what's my problem now??

Happy Birthday

2011-12-16T13:36:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to Mohd Syafick Effandi,
happy birthday to you...

Happy 21st birthday sayang.
I wish u happy with me.
I wish u are given a good health (gain some weight :D).
And i wish all your dream comes true.
May Allah bless u syg.
I can't wait to see u :D

Love u Mohd Syafick Effandi

A story about shoe

2011-12-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

I love high heels. Really love it. I start wearing high heels during I was 18. That time I was in college and I felt like want to wear it. Before this I really hates to wear something girlish especially shoes with a heels. Even it just a bit heels or a flat. I really hates that.

I still remember when I was in secondary school, I went to mall with my sister to buy shoes for raya. They want to buy a flat shoe for me. It really piss me off. I really hate that shoes, during that time. I said I don't want to wear a flat shoe because it make a noise like "klepek2" when I walk and it sound so girlish, haha. Then they asked me what kind of shoes I want and I said this sandal. It so simple, don't have any flower but it not look like normal sandal, for me. But not for them. They refused to buy that sandal for me at first because they said it just an ordinary sandal. But lastly they give up and buy it.

I will laugh at my own when I remember about it. That story is about past few years. But now I really loves girlish stuff especially heels. When I was 18, I wear my sister wedges go to college. Her wedges no so high, just about 2 inch I think. I secretly wear her wedges actually, haha. What make me more love to wear heels is, I'm not feel any pain during wear that wedges. Not only pain, but I didn't feel awkward. I can walk comfortbly just like I walk in a flat shoes.

I've got my own wedges when I was 19. I buy 3 inch wedges from vincci. Since that I really can't see any new design of heels or wedge because I will make that I own that shoes. Even I need to make a bit sacrifice, haha. But the weird thing is, I just interested with a high heels that is 3 inch or more. It's maybe because I'm just short and want to pretend to walk like a runway model. Haha very funny.

Thank god I love girlish stuff now because with that I know that i still straight, huhu. Now every time I wear something girlish or wear a heels my sisters always make a joke with me about my pass.

today and tomorrow

2011-08-16T20:35:00.000+08:00

today he said he loves u,
the next day he ignore u.

today he said he miss u,
a few minute later he leaves u.

today he said u guys will be together forever,
next week he starts feel bored with u.

today he said he likes u,
tomorrow he will argue why u doing this and that.

today he said he cared bout u,
the next the he "whatever" to u.

today he promise u something,
a few hour later he will forget about it.

today he said he is your,
the next day u no longer in his mind.

today he said he want u,
the next day u just an option for him.

why it can't remain the same? it because people change.

do some research boy

2011-06-16T18:32:00.000+08:00

Please do some revision before u asking girl go out dating for the 1st time
- she like u or not
- check whether she single or not
- she already has a boyfriend or not

If not, it will be like this :-
man : why u call my ***?
u : who are u?
man : who are u? why u call my girlfriend?
u : u is *** boyfriend? haha...
man : ya! u think this funny? u think this ******* funny man?
why u ******* call my girlfriend? bla bla bla

p/s : haha seriously this is funny. Man, u should chill bro... He didn't know your girlfriend is not single.

SECRET

2011-06-14T17:43:00.000+08:00

Do we keep a secret? Yes we did. We keep secret from our parent, family, partner, and even friends. I need to admit that not all stuff we can share with others. But it must depends on situation. Example like, let say if u tell your partner about this stuff, it will hurt them. Better u keep it yourself. But, how if your partner has find out about your secret by them self? I think it will hurt them more. Then how? If u want to keep that secret you must bury it deep inside your heart. Don't let them smell it.

How if u has a very sensitive partner? They still can smell your secret even you hide it very deep inside. U will torture them indirectly if u still keep that secret. In this case, u need to tell your partner about your secret even it will hurt them. Better u tell them, if not it will be more worst. Sooner or later they can accept it.

In relationship, the most important thing is trust. U need to trust your partner. U can't hide everything from them. He/she is a part from your life right? Let your partner be your best best friend. If u let them be your best best friend, u guy will know them better because u guy got each other secret. Right? Please correct me if I'm wrong.

Dont let your partner waiting about it.

Dear my boyfriend

2011-06-13T13:44:00.000+08:00

I want to wake up next to you while you’re still sleeping. I want to hear your soft breaths and laugh at the way you look when you sleep: mouth open, body sprawled on our bed. I want to wake up to this everyday of my life; you’re just that amazing. And when I stare into your eyes, I don’t just see my reflection staring back. If I look a little deeper, I can honestly say that I see my whole future; the rest of my life staring right back at me.

But know that I’ll always be there for you, no matter which paths our lives take. God forbid, if we ever broke up, know that I’d still be there to support you, care for you, love you in anyway that you needed. I’ll be there to care for our kids when you’re out sick. I’ll take them to soccer practice, ballet classes, and karate lessons. When you’re sad, I’ll make your favorite food. I'll give your favorite hug. I'll give your favorite kiss. What else do you need? I’ll do whatever it takes to make you happy, because you've done that for me. You really make me happy.

We have so many possibilities between the two of us. But for now, I’ll really enjoy be with you. I really enjoy be your girl. I love you. I love u, Mohd Syafick Effandi.

now i need to relax

2011-05-12T14:43:00.000+08:00

he just called. he said, he will send me a letter. OMG! what should i do? i didn't tell my parent yet. the way he talk like i accept his offer. i didn't expect it will be so fast. i think it will take maybe around 1 or 2 week. and now he give me his phone number and he said he will call me again. if he ask me why i didn't reply his letter what should i answer? i'm not interested? if he ask me why? because i already got something better? like that?

ok now i already add one more problem in my head.
huh!

Before i close my eye.

2011-05-10T16:39:00.000+08:00

I'm trying. I try my best to make it become like what I've plan. But every time I try, it failed. I know what the problem. The problem is me. ME. I don't know why i can't follow my mind. I always follow my heart. But the end, I'm the only one crying alone, p/s : did I ask you to cry alone? FUCK! I know I can do it. Every time when I said I want do it, I know I can. I'm a strong girl. Even last night I'm crying like fucking crazy, but today morning I still can smile to all my friends, like nothing happen. I'm strong right? p/s : please say yes. But why I'm ruin everything? When it comes to end, I will ruin it. It only can last just only 1 day. Just "1 DAY"! What happen to me?

All this is for my own good. I know it. But I still can't understand, why I'm so hard to do it. Every time when i did it, I feel like half of my heart broken. But if I don't complete it, my heart will completely broken. I don't want it happen to me. Enough for me seeing my friend being through all that.

Where can I find cure for this disease? I don't want dying like this.

peace no war

2011-05-04T14:11:00.001+08:00

Eh kau! Kau suka tak gaduh-gaduh? Aku? Aku tak suka. Kalau ada orang bergaduh tumbuk-tumbuk depan aku, gaduh sepak terajang depan aku, sure aku nangis. Aku penakut wooo. That why aku tak suka gaduh-gaduh masam-masam muka. Aku tak suka member aku gaduh-gaduh. Happy ka kalau kita gaduh-gaduh?

Aku tak la baik mana pun. Bukannya aku nak cakap aku tak pernah bergaduh. Memang menipu la kalau aku cakap yang aku tak pernah bergaduh. Kalau orang cari gaduh dengan aku, mesti aku bergaduh punyalah. Paling kerap sekali aku bergaduh dengan akak aku. Sebabnya, bukan aku tak dengar cakap, tapi aku ni jenis menjawab. Kalau diorang minta tolong, aku akan tolong. Tapi sebelum aku tolong mesti aku akan menjawab dulu. Ada ja yang aku nak jawab. Sebab tu la akak-akak aku marah. Then gaduh…

Aku kalau gaduh dengan diorang mesti cepat kalah. Bila gaduh mesti aku nangis. Bila dah nangis mesti aku cari ayah sebab nak minta tolong dia backup aku. Best kan tektik aku. hehe :D

Dalam rasa tak nak bergaduh ni, mesti kita bergaduh jugakkan. Siapa la yang suka bergaduh. Aku rasa semua orang yang selalu bergaduh kat luar tu sebenarnya tak suka bergaduh. Tapi bila tanya kenapa diorang bergaduh mesti diorang sendiri tak tau nak jawab kenapa.

Kita tengok orang yang dah berkahwin sudah la. Ada diorang mintak rumah tangga diorang bercerai-berai? Tak mintak pun kan. Ada diorang mintak selalu bergaduh? Tak pun kan. Tapi kenapa diorang still bergaduh even diorang tak mintak untuk bergaduh? Siapa boleh tolong jawab kat sini?

Semua orang kat dalam dunia ni nak hidup bahagia sampai diorang masuk kubur. Aku rasa kalau boleh semua orang nak mati dengan muka tersenyum. Sebabnya semua orang nak happy sepanjang hidup mereka. Orang yang berkeluarga nak happy, orang bercinta nak happy, orang berkawan nak happy, even orang gila pun nak happy.

Kau nak happy tak? Aku? Mesti la aku nak happy. Sebab tu la aku layan semua orang di sekeliling aku baik-baik. Ya aku tau mulut aku kadang-kadang macam *&%$ sikit. Akak-akak aku sakit kan hati aku, aku tolong jugak kalau diorang mintak tolong, sampai punah ranah bilik aku. Member-member buat aku tacing, lepas tu mintak tolong, aku tolong jugak. Sebab aku fikir dia tu member aku. Boyfriend buat aku nangis, tapi tiap kali call, mesej or jumpa, aku tak buat hal. Aku layan dia baik, macam tak da apa-apa.

Orang tua-tua selalu cakap, kalau kita selalu buat baik dengan orang, orang pun akan buat baik dengan kita. So, hidup kita akan happy. Aku buat baik dengan orang, aku tak mintak pun orang tu buat jahat dengan aku. Kalau tak boleh nak buat baik dekat aku macam yang aku buat dekat orang lain, jangan buat apa-apa. Biar ja. At least, takdala aku nak sakit hati, nak geram, nak nangis sebab korang buat aku macam orang takda perasaan.

Betul tak?

hari yang di tunggu-tunggu

2011-05-03T16:55:00.000+08:00

lepas cuti hari pekerja, semua orang yang bekerja pun mula bekerja balik seperti biasa. hari ni bermulalah cuti untuk semua bebudak csom yang baru habis buat praktikal. last week puan hafiza ade post kat csom, dia cakap last date submit report, logbook dan semua benda alah berkenaan dengan praktikal, 13 hb may ni. logbook dan report aku pun tak siap lagi. ada lagi lebih kurang 2 minggu sebelum kena hantar. aku kena siap kan sebelum 13 hb ni. kalau tak mampos aku.huhu

ok. aku sangat jealous sekarang. sangat jealous dengan semua orang yang tengah bercuti. semua orang tengah planning cuti ni nak buat apa nak pergu mana. bebudak csom pun mesti planning nak kumpul ramai-ramai keluar hang out pergi tengok movie or do something. aku sangat sedih :( kalau diorang kumpul ramai-ramai nanti memang tak dapat la aku nak join kan. uhh apa boleh buat... aku sangat jealous sampai rasa nak marah orang.

hari ni masuk ja office, buka email, mak ai. berlambak-lambak email dari supportcentre masuk. pagi ni support call bunyi tak berhenti-henti. receipt yang ada problem bertapuk-tapuk nak kene fix. pagi ni memang hectic la application team. ada ja call pasal system tak boleh nak generate itu la, tak boleh nak generate ini la, error itu la error ini la. macam-macam hal. minggu lepas tak la macam hari ni. hari ni buat kerja rasa bos kena bayar gaji double sebab rasa buat kerja terlebih-lebih dari yang lain. hehe lebih-lebih je aku.

dah aku nak jealous balik. nak merajuk dengan orang yang tengah cuti sekarang. nak merajuk dengan orang yang tengah bergumbira bangun lambat tido lambat. nak merajuk dengan orang yang tengah bersenang hati keluar shopping dating sana sini.

dah nak merajuk sekarang.

bye!

fever fever

2011-04-18T15:41:00.000+08:00

2 3 hari ni perut rasa senak lain macam. Tiap pagi mesti kena lengkapkan 2 3 kali masuk toilet. Dan tiap pagi jugak la muka dah macam kucing meroyan. Punca apakan ini semua berlaku? Itu yang kita perlu bongkar.

Ok dah, cukup. Mai sini rapat-rapat nk cerita 1 kisah. Kisah ni memang tak boleh dapat kat mana-mana. Ahli 1607 ja yang ada cerita ni. Jangan buang masa, pakat-pakat duduk bersila semua. Kopi secawan sorang, semua dapat? Ready semua? Ok, cerita bermula begini…

Malam jumaat lepas, ada la sepasukan muda mudi yang terdiri daripada mak lijah, mak senah, mak limah dan mak pora. Diorang ni pergi la ke pavilion untuk ber ‘JB’ di hujung minggu. Padahal mak pora bukannya suka sangat ber’JB2’ ni. Tapi disebabkan untuk memeriahkan lagi suasana dah menyokong sahabat yang gila ber’JB’, dia pun ikut la mereka yang lain untuk ber’JB’. Semangat ber’JB’ la katakan, tiket 3D yang dibelinya. Dah melayang 20 ringgit.

Sesi ber’JB’ pun bermula. Auwwwwwwwwwwwwww! Budak mana yang comel sangat tu? Aish! Tak boleh jadi ni. Makin besar makin comel. Comel macam kanak-kanak spestic riang-riang ria raya bersama nestle cornflake. Kecik-kecik dah pandai main bongo. Kecik-kecik dah pandai ketuk drum. Kecik-kecik dah pandai petik gitar. Ish! Anak sapa lah ni.

Memang budak ni ada talent yang tak semua budak ada. Tapi yang ditunjukkan cuma itu jela. Pasal education dia tak ada pulak tunjuk. Ok jugak kot. Biarlah yang tu. Selain dari tunjuk life dia sebelum jadi artis, diorang selitkan sekali aksi-aksi time dia buat road tour concert. Part yang mak pora dah tangkap cintan jambu loceng bila dia nyanyi ‘NSN’. Mak pora dah rasa macam mak pora sendiri yang ada kat concert 2 (*padahal bukan minat pun). Nasib baik la sangat bising, so mak pora pown dapat la gelak kuat-kuat tanpa ada orang lain pandang.

Lepas ja habis lagu ‘NSN’(*mak pora x sampai ke climax lagi) mak pora dah tak senang duduk dah. Dia asyik pusing Tanya mak lijah bila la lagu favorite mak pora nak keluar ni. Ish, masa dah makin suntuk ni. La…dah habis ka? Mak pora belom reach climax lagi. Tiba-tiba, “who want to be my baby?”.

Auwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! Itu yang dinanti-nantikan. Habis je ber’baby’, mak pora, mak lijah, mak limah, dan mak senah pun keluar la dari dewan tu dengan muka masing-masing tak tau nak cakap macam mana.

Dapat jugak mak pora reach climax. Tak sia-sia la mak pora bayar 20 hengget. Balik sambung la pulak sekejap di alim lepas tu terus ke 1607 untuk beradu.

p/s: *maaf la ye ayat dalam ‘ ‘ tak dapat nak diterjemahkan. Tapi u allz kan bijak.

sleeping beauty

2011-04-08T10:51:00.000+08:00

today i feel so sleepy. i feel like want go bed now. huhuhu. i think i should follow what shin fei said. we need request from mr wong 1 bed in office. hahaha :D. i don't know why i'm so sleepy today. last night i'm go bed more early other then last last night. last last night i'm go bed around 2.30 am but in the morning i didn't feel sleepy like today. maybe after this i need to going bed late :). this morning also my eye looks swollen. it's like just finish crying. ehm... em i cry last night? hahahaha no la... maybe i've no enough sleep, that's why my eyes look swollen :D

I want to show u, who is this girl

2011-04-05T17:36:00.000+08:00

This entry actually just to show my niece. I miss them so much. This picture was taken by my sister when she went Terengganu before. Ladies and gentlemen, please welcome Qaisara Solehah and Sofea Solehah...

sayangnya akak dekat adik :)

p/s : a girl with curly hair is a akak (pya), and girl like making so many faces is adik (sara)

p/s/s : later i will tell u which one is pya and which one is sara.

p/s/s/s : sorry for no caption :)

Now i already have the answer

2011-04-04T17:41:00.000+08:00

Unfortunately, i'll not coloring my hair.
Luckily, my hair will not get damage :D

Today is my last day

2011-04-01T17:37:00.000+08:00

today is my last day. what i mean by last day? is it my last day to be a single? or, is it my last day in this world? u know what is the 2nd is it mean? death!

ok back to the topic. today is my last day in development team at Xeersoft. next week i will change to applications team. it's due to my request to do part time job at Xeersoft after my internship finish. they agreed with my request but i need to change to application team. this is because, now Xeersoft handle a lot of Econsave project. then application team need people to help them.

i need to change before finish my internship because they want me to feel how the apps team work. because the way of apps and dev team works is different. so, they want me to suit with the new environment early before i do the challenging task. actually i have no problem with that, because for me, this is the time where i can collect all the experience how to meet and deal with client. it's good right? in 5 month i can learn how to do a code, and also deal with the clients.

i hope everything will going well. so just wait till this monday. happy holiday guys (*_^)

p/s: i will going home tonight(*excited)

Hoping

2011-04-01T15:22:00.000+08:00

i told you before, right? i told you not to hoping on something that not sure, right? i told you, it will hurt you if it not happen.

i know you miss him. i know you're jealous with your housemate. i know you really want to meet him.

but you need to understand the situation. he's not here with you. he is far away from you. he has other things to do.

i'm begging you. please don't cry. i know you a strong girl. i know you can be professional. please don't hurt your feeling anymore.

Please don't make it happen

2011-03-30T18:42:00.000+08:00

i never felt like this before. happy with my life. i'm happy with my life before. but after u came into my life i be more and more and more and more happy. i've have someone that really loves me. my parent and all my family loves me. but, when i combine all together, my family + u + my friends = perfect life. i really have a perfect life. for me, u can be everything. u can be my family, my friend, and my lover. u can be all at the same time. and i feel comfortable with u, i feel safe with u.

i know u can take care of me.

i know u are responsible person.

i know that u love me as much as i love u.

i know we have the same goal in our relationship.

i know we want to have family together.

i know we want to child together.

i know we want to grow old together.

i know we are suit to each other.

and i know we are such a perfect couple.

but sometimes, i'm scared.i'm scared if anything happen to us. i'm scared.

I can't decide!

2011-03-29T09:27:00.000+08:00

Sila tengok gambar di atas “rambut especially”. Cantikkan color rambut diorang. Dark purple. I wish I could have this color of hair. But, it's maybe got many possibilities. 1^st, maybe I love this hair for the first time, after that I start boring with it. 2^nd, just like the 1^st one, I’m bored with it and start missing my black hair yang beautiful (^_^). 3^rd, my boyfriend maybe not allow me to color my hair, even purple is his favorite color. 4^th, my parent maybe (*not maybe but will) scold me because I’m using the money that they given to color my hair. 5^th, my hair will be damage because of this. 6^th, kak ila maybe will said that my hair is so ugly Betty. Haha (*_*”)

Actually I love my black hair. Really love. But when I looked at this photo I feel like, oh, I want that hair, I want color my hair like those picture. Don’t u feel like I’m a hair victim? Hahaha no I’m not. (malu nak ngaku)

Ehm, then now? I don’t know whether I still want to color my hair or not. Let me think first.

Sucker Punch

2011-03-24T14:03:00.001+08:00

IT'S OUT!!!!

Close your eyes. Open your mind. You will be unprepared.

A young girl (Baby Doll) is locked away in a mental asylum by her wicked stepfather where she will undergo a lobotomy in 5 days time. Faced with unimaginable odds, she retreats to fantastical world in her imagination where she and four other female inmates at the asylum plot to escape the facility. The lines between reality and fantasy blur as Baby Doll and her companions battle various creatures and enemies to retrieve the 5 items they need that will allow them to break free from their captors before it's too late...

An action fantasy set in the vivid imagination of a young girl whose dream world provides the ultimate escape from her darker reality. Unrestrained by the boundaries of time and place, she is free to go where her mind takes her, and her incredible adventures blur the lines between what's real and what is imaginary. She has been locked away against her will, but Babydoll (Emily Browning) has not lost her will to survive. Determined to fight for her freedom, she urges four other young girls -- the outspoken Rocket (Jena Malone), the street-smart Blondie (Vanessa Hudgens), the fiercely loyal Amber (Jamie Chung) and the reluctant Sweet Pea (Abbie Cornish) -- to band together and try to escape their terrible fate at the hands of their captors, Blue (Oscar Isaac), Madam Gorski (Carla Gugino) and the High Roller (Jon Hamm). Led by Babydoll, the girls engage in fantastical warfare against everything from samurais to serpents, with a virtual arsenal at their disposal. Together, they must decide what they are willing to sacrifice in order to stay alive. But with the help of a Wise Man (Scott Glenn), their unbelievable journey -- if they succeed -- will set them free.

crying fact

2011-03-21T14:56:00.000+08:00

We cry when things turn out in a bad way
We sob when we are reading a love novel
We shed tears when our love ones left us

We may drop tears for many different reason, but do you know that these tears are actually beneficial to us? Do you know that crying is an action that ONLY we, as human beings, are capable of; unlike animal who only use to moisturizes its eye?

“Just cry, it will make you feel a lot better”

I believe that some point of your life, someone would have said the above statement to you. Ever wonder how it really makes you feel better? Well, researches have proved that emotional tears( tears that you shed when feeling stressed) tears actually remove “stress hormones from the body.

This is a vital finding since we know stress hormones cause damage to our body. During the last decade, stress hormones have been shown to cause serious damage to brain cells. Stress hormones have seem to target specific parts of the brain including the hippocampus, hypothalamus, and pre-frontal cortex. Moreover, extensive biomedical studies showed that stress hormones negatively affect literally every system in the body including the cardiovascular, gastrointestinal, endocrine, musculoskeletal, and immune systems.

It is evident that crying is a very good way of eradicating harmful stress hormones in our body. Thus promising us a healthier, better and also happier life.

Crying is most probably the easiest and best way to release emotional pain. When medieval France warrior- Roland died, 20,000 other knights wept so profusely they fainted and fell from their horses. Later, in the 16th century, sobbing openly at a play, opera or symphony was considered the norm for men and women alike.

However, modern society suggest otherwise. Crying mostly happened behind close doors as it is deemed unsightly for one to cry in public. Maybe, as time move on, human may evolve to an extend where we don’t tear anymore…

#Sob story: 10 facts about crying and tears

Why your nose gets sniffly when you cry
It all starts with your lacrimal glands, located on the outer portion of the upper eyes. These peanut-shell-shaped glands create and secrete tears. Most tears will flow over the surface of your eyes and drain out the corners of your eyelids, through the tear ducts, which lead into the nasal cavity. If you cry an abundance of tears, the tears overflow the nasal cavity and start running out of your nose.

Tears help you see better.
Even when you are not crying, tears flow from your lacrimal glands with every blink, moistening your eyes. This moisture - made of water, oil, and mucus - helps to maintain healthy vision. Tears clear your eyes of debris and allow light to enter your eyes so you can see.

Tears flow for 3 reasons.
Think about the times your eyes water, like when you feel overwhelmed by emotion, when you sneeze or have allergies, or when you're peeling onions. Tear experts generally separate the droplets into three types. Basal tears are the kind of tears that clean and lubricate your eyes, supporting your vision. Reflex tears are the ones that stream out when your eyes are irritated by something - the compounds in onions, pollen, bacteria. And emotional tears, well, you know what those are for.

Emotional tears may be an evolutionary adaptation.
We humans may have evolved tears that do more than mere eye-moistening as a means of survival. Evolutionary biologist Oren Hasson suggested that we may have used tears to protect us from predators by making it harder to tell where we were gazing. Or, Hasson wondered, could it be that we evolved emotional tears as a way to show others that we were vulnerable, that we would prefer to make peace? When most people see a crying face, they feel an urge to ask what is wrong, to offer help or empathy. It could be that emotional tears signalled our willingness to trust and become bonded into supportive, protective communities. And crying when we felt fearful or vulnerable or when we felt a sense of unity could then have developed into the kind of emotional crying we all do now and then.

A "good" cry can make you feel better.
Crying is often called "cathartic," a release of pent-up emotions and tensions. But how we really feel after crying may depend on the circumstances and context of your crying – the "when," "where," and "with whom" you cry. In an international study including over 5,000 men and women, certain "good" and "bad" cry patterns emerged. Criers who got support from those around them were more likely to feel better post-sob. Criers got a boost from bawling if they came to a realization, new understanding, or resolution regarding the thing that made them cry.

A "bad" cry may make you feel worse.
Participants in the study mentioned above who suppressed their crying or felt shame as they cried reported that they did not feel as good afterward. A different, smaller study found that crying can be the opposite of cathartic for those with certain depressive symptoms. Those with an inability to experience pleasure did not take pleasure from crying - in fact, they felt worse after they cried than they felt before. The same results applied to those who were out of touch with or unable to express their emotions.

Some people are more prone to cry than others.
The smaller study mentioned above uncovered another pattern about crying. If you are quite empathetic to the suffering of others, you may cry more frequently than the harder-hearted. People who are anxious or neurotic cry both more frequently and more easily than others. And extraverts tend to cry more often during negative situations and are less likely to cry "happy tears."

Babies cry 1 to 3 hours each day.
New parents would probably estimate a much higher tear tally than that! Infants cry to communicate. Their wails and screeches can alert a parent to so many potential issues - hunger, thirst, tiredness, discomfort, boredom, loneliness. Infants cry out for help if they are too cold or too hot, if they have gas, if their diaper is wet, or if they are in the painful throes of teething. Parents may develop an instinctual ability to translate their infant's various cries. And new mothers discover the amazing power of a baby's cry to engorge her breasts with milk. A baby who cries for more than 3 hours a day, more than 3 days a week, for more than 3 weeks may have colic, which is excessive crying without a known cause.

Tear ducts can become blocked.
The ducts that drain tears from your eyes can become blocked due to aging, infection, inflammation, injury, tumour, or cyst. A blocked tear means tears can't be drain properly, causing symptoms of excessive tearing and watery eyes. Blocked ducts can also increase risk of eye infection and inflammation.

Crying can become involuntary.
Yes, any of us can be suddenly overwhelmed by the waterworks. But in certain neurological conditions, crying - along with laughing - can happen uncontrollably. Called pathological laughing and crying (PLC), laughter or sobbing can occur at inappropriate times. PLC can appear as a symptom of stroke, Alzheimer's disease, multiple sclerosis, and amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS or Lou Gehrig's disease).

Crying is an emotional release and if you feel the need to cry you should let it out. Here are a few facts about the act of crying. I thought they were interesting, so of course I wanted to share.

Emotional tears have a different chemical composition than tears caused by irritants, such as onions.

Crying in public was considered normal until the Industrial Revolution, when diligent unemotional workers were needed to operate machinery.

Men’s tear ducts are smaller than women’s tear ducts.

One major stress hormone released from the body via tears, prolactin, is found in much higher concentration in women's bodies than in men's. (This makes sense when you consider that the hormone is also implicated in the synthesis of breast milk).

In Japan, crying for emotional release is all the rage, or so reports the Independent. The Japanese call it the "crying boom" - everyone wants a bit of sadness in their lives. Instead of going to a karaoke bar after work to wind down, businesspeople watch weepy films (called "tear films") at these crying clubs. There is also a huge demand for sad TV dramas and books, each graded by its ability to induce tears.

Attention!!!!!!

2011-03-11T18:02:00.000+08:00

Guys, some girls no matter what you say, just naturally have a low self-esteem. They don’t like to think of themselves as great or pretty or perfect, even though in their boyfriend’s eyes, they are. To help get your girlfriend’s self esteem up, there’s really one thing you can do, keep loving her the way you do. The more you say she’s beautiful, the more she’s destined to believe it. Give her compliments. Tell her how beautiful she is, how much she lights up your world. Compliment her on her specific features. If she thinks she’s ugly, it’s your job as the boyfriend to tell her she’s the most beautiful thing in the world. If she thinks she’s fat, it’s your job to tell her otherwise. Girls don’t get tired of hearing compliments from their boyfriend, even if they say they do, they appreciate it.

Not a single day should go by when you don’t tell your girlfriend that she’s beautiful. The more you tell her, the more she’ll believe you. All girls who have boyfriends want to hear those words from them, it makes them feel important. Never be afraid to say “I love you.” Stare into her eyes, brush her hair, and kiss her passionately. Tell her how much better she makes your life, how much you enjoy spending time with her, how you’ll never leave her side. Girls love this feeling of security. Create a future with her you know? Most importantly, mean everything you say. Support her whenever she needs you. Allow her to build confidence in you. Spend time with her, and be there for her as a shoulder to lean on.

Appreciate her as your girlfriend, your best friend, your partner, and your lover. If you give your girlfriend that one reason to keep smiling then her self-esteem can only go up. Make her feel pretty, make her feel loved, and make her feel needed, if you can do these three things, then not only will she be more crazy in love with you, but she’ll see past her insecurities and realize that she really is the girl you see her as. After all, you didn’t choose her for nothing right? Show her why you love her, why she’s special to you, why she’s the highlight of your life, and her self-esteem will rise in no time. <3

A Reason, A Season, Or A Lifetime

2011-03-11T16:37:00.002+08:00

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or
a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you
will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON … It is
usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have
come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you
with guidance and support, to aid you physically,
emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a
godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason
you need them to be.

Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an
inconvenient time, this person will say or do something
to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die.
Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realize is that our need has been met, our
desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you
sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on.

When people come into your life for a SEASON …
Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount
of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things
you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional
foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the
person, and put what you have learned to use in all
other relationships and areas of your life. It is said
that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

-author unknown

I'm GANGSTA :D

2011-03-07T18:35:00.000+08:00

JANUARY=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match. ?

MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize at
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 day

JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.

SEPTEMBER=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will kiss the one that you been wanting…

OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited

why this kind of people must exist among us?

2011-03-04T16:09:00.001+08:00

if u are Muslim, u must know this. Cat is one of the our prophet pets. he loves cats, and for sure he also want us to love cat as he loved them. not only cat, but to all animal in this world. there are story where one lady will thrown to the hell because she just encage his cat (if im not mistaken) and one prostitute will be included to the heaven because she just gave drink to a thirsty dog using his shoe. such a great mercy we will get from Allah if we be kind to all His creation.

but i don't understand, why we as a being who understand, and gifted mind to think, dare to do these thing. where is your humanity? where is your love? why you can be so cruel to innocent animal? What did they do to you? you know the difference between us and animal? we have mind to think which one is right and wrong, we intelligence. but they?they don't. but now you show that you are more worst than animal that don't have mind and intelligence. now you show that you are more stupid than them, you are more contemptible than them.

killing an innocent animal without humanity. what do you feel if somebody do the same thing to your family? then they put the dead body with the blood that still warm in front of you. how do feel? it's hurt right. so please, please bring love in yourself.

I'm Number 4

2011-03-03T16:04:00.000+08:00

The reason why i writing about this entry because i'm so so so boring. i still at the office,and also i got work to do but i don't know why and where all my energy and my passion gone when i try to finish my documentation.

last night i watched this
movie

This story is about one handsome teenager name Danial at the first time and change to Jhon Smit after he moved to Paradise, Ohio. He actually is an alien from Lorien which hiding on the earth from being hunting by the evil creatures called Magodorian. The end.

Haha, if u want to know more go and watch by yourself. This movie is really excited, suspense, and also romantic. That's what girl adore about the movie. Haha such a typical girl. Don't be jealous darling :D

This guy! OMG OMG OMG!!!!! He's really handsome in this movie. He's so charming, so cool, what else i can say? OMG ! you really drive me crazy last night Alex Pettyfer. Ok full stop. I love Mohd Syafick Effandi more than anyone else. **please somebody say i;m sweat :)