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Relationships 2.0: Are you my real friends or are you just virtual?

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Thu, 05 Nov 2009 21:09:00 +0000

A few weeks ago, Dr. Jim Taylor tackled the subject of Relationships 2.0 in The Huffington Post. He wrote:

Of all the areas of life that computer and communications technology seems to be impacting the most is its influence on relationships. Mobile phones, texting, facebook, and Twitter are just a few of the ways in which relationships are being redefined, established, and maintained by technology. We have entered a new era of Relationships 2.0. Read more...

That my two-year involvement with blogging and social networking has allowed me to pursue my love of writing and has opened the door to professional opportunities is almost incidental to what I really cherish about my online activities--the connection I've gained with like-minded people.

My family's move from Chicago to Central Indiana five years ago left me feeling isolated and lonely. My closest friends--the women whose friendship and support sustain me--are now scattered across the United States. The closest are at least three hours away. These are women who have known me from eight years to nearly all my life. They have been with me through various life stages,ups and downs, doubts and successes. In some cases, we share similar tastes in books or television or restaurants or adventure. In some cases, we share political views and social concerns. In some cases, we are very different but maintain bonds forged in the schoolyard decades ago. We speak in the short hand of long relationships. These women are not so much friends as sisters.

Somewhere in "The Girls from Ames," a book I just read about a group of 11 women and their decades-long friendship, there is reference to a study that found once women reach middle age, rather than adding new friends, they tend to deepen the relationships with women they already have. I think that is true--at least it is for me as I near 40. Surprisingly, I have found myself unable to make strong connections with women I've met in my new home. I am stymied both by a hectic schedule and a long commute, and a culture that often feels alien to me. Some of the very things that are fundamental to who I am seem out-of-place in a very red, very conservative town, in a very red, very conservative state. My neighbors are good people, but often our beliefs and goals and interests are quite different.

I am an African-American, late-marrying, liberal, secular womanist with no bio kids and a fondness for books, dry humor and alternative music in a town where most folks are white, early-marrying, conservative, church-going parents with a fondness for country music and "Two and a Half Men." Ain't nothin' wrong with Middle America. I was born and raised in the Midwest. And, here's the thing, I love my town and my neighborhood, where neighbors say "hi" and bring over cookies at Christmas. I love that I can drive less than a mile in one direction and be in the middle of a corn field or drive the other way and hit Nordstrom's. My stepson attends an excellent school and has flourished. My house is just the cozy sort I always dreamed of owning--all cedar and stone with a fenced-in yard for the dog and a big fireplace that is perfect this time of year. I am close to good food and art and culture in the mid-sized city 30 min. to my south and just three hours from Chicago and all that it offers. I like it here, but despite all the things that I like about my town, I fear I would have soured on it long ago were it not for the Internet, where I have found the personal connections that I do not have nearby.

When I began writing online about the things that are most important to me, I soon found a small group of cyber-friends who inspire me, who write things that seem like they tumbled from my own mind, who share some of my beliefs, opinions and obsessions and challenge others, who crack my shit up on the regular. I found my tribe--folks who speak my language--online. We e-mail, DM each other on Twitter, recommend each other for writing jobs, meet up to run 5Ks, give advice, send notes of encouragement to one another, share family pictures, sometimes even talk on the phone. I have not met most of my virtual friends in person, yet what I derive from these relationships is important to me. In fact, I credit my cyber-relationships with sparking some important personal growth over the last two years.

But Taylor cautions that I shouldn't mistake the virtual relationships I cherish for real relationships:

My concern focuses on the more personal and social aspects of Relationships 2.0. For example, I hear many people talking about all of the "friendships" around the world they have made on the Web, whether through social networking, gaming, or dating sites, or sites that reflect their beliefs (e.g., political or religious) or their interests (e.g., technology, sports). There's no doubt that the Web has enabled people everywhere to connect and communicate like never before, but I would argue that connection alone doth not a relationship make.

Just like the use of the old term, virtual reality, many people in Relationships 2.0 have what I believe are virtual relationships, yet consider them to be real relationships. Virtual relationships have all the appearances of real relationships, but they are missing essential elements that make real relationships, well, real, namely, three dimensionality, facial expressions, voice inflection, clear emotional messages, gestures, body language, physical contact, and pheromones.

Is Taylor correct? For all the in-depth conversations with like-minded folks in forums, for all the Twitter conversations that last too late into the night, for all the personal e-mail exchanges with virtual friends, are we losing the true meaning of "relationship?" Or, is new media redefining what relationships are? My online friendships may be quite different from my in-real-life ones, but I think they are equally as valid.

Virtual relationships are based on limited information and, as a result, are incomplete; you can know people, but only so far. When connecting with others through technology, you get bits and pieces of people - words on a screen, two-dimensional images, or a digitized voice - almost like having some, but not all, of the pieces of a puzzle. You get a picture of them, but you lack the pieces you need to get a complete picture of that person.

But virtual relationships can seem so real. I blog for a group of mobile-technology web sites and the email banter among the almost-exclusively-male staff is no different than if a bunch of guys were sitting around drinking beer and watching football. Despite very clear geographical and political differences, the camaraderie and support is amazing. Yet, would this group get along if they met in person? I don't think so. Perhaps that is both the beauty and the shame of online relationships.

Are not many offline relationships based on limited information? Take work friends, for example. The bonds we form with colleagues tend to be sort of limited in scope. We may, say, grab a drink at the pub after work, but not necessarily hang out beyond that interaction. Or, we may find that once one party moves on to another job, the bonds of friendship slowly fade. All-encompassing friendships are rare. Even my oldest female friends, who know me very well, don't know everything about me. I think in most relationships, we bond over commonalities and save the parts of ourselves that don't gel for other people.

I have a full real life. My best friends may not be nearby, but I do have companions to spend time with. I have hobbies and interests. My online relationships merely add to these things. I don't fancy that all of my cyber-friendships would translate to the real world. Some I am pretty sure would. Am I being naive?

What do you think--are online relationships real?

From the Vault: Racism as theater--how the media encourages superficial conversation about race

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Wed, 04 Nov 2009 14:10:00 +0000

[Here is a post from November 2007. As I read it this morning, it occurred to me that the problem I described two years ago has only gotten worse, though I do think there is a greater diversity of voices talking about race in the mainstream, which is good news.]

Why was Don Imus vilified and fired for calling a group of young, black athletes "nappy headed hoes," but able to return to the airwaves months later provoking barely a stir? Why is Michael Richards' racist tirade in a Los Angeles nightclub all but forgotten? Why have these incidents, and others like the Duke University case, failed to generate any long-lasting, helpful dialogue on race in America? The Washington Post attempts to answer these questions in a thoughtful, though conservative-leaning, article entitled "Reduced to the Small Screen: Incident, Reaction, Forget, Repeat--Formulaic Entertainment Replaces Serious Discussion on Race."

And with each episode in the long-running Saga of Race in America, a string of characters lines up to react to the latest eruption. The media records them as they take up positions in the Great Race Debate. The media stokes the discussion as self-proclaimed black leaders scream outrage while opponents -- often white, sometimes black -- scream counter-outrage. The "colorblind" wonder why we all just can't get along. And the rest of us watch from ringside, rooting for one camp or another, sometimes in silence.

Then inevitably, the media turns away. The outrage fades. The talking heads go silent. The curtain falls, and the debate recedes to wherever it goes until the next eruption.

Which raises the question: Has the debate over race become a melodrama? A bad television soap opera? A theatrical stage play with complex issues boiled down to a script? Entertaining words thrown around simply to satisfy the 24-hour news cycle, the blogosphere?

Are we doomed to debate racism over and over -- stuck in purgatory, a cycle of skirmishes, of shock and awe, with nothing gained, nothing learned?

Or is there a way to change the ritual, to go deeper into our national consciousness and get off this merry-go-round?

I have asked myself that question often and I believe the answer is complex. The Washington Post article does a good job of tackling many of the reasons the race debate has become so superficial. Two factors that I believe play a key role in defining talk of race are 1) the way most Americans consume media and 2) the limited number of voices invited to participate in the mainstream racial discussion. [Ed. note: In hindsight, a larger influence on the national race debate is the way media presents racial issues (any issue, really): superficial; weighted to emphasize/encourage controversy; focus on balance/impartiality and not truth/facts; bent toward conservatism/corporatism/status quo.]

I'm a media junkie. I consume a variety of media, both mainstream (local and national TV news; local and national newspapers; political, news and cultural magazines) and alternative (blogs; progressive radio, and even though it makes my blood pressure rise, right wing radio). It helps that, as a public relations professional, I am paid to pay attention to the media.

Most people I encounter on a daily basis don't have the time or inclination to do what I do. Most people I encounter get their information from limited sources, including a mainstream media owned by a narrow group of people--a mainstream media that is no longer The Fourth Estate, but a series of corporations operating with profit as their main mission. It is a media that courts controversy and, more than ever, believes "if it bleeds, it leads." It is a media that traffics in stereotypes and narrows race to black and white. It is a media that doesn't have time for nuanced and in-depth discussion about anything--not war, not healthcare, not poverty and not race. So, it is no wonder that the authors of the Washington Post article write:

There it was on television one afternoon, another episode in the Great Race Debate. A perky commentator moderated the banter between two intellectuals discussing the Jena 6 case and the debate over racial injustice.

Even with the sound off, it looked like entertainment, says Alan Bean, executive director of Friends of Justice, a Texas-based criminal justice reform organization that began probing the Jena 6 case long before it became big news. Bean was watching the show while sitting in an airport. That's when it occurred to him: The race debate had become theater.

"When I looked at the woman who was the correspondent refereeing the fight between two talking heads, I didn't get the impression she was concerned about enlightening the audience or coming to a meeting of the minds or shedding light on inequities in the criminal justice system," says Bean, who is white. "Her primary concern seemed to be putting on a show."

Mainstream media as a whole (there are certainly exceptions) no longer serves as public advocate. It is entertainment--candy everybody wants. On its own, it is not the ideal organ to discuss or solve our country's racial problems, yet it is the place most people get their information on the topic.

I often wonder if the mainstream media has some sign they flash a la the bat signal when faced with racial controversy. You say a comedian unleashed an epithet-laden tirade in a nightclub? Someone caught it on video phone? Send up the race signal! Pow! Bang! Al Sharpton, Jesse Jackson and Boy Wonder Michael Eric Dyson are on the way to the studio. Whether you believe the activists I just named are well-meaning and effective advocates for the black community or "grievance merchants," you must agree that there are many, many more voices available to dissect America's views on race. There are myriad authors, scholars and bloggers (Some of the most insightful commentary I've read about race is in the blogosphere.) who should join the race discussion. However, the mainstream media regularly puts forth the same voices--the more polarizing, the better.

How do we fix this? The Washington Post article ends on a pessimistic note:

So the show goes on. The debate over racism becomes as predictable as
reruns on basic cable. The audience watches the Great Race Debate for a while,
then changes the channel -- until the next episode.

I'm honestly at a loss, unless we can transform more Americans from passive consumers of information to more proactive seekers of information on race and other important topics; unless black people can convince the mainstream that just as there are no appointed "white leaders," there are no appointed "black leaders;" unless we can encourage all sides of racial debate to listen more, talk less, and come to the table with empathy.

What do you say?

Civil rights, but just for me

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Mon, 02 Nov 2009 11:42:00 +0000

I was going to begin this post be talking about Mohandas Gandhi. I was going to chastise Bernice King, daughter of slain civil rights leader Martin Luther King, Jr., and new leader of the civil rights organization Southern Christian Leadership Conference (SCLC), for her hateful pronouncement, recounted in The Guardian: "I know down in my sanctified soul that [MLK] did not take a bullet for samesex unions."

I was going to point out that Gandhi, who is said to have inspired MLK, did not take a bullet for black Americans. His cause was the oppressed people of India. But the universal truth of his message--resistance to tyranny, nonviolence and the fundamental equality of all people--was as applicable on the North American continent as the Asian one. Bernice King's father realized that. How small and hateful and contrary to the legacy of Mahatma Gandhi it would have been if, during the height of the U.S. Civil Rights movement, a surviving family member had proclaimed that "down in their souls" they were certain that Gandhi didn't take a bullet for Negroes to ride on the front of the bus.

To my surprise, while doing a little research on the martyr known as "The Great One," I discovered that, though time has cemented Gandhi in the public consciousness as a loving but determined champion for world equality. He may well not have supported civil rights for all marginalized people.

From Wikipedia:

Some of Gandhi's early South African articles are controversial. On 7 March 1908, Gandhi wrote in the Indian Opinion of his time in a South African prison: "Kaffirs are as a rule uncivilized - the convicts even more so. They are troublesome, very dirty and live almost like animals."[14] Writing on the subject of immigration in 1903, Gandhi commented: "We believe as much in the purity of race as we think they do... We believe also that the white race in South Africa should be the predominating race."[15] During his time in South Africa, Gandhi protested repeatedly about the social classification of blacks with Indians, who he described as "undoubtedly infinitely superior to the Kaffirs".[16] It is worth noting that during Gandhi's time, the term Kaffir had a different connotation than its present-day usage. Remarks such as these have led some to accuse Gandhi of racism.[17]

and...

In 1906, after the British introduced a new poll-tax, Zulus in South Africa killed two British officers. In response, the British declared a war against the Zulus. Gandhi actively encouraged the British to recruit Indians. He argued that Indians should support the war efforts in order to legitimize their claims to full citizenship. The British, however, refused to commission Indians as army officers. Nonetheless, they accepted Gandhi's offer to let a detachment of Indians volunteer as a stretcher bearer corps to treat wounded British soldiers. This corps was commanded by Gandhi. On 21 July 1906, Gandhi wrote in Indian Opinion: "The corps had been formed at the instance of the Natal Government by way of experiment, in connection with the operations against the Natives consists of twenty three Indians".[22] Gandhi urged the Indian population in South Africa to join the war through his columns in Indian Opinion: “If the Government only realized what reserve force is being wasted, they would make use of it and give Indians the opportunity of a thorough training for actual warfare.”[23] In Gandhi's opinion, the Draft Ordinance of 1906 brought the status of Indians below the level of Natives. He therefore urged Indians to resist the Ordinance along the lines of satyagraha by taking the example of "Kaffirs". In his words, "Even the half-castes and kaffirs, who are less advanced than we, have resisted the government. The pass law applies to them as well, but they do not take out passes."[24]

I was wrong about Gandhi having a message of world equality. At least early in his life he believed that some people are more equal than others.

What is it about us that makes us fight for our own freedom and equality, but sit comfortably with the bondage and oppression of others? Even the man heralded as one of the world's greatest civil rights leaders believed "all men are created equal"...but for those over there.

My discovery convinced me of two things:

The greatest battle for marginalized peoples may not be the biases of the majority culture, but the way those biases are embraced by minority cultures. How much stronger would all of the equality movements be if we were working together to cement the idea that EVERYONE, regardless of gender, race, sexuality, ability, etc., deserved basic human rights and respect? Instead, we learn to hate ourselves, while fighting to demonstrate our superiority over other marginalized people. We fight each other over scraps. We fail to leverage our own dehumanization as a tool to empathize with the dehumanization of others. Instead, we seek to demonstrate, as Gandhi once advocated in South Africa, "See, majority, we're just like you. The pair of us are equally better than those people." I deserve rights; they do not.

The fight for equality and human rights might well be over if marginalized people worked together. But we do not.

I think, this is also true: it does not matter what Gandhi thought of black people or what Martin Luther King thought of gay people. For all the deification, they are both just men, fallible men--men of a different time and place (Mohandas Gandhi was born in the 19th century, for goodness sake.), men who were just as influenced by the biases of their day as any of us are, men like those who wrote "all men are created equal" and yet owned men, women and children as property. Do we even know whether MLK would have approved of a woman (his daughter or no) as head of the SCLC? His views and treatment of women were not exactly enlightened. That Gandhi did not believe in the inherent equality of all brown people; that King may not have approved of gay marriage--I couldn't care less.

TODAY matters. It matters that we come to understand that "divided we fall" in the battle for human rights. It matters that we learn that if you are not about justice for all, you are not about justice and that a civil rights organization that does not advocate for across the board human rights is not a civil rights organization. (This goes as much for homophobic black civil rights groups as it does for gay rights groups that marginalize people of color and transgender people.) And that a civil rights leader who takes time out from advocating for equality to call out who, in fact, should not be equal, is not much of a leader at all--pedigree be damned.

On Newsweek's "Human Condition" blog: Black bloggers talk back on hair issue

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Fri, 30 Oct 2009 13:25:00 +0000

Today on Newsweek's "Human Condition," bloggers (including moi) were invited to share their thoughts on Allison Samuels' recent criticism of Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt's alleged neglect of their daughter, Zahara's, hair. My entry is an edited version of the post below. Also weighing in were Roslyn Hardy Holcomb and Nichelle Gainer. Visit the site and share your comments.

Dispatches from Nappyville: Hair hatred needn't be a black girl's right of passage

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Wed, 28 Oct 2009 23:22:00 +0000

I once wrote about my natural hair:

My hair is nappy. It is coarse and thick. It grows in pencil-sized spirals and tiny crinkles. My hair grows out, not down. It springs from my head like a corona. My hair is like wool. You can't run your fingers through it, nor a comb. It is impenetrable. My hair is rebellious. It resists being smoothed into a neat bun or pony tail. It puffs. Strands escape; they won't be tamed. My hair is nappy. And I love it. Read more...

I may love my hair. But common wisdom, even among people with hair just like mine, is that my hair isn't "good," at least as it naturally grows from my head. It needs to be tamed, preferably by straightening, but at the very least, especially in young children, hair like mine should be restrained somehow--in plaits or cornrows or something that hides its unruly nature. It should be shiny. You should be able to run a comb through it. All this, in defiance of the natural properties of most black hair.

I suspect Newsweek writer Allison Samuels follows this common wisdom.

Two weeks ago she sparked furor around the 'Net with an article taking Angelina Jolie to task for her daughter Zahara's allegedly uncared for tresses:

But even the mothers who spare the hot comb still have to put time and effort into keeping hair healthy: Any self-respecting black mother knows that she must comb, oil, and brush her daughter's hair every night. This prevents the hair from matting up, drying out, and breaking off. It also prevents any older relatives from asking them why you're neglecting your child and letting her run around looking like a wild woman. Having well-managed hair is not just about style, it's about pride, dignity, and self-respect. Keeping your daughter's hair neat is an unspoken rule of parental duties that everyone in the community recognizes and respects. Read more...

In the face of considerable backlash, Samuels didn't back down. In a Newsweek online exclusive this week, Samuels answers her critics:

Still, I'm undeterred by the venom shown to me on the Web. I continue to believe Angelina Jolie should take better care of Zahara's hair. Hey, if Maddox can get blond highlights and a Mohawk, Zahara can at least get a quick top knot and rubber band. Is that asking too much? Read more...

"A top knot and a rubber band..."

There is a lot I could challenge in Samuels' articles: The ugliness of picking on a young girls' looks in a national magazine; the wrongess of applying black American cultural standards to blacks from other places (Latoya Peterson tackles this well on Jezebel); or the unfair burden put on white mothers of black and biracial girls when it comes to hair. My blogsister Renee asked me if people would be so critical of Zahara's hair if her mother was a black woman presumed to know a thing or two about textured hair. I think not.

I will confine this post to one point: Samuels seems to embrace the notion, a gift of society's Eurocentric beauty standards, that tamed hair = healthy hair, and unfettered black hair = hot mess. What's worse, she wants little Zahara to learn to embrace this thinking, too--a terrible lesson for a girl with tresses that naturally feature fuzzy parts and curls that spring akimbo.

In a society with Eurocentric beauty standards, it is natural that hair common to people of European ancestry would be the marker for beauty, professionalism and good grooming. And it is natural, though I think not good for us, that those of minority cultures have absorbed the standards of the dominant culture and adopted beauty rituals that support those standards.

This is why so many of us have memories of sitting at our mother's or grandmothers' knees, holding our ears and listening to sizzling grease, as our hair was tamed into a straight, shiny, combable mass and woven into multiple neat plaits. Most of us remember this bonding time fondly. But, in reality, straight, shiny, combable and neat are NOT markers of whether black hair is cared for or not. That so many of us, including Samuels, think these descriptors are related to hair health shows how much we have absorbed the idea that hair common to people of European ancestry is the norm by which all other hair must be judged. As I type this, my ginormous twist out is shiny, but not straight, combable or neat, And, I promise you, my hair is very well cared for.

Yes, I know that braiding has deep roots in African culture and is an ingrained part of black American culture. My beef isn't with plaiting; my beef is with the fear of the nap--the idea that unrestrained black hair, apart from other hair, is unacceptable. To many of us with natural hair, Zahara seems to be wearing a wash-and-go. But we are taught that black women can't simply wash their hair and go. Our hair has to be "fixed," made presentable. I think this hair hatred was born and nurtured right here in Western culture where the yardstick by which we judge our hair's beauty and health and rituals of care is invariably a white one.

Samuels says:

Unacceptable! For good measure let me explain once more what I consider unacceptable for a 4-year-old baby: uncombed, unconditioned, and unbrushed.

I would debate that daily combing and brushing are part of necessary care of black, natural hair. And I would point out that so few black American women wear their hair naturally that most of us know as much about its care as Angelina Jolie does. (Yeah, I said it.) There is no way of knowing whether Zahara's hair is conditioned by scanning papparazi shots. You can't assess its softness. You can't check for split ends. You can't see breakage. What Samuels is reacting to, I think, is the fact that Zahara's hair is "wild" and unrestrained. And black women and girls are taught that this isn't okay. It isn't pretty. It isn't proper. It isn't professional. It isn't ladylike.

I'm not a member of the Jolie-Pitt household, so I can't assume to know their thought process or intentions. But one thing I do know is that girlie girls usually like to have their hair combed.

Yep, "girlie girls" deserve tamed, combed, sweet hair, not kinky, curly 'fros.

Trust me, I really do applaud Jolie and Pitt for bringing needy children into their lives and their home. But it doesn't and can't end once you get them in the house. As I said before, self-esteem and confidence can be just as vital as food and shelter if the child is to become a contributing member of society. As wonderful and as lavish as Zahara's life may be right now, it won't mean much if she ends up having serious issues with her identity and place in the world. If she's already asking about her hair, it means she's already thinking about her looks and how she fits in. At some point, Angelina will have to try to answer those questions. It won't be easy. But the actress should know that the next time Zahara asks about hair, it won't be why her hair isn't similar to others in her house. It will be why her hair doesn't look like other brown girls' does.

In another post, we can talk about Samuels' patronizing use of "needy" to describe the Jolie-Pitt's brown children. But I'll say this--I agree with Samuels that most little, black girls would NOT be comfortable wearing their natural hair loose as Zahara does. That is, in great part, because of the unrelenting messages they get, within and without our black culture, that their hair is inherently wrong. Must Zahara adopt these feelings of self hatred to earn her black card? I like to think, as a black woman who has wrestled and come to terms with her own hair issues, my job is to help free the girls in my life from damaging self hatred not encourage it as a litmus test for fitting in.

Instead of teaching Zahara to conform, as Samuels would advocate, I suspect her mom and dad are teaching her to love herself, including her hair, the way it is--whether in multiple braids and beads or flying free. Later, Zahara can wear her hair however she pleases--a bald fade, an assymetrical bob, dreds, or long, flowing and bright red. If her parents are successful, she will make those decisions free of feelings of hatred for her natural hair and without the pressure of judgement from people like Samuels who seek to impose their own hair "issues" on another.

My hair is nappy. It is soft and cottony, a mass of varying textures. My hair is fun to play with. I like to pull at the spiral curls and feel them snap back into place. My hair defies the laws of gravity. It reaches energetically toward the sky. My hair is unique. In a fashion culture that genuflects to relaxed, flat-ironed tresses and stick-straight weaves, my fluffy, puffy, kinky mane stands out. It is revolutionary. My hair is natural. It is the way God made it. My hair is nappy. And it is beautiful.

You choose your choices, but not in a vacuum

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 19:24:00 +0000

Two conversations broiling on the InterWebs caught my attention this week and got me thinking about "choice." On Sunday, television personality Star Jones tweeted her thoughts on the "good hair" issue. On Monday, Feministe published a post about a recent study that found 70 percent of Americans believe a woman should change her name at marriage and that 50 percent believe women should be legally MANDATED to do so. (I still can't look at that stat without blanching.)

On the subject of natural vs. straightened black hair, in response to a USA Today article on the controversies surrounding Chris Rock's new movie, Jones said:

I love me some Chris Rock...& I thank him for making AN ASPECT of Black culture relevant to the masses. But it is only AN aspect...not all.

I reject the premise that if I wear my hair short & natural I'm more black; any more than wearing a weave means I want to be white.

Long & Straight, Short & Red, Braided & Blond...it's all mine...at least it is after I pay for it. LOL Sorry...just not that deep to me.

One of my fondest memories as a child is sitting on a white stool in the kitchen getting my hair straighted by my Mommy with a "hot comb."

Jones seems to believe that a black woman's decision to straighten her hair is just that--her choice--and that much too much ado is being made about the meaning of it.

Over on Feministe, commenters were talking about a different sort of choice. In her post "The Name Game," blogger Jill said of the pressure to adopt one's husband's family name:

What throws me off even more is when I see feminist-minded or liberal women take their husband's name, and then defend it with "Well it's my choice" or "My last name was my father's anyway" or "I don't care about my name." I can understand the name-change part, even if I don't like it — it can almost be more of a hassle to keep your own name than to take your husband's once you're married, especially if you have kids. People may criticize you for keeping your own name. In a lot of communities, it is what everyone does. Your husband may even be upset if you don't want to take his name (although I'd say that's a pretty good indicator that he's kind of self-centered and you probably shouldn't marry him).
What confuses me (and gets under my skin) is the justification — or at least, the justification based on things other than the very real, tangible sexist reactions that married women face when they keep their own names. Things like, "Well, it was my father's name." Well, sure, but what does that mean? That no woman ever has her own name, unless she was born into a culture where naming is matrilineal? Or, "I like his name better." Ok, but do men regularly change their names just because their partner as a "better" name? I've come across maybe one man in my whole life who has done that — I somehow doubt that it just so happens that 99 percent of people with the "better" name are male. Or, "I want our whole family to have the same name." Again, understandable, but how come he didn't change his name? Or you can both change your names. Read more...

But readers who have made the choice to adopt their husbands' names, or who plan to do so, bristled. One offered:

I've got to say, after reading this post and some of the comments that follow it, I'm feeling flat-out judged that I changed my name when I got married. And I feel like in my comment I haaaaave to say why I decided to do it and have a darn good reason for it too, or else I should just turn in my feminist card posthaste.

Instead, I'm going to point out that the reasons couples entering marriage have for changing or not changing their names or any combination thereof are not always boiled down to "it's the partriarchal tradition, blah blah yada blah." When we make the same sweeping generalizations that the conservative, patriarchal, sexist, whatever-elses do, what's the point?
In the end, I'd like my decision (for a number of things, not just in changing my name) not to be simplified in such a manner, especially here where we usually consider things further and open up debates that I really, really enjoy and find enlightening/useful.

When the conversation turns to black women and their tresses (which it seems to more and more often these days), a chorus of straightening/weaving/wigging is "just a preference" is sure to erupt from my non-natural hair-wearing sisters. Similarly, the marriage/surname discussion seems to always spark tension in the femisphere. "Patriarchy has nothing to do with why I took my husband's name. His name is just better/easier to spell or I don't like my family. It's MY choice."

To both of these arguments I say, "You're absolutely right!" Freedom means being able to make your own choices about how you look and what you call yourself. Everyone should be empowered to make the personal choices that work best for them.

BUT...

It is disingenuous to say that our choices--mine, yours, every body's--aren't influenced by a host of things, including the biases of the society we live in. You are absolutely free to choose your choices, but you don't do so in a vacuum. The statistics on the straightening of highly-textured hair and those on women taking their husbands' names should illustrate how bias can creep into our "choices." I believe Star Jones when she says she views hair an an accessory and likes to change up her look from time to time. Cool. Her choice. But do I believe that more than 80 percent of black women spend exorbitant amounts of money and time changing or covering their natural hair texture just by happenstance? Do I believe that "nappy" and "you-so-black" are still fighting words on the playground just because? Do I believe that most black women are completely unfamiliar with their natural hair and its care for trivial reasons? Do I believe that many black women avoid intimacy and physical exercise to better preserve straightened hairstyles because it is fun? Do I believe it's by chance that I hear black women repeating negative myths about the manageability and acceptability of natural hair? No, I do not.

I believe that hundreds of years of demonization of blackness and common black physicality, such as broad features and kinky hair, and the preferencing of whiteness in our society has had some great influence on the black community's choices as whole, if not our individual choices. It may not be "that deep" for Star Jones, but I think it is that deep for the larger community.

Similarly, while women should feel free to take their partners' names at marriage or not, the fact that only five to 10 percent of American women choose to keep their family names in 2009 surely says something. It says something that all of the legitimate reasons women give for making the change are almost never made by men as reasons to change their names. How often do you hear a groom-to-be say, "My name sounds funny and my fiance's is much better, I'm taking her name?" Or, "I have a difficult relationship with my dad, so I am shedding my last name to make a break from the past." Men don't usually say these things upon getting married. Why? Because society's general assumption is that a woman's identity (and name) will be absorbed by her husband's at marriage. (In fact, in the study referenced above, respondents said as much.) The woman will become Mrs. HusbandFirstName HusbandLastName and her husband will be the "head" of the household. It is not a masculine thing to give your name away. And I have seen some references that imply women who do not adopt their husband's names are less feminine. We life in a sexist society with patriarchal traditions and that is what our society believes. Remember: HALF of respondents would have women legally MANDATED to take their husband's names.

Does all of this mean that women who take their husband's names are bad feminists or womanists? Of course not.

Are black women who perm their hair "less black?" Poppycock!

But no one is really arguing that they are. That charge is borne of defensiveness, I think. The truth is that race and gender bias are ever present in our society in many obvious and not-so-obvious ways. And as hard as some of us work, they invade our lives and, yes, our choices. We can't be so precious about our individual decisions that we minimize and shut down conversation about these things.

I'm not trying to be holier-than-thou as a natural-hair-wearing, hyphenated-name-sporting black woman. I make plenty of choices every day that are influenced by societal bias and convention. Everybody does. When folks talk about the black middle class and its abandonment of traditionally black neighborhoods, I think about my reasons for living in a majority white suburban community or the gentrifying mixed neighborhood we moved from. I have many reasons that are valid for me and my family for living where we do. Some of them, I know, are likely influenced by my own racial and class biases. Do I have to give back my black card? Does that make me a bad person? A bad anti-racist? No, it makes me human. I can own my choice, examine what it means, do what works for me and still be a part of what is a valid discussion about the fracturing of the black community. My personal decisions have context, meaning and impact on my larger community. It is foolish to pretend they don't.

Jill at Feministe says:

Names and naming matters. It is bigger than just an individual, personal choice. While I certainly respect the rights of people to make their own choices when it comes to their names, and while I can't fault women who decide that keeping their own name is not a battle they want to fight, let's not pretend like these choices exist in a vaccum, or like they don't have a wider impact when it comes to normalizing sexist cultural practices.

Yes. This. Once biases become absorbed into culture as "tradition" and "just choice," once they are normalized, they become harder to unpack. But we need to resist this. How will we defeat racism, sexism and other biases if we cannot speak frankly about them?

I am free to make choices. But with that freedom comes an obligation to examine what influences those decisions.

Serena Williams' ESPN cover: Adulation, objectification, both?

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 11:16:00 +0000

Hat tip to Sociological Images

What do you think of the cover of ESPN's "Body Issue," featuring a naked Serena Williams. Lisa Wade at Sociological Images writes:

Why is it that a woman rarely makes it onto the cover of ESPN and, when she does, she’s freakin’ naked? And, of course (*sarcasm*), it’s for “The Body Issue” (because women’s bodies are where it’s at, right fellas?). I did a google image search for “espn cover” and the first page of results includes only two women. One is naked (Williams) and the other is pregnant.

On the other hand, here is Serena Williams, so often demonized for her large, muscular body and branded "ugly" and "unfeminine" (demonstrating inherent sexism and racism in our society), being celebrated on the cover of a national magazine in a shot that seems not to hide the parts of her physicality that make people so uncomfortable. In this "Body Issue" athletic bodies are represented by a black woman whose body is usually disrespected.

Me? I'm torn like the folks over at Sociological Images. But I suspect I should ignore my initial thrill at seeing a black woman's body celebrated, because what seems like celebration is often objectification. If Williams can't rate a cover for exceptional athleticism, should we cheer that she gets one for her exceptional body?

I'd like to see female athletes on the cover of ESPN with their clothes on, being lauded for their skill and strength and tenacity, not just for their bodies. Did Lisa's Google search miss something? Anyone know whether there have been any naked male athletes on the cover of this mag?

Until female athelete are lauded like male ones on ESPN's cover, and male athletes are ogled for their rockin' bods like the female ones, women are still marginalized at this publication, allowed to shine only when doing appropriate "lady things" like posing for naked cheesecake photos or being pregnant. In that context, the Serena Williams cover isn't progress.

What do you say? Can any regular readers of ESPN clear up my questions?

A happily married Ms.

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 17:28:00 +0000

In its Sunday magazine yesterday, The New York Times published an interesting article on the genesis of the title "Ms." I had always thought the title to be a result of the second-wave feminist movement, but it seems people were advancing the idea of a title for women not contingent on marital status as long ago as 1901.

In the Nov. 10, 1901, edition of The Sunday Republican of Springfield, Mass., tucked away in an item at the bottom of Page 4, an unnamed writer put forth a modest proposal. "There is a void in the English language which, with some diffidence, we undertake to fill," the writer began. "Every one has been put in an embarrassing position by ignorance of the status of some woman. To call a maiden Mrs. is only a shade worse than to insult a matron with the inferior title Miss. Yet it is not always easy to know the facts."

How to avoid this potential social faux pas? The writer suggested "a more comprehensive term which does homage to the sex without expressing any views as to their domestic situation," namely, Ms. With this "simple" and "easy to write" title, a tactfully ambiguous compromise between Miss and Mrs., "the person concerned can translate it properly according to circumstances." The writer even gave a pronunciation tip: "For oral use it might be rendered as 'Mizz,' which would be a close parallel to the practice long universal in many bucolic regions, where a slurred Mis' does duty for Miss and Mrs. alike." Read more...

OK, that wasn't the most gender equality-centered argument, but it was 1901, so...

Despite the article in The Sunday Republican, "Ms." was rarely used as a title for decades:

It was certainly unknown, in 1961, to Sheila Michaels, a 22-year-old civil rights worker in New York City, who one day spotted it on a piece of mail that her roommate received. In fact, she initially took it as a typo, albeit a felicitous one. Fiercely independent, Michaels abhorred having her identity defined by marriage. Struck by Ms., she became a one-woman lobbying force for the title as a feminist alternative to Miss and Mrs.

This NYT article got me thinking about my personal preference for the term "Ms." Well, I prefer it as much as I prefer any title. The whole notion of Mr./Ms./Mrs./Miss seems antiquated. I can't think of the last time I referred to someone as Mr. or Mrs. unless they were friends of my parents or my friends' parents. I can't think of the last time anyone called me Mrs. unless the person was under 18 or a someone in the service industry. That kind of formality just isn't done anymore...at least where I'm from. We call our bosses, our colleagues, our neighbors, even new acquaintances by their first names. There's really no reason to get too bothered about whether folks call me Mrs. MarriedName or Ms. MaidenName-MarriedName, which I prefer. And I don't get too bothered. But I do prefer "Ms."

I don't understand, in this day and age, why women need be defined by whether they are married or not. Some of us will never marrry. Many of us don't want to ever marry. Too many of us still can't get married because of our sexuality. And, for damn sure, in 2009, most women who are unmarried would scarcely call themselves "maidens." The idea of tagging a modern woman with the "Miss" tag until (presumably) she becomes a fully-actualized adult only upon marriage is both icky and idiotic.

Also, I love my husband to death. I am fully committed to being his partner for life. That said, I don't identify with Mrs. MarriedName. I am my husband's wife and a part of his family, but that is not all I am. The person that I was pre-marriage still exists. I am still a part of my extended maternal and paternal families, and these are still the families I identify most with. Their stories are my stories. This is, in part, why I chose to (inconveniently, it seems) hyphenate my last name. It is also why I find the "Mrs." label that somehow privileges my marital status strange and uncomfortable.

I welcome anyone to call me by my first name, or "Tami," my "for short" name. If last names are involved, Tami MaidenName-MarriedName works fine in our informal world. But if you must use a title, consider me a happily married "Ms."

From the vault: Icing on the cake--the truth about marriage

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Thu, 22 Oct 2009 11:02:00 +0000

[Editor's note: In a comment to my post on Steve Harvey's book, someone asked what I though about marriage, so I decided to revive this post from last year. See also "Love and Marriage...again" and "From a Married Lady to Young, Single Sisters."]

Professor Tracey has me thinking...as usual. Over on Aunt Jemima's Revenge, she has launched a spirited discussion about black women and marriage. Rather than go the usual "why can't black women get married" route, hand-wringing over dire statistics like these:

The marriage rate for African Americans has been dropping since the 1960s, and today, we have the lowest marriage rate of any racial group in the United States. In 2001, according to the U.S. Census, 43.3 percent of black men and 41.9 percent of black women in America had never been married, in contrast to 27.4 percent and 20.7 percent respectively for whites. African American women are the least likely in our society to marry. In the period between 1970 and 2001, the overall marriage rate in the United States declined by 17 percent; but for blacks, it fell by 34 percent. Read more...

...Tracey asked something different--something no one else seems to be asking, since it is easier to cast black women as powerless victims or simply undesirable (too educated, too aggressive, too black, too too). She wants to know, "Do black women really want to get married?"

Yet every time I look around black women are single. And I mean single, not alone. There is a difference. Plenty of black women have healthy and hearty dating lives. I just wonder why black women getting to the altar still seems to be an issue. Particularly for educated, financially sound, well-traveled, high-powered, and ambitious black women. Read more...

Sisters are weighing in with their thoughts for and against getting hitched in the 21st century. (Head over to AJR and leave a comment.) Here's my take:

Marrying a man and sharing my life with him was always one of my life goals. It wasn't a primary goal or a goal I necessarily thought I could achieve (dire statistics and all), but it was something I hoped for. My desire wasn't about the spectacle of a wedding, or the idea of being "chosen," or being taken care of. I hate the whole "my day" foolishness; I like to do the choosing, thank you; and I was raised to take care of myself. What I wanted out of marriage was a partner for my life journey--someone to be my friend, lover, supporter, cheerleader, rock, protector and challenger. (Before anyone balks about gender bias...I know words like "protector" are loaded...EVERYONE--man or woman--needs someone to serve in these roles at some time. I like to think that I am all of these things for my husband,as he is for me.)

As a single woman, I think that I was pretty level-headed about marriage. Like anything else in life, circumstances may well have put matrimony out of reach. No truer words about marriage and family have been spoken than by Baz Luhrman in "Everybody is free (to wear sunscreen)":

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't,
Maybe you'll have children,maybe you won't,
Maybe you'll divorce at 40,
Maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary…
What ever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself either
– your choices are half chance, so are everybody else's.

I'd be lying if I said I was immune to pressure to get hitched. My parents and grandparents all have/had till-death-do-they-part marriages. It would be hard not to be a part of that tradition. And though most of my black girlfriends were single in their 20s as I was, most of the white women at the Chicago PR agency where I worked began to get engaged as they approached 30. All those flashed diamond rings, European honeymoons and new Northside condos can wear on a sister. I won't lie, feminist me was envious of my colleages' "chosenness" and the increased financial stability that being one of two earners in a household brings. Sometimes adult life feels hard when everything rests on your shoulders and yours alone.

But that insecurity was a sometimes thing. I didn't want to marry young. In my 20s, I built my career, traveled, took classes, dated, made friends and discovered myself. I enjoyed every minute of my single life and wouldn't trade it for the world. I miss it sometimes. I was determined not to wait on a Prince Charming that I knew might never come. Turns out, though, he did show up. I met my husband the summer of my 30th year and married him exactly a year later.

Seven years on [Editor's note: Now nine] , I believe that getting married is one of the best things I have ever done. I love my husband deeply. He is all those things I wanted in a partner and more. (He shares my love of dry, British comedy; politics; and he has great legs. Bonus!) As wonderful as my husband is, understand that he didn't make my life, he just makes it better. I had a good life before I married. I would have had a good life if I had never married. If my life is a cake mixed from all of my experiences, hard work, dreams and skills, my dear husband is the icing. And a very sweet icing at that.

That's what marriage is to me: icing on the cake. I love it. I recommend it. It is not; however, a substitute for personal growth and development. Put another way: the right life partner can greatly enhance your journey, but he or she can't walk it for you. YOU are the only person who can make you happy, successful, financially stable, etc.

And because there is nothing folks love more than advice from pompous, know-everything married people, here's some other random wisdom about being hitched:

There are no rules in marriage.

I often hear people say, "Girl, you know I can never get married, because I hate [insert hated thing that no one said you have to do here]." If you don't like sharing a bed, cooking or children; have separate rooms, order in and use contraceptives. Forget tradition and what your friends, in-laws, parents think your marriage should be like. A committed couple needs to negotiate a relationship that works for their unique needs. I get confused when I hear people voice opposition to marriage, based on a traditional structure that no one need adhere to. Your marriage is what you make of it. Thus, I should have called this essay "My truth about marriage," because it is only my truth.

But there are truisms about building rewarding relationships.

A few women on AJR mentioned not wanting to trust another person with financial information or personal information, or voiced fear of being controlled. It seems to me that, marriage aside, any successful long-term relationship hinges on honesty, trust, respect and compromise. You have to be clear about who you are and what you want. You also have to get a little "naked" in the figurative sense; you can't reap the benefits of being truly loved if you won't cede control enough to drop your guard and be vulnerable. [Editor's note: And this goes for men as well as women.] It also helps to know the difference between respect and control. When my husband tells me he's grabbing a beer with a friend on Saturday night, it's not because I'm in charge of his actions; it is out of courtesy and respect for the person that shares his life and home. If I'm planning to spend all Saturday hanging our with girlfriends, I let my husband know--not for permission, but because we are a team and it is courteous to let him know where I am and what my plans are.

Racism can force black men and women into constant defense mode. It can make us wary and suspicious--even of each other. Wary and suspicious are not exactly recipes for good relationships. I've always wondered if the shell we develop to guard against racism is at the crux of the sorry relationship between brothers and sisters.

There is something about saying "forever."

You may be rightly thinking that all of the things I love about marriage can be achieved without the marriage license. Indeed, gay people have long had deep, committed relationships not recognized by America as marriages. There was a time when black folks weren't allowed to marry, but we know our ancestors formed bonds and families just the same.

For me, though, there is something about pledging commitment to someone in front of family and friends. There is something about being certain enough about your loyalty to another person to enmesh your life with theirs legally, as well as spiritually.

Right or wrong, our culture places special honor on the marriage commitment. A spouse is revered as something more than a live-in lover. Don't believe me? Take it from a gay person who is fighting for the right to marry. Check out Tom Ackerman's essay "A Marriage Manifesto...Of Sorts."

I no longer recognize marriage. It's a new thing I'm trying.
Turns out it's fun.
Yesterday I called a woman's spouse her boyfriend.
She says, correcting me, "He's my husband,"
"Oh," I say, "I no longer recognize marriage."
The impact is obvious. I tried it on a man who has been in a relationship for years,
"How's your longtime companion, Jill?"
"She's my wife!"
"Yeah, well, my beliefs don't recognize marriage."
Fun. And instant, eyebrow-raising recognition. Suddenly the majority gets to feel what the minority feels. In a moment they feel what it's like to have their relationship downgraded, and to have a much taken-for-granted right called into question because of another's beliefs.
Just replace the words husband, wife, spouse, or fiancé with boyfriend, girlfriend, special friend, or longtime companion. There is a reason we needed stronger words for more serious relationships. We know it; now they can see it.
A marriage is a lot of things. Culturally, it's a declaration to the community that two people are now a unit, and that unity should be respected. Legally, it's a set of rights and responsibilities. And spiritually, it's whatever your beliefs think it is. Read more...

The personal benefits of marriage can be found in many a committed relationship, the legal and social benefits...not so much. [Editor's note: When I first published this, reader Satsuma wisely pointed out that society shouldn't offer special goodies--legal or otherwise--to people merely for having the luck to find a partner. She's right.]

No one needs to be married.

All that said. No one needs to be married. It is a personal choice. God knows I know some people that ought not be married. And I know some people who don't want to be married. That's cool. Even for those of us who do want to "jump the broom," stuff happens: "the right one" just never comes along...or we choose wrong...or we choose right at the wrong time...or we choose right and circumstances change...marriages fail. Life is mercurial; no one should invest all their happiness in part of it.

There are numerous paths to a rewarding and happy existence and not all of them include marriage.

That's the truth.

Act like a black man; think like a white man

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 20:47:00 +0000

From the introduction to a hot New York Times bestseller about relations between black men and white men in the workplace:

...I discovered this when my current career transitioned to radio with The Brad Jurgensen Show. Back when my show was based in Los Angeles, I created a segment called "Ask Brad," during which black guys would call in ask me, a white guy, about anything they wanted to know about race relations. At the very least, I thought "Ask Brad" would lead to some good comedy, and at first, that's pretty much what it was all about for me--getting to the jokes. but it didn't take me long to realize that what my listeners, mostly black men, were going through wasn't really a laughing matter. They had dozens of categories of needs and concerns in their lives that they were trying to get a handle on...and heading up the list of topics was--you guessed it--white men, or rather how relationships with white men affect their work, security, ability to provide for their families and career advancement.

...

Black men have made clear that they want respect to be reciprocated in the same way they give it...they want the hard work and effort they put on full blast to be met with the same intensity. They expect the premium they put into work commitment to be equally adhered to, valued and respected. The problem for all too many black men who call in to my radio show, though, is that they just can't get that reciprocation from white men in the workplace, and black men end up feeling disappointed, disenfranchised and disillusioned by failed attempts at parity.

...

I get incredibly perplexed--perplexed because even though my callers have all presumably had some experience with white men (whether they are friends, bosses, co-workers and next-door neighbors), these black men still genuinely want to know how to get the equality they want, need and deserve. I've concluded that the truths they seek are never as obvious to them as they are to us white men. Try as they might, black men don't get us.

...

With this in mind, I stopped joking around and got very real with my audience. Through my answers, I started imparting wisdom about white men--wisdom gathered from working more than half a century on one concept: how to be a white man. I also spent countless hours talking to my friends, all of whom are white men. They are athletes, movie and television stars, insurance brokers and bankers, guys who drive trucks, guys who coach basketball teams, ministers and deacons, Boy Scout leaders, store managers, ex-cons, inmates, and yes, even hustlers. And one simple thing is true about each of us: we are very simple people and all basically think in a similar way.

When I filter my answers through that lens of how white men view men of color, the black men in my audience start to understand why the complexities and nuances they drag into each of their relationships with white men really serve them no justice. I teach them very quickly that expecting a white man to respond to them the way a black man would is never going to work. They then realize that a clear-eyed, knowing approach to dealing with white men on their terms, on their turf, in their way, can, in turn, get black men exactly what they want.

If you are gobsmacked by the arrogance and offensiveness of this bit of dross, you should be. It implies that all men are not created equal. Indeed, the author seems of the mind that in work relationships between black men and white men, the needs of white men are supreme. While black men may deserve respect as human beings, they should not expect to be treated this way. It is their job to bend to the requirements of white men if they hope for any sort of equality. And, of course, having to conform to someone else's standards, having interaction occur only on someone else's "terms," rather than having the power to meet with them halfway is not equality at all, is it?

Implicit in this introduction is the idea that black men, traditionally marginalized in the workplace, are to blame for that plight. If only they understood clearly how white men think, what white men want...if only black men could "get" misunderstood white men, then they could adapt. And it is important that black men do adapt, because white men, in their privilege, cannot be expected to. Black men aren't the only ones who should blanch at this thinking--what an unfavorable picture of white men this paints (rigid, incapable of compromise and change, unable to cede privilege).

Lastly, what tremendous gall it must require for someone who has traditionally held power and dominance as "the oppressor" to deign to impart "wisdom" to someone who has traditionally been among "the oppressed," assuming that the situation filtered through their eyes must be the only and supreme truth, that their view of things could not possibly be tainted by, say, race or class or any other bias.

I sense that anyone reading the excerpt above can identify the implicit racial prejudice contained within. But could you spot sexism? I ask because the writing above did not come from a new bestseller on black men and the workplace, written by a white man. The segments above where taken nearly verbatim from the introduction to Steve Harvey's Act Like A Lady, Think Like A Man, allegedly a guide to help black women gain commitment and intimacy from black men. I merely exchanged references to men with white men, and references to women with black men.

Like the fictional author above who assessed black men's challenges with racism in the workplace and decided the problem was clearly black men and their failure to be who the dominant culture wants them to be, Harvey has assessed the sorry state of black female-male relationships and decided that the problem is black women who need to learn to be who black men want them to be. The very notion reeks of male supremacy as the fictional introduction reeked of racial supremacy

And this is what so bothers me about the too-many books and articles and essays and sermons written by black men with the objective of "schooling" black women about what we should be doing to address our relationship problems and solve the disparity between black and white marriage rates. One has to lack serious self awareness to evaluate a relationship dilemma in which you are involved and decide that the fault lies completely on the other side. One has to be seriously privileged to write a book instructing the members of a group to which you do not belong on how best to conduct themselves.

It is curious that some of the same folks who got indignant about wealthy Bill Cosby talking down to poor blacks, don't mind at all when another black comedian talks down to black women. The recent prevalence of "sister get your act together" books and the way they have been embraced by black men and women speaks to the level of sexism and male supremacy that continues to plague the black community. I daresay few black men would cotton to a black woman writing a relationship book instructing them on how they need to change their behavior, their looks and their very being to better accommodate women, who are duty bound to just be themselves, because "A woman's going to be a woman!" Why, then, are black, male writers selling this bunk and, most importantly, why are so many black women buying it?

Et tu, Amy Poehler? What's so funny about desiring a big, black woman?

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 18:58:00 +0000

Fat, black woman. Big, black chick. Those descriptors are lazy comedy shorthand in a racist, sexist and sizist society. Want to bring on the cheap laughs? Then trot out an over-sized, brown-skinned lady. Even better, despite her fatness and blackness, give her a more than healthy opnion of herself. See, that makes it doubly funny, see, cause even though everyone knows neither black women or fat women are hot, this character doesn't seem to know this and actually behaves as if she is attractive and worthy of amorous attention.

See how it works? I've come to expect black women, especially plus-sized ones, to be the butt of the joke in low-brow comedy films--the sort of flicks commonly associated with Eddie Murphy, Rob Scheider or Tyler Perry. But usually your benign, weekday sitcoms eschew hateful comedy. I've been watching NBC's Amy Poehler vehicle "Parks & Recreation" off and on this season. I want to like it. I'm a fan of "The Office" and generally find Poehler charming. Each time I tune in to the show I hope it will be better. But last night, "Parks & Recreation" lost me for good. Because I can't relax and laugh in the face of the dehumanization of women.

In last night's episode of "Parks & Recreation," Leslie Nope (Poehler) and her colleagues at the Pawnee, IN, Parks and Recreation Dept.were visited by officials from their sister city in Venezuela. Introducing herself to the lead official (played by "Saturday Night Live's" Fred Armisen), Nope expresses that her job is to see her visitor's "every need." Of course, the officials take this to mean she will procure women for their sexual pleasure. (Yeah, that one's never been done before.) One replies, "Do we just select the woman we desire? I will take the large, black one." To which Nope's sidekick mumbles, "Interesting choice." Armisen's character intones, "Do you have some kind of book with photos of the women that are available to us? If not, I too will take the sexy, black one." The "large, black one" herself says, in a talk-to-the-camera shot: "I am not surprised at all. I've been to South America. I did very well there." This joke plays through the show and in the end we see the black woman has returned to Venezuela with the officials and is sipping a drink beside a pool in a floral muu-muu thing.

See, the gag was funny because someone--those wacky foreigners--found a large, black woman attractive when there were clearly skinny, white ladies around to choose from. Woooo! Wipes tears from eyes. That's a knee-slapper! How absurd! I mean to think that anyone would find a fat woman...a fat, BLACK woman sexually attractive. That is the message behind the joke. What else could the message be? If the official had chosen Amy Poehler's character as the object of lust, would that have solicited an "Interesting choice" comment?

I shouldn't be surprised by this, but I am. Amy Poehler, along with Tina Fey, has enjoyed third-wave feminist celebrity icon status since the 2008 elections. And, at least on the surface, Poehler is about some sort of "girl power." She launched the "Smart Girls at the Party" Web series to "help girls find confidence in their own aspirations and talents." Perhaps this kind of empowerment is only for some girls--ones of the right color and size--because I can't imagine how seeing themselves portrayed as undesireable might empower young, black girls or girls who are overweight. Always being the butt of the joke rarely inspires confidence.

Catch me around the Web

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 17:29:00 +0000

Earlier this week, I spoke with Tony Cox of the "UpFront with Tony Cox" radio program about the "new feminism." I was joined by Ann Friedman of Feministing and Erica Kennedy, author of the new book Feminista. Listen to our converation here. If you're short on time, go directly to segment B at about 9 min and 20 sec in.

Also, I have an article on the Guardian's "Comment is Free" about the incident in Louisiana where a mixed-race couple was turned away by a bigoted justice of the peace:

What bothers me about the not-uncommon-enough "God! Will someone think of the children?" argument against interracial partnering is the tremendous failure in logic it entails. There are plenty forms of bigotry still around in these modern times – racism, sexism, homophobia, classism, xenophobia … I could go on. The only way to shield children from intolerance is not to have them at all. Or, of course, the people like Bardwell who make this argument could, just stop being so bigoted and, thus, make the world a better place for all of us.

But it's not just that this thinking is illogical, it is also cynical and defeatist. Cynical in its belief that society is inherently hateful and will never change, but also in its failure to recognise that even marginalised people can triumph – that every day brown people and biracial people succeed despite the bias against them that still exists. And since when is the appropriate response to a wrong acquiescence? Since when do we concede defeat to bigotry? If Bardwell had his way, if we all gave in to "the way things are" and denied ourselves equality and the freedom to live and love as we choose, I daresay we might never have reached a day when one of those poor mixed kids that Bardwell expresses faux concern for could live in the White House as president of the United States. Read more...

Dispatches from Nappyville: What is "good hair," anyway?

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Tue, 13 Oct 2009 20:38:00 +0000

With the premiere of Chris Rock's documentary "Good Hair" everyone is talking about black women's tresses--about our quest for "good hair." What exactly is "good hair," anyway? I suspect that, until now, many white Americans have not heard hair described in quite these terms. But blacks folks know all too well.

We live in a society where beauty is governed by Eurocentric standards that say the most attractive tresses for women are straight, long, shiny, fine and preferably light in color. To be sure, many, many women of all races fall short of this standard, but none so much as women of African descent, whose crowning glory tends to be, in many ways, the opposite of what is considered beautiful. It would be easier if, despite living in a majority culture different form our own, the black community as a whole was able to embrace the qualities most often associated with our hair, which tends to be highly-textured. But let's face it: We do not, thanks in part to the legacy of slavery and continued racism.

Don't believe me? When was the last time, outside of the natural hair community, that you heard someone use "nappy" as a compliment?

Sharon's new baby is gorgeous! She has a head full of nappy hair!

When was the last time you saw a sister with a TWA in an R&B video?

Man, shawty looks good! She's got a bangin' body and a really short afro!

I think some of the protestations that black people don't covet the appearance of whiteness are dishonest. Black women may not straighten their hair because they wish to look white, per se, but many of us seek to achieve a look that is based on a beauty standard set by white people and more readily achieved by white people. Black women have also been taught that tightly-curled hair is less manageable than straight hair (though this is only true if you are trying to "manage" black hair into something it is not.).I should say here that this isn't about individual choices. Some sisters straighten on occasion simply cause they like to switch up their looks. No problem there. The problem is with thinking you have to straighten, at great cost and sometimes to the detriment of intimacy and health, to be acceptable or to have hair that is manageable. I'm talking about the general view of natural, black hair within our community -- and that view is largely negative.

No one should think this hatred of our physicality is merely a quirk of black character. I worry from the little I have seen of Rock's flick that this is exactly where that story is going. The idea that black hair is unsightly and unmanageable has been reinforced by the majority culture since slavery. Comparing black women and relaxing with white women and the quest for blondeness, as Rock has done, is facile and inaccurate. Black women covet straight hair not just for vanity's sake, but for social and professional acceptance. Brunette hair is not thought unsightly and inappropriate for public view; natural, black hair is. For example, there are many companies that forbid natural black hairstyles, deeming them "extreme." In fact, controversy erupted a few years ago when some historically black colleges decided to ban natural hairstyles in their business schools, caving to the idea that the hair of people of African descent is unacceptable in the workplace. The Baltimore police department banned black, natural hairstyles in 2006, calling them "fads." And most of us on the 'Net recall the Glamour magazine/natural hair controversy. Is it any wonder that black women straighten, weave up and wig? Our very livelihoods often rely on our assimilating our looks.

When most black folks use "good" to describe someone's hair, they invariably mean the person in questions hair is close to the Eurocentric ideal: It is straight or has uniform curls, not kinks. It is long. It is easy to comb. The hair and beauty Web site, Spiced Honey, asked readers what "good hair" meant to them.

Long, thick, with a natural sheen... Sometimes curls up with the first sign of moisture, but always falls straight with a little work

Not nappy, and keeps it presentable

Hair that is shiny and wavy, and can pass through my fingers like silk

It is worth noting that these respondents praise traits commonly associated with white hair not black hair. And this thinking is all too common in our community. Now, I am bound to get comments from women who say that white beauty standards have no impact on why they straighten their hair. I believe you. Again, this is not about personal choices. I am talking about the black community as a whole. When someone checks for a woman with "good hair," you know exactly what they mean, and it ain't short and kinky or locked or twisted. The very idea of "good hair" is a manifestation of self hatred. That's why Rock's film makes me uncomfortable. Rock is a comedian and, thus, his first job is to be funny. Self-hatred isn't funny.

So, as a sister who has been keeping it nappy for three years now, what is my view of "good hair?" (The term, not the movie, since it doesn't seem to be playing in Central Indiana.) Good hair is healthy hair. Period. It took me a while to come to terms with my thick, spirally hair that is shiny and multi-textured and big and dense and hates to be "tamed." But I have come to love it. It doesn't fit under hats very well. Unless it is wet and soaked in conditioner, it really can't be combed. But it is my good hair. I also like Solange's short cut and Rihanna's asymmetrical do and my friend's honey brown locs and my other friend's waist-length locs and my mom's shoulder-length permed tresses and, though I've only seen it in photos, my blogsister AJ Plaid's baldy. I've come to a place where I recognize that there is no one-size-fits-all "good hair." It's about confidently trying looks without being ashamed of what Mother Nature gave you.

What is good hair to you?

Image courtesy of masoesa on Flickr.

Mad Men: The good, the bad and the prejudiced

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Mon, 12 Oct 2009 19:07:00 +0000

It is good that in 2009, most Americans recognize sexism, racism and homophobia as bad things. It is not good that we only associate these things with bad people, or that we have a hard time identifying prejudice that is not blatant and in your face. We want bias to be black and white when, especially today, it is usually gray--yet no less damaging to marginalized peoples.

Regular readers of this blog know that I am a huge fan of the AMC series, "Mad Men" (Sundays, 10 pm ET) I enjoy the show, which details the lives of Madison Avenue ad men in the late 1950s and early 1960s, and perhaps more interestingly, characters on the flip side of the straight, white male power dynamic. Nearly every episode of the series, written mostly by women, includes subtle explorations of power, privilege and marginalization as it existed in pre-Civil Rights America. I look forward to Monday-morning analysis of the show, online and at the water cooler. "Mad Men's" expertly-crafted, subtle writing offers much to dig into and turn over and interpret. That said, what I am finding increasingly more interesting is analyzing the analyses of "Mad Men"--the way the mainstream's still-limited understanding of sexism, racism, homophobia and associated privilege and power colors the way people consume the show.

As "Mad Men" hurtles through the 1960s (the most recent episode took place in September of 1963), women, African Americans and gay people, and the ways that they are constricted and dehumanized, are becoming more visible to viewers. Last night's episode, "Wee Small Hours," showed closeted and married, creative director Salvatore Romano being propositioned by a drunken, loutish client. Sal rejected the man's aggressive advances, which resulted in the client demanding that Sal be fired. And he was fired (at least it seems so) in an absolutely heartbreaking scene with his boss, the show's titular "hero" Don Draper, who became aware of Sal's homosexuality in the show's season opener and whose silence about the information convinced Sal and many viewers that he would be an ally. "I just don't understand you people," Don growls, hinting that Sal should have done what the client wanted. When asked if he would say the same if a female account person were propositioned by a male client, Don says yes, "depending on what I knew about the woman." Message: people who step outside of patriarchal and heteronormative roles no longer have agency over their sexuality. A woman who has sex outside of marriage and a man who has sex with other men have lost their right to ever say no. Sal says sadly, "I didn't do anything wrong. He's a bully."

More subtle, but equally impactful, are the rumblings about the Civil Rights movement and how the Northerners on the show react to news of Medgar Evers' assassination, Martin Luther King's "I Have a Dream" speech and the Birmingham church bombing that killed four little girls. While Betty Draper and her Junior League friends in Ossining, NY, are suitably appalled at the violence occurring in the South, they are clueless to how racial prejudice exists in their own minds and spaces. The hypocrisy should be evident. Note how the women stand around bemoaning the plight of the "Negroes down South" while a silent Carla, the Draper's black housekeeper who Betty refers to as "my girl," silently serves them unnoticed. Note how on edge Carla often seems in the house of her white employer. Note how Betty's friend tells her she should have made Carla stay (and abandon her own family) to help Betty around-the-clock after she gave birth to baby Gene. Note how young Bobby has already learned to speak to black women disrespectfully; last night snapping: "I said I didn't want any salad." An outburst that led Betty to remind him, "Carla works for me, not you." Note how Betty faux sympathizes when Carla mentions the now-infamous murder of the four girls in Birmingham, adding "Maybe civil rights shouldn't happen yet."

For someone like me, "Mad Men" is becoming ever more brilliant and ever more uncomfortable in its reality. So, I find it interesting, as I scan "Mad Men" forums and recaps every Monday, that so many people fail to identity the subtle sexism, racism and homophobia on the show, and find the overt prejudice a disconnect with their favorite characters.

I have written before about how viewers often twist and turn to avoid ascribing racist actions to popular characters. Remember Joan's interaction with Paul's black girlfriend last season? I wrote then:

Paul Kinsley throws a party at his Montclair apartment and invites his Sterling Cooper office mates. Paul fancies himself a little boho, a little more broadminded and cultured than his peers. During the party, Paul wears a neck scarf and carries a pipe. 'Nuff said. Poseur Paul introduces Joan Hollowell, head of the steno pool, to his (surprise) black girlfriend, Sheila, the manager of a local supermarket. When the ladies are left to talk, Joan first patronizes Sheila, intoning that maybe one day she'll be able to "pull up in a station wagon" and shop at the supermarket, as well as work there. When Sheila points out that she has already shopped there, as she grew up in the suburb, Joan turns more nasty: (paraphrasing) It's great that you and Paul are together. When we were together I wouldn't have thought he would be so broad-minded. It's left to the viewers' imaginations what else Joan may have said, but later in the office Paul confronts her and she accuses him of dating Sheila merely to seem "interesting.".

Now, it is clear to me that Paul certainly is a showy, pompous ass and just the type to think hanging with Negroes is proof of sophistication. It is also clear that Joan is a Queen Bee sort who doesn't take kindly to female competition or being left behind by a former paramour. But it is also more than clear, given Joan's insistence on putting Sheila in "her place," that Joan is particularly offended by a former beau moving on to a black woman. She digs with the "maybe one day you'll be able to shop there" and "he wasn't that broad minded" thing and takes care to insult Sheila out of Paul's hearing.

The meaning of the interaction between Joan and Sheila seems obvious to me, especially given the early 60s time frame. The Civil Rights Act had not been signed. There had been no Freedom Summer. Blacks in about 11 states could not vote. Is it such a surprise that the average American held racially biased beliefs? To me, it is no more surprising than the sexism that runs rampant in the show. But many of the comments on "Mad Men" forums are ambivalent about the racism in the show's recent episode.

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Joan is not a racist, see, just a little bitchy. Part of the problem is that the character, with her pneumatic body and take-no-prisoners attitude is sort of a riot grrl favorite of the show's fans. No one wants to brand someone they like a racist. It's more comfortable to find other explanations for bad behavior toward people of color.

Don's meeting with Sal has similarly provoked disbelieving responses from viewers, who cannot understand how the same Don Draper that kept a gay man's secret a few months ago could now use that secret against him, speak to him in a denigrating manner and suggest that he should prostitute himself for the good of the firm's bottom line.

From Television Without Pity, the mother of all TV/entertainment forums:

I was personally surprised and deeply disappointed in Don's reaction to Sal. The way he said, "you people," just shocked the hell out of me. It seemed extremely out-of-character for him. Don has a lot of flaws, but he's always been pretty accepting of other people, regardless of their lifestyles or situations. My heart broke for Sal, especially because I think he really thought Don would be an ally in this situation. I don't blame Don for upholding the firing (though I agree with others that it's really Harry that deserved the firing), because it was too late. They can't afford to lose that client. But I still thought (and I think Sal thought) that Don would be more sympathetic to the situation.

I'm sorry, but this show seems to me to be warming up to jump the shark. I really feel the writing has slipped.

Don's treatment of Sal is not just cowardly and cruel, it's also inconsistent with his behavior from ep 1 and through the season. I can sort of respect the writer's not caring if we like the characters, but Don's jerkitude lately just seems to be a default setting. All the characters getting the airtime are growing more and more loathsome, while anyone either appealing or just funny is either made less so, forced out, or just ignored.

As someone who's heard the disparaging "you people" more times than I care to count, I didn't see/hear it as Don being disgusted with gay people, but rather as him being fed up with all the people he's had to butt heads with in this ep and the season overall: Connie, Bert, Roger, Peggy and Betty just to name a few. I think Sal just got caught in the crossfire.

That was an entirely distressing episode. Sal is fired because of a repulsive thug from Lucky Strike. That man was just vile and poor Sal standing in the park, pretending to be at work did make me tear up. I understand that Don had little choice, Lucky Strike is a huge account, but I hated that he blamed Sal. Actually, I kind of wanted to dump a bucket of ice water over Don's head to help him clear it. Don didn't always fold to clients like that, but I guess this is evidence of Don-the-contract-player. Ugh.

I caught the rerun just in time for the "you people" scene. I guess it didn't leap out at me as homophobic on first watch because Don just seemed disgusted with everyone -- Sal, Harry, Lee Garner Jr (Lucky Strike guy) -- basically his attitude is that they're all just a bunch of unprofessional bumblers. But sure, I can see the homophobia. Still, considering the way Don handled Sal and the Bellhop, and considering it's 1963, he's still miles ahead of the average guy on this count.

Don didn't behave very well this week, but his firing of Sal didn't seem sociopathic to me. It seemed necessary. Unless Sterling Cooper is supposed to close its doors.

Several viewers see Don as acting out-of-character in his treatment of Sal, even though we have seen Don's amorality at work in the past. Some are eager to explain away Don's use of icky language that is generally accepted as a flag for prejudice and putting a lesser person "in their place"--"you people" and also "Who do you think you're talking to?". More than a few people also surprised me by stating that Sterling Cooper had no choice but to fire Sal to retain a major client. That's a chilling attitude and a window to why so many groups have failed to achieve equality in the workplace.

I am flummoxed that so many people cannot believe that Sal's homosexuality would lead to his firing--on the weekend of the National Equality March and in a time when the military still has a "don't ask don't tell" policy, which is, in essence, the bargain Sal had struck with Don. Gays, lesbians and transgendered people are still vulnerable in the workplace in 2009. And firings aren't always administered by mustache-twirling villains.

So, when this commenter writes...

I didn't see any hypocrisy in Carla opening the door-- it's her job. Ossining was all-white but that doesn't mean it was segregated per se. Interesting observation but MW has made that point much better in workplace situations where the segregation was real and overt (the television account). Maybe because I lived four years in the south, I thought the way the women were trying to understand it was more a comment about north vs. south and their experiences of the issue. It just isn't an issue for Betty, which is not something anybody could say in Birmingham.

...he or she is missing the mark, possibly unable to see racism in characters more relatable than Bull Connor. Betty's neighbors were not trying to "understand" racism; they were reveling in Northern superiority over supposed Southern depravity. Meanwhile, many of the same racist beliefs and restrictions associated with the South existed in the North, even if they weren't codified into "Jim Crow" laws. Let's not forget that the Drapers recently attended a party where the host performed in blackface for a chuckling crowd. As a black woman living in New York, Carla still has few options to her besides domestic; she is still not treated as Betty's equal; she is still expected to be "mammy" to the Draper children; she is still invisible and powerless; she is still spoken to in a demeaning way, even by the white children she "mothers," though one commenter hedges:

I wasn't so bothered by the "Carla works for me" line. I thought first she was commenting on the tone, and then reminding Bobby that it wasn't up to him to say what he had for dinner-Betty made the decisions about whether he got salad or not.

If bigotry was always about lynchings and assassinations and sitting at the back of the bus...if it was always administered by flagrant hatemongers, then fighting it would be much easier. Part of what allows modern prejudice to fester is its "grayness" and the ease with which the mainstream can relate to people who are biased--after all we are all biased. And you cannot live in a racist, sexist, heteronormative society without absorbing those biases, even when you are vigilant.

When modern-day viewers cannot even spot bias in a TV show set in 1960s when "isms" were much more obvious, what hope do we have for recognizing and ending these problems today?

Fat and happy: Why "The Biggest Loser" loses

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Sun, 11 Oct 2009 18:30:00 +0000

I have struggled with weight all my life--mostly because in my younger years I was unable to accept that my larger frame was natural and healthy for me. Unhappy with a 12, I dieted and deprived and fretted over calories, and wound up a 14. Unhappy with that size, I measured and counted and starved my way into a 16. Wash, rinse and repeat...from high school until my 30s. It has taken an excellent nutritionist; the quelling of my fashion magazine habit; deeper understanding of the food and diet industries; consumption of tons of body-positive writing; and 20 years of growing up and gaining body confidence and self -assurance to get to a place where I have a reasonable relationship with food and my body.

I have come to understand that proper nutrition, a whole foods diet and exercise are important. I try to incorporate all three into my life, but when I fail, I know that it is not a moral issue. I am not "good" for eating a carrot, nor am I "bad" for eating carrot cake. I know that weight, on its own, is not a reliable determinant of health. Nor is weight a determinant for beauty and desirability. Society, though, often conflates the body type du jour with what health "looks" like. I have learned to notice the ways that sexism and racism play out in the notions of what women should look like and how much space they are allowed. Perhaps most importantly, I have learned that my jeans size is of minor significance in comparison to the rest of my life. More important than wedging my hips into a size 8 is that I have love, laughter, adventure, learning, excitement, career challenges, friends, etc. A tiny booty does not a successful life make--no matter what all those ads and overwrought articles in lady mags say. I believe all these things, and so, also believe that weight and weight loss take up far too much of the American psyche and conversation. (To no good end, as our eating and exercise habits have only become worse as our obsession with weight grows.)

I pondered these things as I sat down last week to watch yet another season of "The Biggest Loser." Knowing what I know, and believing what I believe, why am I watching this show with its sad fatty stories, shrieking trainers and lose-weight-at-all-costs ethos? Why can't I shake the automatic elation I feel at weight loss--mine or someone else's? The promise of body transformation is like a siren song that is hard, I think, for any modern woman to completely ignore, no matter how feminist, fat positive and educated about the food industrial complex she is.

There is no avoiding certain modern body-image truisms:

- Smaller is always better
- Losing weight is always good
- Fatness is symbol of life failure; weight loss equals life success

It is this last point that is really bothering me this week. This notion that, no matter what other joys your life may hold, you cannot be happy and successful if the numbers of the scale aren't "right." Closely tied to this widely-held belief is the idea that fat bodies are almost always caused by some sort unhappiness-inducing trauma. This year's season of "The Biggest Loser" (TBL) seems to embrace both of these views, I think, to the detriment of its contestants.

Season 8 of TBL is all about the dramatic, sad story. One contestant lost her husband, young daughter and new baby in a tragic car accident; another spent her life in the foster care system. All around, there is much teariness and talk of broken lives. It's not that the contestant's stories are not moving, it's just that the assembled group seems designed to reinforce the idea that overweight is always catastrophic. No one can be 50 pounds above the "norm" because of genetics or slowed metabolism or medication or illness or a fondness for baked goods. Something really, really bad must have happened to you if let yourself get big enough to wear a size 18 or a 40-inch waist pant.

But there was a moment in last week's episode of TBL that really triggered my ire and highlighted why I think the show ultimately fails its contestants and the millions who watch hoping to find peace with their bodies. Jillian Michaels, the show's hard-bodied, trainer-come-drill sergeant, berated contestant, Julio, for suggesting that he is happy aside from his weight. The conversation basically went:

"You CANNOT be happy at 400+ pounds!"

"But I am happy..."

"You ARE NOT happy!"

"But I have a wonderful family..."

"You CANNOT be happy!"

Jillian eventually wore Julio down until he admitted the only thing he was successful at was food.
So, we are to believe that nothing in Julio's life: not his wife, not his children, not his friends, not his career, NOTHING might possibly make him happy as long as he is a fat, fatty McFatterson. How ridiculous and dehumanizing.

What I find perplexing about the weight we give, well, weight, is this. Yes, eating well-balanced and nutritious meals and getting regular exercise are good things to do. Being active and a good eater are two positive human traits. So is being neat. So is being curious. So is being generous. So is being well organized. So is being smart with money. Are eating well and working out the most important things anyone can do--so important that to not do them perfectly results in complete and utter failure and sadness? Actually, I think the trait TBL advocates is actually thinness not healthy eating and exercise, thus the low-calorie, restrictive diet and grueling workout sessions that regularly make contestant's vomit or wind up at the hospital. Is thinness the most important thing in life?

Picture a woman. She's about 35. She has a long-term romantic partner whom she loves and who treats her wonderfully. She is a the top of her career and thanks to her success has earned several of life's "goodies," including an awesome apartment, a wardrobe to die for and the ability to travel around the world (her favorite). She also takes time to give back to the community; she's a "big sister" to a young girl and takes her on adventures once a week. Our woman has a strong support network of family and friends and an active social life. Not especially religious, she does take time for reflection and meditation.

Sound like a pretty good life?

Oh, I forgot something: This woman is overweight, say 250 lbs (about the size of several of TBL's female contestants). Despite her sedentary office job, she does make an effort to stay active, taking weekly dance classes and biking in the park. But like most of us, she finds exercise hard to fit in when life gets hectic or the weather is bad. Frankly, she is more inclined to read a book or go see a movie than exercise. She likes good, rich food and realizes that she probably eats out too much--it's so much easier than cooking. Her problem isn't so much what she eats, but how much. She often eats beyond the point where she is satisfied. Nevertheless, she is relatively healthy. Regular exams show good blood pressure, but bad cholesterol levels that are just a bit too high.

Let's assume that, if she were to cook more, be stricter about getting in physical activity and learn to read hunger cues, our fictional woman's body would naturally settle at a lower weight. (It might not. She comes from a family of tall and large people.) So what? I mean...really...so what? Does her failure to do these things trump everything else wonderful in her life? Should her sole focus in life--a life that certainly looks pretty damned good--be to become acceptably thinner? Should she be unhappy and put her life on hold until she gets her food consumption and level of physical activity under control? And if she doesn't choose to focus on improving these things, is this lapse any worse than the fact that she, maybe, procrastinates alot or is sometimes late or is forgetful?

What I'm asking is: Why is the weight issue--the food issue--so much bigger than anything else?

There is another TBL contestant--a pretty, young woman named Rebecca, who frequently cries about being the girl with "such a pretty face." (People can be such assholes.) In last week's episode of TBL, at a dinner with trainers Jillian and Bob Harper, Rebecca broke down and sobbed how much she wants a family and children and a life. She cried that she wanted to be thought of as the total package and not just a face. I wanted to reach through the TV set and tell her that her life had nothing to do with her weight; that she was beautiful; that plenty of fat folks have families and husbands and boyfriends and friends; that waiting to live until you fit into a size 8 is stupid and ultimately a bad idea. That's what I wanted to say. Bob and Jillian, though, just nodded, all sympathetic and po-faced: Yes, pathetic fatty, you are right to have poor self esteem. But don't worry, we will pound your body into submission and you will be thin and thus worthy of all the things you want.

Seems to me that self-worth and happiness are what every human being deserves, regardless of size. It would seem that if you want to teach people to take better care of their bodies through good nutrition and exercise, the first step is teaching them to love their bodies and themselves. The first step would seem to be teaching them to love life NOW, not 50 pounds from now.

Thinness does not cause happiness, and someone should tell the folks at "The Biggest Loser" this. People can and should be fat and happy.

Image: The Fat Woman, Aubrey Beardsley, 1894, Tate Gallery.

To be invisible or exoticized: The NYT's article on Michelle Obama's family history

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Thu, 08 Oct 2009 19:34:00 +0000

The Obama family's ascendancy to the White House and the national spotlight causes quite a conundrum for black folks who pay attention to how black lives are discussed by media and the mainstream. On one hand, suddenly people notice that black people exist, particularly the black middle class, black bodies, black hair, black families, black professional women, black marriages... After years of being ignored, it feels kinda good to be visible. On the other hand, suddenly people notice that black people exist, particularly the black middle class, black bodies, black hair, black families, black professional women, black marriages...And all of these seemingly mundane things are now treated as fascinating discoveries. They are weighed and breathlessly reported by media, and analyzed and remarked upon by consumers of media. After hundreds of years as part of American culture, blackness is still seen as "other"--sometimes exotic, sometimes dangerous, sometimes strange.

Lots of black women have round butts!

Black people have funny hair!

Black churches sure are different!

and now...from The New York Times...

Black descendants of enslaved Africans have triumph, tragedy and non-black ancestors in their histories!

In an NYT article published yesterday, Rachel L. Swarns and Jodi Kantor share Michelle Obama's family history as uncovered by the newspaper and genealogist Megan Smolenyak. The article zeros in on the story of one of Michelle Obama's female ancestors named Melvinia:

Of the dozens of relatives she identified, Ms. Smolenyak said, it was the slave girl who seemed to call out most clearly.

"Out of all Michelle's roots, it's Melvinia who is screaming to be found," she said.

When her owner, David Patterson, died in 1852, Melvinia soon found herself on a 200-acre farm with new masters, Mr. Patterson's daughter and son-in law, Christianne and Henry Shields. It was a strange and unfamiliar world.

In South Carolina, she had lived on an estate with 21 slaves. In Georgia, she was one of only three slaves on property that is now part of a neat subdivision in Rex, near Atlanta.

Whether Melvinia labored in the house or in the fields, there was no shortage of work: wheat, corn, sweet potatoes and cotton to plant and harvest, and 3 horses, 5 cows, 17 pigs and 20 sheep to care for, according to an 1860 agricultural survey.

It is difficult to say who might have impregnated Melvinia, who gave birth to Dolphus around 1859, when she was perhaps as young as 15. At the time, Henry Shields was in his late 40s and had four sons ages 19 to 24, but other men may have spent time on the farm.

"No one should be surprised anymore to hear about the number of rapes and the amount of sexual exploitation that took place under slavery; it was an everyday experience, " said Jason A. Gillmer, a law professor at Texas Wesleyan University, who has researched liaisons between slave owners and slaves. "But we do find that some of these relationships can be very complex." Read more...

Later, we learn of Melvinia's son Dolphus Shields:

Sometime before 1888, Dolphus and Alice Shields continued the migration, heading to Birmingham, a boomtown with a rumbling railroad, an iron and steel industry and factories that attracted former slaves and their children from across the South.

Dolphus Shields was in his 30s and very light skinned — some say he looked like a white man — a church-going carpenter who could read, write and advance in an industrializing town. By 1900, he owned his own home, census records show. By 1911, he had opened his own carpentry and tool sharpening business.

As an amateur genealogist, I love reading stories like this--these quintessentially American stories that are left out of American history (unless it is February). I enjoy hearing about how black people triumphed post-slavery. Make no mistake, as a whole, we did triumph. Dophus Shields was one of many African Americans who rose from bondage and illiteracy to land-owning and self-sufficiency. The story of Melvinia and her family feels familiar. It is familiar. I have uncovered many similar tales in my own family research. (Some posts here and here and here and here.) I have heard countless similar stories shared by other family historians.

Which brings me to my ambivalence. The story of Michelle Obama's ancestor is, in essence, the story of most ancestors of enslaved Africans. Yes, some details and locations change. But most black genealogists can find ancestors labeled "mulatto" on old census records (as Dolphus Shields was), mostly because sexual oppression and rape of black women was a fact of the American slave system. (And, however "complex" one wants to call these relationships between enslaved and slave master, it's hard to call these partnerings consensual when one party OWNS the other.) And there were other interracial pairings beyond those that happened in bondage. Other facets of this story are familiar as well--migration, advancement out of poverty to working class and beyond, entrepreneurship, achieving literacy, overcoming racist society. These are hallmarks of the black American history--American history.

So, why does Swarns' and Kantor's article seem to treat the story of Michelle Obama's family--one that seems so common as to be unremarkable--like a fascinating oddity? Why is Melvinia's tale so juicy and titillating? Why do readers find this story so uniquely amazing and inspiring? Comments to the article include gushing about inspiration and comparisons to Irish and Italian forebears, and the usual complaints of "why can't we get over race" since this story proves that it doesn't truly exist. While several NYT readers did point out how typical the Shields story is, many had reactions like this one:

The Obama story just grows and grows and becomes more complex and more interesting for our Country. All I can say is WOW.

Oh, those wacky Obamas with their weirdly "complex" lineages! Wow? Really? I cannot think of reading a similar account of the family tree of a white First Lady where Americans were encouraged to marvel at her "complex" Scots-Irish or French or German or English heritage or an ancestor's journey from immigrant to business man. A story like that is, to the mainstream, "normal," an illustration of the American Dream. The stories of African Americans, even those whose families have been here for hundreds of years, provoke amazement.

So, I am torn--just like I have been over the months as the media and mainstream have pulled apart and parsed Michelle Obama's (and by extension other black folks') body parts, from tresses to gluteus maximus. It's nice to be noticed, for once, I guess. But it pains to be treated like some rare, exotic, oddly-plumed, big-butted, mixed-pedigreed, once-caged bird.

Is that the only choice black people have--to be invisible or exoticized?

African or American: What does your ancestry mean to you?

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Wed, 07 Oct 2009 20:38:00 +0000

Earlier this year, as part of my ongoing research into my family's history, my father and I took DNA tests to try to pinpoint our African ancestry. My test, which analyzes the DNA passed from mother to daughter over centuries, revealed matches with Balanta and Fula people in Guinea-Bissau, the Mende in Sierra Leone, and the Mandinka in Senegal. All matches to my patrilineal line were Balanta from Guinea-Bissau. Since this discovery, I have worked to learn more about these countries and cultures. I cherish this knowledge, like the other genealogical facts I have gathered that render my ancestors more real and less abstract. Knowing this has helped me rediscover customs, histories and stories lost to the cultural genocide of slavery. It has bonded me more closely to my sisters and brothers on the other side of the world. It has made me smarter about the continent the world too often treats as a country. It has allowed me to demonstrate to the young people in my life, with hard facts, that we are from somewhere and that our history is about much more than servitude. This new knowledge has indeed informed my present identity. But still, I call myself a black American woman not an African one. This is not because it is better to be American than, say, Senegalese. It is not. I call myself a black American because I am removed from the countries of Africa by hundreds of years. Because my family story, while rooted in Africa, has been tempered by our uniquely American experience and by the blending of cultures in America. Because, though the majority culture wants us to think otherwise, the African-American story is a rich one, full of triumphs and contributions that we can be proud of; we needn't reach across the ocean to salve our self-esteem. It is because my ancestors built this country and paid with their blood, their culture, their children, sometimes their very lives, earning me the right to be an American as real as any angry sign-waver at a 9/12 rally.

But plenty of folks will argue that my point of view is wrong.

A couple years ago, a minor skirmish broke out among some people that I followed on YouTube. One group, though American-born black people all, heavily identified with "Africanness." The other did not. There were many impassioned videos posted. There were the obligatory accusations of sell-out and "don't want to be black." There were tearful protestations that our ancestors would be offended by contemporary black Americans' failure to embrace the Motherland. There were videos from brothers and sisters in African countries forcefully asserting that black Americans are anything but African. There was a whole, heaping helping of self hating (I mean, just...wow!). It was one of those online "discussions" that turns quickly into a cluster fuck where everyone takes sides, digs in, turns up the anger and finger pointing, and ultimately resolves very little. But it did make me think about where I stand on this debate. And when a similar-sounding discussion occurred on Twitter this weekend, I could articulate my thoughts.

I have always been a little uncomfortable with pan-Africanism and the way some black Americans embrace Africa. Too often, interest in the African continent seems too rooted in American ignorance--references to "African culture" as if African people are one big monolith without separate customs, governments, histories, problems and cultures; mix some mud cloth and Kente with cowrie shells, red, black and green print, and Swahili and voila. Other times it seems rooted in desperation. We reach back hundreds of years to an African identity, however vague, because as black Americans whose African ancestors were brought to America in chains, we feel our story begins and ends with slavery, Jim Crow, racism and marginalization. With this ideology comes vague stories of nameless African kings and queens and an implication that we used to be somebody, long ago in a land far away.

Both ways of thinking have seemed offensive to me. The first seems offensive to African peoples who live and work and survive and raise families in their home countries, who speak the languages that were handed down from their foremothers and fathers, who embrace the religions and beliefs of their ancestors, and who have been personally invested in the successes and the challenges of post-colonial Africa. The second seems offensive to my black ancestors who knew no other home but this one and who constributed mightily to the country's beginnings, whose customs were a blend of influences--African, European and Native American; and indeed, whose very identity was often a mixture of these influences due to the legacy of slavery, immigration and race mixing throughout American history.

Africa holds within it many rich cultures, many of which laid the foundation for what we know today as black American culture. But black American culture is its own unique thing that is also rich and worthy. I needn't hijack the identity of brothers and sisters in a country (and continent) in which I have never set foot--even though I may seek to learn more about our mutual heritage.

I think it is very important to know who black people were before American slavery. It is important to know how our African heritage informs our present lives. It is important that we stand in solidarity with African people who continue to struggle with the after effects of colonialism as black folks in America struggle with the after effects of slavery and hundreds of years of racism. It is important to understand and appreciate African cultures as something more than the "dark continent" fantasies of the mainstream.

It is equally important that black Americans embrace the unique culture that is ours. Our unique struggles. Our unique triumphs. Our unique DNA. We can be allies without giving up our own identity. I can be unashamedly of African descent, while embracing my identity as black and American.

How do you identify your African ancestry?

In the company of women -- redux

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Mon, 05 Oct 2009 23:52:00 +0000

Here we are, elated--a little cold and damp--and triumphant. This picture was taken shortly after the last members of the What Tami Said crew crossed the finish line at Saturday's Run for Congo Women in Chicago. We were captured enjoying post-race Congolese food and music, and basking in accomplishment and sisterhood.

Saturday, for me, was about the power of women. My personal power as a woman, yes. Roughly 12 weeks ago, I challenged my mind and my middle-aged body to do something new. And I did it. I also pledged to dedicate my effort to my sisters in the Congo. This weekend, when I returned to Run for Congo Women home base in Lincoln Park after a 3.2 mile trek (My first 5K!), and today when I gathered donations to mail to Women for Women International, I made good on that pledge. But what perhaps began as an effort to make myself feel good, through exercise and charity, became something more.

It became about the resilience of women--their enduring hope and strength--as proven by the letter from a woman in the Congo, read by run organizer Tracy Ronzio at the start of Saturday's event.

It became about real women (and men) and their real stories, thanks to the Chicago Congolese that I met at the event.

It became about how much the company of women inspires and nurtures me. I am grateful for the company of Meghan, Tracy, Tanisha and Paula.

Paula, has been a friend for nearly a decade. We have tackled many firsts together--from belly dancing to running. I am honored that she was willing to stretch beyond her comfort zone (see story below) to try this first with me. Whenever we spend time together, which is too rarely given that we now live hours away from each other, I am reminded of how much I miss having her in my daily life.

I was astonished when I first received Meghan's e-mail that she would join me in the Run for Congo Women Chicago. I know that I invited folks to join me. But I didn't really think anyone would. Why would they? I'm just some woman who shares her numerous opinions on a blog. You all don't know me. But Meghan began training at home, hundreds of miles from me, and sharing her progress through e-mail. Then Tanisha signed on. Then Tracy. These women gave up their Saturdays, hauled husbands and boyfriends and adorable babies from Wisconsin and downstate Illinois and across the city. I don't know whether it was the strength of the cause or what, but these women showed up for themselves, for me and for their sisters on the other side of the world.

The What Tami Said team rocked, by the way. Tanisha, who hadn't even been training, was the first of us to finish the run. She ran the whole thing easily. Meghan, too, ran the whole way, accompanied by her husband and baby Ezekiel, rolling in the race support vehicle (er, stroller). Tracy, who in the last year has worked up to running six miles nearly every day, slowed her pace to accompany Paula and I, both new runners. Her engaging laugh kept us moving and helped us run all but .5 miles of the route. Only walking a half mile out of 3.2 was a coup considering that I had only ever run about 1.7 miles since I started training and Paula is only on week six of C25K.

But enough from me...I asked the ladies to share their thoughts on the experience. I'll add Tanisha's as soon as I have it in hand.

From Meghan:

“I feel fat.” These were the words of a woman from Congo being sponsored by Women for Women International. She continued, “I feel fat with happiness. You run for us. I feel love.” These words propelled me and about 200 other runners on our 5K along Chicago’s Lake Shore path. The irony is, I am fat. Moving 40 plus pounds of extra “me” around the training loop takes a serious effort. I trained for 10 weeks, going from 3 minute running intervals to 40 minutes without stopping. It was difficult. Yet, my effort has been fueled by knowing that my work pales in comparison to the effort Congolese heroines muster daily to survive and heal the ravages of war. And, so I ran for my sisters in Congo. In my 38 minute, 30 second 5K run I felt the world was a smaller and gentler place – and new friends Tanisha, Tami, Tracy and Paula put their arms around me at the start and finish in the best kind of sister’s embrace. My husband pushed our little son in his stroller along the route too, companions on the journey to better health and social justice. So, I ran my first 5K in more than 8 years to live my commitment to be a good global neighbor, a compassionate woman, and a model to my youngest son, who is a child of Africa and a black American. Today, I shouted across the continents to our sisters in Congo, “I feel fat with happiness too. I feel love. I ran for you! I did it!”

From Paula:

"Never say never!" I usually try to avoid cliches and catch phrases. They always seem to be overused and lacking creativity. But, as I reflect on my participation in Saturday's "Run for Congo Women", the aforementioned cliche really does apply. I love to try new things, especially when it comes to exercise and fitness. I've taken yoga, aerobics classes, worked with a trainer, learned to belly dance and step (a great Chicago dance-style). All of which I did to enhance a boring workout regimen and most of all to try something different. Yet, when my friend Tami mentioned that she was going to run in her first 5k, I thought to myself..."Not me". In fact, when she asked me to join in, I said, "I'll walk...but I'm not a runner." After our conversation, I thought about it. Why am I not a runner? After a few thoughtful moments, I couldn't come up with one answer (ok...excuse). So, I decided to give it a try. I downloaded a couch to 5k podcast, and began training for my first 5k. There were some difficult days though. But, I still trudged along. I began to focus on my goals: running in my first 5k; relieving stress; becoming more fit and most importantly, challenging and pushing myself. In a matter of 6 weeks, I'd built up the endurance to run not walk in the 5k.

The cause: Congo women. I couldn't have been more inspired to run on behalf of these women. Though we are worlds apart, we share a kindred spirit. My prayer for all of them is that the Congo will be transformed by the tenacity and courage of those women. And, that future generations will be able to build on their hope and strength.

Running a 5k: I'd like to thank my friend Tami and her blog sisters for an enjoyable experience. I plan on continuing to run every other day (weather-permitting). I needed a reminder that nothing can be gained if I don't try. That's what I've always lived and believed. The "Run for Congo Women" reminded me of that fact. Will I run in another 5k? I'd love to! Will I ever participate in a marathon? Well, never say never!!!

From Tracy:

Saturday, October 3rd, I arose from my soft, warm, comfy bed at 4 am. I took a hot shower, and got dressed. Then I went into my kitchen, made some coffee and had a nice breakfast of cereal and a banana. I packed a light lunch, my camera, money, a credit card, and of course my makeup and headed out of my home. As I entered my van, I decided that I would probably need more caffeine for my trip, so I stopped at Dunkin Donuts for a latte extra expresso and, what the heck, a donut.

At 5 am, after rising safely, clothing and feeding myself, I was on my way to Chicago to run a 5k for Women of the Congo. I was running this race for women who did not have a safe and warm place to sleep, a stable roof over their heads, went without food, lived in terror and didn't know from one day to the next whether or not that this would be their last day alive.

I met Tami and her friends Paula, Meghan and Tanisha - four beautiful and lively souls! The day started out downcast but the mood was uplifting - Meghan (oh I haven't run for 8 years) and Tanisha left us in their dust, while Tami, Paula and I paced ourselves. For their first 5K, they both did splendid. When we crossed the finish line, good food, great music and (gasp) shopping awaited us. And so did the sun..... Except for the race tshirt (I am using mine as a flag..) [Editor's note: Yeah, that allegedly XL t-shirt was awfully tiny.] everything turned out perfect. Thank you Tami, for alerting me and others about this great cause and thank you for letting me join you in helping women in need around the world.

Keep up with Tracy at Sweet Potato Pie blog. Follow Meghan at Under the Acacia Tree.

I'm ready to run

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Fri, 02 Oct 2009 12:59:00 +0000

UPDATE: Donate button fixed.

So, tomorrow is the big day--the day I've been training for these past 12 weeks. Tomorrow, several readers of this blog and I will participate in the Run for Congo Women 5K in Chicago. I want to thank all of you for coming along with me on my journey to improve my own fitness and help my sisters in the Congo.

I'm fitter than I have been in years

These several weeks of running faithfully three times a week have transformed my body, but most importantly, my mind. I am now doing something consistently that I didn't think I could do. I'm a runner!

After completing C25K, I switched to the One-Hour Runner program. My first short-term goal is to run an entire 5K by the coming spring. No, I won't be running the whole way on Saturday. In 30 minutes, I can cover almost two miles. My game plan for the weekend is to run the first mile, walk the second and run the final 1.2 miles to cross the finish line. I'll be pushing myself. Please send all the good juju you can muster to help me along my way.

Did you see Run for Congo Women and Women for Women International on Oprah?

On Oct. 1, "The Oprah Winfrey Show" explored efforts to empower women around the globe. The show featured Run for Congo Women founder Lisa Shannon, who explained how she was moved by a 2005 report by Lisa Ling to launch her effort to support women in the wartorn country. The show included some of the footage below:

More than 5,000,000 people have died in DR Congo since 1998 as a result of what has been called "Africa's First World War."

45.5% of those deaths have occurred in children under 5.

Women regularly endure savage gang rapes, torture and mutilation, forced cannibalism, being forced to watch family members brutally murdered, and are held as sex slaves by militias.

Women who survive have no means of supporting their surviving children, which accounts for the staggering death rate among small children.

An expert recently reported that conditions for women in DR Congo are the worst she has ever seen anywhere. (Reuters. July 30, 2007.) Yet there are very real, simple things we can do to save lives and help women to regain a foothold for life for themselves and their surviving children. Women for Women International, an award winning non-profit, operates a year long sponsorship program that provides these women with direct cash aid; healing group work with other women who share similar experiences; training in how to operate a small business; literacy training; rights awareness training, and seed money to start a business when they complete the program.

Thanks, in part, to your generosity and support I have raised more than $500 for women in the Congo.

Thank you!

I also pledged to support a woman through Women for Women International. My new sponsored sister is named Mary and she lives in the Sudan. I look forward to getting to know her.

I encourage you to consider sponsoring a woman, too. Or, there is still time to support my run tomorrow. Simply click the link below before Monday morning. I'll be mailing in my monies then.

Are you running with me tomorrow?

I know several readers have decided to join me in tomorrow's run: Meghan, Tracy, Tanisha and Paula. There may be more. If you are running or walking tomorrow, please email me at whattamisaid@gmail.com. I want to make sure we connect so I can thank you in person and, hopefully, snap a photo for the blog.

I will try to Twitter my experience--at least the before and after parts. If you're not already, follow me at www.twitter.com/whattamisaid.

See you at the starting line!

I'm saving my cheers over new, "authentic" black Barbie line

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Wed, 30 Sep 2009 11:24:00 +0000

EL SEGUNDO, Calif. - (Business Wire) Mattel® announced today the launch of So In Style™, a new line of black dolls by Barbie® featuring more authentic-looking facial features such as fuller lips, a wider nose, more distinctive cheek bones and curlier hair. So In Style™ (S.I.S.™) was developed and inspired by Barbie® designer of 12 years, Stacey McBride-Irby, an African-American mother of two who wanted to create a line of dolls more reflective of her daughter and community.

The So In Style™ line features Grace™, Kara™ and Trichelle™ dolls, three best friends who are all about fashion, fun and friendship. Each of the dolls features its own unique personality and style and reflects one of three varying skin tones. The S.I.S.™ line also introduces a mentoring theme; each doll is accompanied by a smaller doll or “little sister” and has different interests – from music and math to science and drill team. The big and little sister dolls are meant to introduce and inspire girls with mentoring themes.

“I believe that a happy inspired childhood creates happy, inspired, powerful women,” said McBride-Irby. “I want my new So In Style dolls to not only be an authentic representation of my community and culture, but to also encourage girls to be inspired and dream big.” Read more...

Big sigh...

Okay, before I put on my womanist, anti-racist parent hat and get all humorless, let's talk about what is good about yesterday's announcement.

Lots of little girls use fashion dolls for creative play. There is nothing inherently wrong with that. It is troubling, of course, that toys, such as Barbie dolls, can reinforce narrow standards of beauty and damage self-esteem. I wish that young girls did not learn to judge their own beauty by consumerist standards, but too often they do. In that light, it is good to see more variety in the kinds of dolls available. It is good that a young, black girl can play with a doll with features a smidge closer to hers (as much as Barbie looks like any real person).

It is also good to see a black woman playing a role in designing a product for an internationally-known mega-company and being given the latitude to inject bits of her culture and community into her work. Surely that says something positive about the opportunities for women and specifically women of color. In fact, I’d rather the little girls in my life play with a Stacy McBride-Irby doll than Grace, Kara or Trichelle. Where can I get a doll like that?

Frankly, though, I am ambivalent about these things. I mean, we are still talking about Barbie, here...BARBIE. As I said in a post about the black sorority Alpha Kappa Alpha introducing a custom Barbie doll to celebrate it's centennial:

...Barbie--whose teen version once gleefully spouted insipidness like "Math class is tough!" and "I love shopping!" while AKA was setting up schools for South African girls. Barbie--of the 36" 18" 33" dimensions and permanent tip-toe. Barbie--the symbol of Eurocentric beauty standards that are a tyranny to women of color. Barbie--with her club makeup, stripper fabulous gear and ever more sexualized image. Barbie. Barbie. BARBIE? Really?

Yeah, I know Barbie allegedly has a pilot's license and at some point, between tooling around in her purple Corvette and riding the elevator in her Dream House, she earned a medical degree, too. But that's not what Barbie is really about, is it? Those things were just bones thrown to mouthy feminists. Barbie seems like such a symbol of retro womanhood--the look painted and pretty and maybe you'll find a (hopefully anatomically correct) Ken to get you nice things kind of womanhood. Read more...

Like a lot of women, I am uncomfortable with Barbie and her role in the development of young girls. It's not all Barbie's fault. It is the space she occupies in the universe of things that influence how girls grow up to be women: what goals they ultimately have, how they see themselves, how they judge their self worth and how they define womanhood.

I also have a beef with the word "authentic" to describe the three acceptably "blackified" dolls. Let's face it, these dolls don't represent any sort of break-through in representation of black faces. The skin tones and facial features fall within a narrow range that is acceptable within Eurocentric beauty standards. And to say that their hair is "curly" like that of most black women (as McBride-Irby does in this video on the consumer page for the new dolls) is being a wee bit disingenuous. Most black women have hair that is more kinky than curly in its natural state. (These dolls ain't no nappy heads.) Of course, most black women chemically straighten or weave up, which makes the dolls an accurate representation. Fine, but don't try to market them as some representation of "authentic" black physicality.

I also note, in the linked Mattel page above, the use of vaguely "urban" music, a gold, blingy necklace and a backstory that involves Barbie's friend Grace moving from California to Chicago, where she hooks up with Kara and Trishelle. The story and associated imagery is relatable for many black girls, but not all. What about the many, little black girls who live in the burbs? Of course, these dolls can't be everything to every child. But again, the use of "authentic" is a marketing fail. The urban experience is no more "authentic" to black folks than the rural experience.

And these Barbies are no more authentically black than standard Barbie is a representation of authentic white women.

Do black children even want dolls that look like them? That is really the rub. You can give a girl Barbie's best, urban, black friend, Grace, but even little black girls will recognize that Grace isn't the star of this show. The coveted one, the truly beautiful one, the worthy one is blonde, blue-eyed, narrow-featured, skinny Barbie. If the black version of Barbie was so damned great, then the little white girls on the commercial would be playing with her, too.

Those of us who are familiar with the heart-breaking "doll test" know that even when given a doll that obstensibly looks more like them, black children are inclined to want and favor the white doll. Black children who are still young enough to play with dolls have already absorbed the larger society's notions about what is good and what is beautiful--and they know people (and dolls) who look like them are not part of those notions. Mattel's new Barbie's won't fix this problem--the real problem--I think.

Look, I'm not hating on these dolls or their creator. My nieces love Barbies and I will probably get these for them. And it will be nice to choose a fashion doll that, at least loosely, looks like them. But I recognize that this new Mattel line will not come close to helping them solve the challenges they will face to their self esteem, identity and eventual womanhood.

Is this an advance for black women and girls? I'm not so sure.

Top image courtesy of Hip Hop Wired.

Marginalized folks shouldn't always have to be "the bigger persons"

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Tue, 29 Sep 2009 19:05:00 +0000

Teaching moments are wonderful, but I think that no marginalized person is obligated to swallow justified hurt and anger to better "teach" the privileged or "squash" the mess or racism. That people of color are nearly always asked to do so in the face of prejudice is spiritually wearying and a tyranny.

I wrote this over on Anti-Racist Parent in response to a parent who wondered how to address the impact of his aunt's racism on his mixed-race family. But, you know, it's not just people of color who are constantly expected to show extraordinary compassion when faced with bias. It is women, gays, lesbians and the transgendered. It is the disabled, the obese, immigrants and the poor. Ask any marginalized person and it is a safe bet that they have been told "have a sense a humor," "don't be so PC," "that's just how so-and-so was raised," "here's a great teaching moment, "you have to understand some people won't be comfortable with x, y, z," "he didn't really mean it."

Today, when an "ism" shows its face, too much public sympathy rests with the offender and not the offended. As I've written before, in these times, hearing someone branded a racist is likely to upset more folks than encountered racism. Stick any bias in there--sexism, homophobia, transphobia, xenophobia...and the result is the same. It is, I think, the way the status quo defends itself when it gets tired of treating certain people equally.

Certainly, the point of calling out bias is to make people more aware of it and to reduce it. And, as the old adage goes, one catches more flies with honey than vinegar. Cajoling and gentle prodding is often more effective than angry shouting. And women, people of color and other groups learn early to pick their battles, lest they be branded bitter, angry or over-sensitive. There are just some dull aches that have to be swallowed. We try to pick our battles strategically, but it is stressful and ultimately soul-destroying to have to work so hard to ignore so much--to constantly be forced to show benevolence in the face of rude and dehumanizing treatment.

This notion of "being the bigger person" and handling bias gently has popped up around my Google Reader this week. In a response to the ARP post, one commenter suggested the man whose white aunt had forwarded a racist "joke" to his Puerto Rican/black wife respond as follows:

I'd say, "Aunt Mary, I know you didn't mean that the way it came across, but that e-mail hurt my wife's feelings and she felt it was kind of derogatory. I'd like you to meet my wife and son and be a part of our lives, but do you think you could not send us jokes like that or make comments like that?" The end. Give her the benefit of the doubt. She doesn't know better, she didn't mean to hurt you, and she is part of your family. If she keeps doing it, you can always limit contact.

I responded to this commenter that statements like "kind of derogatory," "do you think you could..." soften what was an ugly offense. And she said:

In this situation, I'd give her a graceful way to save face while also letting her know that it offended the wife and would probably be offensive to other people. "I know you didn't mean it that way, but this is the way my wife saw it …" If Aunt Mary has any sensitivity, that's enough to make her think, "Boy. Maybe I SHOULDN'T make jokes like that. I'm so embarrassed.

See, it is important that the offender be able to "save face" even if it means implying that the person of color took the joke in the wrong spirit or maybe is extra sensitive and maybe it wasn't all that bad, but hey other people might find it offensive, so...

Over on Los Angelista's Guide to the Pursuit of Happiness, Liz is wrestling with how we discuss racism productively online. In a response to "No, You Cannot Touch My Hair," which was crossposted here, about a woman who went on a racist tirade after Liz refused to let her touch her hair, a commenter suggested that Liz show some consideration:

She may have mental health problems and bad issues? Who knows? Suppose this interaction made her relapse or slip into depression?

It is our calling and duty to educate the ignorant on matters of race and history, she probably was sent as a potential angel that was looking for direction and love- this was probably her only way of establishing connection and conversation? Supposing she had never spoken to a "black" person before and this is her only contact. Perhaps a lesson was missed, she could have been enlightened with love and understanding?

We all possess amazing powers of compassion, fairness, judgement and forgiveness." Read more...

It is the duty of marginalized people to educate. The duty sounds almost spiritual--God-given--in this comment. No word on what this commenter believes God says about people who arrogantly dehumanize others by attempting to paw them like petting zoo residence.

Anna N. at Jezebel analyzes an article by Janet Turner in the London Times and writes about silence in the face of misogyny--the idea that women should "lighten up" and hold their tongues, lest they be seen as humorless "ranty-pants."

...It's a lot more fun to be the person uttering snide jabs (i.e. "So - Harriet Harman, then. Would you? I mean after a few beers obviously, not while you were sober.") than the one getting mad about them, and the allegation of humorlessness is a pretty hard one to defend against. Saying, "I do too have a sense of humor, just not about this" is pretty unfunny, and in my experience tends to prove my opponent's point. Making feminism even harder to sell is the fact that it often attacks things that men are supposed to find hot — the pursuit of ever-younger partners, for instance, or surgically enhanced breasts, or mainstream pornography. I've had more than one depressing conversation with a man in which it's clear that he thinks I'm "against" anything sexy. I turn into the fun police, and whatever I'm supposedly forbidding becomes taboo — and thus even more exciting.
In elementary school, I learned that the best way to deal with someone who's bothering you is to ignore them. And indeed, some feminist-baiters, especially on the vast fringes of the Internet, are best left alone. But as Turner points out, silence is also implicit permission. And since many of the engines of misogyny aren't individual people who depend on reactions for their continued existence, but big corporations with a stake in female insecurity, this is a big problem. Read more...

I am all for humor and compassion, but I reject the notion that, as a woman and a black person, I need be extra compassionate and jovial in a society that often affords people like me neither of those things. I reject the notion that we ought to spare more empathy for the homophobe than the gay men and women her bias hurts. I believe in using the most effective means to change, but I also believe in calling "isms" for what they are and not coating them in equivocations and wishy-washy language that lets oppressors feel good about themselves.

Sometimes, someone else needs to be the "bigger person."

Sex, women's agency and Peggy Olson

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Mon, 28 Sep 2009 17:25:00 +0000

I have mentioned before my ambivalence about Mad Men's Betty Draper. I do not know what it is like to be a "house cat," as Betty's late father described the daughter he raised to be a privileged princess. Even as Betty awakens to how lonely and soul-destroying it can be to live on a pedestal, I can empathize but not identify. And while I love Joan Harris (nee Holloway) for both her directness, obvious intelligence, skill and sex appeal, I am not Joan, either. I feel the most kinship with Peggy Olsen--the Catholic girl from a provincial family in the outer boroughs who, rather than accept the narrative offered to young women of her era, is struggling to determine her own path. And, in the process, is pushing her own boundaries related to religion, sex, motherhood, marriage, career--even pot. It's not that Peggy's story is exactly mine or anything. It is just that, still today, any woman, certainly any woman of color, can understand what it is like to be marginalized in a place like Sterling Cooper, where Peggy is alternately praised and respected; silenced and ignored; lauded or shamed for aggressiveness that would be an asset in her male colleagues; and, as we learned last week, paid less. Peggy has made her share of horrific decisions and minor missteps, but she seems to own them and refuses to be crushed by guilt (even when served by the local parish priest). And refreshingly, she seems clear on exactly what she wants and does not want. It is Peggy's willingness, even in the face of uncertainty, to boldly do the thing women like her are not supposed to do--especially if it fulfills a personal need--that has me wondering why so many people view Peggy's tryst with Duck Phillips on last night's episode of Mad Men as an example of an older man seducing and taking advantage of a young, naive woman.

For those who aren't as obsessed with this show as I am, Peggy was recently rebuffed after asking her boss, Don Draper, to increase her salary to one on par with her male colleagues. Then, last night, Don unloaded on her after she boldly requested to be considered for the new prestigious Hilton account. This, after Peggy has consistently been shown to be smarter and harder-working than the other (male) account executives. She even recognized the hot mess that would be the Patio "Bye, Bye Birdie" commercial before it happened...though Don and the boys dismissed her reservations. Don's smackdown made Peggy think twice about the (professional) advances made by former Sterling Cooper employee Duck Phillips, who has been trying to woo Peggy and her colleague Pete to another agency with promises of better accounts and more money. Of course, when Peggy showed for a hotel meeting with Duck, his professional wooing turned rather, um, personal.

From Television Without Pity's Mad Men forums:

Oh and seriously Peggy I know Don was a bitch to you but Duck? He's twice your age and carrying a boatload of baggage...

Peggy, Peggy, Peggy...I hope she is using some sort of birth control. Is she like Don? Not learning from past mistakes and spiraling down into self-destruction because her ego has been bruised? Sounds like Don to me. Just like Don, her meteoric, unobstructed rise to the top came to a grinding halt. She got smacked down and just like Don, she risked ruining it all for the petty victory that is ego stroking. She wants to get with a loser named Duck? A drunk who has flamed out twice within the infrastructure of a company to support him? She's an ass. Unlike Don, though, she has not built the goodwill or the record to have people come to her rescue. Don may be a big baby and an ass, but he isn't disloyal. Peggy is being a disloyal fool. Oh, and Duck threw his innocent, loyal dog out in the street. What does Peggy think this drunk will do to her?

I can't believe Peggy let Duck move straight in for the kiss like that. It's like she knew he'd try to bed her, and she resolved to accept it before she even stepped through the door.

As far as NOT being squicked by Duck and Peggy... I have to say, she's usually... okay, no, when it comes to men, she's NOT brighter than that. But to sleep with someone who's been blatantly blurring the lines between personal and professional to woo you away from your current employer is just... willfully naive. It makes me a bit sad for her, and I'd love to see some glimpse that she knows full well what he's trying to do and she's just taking him for a ride, as it were.

Okay, I'm not arguing that Peggy did not do a reckless and silly thing, just that the reckless and silly thing was her choice and that she was probably aware of its recklessness and silliness. I can't imagine, "Hey, why don't you meet me in my hotel room after work to return that gift I gave you" meant something different in 1963 than it does in 2009. Peggy may be young and often naive, but she is never stupid. It is interesting that when Don or Roger Sterling are reckless with their sexuality, when they bed a client or secretary or someone's wife, it becomes part of their alpha male mythology--a conscious choice that proves their adventurous natures. We assume that they know exactly what they are doing and that they have some ulterior motive, if not simply their own pleasure. And indeed they do not agonize much over consequences.

Peggy does not seem to agonize over her sexual choices either. Sometimes I actually wonder whether her sex life and lack of guilt are realistic given who the character is and the timing of the story. In season one, Peggy went to Joan's gynecologist to get on the pill (too late, though). She took her reproduction into her own hands at a time when doctors actually warned women not to become "strumpets" with their new found sexual freedom. Since then, she has explored her burgeoning sexuality. In the few encounters we've seen her have since then, we have not seen Peggy talked or manipulated into anything. She has chosen her choices, good and bad.

I agree with the TWOP commenter who said:

Obviously, Duck did something right because Peggy wasn't exactly barging out the door as she was a few weeks back with Hamburger Guy. Yes, I know it's wrong and his seduction is in no small part due to his desire to woo her professionally, but Peggy's using him as well. Don's shooting her down at the office, her mother is cruel instead of thankful and Pete's getting on her last nerve. She's lonely and he wanted her. It's not too difficult to understand the temporary attraction.

This narrative of the wily, male predator using his superior craftiness and seduction skills to dickmatize a naive, fragile and virginal woman seems an anachronism in 2009, though it exists for sure beyond the small screen. If two characters on Mad Men were discussing Peggy Olsen this way, it would seem fitting with the mores of the early 60s. But it seems odd that viewers, many of whom are women themselves, are so quick to strip the agency from a female character who is all about having agency over her life. This is, after all, the character, who matter-of-factly told a (now married) coworker who left her pregnant following a post-party liaison, that she gave away their child because "I don't want that. I want something more." [paraphrasing from memory]

When women are willing to own their choices, shouldn't we let them?

From the vault: Not black enough

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Wed, 23 Sep 2009 11:01:00 +0000

[originally posted Oct. 14, 2007. What can I say? This is a busy week and I'm trotting out some old posts to keep ya'll entertained.]

I have had my “black card” revoked more times than I can remember. I think the first time was in the 7th grade. I was 12 years old and had left a predominantly white school for a better, and predominantly black, one. My gaffe? Saying “you guys” when “ya’ll” was the preferred parlance for black kids. That was one of the first times my speech got me derisively labeled “white girl,” but far from the last. Also not helping my race cred was my affection for pop music. Rick Springfield’s “Jessie’s Girl” was on heavy rotation in my bedroom. My first concert? Air Supply. (Okay, in my defense--cause that needs defense purely on a musical level--I was 12. And technically, my grandparents took me to see the Jackson 5 when I was about 5, so...) Did I mention that I was an honor student whose head was always in a book? I had two black parents—one who worked his way out of the Jim Crow South and made sure my siblings and I knew the history of our people, their fight for equality and the work yet to be done. But I was a pop music lovin’, book readin’, Midwestern twang havin’ little girl, and in the eyes of my peers, not black enough.

Fast forward to college. I went to a big Plains state school with a small black population. I arrived on campus knowing no one, but my dorm mates, mostly white and mostly native to my school’s home state, embraced me and quickly became my closest circle of friends. We bought season tickets to football games, hosted floor parties, participated in intramural games, and traveled home with my each other on breaks. I quickly learned, though, that being seen around campus with white friends too often was a faux pas of the highest magnitude among the school’s small black community. Soon, I saw the rolled eyes and heard the familiar hiss of “white girl” when I passed a group of black students. They seemed not to know that I treasured the friendship of black women, too. All of my closest friends in middle and high school had been black. And in college, where I was so often the only black person in the room, I sometimes longed for the shelter of a group that looked like me, but I worried that I’d find rejection among other blacks who had already branded me an outsider and not black enough.

Five years after college now. I am one of only three black employees on the professional staff of an international public relations agency. One of my co-workers, a black woman who I had considered my friend, informs me that other blacks in the office think that I fake my speech pattern, the one I’ve had all my life (Remember, the dreaded “you guys” mistake?), to sound like “a white girl.” Oh, and I spent too much time with my white colleagues and not enough time speaking to my black ones. I remember feeling a familiar lump in my throat and stinging in my eyes. There it was again. I was being told that I wasn’t black enough. Luckily, my black colleagues thought I could be redeemed. Most of them wouldn’t even speak to the new black woman in the office, who “sounded whiter” than I and hadn’t shown the proper deference to the black sisters and brothers on staff. Now, she really wasn’t black enough.

A couple of years ago, my husband and I moved to an exurban town north of a mid-sized Midwestern city. The town of roughly 30,000 people has a Mayberry-esque town square and plenty of cornfields, despite a recent development boom. When my husband told a black colleague at his new job where we would be living, she sniffed, “What, is your wife white?” Once again—not black enough. (And what if his wife had been white? How offensive a comment was that?)

If I sound bitter, it’s because I am. The old “you think you’re white” charge is one of the ugliest ways we as black people find to alienate one other. Did our ancestors not fight for hundreds of years for the freedom to make their own choices about their lives? I expect a racist and patriarchal mainstream to try to push me into a stereotypical box, but not other black people. It is colonized thinking that I hear too often from those who should know better. Witness the hand-wringing over Barack Obama, the “not black enough” presidential candidate. Even Jesse Jackson accused Obama of “acting white,” never mind his record of service to some of Chicago’s poorest black neighborhoods. On the other side of the political spectrum, Condoleeza Rice is regularly branded as not black enough. Now you may, as I do, deplore Rice’s politics, but does being a black woman mean that you don’t have the right to think and form your own opinions, no matter how misguided?

Here’s the deal. I love Jill Scott, John Legend, erykah badu, Maxwell, U2, Radiohead, Green Day, alt-country and classic Journey. I don’t have much rhythm, but I can belly dance. I love collard greens and corn bread, and sushi, too. I faithfully watched The Cosby Show, A Different World, Friends and Seinfeld. I dated men of several races, but married a black man. I think Patton Oswalt is hilarious; Kat Williams is not. I read bell hooks and Agatha Christie. I am a very liberal Democrat with a strong belief in personal responsibility (not in the icky conservative way, though). I was raised a Baptist, but find great wisdom in Buddhist thought. I wear my hair natural and nappy. This is me. Call me quirky. Call me odd. Just don’t call me not black enough.

From the vault: May I be offended on your behalf?

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 10:44:00 +0000

[Originally posted on July 31, 2008.]

All of us who suffer inequalities related to race hope that one day the mainstream will "get it." We want them to get institutional bias. We want them to get the nuances between funny and offensive. We want them to get their own privilege. We want them to get our cultural differences, while also getting that we are individuals apart from cultural markers.We want them to understand these things, but there is a fine line between developing an awareness of bias and arrogantly believing that you are so enlightened that you "get" all there is to know about being a person of color. If I am honest, I want white people to "get it," but I don't want them thinking they "get it" better than me--a black woman who actually lives with race bias.

A little over a year ago, I was discussing with a white woman a portrait of a famous black figure, painted by a black artist. Now, this woman is a vocal progressive who views herself as a champion of equality. She sniffed at the image, which I was quite fond of. She said she found the artist's portrayal stereotypical, that the subject's features were exaggerated and--this is the part that really got me--that any black person who saw it would be offended. Except that I am a black person and saw nothing offensive. I bristled at the woman's privileged arrogance--that she would presume to lecture me on what black people think.

I was even more annoyed recently when, on "The View," Elizabeth Hasselbeck started blubbering over the "N word" as two black women looked on in consternation. I thought: "How dare you co-opt the pain of black people. How dare you make this issue about your feelings and not those of the people who have been demeaned by racism. How dare you attempt to "school" two people of color on the perils of racism."

But am I being fair? As white people learn to recognize racial prejudice, don't we want them to call out these injustices when they see them? I mean, that's the point, right? And what about me? As a black woman who understands how race affects my people, what latitude do I have to speak on what is or isn't offensive to Japanese or Native American or Puerto Rican people?

Late last year, when I was writing more pop culture/race stuff, I was tempted to write a post about the Korean American comedian Bobby Lee, who is a cast member on Fox's "MADTV." I have long found Lee's shtick on the show offensive. The way he consistently plays female characters...the running gag that has him pining for his white, female co-stars (never the lone black woman) who treat him with disgust...it seems like the actor is participating in the typical Western emasculation of Asian males (All this aside from his cavalcade of other stereotypical Asian characters). I never wrote that post, though.

See, I don't know how Lee is received in the Korean or larger Asian community. I may be missing some cultural nuance that makes the comedian's work satirical or brave or something. I mean, as much as I am not a fan of Tyler Perry's "Madea" plays and films, it bothers me that white film critics review Perry's work through the lens of majority culture, not understanding the cultural touches that attract so many African Americans to the work. I may agree with the critics that say "Madea Goes to Jail," is an abysmal film, but they often totally miss the important cultural reasons why the film draws both disgust and devotion. And that offends me as much as Perry's poor portrayals of black women. With this in mind, I don't even know if I am right to be offended by Bobby Lee.

There is also maybe a less rational reason I have avoided pontificating too much on offenses against other people of color. I recall a middle-aged white guy, who in an attempt to make conversation with me, brought up how he hates that "the black movies" always portray African Americans as loud and ghetto...and fat. WTF? Actually, once he went on to name some recent movies of the time ("Norbit" and some other stuff), I sort of understood and agreed with his point, but coming from this guy (Who, by the way, isn't known for his racial tact.), the message felt icky. (Never mind that this conversation had fuck all to do with anything. It was one of those "Hey, you're a black person. Let me search for something 'black' to talk about" things.) I felt instinctively on some level that I, as a black person, have the right to critique these things, but his criticism made me want to defend...my people...black actors...something.

It's complicated, no?

I recall every time a non-black editor has changed my use of "black" to African American, "because 'black' is offensive"...I recall every time I have been challenged, overruled and lectured about the feelings of my own community in particular and people of color in general...and I don't want to be the person who does that. About the Bobby Lee post: In the end, I decided that I don't have enough information to dissect Asian stereotypes in popular culture, and I certainly have no right to discuss how a Korean man's acting choices affect his cultural community. I left the topic alone.

It's just too easy to move from being aware to being offensively presumptuous. And, I have to say, as someone who runs in liberal circles, progressives do offensively presumptuous like no one else. There has been a rash of the problem of late. In discussions of sexism vs. racism, the Michelle Obama lynching illustration on Daily Kos and the scandalous New Yorker cover, a lot of progressives have been eager to explain to black people why they should or should not be offended about a thing. My most jaw-clinching encounters have been with white liberals who have done anti-racist work or academic work on a group of non-white people. (African studies, Asian studies, etc.) Sometimes I want to shake these folks--allies who generally mean well--and explain that studying a people, visiting message boards or really admiring a cultural group, isn't the same as being a member of that group.

I guess what we all want is that allies will be sensitive and intolerant of race bias, but that they will keep their privilege in check and remember that the voices of the marginalized should be the loudest ones. The victims of an "ism" must take the lead.

Am I right? Or, can I be offended on someone else's behalf?

The "ism" that dare not speak its name

noreply@blogger.com (Tami) — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 19:38:00 +0000

I never thought I'd be quoting JLo but, "Ain't it funny?" ...How things work, I mean.

After a campaign season that revealed America's best, but also the worst of its racism and sexism, Barack Obama emerged victorious as the nation's first black president.

Now, predictably, the mainstream was eager to pronounce that racism was dead, but brown folks and our allies who care about equality knew better. We knew because we noticed the way scared citizens rushed to stock up on guns and ammo following Obama's election. We noted the way First Lady Michelle Obama and her daughters were talked about--their bodies and hair analyzed and criticized. We noted the racially-coded and flat out racist e-mails and products that surfaced, bearing the US President's image. We heard the ever-more-inflammatory rhetoric of right wing talking heads, crafted to spark white resentment and racial tensions--Southern Strategy for the new millennium. We noted the attempts to denigrate the Supreme Court's first Latina member. We were reminded that even a high-profile, well-respected Harvard professor can be arrested for little in his own home...if he is black. We learned that an official birth certificate issued by a person's state of birth is only official if said person is not black and running for president. We found that when a Southern Congressman, a former ally of Congress' most unrepentant former Dixiecrat Strom Thurmond, screams invective at the black President of the United States, during a presidential address on the floor of the House, he becomes a hero. We understood what it meant that Van Jones was tarred with the false claim that he had been arrested and imprisoned during the "Rodney King riots" (among other things). (Besides, radical conservatives were okay in the White House for eight years, but a radical lefty--a black one--will never do.) We noticed, over the months, as Joan Walsh recently pointed out in an excellent article on Salon, Barack Obama was being "blackened" by his opposition, the better to stir a certain fearful, incurious, xenophobic and provincial segment of the population. And that segment of the population (sadly, far larger than some of us once suspected) has responded. Oh, have they responded...

I have not heard reasoned debate on liberal vs.conservative ideology since I-don't-know-when. The unhinged, wild-eyed braying chronicled by cameras at health care town halls and the 9/12 march on Washington last weekend is not about supply-side economics or so-called conservative values. There is something else that makes grown men and women readily believe that the President of the United States is formalizing a plan to kill the elderly and infirm. There is something else that makes people believe that a moderate Democrat president with seemingly not a radical bone to be found is a bloody Marxist. There is something else that makes mainstreaming, TV-friendly conservatives reveal the race-biased idealogy that they usually take great pains to hide. There is something else that gets an US-born citizen branded a shadowy, foreigner--a Manchurian candidate bent on subverting everything that is American. There is something else that makes men show up at town hall meetings with elected officials, strapped with firearms and issuing thinly-veiled threats about the "tree of liberty." There is something else behind those signs. Oh, those awful signs!

It is race.

It is the color of President Barack Obama's skin that has made the difference in how his opponents and the people they influence view him, his policies, the people around him and his very existence. Oh, Bill Clinton drove the right crazy. By the end of his second term, to hear Republicans tell it, Bill and Hillary Clinton were responsible for everything up to and including the disappearance of Jimmy Hoffa. But even that Newt Gingrich-led madness wasn't like this. Death threats to the president did not increase 400 percent in the first months of Clinton's term.

It's race.

Black folks know it. And many of us are growing fearful about our country's racial climate. A diarist on Daily Kos wrote a searing post about her fears for herself and her family:

I did not want to write this diary but the nastiness is rising so fast out there that I have to share how I feel.
The other day my daughter and I were walking to the PO and someone yelled
'Black Bitches" at us from a driving truck.
I even worry about standing at the bus stop alone waiting for my daughter to get off the bus. The only place to stand is right on the corner of the mains street and it is very quiet and empty.
There is a Confederate flag hanging prominently on our way out of the neighborhood.
The school speech given by Obama was banned by our kid's school with no notice sent out and my daughter really felt hurt by it.
What am I to tell her? I told her the truth.
Everytime we turn on the tv we see people ranting and raving and hating our President.
I go to bed with a feeling of disquiet every night and I go through the day with the same feeling and it is not going away.
feel as if something is in the air: as if something is imminent.
There is a Preacher calling for the President to die.
The President is treated like a boy in Congress and the person who did it is now a hero.
Obama signs with him posed as a witch doctor.
Signs of him compared to a Gorilla.
Prominent politicians and radio personalities are spewing racist invective daily and all I see is a rabble of white angry faces screaming in support.
Then I turn on the tv this morning to see Morning Joe with Peggy Noonan and Pat Buchanan saying Democrats are playling the race card.

African Americans know that no one listens when we talk about race. It does not matter that we face race bias every day or that our mothers and fathers did and their mothers and fathers did and so on. We know from racism. It directly impacts us. But we are not to be trusted on the subject. We could be "playing the race card." We are biased. So, too, those folks who call themselves allies--those mealy-mouthed progressives and Tim Wise-types. They are blinded by their own guilt. Would that a nice, mainstream, white fellow would speak out about the purposely-stoked racial tensions--someone with power and visibility, someone who knew first-hand the ugliness of both politics and segregated America.

President [Jimmy] Carter stated that he believed that the vast majority of demonstrations and rhetoric coming from those opposing Obama at various teabag rallies and marches are in fact acting out on deep seated racist views towards minorities , in particular Blacks.
He went on to say that there is a belief among many Whites , and he made note that they are not all from the South, who believe that Blacks and other minorities are incapable of governing this nation.

Someone said it! A former president and Nobel Laureate, no less, gave voice to the fears in the hearts of all of us who have been nervously watching irrational hatred on our TV sets each day. Perhaps now, someone will do something to end this madness. Maybe the purveyors of mistrust and bigotry, the miners of America's worst inclinations, will ease up on their rhetoric and hate speech. Maybe the sign-holders and gun-toters will go home now and we can talk about issues and the things that are really wrong with the House healthcare plan.

No.

Jimmy Carter, good man, Christian, progressive, Mid-East peacemaker, has long been demonized on the right. Indeed, the mainstream media has often given him the side-eye--treated him like a dotty rube, gone soft and ever-more liberal and outspoken in his advanced years. Support for Carter's statement on race found most support only in the usual progressive quarters. And then...

Does President Obama agree with Jimmy Carter's charge that Congressman Joe Wilson's outburst last week was racially based?
Nope. White House Press Secretary Robert Gibbs was continually asked that question today during his press briefing. And he continually said that the White House doesn't buy it.
"It adds to our dialogue," Gibbs said. "I'm just simply saying that I don't think the president agrees with him."

Of course we knew this had to be President Obama's response. He cannot say what we know he must be thinking, what his wife must be thinking, what everyone around him must be thinking. He cannot say that he is the victim of race bias, because that not only inflames racists, but makes other good people uncomfortable. We want so to believe in post-racial America.

Some even say that, by acknowledging the role that race plays in Obama opposition, Carter has damaged "the cause."

...Not helpful, or needed, and while I appreciate the sentiment, this comment by Carter is shortsighted and serves to focus the laser on an issue that helps the right, the race card. We do not need this distraction, and we need to move on. An issue that had been to our advantage is now going to turn as whites that once thought Wilson an ass will come to his defense.

We'll have no truth-telling 'round here. We dare not ever call racism for what it is. The good politicians in Congress who want to be sent back to the halls of power come election time know this. That is why they rushed to distance themselves from Carter's opinions, too. Anyone who has been paying attention these days knows one thing for sure, it is worse to charge racism than to actually be a racist. And so, many of the same folks who are supposed to be on the side of racial equality; the same folks who have watched the tenor of opposition to President Obama with horror, shame and fear; will abet race-baiting with their silence and by backing away from one of the few people with the guts to speak the word "racism."

Ain't that funny?