Whizz Kid's PhanTom~~

2011-11-23T09:11:00.001-08:00

Be a Buddhist. This means you must have taken refuge in the Buddha, Dharma and Sangha, committing yourself to follow the Buddhist path. It is absolutely necessary to have taken the refuge vow (during a formal refuge ceremony with a qualified lama) in order to be qualified to take the higher vows and Initiation required to do a tantric practice such as this Vajrasattva Retreat.
Have taken the Vajrasattva Initiation, which will require taking the aspiring and engaging Bodhisattva Vow. Tushita will arrange for these Vows and Initiation to be given during the Orientation Week.
Be in stable mental health with no recent history of mental illness. During the Orientation Week, all retreaters must have an interview with the Retreat Leader and/or Spiritual Programme Coordinator to check suitability.
Have significant experience in the Lam Rim (the graduated path to enlightenment). This includes both study of Lam Rim topics AND Lam Rim retreat experience, such as several 10-day Lam Rim courses, a one-month Lam Rim retreat, or several individual Lam Rim retreats.
Check with your teacher, if now is an appropriate time to do this retreat.
Come with a strong determination to complete the entire retreat! Some people doing this retreat will have a commitment to complete 100,000 mantras or to do a three-month retreat, and others may have no commitments at all. The commitment will vary according to the Lama giving Initiation. In any case, please be aware that this retreat is not a holiday! It is hard and intensive work and one needs a firm motivation and determination to cope with the difficulties which inevitably arise.
Have read all information on this website about the retreat, the Rules of Discipline and Keeping the Silence, and agree to follow the discipline of the retreat. If a person's behaviour becomes disruptive to the group, Tushita management has the right to ask them to leave.

Business Lecture

2011-11-22T06:42:00.001-08:00

Banks don't tend to like lending to businesses were they have more 'capital' in the business than the businesss itself.

Financial Highlights in Executive Summary

-Profit Margin

-Break-Even Point

-When Positive Cash Flow is reached

-Return on Capital Employed

-Anticipated Gearing

Good plans have sensitivity analysis to give the reader a chance to compare scenarios.

Good plans show their assumptions underlying their big ticket items.

Good plans have integrated forecasts and go that extra mile providing health checks (e.g. ROCE, Gearing)

Plans that are honest and try not to hide financial difficulties are better: after all, one point of using financial information is to help people to see risk/rewards. Business plans that display this are often mature and reasoned. Better to show the holes in the plan on paper rather than have them occur in reality.

2011-11-05T16:12:00.000-07:00

Einstein was a determinist who suggests that 'for everything that happens there are conditions such that, given them, nothing else could happen'.
Heisenberg uncertainty principle, 'nothing is certain'.

Einstein refuted the idea by saying 'god doesn't plays dice with the Universe'

Proven through experiments: everytime we look at the electron, there is uncertainty with the position of it.

There is always the wild card and possibilities in whatever we do.

In some sense, we do have some free will, no one can pre-determine what we are going to do later.
There is always the wild card.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lFLR5vNKiSw&feature=related

Hello!

2011-03-10T18:13:00.000-08:00

It's been long since I last blogged. I'm now studying in the University of Warwick as a Mechanical Engineering student. What should I say?
I'm just a typical student waking up everyday, go for lectures, study, check my mails..then at night maybe go to the pubs? or read books from e-book.com

I envy my friends study in Australia and Canada. They are very relaxed and enjoy the company of many friends. I stay off-campus and I feel very bored having to take the bus 40minutes a day just to get to my University.

Hmm..

The reason I spend my time writing this is to put a statement which I find very meaningful in a sense that it helps us to understand more about our faith.

By Jefferson(one of the founding fathers of America):

To talk of immaterial existences is to talk of nothings.
To say that the human soul, angels, god, are immaterial, is to say they are nothings, or that there is no god, no angels, no soul. I cannot reason otherwise...without plunging into the fathomless abyss of dreams and phantasms. I am satisfied, and sufficiently occupied with the things which are, without tormenting or troubling myself about those which may indeed be, but of which I have no evidence.

That's all for today =)

Care for you =)

2010-06-27T13:01:00.000-07:00

Waking up everyday having no worries is such a wonderful feeling. Of course I've graduated from my tedious and pain-stakingly boring 18months A-levels programme.
I wanted to start working and have my own car driving around the city. That's what I plan to do during this holiday.
Speaking about where I stay in KL, I live with my so called 'brother' Cheng Heng at Taman Melati. We had a great time being independent from parents. I miss my college friends of course. The chance of being intimate with my course mates have ended.

Now Im focusing more on developing my soft skills and I start hanging around with my childhood friends. My primary school friends most of them study in TAR college and we had a lot to chat about my past and their pasts too. I realise how stupid I behaved when I was around 11-12yrs old. So naughty and hyperactive with disregard about other people's feelings.

There's a major examination happening in their college during the time when I was visiting them. I feel grateful to Lee Peng and Hui Ting for forking out their time to accompany me go around killing some time at the food courts.

When I look at her, she's all smiling and when she's angry, she just shrugged off whatever difficulties she is facing. I love her carefree attitude and she's so cute when she couldn't really remember or understand only partially whatever materials she's obliged to memorise. I am pretty good at this kind of stuff and I wish I could some sort of enchant her with 'power' to do well in her exams.
There's one time when I accidentally threw a bottle of 'listerine' at her eyes. I was soo inconsiderate making her eyes bulged. I feel really sorry to her. Sorry ya LP :P
Although she was in pain, she never complains. Just silently kept it to herself. I admire that part of her altruism. That's all to report about myself thus far.
I'll talk about her more ^^ in my next post.hahaa alrite

Albert Einstein's relativity.

2010-03-24T02:11:00.000-07:00

Special relativity:
-speed of light is constant in a vacuum for all observers.
1)time dilation->the faster u go the slower the time ticks
2)length contraction-> when something is moving towards u..it's length is measured shorter
3relativity of simultaneity-> different observer see things differently.
4)energy can be converted to mass.vice versa

Relativity:
1)gravitational time dilation..
nearer to earth time ticks slower
2)light rays bend in gravitational field
3)universe is expanding
4)frame dragging..4 dimensional space where mass move together with it

Utada Hikaru rock my world !!! LOL..

2010-01-07T01:52:00.001-08:00

I give you my heart..
Hold on,let me sign it..
Your senorita a.k.a your best friend
Hereby let it be known
Love like never before
I'm always at your service
You just got to holla at me.

NYC NYC What what
Tokyo Tokyo What What
Send it up to the street up the highest
To the highest,high
mp3 mp3 players
work it out work it out hustlers
Om Mani Padme Hum

You know I, gonna be yours tonight
We are gonna...oohhhh..ahhhh...
FYI we are gonna be up all night.
I'll see you later,call me
You know my number..

Like Captain Pichard..
I'm chilling and flossing.
It's 7 O'clock
I issue a warning.
that's right,we are stealing this show..
Damn right, let it em know.
We 're sipping Chardonnay.
from 2p.m. on a working day

Ching-a-ling ching-a-ling what what
Ching-a-ling ching-a-ling what what
Take me down to the fields where the grasses
Where the grasses, lie
Mp3 mp3 players
Work it out, work it out hustlers
Om mani padme Hum

You know why, I'm gonna be yours tonight
We're gonna... Ooh aah
FYI We're gonna be up all night
I'll see you later, call me
You know my number

See I don't need a free loader
No, I don't want a free loader
If you want a piece of this stuff
Got to give, got to give something

You know why, I'm gonna be yours tonight
We're gonna... Ooh aah
FYI We're gonna be up all night
I'll see you later, call me
You know my number

You know why, I'm gonna be yours tonight
We're gonna... Ooh aah
FYI We're gonna be up all night
I'll see you later, call me
You know my number

Sleeping in class =P

2009-12-09T19:56:00.001-08:00

Brothers and Sisters =P

2009-12-09T19:49:00.000-08:00

A common misapprehension..

2009-10-11T03:05:00.000-07:00

As originally derived in 1907, Einstein's famous equation E=mc2 says that the liberation of an energy E by any system will cause it to lose a mass m equal to E divided by c2, the square of the speed of light. This is just as true of a burning tree as of a nuclear bomb, except that the energy released in ordinary burning is too small to allow a measurement of the decrease in mass of the products of combustion. If one insists on saying that mass is converted to energy in nuclear reactions, then one must say the same of ordinary burning. The true source of the energy released when a tree burns is the sunlight absorbed during the tree's life, and the true source of the energy that is released in a uranium fission is the energy stored in the nuclears when it was formed in a supernova explosion long before the earth condensed from the interstellar medium.
This explains when tree burns..it just change it's state into Co2 and some by products.
However there must be some very small amount of loss in mass..at subatomic levels.

Life....

2009-10-04T22:08:00.000-07:00

This is a special post for the muggers.
I got mugged few days ago and I was thinking about the entire incident which affected my thinking quite significantly..

I was wondering this person physically healthy and capable of carrying out work loads like any other adults..
Why should he resort to this kind of way to obtain money from others?

1) That guy is purely pathetic without any faith or religion. He is just a bastard full of ignorance. By stealing from others, you took away what people are entitled for and take things which doesn't belongs to you AT ALL..that guy is soo pathetic..
He inflict sufferings to others but as a matter of fact he himself is living in such a hideous condition having to commit such an abominable act.

2) What's the purpose of living if you bring unrest to our community. It is better that guy doesn't exist at all. He doesn't contribute anything to our community and acted like an animal in a violent and uncivilised way to gain foods(money). He is like a wild beast eager to satisfy his own needs and cravings.
I feel like vomiting having the thought of this kind of person exist in our community.

3)He is bold enough to carry out this act simply means he doesn't have any love and affection to others. Does that guy has any close relatives or family memebers kind enough to advise him to stop that act? It is such a shame thing to do and I assume that guy must be an orphan or an impudent child receiving inadequate education and attention at home. He is Pathetic.

To sum everything up, I just want to express out my feelings to the muggers..
You guys are pathetic bastards who have nothing better to do.
Go ahead live your life that way and die without any dignity.
U took away my handphone and some cash..
So what?
When I work, with knowledge I can earn back in a few days time..
I will never resort to such hideous act..

NEVER!

Experience getting mugged

2009-10-03T20:44:00.000-07:00

I was walking back after a long day of shopping and enjoying foods around KL..suddenly, a guy came out of nowhere held a knife pointing towards me...
I was shocked,terrified and stunted..
I gave him whatever I have...
Handphone...Money RM200...

That guy is an ass hole!! I showed him middle finger the time I walked away...
I feel this weird feeling of scared and nervous...
It feels so unusual...
I hated myself for walking through the dark alley..
But that's my regular route back to my Uncle's apartment.

My Days.....

2009-08-11T14:49:00.000-07:00

2nd semester have started...
All the classes started and I'll be going through the usual hectic lifestyle I experience in my first semester..

Currently I m in the 18months programme which is a fast-track programme...
My college timetable is divided into 9 segments..
Each segment is actually 45minutes..
Being in an 18-month programme, everyday I have classes..class cancellation is something unheard of...
Everyday there are 9x45 which is 405minutes of classes...that is approximately 7 hours of schooling hours..
I call it schooling..I dont consider myself in college..
You'll know what I mean when u continue reading..

Being a playful guy in nature..
I dream of going to Taylor or Sunway like my frens!
They?? SPM no nid study hard...just get few As can study ADP(American Degree Programme) in the colleges.
According to them, they can go CC everyday play dota until late at night...
Classes in the afternoon and they can go clubbing once in awhile..
After that can go US to study..
Well, I believe my parents can afford me for the program too..and I really wish I can follow them..
Or maybe go Australia la..study SAM for a year then go Perth..
Like that oso better lar..rather than stuck in this college..haizz

My taylor friends...
After class, yo bro...wana go eat Bak Kut Teh or Ko Lo Mee?
Then sooo syiok go eat..Sushi? or Korean foods?
Damn !!!
That's what they relate to me when they have their semester breaks..
They told me...
Finding a girlfriend there is sooo easy..
U can easily change girlfriend anytime you want...
The girls are beautiful and know how to make up...
Even my friend not very handsome oso can "dump" girlfriends...

I listen everything he said...I sigh with my college..
I feel like dying...
Why should I lead such an unhappy life??
I'll try to explain my college life and is there still a purpose of me living...??

EACH DAY..
I wake up...
7.20a.m. I bath and ready for classes..
What's waiting for me in the dining hall??
Bee Hun/Mee...plain 1...very very plain..
The Milo? No Smell1..like drinking plain water..just that it's brown in colour..

Ok class starts..
blah blah blah..the teacher convey their messages...it's ok..
This colleges' facilitators are quite nice...
The quality is there...

10.25 we had a shortbreak..
Normally I'll be in the Resource Centre checking my mails and do some research on my course..

10.45? Rush to my next class..

1p.m. What's waiting me??
CHICKEN!
CHICKEN!
Everyday CHICKEN!
ok sometimes fish..the fish...sucks..
Nevermind.. I have to learn not to be choosy..
I think this kind of problem arises because..last time I too "ho mia" ady..
Everyday at home..
My mum cook 4 dishes..there will be soup for sure..
Now I really appreciate my mums' cooking...MUMMY!!!!!! I LOVE YOUR COOKINGS!!!
ahhhhh THE VEGETABLES IN my college..Like twigs!!!

2p.m.
afternoon class starts again...
ok lor..listen listen listen teacher teaching lor..
Then 4.15p.m.
I shout to myself...Yahoo!!! All classes finally ended..
Then mayb I'll be in the RC enjoy myself surfing the internet..
Internet connections in my apartment are Fantastic..
U can detect the connection but u cannot connect it..
Even if you are able to connect it...loading google homepage is taking forever..
Nice right?

Being an avid gamer since young..
I love playing dota..
Come here..I play dota? NO time..
If i spend 1 hour playing dota...the next morning I cannot wake up..
I get tired easily..haizzz

5-7p.m. normally I sleep lor...
So tired....whole day like having war...trying to digest everything the teacher said..

7p.m. go eat in the dining hall..
Guess what's waiting?
CHICKEN!!!
nice! (==,)

At night I'll be in my apartment completing my homework or maybe chit chat with friends...

Well talking about friends..
I have a lot of friends in this college..
They having different thoughts and opinions but most of them are caring and nice..
Especially my batch...everyone helps one another..every1 is friendly..
I'm glad I have supportive friends !

The seniors are very nice too..
I have a very good senior nickname "Apple" who always helps me whenever I feel depressed..
Ok I admit..we mix together pretty well...the reasoN??
Because both of us share the same problem...
We are depressed..
Depress of what??
With this kind of lifestyle...
Everyday study study study...cannot enjoy oso...haizzz

I have a really really nice "joke" to tell..!
I prefer go Sawah Padi and become Petani than everyday thinking of solutions to problems and memorising facts...
As a petani..carefree..no nid think so much..
That's basically just an expression of how we feel..haizzz

Well occasionally we go Tanjung Malim and relax..
TM is the nearest city to our college..
My estimation of the radius of the city is about 2km?
That's how small it is...
But at least we can enjoy some foods there and the delicacies are nice!
Yummy!!

Weekends...what to do??
Cannot go out..stuck in prison..==
bo pian lor................................
After SPM, I tot I can relax for 6 months..
Mana tahu my mum send me straight to college...
First few weeks I enter the college, I feel like resorting to various suicide methods..
For the sake of going UK...no choice..

I have been working my personal statement quite some time...
I find the starting of my ps quite interesting and smooth..
Maybe I'll be able to attract the attention of the admin officer..
Who knows right??
ZZzzz..

Oh ya talking about girls..
Err what can I say?
In Terengganu, my hometown..I study in a Malay School...
The girl that I like...cannot even find...
I watch movie...like Hong Kong movies...or Singapore movies..
The girls are very fashionable..I very like leh..
But...haizzz
Then before I enter the college..
I thought this college will be like Taylor or Sunway..
AFter first day I enter the college..
My hope is immediately dampened...
I mean...mostly the girls like to study here...not very fashionable...
I admire elegance..
Whatever..those are just crap talks..Imaginary Thoughts that can never be fulfilled..
Unless till the day I step my foot on the soil of England...
Then, maybe the opportunity is there..

My previous girlfriend is quite nice..
She is very caring and understanding..
But her studies not very good, she always complain that she a bit dumb compare to others..But I find her personality very good plus she is pretty..hahaaa
She is now studying form 6..
Form 6 very hard o i hear a lot ppl say..A bit pity her..
What to do??
She no nid study lar...I pay everything for her...zzz
I stuck in prison..wana call her or meet her oso difficult..
No chance la...Can die liao...
I really feel depressed..
Arghhh!!!!
Patient!!
I nid to be strong...cannot give up easily..
I've gone too far to give up everything..
I nid to continue this race and get the best result out of it~!

Oh ya I forgotten to comment bout the new July intake..
The juniors..
The guy friends I get to know..
They are basically cool and nice..
I mean we share the same thoughts and perspective..
The girls??
errr...I m not too sure as I don't mix a lot with them..
Most of them are older than me..though I m considered the senior..
We are of the same age..but I november birthday...hahaa age as a limiting factor..
But no interest lor...they too matured..
I admit I childish little boy!! Haizz...
nevermind lo..I like the way I am..I feel happy always..
I can cast my depression aside very easily :)

niCe mV

2009-07-07T12:38:00.001-07:00

The Wonder of Learning Physics (knowledge)

2009-07-03T06:07:00.001-07:00

The beautiful things around us...the physics is everywhere..When you experience things in nature could be a rainbow or a sunset.Eveyone feels it's nice and it's beautiful..but it's so much more..
There's a hidden beauty and that's what I call the knowledge.It is that knowledge that gives us insight.People who doesnt have that knowledge..their experience is limited.Always narrows and shallow

Update ~~~

2009-05-17T23:13:00.000-07:00

I find that the TV series House is very interesting.

The story lines and how they solve complicated cases with contradicting symptoms is something which you shouldn't be missing.

Dr.House , Kutner ,Cathy , Amber , 13.... they played their role nicely showing their passion in the field of medicine.

I've always been interested to study medicine.

I wanted to know more about our human body. My level of thinking skills enables me to connect every symptoms and imagine in an in-depth way of how our human body is actually working..

For instance, if someone is having a cough..

First I identify what other symptoms he has..

nails , hands , colour of schlerotic ( eyeball colour ) , hair ..

Many factors need to be taken into consideration..

That guy's previous encounters like....what did he do yesterday or maybe in the past few weeks?

Suspected diseases?

Tuberculosis? Normal Cough? Trachea infection? Auto Immune response? Allergies?

Just giving you a general idea of how meticulous I am when analysing something..

Basically I have interest in Biology..everything is connected.

I wanted to be a doctor...

But...

My subjects in A levels are..

Chemistry , Physics , Economics and Mathematics..

So my biology level is just till SPM Level..

I also wanted to be an economist...

I love to know how investments are made..what sort of investments...the risk factors..

How banks manipulate money to earn more money...

I wanted to have the experience in setting up my own company..

Basically I love business too..

I am very particular about money..I always envy those billionaires...I wanted to learn from them...actually from what I observe...they are the lucky stars who actually made the right investments at the right time..this golden opportunity makes them billionaires.

Physics...

I love physics too..

I m pretty good at understanding things related to physics..

It's just logic and the ability to reason following the laws of nature.

If you are able to foresee what may happen later using your experience , your physics should be good..

Calculations are not a problem to me..

Using unknowns to get figures or answers is something I love to do..

PHYSICIST / ECONOMIST / DOCTOR...

I m a bit confused of what career should I enroll in....

I m interested in all the 3 almost unrelated careers...

Right now I m studying to be an engineer (physicist) same as problem solver....

If I get Bank Negara, I'll be an economist...

If I have the opportunity to study for medicine..

I'll certainly go for it..

Those are the things I have in mind now..

Just writing it out... xD

Life...

2009-05-11T02:26:00.000-07:00

Recently, my dad just bought me a new laptop..

It's Sony Vaio Fw-series.

It has a CPU core 2 duo 2.4ghz , 400gb internal harddisk , 4gb ram ,

256mb ATI radeon Graphic card.

I feel really happy because I finally owned a laptop !

I start installing all my favourite games inside...Call of duty 4, Left 4 dead , Warcraft , CS ...

I have 3gb size of musics in my harddisk..and the sound system embedded in my laptop is fantastic..It has High Definition Sound with Stereo Speaker plus Dolby Surround Technology..

I enjoy listening to musics...

Watching movies in this laptop is too good to be true..but it's really true ==

FULL HIGH Definition Screen with 16.4 Inch LCD Panel with Rich Colour..

The motions and frames produced by the LCD is soooo real...

Conclusion..

I feel very contended that I own such a great laptop..

I wanted to thank my PaPa for buying me such a good laptop and my uncle for giving the right advise to me in choosing this laptop.

To me ? Mac Sucks...

Well, it's good if you want something new and for designers..

But...c'mon I used Windows since I m 6years old...Windows 95...

I love Windows Operating System...Billgate you did a great job!

Ok that's all about my laptop..

I use it only during weekends so that my studies will not be affected by an "extra" entertainment ==

I won't be able to study if I switch on the music when I m studying..

I can't focus..so I lock my laptop in my closet...hehe

Ok...talking about my semester exam..

This semester I have to seat for Physics , Maths , Economics and Chemistry..A levels..

Well...I feel proud that I have fulfilled my responsibility to my parents by obtaining

A in Physics..

A in Mathematics...

A in Economics..

I haven't seat for chemistry yet because the exam is a bit delayed...

If I get all 4As then I'll be able to apply UCAS to top universities in UK and may get an offer letter..my personal statement needs to be written nicely showing my interest in the course I m taking which is being an Electrical and Electronic Engineer..(E&E)

My moral studies is ok...pass ==

But I failed my Malaysian Studies by getting (12.5/40)

Totally screw up that paper...because I didnt study at all..

Ok...just don't care bout that paper...after I get an offer letter from UK universities..

Who gives a crap about MS..

But I'll try work harder...to pass that paper..I just need to pass that paper..That's all.. 50% ==

I got Bank Negara interview last week...

I went through the interview from 8.15a.m. until 5p.m.

It was pretty tiring..I think I did a great job during the interview by convincing the interviewers that I really want to be an economist..

Well I applied to be an economist for Bank Negara Scholarship..

I don't mind being an engineer or an economist..

I love those two courses.. =)

I m waiting for the result whether I m accepted or rejected...Pray to the god..hopefully I get it..

JPA?

I got rejected...12A1 and 1A2...not qualified to get a scholarship..

A fren I got to know from JPA interview...5A1 4A2 got scholarship to overseas..

Of course he is a bumiputra..

But...the government should be more realistic...

The gap between our grades are soooo big...why am I rejected??

I feel so sad and thinking that my government doesnt wants to support me..

Study hard for what?

I won't work for this government because they don't support me..

I don't think of contributing anything to this government for not supporting me when I achieve good grades..

THE INTERVIEWERS ENGLISH WORSE THAN MY 9YEARS OLD SISTER ENGLISH.

Shit...invite those cockhead interviewers to interview me and I got rejected..

The other candidates their english suck like hell..

They still get JPA scholarships..I really feel unsatisfied...

Haiz..nvm..no wonder Malaysia cannot improve..Wawasan 2020? eat this _|_

Najib promised that 11A1 and above sure get scholarship...

So did I get??

Bullshit...

I m now putting my hope on Yayasan Terengganu..

Hopefully Terengganu government ,whatever links they have with the federal government can support me...

IQ test or whatever test I m ready for it..

So that's all...just writing about what I've been through this few weeks...

About the government thing...that's my personal thoughts..

If I offended anyone..you can leave my blog rightaway..

I m being truthful..I m 18years old..no bad intentions...just expressing my unsatisfaction about what happened...

My LiFe...

2009-04-17T09:10:00.000-07:00

With each passing day...I ask myself what am I doing in this world???
I feel lost !
Why am I having this kind of feeling?
You guys should know that all SPM 2008 students after finishing their SPM examination can be free for 6 months at least....
From December 2008 to June 2009...

Me?

I start studying January 2009 in College Yayasan UEM..
I feel so stressed !
Everyday....

8.00a.m. wake up...quickly change to smart casual wear...with LoNg Pants...
and 8.15a.m. the Classes begin!

10.30a.m. a short break...to 10.45a.m.
Then study again...
STUDy...studyyy studyyy...

Until 1p.m. lunch to 2p.m.
Then again studyyy studdyyy studyyy....
until 4.50p.m.

That's about 8 Hours..of class...
Shit..ENOUGH IS ENOUGH OF HIGH SCHOOL LIFe..
Now College again...
I m very frustrated....
Then at night...study study study again...
I hate this kind of life!!!
I want something more flexible !!!

I want to observe the market....venture into business....do what I like...
I know without a certificate of bachelor in blah blah blah I cannot do anything I like easily...it's like a license for you to work...
But...

I hate it!!!
WHY?????
I want some rest!!

Haizzz..........studyyy...
SPM i took 13subjects already damn stress d last time...
I mean...i really prepare for it...do exercises...but also play a lot of games..
get 12A1 and 1A2 is very very lucky liao....with almost 2 games a day for 365 days during Form 5...u can ask all my classmates...
That's the only entertainment I have!!
TERENGGANU...wat do u expect??
Clubbing? Close y lights in my room and switch on a torchlight...
Turn on ROck Musics loud...that's CLUBBING IN Terengganu..

SHOPPING?
Terengganu Got NOthing...Supermarket got lar..haizz

IT's like damnnn bored...only play games with people from other states...like DOTA..

After SPM...
Enter KYUEM...at the countryside...
GREAT!
I M IN THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE....
STUDYING EVERYDAY..
I FEEL SO TENSE LA....
I DONO WAT TO DOoO..............................HELPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!
I HATE THIS KIND OF LIFE....
I So ENVY PEOEPLE GOING TO TAYLOR.....SUNWAY......
ALl sooo songg.....clubbing/dotaing....lepak......

Why do I need to study study studY??
I know I gain knowledge through studying...but..I don't like that kind of life...
Haizzz.............

I m at wit's end trying to figure out what can I do..
I may screw out my life by smoking....or taking alcoholic drinks...
I feel so tension...
How to release it??
I want to play dota but parents don't want to buy laptop for me..
Cos they scared I Screw up my A levels in KYUEM...

How??
What Can I DOOOOOO.........................................
KNOCK MY Head.. ==
I feel so sad.....upset!
A pathetic and lame guy...
Need someone to talk to...and share my problem =(
Galfren?
Haiz forget bout it...In Terengganu...1000girls only 1 or 2 can see de...
Talking bout chinese girls in my school..only got 10 i guess...
How many can I see??
Kosong.. 0 0 0 0 eggs...
Find a galfren in KL???
I wish I hav the chance...
BUt..no chance...study study study....
I want to be perfect person....study good/gentle/nice and great..
So?
So wHAT!
NO LIFe...damn it...
I hate living through this kind of life...
Haiz..it's not the real me...I m confined in the college studying everyday...

This is Not the real me!!!
The real me is....
zz dono how to say...
I want to....
Work...as a Chef?? Learn cooking skills from the Chef...then after few years open another shop beside the restaurant and take over my boss business...
Isn't it nice?

Or...open a business...sell something?
Like wat..hmmm...Franchise of air kelapa??beside the road1???
Why not??I WANT TO VENTURE!!!
I m ready to accept failure...take risk!!!

Or...study the markets in the internet...earn money through ebay...
I know I have a lot of ways to earn money..

But Right now...I cant do shit!...

My dad can provide me with the Financial Capital..
But...
Still need to study first...
Damn !!

ahhh just to express myself lah...
No matter what... I WILL STILL STUDY!!!

Tips on Scoring Straight A's in SPM!

2009-03-19T13:08:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone out there...
My name is Jaren...18 yrs old le...
But just like most of you out there..I m playful and lazy.
I admit I very lazy de..I don't like to study...
Let me tell you some details of my life during form 5...

I start my day every morning by taking a warm and comfortable bath..
I always make sure I take my breakfast! very important ar!!
I make my own Sustagen Chocolate which is my favourite drink! =)

Then,
I ride my motor to school !!
Vrooomm..Vroom...
Everyday I ride my motorbike to school...
Sometimes forget to refuel my petrol....=_=

I reach school...start chatting with my friends...and finish my school homeworks...
Everyday in school the teachers give a lot of homeworks and finish a topic just in 2 periods...
I find it very tiring but my other classmates are also enduring this kind of hectic life style..So I won't complain much..

How I study each subject in SPM!

For Bahasa Malaysia....
I always go tuition..in the tuition the teacher give me a lot of exercises related to KOMSAS...
This means I have virtually all information concerning the KOMSAS I study..
Sajak/Drama/Pantun...all have to know wat they mean...how to find answers in Exams...
Always got 3 questions given..
First can be found in the text given..just salin it out..
The second question i forgotten le...
But the 3rd question always ask pendapat de!
On top of that, you must know how to see the marks..
If they give 4 marks..you have to know...4 isi!
If they ask 2 isi only but 4 marks..
2 isi with 2 contoh !
This kind of common sense in answering questions you must master very good...
Practise makes you used to the questions..
Actually I did a lot of exercises in BM in the tuition , however I still don't have much confidence of my mastery on KOMSAS..I always have doubts because it's KBKK..
You have to think a very good and mature answer to present it to the examiner...
Ok..enough of KOMSAS..
Sucks..
Just remember! Try understand almost all KOMSAS components...drama/sajak/pantun...
Try read them..at least u know something about it!
good tuition teacher normally will revise all with you =)
I m lucky to have a good tuition teacher....CIkgu Norma Thank You!!

Karangan??
My karangan isn't very good..I always score okok only 67/100..
I m not very satisfied with my karangans...I always try to improve..I bought lots of karangan books...!
Remember, sasbadi karangan books normally very very good!
Try learn how they use those difficult words...
On top of that,try using lots of simpulan bahasa in your karangan!
It's very important..
And also need to have at least 5 isi!
Normally I do karangan like that...let me share with you all bah...

Bincangkan cara-cara menangani gejala sosial dalam kalangan remaja di negara kita..
Cara-cara..
So just talk about cara..
If they give you bincangkan pendapat...then you can give cara/sebab or so..so...
When you give cara..
You have to give cara like pengaruh rakan sebaya...elaborate it,seperti pengaruh rakan di sekolah..kenapa? ask yourself why? kerana lebih masa dihabiskan bersama kawan melakukan aktiviti...or anything lah...then give contoh...buat apa...
lepak??Hehee..
After giving 5 cara-cara..if you still have time...
Straight away give langkah-langkah mengatasi masalah ini...lolx!
The longer the karangan..the more marks you get =)

Ok..enough of that..The karangan berpandu part almost the same lah..
Don't stick to 250 too much..you can actually write till 300+..
But try organise your time so that you won't find you have not enough time to write karangan panjang!
In SPM I write karangan panjang first!

For tatabahasa,
Erm...you really have to always do exercises..
Actually BM I never study de...I just attend tuition..mayb that tuition teacher is very good...hahaa
tatabahasa you just have to know the rules...apply it and answer following the questions given! I can't help much in this..
The novel leh, you really have to rely on the spot teacher give you...
ALways come out latar? or nilai?
All those have to find out yourself...
Like SPM..they spot come out latar...really out wor...
You have to rajin find resources..like rumours or possibilities what may come out..
They got analysis some schools...try borrow from friends..
Normally MRSM or Sains School are the most Corrupted..or I say...the teacher BOCOR QUESTIONS DAmn Yeng...
If you see your friends do very well compare to you in MRSM or Sains..don't feel sad..Cos they know the questions before the exam =)
Not to be prejudice or what..
But MRSM and SAIns school people have no life..
Everyday study study study till 11p.m...no life..
We all mostly study in Sekolah Harian...can enjoy life with parents/more friends and also a more free life!
Our teenage life will be more meaningful!
Go pak tor oso good ! Lalala...

Ok..
NOW ENGLISH...
ENglish study apa??
You just read story books...guarantee your essay geng!
Your grammar weak??
Just read story books..
I don't know shit about preposition or pronoun...hahaha
...nola...Just lazy to know..
But..when I write essay, I automatically will write with good grammar..
Why?
You get used to it because you read a lot of story books..
Any pelik pelik or wrong grammar you will notice it!

NOW EST..
ESt erm I never study..I don't like my school teacher..
She always enter the class and say...
"Open your textbook"
Open page 62 and section C..Do it on your exercise book...
What the hell?
I tadika kid ar?? Copy those exercises in the textbook and do?
Those exercises more cham than ABC..
Normally those exercises are veryyy BOOOORING!
I never do it...HAhaaha
=_=

Sejarah?
Aiyah I very very lazy de...I don't like to study Sejarah..
But I recommend you guys out there to buy the BLUE BOOK..
Very good de...got a lot of isi well organised ady..
I never read sejarah Textbook in form 4 and form 5..
I Never Finish a single page!
I just read answers normally..
Sejarah very easy onlY!!!
Just read answers for every chapter..
Normally come out the same thing...
This is how I study sejarah..
I bought a lot of exercise books..
Then I pull out the answer sheet and start reading it..
In exam come out same thing nia =_=
AIyah Sejarah damn easy..
I no study de...
I everyday play dota...can ask my sister and mum...
They say I sure get teruk result in SPM =_=
I come back from school open the PC and start Dota...
Count down
5
4
3
2
1
Start game..hahaaa
After I pawn lots of noobs..I feel happy and contended!
I will study a bit nia..normally this is 2am already..
Then the next day in school I will sleep in class..
I don't sleep all classes la..
Normally I sleep before classses start...early in the morning..
I also sleep when the teachers are not arriving in time..
I also sleep during recess time..
LolX...!
Don't follow me ar !

What else??
What subject??
I wana go dota le...
If any extra subjects you guys want me to discuss..
I will discuss it...
I lazy le..
put a comment on the chatbox..
Thanks and goodbye...

Oh yeah...DOTA RULES!! :P

My SPM results is unbelievable !!! =)

2009-03-13T08:35:00.000-07:00

11th of March,

I was so nervous...whole day i pray...God help me plss...so many people put high hopes on me. Everyone always thinks I m good in studies.
But the fact is..erm..I m ok only..I don't really those "hardworking" types..
I couldn't sit still..I kept on thinking about my results.I feel scary..
My heart beat at a very rapid pace.
I try to calm myself.
I know...if I get bad results...
First...parents sad..damn all the books i spent..nearly RM1000+ ..
Second...my rivals..I m referring to those who opposes me and having conflicts with me..got few people lah in my school..I don't like them..
I really wish I can beat them in a freaking gay way...

10.30p.m. I decided to sleep early...

12th of March,

I woke up...reluctantly i climb out from my bed knowing that today will be the most memorable day which may mark the fall of me or the rise of me...which may determine my next episode of life..
After completing my habitual personal cleaning process..that's what i think of my daily bathing,brushing teeth and washing my face.
I went to the school...
Then my mum wish me gudluck and brought me to the school.
There, I met a few friends which congratulate me for
For what???

For wearing short pants with slippers to school.
They said I have to go home and change long pants with proper foot wear..=_=
My mum was frustrated..she brought me home and I suggest to her that I shall ride my motorcycle to school.
Vrooom...Vrooom !!!!

I reached the school in lightning speed..
There, I start to search for my results..the result I most anticipated in my life!!
The deputy headmaster told me that I got...

12A1 and 1A2...
I asked..What for A2??
She started like this...

YOU..ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Account get A2???
Really Siao...LoLx..

I was dumbfounded..
Sienzz...
Account A2?
Siao mie..should be the easiest subject of all..
Nvm..Mr.Chan a teacher and Mr.Tajuddin retired..
No one to teach me accounts..I have to study my ownself..
I really hate it!!
Nvm...A2..ok lar =_=

BUT I M SO HAPPY!
13As...
DAMN!
I didn't think of myself getting this result..
You guys know why???
I shall list the reasons why I didn't think I should have gotten such a good result..

1st,
For the whole Form 5...I PLAY DOTA ALMOST EVERYDAY!!!
AT LEAST 2 games each day...!!
Which consumes at least 2 hours...
I always sleep in class due to tiredness..especially add maths class..you can ask teacher Ruzi..hahaha
She always say...Jaren?? U study too late ar??
Nah..my heart say...I dota too late :P

2nd,
I m a slacker...in other words..Lazy BOy...
I always watch movie...
All singapore movie for the whole year in AEC channel 301 I watched almost every 7 o'clock..
I also watch SPIRIT's Of LOVE for the whole year..which has more than 500 episodes..
Almost everyday I watch it..

3rd,
I m not the same like my frens....
I ride motorcycle to almost every tuition I took..
I go tuition BM with motorcycle..
Ekonomi also..
Erm...Physics also...
Chemistry nolar..got neighbour carpooling..
Additional mathematics also...Maths I stop tuition cos I find too easy...
I don't tuition Biology de..hehe
That's all..I didnt tuition much..

4th,
Spm that day I still go Cyber Cafe play dota with friends..
I mean of course...those important subjects I don't go dota..
LoLx

That's all..but I really get 12A1 1A2..
I really feel proud..
I appreciate everyone who wishes me and congratulate me for getting such a splendid results...Thanks!!

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Thursday, 18 September 2008 16:12
Michael was asked to make a sentence using 1,2,3,4,5,6, 7,8,9,10. Not only did he do it 1 to 10,he did it back from 10 to 1...

This is what he came with... ..

1 day,i go 2 climb up a 3 outside a house to peep.But the couple saw me,so i panic n 4 down.The man rush out n wanted to 5 with me.I run until 1 fall 6.So i go into 7 eleven n grab some 8 to throw at him.Then i took a 9 n try to stab him.10 god,he run away... ..

So,i put the 9 back n pay for the 8 n left 7 eleven.Next day,i call my boss n say i am 6.He said 5,tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work.He also asked me to climb a 3 n jump down.I don't understand,i' m so nice 2 him but i don' know what he 1...

hope u understand k... ..ahaksss... .