i m NICOLE PANG

恋爱，谁不懂

2012-02-06T15:31:00.001+08:00

恋爱，谁不懂？。。

从前有个女孩，谈了一次恋爱，最后还是以分手收场。自从那次，女孩就很怕这个所谓的"爱情"..时时刻刻提醒自己，没有爱情，就不会有人受伤。。没有爱情，就不会有所失去。。所以每每有人跟女孩告白时，她总是说不!!特别是身旁的友人们，更是万万不能，因为她不想失去身旁的每一个朋友，所以就算是女孩自己很喜欢，她也都要压抑自己。庆幸的是，女孩每次都成功~

待续。。。

regards,
nicole pang

chain in office

2011-08-29T17:40:00.004+08:00

wowowowo,,SURPRISE..wondering whether i got the time to blog during office hour ler,,haha..ya,,u DO NOT C WRONG,,is me!!!!..so, let me answer how come i will have the time to blog=)

today suppose to be a holiday for most of the company,,but,how come i still nid to work??..ok,,pls refer this answer from my beloved boss~haha..

since today is a holiday,,how can i talk to the boss of each company? they r not in the office wat,,they r all in holiday,,den,d important thing is,,how can i gonna to secure any appointment with them if they r not in??..goshh..

den d another thing is, if i do not secure as many appointments as i can,den,,for sure i will b d 1 to purposely eat d boom wat..!!!aikzz,,so pity ku~

ok,,no appointments, that mean no sales lo..no sales then how to hit 15k per month??!!!!arghh,,,wan to cry..

den no 15k,,will start to get stress,,and feel ashamed~honestly speaking,this month sales is 0 for me,,haha,,quite embarrassed geh..

conclusion,,duno want to do what at this moment,so SIENZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..

regards,

nicole pang chia ler

my fate i control

2011-08-21T19:37:00.002+08:00

Today,i went to Bugis Guan Yin temple,,duno why, feel want to been there. So i purposely took mrt,and finally had my 1st MCD in singapore.(taste not bad,especially the chilli sos)

I heard that many people said that the temple is very accurate,everyday got hundred of people(i think) been to there.So,today ,i joined them,and be part of them..I sincerely pray,pray that all my wishes can come true ..And i hope that,even i m not good,but still,,my fate is still control by myself..I have the right to decide how to do,and what to do,,I always caution myself with, [ NO PAIN,NO GAIN],,i believe there will always be a day,a day that I will achieve my successful and i'm be able to go through all the obstacles in front of me..

Indeed,today "result" really affect my whole day mood, I dun wish to talk,and u ppl,,better dun step at my tail !!! or u will know what is the volcano. Ya,cant blame for other,,because that is our own destiny..If u believe,it will always at there, if not,just let it to be some advised,some guidance to u,,so,,i rather believe it as an advise for me..n i hope, i really hope i can undertake it..

Well,,another brand new week is coming, hope there will always a good god day for u,for me, and for them=)

regard,
i m nicole pang chia ler

x like!!!

2011-08-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

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that me,,nicole pang chia ler!!

yyyyyyy??

2011-08-15T22:11:00.004+08:00

Is it my presentation not good??
Impossible what,,because i talked chinese ler..

Is it my wear not proper??
No ler,all of us wear till very nice everyday in the office what..

Is it i do not make full make up??
Impossible what,,i got put eyeliner,mascara, concealer, eyebrow what..

Is it i not pretty enough??
How come,all the girls are pretty in the office ok..

Is it i not that sexy??
come on,,i'm doing sales but not selling myself to other ok..

Is it my knowledge about the thing not enough??
how can it be,,i still extend my training day what..

Is it the thing expensive enough??
come on,,compare than other,,i think we are the cheap one..

Then,,

WHAT IS THE ACTUAL PROBLEM,,???!!!!

HOW COME I JUST CANT MAKE THOSE PEOPLE TO SIGN FOR THIS PIECE OF PAPER!!!!!!!!!

regard,
nicole pang

not good

2011-08-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

Hmm,,寄人篱下的感觉真的不好，可是，可以怎样呢？

不管是朋友的家，亲人的家，那始终都不是自己的家，自己的房间。我不是在埋怨什么，只是真的很不好意思，我要顾虑很多事情，而且那都是我不喜欢做的事。该怎么办才好呢？

有时候，真的真的真的很想.............................

但是回头想想，还是走一步是一步，毕竟现在的我，的却没能力....

我就像这两只狗，无奈的眼神，无奈的等待着被别人救起~

regard,
nicole pang

title 1

2011-08-13T18:10:00.001+08:00

THANKIU THANKIU AND THANKIU..

IS THE SECOND TIME SINCE LAST TIME..

BUT,,

THINGS STILL UNPREDICTABLE..

DON'T YOU THINK SO??

LETS BYGONE BE BYGONE..

AND SEE HOWS THE DESTINY..

regard,

nicole pang

my 1st time in SG

2011-08-03T23:12:00.002+08:00

yes~1st time??oh,,come on,,dun think seget seget~~hahaha..

1st time go meet client with my colleague and boss..With my colleague,Jomar,a nice philipine guy,, funny sumtime,,but really nice to talk,,and most important is, he treat me not bad geh..With my boss, Jonathan and Kevin,,oh no,,damn stress..they are so that steady,pro, i really feel super pressure when went out with them,,maybe what i need is TIME!!!haha,,

1st time i went to "Seoul garden" which is a korean buffet restaurant,,treated by my boss,,hmm,,not bad,but still in my opinion,,Jogoya is still abit better than this,,but anyway,,is really a nice try,,xixixi=)

1st time receive my salary..How much you guys guess,,if you are following me in my fb,u will definitely know how much izit,,yes,,no doubt,is $464 for 8 days work,and 10 days UNPAID work!!!What feeling shud i have?..hahaha,,is really CONFUSED me~blekzz

1st time my period come at sg,,hahahahahahahaha,,i shud hapi for this,cz i duno when it stop since i last time come,,hahaha~*shy shy*..it really PAIN me when im working,,i bet these few days i will kip having free hot milo DONATE from nissan center..(do u all know y??,,haha,,let me tell u,,that is a place called "customer lounge",,which is a rest place for customer who take their car to repair or service.so that they can rest ,online,c newspaper,etc at the lounge while their car is being repaired)It really benefits me,,because that is really a COMFORTABLE place to SLEEP!!!hahahaha,,

stay tuned,,update next time^^99

regard,
nicole pang

another new month

2011-08-01T22:28:00.001+08:00

Wow,finally is the month of AUGUST 2011..Hope everyone enjoy every moment lo^^

Today,,I almost lost my Ezlink card,,is really damn important to me since im working at singapore,,because this card is used to take bus or mrt,,without it, i nid to pay for every transport i take n is so expensive,,haha..luckily i found it on d floor,,or else i wanna cry gao gao,,cz today i just go top up $20,,if let people pick it,,den i really i so shuai n so sad!!!,,hahaha,,

today no appointment,no close sales pula,,huh,,how a??everyday really worry for d appointments..as long as i make it everyday 5 appointments,den i m safe,,but,,the YELLOW PAGES BOOK,,i almost called finished whole sg commercial and industrial suppliers ady,,sometimes i repeat called,den d person will say: didnt u call last time??,,walaoo,,so kesian me~i rili wan pengsan..today lagi cham,,while waiting party to answer my call,i accidentally fall asleep..haha~im so tired=(

Lastly,i keep remind myself, stop wishful thinking,,so,,do whatever u like,,reply watever u wan!!!that all la,,nitez everyone..

regard,
nicole

ghost month of 2011

2011-07-31T23:43:00.002+08:00

Is the first day of ghost month 2011..hmm,,actually,,doesn't need to scare for anything..If u r "clean n clear"..den for sure u will not afraid of "THEM"..in contrast, if u r d person who always do bad evil things,den,,hehehe,,may god bless u,,hahaha...

Ya, today indeed see many chinese people are burning the paper money along the road,,is our chinese tradition,,so,i remember mama said that if u c it,,den just meditate "AMITHABA"so,,today i very obedient,,i do what she said,,hehe..)

Yeah,,is my last time to find my mama at Yew Tee,,what a damn long distance from my home to her work place..It took me around 2 hours to reach,,xixixi,,but is ok..i'm willing to do so~blekzz..and god bless,she finally can finish her work ady,,and will be back this coming saturday~hope she can rest well n hope i can quickly earn many many $$$$$$$,,so that she doesn't need to work anymore..hugzz..

Lastly,hope everyone safe safe all the time,,cheerrss^^

regard,

nicole

gonna mad!!!!!

2011-07-30T13:02:00.000+08:00

UR MOTHER ME!!!!!WAN MAD AND GET CRAZY ALREADY!!!!!! IF CONTINUE TO DOING SO,,I DONT MIND TO PAY MORE !!!!!!!

ALTHOUGH MAMA SAID NEVER MIND,,BUT DO U KNOW A WORD CALL--

REGARD,
NICOLE

work life-2

2011-07-30T00:35:00.002+08:00

July 2011 is going to say goodbye to me soon..Time flies..What had I learnt? What had I received?...still a QUESTION MARK to me,,but,honestly speaking,,i really do and really learn something from my working environment..

Cant complain anything,, just try my best to survive as long time as i can for this company~but,sometimes,,it really POWERLESS!!!!!

regard
nicole pang

work life-1

2011-07-25T20:58:00.000+08:00

Hmm,,I have been start to work at Singapore for 2 weeks..And I seems very weak in everything,,I need to hit target, need to make appointment and these and that,,,

1 day for 5 appointments, why is it that hard jek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

D.E.P.R.E.S.S...ing!!!!!!

Hope tomorrow i can make it~

regard,
nicole pang

1st kuih-muih 2 me

2011-05-23T18:16:00.000+08:00

Ya, today reject my bro date to watch movie due to wanna to start to do and learn how to make kuih-muih,,--ONEH ONEH..Very excited jek..hahahaha=)

Hmmm,, ingredient are sweet potato, 糯米粉, coconut silk, black sugar and some water..Not that tough actually,,by contrast, it was quite easy during the process..

And finally,,it end up with this pattern

Arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! All become "ga mek".. I wan cry cry cry cry cry..

F.A.I.L. + N.O.T S.U.C.C.E.S.S.F.U.L!!!!!!!!!!! Next time do again..=( sad..hahahaha..blekzzzz...

regard,
nicole pang

1996-2011 's me

2011-04-27T00:17:00.002+08:00

1996-2001

teacher : "What is your ambition?"

pang chia ler : "errrr,,I want to be a doctor, be a teacher, be a lawyer, I also want to be a artist, teacher"

..............teacher recording in a booklet of mine........

As year pass and pass and pass and pass..And finally reach the year I gonna graduated from my university..

2011

friends, family : "What is your ambition?" "Want to continue to be your model?"

pang chia ler : "haha,,what a joke,,i never thought that I'm able to be a part time model when i was small,,never ever thought about that..everything is because "UNPREDICTABLE" rite,,haha~come to answer the question above,,hmm,,i not really wanna to be a model. I do model just for my part time and the purpose is to earn some extra $$..But if can, who don't wish to be a model right..But if I wanna to be a model, I hope that in one day i got the chance to attend those big event show such as LV, Gucci..like that only i consider my job as a full time model~~hahaha..but~~~~~~ alot of uncertainty..=) "

Previously when I was in primary school, I hope that I can be a doctor ar, lawyer ar,,gosh,,,all these are bullshit after I had my law subject in university..hahaha..At that time, finally i wake up ~I know that that kind of job are not suitable for me~xixixi^^And finally, I find my DREAM, my LIFE GOAL..hahahahaha..I find out myself that I like to travel to many places, I like to go abroad, but there is limited capital for me, thus I choose and wanted to be a cabin crew~

I started to pay attention on any airline industry regarding to their cabin crew interviewing session..And finally I have my first interview at kl..hahaha,,everything is like a joke,,so paise till eat shit~~haha..(so i dun wan to expose my disgrace)..haha~also know lar,,of course not success jek~~But then, I gonna to try the 2nd time..god bless me lo~lalalala..^^

I never thought of other job except cabin crew, so when i was eliminated, I suddenly stuck at the middle of road and lose my direction,,I so scare that I will not be employed after i have graduated because of not properly planning my future path,,haha~

Thus,,I have another plan for myself~~stay tune in my blog and u will know what is my "contingency plan"..keke..

continue to study,,2 more days to welcome my 1st final exam paper~~go!!!!!!!!!

regard,

nicole pang

shock

2011-04-25T01:31:00.003+08:00

-i look terrible..

-i look horrible..

-i look pale..

-i look cacat..

-i look aged..

-i look "mo peng"..

-i look so damn freaking fucking "cham" when in my room..(picture vout edit)
- i look that negative, but i'm always that CONFIDENCE enuf with my look..

haha,,i'm so nervous before the exam and i cant feel relieved when studying,,i bet u guys oso..that y i gonna put some surprisingly picture to stimulate u guys to study hard from now on,,hahahahahaha=)come on bro n sis,,add oil to fight for the paper we pursue for almost 3 years..

regard,

nicole pang

sot plug

2011-04-22T00:53:00.000+08:00

huh,,suddenly i miss my mum so much,,it has been three months i didn't see her since Chinese New Year and one month i didn't hear her voice since she scold me in the phone last time~

hahahahahahahahaahahahhaah..

regard,
nicole pang

trip to Kellie's Castle

2011-04-03T23:35:00.002+08:00

Alright, this time I had visited another tourism places of Ipoh..Again, with the same people at the same time with the same objective(boring)..hahaha,,.Yk's boyfriend brought us to visit the historical castle which is so called--Kellie's Castle,that is located near Batu Gajah..

Kellie's Castle, a huge building with duno how many storey tower(hahaha), wine cellar, spectacular and special designed of columns, walls, various type of rooms and arches, tunnels that runs under the river nearby which can connect to a Hindu temple from the castle..And even escalator can also be found in this huge building~Marbles and bricks that were imported from Italy can be found at anyway inside the unfinished mansion..However, tragedy happened before the building was successfully built~~...(kesiannya**)

The story began at:

( In 1890, a young Smith left his home farm in Kellas for Malaya. It is not known why he ventured to Malaya for career opportunities much less when he actually arrived. However, he integrated in to the community with ease. He bounced around several business opportunities finding some success but it wasn't until he me Alma Baker that he struck gold. Baker obtained several government projects to built roads in South Perak. Their partnership in these projects led to quite a bit of profits. Enough to purchase a 900 acre piece of land for his rubber tree plantation and homely estate named Kinta Kellas in Batu Gajah.

Through various business ventures, Smith's wealth grew. In 1903, he returned to Scotland to marry his sweetheart Agnes. He brought her back to his home in Malaysia and later that year the couple was blessed with a daughter named Helen. He loved his daughter but wanted a son, an heir to his empire. Poor Agnes found it hard to conceive a second child. It was another eleven years before she became pregnant again. In 1915, Agnes gave birth to a son named Anthony. In celebration, Smith began planning the construction of a huge castle. Because of his fascination of the Hindu religion and India, he incorporated much of the elements in to his new home. Bricks and tiles were imported from India. He even enlisted the help of Indian workers to build it.

It was to take 10 years to build Kellie's Castle. However, he ran in to one major set back. Many of the workers contracted the Spanish Flu and died in the early 1920s. A temple was built 1500 m from the castle for the deity Mariamman. Some say it was to protect those who lived on the property. Others say Kellie had it built as a way to thank Mariamman for granting his wish to have a son. Either way the temple still stands and many continue to worship in it. The first elevator in Malaysia is located in Kellie's Castle. It travels from the roof down to the underground tunnels. He also planned to build a indoor tennis court. The rooftop was reserved for a courtyard for parties. World War I slowed the process even more. In the end, Kellie's Castle was never completed.

Smith took a short trip to Britain in 1926 supposedly with his daughter. It's unknown why he made a detour to Lisbon, Portugal (some believe it was to pick up a lift for his new manor). In December of 1926, he contracted pneumonia and died. Agnes later packed up and left Malaysia with her children back to Scotland. She sold the castle to a British company called Harrisons and Crossfield. Anthony Kellie Smith was killed in World War II. Helen never returned to Kellie's Castle. The only thing left of the first home is the covered walkway, an open courtyard and part of a crumbling wall. Kellie's Castle has been refurbished and appears as if it has never been touched. It was even used as a setting in the 1999 film Anna and the King. A company manages the property as a tourist attraction now. Some believe it is haunted by the family it was built for.

William's spirit has been seen pacing at night in the 2nd floor corridor. Helen wearing a white blouse and curly hair haunts her old bedroom. Phantom smells of incense and spirits have been reported in the horse stables. Adding to its mystery, some believe the mansion possesses hidden rooms and secret underground tunnels.)

(source from:http://paranormalstories.blogspot.com/2010/02/kellies-castle_04.html)(sorry 2 the owner for not asking the permission~but then i got rmb to cite,,hope that there will not be any trouble on me,,hehehe)

So, over the years, the grandeur castle still can be seen clearly even the car pass by,,although the host are those bees, cockroaches, spiders, insects that continually to build their home ..hahahaha,,tourists will only feel fear on those bees whether sting anot; whether the lizards or the spiders drop on their head anot..hahahaha~=)

Many people said that it was a ghost story as we can "meet" William Kellie Smith and his two child..Their spirits are standing on the exterior wall that his beloved wife fell off some years back., and some of them may be perceived as a love story same goes to Taj Mahal, or even a tragedy story,,so, whats your opinion ler??i wonder@@... perhaps there is still another legend that we do not discovered~~

Picture's time~~da~lang~~~~

the escalator

the corridor

marbles from italy

the scene..

the background n stories of the castle~

the home of those birds,insects~

river that connect to the hindu temple~

the visitors of that day~~yeah^^

huhh~~finally done..Hope you all will enjoy while reading my bloggg^^nitezz

regard,

nicole pang

Sungkai

2011-03-28T00:11:00.002+08:00

Hello guys,,is a great day for U n Me...cheerrss..

Hey people,,do you guys ever heard of Sungkai this wonderful place? Hmm,,it is located nearby Kampar..(oso not that near actually)..hahaha~for people who live at the north of Malaysia, for sure they will know where the place is..As for me myself, I only get to know this place when i'm at kampar and during the last year last semester of me..haha..aiya,,I very [frog under the well]+[mountain mushroom] geh..hahaha~

The story began with~~~~~~Without any planning, whim of yk n her boyfriend(hmm,,i duno them lar,,probably they got plan be4 ler,,who knows..haha)..We take about 1hour to reach the destination from Kampar..Finally I can go to boil egg..(y i say so, because i heard people say that it was a place which we can cook the egg by using the natural spring)..keke~My 1st experience to Sungkai is quite good, the scene, the environment, all the things are out of my expectation..hahaha~ there got a lot of people during the time we go, and i actually see some Japanese tourists..then my mind think of-->(adui,,u duno u punya country having such a big natural disasters?? yet u still enjoying at here??mmm,,i guess maybe is the communication broken dy lar)hahahaha..aiya,,whatever la..I don't bother more and continue my path~I was watching the scenery while on the way to toilet for the changes of clothes,,it is really nice and definitely a leisure place, and i also get to see a lot of pools with different temperature..hehe,,cant wait to jump into it~~Oh ya,,although it is a hot spring park, but there is still a water park with freezzy water provide for the tourists..again, my mind come of-->热胀冷缩..hahaha,,mean that after i go for the hot pool, then i continue go for the cold pool,,i will get thin or become more smaller..hahahahaha..(please allow me for my idiotic, n 38)..haha~

Of course the most important thing that cannot be forget inside the park is the "egg boil pool"..The egg actually can be boiled till be eaten directly..C,,the temperature of the pool is freaking hot till kip fuming..haha~hmm,,greedy me,,immediately eat the egg when they had already boil..haha..I don't know you people believe anot,,the taste really different with the water we normally use to cook..hahaha..perhaps is i'm too sensitive or what lar..But is really taste good till i only ate 1 out of 10~~hahahahahahaha(sorry for my sot plug n palia..ing again)..blekzz..

Mmmm,,we spend almost 4 hours to "soak" inside the park,,and of course not to forget to take some pictures as memories..It is really a good experience and memorable day for me to 1st time visit the place and it was exactly during a special day,,next time when people ask me did i ever been to SUNGKAI during my university life in Kampar,,i can loudly say that: "YES,,I DO BEEN THERE BEFORE"..

*da lang~~pictures show time*

the entrance ticket-RM10

the couple^^

me~~

lalala,,me n yk~~

the boiling eggs..

the duration of boiling diff taste of eggs,,haha

the water is freaking damn hot..50c..luckily my legs still so nice,,hahaha..*thick face la me*

tourists are curious of seeing how to boil eggs

the enjoyable auntiesssss..

????wat are they doing??alamak~~

the egg prepare to go into my stomache..haha

the fake volcano..the water inside is damn hot~

the batu very pain 1,,duno how it call-goose egg perhaps..hahaha..gosh,,my english!!??

a big spot light for them~~

the scene while started to rain^^

again the pool for boiling egg...hehehe~

when finish the hot spring journey inside the car,,my eyes so small yet so charming~~hahahahahahahahaha..

have a nice read to u all~~^^hugzz n nitezz~

regard,

nicole pang chia ler

random for this blog

2011-03-06T18:20:00.001+08:00

Huuu~~Time flies..It already week 8 in my last year last semester..In other words,that means another more 6 weeks I'm gonna to say goodbye for everything at Kampar..hehe..I'm very excited for it,because there is another brand-new path waiting for me to achieve..Some more,I'm not enjoyed very much in my uni life(although the scene of my uni is really damn beautiful la),so i keen to leave here as quickly as possible..hahahahaha=)

Hmmm~~Girl really need to make up and dress up before they go out..haha..Such as me,,recently,,I notice that Concealer is really important to me ler..I can no wear eyelashes, no blush, no mascara,no foundation,,but the most important thing is that,, I cant tahan without apply concealer on my dark circle.. haha~I try to sleep earlier every time,but so sad,,I always fail to do so.. >Even 1 day i sleep at 10pm, then the worst thing happened,, the next few days I will sleep at almost 1,2am..kesian me..=(How should I do jek?? sleep earlier?? apply eye treatment?? ALL,ALL,ALL,,no used for me lar..so cham me..hahaha~

brain E.M.P.T.Y. already..hahaha~continue soon~~

regard,

niCole pang

CNY 2011

2011-02-21T16:07:00.003+08:00

Hmm,,is been a time since I last update my blog..hehe..How are you all??

Ya, everyone include me myself should have just ended our CNY mood lo~~keke..quite bear it, as during that time,what we did everyday either eat ,drink or gamble or take ang pao..where to find such relax days~~haha=) Of course, my reunion dinner..and this year, my mum decide not to eat steamboat,,we just simply had our delicious dinner..my mum spend whole day to prepare those foods for us..hehe..Thankiuu my mum even I didn't say any word to u~~below are the pictures lo^^

And then, we had gathering at grandpa house which is located at Senggarang..haha..All my aunts, uncles, cousins, we gathered together, and we we played, we laughed, we ate, we gambled, we drinks..It was a memorable day~~=) again, pictures show time**

Yeah, after finishing with family,,of course v my friends ,brothers and sisters lo~~haha..during CNY, my house was a gamble den..we played mahjong,card till d next morning~~haha..but there also some people don't know how 2 b people de la.haha..but who care~blekzz..we also hang out together, and of course,pictures are something that can reverse our memories de lo~~hehe..show time^^

I had a wonderful CNY spent with them,,families,,friends,,hope we can have it again in the next CNY yea..love=)

regard,

niCole pang

a letter specially for U

2011-01-18T00:17:00.005+08:00

It’s been 21 years since a girl 1st come to the world. Really very hard for U to carry a big ball for 10 months. During the 10 months time, it really suffer U a lot.. And finally, at the year of 1989, a little girl was born at 14/03 at Hospital Aminah which located at Johor, and that little girl is who she is right now-Pang Chia Lerk

U give me all the thing that U can afford, whatever necessities, treat me like a treasure, provide me with a comfortable living environment, with the best education, U give me all that U have..Even just the only things, but U still give it to me. U give me all your love without hesitate, be a silent angel beside me who take care of me, faced the entire problem that I had, accompany me with all the happiness, anger, sorrow and joyfulness.

Till now, I’m already a 21 years old girl, I still able to make U angry, make U sad, and make U disappointed. And like to contradict with U, I always wish to tell U, sorry for all my childishness, my ignorance. But then, I just can’t open my mouth. Sometimes before I sleep or even insomnia, I will secretly drop my tears. Thinking of why I want to make U feel so sad, why I want to make U so angry. But, it was too late. It had happened after I feel regret.
U, have a big expectation on me. But I make U disappointed every time. I know U are doing good for me, hope that in the future, everything will go smoothly on me, but I still let U down again and again. I know it is for my own good, so, I will cherish whatever I have now.

By seeing U working till very tired, but U still choose not to tell me your tiredness. But I know, I know U are tired, inexplicable. I really feel so sad. Asking myself deeply, why U need to work at this age, U should enjoy your life. U said to me before that U wished to go around the world, wished to do this and that, but I just can’t help U to fulfill. I’m very sorry. Sometimes, I really feel that I’m such a bad bum.

Today, 18-01-2011, is your birthday. And I still make U angry, unhappy few days ago before I back to Kampar. At the moment I’m alone inside the room, I really miss U and had a cried before I fall asleep. My brain keep appear all the thing that involved U, and I was definitely regret. And that night, accompanied me was all my tears and all the memories with U..

Lastly, I would like to say [HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U,MY DEAR MAMA..I really love U, may all the happiness and joyfulness surround U all the time, may U always in good health, may U happy happy all the time..] I will achieve whatever U want me to achieve, and I will minimize my stubborn and disobedient, and I will be your good girl all the time~♥once again, thankiuu,my dear mama..thankzz for raising me up for 21 years~

regard,
niCole pang

trip to Singapore

2011-01-16T17:48:00.002+08:00

During my holiday, I had another trip to Singapore with my mum n 2 aunts~~ya,,went SG for what right,,haha..many people will have a bet there..but we not had much lo..SG dollar ler..not RM..haha~i want vomit blood ady..therefore,,I just walk around and c how ppl won/lose..hahahaaha~~cz their face expression is damn funny..haha~

left-my 3 aunt,small aunt,my mama fren, and my lovely mum~~

my mum~~

me n mama

scene in d casino~

scene again~~

small aunt..

scene in Marina Bay

when i was at de escalator..

mama v small aunt..

We went Marina Bay this time,but in my point of view,,compare to Sentosa, Marina Bay is much more lesser people than Sentosa lo..and also the minimum/maximum of bet in Marina Bay~~Maybe because Marina Bay is more high class la,,hehehe~~got a lot of branded shop there..yea~~i oso duno,,that wat i feel nia..keke~~

Randommmm~(forget the shop name..hehe)

G.U.C.C.I

Then I got curi snapped some photo in the casino,,manatau,i get caught.. luckily the manager in charge no scold me,,still said with me softly to delete those picture..haha~but,,,,,,,,,where got this law geh,,i juz delete the fail picture i took,,hahaha~i still got simpan some la..hehehe~clever ler..(but i know it is illegal la..but i just dun wan to delete la...haha)

if i got all de chips....hmmmm...hahahaha~

Then, after casino,,we went 昇松..a well known retail shop at SG..hehe..guess what i had bought there..hahaha..all is my favorite..海蜇 n 韩国泡面..!!!nice to eat...!!!cost my mum almost RM200++...hahahaha~

yea..my korean meee~~

sedapnyaaaa~~~

mee!!!@@

woww....my lifeeee..hahaahhhahahaha

ya,,and also in this trip,,i got 2 know 2 "ba po" n "ba gong"..very like to "kao yao"(靠妖)~~~~damn bising!!!! talk loudly in the bus,,really like a 泼妇...damn them,,,and they look very "guai lan"!!!! that y i took their ugly pictures!!! hng!!!!!

1st ba po!!!!

ur mouth can buka lagi besar sikit!!!!

2nd ba gong

c c ,,c again...u ady in my camera!!!

regard,
niCole pang

3 times outdoor shoot

2011-01-09T16:46:00.000+08:00

3 times outdoor shoot???!!! ya,,it was true..hehe..3 photographers who in charge in the shoot were *gen,,*wystan,,and **ah gang..they had recently set up a company called--GWG production..hahaha..(juz for fun nia)..actually,,since my holiday start, i almost everyday stick with them..1 person also cant less..Not only these 3 people la,,also with my zeiches bro and ah gan bro lo,,and also my sista them..We were not just only friends, but also brothers..(cz they never treat me as a girl geh.) kesian me~~aikzzz,,but i still wanna to be with them,,cz i love them..hahahaha..~this time back the lonely, ugly bird nest,,i wonder when can i bk to my lovely batu pahat soon..... waiting for the new year to arrive..woohoooo..

enjoy the pictures luuuu..1st scene--when we were in UK Farm

2nd scene--when we were in an abandon Airport

3rd scene--when we were in CHS,,our secondary high school

ooppssss,,pictures will be upload soon..hehehe..stay tuneeeee...

regard,

niCole pang

show time..

2010-12-24T17:00:00.002+08:00

Temporary, again, I became a temporary bride..The feeling of wearing white gown already left me far far far away since last time show (duno is when ady la)..haha~..But finally, I got the chance again..=) lalala~This time, I was not having my show at Batu Pahat, or at Ipoh, it was at KL..hehe..Very stress you know..$)^!$^;*!@#;.*;^%$)*;.,as I did not know all the models there, and all the people and things..hehe..All things happened on me were like a "blurrrrrr"..hahaha~What other people said, I followed..just like a 无头苍蝇(no head fly)..God bless, I went through all the things smoothly..

Pictures show time ...

When I met the KL models and accidentally 1 of my friend was having the same show with me..-Reiko..The gal v sunflower's hat^^

While I was on the stage,doing my temporary bridal posing~

Reiko,Bobo(our make up artist) and me^^Bobo did these 2 make up for me n my friends~

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Ya, finished KL show, of course cant forget my hometown what..hiak hiak hiak..) Actually it can be said that ,where got $$ earned, I wont let the chance go..hahaha~ Back to the familiar big stage, seeing the familiar music technician and people in charge, seeing the shop opened continuously,,yes, I'm at BP..definitely at BP..=) I was called to attend a show at BP Mall, make up n hair-do by my own~(clever ler..hahahaha)

Pictures show time again...

a face needed to be punch by someone..haha~

to be update soon..bye bye^^

regard,
niCole pang