What You Feel You Can Heal

08022012

2013-03-05T01:01:00.000+08:00

This post I had save as draft from 08Feb till now only I got times to update my post today.

I got so much of things wanna share with you guys but....

I really don't know where to start from and end my post with what.

Hi, everyone. How are you? Am not really good for these few months.

My sales is dropping, my life is messy still, my mind still complicated like last year.

I really had no idea when only my mind will wake up and stay strong like past 3 years.

These few months I kind of lazy and there is a lot of things happen so sudden in my life until I got no times to update my blog frequently.

Before CNY I had bought one gift for my lovely daddy.

Tadah~

This is what I bought,

I know so far I don't capable to buy a watches which brands likes Rolex or any brand like IWC, Cartier, Maurice Lacroix, Mont Blanc, Patek Phillppe and so on but I bought this gift is with my heart and capability and not value it from the money. So materialistic.

I bought what I afford which is I earn the money from my own hand.

Love you daddy , thanks for grow me up with full of love and happiness in our family.

No matter how suffer and stress my daddy are, you always hide it from us and do your ever best to provide the best living and always gave us the best one in our life.

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Before Valentine , I was receiving the roses in my showroom which is my first time that I receive the flowers from my working place.

Aw~~ so sweet you are.

Thank you for making my day.

Here is some gifts which I receive from Him(J).
Thank you so much and appreciate with what you do to me.

I am still growing.
I am still learning.
I am still stupid.
I am still ......

Depress Month Sha Gua

2013-01-21T00:36:00.001+08:00

Recently happen so many thing, especially my working matters~ I'm felt so tired and depressed
This months my sales very poor, I also don't know what's wrong with me.
I getting lazy and lazy . I stop doing follow up on my works and focus on something which not important in my life.

I hate myself so much ~ =./
I messed up my life
I messed up my work

Why so many kind of people in this world.
I was trying to allow myself to accept some strangers to become my friends which not my personality and way to do it.

All this happen to me also due to I was giving myself a chance get to know others other than him in my life.
I should do something which not me from the past.

It's the time to change myself to become more tougher and smart.
I felt sometimes it's so hard to understand someone especially your love one.
I so confuse with myself.

This song remind me of someone
I am so tired with my current life now~
I felt friends is so important in my life compare to any other things~

I remember when we broke up the first time
Saying this is it, I've had enough, 'cause like
We haven't seen each other in a month
When you, said you, needed space, what?
Then you come around again and say
Baby, I miss you and I swear I'm gonna change
Trust me, remember how that lasted for a day
I say, I hate you, we break up, you call me, I love you

Oooh we called it off again last night
But Oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you
We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends talk
To my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

Like ever...

I'm really gonna miss you picking fights
And me, falling for a screaming that I'm right
And you, will hide away and find your piece of mind with some indie record that's much cooler than mine

Oooh you called me up again tonight
But Oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you
We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends talk
To my friends talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

I used to think, that we, were forever ever ever
And I used to say never say never
Huh, he calls me up and he's like, I still love you
And i'm like, i'm just, I mean this is exhausting, you know
We are never getting back together, like ever
.......

"Sha Gua " means stupid
Everytimes I watch this video and listen to this song I must cry like hell!!!
=....( sob sob
I felt the female in this video exactly what am doing now =.....(
When only it will be end and when only someone come and save me from this kind of life???

I knew !!! I knew no one can help me except me !!! myself!!!
I am so weak
I am very weak , I cant control my mind and not to think of him...no matter how he treat me I still ........ =../ sob sob

After I heard what people surrounding me to advise me and give some idea how to make myself not to continue living with this kind of miserable life.
Everytime I felt so much release after I complaint to my friends and share with my friends.

I wish my life will be getting better after CNY~
Fighting for my life now~
I will never ever getting back together !!!! =.../
NEVER EVER!!!

04012013

2013-01-05T01:57:00.000+08:00

After a hectic work, tonight I went for a dinner with my babes at Pavilion @ Morgan field

This is one of our favourite restaurant in Pavi.

This is the three dishes which is sharing for three of us. ^>^

Pork ribs with BBQ

It's signature dishes of Morgan Field

Yum Yum

Me and Eve also in love with this ribs

Chicken Gordon Blue

Not really my choice =P

Seafood basket

I love seafood so much especially fish !!!!

We chat quite a lot for few hours cause it's been so long we never sit down to update our long lost story

We grow up and people changed too, but I felt myself never change!!!

ouh ~~ no!!!

I felt my long lost friends changed to a good side which is good.

we all also have some improvement on our life.

We knew each others since we are 14 years old but get close when we are 16 years old.

OMG!!! Times does past so quick!!!

almost a decade we know for each other already.

It's not a short time tho.

unbelievable

I receive a good news from my babes Eve, she was married and going to have wedding soon.

OMG!!! my sister get married!

I was so happy for her to found her Mr Right finally~

I wish her happy and sweet forever ever after =)

After a long chat in Morgan Field then we decide to have a drinking session @ Tom, Dick& Harry

This is our favourite picture of the night

BFF, chicks from Taiping =P

Tadah!!!!

Eve ,me ,Sheryl

hahaha one pint of beer with one cup of Earl Grey Tea=P

I let them complaint nia~

As usual and always

wuahahaha

I will try to improve next time hehehe

Tomorrow working and I need to work more harder and don't be so lazy to achieve my figure within this year!!!

ush!!!ush!!!

We can make it!!!

good luck and all the best ya!!!!

02012013

2013-01-02T19:45:00.001+08:00

Everyone is going to set their new resolutions for new year on 2013 but for me ...
hmmm~~ I still don't have any idea what am going to do next or for this whole year~
For me 2013 is still the same like old 2012 ... nothing much different for me and my life.

Regarding my career, I still have no idea what should I heading to but so far so good.
My family all doing goods so far.
my relationship ?? hmmm speechless . this the word I can tell.

BUT I have so many things that I wish to own it. Hopefully I can have it all in this year =)
My wish list :-

1.phone
2.earings
3.clutch
4. bags
5.watches
6.laptop
7.traveling
8. bracelet
9. necklace
10. SLIM + reduce weight is a very MUST!!!
11. a lot of zero in my bank!!! wuahahaha is a MUST too V^.^V

So far that all from what I can think for this moment...

one thing am sure and always not change~ earn my income with my own full 100% effort to achieve my first dream then second and so on.
^.^

I can't to have my dream house then buy a car for my dad!!!! argh!! I seriously in love with Volkswagen Passat B7 deeply.

when I drove it, I really can feel the reliable of safety and high performance with such an affordable price. =D I can't wait to buy one for my dad.

ARGH!!! but yet I still have to achieve my first dream only then only can achieve my second one. =/

Yes, I know I can do it soon.
omg!!!I am old now!!! unbelievable I am going to reached girls expiry date so soon!!!

This is the age that girl's metabolism is start reducing and hard to control the weight and the body shape.

My body will easily become a balloon anytime. sob sob. Even no eat also will turn fat!! =.=!
sign the gym session or not??? sign or not sign??? I was so struggling about this quite a moment already.

It's RM 200 for every month, do you think it's worth to pay for that just to keep my health and improve my exercise activity?

hmmm~

Alright now I don't bother about those problem which is not a problem =P
What I need now is healthy and prosperity!!!
I know I can do it! hehe =P

Happy New Year everyone
soon is Chinese New Year then Valentine
then my birthday
then another half year of 2013 already
then the rest not to mention ....
another new year coming soon 2014 =P
fast right??? OMG!!!!

I need to work harder and not to be lazy in my job now!!
ceng! ceng! ceng $$$$
Money money home!!!

pampering with beauty

2013-01-01T01:17:00.002+08:00

My hair stylist recommend me to use hair fall toner from Redken for my scalp treatment.

there is a mint and cooling feeling after used it.

it was feel so refreshing for my head and scalp

not cheap tho, cost me around RM 100 +-

I never try the feet mask so I decide to bought to
try but until now I still got no time for my feet mask yet=./

I love this colour on my hair.

It look so healthy and natural.

My friends recommend me to use this as one of my removal make up cleanser
It so effective and easily to remove all my make up even for my water proof mascara on my eyelashes.
Good one ^>^ it just make my life more easier and convenient .

deodorant wipes and make you feel like fresh soap on your body. smart one ^.^
Suddenly I in love with Biore products ^.^

I bought a Xmas gift for my customers.

I bought myself some cosmetic from different brands and set of brushers from MAC

nice and sexy pouch MAC given if you buy a set of brusher from MAC ^.^

Benefit for primer and Posie Tint for Blusher and lip color .
These two products also famous and popular products from Benefit.

Some foundation primer, tinted moisturizer SPF 20, and concealer from Laura Mercier.

loose powder from Chanel.

Laura Mercier gaves some small sample for me.

SK II Facial Treatment essence is one of my skin care other than Laneige essence and water bank from Laneige.

My sunblock which bought from Dr Ko is going to finish , i was thinking to change my sunblock

Is there any idea to have a great sunblock without sticky and block my pores and create acne on my face?

anyone ?? any recommendation for that???

After shopping @ SG Wang then I decide to drop by one of the nail spa for my pedicure and medicare

Tadah!!! the lousy colour that I choose =P

and I did let them convince me to spend more on my nail protection and my heel for prevention to crack.

=.=! get con~

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I had my fractional laser @ one of the famous aesthetic clinic @ skin Club Menara Hap Seng.

this is my 3rd session of my skin fractional laser on my face.

So far there is no different for my acne scars on my face

sob sob =...(

wasting my money again????

this is the machine they used for fractional laser

They can set the level of the fractional laser.

Next month going to have my 4th session of fractional laser.
Hopefully there is any small tiny improvement =...(
dont expect much on this~
I hate my sensitive skin with acne scars =....(
sob sob~

my fashion haul

2013-01-01T00:55:00.002+08:00

I love baby orange with beige pink colour recently.
I like the small sparkling pearls around the sleeves with gold colour and black chiffon long sleeves ^.^

Orange pink again with the small hold like kneaded sweater with black butterfly buckle

white blouse from Nichi , it;s very comfortable to wear with lighter like a feather.

The dress with some black laces on the side which create some sexy- ness for the skirt.
The turquoise colour dress is more look like for beach wear or summer wear with lighter material^.^

A simply black dress with gold chain surrounding the U neck. I love it so much ^.^

The chiffon blouse which different colour but similar design.
It's kind of transparent if wear it alone. You may try to wear a corset inside or small little spaghetti shirt.

The color with the nice printing. One of my favorite too =)

All the clothes above is from Sg wang , Nichi, Dressing Paula and some other boutique.
There is long time I dint go for shopping. I was so happy after I brought them all in one times. ^.^

Now I understand why shopping able to make one girl felt so happy and satisfaction with their life.
Actually I bought 4 to 5pair of shoes but I haven update for my shoes collection.
Soon I will share with you guys =)

I will update more about my fashion haul soon =P

foods at everywhere

2013-01-01T00:33:00.001+08:00

one of the nice restaurant in Bangsar Telawi.
I have my lunch with my dear colleagues last month which my colleagues knew this restaurant boss who is always went to Bangsar Village for gym.
So she brought us to his restaurant . The famous chef who called Chef Riz.

this restaurant have the combination cuisine here.
Malay cuisine with western foods here.

Here is the environment of the Flavour with very friendly staff over there.

The dishes that I order for myself is Beef wrap with Tar Tar source
nice one~ in love with it.

My colleagues order wild mushroom soup

I had tried few spoon of mushroom soup , wild mushroom is not my taste =P
but this soup with a nice decoration

another dishes that order by my colleagues , prawn olio spaghetti
nice and simple dishes

chicken chop on chop board with nice mashes potato and vegetables

We are enjoying with their foods there.
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Last month I bought a gift for my friend to appreciate her help on my job.
but we are so busy till there is no time to meet up for a lunch or dinner and pass the gift to her.

I was attending my friends birthday at Bangsar Jln Bangkung @ Leonardo's
They serve nice foods and with very romantic environment.
The gift for her.

when I work on weekend @ Segamat
This is the ever nice breakfast I ever had!
In love with this breakfast!
It is so vintage and old time ~~

Do you still remember of this packaging of Nasi Lemak??

Everyday and always crowded and have to wait to have a breakfast @ Nan Yang Kopitiam!!!

"Tai Kong Bao" toasted bun with yummy Kaya and butter

Early morning to have a nice breakfast and start working

There is a uncle to selling this all collection of paper money and coin which is discontinue to use.

Half boiled egg !!!! it a must for breakfast!
Yummy Yummy!!!

very small pack of mihun with sambal~

Banana leaf Nasi lemak

My favorite hot choco here!!!

the best ever I had for this crepes at One Segamat Mall @ Johor.

Smell so delicious with a very crispy crepe

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Back to KL foods here.

KL@ behind Petaling street alley

Nice yong Tou fu here

Chu cheong fan and laksa is so so only.

nice one~

another yummy food stall here.

Duck rice at one of the Kopitiam @ PJ old town next to UOB.

There serve some others side dishes like braise pork, vegetables and pork organs.

Even though am not fans of duck rice but the gravy they made is really awesome one!!!

^.^

Thumb up!!!

2112012

2012-11-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I felt I just make something simple to complicated!
How fool I am~
=.=!

Why must I always make the things so complicated huh?
Fiu~ my life

I just feel suck! Anyhow I know there is suck than me in their life~
I should appreciated with what I having now but.....
life is life~
sigh~

Why must I always doubt so much and worried so much?
Am I damn annoyed to you guys?
I felt myself so effing annoyed !

It's November now~
Two more weeks it's Depavali already~
OMG! Christmas song is on now~

Swt =.=! 2012 going to be end just like that?
Luckily this year at least I did try something which good to me so far~
Hopefully everything will running smoothly and no barriers to block my way~

When you got your dream in your life definitely it will comes true if you trust it will comes true~
Law Of Attraction ^.^

"Secret"

29112012

2012-10-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."

- Unknown

I still need to use my feet to walk for a very long life~ experience it ~ travel and feel the story of my life with someone who appreciated our life.

I need to use my feet to achieve my beautiful life, I don't approaching luxury life but I just need a > simple life and < luxury life. =.../

"A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go."

I know I have to let go and put a full stop for it but.... there is always the stupidest mind inside my body soul!!

Argh~~~ I hate myself so much. No way I will go back to the past! No way!

"It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone."

"Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too."

I just need someone who try to understand me and care about how I feel~

I just someone who able to become my companion

For me, It's not an easy to have someone you fall into his life easily.

How I wish I am but .... am not!

I just felt myself so effing stupid moron and "so hai" !

What I want just a very simple request ~

why most of the people can't make it?

=....( sob sob * shedding tears*

28102012

2012-10-28T05:11:00.001+08:00

I just hate myself so much =....(

FML!!! I won't forgive him anymore!!!

I won't trust him anymore!!!!

Don't involve any relationship is the best one!!

This F***ker did affected my working performance.

FML!

I won't allowed it happen to me again and again!

He physically and mentally hurt me AGAIN!!!!

He just born to be like that

He is a Liar

Betrayer

Creature

F**ker

sob sob =....(

After Crying out loud

Now i felt much better even though my hand is hurt and bleeding

and some part of my body full of blue black =.../

sob sob

I will remember how he treat me forever!

nothing more than animal creature

Raining season

2012-10-25T22:51:00.002+08:00

Almost everyday raining which made me feel so moody and just like a cloud in the sky. ( full of darkness)

The weather just make me so lazy and tired.

Recently no idea why I don't even have any mood to speak and talk.

I'm lost!

No motivation at all.

This month just happened something which I don't wish to happen all this while but luckily everything just solved. I felt glad and appreciated so much.

Thank God!

The more you have the more you will ask for it.

This is the human weakness.

Human will never satisfy with what they have.

Like me! =P

How I own a doggie now~

I love dog so much

How nice everything I dream all the time can be appear now~

I know it's not easy and simple with what I thought.

hmmm~

sigh~

This is my sis new pet Chow Chow~

He is so cute and fluffy, his body full of golden fur so nice to hug.

How to cheer myself up? so moody!

omg! what wrong with me?

sigh ~

My life full of Boring + Tired + Lazy + lost + confusing + think too much + .....

I need to get rid of it! but how?

heart broke again

2012-10-15T23:33:00.001+08:00

What is wrong with me???

sob sob =..(
How could I still trust with all the bullshit he told me??

FML!!! I just hate myself why I'm just so stupid to trust him again and again?
Is it am I still in love too deep on him? or what?? I get spelled by him???

sob sob=...( I just feel like to crying out loud here NOW!!! =.......(/

too MANY timeSssssss

sob sob =....(

Should I get this Novel to know what is the love about with the stupid Name of Author????

The asshole ruin my month again!!!
I wont allow him to do this to me again!!!
argh!!! I effing hate him !!!
why must lied to me an make my life suffered!!

F off from my sight an my life!!!!

12102012

2012-10-11T08:56:00.003+08:00

Another food blog here =)

I went to one of the restaurant which is in front of Fatty Crab to have my dinner

Yummy!!!

I love the way they cooking with cheaper price compare to Fatty crab.

Actually I love both of their foods

They have their own different style of cooking.

Mini long bean with mini dried prawn...

Toufu with Thai Chili Souce

Fried calamari

Salty egg Crabs

Next time I will choose other type of cooking for this crab ^.-

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My working day

I should make my working life like this bag full of documents and files but don't ever forget to have some colourful flowers to cheer my working life sometimes =)

My yummy Breakfast with a cup of hot choc ^.^

They will make me stomach feel so satisfy and yummy

The Beetle with Red!

What should I say about my current job?

What I had learn from here?

I just intro Charlotte to work with me=)

Hope she will stay longer and earn a lot of money from this job ^.-

Now What I can say is my life full of stress, and I still don't know how to handle and cope with it!

Teach me please~

How to release my stress and relax with my current job?

Any idea ?

=./

Now I suddenly felt my dream was far far away from me~

What should I do to cheer myself up?

Why I always so negative ?

I need some motivation and advice from senior or whoever have more experience than me

In the same times they will understand my feeling now~

How to make myself think postitive ne!!! argh!!!!!

last months foods hunter

2012-10-11T08:47:00.000+08:00

It's been so long I never go to Connaught night market.

I went to night market with Ivy and we were look for foods to stuff our empty stomach

and we found one of the stall is full of people then we were decided to check it out what is that.

We found this !

There are so many type of the cake and cheese cake.

If not mistake the best seller is the original flavour cheese cake.

So I decided to buy the cheese cake, it's so soft when you put into your mouth
The cake really soft and smooth until it will melt without chewing it.
not bad. It won't be too sweet for original flavour cheese cake.

If not mistake, The price is RM 8 per piece.

This is the Fish Burger I had in Anya restaurant @ South Gate.
Most of the time I will have lunch here with my colleagues.
I love most of their foods, the foods was so yummy.

The price is affordable and the portion is kind of too big for girl.
I love to enjoy my lunch over there.
sometimes I will have breakfast here tho.

Haha~~ I knew Mooncake Festival passed already.
My friends bought my family this mooncake from Intercontinental Hotel if not mistake.
The packaging is look nice and so much special but their mooncake ...hmm~~
so so only. It can be said that not that nice. =P ops sorry

This is from other Hotel made one. This one nicer compare with the above one! hehe~

Very long time ago, I had my lunch in Publika @Plan B
I ordered Lamb pasta
OMG! so big portion, but I managed to finish it ...
wuhahaha ~

chicken Sandwich with the chips and salad

This week I received a very bad news from our management.
It half COMMISSION on our work =..(

Is that gonna work? hmmm~ To be honest, I felt kind of lost confidence on myself
I don't have the motivation anymore~
It's really not going to be easy to earn money

What I can do is just go with the flow and work even more harder to achieve it.

stressful

2012-10-05T14:30:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time I never update my blog already. so sorry about that~ =P

Same reason which am going to give you guys is after I changed my job, seriously I got no time for this.
There is so many thing to update and share some picture with you all.
I will upload the picture soon.

It's October 2012 already!

OMG!!! time past so fast!
Can I slow it down? There is not enough time for me!
I need more times!!

Now my life full of work, work and work!!
Stress! Stress! stress and stress!
I need work more harder to achieve what I want now!
Anyhow sometimes I felt I push myself so hard to achieve one thing within a short period of time.
I need to take a deep breath and try to relax myself.

I can't give up easily.
I need to sustain it, maintain it of cause~ if possible for me to improve it then will be great.

My life is improving now.
I need to change it to the best step by step.
Everything will be just fine.

What I need now is Law Of Attraction.
My colleagues taught me just cut of the picture out with what you wish to have it and paste it into your wall.
Everyday you will see them and one day it will become real just in front of you.
I found it quite true also. Law of attraction did happen anyway. I trust it's real.

What I is my top wishlist of cause to own a property in KL.
When only I will be have my own kitchen and bathroom with bath tub? =P

Then, travel all around the world.
Then only improve my health,wealth and lifestyle.

Of caused can't forget my family.
They are my top priority in my life.

A lot of things I wish to have it right now!!!
Argh~~ *shaking my heard with my both hand lift up*

Stress+skipped meal=hospital

2012-09-07T21:18:00.000+08:00

Last two day I was admitted to hospital in the middle of the night!
OMG!!! that kind of feeling come back again after 2 years and now it come and visit me again.

Gastric come and attack me again.
I have no idea why it will make me suffer and pain like hell.
The feeling is like something was twisting your stomach and it's really painful until I almost black out and fall on the floor more than twice.

The painful keep with me for more than 8 hours.
It's on and off! it caused me visit hospitals always.

It's happen since when I was Form one and it still happen until now.
I still can't figure it out why it will happen on me.
I been ask and consult few doctorSsss till now~ no one can provide me a real answer for my case.

That night I just had 5 injection and with 3 bags of water dip.
I vomit till my body was dehydrated.

It was my mistake went for KL general hospital.
omg! the way they treat you is terrible, but of cause not all of them are not professional.
until the next day I start to feel better then only the doctors discharge me from hospital. After discharge from hospital I go for work, I cant have a good rest due to I still got so many things need to follow up and settle by me. See! How responsible I am for my own work. Even admitted to hospital after discharge I also went to work =P
How lucky my boss hired me! wuahaha~ perasan ni~ =P

It's awful.
I was so lucky and felt grateful to have my friend do accompany me whole night and help me a lot from that event.

It's was like a nightmare for me!
Actually I still not really feeling well after this.
sigh~ hopefully I will recover as soon as possible.

hectic life

2012-08-29T00:03:00.000+08:00

This two months I having kind of hectic life with the all real stress that last time I never have it before but....but it's a good starting and challenge for me to adapt it and manage it well now.

The more I expect the more I felt disappointed with it.
For what I mean is the more I get the new order the more I have the cancellation due to some reason such as loan rejected and customers get a better deal from others dealers which is made me so disappointed with what they feed back to me.
=.( sob sob...
It's not easy to please everyone and do whatever they expect from me.
I felt so tired ...=.(
I really salute my colleagues how they able to cope this kind of issues such as let customers complaint and scold by them. hmm~
sigh! I do feel like to quite my job now~ it's not that easy from what I thought. it's all about services and solving their issues even it's not under your job scope and your mistake...

sigh! need to get more and more order only able to cover for that lose. hmm~~
Now my life turn to so busy and so much busy till sometimes I got no time to have my lunch.

I always give lot of my credits to my lovely friends, luckily I still have them to comfort me and support me always ^.^

Moreover, of cause due to my dream and I MUST achieve it before I give up.
Sometimes I do really felt so tired with it and feel like to give up for what I try my best to approaching my dream every single second. you guys got no idea how much I wanted my dream to achieve ASAP.

How nice if there is someone who able to help me to make my wish come true soonest =P hehehe~

USH! USH!! Fight for my job and my future!!!
Yes I knew I can do it!
Others can why it can't be me???

I need some motivation and comfort from someone who do really I care =..(
I need some shoulder to lay and need some support from someone who I need from.
God Blessing~

The icon is back

2012-08-28T19:14:00.001+08:00

The Volkswagen Das Auto show 2012 is back this year on 8th Sept and 9th of Sept. It will be officially launch The Beetle in Malaysia.

Below are some pictures of The Beetle:-

*all the images above from google images*

Does it look awesome!!!??
OMG! if I have extra money I would love to bring it back home!! <3 p="p">
It will be 3 different type of engines likes 1.2 TSI, 1.4 TSI and 2.0 TSI.
For this moment we only have 1.2 and 2.0 of The Beetle.
It's bigger size and lower compare with the previous New Beetle and it's frameless door with rain sensor for all the 3 spec.

Only 2.0 The Beetle have sunroof panoramic tilt with the cool Black colour which is present the car even look more sporty with the 18" of alloy rim and the more specification, you may log in volkswagen to get further details on it. =P

The show will be held on KLCC, limited seat availability so do register for your ticket at The icon is back.

After the registration and you will be request to print the ticket before you enter the Das Auto Show 2012.

We will have some short Beetle films to boost your day and it will preview at the PJX building @ Federal Highway which is in the middle of Amcorp Mall and PJ Hilton Hotel. It's a nice short film to check it out when especially you are trap in the traffic @ Federal Highway ^.-

Here some films to enjoy ^>^ V

By the way we also will having something like Batman Projector in KLCC to project the Volkswagen logo in the sky at night which is so cool and start from 8pm to 9pm on 8th Sept and 9th Sept 2012 if not mistake hehe~ What a awesome idea from our Marketing team. I will give some credit to them for such a creative and cool idea to advertise for Gen 3 , The Beetle.

Last but not least, please do look for me if anyone of you are interested with The Beetle yea ^.-

food paradise

2012-08-10T19:32:00.000+08:00

last month I went KLCC to have lunch with Sheryl At Isetan ...

Not bad for their fast food like Sushi
I was so impress with the new Isetan wet market

suprisingly Isetan also have the market to shop some groceries like fruits and meats ^.^

and there is no any weird smelly from wet market

It just make me feel like alot more to shop there and don't want to leave.

they are success with how they allocate their foods accordingly and able to attract more customers.

I love to have dinner in Gohtong Jaya one of the restaurent and Ops!! I was forgot what the restaurant called.
We ordered "Shun Hok" fish, 2 big Dry Chili Prawns split half and some kind of mini long bean.
I always cook my fish with soy souce and steam it. simple and taste so fresh. So that we can eat the freshness of the steam fish ^.^ v

Last week my Boss have a Buka Puasa dinner in Kiara Golf Club there with all my colleagueas.

The foods. so so only. hmmm all is spicy, fried and raw vege salad.
not my food.

I felt so helpful sometimes~
There are some of the people willing to teach me and guide me to the right way~

But.....
Such as today~ 2 customers FFK (cancel appointment) me =..(
All the way from Bangsar to Sg Besi just to get EOS test drive for customer but he told me flight delay and can't make it!!! argh!!! not supposing inform me earlier ??? After I sent you a reminder but after few hours only reply my msg! =.=!

I'm going to cancel one of my order due to loan rejected =..( sob sob!!! ah~ ah~ ah~
WHY??why??

I'm just so tired of it! I should not let customer to pull me here and there .
Am the one who should pull them !!!!! argh!!!! Still in learning!!!! WTF!!!
Physically and mentally collapse !!!!

Tomorrow gonna have a super busy day again!!!! two test drive appointment , Pray hard tomorrow am going to sign another two new order!!! pray pray pray!!!
wish me luck please~~~

I seriously need something to relax my mind to calm my soul and release my stress!

fatty crab + I Darts

2012-08-08T16:28:00.000+08:00

Last weekend Chris just invited us to have seafood dinner @ Kelana Jaya.

hmm~~ Yummy I love their fried rice so much

simple and just nice
Prawn was kind of expensive for us.

hmm not bad la~ but I still miss the Gohtong Jaya 's Prawn with dry chili sauce.

The Chili Crabs that we had ordered.
We love the sweet spicy source mix with fried rice ^.^

Ckicken wings thumb up! hehe~ Chicken wings always my favourite dishes.

After dinner we went to I Darts to play some games and you know what all of us also addicted to the Darts games already.
Me too! hehe~

Last Saturday Algin, KK and me had lunch at one of the Taman desa Pan Mee restaurent
Their signature Pan Mee so special. There is two special soup base, one is Tomatoes and the other one is Pumpkin soup ....
I love the tomatoes soup one! nice one!

Tomatoes Pan Mee soup

Pan Mee with Pumpkin soup

Dry curry Pan Mee ... Yummy ! I love their Curry sauces

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=../

I'm just so stress about the way of my management do things!

Their fault and I'm the one who need to facing the customers and let customers to scold me for their fault!!!

WTF!!!

haiz~

Yea! I know my job always need to facing this kind of shit!

Take it for a lesson

no more next time!

Hopefuly everything will be fine soon =.(

I need someone to pamper me now~

sob sob~

I miss my family so so so much!

dono when only able to see them

I am so confuse

I felt so helpless

Is it the life that I want?

Is it the things that I always wish to come true?

=....{

homecook

2012-07-26T22:50:00.001+08:00

When I have 2 weeks holiday before I start my new job.
I was feel so happy and warm to stay with my family and able to have dinner together with my family, no need always having my meals alone. =./

I cook the fried rice with sausage and steam a fish for grandmama and myself lunch.
Slurp~ I miss the home cook now ~ I love the steam fish deeply! steam fish always my very 1st choice.
=(

Last few weeks we went to Kelana Jaya to have steamboat with Sheryl and Algin
first time I have it and it's recommend by Sheryl.

Surprisingly their tom yam soup is nice with the foods we ordered.

I love fish, beef slices, and lamb slices and their signature dish fried toufu. so special ..
We order too much and we cant finish it all.. hahaha and We really do have a very happy dinner moment together ^.^
This is the very first time i had tom yum soup without causing me suffering gastric. wow! It's been few years I never had my tom yum soup already.
Yummy Yummy =D

warm home

2012-07-25T21:06:00.002+08:00

It's been busy this lately after I had change to my new job

Hmm~~ gonna ask how was my new job so far?
yea~ so far so good ^.^

there is some training which implement by VGM to make some comparison between the VW car with some other car. You may experience by itself how is it feel when you are driving them ^.^

I was happy to work with my new colleagues.
somehow there always will be have a little unhappy moment but I always easy to forgive and forget and not allow something not happy to affect my emotional ^^except the only one will affected my mood so much.
I think you guy able to guess who is the person. Someone thought is important in my life.

I was so happy with my job performance so far but I'm gonna have more luck and make sure everything "sun sun li li" running smoothly with my efforts. =) *finger cross*
After work sometimes I will go for gym in Mid Valley or sometimes go for Badminton with my friends.

No matter how tired I am I will still find some time to sweating out and release out all the stress.
I found myself swimming is the most useful way to release out all my stress.
Besides, I realise something like water can make my mind feel peaceful and calm like a lake without wave or swimming pool. Sea got big wave it will make me feel even more tension cause I scared Tsunami will come to me hahaha =P

Lake district

I have been went to this Lake District before when I'm studying in UK

We went to hiking after class on weekend.

OMG..I miss that moment and until now I still feel unbelievable that I had been that place before.

I miss UK life so so much!

It's a place which without stress in your mind!

This Lake district is fall one part of UK.

It was an amazing lake that ever seen with the fascinating view from the top.

I just felt my dream house is come closer to me so soon~
OMG!
I was so excited about it! I just can't wait for that moment to come!!!

when I was young I always draw my interior design for my dream house and keep drawing and dream about one day I will have my own dream house.
I really can't believe that I can have such a dream when I was study standard 4.

I gonna have a awesome kitchen for me to cook and do some baking =)
I love cooking and baking so much !!!
Talk about foods , I still remember before I went to school afternoon. there is a cooking channel the chef is Chef Wan who do the cooking program.

Yea It's a local cooking program. If not mistake is TV2 hahaha.. that time don't have neither NTV7 nor 8TV
I used to take a small note with pencil to drop down the recipes and hope I might try to cook it one day.
I still kept the old recipes book with me until now.

That why now I so in love with the Channel AFC (Asian Food channel) @ Astro.

I wish someday when am getting old. I might have some idea immigrate to UK if I'm still single and don't have family.
UK is really a nice place to stay.

19072012

2012-07-19T22:37:00.001+08:00

Seriously got no idea and how bloody tired I am...
Now my life just work, work ,work and work

But I know it worth it for my brighter future
can't deny that am kind of fast learner and adapt with the new environment rapidly ~
=P hehehe~

So far am happy with what am doing everyday
Happy with my new life new dream and achieve my dream sooner~
^.^

emo day

2012-07-11T22:47:00.001+08:00

I have no idea why I am felt so emotional today~
I just feel like to crying out loud
I just feel like need someone to hug me tight
I just someone to listen to me complaint and release my stress out

OMG
someone just told me that there is a lot of side effect when am taking the control oil pills for long term
one the the side effect is your emotional will fluctuate and extremely bad to our health is we take long term!!!
WTF!!! no wonder my emotional so up and down so frequent!
After I had think back all this time , omg my emotional just ..... suck!!!

I just feel so tired and stress!
I just need someone who can pamper me and sayang me now!

=..(

just a short period one month I can see so much different kind of people around me and what is going on with the real world out there~
It's really totally different of culture and environment from previously and you did really see how realistic the people out there.

It sound bloody scary and freak me out with what's their thinking and lifestyle ~
I'm just so simple~
What I need now is just simple life
when I need someone he will be beside me all the times when I need him
crying in front of him
share everything that I can't share with others
and let him hug me tight and protect me from others evil~
=.....(

Polo Sedan VW

2012-07-06T21:30:00.004+08:00

Last Saturday went to my friend's wedding dinner
I had snap some photo with pretty ^^

Monday we went to MAEPS Serdang to experience something excitement

We did so some test drive compare with Honda City , Toyota Vios and Volkswagen Polo Sedan.

obviously! I did felt how safety the care is, how the ABS used and the stabilisation when you do sharp cornering.

It only cost RM 99,888.00

very affordable price!

For Raya promotion now

very loew interest rate with some free services ^.^

why not???