Wonderful La Vie

I Wanna Make Love In The Club. NOTTTTTT!

2011-11-13T12:40:00.013-05:00

Okay So Clubbing. *Shakes Head* Oh Clubbing How I Used To Love Thee.

Clubbing For Me Definitely Is Not What It Used To Be. After Going Out Last Night I Now Realize That I Have Some Serious Issues With Being On
The "Scene". I Can Truly Say That Clubbing IS NOT MY THING.

Clubbing Isn't For Everybody And Its Okay Not Everybody Is Built For The Ridiculousness That Goes On At The Club. *Shakes Head Again* These Are My Clubbing Pet Peeves.....

1. OOOOO The Good Ol Line Outside The Club In 40 Degree And Below Weather.

Why Must We Be Forced To Freeze To Death On A Line That Goes Down The Block....We Look Like Livestock Waiting To Be Slaughtered!

2. Why Is It That The Club Ratio Men To Women Is.... 1 To 5 (So That's 1 Man To Every 5 Women) And Some Men Still Have The Audacity of NOT INTERACTING WITH NEBODY!

So You Really Mean To Tell Me You Paid Twenty Dollars To Get Into The Club And Now You Are Going To Stand On A Wall For 3 Hours Watching All The Girls In The ROOOOOM!?! Muther Fudging Mingle! (If You Dance With Someone It Does Not Mean You Are Now Married)

For All That Money Spent You Should Have Spent The Night Browsing Facebook Pages Of Numerous Females.

3. Why Are People Literally (Scuse My Vulgarity) F#cking On The Dance Floor?!? Men Get Your Penis Off My BACK Or Ass Crack....I Don't Even Know Your Name And Your Sausage Is All Up In My Backside! ALSOOOOOOOO...........

Why Am Getting Elbowed In My Back While At The Bar Trying To Get My Drink On By Some Girl With Her Ass In The Air And Her Hands On The Ground?!? I Thought The Bar Was A Place Of Serenity/Calmness. Why Am I Getting Smacked In The Face By Some Broad's Indi Remi Hair? Take That Ish On The Dance floor.

4. While We Are On Drinks/The Bar....Why Is It So Expensive For Me To Buy Something That Would Enable Me To Forget My Name By The End Of The Night? I Want To Get Drunk And I Don't Know If One 15 Dollar Cup Of Long Island Iced Tea Will Do The Trick.

I'm Sleepy......If Ne body Wants To Add Anything Then Feel Free....What Are Your Club Pet Peeves?

IM BIZZACK B*TCHES

2011-11-13T12:21:00.004-05:00

*INHALES*

When I Left This Blog Almost Over A Year Ago I Was In A Happy Place (Or Atleast I Thought I Was). Now I'm Back...Bruised, Broken, And Possibly Unable To Be Fixed.

What Was My Crime You Ask?

I Let A Man Get The Best Of Me, And I Let Him Get That Best Of Me For About Four Years.
I'm Now Over It And Ready To Move The F*ck On With My Life.

This Goes To My Women, Young Girls, Whatever....Men Too.
Never Get Caught Up And So Wrapped Up In Someone To The Point Where You Feel They Will Be "Your Forever". Unless You Are Married You Will Never Be Guaranteed To Have Someone Be Your Forever, Honestly Even The Sacrament Of Marriage Is Questionable Nowadays.

Any who Let Me Hop Off My Little Soapbox For Now.
Come Ride On This Journey With Me Guys And I Promise You And I Can Grow Together.
KISSSSSSES AND HUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Never Go Back....I Learned The Hard Way

2010-08-26T15:28:00.004-04:00

So I'm Hurting Now....Again....Think It's Almost A Year Since I've Finished Things With My Ex. Recently We Started Talking About Getting Back Together. The Other Night He Put All His Dirt On The Table So That I Wud Then Follow To Put Mine. I Denied That I Had Any. Later On That Night I Figured It Was In His Best Interest To Know That I Was Physically With My Ex During The Summer While We Were Not Talking ( Me And Him Cut Ties Completely For A Point In Time So I Went Back 2 My Ex Cuz I Was Afraid Of Sleeping With New People) So I Called Him Up And Told Him Over The Phone. He Wasn't Having That. He Said He Couldn't Take The Fact That I Went Back To My Ex Because He Hated My Ex, That I Had Violated Him. My Thing Is We Were Not Together....He Slept With A Brand New Girl, But I'm Wrong Because I Didn't Move On And I Went Backwards. Please Guys Was I Wrong For Telling? I May Have Lost The Love Of My Life....But I'd Rather Him Find Out From Me Rather Than Someone Else (And The Ex I Messed With Is Very Vengeful). I Don't Know. I'm Hurt...But I'm Free Of Guilt, He Wants Nothing To Do With Me Ne More But I Had No Where To Go Except Back 2 My Ex Now I'm Paying For It. I'm At A Loss.

Please Comment Guys :-(

Sorry 2 Get So Detailed But I Need Advice.

Cocaine Is A Hell Of A Drug...lol

2010-08-17T01:03:00.003-04:00

This Video Always Makes Me Smile Since I Found It Recently (I Know I'm Dumb Late).....I Don't Know Why But Every time I Watch It I Can't Help But To Think GENIUS...lol..F*ck Yo Couch N*gga!

[Charlie Murphy (Eddie Murphy's Brother) And His Renactments Of He And Rick James Dysfunctional Relationship]

Back 2 Motherfudgin Love

2010-08-15T02:14:00.003-04:00

"Torn In Between The Two, Cuz I Really Wanna Be With You But Something's Telling Me I Should Leave You Alone. "-----Letoya Luckett

Why Is It That When I Know He May Want Me Back I Don't Want Him The Same? I'm Tired Of Being Toyed With.....10 Months Since He Cut Me Out His Life...Months Later I Still Am At This Crossroad Of Not Being Able To Completely Cut Him Out My Life....I Tried...It Worked....But He Snaked His Way Back Into My Heart...Back Into My Arms ....Back Onto My Lips.

I Love Him, Can't Let Go For A Lifetime.....Forget All Those Other Guys ...You Know They Could Never Take Your Place...But I Don't Feel The Same About You....I Resent You, I Secretly Hate You. So When You Ask Me If There'd Ever Be Another Shot Of You And Me....I Don't Know What To Say.....Just How Dare You.....But I Love You...What The Fudge.

Random Blahs

2010-08-10T12:59:00.002-04:00

Sometimes i feel like being the "good girl" type isnt all its cracked up 2b, especially in my age range (early 20's). Most guys my age are too concerned with miss right here/right now, which is fine but im not that type of girl. So then wat happens to girls like me? We get bypassed, pushed aside, or put on pause by some guy who loves us (the wifey type) but doesnt wanna commit yet. feel like to be cool or to get a guy interested in me nowdays then i have to step away from my morals and conform into a girl who will do nething to keep a man's attention....because they ARE simply looking 4 a gurl who is sexually uninhibited.....and if i cant stop being shy, quiet, reserved or apprehensive then 4 men its onto the next one in regards 2 me. Im not the "wham bam thank u maam" type of girl so that makes me uptight, prissy, and too much work for a man who can just flash a wad of cash or who can whisper sweet nothings in a womans ear 2 get wat he wants. Do i have to dress scantily, or be the girl in the middle of the dance floor with my legs in the air in order to be the ultimate catch? Well scusssssssse me for having classss!

This rant was brought to you by shirley's discontent for dog ass, selfish ass, simple ass, dick controlled ass, spoiled ass, pop seeking ass, blind ass, and dumb ass men..... (-:

Back to ur regularly scheduled programing.

Ohhhh Hell Nah

2010-08-07T22:43:00.001-04:00

*sigh* i see fuckery on a daily basis...this picture was taken after dora grabbed elmo's ass

Tatted Up!

2010-08-07T01:11:00.001-04:00

I got a tat guys! U like?!? Its the aquarius symbol. Where my winter babies at? Whoop whoop.

Well it's fake....ehhh a girl can dream....lol. It's a temporary tat my bestie paid 4 when we went 2 coney island. It was 5 bux.....lasted 2 or 3 days i think? Any who when i first got it and showed my older brother (told him it was real) he spassed, was in shock, but told me to pack my bags cuz he was sure my parents wud flip and kick me out the house. The sigh of relief that he took once i told him it was fake cracked me up. My older brother cares .....2 cute... Then i asked him wat the problem was with tats. He claimed they make females (in particular) look too hood, and unladylike. Personally my brother to me is close minded....he thinks colored contacts, perms, weave, and makeup are turnoffs.....well i think thats a crock of bull i sh. Beauty comes in all different ways, get with the times grandpa. I mean if i wanna get something on my body thats symbolic to myself or things i went through then why the hell not....why does that make me "ghetto"?

I on the other hand dont want a tatoo for a personal very dumb reason....but i really liked my temporary, it made me feel cool and very bad ass....lol.

Who knows maybe one day it'll be real.

Till next time peeps.....love, live life.

Technology Bites

2010-08-04T02:33:00.004-04:00

:-/ Why Is The "Dating Game" Stupid Retarded!?!

So I Met This Guy Through A Girlfriend And He Is Attractive.....Yeaaaaaaa But It's Really Weird Because He's Hot And Cold . He Doesn't Call Me...We Communicate Via Text And He Randomly Pops Up At My Job. We Hung Out Once Just Talking In His Living Room And I Felt Like We Sooooooo Clicked....Until He Didn't Hit Me Up The Day After We Hung....So Maybe We Didn't Click.... But Then He Popped Up At My Job Two Days Later And Gave Me Googly Eyes.....WAT GIVESSSSSSSS? Do U Like Me Or Don't You.....Ugh!

Okay So I Know There Are Certain Rules To This "Dating Game" Crap (Like I Know U CANNOT Look 2 Desperate) But I Also Watched That Movie "He's Just Not That Into You" And I Think This Guy (We'll Call Him Chocolate Chip....lol...Drool) Is Just Not That Into Me Because In The Movie It CLEARLY States If A Man Wants You He'll Make It His Priority To Get Into And Stay In Contact With You....Chocolate Chip Is In Contact But Wtf, This Hot N Cold Stuff Is Wack. The Clip Below Definitely Sums Up How I Feel.......Chocolate Chip Needs To Act Right....Either You Like Me Or You Don't...Ugh Singledom Is Confusing. Texting, Facebook, And Aim... How About U CALL ME DAMMIT. Technology Kills (In Person) Human Interaction/Phone Convo...

2010-07-31T15:46:00.003-04:00

Butterflies In My Tum Tummy....I Promised None Of You Bastards Would Ever Again Get A Hold Of Me..But He....He Makes A Grown Woman Wanna Scream.....

How You Doing (Wendy Williams Voice)

Book Review

2010-07-31T13:36:00.004-04:00

Okay So This Summer I'm Trying To Keep The Little Wheels In My Head Rolling By Reading On A Regular Basis (Even If The Book Is Mush) At least I'm Reading Dammit. So Right Now I'm Halfway Through A Book Called The Five Love Languages for Singles By Gary Chapman.

Basically In The Book (Not Done With It Yet).... The Author Tries To Educate People On Relationships And Love In General. In A Nutshell The Author Points Out That Different People Have Different Ways Of Communicating With Each Other In Regards To Love (Hope I'm Gonna Make Sense) Mkay Each Person Has A Different Language Of Love, And Different People Hold These Different Languages Of Love At A Different Level Of Importance In Contrast To Another Person. There Are 5 Languages That Exist And They Are:

1. Words Of Affirmation (Being Positive And Uplifting Through Your Words To The Ones You Love)

2. Gifts (Giving/Receiving Gifts To Demonstrate Love)

3. Acts of Service (Doing Good Deeds/Helpful Things In Order To Help Those U Love)

4. Quality Time ( Spending Time With The One U Love)

5. Physical Touch (Making Sure Through Holding/Touching/Love Making) That Your Partner Is Satisfied

Alright So You Know How A Woman Says "O He Doesn't Do Sh*t Around The House" That Person Accepts Acts Of Service As Their Main Language Of Love. That Woman Who Has A Lazy Boyfriend Or Husband Will Start To Resent Their Other Half Because He Doesn't Accommodate His Girlfriend/Wife To Speak Her Language Of Love (Which She Holds Very High). That Female Probably Believes That A Man DOING For Her In Order To Help Her Whether Financially, Around The House, With Her Car...Etc Is Essential In Proving That A Man Loves Her.

And You Know How A Person Says: "O She Doesn't Spend Time With Me Anymore, She Doesn't Love Me, There's Somebody Else" Well This Person Complains Because Their Main Language Of Love Is Quality Time. If You Are With Someone Whose Main Language Of Love Is Quality Time And You Don't Provide That....Then You Better Be Sure Your Relationship Will Slowly Deteriorate.....

One More Example Is You Know How U Have A Girlfriend Who Says: "He Never Tells Me I'm Beautiful" Or A Woman That Says: "I'm Independent, Smart, And A Breadwinner Of The Family But My Husband Never Acknowledges All The Things That I Do" Well Those Girls Are Big On Words Of Affirmation 2 Keep Them Happy And Satisfied In a Relationship. These Women Need 2 Hear From Their Boyfriends/Husbands "Baby I Love You, You're Beautiful, And I Appreciate All That You Do".

Basically As Someone In A Relationship Or Starting A New Relationship You Have To Pay Close Attention To What Your Partner Is Saying In Order To Determine What Their Primary Language Of Love Is. I Believe My Primary Love Language Is Most Definitely Quality Time....It Will Not Work Between Me And A Man If He Can't Give Me Some "Us" Time. PERIOD. It Is Nice To Get And Give A Little Of Each Of These Languages From/To Your Partner But For Each Individual There Is Always One Love Language They Feel Is ABSOLUTELY Necessary In Order For Their Relationship 2 Function. Time 2 Be Little Investigators People!

What Are Your Thoughts? Which Language Of Love Are You Guys' #1's?

P.S. The Book Is Really Good....Pick It Up....You Don't Even Have 2 Be Single 2 Enjoy It, Very Insightful.

I'm Outtie Tho....Love, Live Life!

Blue Skies

2010-07-25T04:06:00.005-04:00

I May Be Going Through My Drama....I May Have Been Wronged Twice In A Freakish Coincidence This Year But I've Never Felt More Happier, Stronger Or Loved Myself This Much. They Try To Knock Me Down But All I Do Is Rise.....I Rise Above Because I Know The Best Revenge Is Success.

The Song That's My Anthem Right Now....Janelle Monae....Tightrope....Cheaaaaaaaaaaa ( She Is Such A Breath Of Fresh Air....Originality Most Def Her Thing)

I Gotta Keep My Balance....

Love, Live Life....Muahz!

Mini Update... Till My Nail Heals

2010-07-22T23:26:00.003-04:00

Just When I Put The Tip Of My Foot Into The Water Somebody Decides 2 Screw Me Over Again....Eff It I'm Becoming A Nun....I'm Typing More 2 Morrow B/c I Hit My Nail And Typing Right Now Is A Bioyatch But I Will Be Back. Oh Btw.....100th Post!!!! Whoop Whoop.

I Can't Believe It's Been A Lil Over A Year Since I Started Blogging, But I Just Wanna Thank U Guys On Ur Opinions And Love (Old And New Followers). I REALLY Love Yall, All And Ne Of Ur Comments Make My Day...Muah!!!!!!!

I'm Just Sayin

2010-07-19T01:34:00.003-04:00

If I Told U I'm Crazy And I Have Baggage...Whyyyyy Must You Insist On Trying To Wife Me Up Or "Making It Official"? What Is A Title...Ugh I Dont Answer To Expectations Of Society And What Is Norm In Regards To A Relationship Between A Man And A Woman. Waiting On Me To "Act Right"...Don't Hold Your Breath.

And Oh Yeah When You Finally See My Crazy Coming Out Don't Say I Didn't Tell Ya So....Some Girls Hide The Crazy, Some Girls Ignore The Crazy..... But I...I Put It On The Table For You.

Proceed With Caution...That's What You Have To Do With Me....*Shoulder Shrug* Ahhh Welp

Does Size Really Matter

2010-07-08T07:01:00.001-04:00

So the age old question of if size really matters.....hmmmmm.....my opinion.....uh if ur physically deficient sure its alrite and yea it shuuuuuud be all about the motion in the ocean but hey its the real world....i mean seriously.

Wat say you ladies ......u met this swell guy, u click on many levels, u vibe, u jones, u connect....finally u decide 2 express ur love 4 each other and u find out ya soon 2 be lova is only as big as a lil piggy in a blanket or a damn canned vienna sausage. Do u take the L and hope love conquers all or do u give him a crummy excuse and "suddenly" disappear?

And no havent met nebody, since that bastard :-( cuz i dont wanna settle for ne tom, dick, or joe

but i only pose this question 2b random....i didnt figure out my ex (the one who took my viginity) was less than average till i met my boyfriends after him ( id never seen a males private part in person till i was 19)....as shallow as it sounds if i met him (my 1st) after my other ex's i might have laughed in his face. But im curious about u guys....wud it not be an issue and have u ever been with a tiny man who went above and beyond to show you that tiny tim is just as relevant as big mac?

Also another random: if im a guy with a smaller than average part....wud i know if i was less than average? How wud i know i was lacking if nobody told me?

Till next time peeps,

Love, Live Life

Ooo ooo oooooo I Got A New Attitude

2010-06-28T17:34:00.003-04:00

Mkay So Over The Past Couple of Weeks I've Been Over The Hills And Through It All. My Whole Mentality (Thanx To That Bastard Who Left Me...{You'll Get Yours Nucca}...) Has Changed....Part Of It For The Better But The Other Part Not So Much.

I Would Hate To Be The Bitter, Angry, Black Woman Scorned...But Hey Men Make Us That Way. I Mean I'm Not Completely Scorned And Curse Everything With A Penis But For Right Now I'm Over Them And The Whole Ambiance Of Being Goo Goo Gaa Gaa In Love.

Basically #1 Right Now Is Me....My Main Focus Is My Health, My Studies, My Family, Friends, And The Rest Are Just Excess Baggage. Honestly The Breakup Has Made Me Stronger And More Dependent On Me For My Happiness....Sure There Are Days That Are Worse Than Others But I Just Have To Remember That Man Wasn't For Me, The Pain He Was Causing Me....I Didn't Deserve It, The Games Were Not For Me, And The Person He's Going To Become Was Never Going To Match The Person I'm Planning To Become. How Could I Have Expected Someone To Love Me When I Didn't Even Know Me...I Didn't Know What Made Me Tick, Happy, Or Sad. I Didn't Know What I Didn't Want In A Man Because I Figured "Shit If I Dont Like Him, I'll Mold Him" (Um Wronnnnnnngo).

You See People I Was And Still Am An Incomplete Person...I Was Never In Touch With Myself And I Was A Moron So I Took Another Moron Serious (My Ex) Not Realizing We Both Had Some Growing Up To Do. So Now That I'm Maturing And Opening My Eyes To EVERYTHING...I'm Realizing That The Boy I Was With Wasn't Even On My Level And All He Was Doing Was Pulling Me Down. I Thought He Was My "Soulmate" Because My Mindstate Was Still Immature And Young...I Didn't Know Me.

You Want Proof? Fall Semester While I Was With Him (And He Was Starting To Fuck Up...Yea We All Know The Signs Of When Men Start Fucking Up) My Gpa Ended Up A 2.5....Lowest It's Ever Been And Not One Of My Greatest Accomplishments. This Spring Semester With Him Out Of The Picture My Gpa Jumped Up To A 3.5.....Can We Say Hyped? Yea I Was Extremely Happy.....I Dunno It Just Proved To Me That I Can Be A Success Without Him Or Any Other Man To Make Me Complete...It Made Me Feel Like A Grown Woman....Finally.

I Wasn't The Prettiest Girl He Knew, I Didn't Have The Phattest Ass, I Don't Look Like A Top Model Everytime I Step Out The Mother Effin Door.....

But I Was A Good Girl, I Had Potential, And I Loved Him Hard.......I Have Self Worth, And Maybe Not Today, But One Day Somebody Will Think I'm Pretty Cool....Till Then I'm Having Fun Just Loving Me....Flaws And All....Unconditionally.......I Love That Girl.

Ohhh Hellll Nah

2010-06-27T12:48:00.001-04:00

Now you know if this was a little black girl people wud def be angry....glad they knew better!

Oh hell nah!!!!!

O Hellll Nah

2010-06-20T12:58:00.002-04:00

Picked up bagged salad at the supermarket and got a treat.....Moth Surprise!

My best friend said : "looks like humans arent the only ones watching wat they eat"

Don't Let The Picture Fool U ....This Bug Was HUGE ....lol....a mess. O Helllll Nah !!!!

O Helll Nah

2010-06-18T23:14:00.002-04:00

Im gonna try a new segment in my blog where i take pictures of things that just arent right...trust i see alot.

This picture tho...seriously? The Store Is Called Obama's Deli And Grill? O hellll nah!

Just One Of Them Dayz

2010-06-13T02:15:00.003-04:00

"Its A Mid Summer Nite....And I'm Thinkin About Ya Babe, Wanting You.
I Wish U Cud Catch A Jet Plane, I Know U Wud If Only You Cud....

But Finances Ain't Wat We'd Like And Sometimes We Have 2 Sacrifice....Cuz I Know Its Hard Ova There Where Ur Cuz Its Raining Ova Here Only Inside Of My WOMB....Passion And Desire Baby...Innumerable Fire....

I Got 4 U....U Know That Its True...Cum See Me.
I Wanna Feel Passion And Desire Baby....Ohhh I Got 4u, U Know That Its True"

(Jill Scott Ain't Never Lied...Luv This Song....Damn I Need A Man...Lol)
Love, Live Life Peeps

Throwback Of The Week

2010-06-10T16:34:00.003-04:00

Sooooo My Throwback of The Week Is "Weak" By Swv.....Whaaaaaaaaaaat....Member This One?!?

Can't Wait Till Someone Makes Me Feel That Way Again:-)
Enjoy Peeps! Love, Live Life.

Product Review!

2010-06-10T16:01:00.004-04:00

Hola Como Estas Mis Amigos y Amiga's (I Didn't Tell You Guys I'm Half Mexican?....No? Well I'm Lying Ne Ways). Mkay So Here We Go...I Digressed.

This Is A Product Review And The Product I'm Reviewing Is *Drum roll*
Is The Sally Hansen's Shaving Shower Spray On Thingy Ma Bob. If Some Of You Guys Don't Know I'm A Hairy Girl, Like U Cud Literally Braid Cornrows On My Arms...But Um Yea So I HATE Shaving With A Passion...U Couldn't Pay Me Enough To Do It Consistently. So My Goal Has Been To Find The Perfect Hair Remover Contraption With Little To No Work Involved. I Picked Up This 3 Minute Hair Remover Thingy And I Have A Love Hate Relationship With It.

Cons:First Off The Smell Annoys Me, Secondly It Was A Spray So I Kept Getting Paranoid About It Accidentally Spraying Onto The Hair On My Head (Which Was Impossible..But The Paranoia Was Still There), And I HATED The Fact That I Could Get Probably 2 Usages Out Of That Spray Can (If I'm JUST Doing My Legs Because Once Again Thanx 2 My Wonderful Parents I'm Like Cousin It).

Like Deadass That $8.39 To Me Was A Waste Because I Feel Like U Cud Get More Bang For Your Buck If You Buy An Electric Razor Or Something.

Pros: I Did Like The Fact That I Didn't Have To Touch My Leg At All...Just Rinsed With Water And Wiped With A Washcloth While In The Shower. It Did Take Exactly 3 Minutes And All The Hair Was Gone. I also Like This Because It Wasn't Time Consuming And It Got The Job Done.

So Ladies...And Gents (If U Into That Type Of Stuff)I Do Recommend This Just 2 Have Around For A Just In Case Moment (Like U Were Invited To A Last Minute Party And Ur Leg Was Looking Like Monique's @ The Golden Globes) And U Needed To Shave ASAP.
But As For Getting This Weekly Or For Constant Use....Pass...Unless U Got Money 2 Blow...As For Me I'm In A Recession So....HATED IT!!!! (In Living Color Reference For My Old Heads).

Duece Yall ....Love, Live Life.

Randomz

2010-06-08T23:39:00.004-04:00

10 Random Things About Me: Shirleyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

1. I Can't Sleep Without Some Type Of Light On (Whether It's The Glow Of The T.V. or My Computer)

2. I Went To An All Girls Highschool Soooooooo I Have Limited Experience With Men...

3. I Hate Eating Slice Bread Crust, I Always Tear Those Sucka's Off

4. I'm American But My Parents Are Haitian And I Lurvvvvvve It....Being Bi Lingual Is The Sh*t. The Thing That Blows My Mind Tho Is When I Get Yelled @ By My Parents In 2 Different Languages.( They Will Deadass Yell At Me In Creole, And Give Me The English Version Right After Just In Case I Missed Something)..Smh lol

5. The Person I Tell Most Of My Secrets To Is My Bestie And I Love Him 2 Death....He Makes My Heart Smile...F*ck A Boyfriend.

6. I Don't Know How To Whine/Dance...And I Have No Rhythm....I Feel Stupid In Clubs Or When Forced To Give Dubs. I Have The Dancing Capability Of A White Boy (No Offense).

7. I Have A Horrible Fear Of People B/c Im A Shy Person And Wanna Get Over It B4 I Die.

8. I Want To Be Finished With Skool And Have a (Real) Job B4 Making Any Man My Priority Ever Again. I'm Halfway Towards My Bachelor's Degree....So Men Holla At Me In A Year And Sum Change.

9. I Live With My Parents But Who Knows How Long That's Gonna Last B/c They've Been Trying To Give Me A 12am Curfew Lately And Im Def Over 21 Years Old

10. When I Get Mad (Instead Of Yelling And Cussing) I Cry....Yea Im A Baby, I Know.

Cranking Em Out....Album Review

2010-05-28T15:03:00.004-04:00

So The Other Day I Finally Got The Nas And Damien Marley Album "Distant Relatives".
This Album Is DEFFFFFF Worth The Pocket Change....Please Go And Cop.

A Part Of Me Was Looking At Nas Like :-/
Seriously Boo? A Whole Album With Marley? But They Pulled It Off In My Opinion, Now If Its Gonna Sell Is A Whole Other Topic :-(

But This Album Right Cheaaaaaaaaaaa Is Quality Music, None Of That Superman, Snap Ya Fingers Pop Crap. I Said This On My Twitter But.....I Don't Smoke, Never Have, Never Will...But Something Tells Me This Is An Album U Throw On, Mellow Out, Grab Ur Ciggy (Or Watever Ur Poison Is) And Just Effin Vibe Out To.

Allz I'm Saying Is If You Like REAL Music, Talent, And Men Who Take Pride In Their Craft Please Listen To This.

So Far My Favorite Song Of The Album Is Called "Friends" ....Has An African Vibe To It, Never Heard Anybody Rap Over A Beat Like This...I Love It.

Oh Yea Guys Offtopic Special Shoutout To My Homies:

Mr.Kickologist, Check Him Out @ http://ysosensitive.blogspot.com
He's A Kool Person And His Blog Is Coming Along Nicelyyyy...Great Advice Giver And Im Sure If You Follow Him He Will Do The Same

And Dabossofny, Check Him Out @ http://urbanmindofny.blogspot.com
He's Also A Swell Guy And Has Some Interesting Topics On Life And Different Things Of That Nature.

I LIKE GUY BLOGGERS because you get to see them as human and not some hard core muscle bags....so please check these guys out And Follow!

Duece Peeps....Love, Live Life ---> My New Slogan Ha.

I'm Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And Tired

2010-05-28T13:51:00.005-04:00

Hey Guys Sorry For My Hiatus...School Got Really Heavy After Spring Break So I Have Not Been Cranking Out The Blogs Like I Should Have Been (Which Is A Lousy Excuse Since I Have A Blogger App On My Phone) Anywhoooo.....I Hope All Is Well With Everybody, I Will Be Getting Around To Reading Some Of You Guys Blogs Soon.

Uh Sooo The Other Night I Went Out With A 3 Of My Co Worker Girlfriends To Applebee's And We Were Just Kicking It...Being Giggly And Loud (Ya Know The Regular Girls Stuff) But Then Somehow We Get Into The Topic Of My Ex. I Told Them We Still Spoke And We Were Kool And We Still Liked Each Other But He STILL Does Not Want To Be With Me. My Friends Were Disgusted....They Felt Like I Should Have Moved On Long Ago And That I Should Have Cut My Ex Out Because They Believe That He's Stopping Me From Moving On.

It Got Rough They Questioned Me Like: What Does He Do For You, How Does He Benefit You, And Why Do You Need Him?

And Honestly People I Was Embarassed Because I Could Only Give Them Two Reasons....I Had No Other Reasons Besides He Was Motivational, And He Cared About Me.

And Then I Got Asked: If I
Thought That He'd Go Above And Beyond For Me Like I Always Did For Him

I Responded No.

That Right There Was My Epiphany Moment.

So My Friends Made Me Look At Myself And I Was Looking Crazy Out Here...Then I Revealed To Them I Haven't Gone On A Date For The Past 2 Years...And That I'm Not Talking To ANY Man Right Now, Not ONE. The Most I'd Do Is Give A Guy My Number Andddd Text Them Maybe Once Or Twice B4 Going Mia (And I've Even Stopped Doing That Because Its Depressing). I Told Them That The Thought Of Talking To A New Person Disgusts Me And That I Don't Think I Ever Will, O You Know That Drove Them Insane.

So All Of Them Suggested That I Should Go Out With A New Guy So I Could Get Back Into The Swing Of Things. I Don't See How Dating Will Help Because I Don't Wanna Scare Men Off With All The Baggage I Got But Mkay. One Of My Friends Even Suggested A Friend She Had Who She Thought Wud Be A Good Match For Me...She Sent Him My Pic, He Sent His.....Just Ughhhhhhh, I Honestly Dont Wanna Try But Maybe Those Girls Know What They Were Talking About.

I Dunno, I Really Am At A Loss...Till This Day I Still Cry Over My Ex...Laid In Bed For 2 Hours This Morning Just Sobbing, Like Really? I Just Can't Anymore.

You Ever Gave Your Everything To Someone Only 2 Find Out The Everything You Gave Didn't Mean Sh*t To Them?

*Sigh* Only God Can Help Me....But When Is This Help Gonna Come Around?