me. I threw him away after that."

"Ok, you obviously have NO idea what I've been through."

"So, which one of us is dreaming?"

-thinks about it- "Well, I'm not dreaming.. so if anyone's dreaming, it's both of us." )

"I think it's time to *puts on sunglasses* get me some new pants. YeeEEEEeeeeeEEEeeaaaaaaaAAAaaaaaaaaAaaAahhh~!"

''I hate everyone./ I guess that everyone includes me!/ And that's why I'm a humanist.'' -Say Anything

''You burn so brightly. You burn so brightly in the dark. You burn so brightly. You burn so- you burn so-'' -Say Anything

''EEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!'' (Do I have to explain this? I didn't want to, but I will so I can remember what it's about later. XD We were all goofing around and Sunny put her hand on my arm and I turned to her and said "N..Nevah leave meh!" in a creepy voice and we started giggling in weird voices, but then she took her hand off of my arm and I screamed just like that until she put it back (which was a kind of on and off thing) and it was very, very funny. ;P )

''I need a cold shower'' / ''Ah!'' ''Am I that ugly!?'' / ''World Erwin One!'' (We were playing MadGab. But the middle one was because Liz looked over at me and screamed. I'm not ugly, though~ :P )

''Yeah, they make watermellon bowls. Made out of clay. And paint. And watermellon.And the clay is made of watermellon. And the paint, too.'' -Liz and Sunny. It was amazing. XD We were cracking up while they were saying that.

"Let's re-write an ending that fits, instead of hollywood horror." - Great song. <3>

"You're asian? You're so pretty though!" -Chauncy (Totally by accident, but it was horrible and funny at the same time XD )

"Everyone's an awkward mess of a person, god, I'm an awkward mess of a person. It's not a bad thing.(:" - Kyrie. :3

"because you make people laugh noodles on their keyboards :P" -Liz (they were saying why they love me ;D .......Made me smile. It really did.)

"Because you're amazing and you're funny and you're different, which is a gooood thing." -Kyrie (note on Liz's= same here~)

The friendship that can cease has never been real. - Saint Jerome, 374 AD-419 AD

"Unless life also gives you water and sugar, your lemonade's gonna suck."

"I was looking at a paper that I got an A- on, and I noticed that I titled it ''Examples of Wealthy Jerks.''"

Just incase anyone was wondering -Yes, I take these straight from Twitter. XD

:) I love them, though...

XD I really have a lot of quotes every week, now... I'm glad a lot of them are usually funny, though. XP

Sooo, I've been hanging out with a bunch of my friends a lot. It's fun. We go get slushies and I take random night runs to Wal-Mart. Very amusing. X3 And I've been watching movies a lot with Sunny lately. Fun~ 'Cept there's one (meanie~) fun to hang out with friend who seems to hate me right now. XD

:P But I guess it's fine because I can go hang out with Boonie and play and sing music and play many video games. Maybe he'll teach me how to not suck at them. Damn it, I want to learn how to not suck at video games!! XD

SOMEONE TEACH ME!!!

This summer.

Seriously.

Maybe Cen will.. Or I'll just make Boonie teach me. It'll most likely be the second one because Cen and I plan on having like.. spaz hangouts. XP That shall be crazy, but most likely a relief.

Ooooh, I just remembered something I wanted to talk about on here.. But first...

You know, I write on here like no one reads it. XD So this is pretty much like a journal to me.. But that's ok, because I pretty much write it now so that one day I can look back and read this and remember all sorts of fun things that I've gone through and remember what type of person I was. Hopefully I'll still be a fun, happy person when I'm older. :3

On to what I was going to say-

Last Thursday I went to the Dollar Store in Waterville to buy lots of lollipops. I bought about 52, I think. I came home and spent about three hours writing little notes on pieces of paper, cutting them up, and taping them to the lollipops. The notes were things to encourage people and to make them smile and everything... It was amazing to give them out. I thought my friends would kind of laugh at the idea, but they all loved it and really appreciated it. I gave one to Mr. O that just said "Thank you. Sincerely." because, honestly, he really helped me that day when he talked to me. o.o; I was really horrible that day and I don't think it would have gotten any better without his help.

Anyway, so I'm so happy because I made so, SO many people smile..

I felt so happy that day. I still have a brownie and a lollipop left in my bag o.o;

I think maybe I should just throw the brownie out, but I don't know what to do with the last lollipop...

XP I'll figure it out.

Anyway, I have to go finish a paper for English now. Last paper of the year. All I have so far is the introduction.... ._. Due tomorrow. Uh. Damn. But... The introduction sounds really amazing! :D So, at least I have that going for me...? XD

Laptops will be gone tomorrow.... So, almost all contact will be through my phone.

~Knurvs

"So, which one of us is dreaming?" "I guess we both are."

"Nope. It was just me."

Yep.

2010-06-01T10:55:00.009-04:00

;D I'm kinda early, but it's so long that if I write any more it'll be WAY too long and... ._. Knu does not want this.

Webpage of the Week: Twitter

Because I have a new obsession. Help. Me. ._.

Song of the Week: Meet Virginia

I meant to put this up a while ago, but I guess I got distracted. o.o;

Video of the Week: Britt's Song

Um.. It's the song I really want you to watch. Watch, I mean it. Like, her expressions make it even better. XD I.. I died a little..

Picture of the Week:

I enjoy his jokes... And this picture. Much enjoyment. Yus. I love that joke... :'D Aaah....

Quotes of the Week: "I'm magical. Like a gay priest in a nursing home. 'Cause everyone turns gay when they go to nursing homes. Duh.'' -Sunny (It really has nothing to do with anything. I love randomness... XD )

"I'M GUNNA BE WITH YOU FOREVER!" -Britt's song

''No, no, no. I have to convince myself out of this. Even if it's what I want, I have to make myself believe it's not.'' ''But do you realize how you're harming yourself in the long run?'' ''I'll be fine.'' ''That's called denial. Get ahold of yourself.''

"11:11 All I can see in my eyes is the city."

''I want some jello...''

''That means that sheep can survive on the moon.''

''Seriously, guys. I want some jello.''

''....onion. Onion in a can.''

"What do you think would happen if you put a toaster in a microwave and turned it on for twenty minutes?"

"A horse ate Alex's leg before he was born..We just found out today and we're having a hard time dealing with it."

''Oh, that's cool then. Do I get to meet your siblin--'' ''NO!!!!''

''Did he alive?''

''I'm against that.''

''Defriended. DEFRIENDED!!''

"''Page 394.'' Snape, that last one just didn't make sense and was not needed at all."

''What time is it!?'' ''It's HaHa Now You're Poor time!!!''

"Movie Harry Potter is very moody compared to book HP. He keeps shoving people and now he's crying a lot. Now he yelled. Ok, now he's angry."

And that's it. That's a loooong list of quotes. XD I enjoy them...

Monday was a vacation day. Woo! >D

Sunny was over at my house a lot and we started watching this show called Criminal Minds and then I played a game. Yeah. And like... I felt awesome that day.

Tuesday was horribly amusing. I stayed up late the night before because I thought we were giving our laptops back the next day so I was transferring things onto my computer in my room. I was up until like... 1:30 in the morning. I should have started earlier, but now I know that we didn't even have to until next Tuesday. =A=

I was tired, I'd been laughing about everything all morning. It was very amusing. I kept laughing at the word "Onion." Seriously. That's a funny. word.

And I kept saying "I want jello...."

Don't you want jello now!?

I bet you do.

But I want to talk about the dream I had that previous night, though I'll leave out some weird details.

There was a dance at the school, and for some reason I really wanted a new dress for it and I was upset because I couldn't get one. (I really don't care about those things.) My mom had some friends over and I was in my dress. I told my mom that I needed to take a shower because for some reason one of her friends was using our shower, so I had to wait. Her friends were all around me, for some reason, and everyone seemed to be paying close attention to me. One of her friends was like "Can you help me out?" and explained she wanted revenge on someone. We somehow were in a supermarket, then, and we were near the food you can like... scoop into containers and buy. Well, she scooped it onto the back of my neck and shoulders. It was like.. weird cheese cake or pasta or something weird like that. I was horrified because I hadn't said yes and everyone was like "That wasn't something you should have done" and stuff to the girl. I can't really remember what happened after that, but I ended up having to walk somewhere (either to the dance, or to get a new dress - I can't remember) and I saw this dog. It was very sad, and I... understood, I guess I could say. It was weird. But it was a dog kinda like this one, so I was terrified. It then got really angry and jumped at me, and I tried to shield my face with my arms like... one on my forehead and the other near my mouth, which was a horrible idea because he could still get to my face that way. Then he bit my arm and I flung him off and fell to the floor, where I tried to go into fetal position so I would maybe get less damaged - then I woke up. :| I have strange dreams. That dog freaks me out.

Wednesday was all worky and stuff. I did a project all night, then I went to a concert thingy. Then I came back and finished the project thing. Yep.

I've been thinking... I kinda noticed recently that I really, really like helping people. If someone needs me, I'm almost always right there to help them. Honestly, I've walked to Boonie's in the middle of the night just because he really needed someone to talk to. I've stayed up all night talking to Chelsea or Sunny or many other people because they needed my advice or many other things...

And I've been wondering about karma. I'm not a horrible person.. I mean, I even get angry at myself if I think the tiniest mean thing about someone else. And I mean REALLY angry at myself. If I had a list of the people I scolded the most, I'd be at the top of that list with my name bolded, underlined, and in red. I'm really hard on myself all the time. I can't help it, though. I can't just change that.

You know how that would work? I'd be like "Ok, so I'm going to try to think nice things about myself."

Later something would happen and I would think something like "Well, that was stupid. You're a moron. You deserve to have your head smashed in. No, no, no, no! Don't think like that, you idiot. You promised you wouldn't. You liar, maybe you really SHOULD have your head smashed in."

And so on. My mind works like that. The weird thing is that I really don't think like that about anyone else at all. I have a set image for myself. I want to fit that image. If I don't, then I won't like myself. It's important that I do, otherwise I'm just going to be a horribly depressing and stupid person that really DOES deserve to have her head smashed in.

But as I stand now, I think I just deserve hugs and smiles. Because that's what I give.

Wait, I was talking about karma. Yeah, where's my good karma? I was thinking.. I was a sweet little kid, what horrible thing did I do that caused karma to say "You know what... no daddy for you. Also, your brothers are going to hate you for at least ten years. Good luck with that, kid. Oh, and your mom really isn't going to pay much attention to any of you, either." I'm confused by this. And now? Yes, I had a bad month or so, but it wasn't because there was anything wrong with my life - WHICH IS SO STUPID! It was just because of a stupid chemical imbalance in my body that caused me to be all depressed and anti-social and uncreative. I sat down the other day and just jotted down 6 skits all at once. None of them were in my head beforehand. And I'm hanging out with people all the time now, too. Or, whenever I can. Stupid rain...

But unfortunately, what's going on with me now can't be fixed with medication because there's nothing wrong with me. All that's going to fix it is communication and time. And NOT getting angry at anyone. Even myself. Actually, especially myself. Because if I get angry at myself (which I admit that I've been doing a LOT) I end up wanting to (or actually) hitting myself and just being a total wreck.

Also, though it's not as constant as it used to be, I have these odd moments where I feel like nothing exists. If you haven't ever felt like this, it's really not something I can describe. But it's scary as hell and I usually just call myself stupid and make myself not think about it and it goes away. Hopefully this'll just stop. It's really, really frightening. ._. I'm serious. I hope I'm the only one who's felt like that.

Wow, that was a weird rant. Anyway, karma, I'm waiting for you to be nice to me~ Meanie..

I'll make you cookies? And cupcakes? Hm? Please? I'll draw you a purty picture?

I drew a cute chibi today..? Pleeeease??

Anywho... I think I should go. I've destroyed enough people's view on me by now.

~Knurvous E. Phreak

Oooh, and I have a favorite flower now!!

It's like we're picking up trash in dresses~

2010-05-28T09:45:00.005-04:00

I forgot to mention that Adsense is working again. X3

Get ready for the first long post in a very long time!! I hope it will make you smile. I know I was smiling while typing it. Ah...

Webpage of the Week: omgpop

I don't know who introduced all of us to this webpage, but a LOT of people in my school are nearly obsessed with it. It has lots of games to play. :3 I like the pictionary one, personally. ^.^ But I've always liked things like that. (It's supposed to be in all caps, but I don't like typing things like I'm yelling at people ._. )

This: Yep.

Picture of the Week: This. Has. Been. Stuck. In. My. Head. All. WEEK.

Song of the Week: A Beautiful Mess

I've been singing it since yesterday and I'm learning to play it on guitar now... I really, really love this song. It's so sweet. There's this message in it that.. well, it's not full of compliments. It's up sides and down sides and how they're both perfect, or something. Explains that the perfect person isn't perfect. :3 It makes me smile. It's so sweet. This was this year's Allegria's most popular Waltz song. ^.^

On a side note, that line in the title... "It's like we're picking up trash in dresses" ..... Am I the only one who imagined Jason Mraz in a dress after that line? I can't be. He DID say "we," you know.

...HABEEB IT! D:

Damn it. XD That's soo far stuck in my head. Get. OUUUT.

Quotes of the Week: "Because, my dear, I need to smile, not have it just plastered on my face. You see the difference?"

"Well, it's like- 'Your dad's name is Walter, your name is Walter, that's weird.' " - Sunny

"I have a drink." "I have a Jew. He lives in my basement and makes me cheese." - Kyrie

"You know... A butterfly is a symbol of change." "I've seen so many today!"

"...GAH! It's not THEIR fault he had a heart attack! He would have still had a heart attack INSIDE!!!"

"Anything is possible. The only problem is finding out how."

"I'm serious. Anyone know how serious I am? I'm so serious that I'm not joking. I'm so serious that I make jokes anyway so I seem unserious. But I'm serious. Srsly."

I had to get a shot the other day. =A= Another shot in the muscle. Owchie. My arm still hurts if I press it. Oh well. They gave me another awesome bandaid :D So it's officially worth it. It was orange this time, so yesterday when I got home from school I changed into an orange shirt to match it! (I must say, I felt really pretty yesterday. Especially with my awesome doom sword. I was told that it's not bad to feel pretty, so I will not feel bad for it!! )

The other day beFORE I got the shot, I was talking to an awesome person (who is officially my hero - I'm not even joking right now) who managed to make me honestly happy for the first time in a long time and since then I've noticed a lot of things.

For example, I changed from who I was.. I became way, WAY too negative. I do take into account that it could very well be because of that stupid chemical imbalance in my body, or whatever, that made me take those happy pills - they really, really helped after like a month or so, which was what was supposed to happen.

Since I've realized this, I'm nearly back to normal.

Of course, I'm still not 100% ok, but I want to be the me that I used to like being. Now I don't like who I am. It's better to like yourself, right? When I always tried my best to make everyone around me have fun and smile and laugh and it would make me smile in turn because everyone was so happy. ^.^ I enjoyed that. I have no idea what happened that I stopped doing that.

I won't let this fall again, because that's who I am..

That's who I love to be.

Happy-go-lucky Lizzy who is a complete spaz.

You know you love it, though.

Of course, there are things I'm keeping of who I changed to. For example, I became more.. whatever about liking things.

Who cares if someone's like "Uh, why would you like that?" ???? D:

"Because I want to, BETCH."

Yeah. I said it.

But I stay with the not swearing unless I'm really REALLY hyper or angry. Because I don't like swearing. Yep.

I don't think I want to wear an awesome outfit for PortCon anymore, though. I don't really want to at all. We'll see what happens. Maybe I'll just wear a pretty outfit. :/

I've been playing guitar all morning. :3

ENJOYABLE! :D

I have all of today off because of SATs. That means I have a four day weekend. Woo~

But today I'm home all alone. All. Day. T.T

Yes, I'm a scaredy cat. My mom is on call and won't be home until like seven or eight tomorrow morning. =A=

Now that I've realized this about myself, I'm kinda happy. I think I'll end it on that..? XD

No, wait. This is the last weekend with my laptop. ._.

I will most certainly die. =A=

Hopefully I'll get over it.

Ooooh, why do I have to become obsessed with such things!? WHHHYYYY? D:

Anywho.. Byes!

~Knurvous E. Phreak

Blep

2010-05-22T22:02:00.002-04:00

For all I know, it may not even be of the week anymore. It may be more than that. I'm doing this whenever I want to. Yep.

Webpage of the Week: This one.

Video of the Week: It's from that webpage's Youtube and I giggled a lot..

Song of the Week: This.

XD We. JUST watched this. Smosh is crazy. Wooow. They're not even saying the words most of the time. XD

So I just got prank called a bit ago and I figured it was someone I knew, but I wasn't completely sure so I assumed it wasn't. I never knew I'd react like that to a prank call and I loved it. They asked me for two pizzas in an accent and I replied in the same accent kinda... and they were like

"So how much is it?" and I said

"Three million dollars."

"Ok, well, you better get it here in fifteen minutes, because-"

"We don't deliver."

"Oh. Well..." and they hung up.

Turns out it was Kyrie and Liz. X3 I was happy. I giggled a lot. They called me without the restricted number and sang a Backstreet Boys song at me and Sunny...

My friends are awesome and strange. XD

Secret Word of the Week: Mask.

I may just update whenever I feel like it to put up new links to share because I enjoy sharing.

Grapes.

Anyway, bye.

~Knurvous E. Phreak

Meh.

2010-05-19T19:33:00.005-04:00

I was going to stop writing these, but what the hell. Why should I? I don't care if I'm late. I'll update once a week, and it may not be on the same day each time.

Webpage of the Week: Peach Stealing Monkeys MP3 Page
It's NOT stealing because it's their own webpage and they WANT people to download the songs, so go crazy! Try it out~ Some of the songs are pretty awesome. :3 I found them a while ago when I was looking for the song Elevator by Hot Hot Heat and all I could find was the cover this band did and I randomly found another song right next to it called Poor Little Fool and downloaded that, too. I really, really like that song. Ukuleles are awesome. Yep. That was about... the start of this school year..? No, maybe a few months after I got this laptop. Yeah.

Videos Of The Week: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D-LZFB5P-tY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OzMszELPwlM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4RD9AXItkAE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I91xa2pO2vE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XCWkyjdt5wc

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7agu97NJcOo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LtuZvmKZ0w4

Aaaand, my favorite:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3FUds2j3wPQ

I needed to. Yep. Watch them all, because that's really the only interesting thing I'm putting up this week. Yeap.

[EDIT~]Ooh, and -- Song Of The Week: Airplanes
Just because I CAN. NOT. stop singing Haley's part. Honestly. I walk down the halls and sing it to myself because I like it that much.
(By the way, some rap songs actually have meaning to them. Surprised? I'm not. Eminem used to have really emotional songs that were pretty decent. Not my favorite things, but I liked them a little.)

I drew a comic, but I can't scan it on the computer because I'm lame, so unless I end up coloring it and it looks really awesome, I'm going to redraw it and put it up next week... It's really weird and really has nothing to do with anything, honestly. I just thought it up yesterday.. It's so stupid. But I like it, so that's all that matters.

Anyway, I really don't have anything else to say right now. Until next week~

Oh, and this.

Bye

~Knurvous E. Phreak

Yep.

2010-05-10T13:39:00.001-04:00

I'm very bored. Yep.

I wish my stupid brain would be creative AND studious, instead of one or the other.

One of the reasons is that I can't think of what to write on this damn thing and so I keep waiting to write it and being late. >.> Grrrrrrrrr.

Webpage of the Week: Ummmm... This one again. Because it's a good comic. Yep. -shifty eyes- Not at all because I'm lame and can't think up a new one I've been on. Nooooo.

Plus, the guy who made the comic is funny~ :3

Video of the Week: This one.

Quote of the Week: "O..Oh! Well, if it isn't.. B-Barbara... Logan-Price."

Picture of the Week:

>.> Stupid picture. No matter how much I tried, I couldn't get it to be smaller. =A= Faaail~

Anyway.... Um... Uh....

Someone punch my brain into creative mode. >.> It will be in the summer, but for now it's.... dead. I'm sad/mad about it. D:"

Um.............. ._. Bye!

~Knurvs

Secret of the Week: FUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!! D<

Project for meh...

2010-04-26T12:45:00.002-04:00

I'm going to start actual video projects. I will start with a music video, just because it seems to be the easiest. I need to find a song, though... I'm going to search and search until I find a perfect one!! Yep. :3

Webpage of the Week: Questionable Content

I read all of this in like three days.. Or four. Something, anyway. The style changed a LOT. ._. It's craaaazy!

Random Fact of the Week: The king of hearts is the only king without a mustache.

Don't check me on that. >w>

Quote of the Week: "What's wrong, Mr. Fingers? Do you not like my mouth words?"

It just.. I really like that line, for some reason. It's from Salad Fingers.

I read pretty much all of that Wiki post. That is very, very rare for me to do. Yep.

Picture of the Week:

Secret of the Week: I'm writing a book... SHHHHHH!!!!

I missed last week, even though I started this in time to put it up... Lame. And I've almost missed this week, too! D:

Whatever. Doesn't really matter that much.

Um... I don't really have anything to say this week.

Bye!

~Knurvs

It's cold in here

2010-04-20T12:21:00.005-04:00

Not even lying.

Webpage of the Week: MLIA
I know I've put it up before, but I've been on it a lot lately. Srs. I'm on page 200. I'm a sad, sad person.

Song of the Week: Passion or Hikari - Utada Hikaru
You know what... People should give songs a chance. I'm so sick of people who don't listen to songs just because they assume they won't like them. It's stupid. My music taste is like.. All over the place. I guess that means Indie, right? I think so, anyway..
LISTEN TO THE DAMN SONGS OR I'LL KILL YOUR FACE! D<

Secret of the week: Seven Pounds has like.. The WORST piano music EVER. ARE YOU TONE DEAF? OH MY EFF. GAAAAAAAH Listen to that link... OH MY EFF.... ._.

So I just beat Kingdom Hearts 356/2 last night... Then stayed up until like 2 in the morning. And woke up at like 9.

I like Kingdom Hearts, and I usually love the gameplay, but this one wasn't as enjoyable as the others. It was just like an endless cycle of mission after mission after mission and I suppose it's because for the DS there isn't as much memory available as for the Playstation 2.

So I'm on this medicine that say insomnia is a symptom.. I haven't exactly had that, because I get tired fairly early, but I'm filled with this urge to not go to sleep.... which is new to me. XD Different. But, whatever. I've stayed up until two or one for the past few days, and I always end up waking up earlier than I want to. Last night I got about seven hours of sleep.

I am rambling. Oh, and I messed up last time, or the time before or something. I'm going to New York City this Thursday and I'm staying until Sunday sometime (probably late). Hopefully I'll get to go to Vassar to visit.. My mom is still thinking about it, and I was just told to print off a map so they could think some more about it. Meh. I hope they say yes, though.. That would be nice..

I really, really wanted to read Harry Potter again, but I'm still on the first book. XD This is so sad. I suck at reading now, I guess. I guess it's just that I know the story so well that it's already in my brain and stuff. X3

I think I should go now. I'm going to go on a really long walk with Julie, Issac, and hopefully Sunny and Boonie. That's always fun..

Anywho.. Byes~

~Knurvs

Ok, Adsense. Greemblegorf, Adsense.

2010-04-09T10:24:00.007-04:00

I know for a fact that people have been on here. People have talked to me about what I've put up on here. Honestly, Adsense, get it right. >.>
The jerk.

Pft...

Webpage of the Week: ...hehe...

This is spreading around. XD

If you go onto google.com and type in "lol limewire" and hit "I'm feeling lucky" this is what you get. It's from this. XD

Video/Song of the Week: It's Christmas (I Hate You)

I just like how they act together in this video. X3

And this song is pretty catchy even if it's pretty horrible D:

Picture of the Week:

Secret (Quote) of the Week: "'It's just that.. I don't exist. None of us do.' 'Wow.... I didn't know that.'"

I giggled quite a bit. :'3

As promised, here's the letter my brother wrote in summer camp when he was about eleven. It's quite depressing. XD

I shall bold my favorite parts~

And I shall italicize my EXTRA favorite parts.

July 20, 1999

Hello Mom.

I'm sorry if the paper is wet because I am crying for you and everybody is making fun of me because of it. They are really disgusting. They burp and fart and then just laugh about it. I got both of your letters today. I cried some more. Thank Joseph and elizabeth ((the jerk didn't capitalize my name..!)) for the pikachu, golem, and psyduck.

I have been transferred. I am now a button. (insert drawing of a button) There are 3 people who speak english besides me. Their names are Chip, ((I always thought it said Lhip till just now.)) Nick, and David. the other nine people are spanish. I rode a horse today. His name is Ice. ((Thanks. Capitalize a horse's name. I see who's important here.)) He likes me. My score for archery was 35. I need 25 more points for my first Award. I forgot what it is called. My sugars for yesterday and today was 157 and 151. ((He's diabetic. Most people will have no idea what those numbers mean, but those are fairly high numbers.. though he used to go so high that the glucometer just said "high" and my mom would get pissed.)) I forgot and had dessert with dinner those days. Tomorrow will probably be better.

There is not a word yet invented or how intensely I miss you, so I will make one up. Greemblegorf. Don't laugh because you will hurt my feelings. I have not smiled or laughed since you left. only cried.

((Next Page: The top is smudged as if he poured a tiny bit of water on it and smeared it down the page to make it look like he cried on it that much just to make my mom feel bad. But she was most likely laughing too much to care.))

The days are so long without you. I will probably die of grief if I don't see you soon. I don't ever want to stop writing but then I will never finish the letter. It feels like it has been 65 million* years since I last saw you. We have to swim in a slimy old river. It is NASTY!!!

I tried to walk home yesterday. I was planning on walking to Kerville and having the police bring me home.

But nevermind that. I diddn't. I need a hug and lots of kisses and a big pat on the back. Some of the wierdest things make me start crying. A breeze could come through and remind me of how I would sit on the patio while you cooked a delisiouse dinner That I spent my time savoring every delisious bite... I better stop because I am making myself cry again. I have to go now, Write me a nother letter.

((Then he signed his name. Yah.))

*no exageration!

So, yeah. Greemblegorf is my favorite word. I said it to my mom the other day and she almost crashed the car because she was laughing so much. Just kidding, she didn't even swerve, but still. >D

I can't believe he diddn't capitalize my name. Pft. Jerk.

The definition of Greemblegorf is quite pathetic. :'3

It is: To be in such a pathetic state, that one actually NEEDS a pat on the back.

Yeah.

Anyway... I'm unna go be boring some more now. I'm so boring. BORING.

Geez.

~Knurvs

Stress...

2010-04-06T11:58:00.006-04:00

...be gone~!
Done with mah term paper~

That's why this is late.
Oh well~ No one cares~ XD Not even me, really~

Webpage of the Week: Shane Dawson TV

Video of the Week: Honestly, don't ask why. I don't know why.

While I was looking for critics for my paper, this video kept showing up all over the place. ._. I must have heard it like five times.

Definition of the Week: Greemblegorf: To be in such a pathetic state that one desperately needs a pat on the back. (A. Milhomens, 1999)

Challenge of the Week: Learn to say Irish Wristwatch without stumbling. We've done it, and we didn't even know. Ruined OUR skit idea. D:" Wha

t a shame.

Picture of the Week:

Secret of the Week: Next week, I'm going to share a two page letter my brother wrote... That's pretty much going to be most of my post... Hehe...

I'm starting to make videos~ I made part of one in chorus~ The rest will prolly be made after school today. >D

Blame Sean, though.

VLOGING IS SOOO BORING! XD

I have to add skits.

I stopped doing it because of the stupid stress of school, but now I'm relaxing and Sean is making me start up again. But I REFUSE to sit there for like five minutes and ramble about NOTHING.

I'm going to do skits, and tell awesome stories, and NOT be boring.

Yeah.

I damn well better, too.

>.>

When this school year ends, I won't have a laptop anymore.... -sobs-

But then next year will be my last year of high school!

YES!

It'll pass by soooo quickly~

^.^

AND, next week I get to go to New York and see colleges! D: I'm so nervous and excited!

It hurts~ I wanna go already~

I wish I could go all week.

Well, this is all I'm writing because I slept in Spanish today (we had a sub and watched a boring movie - oops, I fell asleep D: ) and now I'm really, really tired. I wish we could have a free Chem period, too... Mr. Good should let us!

D<>

GURGLE!

Anywho, byes~

~Knurvs

That's two~

2010-03-26T11:51:00.018-04:00

I've missed another week. Damn.
I was busy.
Plus, I'm just going to ramble. About nothing. Boring stuff. I should really do something interesting.

Webpage of the Week: StarKidPotter

Song of the Week: Missing You -AVPM
This is my favorite song from that musical. <3 class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">

Other Song of the Week: Therapy - All Time Low

It's stuck in my head. But I like it.

Musical of the Week: A Very Potter Musical
Watch it, damn it.

Picture of the Week:

Secret of the week: It took me an hour to find this shade. SHHH!

Anywho, it's cold again. It snowed the other day.

Damn it!

It was just getting so nice...

Hopefully it'll stop getting colder, and it'll get really, really hot out. Then the ground will be nice and dry and I can go on an epic walk and take many awesome pictures because it's so amazing over there...

Honestly. I go for the awesome walk AND the awesome view. It's amazing.

Anyone who wants to go with me next time, just say so. ;D But be prepared to be tired after. And almost fall a LOT. I had to jump like three feet over at least a six foot drop last time. ._. Scared the hell out of me, but Boonie helped me.

I'm a wimp. I'm afraid of falling, so I freak out. XD

I was looking at some old pictures of last summer, and I realized that I just look so much better in the summer. I look healthier, and my skin isn't dry at all.

Since it's been cold, my skin is all ew and stuff.

Not to mention my skin is darker in the summer, which with my tone makes me look healthier. XD It's because I look like a nasty pale green when I'm pale.

I hate being pale SO MUCH.

GAAH.

HATE IT.

But I would never "go tanning".

Walks can cure me!

And swimming~

And blading~

So many outdoor things I want to do!

PortCon is what I'm thinking about besides that right now.

I've printed off a few forms and I'm going to try to get as many people that I know as I can that want to go to fill these out. 'Cause they'll get ten dollars off, and that's always good...

Even if I get a job this summer, I'm going to this thing. I'll schedule my work so that I don't work those days, or I'll call in sick, damn it, but I'm going.

PortCon actually means a lot more to me than just the cool stuff there. I've had so much fun and lots of memories~

And so I love going and I would be crushed if anyone from last year couldn't make it... T.T

Then I'll kill them for making me sad.

I can't wait for summer~

I don't even CARE that I usually can't get to sleep until really late because of how warm my room gets...

I don't care that I wake up freezing cold because I fall asleep with like one flimsy blanket on..

I don't care that my pool will be freezing for at least a month!

I care about the night walks I miss,

the Epic Walks I miss,

the swimming,

the blading,

the biking,

the warm that's nothing compared to Texas,

the energy I get in the summer!

I miss it all!

When it's cold, I get none of this~!

It FAILS!

FAAAILS!

Anywho, I'm unna go now.

~Knurvs

D:

2010-03-15T19:28:00.002-04:00

Ok, so... Yah.

Webpage of the Week: This.

Now, work on not being mad at me. o.o

Song of the Week: Love today - Mika

Just because. :3

Quote of the Week: "No, I just know he was dying from hunger loss! ...Wait.."
It just happened today. Figured it'll work. ;D
Aaaah.... Hunger loss. Dying from it.

Picture of the Week:

I really hope that everyone can read that o.o;

I wanted to put up a different picture that I edited and made all neat looking, but I'm pretty sure CJ wouldn't be ok with it. D: Aw. I wanna share the cute love~ Ohs wells. Not a big deal.

Anyway, I bet I'll end up putting this up tomorrow because I can't get my webs to work enough to get the picture on here, so I doubt I'll be able to post it. Yep. Pessimism. ;D
Hi, my name is Knurvs and I'm a PHREEEAK.
Eh... People like saying "Are you KUHnurvous, Lizzy?" to me. My mom does it a lot. o.o Surprising~?
Not really. She's silly.

RANDOM WOOOOOOOORDS!

(They aren't actually random. They were sooo totally planned. Shhhh! Don't tell the outsiders!)

I think I'll start having a "Secret of the Week" thing on here. But only special people will know about it. You people. Reading this right now. I'll have it the same shade as my background, and you'll have to highlight a blankish spot where it might be to see it. ;D Yeeeaaaaaah. It'll be AWESOME.

If you can't tell, I'm pretty much half asleep right now.

Also, I really want to go to the gym tomorrow during my fourth period study hall, but I might have to do work that is actually pretty important.. >.<;

Hmm... I think I'll go to the gym, because I do have another study hall and a half before the end of the week, anyway. :/

Gurgle.

I lost my MP3 player because I'm lame.

SO. LAME.

Knu Knu Knu Knu Knu Knu Knu~

I have threeee college tours set up for the same day in April~ Then I have the rest of that weekend off in New York... I really hope my mom will let me go visit CJ, but she's not sure anymore..

I might just cry.

But my mom wants to see Spamalot while we're there, because the 24th (we're visiting the colleges on the 23rd) is her birthday and she wants to do fun things~ (Sounds like fun, yes?)

I think I'll finish this tomorrow since I'm going to have to wait to post it anyway.

It's today now. Everything before this line was yesterday.

Yeah.

So, I wanna babysit. I know it may seem pretty stupid to be aiming for a job because it seems like more fun than work, but.. I mean, it does sound like a lot of fun. X3;

We have the paper again (I don't know why we didn't have it to begin with, because we used to get it last year) and I'll look in there, but I've been mostly lamely looking on craigslist. XD

It's just... I dono. Interesting to look on there. I suppose, though, these recent years are bad times to be looking for this type of job at my age. ._.

A lot of teenagers aren't very trustworthy. D: The meanies. Ruining my chances! Pft... Jerks.. I'll pawnch them.

If I came back to this high school in five years and looked around.. I wonder if everyone would look like little kids. I wonder if it would look like a zoo~ Hmm.... Thoughts I think walking through the halls~

I really have nothing to talk about. D: Lame me! LAME MEEEE!

Allegria was awesome. I messed up a tiny bit, but it wasn't a big deal and I fixed it quickly anyway. Though, I did get a death glare from the girl in charge of one of my dances. ._. Oops. It's ok. It was fun. And that day was amazing. <3 >

I think I'll leave now.

Byes~

~Knurvs

Sick!

2010-03-07T20:50:00.004-05:00

Being sick SUCKS. I had teh tummeh flu~ It sucked. Yep.

Webpage of the Week: Any Manga

I like that page now. It suggests manga to you as you read~ ^.^ I was on this the whole time I was sick.

Quote of the Week: "I can't wait to go to school and sit in my comfy chair!"

We were talking about having couch chairs that we could bring around school that were easy to move around and stuff and be cozy in class~

Video of the Week: Old Greg

You don't have to watch that, but I keep quoting it to people. X3 Don't be shocked if I say "Do ya luv meh?" to you. It's very common. ;D

They lie, though, because that is NOT the full episode. I saw it at like 2 in the morning last summer, I know what the full version is like for the most part.

AWESOME of the week: Letter...

OK, SERIOUSLY. YOU DAMN WELL BETTER CLICK THAT LINK! XD DOOOO IT!!!

"you make me touch your hands for stupid reasons" XD

It makes it better that a guy is reading it. I read it as a picture first and then clicked this link. The letter itself made me want to kill this girl, but the guy just made this really, really funny. Especially that line.

I wonder if her mom proof read the letter? I bet. If my child ever types or talks like that, I will SMACK the kid. Seriously. I would disown that kid.

I wish I could get this guy saying this in an MP3 O mai.. XD It's crazy.

Song of the Week: Bohemian Rhapsody

I have heard this sooo many times this week! People have been just randomly singing it, and it's been played a couple of times, too.

..YOU MAKE ME TOUCH YOUR HANDS FOR STUUPID REASONS!

Aaanyway~

We had the OneActs festival on Saturday, and it was really a lot of fun! :3 I loved hanging out with everyone, and we all were being so crazy~ ^.^ I got really hyper at the end and started running around outside~ Not good for a sick girl, but it was ok! It was actually really refreshing. :3 (I was only running because the bus was far away from where Abby was and I needed to help get the set on the bus. I didn't NEED to run, but it was fun. :3 )

I wanna prolly join tennis this year... but I need a job. >.<>

This thing is on a loop. I giggle like mad every time he says "you make me touch your hands for stupid reasons" because he sounds soo dramatic. XD I love how the URL is youmakemetouchyourhandsforstupidreasons.ytmnd.com.

It does make me giggle. Quite a bit.

You should also read it, though.. He does mess up on reading it a few times. X3

Anyway, I have nothing else interesting to say because I was sick all week. Seriously. I went home sick Thursday, and stayed home on Friday. The rest of the week I can't even really remember. :/

Byes~

~Knurvs

Ugggh..

2010-02-28T16:33:00.005-05:00

Ever notice how stupid people are?
Just to make a point, I'm talking about everyone. Myself included, of course. So don't think I'm just talking about some people.

Think about it... If you really, really think about it.. everyone is really stupid. Whether it's because they can't control their emotions (me, there~), because they can't accept what's really happening in their lives and just pretend it's all fine, because they can't seem to think about anyone but themselves, or just because they make dumb mistakes. People are like... programed to be idiots. Seriously. Sorry, everyone. I love you guys, but you know this. You've gotta.

Of course, being me... I feel like I'm the more idiotic person in this area. It's because I think about things like this, and because of certain other things that I don't wish to share on here because it's more of a personal subject.

I'd also like to state that I'm like.. the most average person EVER.

Picture of the Week:

Behold! Amazing, huh?

Don't you hate the after shock of reading/watching a whole series of something. It kills me. Really.

Webpage of the Week: Omegle

Just because. I went there for a bit. It was kinda funny. I ran into this perv, and I could have disconnected, but I was saying things like "Why are you like that? o.o" and "I like to talk, not stuff like that. ^.^ Can't we talk? It would be fun." Then I made him feel bad when he said he was leaving. It was really funny, I say. He was like "...Say bye.." and I was like "Aww, why? T.T Don't you want to talk to me? How mean...." XD

It's fun to mess with people. :3

I call myself Knurvs on there for fun~

If you wanna see some weird conversations I had on there, either ask me or check my facebook. X3

So, I'm sick and my hands smell like chocolate. I like chocolate.

I feel bad about being sick because I had so much to do this weekend. I haven't done any homework, I haven't been to any practices, I just... I feel so bad about it. I think everyone's prolly mad at me because of it...

But I'm really dizzy. Yesterday I just felt like crap, but I seriously was almost sick this morning. Good thing I wasn't, though. I haven't thrown up in like five years. I would have broken it!

So I've been in my room all weekend. I've only left and do necessary things like chores and human need type things. Yeah. I really, really hope I'm better tomorrow. I'm so tired and stuff and if I'm not better tomorrow, I'm going to feel so guilty. >.<>

Anyway, I'm really dizzy and stuff.. Hm...

Link for you.

Yeah.

Awesome of the Week: Tsubasa Resivoir Chronicle. Read it. It ends like most CLAMP things, but... it's still awesome. I may not like how they end things, but I usually like the story in the middle. Fai is awesome. He was my favorite from like the second chapter he was in, or something. Then I was worried he wasn't going to be anymore, but he still is.

I should at least warn you that there are really, really weird plot twists once you get to the land where it's like.. raining acid.

I finished that manga this week, I think... It was at least in the last two weeks.

So... Last study hall I actually wasn't feeling up to going to the fitness room because I had pulled a muscle somehow ._. But I'll hopefully go tomorrow if I'm no longer sick!! Because I really like going. I can download stuff from youtube on my mp3 to watch so I don't get bored~

^.^

Any suggestions? Something long. Like, a series of something. I'll be there for a good while.

Yep yep. :3

Anyway, I think I'll go now. Need moar rests.

~Knurvs

Oh, beepers~

2010-02-20T21:05:00.008-05:00

Sounds kinda like a bunny name or something.

Webpage of the Week: DeviantArt

Because it's amazing. Always. :3

Video of the Week: This video we made at Drew's birthday party.

X3 It was fun to make. They're so silly!

Pretty much as soon as I got there I was like "Drew, I brought my camera. You have to think of a skit because it's YOUR birthday party." :'D

We all ended up making it together, but yeah. It was fun and silly. ^.^

Random Fact of the Week: Did you know... that if I lost 70 pounds... I'd prolly be dead? o.o Or really close, anyway. I'd be like.. Whoa. I'd prolly look really nasty, too. D: Ew.

Awesome Activity of the Week: Go and find really funny pictures. :3 It's always fun. ^.^

Picture of the Week: FFFFFFF TACO BABY

FTWFTWFTWFTW

JUST LOOK AT THAT BABY! IT'S A--- FFFFFF--- IT'S A TACO BABY!!!

I honestly again don't know what to talk about this week. Isn't it funny that I used to plan these things?

If anyone in the Winslow, Maine area wants to see a play this Thursday, there's one at Winslow High School. I think we're giving the mulah we get to a home for abused women or something similar.

We're not even done with it until the next weekend, too, so I'm kinda knurvous about it. :/

On top of that, I have Allegria. Not that it's too much of a big deal, but we still need a lot of practice. And we haven't done anything with the costumes yet, either, so... O mai, we may be in a tiny bit of trouble.

I have this study hall at the end of the day on my "lazy" days and I've just been spending it goofing off on my laptop in study hall with random people, but I've been really wanting to go to the school's fitness room after school and haven't been able to, so I think I'll start spending that study hall in the gym. :3 That would make me super happy. Super happy INDEEEED!

Especially if I lost like ten pounds ;D

Then I'd have an awesome-sauce belly. I like my belly, but it would be better and prolly even more fun to poke :D

That's always good.

^.^

Anyway, yeah. So.... I need a job. And I need to start driver's ed. My mom said that I'm starting after she does her taxes and get the tax refunds, or whatever. o.o I'm not really happy about driving. I'm going to hit a puppy with Alex's car. D:

Then it'll limp to the side of the road and I'll slowly start driving again, but realize suddenly as I hear a yelp that I had the wheels turned because I tried not to hit the puppy, then the puppy will limp away again and run into a tree!! D:

That poor puppy!

What a horrible thing! Now I'm depressed because I know it will happen!

Just kidding, I'll be careful. But I'm going to be a horrible driver. >.<

So... Does anyone know anything about this "30 day challenge" thing? ._. Because I can't get a stupid job and... D: I dono what to do anymore. Stupid economy. Or maybe it's just because I have no experience... That's so not my fault. >.> If they don't hire me because I have no experience, how am I supposed to get experience? Laaame.

I say that a lot. <.<

Anyway, my Facebook got hacked. -_-

Stupid hacker thingies....

Seriously, first my email, now my Facebook! I found out right away this time, though, and changed my password... Lame, though. I'm mad about it.

I'm going to put up some pictures for you all to look at! :'D

I don't know why, but that always cracks me up.... XD

Heeeh... Look at the kitty's face. XD

Anyway, I was going to show a lot more, but I think I'll just end it with one picture that I looove. <3

:'3

Byes~

~Knurvs

Well, that's different.

2010-02-12T08:57:00.016-05:00

I changed my layout because the other one was annoying me. I like this one. ^.^

Webpage of the Week: OneManga

Song of the Week: Moonlight Sonata

I've been listening it sinc

e last night. It helped me fall asleep and kept my dreams from being horrible...

Awesome of the Week: Today is apparently "To Write Love On Her Arms" day. Or maybe it's not JUST today. All I know is that I have love written all over my left arm and I'm fine with it. Another thin

g it is, I think just this week, or

something... It's called "Tell Her She's Beautiful." I read the explanation behind this, and it really makes sense and kinda hurt.

In other words, today is a day that you should try your best to be kind and supporting to everyone you know tha

t may be going through a rough time, no matter how small it seems to you. It may be giant to them, so appreciate your friends and family and show them how much you care. Not that you shouldn't do this everyday, but today is really a day where you can shine through.

Story of the Week: This.If you decide to click any of the links I post on here, make it this one. I really can't stop thinking about this story. Even if it's not perfect, it has a good message and stuff...

Quote of the Week: "The only real way to look Frisky is not to be Stopped so soon."

It's from a mad lib fortune cookie thing we did. XD

Pictures of the Week:

I don't have much to talk about, but I thought I'd just show these pictures and tell about those two things. Even if you can't really click the link to Facebook, you should look them up online.

Actually, if you don't know what they really are besides what I've just told you, you better damn well look them up. I'm not even kidding around.

I think I should tell a story, but I'm not sure if I should because it wouldn't be funny like usual. :/

So I think I'll just be off. Even though I don't have anything else to do in this study hall, anyway. Meh.

Anywho...

Bye.

~Knurvs

Oh, College...

2010-02-05T11:53:00.003-05:00

I'm freaking out again.

Damn it.

I think I've decided that either I'm going to go to The School of Visual Arts, or The Art Institute. I was looking at

Ithaca, but it's like really far away from everything - especially NYC and Vassar, which are the two places that I kinda want to be closer to. Vassar for obvious reasons, but NYC seems very interesting. Scary, but interesting. Annnywho~

Webpage of the Week: Daisy Owl

(For CJ~ )

Picture of the Week:

Song of the Week: Everlong - Foo Fighters

I dono, I was looking at a list of songs and I saw Pardon Me and remembered that this song's pretty good. (It reminded me because of Little Nicky, I suppose. Hehe.)

I don't know what the music video is, so you can ignore it. I didn't even watch it. I'm just listening to it.

I should have posted this yesterday, or sooner. I'm so lame and horrible at updating! I hope I'll stop being this horrid at this, because my jobs will be all about deadlines.. Geez.

Anyway, I'd like to tell about my dreams last night. They were very strange, but hit me weird. I was really scared something was going to jump out at me this morning XD Mainly a guy wearing a motorcycle helmet. Didn't happen, though! That's good!

(Soy un perdedor I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me?)

Anyway, here it is:

VIEW INTO KNU'S BRAIN!!!!

The first part I can remember, I was traveling through space with some people. There was a planet made mostly of dirt/sand/dust and it was collapsing. It was really small, though, so we were trying to make sure it didn't turn into dust. It did, though, and another planet grew with it's stuff. Its gravitational pull had destroyed the planet.

Its ring was left going around nothing. There was another planet beyond that with a LOT of f-ing rings, but we weren't supposed to touch it. I had to keep reminding myself.

As it turns out when we got back to Earth, one of us had been effected by the trip by absorbing a sort of light explosion that would kill that person instantly. That person who had been infected was such a pansy that he passed it over to me by kind of tagging me.

I freaked out and tagged someone else, who was confused and tagged me back, but I had the proper defense in my brain to hold it back. Then they glared at me and tagged me again. I let my defense down and let him transfer it to me because I didn't want someone else to die because of something I did. So I was going to die, and I didn't tell anyone. Only three of us knew about it anyway.

Then I woke up to my alarm.

The second part was weird, too. I was sitting on the couch next to my mom who was watching a movie or something. I looked over to the doorway and there was a guy standing there wearing a motorcycle helmet and I knew he was going to hurt me or something, so I tried to get my mom's attention but she was just ignoring me.

I pushed her face to look over, but she didn't see him and she thought I was being stupid. That happened a couple of times, me freaking out each time because he was f-ing creepy.

Eventually, my mom wanted to go on her computer or something, but borrowed my laptop. The guy (who had like turned into a hobo or something) climbed back up my stairs all angry and was saying something angry, but I don't remember what he said and it was directed to my mom, so she was really needing to get on the computer, I guess.

Then I was scared and beat the crap out of him and helped my mom get onto her computer, where she went on a webpage that was talking about planets and you could have a pet. I thought about how maybe the first dream was me playing this game, maybe, because it had never been concluded.

The laptop got unplugged so it wasn't charging, so I went to go get the cord again and kicked the angry hobo a lot - he was just chillin out lying down on the floor in my living room - and I plugged the laptop in. Then my mom fed and took care of her pet, and the hobo turned into a kinda cute looking cartoon thing that was like a foot or two tall. Apparently it was her pet, and since it was upset, it turned into a creepy hobo.

Another part of my dream was weird, but I don't remember when I had it. I think it was during the first one, or something.

I had these keychains that I could apparently get texts through, but I couldn't figure out how to read them. Then this adorable little girl showed up and asked if I got her text. She looked like a poor little girl angel who was like 6 or something, but she told me she was sixteen. She then showed me how to text on it and kind of left. I don't remember the rest of that one. I think she transformed into something and came back into the room, or something, maybe..? But since she seemed like an angel to me, I think that maybe she WOULD be sixteen, but she died at the age she looked. That's kinda horrible and really sad. But she was really, really adorable and I asked her if I could kiss her nose, and she let me. It was weird, and I'm silly.

I totally just copy-pasted that from another website I put it on. X3

You.. you love me anyway, though. Yeah.

I just noticed that the drummer in that music video is wearing a dress or something. ._. What the hell..?

Anyway, I talked to my mom about visiting the colleges I mentioned in the start of this~

She told me that it was fine, and was happy when I told her that I had a number we could call to set it up for The Art Institute. So apparently we're going to call today or something when she gets home so we can set it up. On top of that, the other school is like 6 minutes away from AI so my mom was like "We could walk!" and got all happy. Then she was excited to spend her birthday in New York, and told me that it's likely I'll be able to visit CJ because his school is much closer than Ithaca anyway. (Ithaca is about 4 hours from AI and 3 from Vassar. Annoying, yeah?) So his is about 2 hours from New York City, not counting the traffic, so they said that it's very likely that I can see him. How great! I'm happy about it.

Anyway, I think that's enough for now!

Ja ne~

~Knurvs

It's pretty crazy

2010-01-29T10:27:00.005-05:00

I started off with maybe like two hits a post on my first one, then it went to about ten each post, and now it's about 30 to 40. I'm wondering if people are actually reading it, or if I'm just getting random people clicking my link then clicking off the page. o.o
It's prolly that.

Webpage of the Week: Youtube

Because I've been using it a LOT.

Song of the Week: Caged Bird - DNAngel

It's really pretty. :'3

Dance of the Week: The chicken dance. ;3

Story of the Week: RA

Because I really wish I could make a short film about this.

Anyyway~

Animes are funny. And weird.

DNAngel has its strange moments. I was watching an episode the other day where Daisuke just kept calling Riku over and over again for like ten minutes. He walked away at one point because it was still busy, but then he rushed back to the phone to call again. Then he counted to ten and called again. He was really upset every time it was busy. Eventually, like the freak he was, he biked to her house. I know it was just a set up to what was going to happen, but it was stupid and I was like "WHAT. IS. THIS?!" and kept making random arm flails because I didn't understand.

There was more that I was confused about, but I honestly can't remember it.

Do lee da la~

^.^

Apparently if your videos get enough views, YouTube starts a partnership with you and you get money for views, or whatever. Ad work, I suppose. I doubt I'll be able to do that even if I try, but it would be pretty damn cool. I could get money for this AND making videos. Though, I bet my mom would want me to get a job anyway. Pft. Oh well~ I need the mulah for college anyway~

The sooner I start saving, the better~

It's not like I don't have all of those money thingies. What are they... Um... My grandparents gave them to my mom for me when I was little and they'll be a few thousand dollars when I'm 18 or something like that. So if I need to, when I start having to pay loans I can dip into those.

I totally want to make t-shirts.

One day I shall publish a book!

I'll make shows!

Music videos!

And publish some more books!

A series or two!

Or more!

Then I shall have a webpage, as well!

Yes!

And still have YouTube and DeviantArt!

Because WOO!

Anyway, I'm not wanting to do all this stuff to become famous. I wanna do this stuff so that I can put my stories out there - and not be homeless. So I shall sign my pen name as "Knurvous" so that I won't really be known. And my picture in the back shall be drawn by myself and will be a chibi, prolly. ^.^

Or maybe it'll be like "K.P.T." Or something. (Knurvous Phreak is the full name.... ;D Guess what the last is.)

Sorry. I know I'm a dork. XD

Anyway, I should go to sleep. I have school in the morning! D: PHAIL~

Nighty night~

~Knurvs

Oh, Adsense

2010-01-24T13:03:00.003-05:00

Says I don't have any money on here, but I had like twenty monies.. Hm.
Things that have happened this week: I forgot to post, then I posted this one late. I went on a trip with my family that was pretty much disastrous. I lost a lot of sleep. I missed a lot of school that I don't even have to make up. Finally, I didn't get anywhere in my video project so I think I'll do some small projects first.

I really seem to suck at updating this. I usually really want to, too. These last couple of weeks, I just haven't wanted to. I suppose I'm just being lazy.

Webpage of the Week: It's really random, I tell you!

BUT I LOVE IT. :'D

Webpage of Last Week: Thing you can and can not bring into an airplane.

Look through these and think to yourself "Who asked if they could bring this??" because that's what I did, and it's funnier that way.

Though, I have to say... it was really upsetting for me to read this. I wanted to bring my paint thinner.

Song of the Week: Cemetery Drive - By: My Chemical Romance

Just because. I want to pick Pants Dance, but I don't have a link to it.

It's ALWAYS the song of the week. If you want it, email me and I'll send it to you.

And, also, don't just say "Meh, I don't like MCR so I'll hate that song." Just listen to it. You may like it. (Also, I don't like their recent crap. Just like Green Day, pretty much. >.< )

Though I'm not saying you'll like it. But you might. But maybe not.

So... Listen to it? For me? Please?

Song of Last Week: You Don't Know Me - Ben Folds

I was listening to this nonstop since Sunny showed it to me. I really like it. I don't care if you listen to that last song, as long as you listen to this one.

Video of the Week: This is for Sunny. Anything on this page.

I haven't really watched many, and I don't find them as funny as Sunny does, but whatever. They are pretty silly. And somewhat vulgar. By the way, am I the only person that uses that word? Whenever I say it, people look at me funny like I'm using it wrong. I'm not, though, I swear!

Video of Last Week: The Most Beautiful Girl in the Room

My friend Prank showed me this. And sang it to me. X3 I love it.

Airports are really interesting places.

There's always that person that looks like they're talking to themselves, but they have one of those ear phones in...

And all the times that I plugged my laptop in and went on it, some person came up and wanted to use the plug, too, so they ended up sitting next to me or near me.

They have expensive food that really isn't worth the money...

And there's always some bad tempered people about just glaring at random people.

At one point I was actually talking to my laptop because I was in a Skype chat talking to a bunch of people. Felt kinda foolish. It's ok, though.

The plane trip was interesting.

I was really tired, so I freaked out and was hyperventilating on the first plane as we went into the air... But I was fine when we were up there, 'cept through turbulence.

Then on the second plane, I was even worse... I freaked out so much that I started crying and I told my mom that we were going to die and that I wasn't crying because I was scared, I was crying because I was sad.

Then, as soon as we were above the clouds, I craaashed. Seriously, it was a two hour plane trip and I was asleep the whooole time. I've never done that before.

On the ride back, after a stressful trip with angry family members and my brother Joe (because he was the awesome part of the trip along with Issac), there was a really funny flight attendant that made me grin a lot when he was telling us all the required stuff.

Now that all of that ranty boring stuff about me trip is over, I should talk about something unrelated to myself.

Srsly.

(I'm a pirate. Arrrgh!)

I've been thinking about people in cars. We were driving a while ago, and I usually watch as cars pass when I'm bored, but the driver in the car next to us was just looking out his window. The whole time we passed him. He most likely crashed later on.

People really shouldn't do that, but I don't blame them. Other people are really interesting. No one is the same, and watching cars pass by is a way of seeing all sorts of people. But he prolly did die. I'm prolly going to die like that.

There are so many things I could talk about right now, but I feel that I'd be half talking about me anyway while I'm talking about them, so I prolly should just tell a story or something.

Quillip was a quiet boy who liked to watch the wind outside the window during class. Even though he did this, though, he passed every class with an A. So, about a 95 or something. (In my mind that's an A. If it's not in yours... shut up, you're wrong. Maine grades suuuck. They just don't make sense!)

One day he decided he wanted to have class on the roof of the building. Of course, the teachers would not allow it and laughed at him for suggesting it. It was a horrible idea. He made this face at them- :|

Then sat down in his seat, being all grumpy.

Eventually, he made a petition. But it wasn't a petition, it was a threat letter. It said "If you don't let us have class on the roof, then the school will most likely suffer hell."

They giggled at this and even read it over the announcements to the students. The students took it seriously, though, and were scared for their school.

Eventually, the school turned all evil and stuff. Then the teachers were like "OH NO" and said if it stopped being hell, then they'd let the students have class on the roof if they wanted to.

So it stopped and Quillip was happy to have roof class for every class- especially lunch.

One day during roof class, Quillip got bored and decided he didn't like school anymore. Quillip grew wings and flew away going "QQUUUIR" like the bird he was.

Can you find the moral of the story? No?

Moral: Quillip was actually a bird the whole time and stuff.

Stupid teachers.

Yeah, I know that's not how "the moral of the story" works. Shuddup.

Anyway, I think I'll end it there.

Till next time!

~Knurvs

Woo~ >.>

2010-01-13T10:22:00.003-05:00

Gah...

>.> This week better get better! I'm threatening you, week! D<

Webpage of the Week: Tinychat

because I've been obsessed with it. I've been on this page any chance I get, pretty much. >.> It's only a little sad. It's not the chat I linked up there, though, it's the Mystery Google chat. Only, we don't talk about Mystery Google. We play music and laugh and stuff.

Quote of the Week: I put the "sexy" in "dyslexia" ;D

I laughed so much when he said that. XD

Song of the Week: You Owe Me An IOU

I was picking between this and Running out of Time because I like the tune to RooT better, but I like the lyrics in this one.. ^.^ I think it's a tad clever. Hehe. I also like Shame On You.

Oh, this version of YOMAIOU is lovely.

XD Wow.

I went to a Japanese restaurant last weekend~ It was yummy, but way too much fishy stuff for me. XD I don't really like sea food. The weird thing is that I like sushi, but can't stand eating fish...

But I liked that place... though, I should have maybe gotten something else? I dono, it was experimenting~ Woo!

I took a few videos, too, because it was really awesome looking there. ^.^

And I got some Ramuné~ ^.^ Yum.

Still have the problem that I want to make a Ning site, but I don't know what the main subject should be, or even the name. Hmmm....

Anywho, I'm not sure what's going on with the recording of the show... because I'm not satisfied with the acting... and we were going to practice today and record tomorrow, but that won't work for several reasons, so I planned instead of having it next week, but I'll be leaving... Oh..

Apparently I'm going to South Carolina next Wednesday.

I have MIDTERMS that week.

My V.P. said that the only way I could do this was to take all of the six tests I have on Tuesday, since we have Monday off.

>.<;

So I'd have to take my Spanish, Chem, History, Algebra 2, Career Prep and H. English.... all in one day.

I suck at Chem, I NEED to study a LOT for that. >.>

I don't have all my Career Prep work done, I have to get that finished!!!

In English, I have an essay AND a midterm... Not to mention, I need to pick an author for my Terp Paper that's due in March that I have to read 3 or more books for and it has to be ten or more pages...

In History... I suck at remembering things, so I really, really need to study for it...

Algebra shouldn't be a problem, I'm usually pretty awesome at math.

Spanish I need to study a bit for, but I think I may be fine...

I dono what to do!!! I have work to finish, so I can't study now... and I just have the weekend and Monday to study for ALL of my tests!

GAHHHHH!!!! I'm so angry at my mom! I asked her if I could stay at a friend's house, and she said no because she already bought the ticket.

I'm going to beg her to see if she can return it...

Dammit...

So, yeah. Stress. I'm unna go.

~Knurvs

Late~

2010-01-04T20:22:00.001-05:00

Yes, I'm late again.

Nice job, Lizzy, nice job.

Webpage of the Week: Mystery Google

I've been on this a lot. I dono if this was the page for last week, if so.. I'm sorry. XD

Video of the Week: It's the one with Sunny... I love the song she's dancing to.

:3 We made this for a mysterygoogle thing, but I just like watching it. ^.^ It's adorable, I say!

(Don't think creepy thoughts. I think it's adorable because she's like my little sister.)

Show of the Week: Naruto. Before you say anything, the only things I'm highlighting about it in this post is the Hidan and Itachi episodes. My two favorites. Plus, Shikamaru is all badass in the Hidan episodes. :3

Picture of the week: o.o;

XD Aaaah...

And I'm listening to Hot Hot Heat again. I found this cover: Elevator

It's ok, but.. Of course, I like Hot Hot Heat a lot and there are specific elements of the song that this guy didn't put in there that I really loved. Like, sometimes he's supposed to go higher.. and some lines he's supposed to repeat. Whatever, though, it's still most likely better than any other cover I'd find.

Title of the Week: TYPOGIRL!

They called me that on Skype the other day. I think it was that, at least.. They said it's because I type very loudly and quickly. They kept bursting out laughing every time I typed. D: Whoa!

Quote of the Week: WHOA. WHOA. ..... WHOA.

I've been saying that a lot.. Hehehe.

News about the show: We attempted a practice yesterday. Derick failed at practicing, so we didn't actually get to start until he left, and by then it was only Sunny, Drew, and myself. We mostly worked with Drew, trying to get his expressions right and trying to get him to say things just the way I wanted him to. We got pretty close, but we still need to work on it.

I think we'll have another practice tomorrow. Alicia will be with us, and maybe I'll ask if we can use the library or something so Derick won't be distracted...

I have a video camera, by the way. It's a Flip. I'm very happy about this... hehe.

I don't have much else to say. I've been very distracted by things lately. I'll get more interesting later.

Bye for now~

~Knurvs