what makes the happy goth so happy

My Everything or May Flowers...by tiavi rudow may1 2013

2013-05-01T07:36:00.002-07:00

my everythng ...
tiavi 2013 first of may....

Winsome light flows from thy face under moon reflecting grace....
pallid skin of grand design...fearfully and wonderfully sublime..
oh dearest love my delight...to loose myself in your presence....
my breath my life and sustenance my hope my joy my efflorescence...
Oh the colours the design the bouquet ,the flowers you bring forth from the deep ,from within me...
you are my everything! Tiavi Rudow may1 2013

as writting this today..the spirit gave me the word efflorescence....which means

Date: 1626 1 a : the action or process of developing and unfolding as if coming into flower : BLOSSOMING b : an instance of such development c : fullness of manifestation : CULMINATION 2 : the period or state of flowering 3 : the process or product of efflorescing chemically

I love this!...Jesus ...the holy spirit is bringing flowers forth this year...the beauty within ..within you ..will be seen...the flowering....the art the creativity...all the treasures he placed within you...You are a masterpiece :)

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Haha i just saw this ... today is may first....april showers bring may flowers...get ready...!

Love u guys...tiavi

EXCITING..TFCOTLD UPDATE april 2013

2013-04-03T10:11:00.000-07:00

TFCOTLD UPDATE april 2013

I am excited to tell you tfcotld is not dead.. we have fresh vision and direction for the years to come..and continuing even more effectively our desire to raise up leaders in all areas but especially in the underground /subculture area..also tfcotld has always reached everyone off all diff jandras styles backgrounds and ages that had one thing in common they felt like outcasts...we have been called to the outcast because as the word says(1cor 1) God chooses the simple to confound the wise the week to put to shame the strong..you see then we dont glory in and put on ers of LOOK WHAT I CAN DO....or get all holier than though and forget grace......

WE have stopped local meetings for tfcotld...we are going to focus more on global again...God has put in my heart to create a resource book and possibly an online class that will focus on being a foundation for small tfcotld rebel groups around the world...its our desire to activate people...get them taking action...being Christs hands and feet...and doing it in creative ways...through art music etc...i want to see people excited about seeing jesus move in them and through them...seeing hurting people healed around the globe...getting to be a part of that....that excites me..you see satan wants to suck out the life get us feeling down sick unworthy..so we never realise our potential to CHANGE THE WORLD...for good for GOd for love.. but i say to hell with him ..lets live the dream...let love over take you and rise up on HIS wings...now is your time its not to late!

God has told us to return to our the beginning...thats what we were, a small rebel group not caring about the established order...only orders from headquarters...and in the beginning 15 years ago , he said to us take the church to the people because the people are the church...!! so begins a new chapter of the unfolding saga..the great adventure... i encourage you to give..to be a blessing to this ministry ...we have always worked with people who dont have much and money isnt our goal...but it is a good thing to be a giver even the little you can..because a life style of giving is a blessing to you and to others...! lets join hands and hearts and be the love revolutionaries God created us to be!!! more coming soon....

love, tiavi rudow (ceo)

PS ..the resource book will focus on a foundation of grace which i find lacking in so much of the "underground" scene..grace is the good news...that without it you have only another religion which you must work to earn a crumb from heavens table...i want to see people awakened to grace, Gods great love for them...and knowing who they are in Christ..knowing their authority in his name..knowing that salvation is not just a ticket to an after event....the event starts now..the party is now...healing in every area of our lives...peace that passses all understanding..joy unspeakable..haha!!!

let him empower you today , remember its his strength...

1cor 1:27 (GODS WORD TRANSLATION)
But God chose what the world considers nonsense to put wise people to shame. God chose what the world considers weak to put what is strong to shame.

2013....new years day...revelation

2013-01-01T13:34:00.001-08:00

New years day 2012 Dont even try to find direction..just find me...dont focus on how is this going to happen but instead on him who can make it hapen... As you loose yourself in me you will find everythng else....remember seek ye first the kingdom of god and all these things will be added...what is the kingdom....place where the king has dominion...rules....his presence....where every chain falls and every blessing flows... Read the parable of mary and martha.... Now see your brain as martha and your heart spirit as mary.....give martha a rest and kill that demon of stress...spend time in play..thats whaT the Spirit is saying being in the spirit is ...no guilt...no" im so sorrry god".. thats mind again ..just a relization that u are wholly loved and get lost in that...in love himself ..lost at his feet then u have found the best what cannot be taken away...everything u worry about will come and go...but his presence...and the life that comes to you from it will remain... Let your new years plan be to have no plans....... Take care to be careles.... See yourself going no where and you will go far... Stress will have no more defeating power over you Your health will improve....creativity will flow....more will be gained in thiss dance in this play..then in your own effort and strain....so look to me in 2013..let my presence your great quest be.....

careless......aug 15 2012...

2012-08-15T12:33:00.001-07:00

light as a feather now floating free...release all my cares to thee to thee....careless...headless....you are my head...free to dance free to play freee as a child on a rainy day....loving the beauty the sound of the rain...running unfettered to splash and to play....awwwe....you took all my cares away....headless you are my head.....careless...i can hear you speak in this place....of peace.....i feel alive again here at your feet.... tiavi.. aug 15 2012

no way out of this.....word for aug 15 2012

2012-08-15T12:08:00.003-07:00

caught in the cacophony of heaven lost in the corridors of bliss...no way out of this.i cant resist....no way out of this.. Eden...

dancingcaught in the cacophony of heaven lost in the corridors of bliss...no way out of this.i cant resist....no way out of this.. Eden...

dancing with the angels...holding love so close... in union with my savior....i cant resist i can resist....here the sounds in the distant.. you to are beckoned nie...loose your self in abandonment...come come heed the holy cry....the yearning for all to return home and join this celestial celebration whhhheeew ...tiavi aug 15 2012

drink deeep breath the sweet bliss of heaven....awe we are given to taste of the bliss to come now !!!!!^{romans 8:23 amp vers}

²³And not only the creation, but we ourselves too, who have and enjoy the firstfruits of the [Holy] Spirit [a foretaste of the blissful things to come]

e angels...holding love so close... in union with my savior....i cant resist i can resist....here the sounds in the distant.. you to are beckoned nie...loose your self in abandonment...come come heed the holy cry....the yearning for all to return home and join this celestial celebration whhhheeew ...tiavi aug 15 2012

drink deeep breath the sweet bliss of heaven....awe we are given to taste of the bliss to come now !!!!!^{romans 8:23 amp vers}

²³And not only the creation, but we ourselves too, who have and enjoy the firstfruits of the [Holy] Spirit [a foretaste of the blissful things to come]

word for today 8-9-2012

2012-08-09T12:14:00.002-07:00

wanton sleep vanishing....the distant wind is whispering ...closer closer then you think...the mighty man is awakening...within within...eyes long sealed...under lock under key now opening....come oh sweet sound ..rain on weary ground...come oh saviour come...gather the wounded the broken ...the dead...breath breath...till life comes again... tiavi 8- 9--2012

prt 2
hope is calling sweet children of the night..love has not forgotten you.. as those who reject u...those who masquerade as my voice ..their talk is cheap...their words barren wombs..they dont share my heart ..they have their fathers eyes..loveless...blinded by lies...

devotions of the dead

2012-07-23T12:11:00.003-07:00

darkness falls in viscid places the lurid dance of the faceless ..shadows fall cast their gloom yet reminds me that light still looms...haha hope awaits the darkest places..hope remains so invasive...come oh love and do not delay...enter thick and sticky places, the hole we cant seem to escape...only a saviour could lead us away from this prison form this pain and bring us home and make us whole again!!!!!

thank you lord that even the darkness is light to you....even if i make my bed in hell you are there....you never leave nor forsake..!

read....psalm 139:8 and 12
tiavi rudow

Heaven Isn't Coming...

2011-09-29T11:22:00.000-07:00

heaven isn't coming... its within us... now and as we see it feel it smell it taste it ,as a child would ...void of intellectual sophisticated doubts roadblocks and walls..then we will be able to release it....as a child believing ! all is new.. all is possible not jaded by past disappointment's nor setting limits by past victories....or moves...
hear hear hear heaven ...... the spirit is speaking within us to our spirit..listen !
you are seated in heaven with christ...you are their now as well as here .. if you are a believer..so you carry heaven with you every where you go....now release it...only believe and you will see the glory ....! the dead will raise....

..God bless , tiavi

law or love...are we sinners in the hands of angry god or saints in the hands of love

2011-09-04T00:25:00.001-07:00

i say we are saints in the hands of love...God is love and blesses not based on what we can do for him but what he did for us...he wants you to know that love today...nothing can seperate us from the love of god in christ...he calls us saints because jesus took our sin and we took his rightousness.... what a good deal...read with me..................... The Gospel, however, brings on the gift of the Holy Ghost, because it is the nature of the Gospel to convey good gifts...

The Gospel brings donations. It pleads for open hands to take what is being offered. The Law has nothing to give. It demands, and its demands are impossible.

-martin Luther commentary on Galatians..

yes so good..begin to see today that all the gifts of the gospel ...the good news of shalom and salvation which both mean wholeness and healing in every area of your life....are yours for free...not earned not based on merit...grace means unmerited favour...mmmm but, but, no buts here is another good peice from luthers commenetry...

Let your faith supplant reason. Abraham mastered reason by faith in the Word of God. Not as though reason ever yields meekly. It put up a fight against the faith of Abraham. Reason protested that it was absurd to think that Sarah who was ninety years old and barren by nature, should give birth to a son. But faith won the victory and routed reason, that ugly beast and enemy of God. Everyone who by faith slays reason, the world's biggest monster, renders God a real service, a better service than the religions of all races and all the drudgery of meritorious monks can render.

Men fast, pray, watch, suffer. They intend to appease the wrath of God and to deserve God's grace by their exertions. But there is no glory in it for God, because by their exertions these workers pronounce God an unmerciful slave driver, an unfaithful and angry Judge. They despise God, make a liar out of Him, snub Christ and all His benefits; in short they pull God from His throne and perch themselves on it...........this is so much what jesus is speaking to me ...all his benifts ...he wants so much to bless us and the world.. if we will only see its ours ...now as a gift... psalms 68 he daily loadeth us wth benifits...jesus said come to me all you who are weary tired worn out and heavy laden ...heavy laden means waited down like they load an ass down with religious ritual..with the burdensome requirements of mosaic law with tradition and with the conciousness of sin.. are you weary today waited down with trying to be good enough to please god to get his blessings.... one more fast one more all day prayer then maybee ill get it maybee then god will hear me ...uuug ..jesus says come i will gve you rest(you can rest in him knowing your at peace with god)....my yoke is easy (my teaching) ....only believe and you will see the glory of God !...yaaa yesss ...mmmm..... religion / law wants to load you down with burdens no man can carry...like jesus sad of the religious leaders...you load men down with burdens and dont even lift a finger to help (matt 23:4 They tie up heavy loads, hard to bear, and place them on men's shoulders, but they themselves will not lift a finger to help bear them).....jesus wants to load you down to haha every day....but with benifits ..lavish you with gifts...what a lover..loadeth = amac = to lay a load on ! yes lay it on me lord...then we read n psalm 103 ...

2 Bless the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits:

3Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;

4Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies;

5Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things; so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle's.

isaiah 55

1Ho, every one that thirsteth, come ye to the waters, and he that hath no money; come ye, buy, and eat; yea, come, buy wine and milk without money and without price.

2Wherefore do ye spend money for that which is not bread? and your labour for that which satisfieth not? hearken diligently unto me, and eat ye that which is good, and let your soul delight itself in fatness.......the free gift of freedom ...not just a ticket to heaven but blessing now...not earned by works unmerited favour of god is yours...quite labouring for works based religion law that leaves you empty and burdened down and depressed and drink of the free gift .....eat the fat....delight = anag =

1) to be of dainty habit, be pampered

2) to be happy about, take exquisite delight

fat = deshen =

a) fatness

1) of fertility

2) of blessing (fig.) abundence lets take exquisite delight in hs blessings mmmm we are fertile with blessings..now see the root dashen in hebrew a word carries the meaning of its root .....anointed (1), become greasy (1), become prosperous (1), find your acceptable (1), made fat (1), prosper (1), prosperous today you are annointed ...greasy with gods grace...prospering in every area ....fnding out you are accepted !!!!!God loves you ! and wants to bless you.... see how this reads sowonderfully in the message and we will end here for today my beautiful ones...: ) love you, tiavi................romans 4:

13-15That famous promise God gave Abraham—that he and his children would possess the earth—was not given because of something Abraham did or would do. It was based on God's decision to put everything together for him, which Abraham then entered when he believed. If those who get what God gives them only get it by doing everything they are told to do and filling out all the right forms properly signed, that eliminates personal trust completely and turns the promise into an ironclad contract! That's not a holy promise; that's a business deal. A contract drawn up by a hard-nosed lawyer and with plenty of fine print only makes sure that you will never be able to collect. But if there is no contract in the first place, simply a promise—and God's promise at that—you can't break it.

16This is why the fulfillment of God's promise depends entirely on trusting God and his way, and then simply embracing him and what he does. God's promise arrives as pure gift

Enter as a child

2011-01-19T14:43:00.000-08:00

mar 10: 14For the Kingdom of God belongs to those who are like these children. ¹⁵ I tell you the truth, anyone who doesn’t receive the Kingdom of God like a child will never enter it.”

hello there...I believe Jesus says we must enter the kingdom as a child because as we get older we tend to get more and more jaded .. To loose faith to longer believe the impossible is possible.. We've failed to many times, maybe even this year already.. After u thought it would be different I tell u don't let the past prophesy your future.. It is a new day and your child like faith in the impossible being possible is returning. I speak to me, I speak to you and say arise child of ethereal realms ... See again believe again hope again! with God nothing will be impossible! miracles are coming .. See them now..
love you , tiavi

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Born for more!

2010-12-05T12:06:00.000-08:00

hi there, lets read 1 cor 13 together then talk :)

⁴Love endures long and is patient and kind; love never is envious nor boils over with jealousy, is not boastful or vainglorious, does not display itself haughtily.

⁵It is not conceited (arrogant and inflated with pride); it is not rude (unmannerly) and does not act unbecomingly. Love (God's love in us) does not insist on its own rights or its own way, for it is not self-seeking; it is not touchy or fretful or resentful; it takes no account of the evil done to it [it pays no attention to a suffered wrong].

⁶It does not rejoice at injustice and unrighteousness, but rejoices when right and truth prevail.

⁷Love bears up under anything and everything that comes, is ever ready to believe the best of every person, its hopes are fadeless under all circumstances, and it endures everything [without weakening].

⁸Love never fails

Notice love is always ready to believe the best of every person...guess what God is love(1john 4:8) ..so he always believes in you, always believes the best..and he never gives up on you!
Eph 2:10 says you are his masterpiece created for his master plan! destiny...purpose..the sesire for it is pumping through your veins stirring within you ..you know you were born for more than to live and die...dont believe the lies that would tell you otherwise ..i speak to the greatness within you...comeforth...dead arise ..life..life to those dreams youve allowed to die....its a new day ...fresh no longer will you be jadded and feel like hope is gone and life is over...

eph 2.
¹⁰ For we are God’s masterpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago.

he has freed you to bring freedom made everything new ...fresh alive ...new eyes new prospective....you do have a purpose..there is a plan and love is the fuel that drives, is the blood that gives it life ! this love this agape Gods love unconditional love for us drives us to the deepest parts of the darkest hearts!!!..we cant help but love...

and destiny is the path we follow ...

(amP)
¹⁰For we are God's [own] handiwork (His workmanship), ^[a]recreated in Christ Jesus, [born anew] that we may do those good works which God predestined (planned beforehand) for us [taking paths which He prepared ahead of time], that we should walk in them [living the good life which He prearranged and made ready for us to live].

check this out.....taking paths...whew...prepared ahead of time...thats destiny..thats gods purpose...his master plan for his masterpiece...and check out the part about..living the good life..!! its not a drag its not a downer...its a life of joy peace wholeness completeness feeling fullfilled till your so full you over flow...not with crap...but with life...and infect a world in deprate need not of hype not of one more religious superstar not one more evangelist who has a lot of hype and wants to be a star but has no love...blaaa....without love and gods heart for the hurting its better if you just stay home.. and we dont need to be burned out either till we are jaded and disillusioned and are no good to anyone...no we should be living this good life and just letting it overflow out of us....God wants to show you who you really are and the greatness you were born for !
You are made in gods image..
he made you to be creative to make art to sculpt to think to create to change the world to invent to enlighten to bring hope !

col 3:10(nasb)
..and have put on the new self who is being renewed to a true knowledge according to the image of him who created him

what makes the happy goth so happy

2010-11-17T12:32:00.000-08:00

i timothy 1:11 (rotherham) According to the glad message of the glory of the happy God..

depression has to flee form you Jesus has freed you from it ..took it on the cross...Joy is yours...your mind is new...emotions..whole....freeedom...this is the good news...from the happy God...he is so glad that his son sacrifice freeed u... and now you can walk in that freedom...goooood news..Only believe...

it pleased th lord to bruise him is53 for this reason...

We looked down on him, thought he was scum.But the fact is, it was our pains he carried— our disfigurements, all the things wrong with us.We thought he brought it on himself, that God was punishing him for his own failures.

But it was our sins that did that to him, that ripped and tore and crushed him—our sins!He took the punishment, and that made us whole. Through his bruises we get healed. Isaiah 53 tm

He took your pains your disfigurments all the things wrong with you !! and gave you his life joy peace wholeness nothing missing nothing broken completenness.contentment.(shalom) -signed, tiavi...the happy goth :)