Wife Worshipper

Cuckold Story

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Sat, 09 May 2009 00:45:00 +0000

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My Wife calls me into the living room. She is dressed in a tight black dress, scoop necked to show off her double Ds, and wearing hi heels and red lipstick. She smiles and tells me to kneel at her feet, as she sits on the sofa, legs crossed, her skirt riding high.

She pets my hair a little, smiles, and then says, "I have decided to take a lover."

I gulp, my heart racing. "Oh" is all I can muster.

She laughs softly. I met him at the bar the other night, a fine younger but respectful black man and he seems to be quite taken with me."

I smile weakly.

"It is what you have been nagging me about all this time, isn't it?"

"Yes, Goddess," I say. "It just isn't what I expected tonight."

"Yes I understand."

"Are you going out with him tonight?"

"Yes, I dressed for him."

"Have you..." I pause.

My Wife looks at me softly. "Yes... we fooled around in his Mercedes. Not only does he have a cock twice your size he is much more successful than you, too, dear."

My face goes red. "Fooled around?"

"I let him suck my nipples and finger me a little....and..."

I wait.

"I stroked him and then couldn't help myself. I sucked him dry too."

I wimpered.

"It's been ages since I sucked a cock, hasn't it?"

"Yes," I said. "Ages."

"Tonight, I am staying at his place and tomorrow morning you will pick me up at 11 am."

I nod.

There is a knock on the door and my Wife tells me to answer it. "His name is Jamal," she says a matter of factly.

Jamal is grinning when I open the door. He smiles but really pays me little mind. "Your the husband" is all he says.

I lead him to the living room and he sits on the sofa next to my Wife. She points to the chair by the fireplace and I go and sit there.

Within seconds, She is kissing him and his hands are all over her. I can't help it. My cock goes hard as I watch him slide his hand under my Wife's skirt and hear her moan as She spreads her legs.

She casts me a sideways glance then closes her eyes as his fingers go deep inside. "Shit," she says. "That feels good."

That goes on for a few minutes and then She stops Jamal. She looks at me and then at him.

"Jamal," she says. "Before we go, I want my husband to see your cock so he can imagine it in my pussy and my mouth....and my ass. Do you mind?"

"Not at all."

Jamal stands up and my Wife unzips him and pulls out his hard cock. It has to be at least nine inches and thick as her wrist.

My Wife is staring at it. She turns to me and tells me to stand next to Jamal. I obey and She unzips me and pulls out my small penis. Even hard, it is not one third his size.

"Look at what I have to put up with," my Wife says to Jamal. Then what She does amazes me. She kneels before Jamal, something She would never do for me and begins sucking his cock and licking his balls -- all the while looking up at me, knowing She is torturing me.

She gags a little as he thrusts. "Whoa, baby," She says. You will get to cum lots later. Then to me, she says, " We are going now and tomorrow you will be cleaning out my pussy and ass, won't you sweet heart?"

I shudder. "Yes Goddess"

"And what will be inside my pussy and ass?"

I can't speak and both of them start laughing.

Then minutes later they are gone and I am left alone at home to wait, wondering just how difficult it will be to go the whole night not knowing and knowing at the same time.

My Wife has a lover, and tonight I have become her cuckold husband.

MORE TO COME!

Cuckolded at Last (Fiction)

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Wed, 06 May 2009 13:51:00 +0000

This is one hot MILF who knows how to cuckold her man

This is a story i wrote for my Wife the other day, given her growing interest in cuckolding me. She said it turned Her on very much. i hope you enjoy it. Some parts of it are true, by the way.

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I always knew that my wife was disappointed the first time she saw me naked. I don’t have a tiny penis but it is smaller than average and, as I found out later, the smallest penis she ever had. What made it even worse I guess is to know she was also disappointed in how I fucked her. I came quickly. It was not what she was used to.

Her previous man had a big thick cock and could fuck her for a long time and often cum more than once. She told me how he fucked her at least twice per day, how he stretched her, and I knew that while she did not miss him, she did miss the feeling of a real man fucking her, filling her up.

As our relationship grew, it became apparent to both of us that she was the head of the household and that I was not just to be an obedient husband but also her slave and service man, her toy, her servant. It took us a while to both get to that point where we both could accept what we needed, but with patience and love we got there.

Today both of us are happy and secure in our relationship and know nothing will ever come between us. Her confidence in this started to make her more adventuresome a few months ago as well as more and more controlling of me, especially my cock and my orgasm.

She had stopped sucking my cock about six months ago, but a few months after that she put great restrictions on my cumming. In fact, I cum maybe twice per month, if that and when I do I am required to slurp up my cum for her. Sometimes from her cunt. Sometimes from her ass and sometimes from a silver bowl she bought for me.

About a month ago, I noticed things changing. It was hard to put a finger on I guess but it seemed like something was different about her. First of all, she stopped letting me see her naked as much as I used to. She didn’t say anything really but I noticed she would order me out of the room when she dressed and undressed. She wore nighties to bed and would only let me see that part of her I was servicing, nothing more.

She also started going out more frequently with girl friends, but once in a while she went out without telling me if she was going alone or with anyone. One thing though, when she went out, she would have me help her get ready. I would bathe her, rub her body with creams or oils, choose her perfume, and she dressed in a manner that while not slutty was very sexy. Push up bras, short skirts, and I did notice for sure that when I helped her dress she never wore panties anymore when she went out.

I knew she was not seeing a man because she promised she would tell me if she were and I trust her. But I do think she wasn’t shy about talking to them and flirting with them.

One morning she told me that she had been going to a club on and off where there was dancing and that she did enjoy dancing with other men. She said it turned her on to get sweaty with men who knew how to dance (I don’t) and that to her seemed to find her very sexy.

I asked her if she saw some of the same men there and danced with them. She smiled but said nothing more than,”Tonight, my husband, you will see for yourself. I am going dancing and you will pretend you don’t know me.”

It was Saturday so we had breakfast together and over breakfast she told me that not only had she been enjoying her dancing with men, she said that sometimes they danced very close, so close she could feel their cocks grow against her belly.

She also told me that she had been chatting on line with a man she met at a conference. I was a little taken aback because I didn’t know that but she would have none of my whining.

She said, “If I told you I was chatting with him you would have gotten all worked up and I wasn’t sure about him, so I waited.” Then she smiled at me and added. “I am sure now.”

“Sure of what,” I whispered.

“I am sure I want to fuck him,” my wife said matter of factly. “ I like him, but would never fall in love with him and he sent me pictures of his cock and, well…it makes yours laughable, to be honest sweet heart.”

I lowered my head and said nothing.

“Anyway, she went on. “I told him about us, about you, about how I need to be fucked long and hard.”

I nodded, waiting.

My wife put on a devilish smile. “And I told him how much I miss sucking a real cock and how I don’t even bother with yours anymore.”

“Yes,” I said. “I understand.”

“I have more to tell you sweet heart.”

I nodded again.

“I had lunch with him the other day and to make along story short, by the time we were done, my pussy was wet. I knew right away I wanted his cock inside of me.”

“Oh,” I said. “You didn’t tell me that because…”

“Because I had to be sure, sweet heart”

We got up and went to the living room. She sat down, spread her legs and lifted her robe and told me to suck her gently while she told me more.

While I licked and sucked her clit, she told me that tonight he would be meeting her at the club and dancing with her while I watched. “I will fuck him afterward,” she said. “And you will watch. Is that clear?”

“Yes Goddess,” I said. “Very.”

“There’s more.”

“Yes.:

He has shown me his medical files that prove he is clean and has had a vasectomy, so I will be letting him cum inside of me.”

I gulped. “Yes Goddess.”

….

That night I bathed my wife and helped her get ready. She had bought a new black dress, scoop necked and very short. She also bought nylons and a garter and had me put them on for her. As we drove to the club, she mentioned how long it had been since she had had a real man to fuck. She said that several times as if to make sure I knew how badly she need a big thick cock.

At the club she went in first and I followed ten minutes later. I had to look for a while to find her and when I did, my eyes widened. She was sitting at a table in the corner with a very tall, fit, black man. He was very handsome and I could tell she was taken with him. She was leaning into him talking in his ear when I sat down at the bar.

I ordered a drink and then turned at the moment he leaned into kiss her. It was a soft yet lingering kiss and I noticed that one of his hands appeared to be under the table, though I couldn’t really see what he was doing. Until I saw her jump a little and close her eyes. I took a long drink while I watched him finger her cunt right there in the club.

Over the course of the evening I had to watch them dance. He was very good and much of their dancing is what I would call normal dancing, but once in a while, when the music slowed, they got up against each other, grinding each other, his cock against her bare pussy.

When they did that, his hand would lower to her ass and pull her in. A few times her dress climbed and I could see her garters and a bit of her ass. She didn’t seem to mind, even though typically she would have been nervous about that.

As the evening went on they stopped dancing and just spent time in the corner talking and kissing. I was hard most of the night watching them, but I actually moaned out loud when I saw my wife reach under the table. I couldn’t see anything but I could tell by the motion of her arm that she was stroking him. It only took a few minutes after that for him to ask for the bill.

It was then that she waved me over. I walked slowly, unsure of what would happen.

She introduced me to Jim and Jim smiled and said Hello. Then she said to Jim, “Tell him.”

Jim shook my hand and then informed me that I would be driving them back to our place and that he was going to fuck my wife tonight while I watched. “Do you have a problem with that?”

“No,” I said.

“No what?” My wife said.

“No..Sir,” I stammered.

“Good.” They both said that in unison.

My memory of the drive home is a bit hazy. I do remember they sat in the back of our car and made out all the way home. My wife was topless by the time I pulled into the drive way.

I opened the door for them and followed them inside.

My wife led Jim into the living room and told me to fetch them some wine. It took me awhile to do that but by the time I did and returned to the living room, I knew my wife wouldn’t be thinking too much about me for some time. The reason why was there for both of us to see: Jim’s huge thick cock was in her mouth and she was licking him and sucking him like nobody’s business.

She looked up at me and took his cock out of her mouth and whispered to me, “Now, this is a real cock isn’t it sweet heart?”

I nodded, amazed at how hard and big he was and I was hard from seeing his black cock in her mouth and how she moaned when she licked it and sucked it.

My wife stopped after a while and ordered me to undress her. I slipped her dress over her head and then stepped back to watch her mount him. It was unbelievable to see his huge cock stretch her cunt wide open as she lowered herself on him.

She fucked him slowly at first to get used to his size but then she couldn’t help herself. She began riding him hard and fast while he sucked her nipples. Her eyes were closed and her mouth was open with pleasure.

They fucked for a long time on the couch before she finally led him to the bedroom. I made to follow, but she told me to wait by the bedroom door. “You have seen enough this time sweet heart but you can listen/”

She made me strip naked in the hallway and then asked Jim what he thought of my cock. He just laughed and walked in the bedroom while I stood there red faced and unable to stop myself from stroking my hard cock.

My wife kissed me and closed the door, leaving it open just a crack. “You stay here/”

And stay there I did. For nearly two hours I had to listen to them fuck and moan. I heard her beg him to fuck her harder. I heard her slurp all over his cock, and finally I heard her ask him to fuck her ass, which he must have done for at least 20 minutes before I heard him shout that he was cumming.

“Fill my ass with your cum,” my wife shouted.

I couldn’t believe my ears.

“Please cum in my asshole,” my wife screamed. “God it feels so good.”

And that’s exactly what he did. Things went quiet for a few moments and then I heard my wife call me. “Come here, “ she said.

I entered the room to see that, unbelievably, Jim’s cock was still hard.

“Lay down on your back>”

“Yes Goddess.”

I did as she said and shivered as she climbed on top of me and lowered her ass down on my mouth. “Now drink his cum,” she whispered. She didn’t wait for a response. She just took Jim’s cock in her mouth and sucked him while his cum dripped into my open mouth.

Then she fucked her pussy against my face while she sucked him and he orgasmed again, right in her mouth.

“God,” she said. “ That was good, so good.”

Later after Jim left, my wife told me that she couldn’t believe how incredible it felt to have a real man fuck her and how much she had missed sucking cock. “You do realize sweetheart that he is going to fuck me again, don’t you?”

“Yes, of course Goddess.”

“Good, now suck my pussy so I can come so more.”

And that is exactly what I did, happily.

When We Are Apart

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Sat, 25 Apr 2009 22:31:00 +0000

In our marriage we have had periods of time when we have been apart due to the nature of my work. Once was for three or four months and we talked each day on the phone, though we never cammed. My Wife used to get quite wild during phone sex, in fact often wilder than when we are together for some reason. She would fuck both holes and use a vibrator on her clit. Once I got back she put on a show for me and I snapped this picture. Enjoy.

What My Wife Prefers

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Sat, 25 Apr 2009 21:27:00 +0000

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This is the toy She loves to be fucked with and sometimes She makes me suck it when She holds it in this position.

She also has me insert the cock through the zipper of my pants so i can fuck Her and pretend i have a big cock.

Pictures of my Goddess

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Sat, 25 Apr 2009 21:23:00 +0000

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i worship my Wife's pussy and ass. Can you blame me?

My Wife's Breasts

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Fri, 17 Apr 2009 12:14:00 +0000

When i suck her pussy She loves to play with Her nipples

Wife Led Marriage

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Wed, 15 Apr 2009 15:20:00 +0000

i don't know if we model the kind of Wife Led marriage many of you might be interested. It's pretty basic i think, not overt, and just happens. Here is an overview of our WLM.

- My Wife controls all of our finances and decides how much money i have at any time to spend or to contain in my own account. I do not have passwords to our online banking accounts and never really know the details of our financial dealings. i never have to ask for money. She hands me cash on a regular basis and does not require me to report on what i do with the money. She handles all of our bills.

-My Wife sends me on errands and from time to time tells me things i must do on a particular day, like today i am to mow the lawn.

- i am free to "argue" though if my Wife says "stop" i am to stop and yield to Her.

- my Wife decides how my hair is cut.

- She has her own bedroom. Mine is smaller and not as nice. It is up to Her if and when i sleep in it.

- While She is no longer seeking a lover (due to all the crap explained elsewhere in this blog), She is free to see other men (or women for that matter) while i am not allowed the same freedom.

- Our sex life is predominately about pleasuring Her. It is very rare she gives me a handjob and it has been well over a year since she gave me oral sex and i dont see that changing over time. On the other hand everytime we have sex, i am to suck her pussy to many orgasms, then finger her to more and sometimes use toys for even more orgasms. It is not uncommon for Her to cum a dozen times. Most often after all of that, She will roll over and i will worship Her ass and more times than not she cums again. Then i am usually allowed to fuck Her and i am allowed to cum inside Her. About half the time i am to suck Her right after to more orgasms while i drink my own cum from Her. While i suck her pussy She plays with Her own nipples.

That's the general gist of it. Maybe not as exciting as other WLMs, but it is ours. If and when my Wife does take a lover, i will know about it and likely hear details about it but it is doubtful i will ever meet him much less be allowed to watch or participate. The exception might be if we go to a swing club because one of her fantasies is to have four men all over Her at a club while i am forced to watch.

i will be going away for a while on business. She likes to have phone sex and in the past when we have done so, She uses a very thick dildo on her pussy and a glass one in Her ass. She likes to do that to herself and while She does allow me to fuck Her ass, it is not very often. As well during phone sex She often does not let me cum, but makes me cum to the edge over and over. She is more controlling about such things when we are apart than when we are together.

So there you have it.

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When You Got Nothing to Say

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Sun, 12 Apr 2009 11:11:00 +0000

i have nothing much to report on or say right now, so thought I would share some of my favorite pics and vids with you. Enjoy.

Pussy Worship Video Series - she sucks him too

Lady Sonia - Video Series, featuring her pussy and clit

Lady Sonia - Strokes Her Man

Lady Sonia - Face Sitting Gallery

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Thanks for all the emails

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Wed, 08 Apr 2009 18:26:00 +0000

Many of you have written me privately to express your disgust about B and express your support and well wishes. Thank you. Given other stresses in our life (work and business), my Wife and i are preoccupied with such things moreso than next steps in the HotWife/cuckold lifestyle. My guess is this has left a very bad taste in her mouth and I would not be surprised if she ever does this again.

However...I joked with her last night. I said...ok love, no more boyfriends or benefactors...I paused and added...but maybe you would like a female lover. She looked at me and said, She has always wanted to feel a woman suck her pussy (but She has no desire to do the same back)... so who knows what the future will bring.

My guess is She is feeling a little used. I mean, She bought condoms fully expecting She would fuck this man on their last overnight before NY but nothing much happened then... but She did show him Her breasts and he kissed them and She offered to "take care" of any needs he had but he asked just to cuddle. That must sting a bit, her willingness to live up to her end of the bargain and his deceit in exchange.

I feel for her on that score.

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The Benefactor: Just Another Bore and Liar

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Tue, 07 Apr 2009 09:58:00 +0000

My Wife's trip to New York was primarily a big bust. The so called Benefactor, hereafter called "Old Bore" declined taking Her to any broadway shows, did not show her the World Trade Memorial, the Statue of Liberty, did not take her shopping, and wouldnt even let her take anything from the mini-bar. They did go to the Met which She loved, although he was bored there and they took in the Philharmonic (Mozart) but he was bored there too.She loved both.

She loved New York actually, but her stay with him was not good. He was pleasant and confessed his love for Her but did not follow through. He had promised She would suffer no lost income from taking time off from work, but he did not follow through as promised. He bought her a purse and an umbrella.

Needless to say, he got no sex, no view of her breast like he did the last time they were together. She believed he got what it meant to be a Benefactor and She was duped.

So... of course She is done with him.

It has been about 9 months I think that we have pursued this lifestyle in our own way. She has dated a half dozen or so men. Some were very nice but neither boyfriend nor sugar daddy material. Her boyfriend, John, turned out to be boring and childish. He tried to coerce her into having sex by renting a cheap hotel room and taking her to a cheap restaurant. Idiot.

And the Old Bore basically was a sham - self centered and did not follow through on his word.

So my Wife has decided no more. No more boyfriends. No more sugar daddy attempts. We are going back to an FLR marriage in which She will be, as i am, monogamous. Might that change over time? Who knows. She still has the power i guess to see others, but it is clear She has no desire to. She said it is just too much work and involves too many bad experiences.

How do i feel? Honestly i feel fine. My first goal is that She be happy and clearly her pursuit of all of this - a lot of it to please me i am sure -- has not made her happy.

i wrote a few friends to say i was shutting down the blog. A couple asked me not to, but to continue to write about our FLR marriage, so i am considering that. Meanwhile those of you new to this blog have an account of our rather tulmutuous journey.

If you are pursing a cuckold, FLR marriage or relationship, i wish you the best of course, and maybe our journey as documented here can help.

It is not easy, so remember the fantasy is far from the reality. We are fortunate that we have come through this stronger, very much in love, and still very attracted to each other.

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Day Two

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Fri, 03 Apr 2009 10:48:00 +0000

TWO UPDATES

7AM est

i had trouble sleeping last night. She did call to say She loves New York and that they will be going to some art exhibits and a show and take a tour. She was phoning from the bathroom of a restaurant, had a 40 dollar steak She said was awful and said so far they had talked a little bit about "the arrangement" about how She cant afford to just take time off to be with him. She says She is not sure yet if he gets it but thought he might be. Was too early in the evening to tell i guess.

So after that, around 8 pm I did not hear anything and now this morning at 7 am nothing yet. My mind is wandering... Did he satisfy her needs and expectations? If so, did She begin to allow him access to Her body. He told Her he wants ot learn how to make Her cum. Did She allow him to see her shaved cunt (last time She only showed him her breasts)... Did he touch her clit, finger Her, suck Her...and did She touch him. Or did he not get it and this treat to the east coast will be the last time they are together?

It is hard waiting and not knowing and also hard not being sure which answers i wish to hear. If he gets it, She will be his for a long time to come and he will no doubt want more of Her time, attention and body. If not, She will no doubt stop looking for a boyfriend or a benfactor at least for some time to come. Anxious to find out.

11:20 AM est

Received 2 texts from my Wife....

First one: "Things going ok, I think he gets it. Will know more by trip's end.."

I wrote her back and told her not to do things sexual for him until She is sure. I wanted to make sure she is ok.

She wrote back: "I will try to call alter. I am fine and in control. Can't wait to see you. I am off to the MET and I LOVE New York and you."

Hmmm. i see NY got top billing.. LOL

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My Fantasy

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Thu, 02 Apr 2009 20:10:00 +0000

i will admit that i do not know how much of this i would want to live out, but i can tell You this is not all just fantasy. Some of it, maybe most of it, is what i hope for someday for real.

This began as a dream and then a reoccuring dream and now i have been thinking about it, imagining it.

If i could have my fantasy life be real, this is what i think it might look like. i will try to convey it in a story form.

My Wife calls me into the living room one evening. She is dressed in a very low cut bra and panties, with a sheer robe and my immediate reaction is that She wants to have sex with me, but man am i wrong.

She has me sit at Her feet and touches my cheek gently and then says, "Sweetheart i have some news for you and to be honest i am not sure how You will take it, but the bottom line is You have no choice."

"No choice?"

"Well, i guess You have a choice which is either to accept what i am about to tell You or move out."

i dont say anything, just wait.

"This will hurt you but listen sweet heart until you react. I met someone several months ago and have been seeing him without your knowledge. While it is my right to have other men, I do feel badly I kept this from you, but I can't anymore."

"Okay," I whisper, nervously.

"I have taken a lover named Jamal who is ten years younger than i am and as you likely have discerned is a black man. I won't say I am in love with him, but I do love him and he loves me and he is an excellent man and lover. Much better lover than you i am sad to say."

"Yes?"

"Jamal will be here in a short time and i want You to meet him but also to understand that he will be moving in." She pauses to let that sink in.

I am shaking now but say nothing.

"You will move your stuff into the spare bedroom as Jamal will now be sharing my bed as the main man of the house."

"What does all that mean?" I stammer.

"It means that you are the third person in this house. And it means i expect you to continue to support me and Jamal financially."

I can feel a tear forming and yet i am embarassed to say i am aroused.

"You will no longer be allowed to fuck me and of course i will not touch Your penis in anyway from now on. On rare occasions you will service my cunt and ass, but only if Jamal is ok with it. Is that clear?"

"Y..yes."

"As well he will be in charge of things from now on. I am going to let him be the alpha person in this house. While i am not submissive, Jamal makes me feel so good as a woman, I have decided to let him have control over me and you. This means you will do as he says and if he wishes it you will service him too. Is that clear?"

"Y..yes."

"Your reward will be that i allow you to watch us have sex so you can consistently be reminded of how much of a man he is and how much of a man you arent."

I am speechless.

It is then the door bell rings.

My Wife says "and your reward will start now. Go answer the door."

I let Jamal in and am amazed at how good looking he is and how fit. He is friendly to me which puts me at ease but as soon as he sees my Wife he takes Her in his arms and kisses Her, his hands roaming everywhere, as She moans from his touch.

Now it is as if I am not there and they go to the couch and within a few minutes my Wife is naked and unzipping Jamal to reveal what has to be a very thick 8 inch cock. While my Wife has not sucked me for ages, She does not hesitate to kneel and take his cock in her mouth, looking at me with a smile on her face as if to say "See...this is a real man".

I sit in a chair and watch as She sucks him and then after a while climbs on top of him and rides his cock, which fits all the way inside of her. The sounds leaving her mouth are incredible. I have never heard such pleasure come from her mouth before.

He fucks her for what seems like forever and they change positions a lot. He fucks her over the back of the couch, on the floor, sideways on the couch, with her facing him on top, with her facing me on top...and all the while I can see clearly his big cock entering her, in and out, and her cries of pleasure fill the room.

When he finally cums i can see his cum ooze out of her pussy and she rolls off of him, sits spread eagled and points to her pussy and says to me one word, "Clean.

Which i do and which is the beginning of such cuckoldery i had never thought could happen in our life together.

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Okay might sound extreme but it is a constant fantasy of mine, likely never going to happen, but i hope that Benefactor works out and that leads Her to seek out another lover, someone her age or thereabouts and that i experience at least some of what it is like to be truly a cuckold husband.

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She''sArrived

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Thu, 02 Apr 2009 20:05:00 +0000

Drove Wife to the airport and said our goodbyes. i think She will approach this with the right attitude and then see if Benefactor turns out indeed to be a benefactor. She texted me that they landed and by now they should be in their hotel i imagine and making plans for dinner.

i believe it is my Wife's intention to have a discussion about the arrangement so to speak at dinner or sometime tonight. All i know is She is not going to be giving him anything sexual until She is confident He will, as She puts it, "make Her life easier."

Just texted Her to let me know if he gets it or not. Will report when i know.

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Wife Leaves In a Few Hours

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Thu, 02 Apr 2009 09:48:00 +0000

I have tried to help my Wife be more positive about her trip. Other stresses in business have soured Her the last couple of days and i reminder Her that Benefactor has always talked about this trip being the turning point of their relationship and his desire to see Her "get everything She has ever wanted" and his professed love for Her.

i just want to make sure She goes into this with the right attitude about getting what She wants. At least if She does that, She will know She tried on Her end and if he doesnt come thru, then at least She got a trip to NY out of it, a place She has always wanted to go.

I wont hear much from Her while She is away, but i imagine i will get a few texts letting me know if things are going well or not. i will keep You posted of course along the way.

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Tomorrow She Leaves

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Wed, 01 Apr 2009 16:15:00 +0000

My Wife and i have not really seen each other the last few days, just work circumstances, but i can tell She is not all that excited now about going away with Benefactor.

This is the guy who told Her he wants Her to have everything She wants, but when She told him what She wanted to do in New York he said he had done all of that and offered alternatives, none of which She wants to do. Wouldn't you think a man like him with a woman 30 years younger willing to do "things" for him would take Her to places and shows he had seen before just to please Her?

She told him She could not afford to take off of work and he has told Her he will make sure She doesn't suffer from lost revenues, but now She is wondering.

i guess we will see, but if he doesnt come thru that will be it. And with the John fiasco and then this if if it crashes, my Wife will not be interested in pursuing any relationships with other men anytime soon, if ever.

So the next few days will tell the story about our future life. i am ok if the cuck thing doesnt happen. Would prefer it did, but ultimately only if my Wife is happy and having fun. Stay tuned.

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Pathetic John

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Wed, 25 Mar 2009 20:47:00 +0000

My Wife has told John several times now that She will not see him, told him to find someone else he can have in his life. Poor slob keeps texting her with stupid texts like 'how are you?' and 'i wish you the best'. Even though She has told him not to text Her anymore.

She says Her experience with him has turned Her off to having a boyfriend. Too much work, She says to have a man like that in love with Her and get all clingy.

She also said She is a little annoyed at Benefactor's insecurities, but i reminded Her that he is over 70 and that is why he is nervous and unsure. At least he is honest and very much the gentleman. i gave Her a few suggestions on how to handle that, so maybe She can control that side of him better.

If their trip next week goes well, that will help too. We will talk after the trip to see if She really wants to do this long term with him. She has to commit longterm (whatever that is) because after the trip is when he says he will start "taking care" of Her and "making Her life easier" and She cant really accept all of that and change Her mind two weeks later (unless he goes pyscho or something of course).

If she decided not to see Benefactor after the trip She says She wont be looking for another boyfriend or benefactor, at least not for a long time...of course all things change, but She tends to stick to Her guns when She makes such statements.

So...if She continues with B, it will be with an eye on the longterm and this blog will continue. If not, we will close that chapter and this blog until such time that something changes back.

To be honest, all options are ok with me. Everything is Her decision and i want Her happy. And by the way, things with She and i...well they are very very good...and that is what matter most of all.

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Thinking, Feeling, Wondering...

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Tue, 24 Mar 2009 11:01:00 +0000

I feel at peace.

I am not naive. I know there will still be times of jealousy, anxious time, but overall I feel at peace and i am hoping that is the underlying feeling i have from now on as my Wife's cuckold husband.

i have made quite a few friends on this blog, men mostly, but a woman or two also, who write me privately now and again - each with their own experiences and opinions, ideas, and all of them offer support and encouragement. i am grateful for them - first because they take the time, and second they do influence my thinking. It's not that i agree with everything they say, but i do reflect on their words and they help me process my own feelings and thoughts.

One friend wrote that it is my Wife's supreme right to take another lover or lovers and as such Her doing so is not infidelity. i don't know about the word "supreme" but i do believe it is Her right - not because it is naturally Her right, but because She has taken the power (and i have given it to Her) to have the right to have other lovers. That doesn't mean She will act on that right, but it is Hers. And for me, that also defines me as Her cuckold, even if no other man's penis enters Her. It is the act of sex but her right to it with others that is what matters to Her and to me.

One can debate fidelity and infidelity. i think we each have to define that in such a relationship. For me, convention defines fidelity and infidelty and because we have chosen to break convention, i choose to keep the normative definitions to highlight what we are doing. My Wife has crossed convention's border from fidelity to infidelity. That is the whole point to this in a sense and i don't care to redefine the word to fit our new expeirence. i am not saying my friend's view is wrong. It is just not our view. That's all.

My Wife and i are blessed in that we are very honest with each other - perhaps sometimes too much so, who knows? Most couples lie or hide from the truth about how they feel about each other sexually which means they never really know. Women fake orgasms and men take the fake ones as real OR those who know it is fake pretend it is real and no one says anything. There is something not right when a woman has to fake.

i know my Wife never fakes an orgasm because She is honest. Her honesty also tells me She is disappointed in my penis (She won't allow me to even all it a "cock."). While average in size when hard, it is not all that thick and i typically can't get it hard or stay hard on my own. Pills are required which breaks down spontaneity (and they are expensive). As well, i typically don't last very long and that disappoints Her. I know this because i asked Her and She told me the truth. Does the truth hurt? Yes. But lies hurt more in the long run. The truth allowed me to work on it being okay for my Wife, if She so chooses, to have other lovers.

Now, the Benefactor won't be a real man kind of lover because of his age and it appears intercourse is not something he can do much of if at all, but down the road i imagine my Wife will look for a boyfriend/lover who is bigger, better, and lasts longer than i do. She needs that and as far as that goes, i think She deserves that. Most men wouldn't give that. Many men fantasize about their woman with other men, but not in the way i do or for the reasons i have. Simply put i am not good enough so out of love for Her i give Her the freedom to get what She needs. Now of coure, She could just take that freedom as i would not leave Her if She did against my will, but it is much better, much more powerful, much more loving if She is taking what i freely give.

i wonder sometimes about people who find this blog and are shocked by what is going on. Of course to be shocked they would have to read this blog somewhat and i do wonder just how much they read. One would think if you are shocked you would stop reading and looking, but i have a feeling often they read and view alot as if to feed their shock. In other words, i do wonder how honest such people are about their own lives and relationships. i wish for them the honesty they need or crave.

For those who would condemn what we do, i will be honest. i have little time for them because it is fruitless to try to sway them to how my Wife and i see and live our marriage. If i were to say anything to them it would be this: if You are happy and content in Your marriage and if it includes the depth and range of intimacy that works for you, then i am happy for You. If, however, your are unhappy, feeling a sense of loss or constant frustration, or have an unfulfilled sex life, then i suggest you devote your energy to addressing that and less to condemning a couple who are happy and content in what they do and how they live. We are not hurting anyone else.

For those who might object to our life out of religious or moral convictions they have... so be it. i understand religion can be a good framework for living one's life and as far as i am concerned all religions deserve their place in the world. But not if they become tools for shunning others who believe differently or worship a different god than you do. That just seems silly to me. Just as it would be silly for me to criticize you if you do not live as we do. Our life is for us. Whether or not it is for you is up to you.

i think it is wrong that we have to hide. We have to hide because to be "out" so to speak would impact our work, our business, and our families. Others would make that so. There is only one legitimate reason to hide how we live and that has to do with those who have non-adult children. Some things are best left unseen and unsaid in that circumstance for obvious reasons.

Anyway. i will stop here. Not trying to upset anyone, just sharing what's on my mind which is what i committed to when i started this blog - honesty. It is why every comment posted by a visitor gets posted (except spam or anything racist, the latter never having happened yet). It is why you have read my down times, my freak outs, my fear, my bad behavior and all the good things too. In that sense this is an unedited blog and again i am grateful for the many friends who come here and accept my honesty (whether they like it or not) and offer theirs.

best of the day to you. More later.

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Am I Cuckolded Now?

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Sat, 21 Mar 2009 18:56:00 +0000

It is interesting to be asking myself this. I guess I had envisioned fucking as the criteria for being a cuckold but now I think that is too simple a criteria.

So, I will being by saying I do believe I am officially my Wife's cuckold husband. Here's why.

First, She is free to have other lovers and do what She wants with them. That means She is free to cuckold me, though I believe if She never takes a "lover", I am not yet cuckolded.

Second, I don't believe that just dating someone and kissing them constitutes cuckolding. You can argue with me, but that's my feeling. So that is why I did not feel cuckolded before when She was making out with John. They never got naked. And at the time She was not sure She would go further with him.

Third, She spent the night with Benfactor. She did so with every intent of taking him as Her lover and was prepared to have intercourse with him, give him a handjob, let him do things to Her, whatever unfolded. As such, Her intent was also to cuckold me. However, if nothing had happened intimately, I still would not have felt cuckolded.

Fourth, She offered to service him sexually. His response was that he preferred to give Her pleasure, but for now asked if he could see Her bare breasts. She obliged him and allowed him to caress and touch her breasts, kiss them, and She was prepared to say yes had he asked to see and touch her pussy. They also kissed and cuddled and spent time together in the same bed (even though they slept in separate beds).

So... my Wife was partially naked and being touched and kissed sexually and while that may not have been how I imagined it happening, I believe She has moved from fidelity to infidelity, which is her right. That is why I believe I am now her cuckold husband.

Do I believe it will deepen and expand? Yes. I am sure when they go away together, he will see and touch Her pussy and likely there will be some insertion (fingers at least) and She is considering to train him to pleasure Her orally. Will She touch him, stroke him, suck him, fuck him? She will if She feels it is time. It is Her choice.

So how do I feel? Good. Very good. I did not freak out when She was with him (remember i thought She would fuck him or suck him or at least give him a handjob). Was i nervous? Sure.

Will i feel times of jealousy? Yes, but not sexual jealousy i dont think. More like i wish i could go to the coast too!

So for me, it's official, with lots more to come. And it's hot. My Wife was very hot when She came home to have a man desire Her so and to claim his love for Her. That turns Her on.

There is a lot more to come however, no doubt.

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What "B" Saw and Touched and Kissed

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Fri, 20 Mar 2009 15:41:00 +0000

Okay, not the best pic and there are others of Her breasts on the blog, but this is the most recent. Like "B" i think they are magnificient. About 36D, sometimes She takes a DD bra. It turns Her on that he just wants to see them and rest his head on Her breasts.

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My Comments about Comments

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Fri, 20 Mar 2009 15:26:00 +0000

To the posting after this one, there are currently two excellent comments and I thought I would take the liberty of putting them in this posting and then respond to them...here they are. My comments are in RED.

COMMENT ONE
Bill said...
hi, rb -- billcuck here...

congratulations, my friend, you ARE a cuckold now, and i will tell you why. in that intimate setting, having him touch and kiss your wife's bare breasts (this is a sexual act by two adults because and when they are willingly available sexually to each other), she actually offered to "do anything for him" with sexual release implied, and he gave his wishes and she complied -- and in this moment she was completely unfaithful to you in a clear and willing way. She cuckolded you in that moment, and the way they left things (his declaration of love, etc., and her acceptance of his feelings for her) is only icing on the cake.

you my friend are a cuckold. am glad you got a good beating too -- may you get many more.

have fun in your new role! as an actual cuckold myself, i can tell you, even if she actually fucks someone else today, you were a cuckold when she made herself available to B.

enjoy your new role, there is no going back!

Thanks Bill... and to be honest I believe you are correct. My Wife is willing to be totally sexual with him. It appears the focus will be on teaching him how to pleasure Her and intercourse may never happen, but it is true that if he wants it and can do it, She will oblige him. Also her reaction to this is one of commitment to their relationship. We talk about other "services" She could provide him like massage but apparently he really just likes little things She does like bringing him a glass of wine and her proactive way of having a conversation - stuff he is not used to. And while She doubts She could fall in love with him, She genuinely cares for him and however their realtionship unfolds long term i can see them having one, even if down the road She no longer is sexual with him. thanks for taking the time to comment.

March 20, 2009 8:42 AM
Rogue Erotica said...
Cuckoldry takes so, so many different forms that I guess it depends on what you envision as cuckolding.

Extremely hardcore cuckold fanatics would say that you'll never be a cuckold until you relinquish all control over your wife's involvement with other men. In other word, a cuckold has no say over who, when, where, and how their significant other has sex with. (a little clunky of a sentence, sorry). I agree that "hardcore" means She has total control and say over who she is with.

However, other soft cuckolds feel that just their wife going out to dinner with another man qualifies. The couple talks extensively about all the logistics and what's expected from both partners. This is often called "cuckold wannabe," in that you want to be cucked, but you also want to have your say over how it plays out.

After reading your blog really soon after its inception, I feel you would fall more in the soft end of the spectrum as every bit of her activity has been negotiated beforehand. So, yeah, you are a cuckold, unless there has to be intercourse involved for it to qualify. If you have read the blog long-term it is correct that with John, whom she never fucked or was naked with but did make out quite passionately with, things did not go well so to speak. My honest reaction is that part of this was because it was so new for both of us and for a time during the onset with John our own relationship had some rocky times.. and She got caught up in how good it felt to escape the humdrum of everyday life with her husband, which made me nervous. We did reach the point (after the first time she said goodbye to him) where i got my head on straight and asked her to see him again and to take command of all that was Hers. She did see him again and the stupid man fucked it up by booking a hotel without asking Her, and pressuring Her to go there and fuck. She considered him for a time after that but now they are done and have said good bye. With Benefactor, i have accepted Her relationship with Him is Hers to decide. She is gracious to include me in things, ask my opinion, etc... but it is very clear that She will be travelling with him for example and i have no choice. i am good with that even though jealous at times (which i think most cucks get to be one time or another).

In that case, you may consider asking your wife to take on a younger lover (younger than her benefactor, that is) who truly is looking to get laid. Her relationship with her benefactor may just be an unconscious gentle stepping stone to moving more into the more hardcore cuckoldress role.

i think my Wife might want a boyfriend down the road, but right now our life is too frenetic and She also thinks after their trip, Benefactor will want to see a lot more of Her and given the special arrangements that will exist, She is inclined to keep her schedule open for him right now and see what happens.

So...i believe i am more than a wannabe despite my past crap. We have come along way, She and i, and right now i do believe She has cuckolded me with the Benefactor and that that process will deepend and expand over time. Wouldn't say we are hardcore in every respect as the relationship She has with him is not highly sexual as it might have been with John or someone else.

Ultimately, you need to set your own definition or benchmarks. The beauty of cuckoldry is that the expressions are so wide ranging. Well put, and i agree... thanks for responding

Okay...this is interesting

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Fri, 20 Mar 2009 10:27:00 +0000

TWO UPDATES

6:00 am EST
Seems that the Benefactor's primary wishes in terms of being with my Wife are to have Her company, to hug and cuddle a lot, to be able to see Her naked and give Her pleasure. My Wife thinks he may not be all that in to intercourse (or frankly capable of it) but he sure does want to spend time touching and connecting.

He did ask to see Her breasts, which She obliged. He rested his head on them, kissed the top slopes of them, but only for a few minutes. When She asked if there was *anything* She could do for him , he said cuddle and talk.

Apparently he has never made a woman cum, except with a toy and he expressed interest in learning how. So my Wife feels that all of this can work for Her, teaching him how to touch Her well and make Her cum, and being open to doing things for him if and when he might desire it but it sounds like his focus is on Her.

He told Her the next morning that he loved Her and asked if She minded... No, of course not. He also told Her his one wish is that She gets everything She wants. Imagine that!

Two weeks they go to the east coast together, for three nights.

My Wife came home quite hot actually and had me service Her for about an hour before She beat my ass red. It still hurts this morning. Then She thought it was over i think but i kept at it and was able to fuck Her for about 20 minutes to another 4 or 5 orgasms. We spend the day together as well, out of dinner and just enjoying each other. She texted me this last night so I could see it in the morning: "I love you baby and want to fell you tongue again real soon"

Ok!

Here's a Question for you, which She and i were talking about... Given that it is possible She might never fuck B, at what point would i be Her cuckold? Is being a cuckold about Her having a lover (which B is becoming) or does it involve at least one of them having an orgasm? Or?

What are your thoughts on that? Leave a comment.

10:48 am EST

See the comment below from one of the readers. He thinks i am cucked already, that last night my Wife's willingness to service Benefactor and showing him Her breasts and him kissing them is a sexual act and a commitment by Her to *be* with him.

When i think about it, i think he is right, even though over time what She does with Benefactor will progress and deepend her cuckolding of me.

i should add that my Wife did come home quite hot. She loves that Benefactor wants Her so much and wants to do things for Her. She imagines teaching him how to make Her cum with his hands or mouth.

Over time he will see her totally naked and i imagine will flip when he sees her shaved pussy. i imagine on their three day trip things like that will happen.

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Damn

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Thu, 19 Mar 2009 13:20:00 +0000

9:20am EST

My Wife just texted me, said they didnt have sex and She is going to breakfast with him and will be home by 1pm. That's all She texted... i dont mean if She means no intercourse or nothing at all. She is hard to read sometimes esp in text. And i dont know if they didnt have sex cuz She couldnt or he couldnt or what. It was intense wondering last night and now intense not knowing much at the moment. Guess She will fill me in. If She is still going to the east coast with him, it will be really intense wondering for three days... Sometimes i wish i had never brought this up.

C-Day

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Wed, 18 Mar 2009 10:11:00 +0000

FOUR UPDATES

6:25 am EST
It's the morning of C-Day... I am up early and my Wife is sleeping, I took a picture of her sweet ass in bed. Hope you like it. I took it in the dark. Actually not the best ass pic of Her admittedly but it still does me in to see it, much less touch and kiss it.

i tried to wake Her to service Her but She was too sleepy, so i let Her fall back to sleep and took my hard, cialis inflated cock with me. Fitting perhaps that i will be like this for the next 24 hours while She is cucking me for the first time.

Last night my Wife told me a few things. First, She said that if She finds having sex with Benefactor "yucky" or that it makes Her feel badly, She won't do it. Of course i wouldn't want Her to. But She also said thel likelihood of it being that bad isn't high because of the quality person Benefactor is. He won't be unseemly or crude. In fact i told my Wife She will likely have to initiate the intimacy.

She also told me that She can now see how this could be hot for us. She said even if the sex is nothing to write home about, the fact that this man desires Her so much, is willing to "take care of Her", thinks She is gorgeous and hot, etc...that is hot for Her and She knows She can use that to make me hot. Of course i am hoping the sex is hot for Her too.

Every cuck's fear and hope is that his Wife's lover is a good lover, a better lover than him. i guess we will see if Her senior citizen lover (who is anxious to fuck Her) ends up being superior to me at least at fucking. My Wife loves to fuck and She deserves better than i provide, which is one of the big reasons i wanted Her to have a lover or two.
She will be driving to meet him at the hotel later today and will come home first to pack. She informed me i will help Her pack and i am hoping She will allow me the honor of making Her aroused before She goes.

i will write more later as the day and evening progresses.

9:40 am EST

My Wife left for work a while ago, kissed me and told me to be a good boy. i told Her i had taken a Cialis early this morning (hoping to get to fuck Her) but that since She wouldn't wake up i would be stuck with this "arousal" all day. She smiled and said maybe "we" can do something about that when She comes home to get ready to go see Benefactor. Mmmm...i wonder if She meant that.

She is going to come home, pack, get dressed, bring some lingerie and head off for dinner with Benefactor, then to the workshop and i am sure right after to the hotel room. That will be between 9 and 10 pm. i am imaging Her at some point putting on Her lingerie (a frilly, low cut top i think with short shorts) and Her robe and walking out of the bathroom to let Benefactor see Her that way. i wonder how things will "get started."

She doesnt really know what will happen. But i know She wants to get sex (meaning: fucking) out of the way so it doesnt happen for the first time when they go away to the coast two weeks from now. So i imagining Her riding him (his fav position) but wonder if he is the kind of man who wants to suck an incredible pussy.

By the way her pussy is totally shaved. She had it waxed and usually keeps a landing strip but the girl made a mistake and took it all off. She doesnt like it that way though i sure do. i will try to get a picture.

Even if they dont fuck, i am sure he will get his release somehow. And i am hoping upon Her return tomorrow that i get some of the scoop on what happened. i will be full of questions but have told myself to wait until She tells me... but i do wonder how She will feel, how things got started, the expression on his face when he unwrapped Her breasts, and slipped off her short shorts, if She stroked him, if He got a good look at Her cunt, if She sucked him (and vice versa), did he cum, did She? Did they go into the night or did it last for a short time... and in the morning what happened... did they do it again. Of course who knows, it could be nothing happens too. I just dont know.

i feel another posting coming on about the cuckold lifestyle. Maybe later it will be here if you are interested.

3:10pm EST

Well... She's off. My Wife got home around 1:45. She took me to our bedroom and i thought She would have me service Her, but instead She let me kiss Her breasts and fondle Her a little bit and then She gave me a handjob. When She was done She said, "There, i hope i dont hear You whining about coming anytime soon." Then She said..."Tomorrow when i come home You are going to suck my pussy until I have many orgasms." OK!

i tried taking a phone pic of her dress, but it didn't turn out that well, though i did get Her shoes which are very hot. She wore a white lace bra and panty set underneath. You can catch a glimpse of the bra in the down blouse shot below. And i took a pick of the lingerie She will be wearing tonight, also below.

i thought i would be more nervous, but i am not. She assured me She won't be doing anything sexual if She doesn't like it or makes Her feel bad or yucky, so that's good. i dont want Her doing anything She doesnt want to do.

She will get to where She is going around 4:30 or 5:00 and meet Benefactor in the room. They go to dinner then and after to a workshop at 7 until 9pm. We imagine he must know some of these people cuz he goes to these things alot and no doubt people will wonder what he is doing with such a younger woman. i bet he likes that.

i figure about 9:30 or so is when they get to the room and probably an hour or so later is when *something* is going to happen, god knows what. All i know is it is my plan to be in bed by then, sleeping (i hope) with the help of a pill.

This could be it. C-Day... what i have asked for for so long, finally. And with a benefactor no less, extra bonus.

i guess i will know more tomorrow, unless later i get some sort of "telltale" text. Stay tuned.

8:30pm EST

Have heard from my Wife via text. She arrived at 4:45 safely and went to dinner and just now a text saying She is at the seminar. Here is what She texted as well: "I will put my boy to good use tomorrow so rest your tongue. Love you. xoxoxoxo."

She usually doesnt text like that, so She must be feeling pretty comfortable with being there with Benefactor. So far, it hasnt been all that stressful to be waiting here for Her. i will go to bed now, sleepy from the pill. Otherwise i will wonder all night what is going on.

Someone commented to this posting saying maybe i shouldnt take a sleeping pill incase she calls with the details. There is no chance She would do that. She will wait to tell me whatever she has to say in person and i prefer it that way.

So tomorrow i will know, as will the readers of this blog... if my dream of being a cuck to my Wife has come true.

Good night.

One More Sleep

wifeworshipper@gmail.com (rb) — Tue, 17 Mar 2009 14:54:00 +0000

Oddly enough, not much to say today. Trying to keep busy and no doubt will try even harder tomorrow, especially in the evening which is when my Wife will, as She plans at least, consumate things with her Benefactor. i will go to bed earlier, perhaps take a sleeping pill to take the edge off the wonderment (and perhaps some of the worry). But no doubt i will imagine her seducing him with her body, stroking him as i am sure She will do and finally opening Herself to him, taking him inside and allowing him the pleasure of spending himself inside of Her. She will return to me the next day, making sure to spend some time with me before she goes to work later in the afternoon. I wonder how our reunion will be. i am nervous about that.

On another front, John texted Her and said goodbye and wished Her well. i am sure he is saddened by his lost opportunity with my Wife and i know She holds me somewhat accountable for what happened or didnt happened, but the bottom line is She ended up seeing him as less than She imagined before - a man who tried to pressure her to fuck him and a man much less sophisticated and mature when She now compares him to her Benefactor.

No doubt i will be posting tomorrow night about how i am feeling, if i heard from Her at all. So come on back!