Witchy Witch MadWitch

2012

2012-01-08T02:50:00.000+08:00

It's been long since my last post. Now it's 2012, looking forward to what's in store for me.

I know it's kinda late to talk about 2011, but fuck it.

Let's see apa sudah jadi in 2011 for me:

Got pressie for my birthday from my colleagues.
Spent Valentine's Day (not that significant for me by then) with my ex, who were in the preparation for his big day.
I resigned from the sales job in Pullman, in April.
Jobless for 4 months. I was a maid in the house, kept everything in order. Found my passion for cooking, started with simple dishes. It's actually quite fun.
Finally got a call from IOM for an interview via Skype. Nerve-wrecking but I passed. Have to convinced Daddy. I succeed.
Flew to KL on 14 August 2011. Stayed with my aunt in Bangsar for a week Did my medical check-up as required, and a lot of research for a room to rent.
Started work on 22 August 2011, stayed a week with Terence at his place in Damansara Heights. Since I was not familiar with the area yet, he sent and fetched me from work everyday. Really grateful for his effort sob sob...The stay with him was a natural one; I managed to ignite the itch to cook again, he taught me few simple dishes (my favorite would be the mushroom risotto).
Managed to find a room in a unit in Pandan Indah.
Countless drama with boyfie, including the one that gave me the (invisible) slap to my face. I was really at my wit's end.
Went out dinner with colleagues and bosses. I opted for a beer, so do our big boss....and oh boy it's the first time a guy poured a beer for me. That's what we call a courtesy! Sumore it was from my big boss.
Went to Skytrex and had a blast. I did both Big Thrill & Extreme course with success. I did not chickened out, y'all. I climbed 20 metre above the ground, or more than that I think. Did the flying fox with screams and slowly it became the most natural thing to me......no more screaming and just looked ahead of me, expressionless.
My sis came to KL for a shopping spree with her boyfie. It was fun and both of them are addicted to Bukit Bintang OMG....spent a night with them in the hotel. The next morning the room service boy who sent our breakfast must have thought we had a threesome coz he saw us still dressed in our supposedly pajamas, and three head pillows on the bed.
My cousin died on the first day of Christmas. RIP bro.
Ate damn a lot of durians.
Went clubbing with my cousins on the 28 Dec. Oh boy that was a major turn off. Even my bro and sis thought the same.
Spent NYE at home, watching Athena, Goddess of War. I refused to go out as I was feeling unwell.

That was it.

Baby...lesson learned.

2011-11-27T22:20:00.001+08:00

I'm so sad now because he is leaving soon. I blame myself for this. If only I had not let anger controls me, if only I listen to him, if only I make more time for him after work, if only......

I am so selfish. I am not a good girlfriend for him.

And now he's leaving for Australia. He seems like ignoring me, completely. I did not mean to push him away.

Steve Louis, I love you. Please come back soon.

Sands

2011-11-21T00:39:00.001+08:00

Knowing that he is nearer to you. Knowing that both of you still have such a strong bond with each other. You are trying hard to get rid of him out of your system A.S.A.P. so that you can move ahead.

Unfair.

Being a woman

2011-11-02T22:41:00.002+08:00

I think I have gone crazy.

Greek yoghurt

2011-08-20T23:15:00.001+08:00

Our loots has become 3 bags

Yesh!! Went grocery shopping with Terence at Bangsar Village. I know, I know...today is Saturday, we have been charged RM0.10 for each bag.

Wrong direction

2011-08-16T17:24:00.001+08:00

Went to the KPJ Tawakkal this morning for medical checkup. I wasn't sure which building to go, when I asked the counter, they asked me to go to the old building. There, I said I was told by the new building to do so. Guess what, they might think I'm a refugee(?) so that's why it happened. My fault too, because I didn't explain myself well about being the new staff. Agitated, but at least I learned my way around there.

Experience: great, 5-star treatment, efficient. I felt sorry for some staffs though because Manpower did not send me any GL or OL for me to prove myself that I'm a new staff. I met a medical officer in training (I dunno the correct term, forgive me) in the X-ray room and guess what, he's a Bidayuh from Kuching too! Hahaha we spoke Bidayuh all the time in there. He must be guessing from my name.

The TB test. Big-ass marker the nurse used.

My lunch for today: fucking RM7.

Oh hi, iz me!

2011-08-16T00:09:00.001+08:00

Yes, live from Bangsar.

Now I bunk in with my aunt and her colleague in a small and old shop-lot apartment in Bangsar. Looked scary at first but it's pretty safe and very, i mean....VERY close to UOA Bangsar and the linked LRT station. I woke up pretty late today due to the exhaustion from not-really-walking here and there and brainstorming (after had sneak peek at some potential areas) with Ernest.

The results so far:

Nice, secure apartment/condo, affordable price but troublesome to walk to the LRT station; or
Nice, secure apartment/condo, mahal-nak-mampus-omg-expensive-I'm-gonna-die price but very convenient to the LRT station that you can sway your hips while walking wtf; or
Number 1 but only want Chinese female/male; or
Number 2 but still can't afford the room rent even I have to split it between myself and my boyfriend.

I'm still looking, still!! It makes me nervous like hell wei...if everything seems OK, suddenly the question of "boyfriend" will pop out. Most of the room said MYOB, but yeah, the room prefers Chinese female....but my boyfriend how? (wtf my sentence sounds drunk)

K lah, need to go to sleep soon. Tomorrow gonna head to Tawakal Hospital for a medical check-up. Oh ya, need to glue my ass in KL Sentral again (nearest RHB Bank service branch) for your truly's hands gatal gatal wanna check balance in account but she wrongly key-in the PIN. Fuck Winnie's life.

Aaaahhhhhhh siao oredi lo....

Move to KL

2011-08-05T16:06:00.000+08:00

YO!! I'm moving to KL on 14 August 2011. I'm still searching for suitable rooms for rent and public transportations' routes.

I've been facing this laptop screen more than anything else.

Pening...pening..... ahhhh~~

Shipwreck

2011-07-31T20:07:00.000+08:00

I don't know why but I feel that same feeling when there is another trip soon. I am longing to live and see what I've been so used to back then, but in reality I won't be able to do that in another 6 months or so. I was so ambitious to keep my promise but I seem to be weak, day by day. This existing ties is so forbidden to talk about, and it suffocating me that I really need to talk about it.

The more I avoid it, the closer it becomes.

Cake

2011-07-26T00:13:00.003+08:00

25 July 2011 (technically yesterday) was my younger brother #1's birthday. As usual, just a small and humble celebration among us only and try not to make things difficult because he has a broken right shoulder to deal with.

He's 19 this year.

Otto ogi geh picnic...

2011-07-21T14:32:00.004+08:00

It was not a boring weekend, yay! That was because on Saturday I went for the PTD exam and on Sunday I balik kampung (my mom's) to man bijaro, that's Bidayuh for meal gathering. Piggy lazy, I woke up at 1130hrs straight to bathroom, ate the tapau-ed kolo mee goreng as my brunch and later went to al cheapo salon with youngest sister to get my head washed and massaged. Definitely NOT a wise choice. The water and shampoo dripped to my chest and my right arm. Pissed. Reach home before 1400hrs but mom and dad sudah jalan dulu. So we the sisters use another car to balik kampung.

Me drinking cooling coconut juice on a hot sunny day.

Pink tumbler is coconut juice. Green is bucket full of beer and ice.

Daddy is starting the fire

Bak oyuok (pig's head)

Pomelos

Mommy chopping the head

Cousin sampled it first

Yours truly an observer

My niece, Qi-Qi.

Crispy, succulent meat.

Model oyuok panggang and Tsingtao beer (without contract)

To add in the kick.

Handsome nephew, Bradley.

We can has picnic too (otto ogi geh picnic)

Steamed corn for dessert.

Junction

2011-07-16T20:45:00.006+08:00

This morning woke up damn early because of PTD (Gred M41) exam. Damn malas to work my ass off. I pinjam mommy's blouse and I wore my own MNG skinny pants. To finish up the look, black high heels.

Camho in bro's room. I buttoned up one more to go to the exam, don't worry.

The venue was at the end of the world, Politeknik Kuching. Luckily Zateel showed me a straighter way to Politeknik and we made it in time. To sum up my experience on the exam, I copy-pasted my FB wall post:

1) General Malaysia knowledge: tersengih-sengih, tapi kat dalam hati menangis.
2) Maths: wtf where's the answer?! mau koyak kertas.
3) Comprehension: *thumbs up*
4) BM essay: "ngenjen" with naked truth.
5) English essay: that's what I'm talking 'bout, sucker!

For your information, "ngenjen" is a word from Sarawakian Malay dialect for urrrmm...... "talk cock". I can't find the exact word to match the meaning but I thinks that is the closest. General Malaysia knowledge mostly based on what's happening in Malaysia lately as well as a bit here and there of global knowledge. Maths was......they are damn easy, but 45mins for 40 questions was so tricky. A lot of my friends said the answer was neither A, B, C nor D. Needless to say, not even close to your calculation and you are very sure your steps are correct. The complicated diagrams and tables were there to distract your mind from finding the core question. That's why I wrote there I wanted to koyak kertas (tear up those papers). By the way, no calculators allowed. All you need is your brain. Rusty brain. Comprehension consists of 2 BM excerpts and 2 English excerpts and 20 objective questions. I can say it was a smooth ride.

Then, came the BM essay: 3 questions, choose 1. Time given was 1 hour, between 200-500 words. Since the first section of the test, my stomach was growling like mad wei..... I bet those around me could hear. I finished my BM essay 15 minutes before 1330hrs. I drove out of the compound to the nearest grocery store to grab some food (a soy bean milk and butter bun).

Last paper was English essay. Like the previous one, I finished early before I write too long with so many points and don't know how to stop. Zateel and I thought of having some celebratory meal at KFC Matang Jaya.

Date with Colonel Sanders

Snack plates and Zateel's hand, counting money like Ah Long.

I am so tired, I drove home with sleepy-ness on my face and watched Harimau Malaya versus Liverpool FC. Liverpool won. Pretty interesting match.

Igloo

2011-07-11T02:42:00.002+08:00

Sorry, but to serve your eyes and washing your brain to digest the above "glorious" picture of myself.

Do I look like I'm the owner of a departmental store?

Exam

2011-07-05T21:19:00.005+08:00

Whoa~~ lookie what I got:

SURAT PANGGILAN MENDUDUKI PEPERIKSAAN

By looking at the post, I have to be very very very aware of what's happening. Gasp! Seems like no break, hopefully they provide food to satisfy my hunger. Another thing, it is on Saturday, 16 July 2011 and at the most unfamiliar place to me. Very good.

So geram I wanted to kill myself

2011-07-04T02:24:00.004+08:00

See, I don't like to be forced. Everybody else does, I'm sure.

I am currently using my mom's lappie to surf the Internet, and do some article editing too. So, of course I will be connected to my Facebook, MSN & YM. Here's the problem: this lappie comes with a webcam. Most of the time I don't use it in any means, I am not a webcam person. Seriously.

Yes, In the past I turn it on to live chat with besties only. To do some stupid facial expressions or just to show how pretty/ugly we have become. Then comes the boyfriend. Fine, a regular because he's in KL, while I'm in Kuching. Those in my MSN & YM, there's a category I created as "From Facebook" and some of them keep on asking me to turn on the cam which I can politely decline.

When they get overboard, I decided to turn off the thing completely, make it invisible. Still keep on asking. Like this:

X: Hi, good morning.

Me: Hi, morning.

X: Cam?

Me: No

X: Why? I want to see your face ma...

Me: I don't feel like showing my face, nor my hands, nor my head, nor my toes.

X: Aiya...for a while ma, can la...

Me: NO!!!!

....or, if they were "lucky" enough, they will get this:

X: Hi

Me: Ya, NO WEBCAM!!!

....or even worse:

X: Cam?

Me: Fuck off!!

I miss my boyfriend :( but at the same time, I'm angry too.

Hittin' On The Club

2011-06-26T01:32:00.006+08:00

It was a calm Friday night, 2113hrs. I was sitting in my bro's room Facebook-ing and looking for jobs online when suddenly my cousin, Lala called me and her voice was like....ecstatic. She and another cousin, Eddie wanted to drag me out for a night in the club. Without further explanation, the line was cut off and it signaled me to get ready as soon as possible.

By 2230hrs, Eddie parked in front of the porch and I rushed out with half-done strap high heels. To my surprise, Lala's bro, Mike and Eddie's friend (I dunno his name until now) joined the night. I'm the oldest among all =.=" Eddie knows where exactly those hantu biru built their temporary temples so he chose one very old way to Kuching, it may take long but he's a fast driver. Al-maklumlah, nya ya Cub Prix racer bah~~ko baginya bulldozer pun nya dapat mbak race juak....

On the way, our cousin from Bintulu suddenly called Mike's mobile and yelled "Cilaka, kitak orang gi clubbing sik mbak aku?!" (You guys are going clubbing without me?!). Sorry cuz, you are too far away. Come in July and we go together la.....with the condition of you must "open table". Anyway, Eddie brought us to Paragon X3 and that means it was my second time there. Lala was a first-timer to club and hey hey! Another cousin of mine (from mommy's side), Cliff were there too but he was with his friends on the ground floor.

Pictures below:

Lala & I

Eddie & I. His baby-face has gone, now more like a man.

Lala & Eddie

Mike

Yours truly punya rambut roboh because of vigorous movements while dancing =.=

Lala, Eddie & Eddie's friend.

Mike and his friend, Mel who took a table on the ground floor.

Move ya body.....

Still sober

We moved our arses out of the club at nearly 0300hrs. We made a detour to Eddie's family second home in Gita Jaya so that we could rest for a while until past 0400hrs. That's when hantu biru would close temple (according to Eddie la...). Hahaha....he was wrong. He had to "berpantun" with hantu biru and luckily he was sane enough to drive.

I arrived home at 0515hrs, bathed, blow-dried my hair, edited & uploaded pictures to Facebook and it was already 0630hrs. I felt my legs started to ache and just hit the sack. Woke up at 1500hrs, sungguh produktif saya ini.

The Thought of Spring

2011-06-23T20:44:00.003+08:00

Out with my aunt and cousin for a shopping spree, it was theirs, not mine. I just need a way to get out and do some retail therapy. I swear I did not buy anything, really, not a single thing. My task is just to drive them and help my cousin to choose an outfit *bangga*

So I am a stylist now? Hehehehehe *perasan*

Anyway, it's been so long since my prime time of being a vain pot with my love, Carynn. I would like to jump-start that habit slowly:

Outfit of the day. Siapa pula turn the flash mode on?

Second take

There you go. Floral lace top, black cardigan, dark blue short pants (totally hidden here), black handbag with long chain strap and brown flip flop(?). Boyfriend is worried because he thought that I did not wear any pants. Like, just my panties =.="

Also, I lined my bottom eye-line with pencil, which I never done before. Would like to see the effect. Actually, I wanted to achieve smaller eyes and the eye makeup that I want is Ga-in's of Brown Eyed Girls in the MV of Abracadabra. For few seconds, I looked like a bomoh. And it smeared easily. I wonder is it the pencil?

Cousin try to master the art of camwhoring in the fitting room.

Pumpkins!

My favourite section in the supermarket has to be vegetables and frozen food. Vege section has mirrors and I went crazy.

Sorry for the peek-a-boo bra & bad skin :(

I noticed that I always tilt my head sideways when doing this shot, or a blowfish cheeks or the combos of two. Yeah, I have bad skin lately. Seriously bad. Zits pop out whenever they want.

I <3 to play dress up.

Eric & Laurina

2011-06-16T01:38:00.013+08:00

So it was my cousin's wedding on 30 May 2011. Whole family was invited but my brother chose not to go because he knew that we're gonna be long and crazy. I have not met Laurina for a couple of years. I was absent for her engagement ceremony last year and she really really really wanted me to be there for her wedding. However my mom just left me at home and I did not have the idea that they were going to St. Joseph Cathedral to witness the matrimony. She was looking for me at the church but mom assured her that I will be attending the reception in the evening at Grand Margherita.

Laurina was the one who helped me a lot during my first year in UPM (that time she was already in her final year). She visited me in college, made sure I know my way around and sometimes when I had nothing to do, instead of going gaga doing entah apa benda outside, I went to her place and hang out with her.

Now, below are the pictures from the reception:

Just one-third of the female cousins. Standing from left: Rosesotia (strict teacher), Judia (a police mom with 3 ganas daughters) and Rosemaria (government officer, don't debate with her during working hours). The little boy there is Rosemaria's only son, Dimas.

Dimas, very innocent looking and super good boy. Last time, he dislike anyone to be near him except his mom. Now, shy no more.

My youngest brother, Uwe (ooh-weeeee~~~).

March-in. I couldn't get any closer :(

Appetizer. This is the only food picture I took.

Eric & Laurina

Beer is a must.

Mom, dad & youngest bro.

My cousin and once-the-baby-sitter for me and Amanda is Judia. That night she seems to be overjoyed and drank whatever alcoholic drinks she can get. I said she is drunk and she denied that. When she is drunk, my dad and her can be the most outrageous person with silly yet logic jokes. For instance, you know the song "Soldier of Fortune" by Deep Purple? That's my all time favourite by the way. The happy drunkard version for this song is "Soldier Main Mercun", my dad has the lyrics. To add on the craziness, Judia sang her own version of "We Are The Champion" by Queen:

"We ayam champion, my friend... and we will cock fighting till the end..." o.O

Ms Steffi Dominic

Champagne fountain and the start of the toasting ceremony. I have the video, quite long because we did it in three (3) languages and some moral education in between. We made it in Bidayuh, Lun Bawang and the most common one: Chinese. However, yours truly is a total noob and dunno how to do editing. It's a 5:45min long video. Uploading it here looks like forever even after an hour, still 6%. Uploading in Facebook lagi senang.

Then, it's time for the fun. Mejeng!! My sister (Amanda) started with 2 of my cousins first, then somebody just simply pull anybody to the dance floor. It's a bit rude to decline. However, it does not need high skills to join in the fun. Just groove to the music and you are the superstar.

I was actually wanted to take the picture of them dancing but I got immediately kena tarik by my cousin to join in. Sempat jugak ambil ini gambar. Not long after that, my camera died on me. FML.

Well, that's it. My boring life.

This is sooooooo not related:

Dr. Chong!! You came to Kuching for CoS as a delegate and you did not even buzz me?! Hate chu!! Kidding la, I know that kind of event have packed schedule. Some more in that hotel!! But still......haiz~~

Dear Ernest

2011-06-03T00:09:00.003+08:00

It was in the late afternoon of 8 February 2009, we first met. I never knew that it was the start of our relationship and its roller coaster ride. It was all good though hiccups here and there but I had the genuine, pure fun and happiness when we were together. It was the first time ever I felt like the queen and it was contagious. Seeing you once or twice a week became the most exciting occasion ever.

However, it was a real turbulence. On-off. Another new person. Another new relationship. Insecure. No specific ending or I should say it will be anything but good.

I've been thinking so much since my last trip to KL in April. We have to end our invincible relationship no matter what. I was and still not sure and reluctant about it because I do love you. People say, if you do love him/her, then let him/her go. So, I did it.

I have to wrap this up. Please love her and your future son wholeheartedly. It may take some time to do that, but I can promise you that they are your gems in your life.

I treasure every moment that we shared.

I still love you, I do.

It's just about another way of loving you, my dear.

Cheers for both of us...

With Love,

Winnie.

Wish me luck

2011-05-22T14:43:00.001+08:00

Black is in after so long.

This can be sexier...

2011-05-14T17:52:00.002+08:00

Shhhhhh~~

....with short, tight white dress/white boyfriend shirt paired with super short pants....and teamed up with my favourite high heels. With white boyfriend shirt (I haven't get one for myself yet), visible black lace-y bra is the cherry on the cake. Sexy for tempting mi amor.

That cap (?) is courtesy of my mom. Happy Nurses' Day, mommy!!

Broken Angel

2011-05-11T02:29:00.002+08:00

Let the MV below tells my mind:

"Come and save me before I fall apart..."

Ultimatum

2011-05-08T11:41:00.004+08:00

.......and, I'm a revengeful person after all.

With his song

2011-04-27T22:56:00.005+08:00

Insecurities building up, day by day. I don't even know whether there is a single, solid decision that I've made recently. All I think was, how to go on.

Went for an interview this morning, an intense one. She asked me what is one decision made by me or anyone near me that has made me really upset. I try to find a professional answer to cover it up, but something came up to my mind, made my eyes blurry. I decided to cheat rather than telling the truth.

Maybe it's true we, human would not show 100% of ourselves. I am like that.

Then she asked me about any regret, biggest regret. Is she trying to dig me deep down till I crumble? Or maybe I'm being anally sensitive towards other people's intention. Someone had to shout in my face quite some time ago to low down my evil friend named Ego. It shook me. Of course I did regret most of the decision made, but to save myself I won't call it regret.

Ah, I'm crying again.

Last Night

2011-04-22T13:34:00.004+08:00

1) Piccadilly (or whatever the spelling)......nice. Saw two pretty ah gua(s), my ear started to bleed when I heard Justin Bieber's song played. Baby baby baby oooOOooOOOOhhhhhh.......

2) Stout is nicer.

3) I went a little bit out of control in the second hour.

4) We finished one bucket, moved to The Cottage. Got live band, very nais!

5) Out of sudden, they sang Bieber song ........... =.="

6) Need to go to toilett badly. Out of toilet, someone snapped my arm. It was Warren, and Chef Toni with him.

7) I talked non-sense a lot.

8) On the way back, I need him to carry me. Tsk tsk tsk. No lah, I walked.......OK?!

9) This morning I woke up with smell of ciggie in my hair and body ache.

FML.