xRonix

busy January ! :D

2012-02-02T00:12:00.002Z

Well well well :D so many things to say ! :D
it's cold!

I'm just watching/ listening to old tv show where I've been a guest, so funny :D

anyway...
ay ay captain! :D

our healthy food! :D steam cooker! is working 24/7 :D we're loosing weight ! :D love it, try it girls, boys and inbetweenies :D

the dessert ! :D

Lately I was a bit down, I felt that my creativity was a bit low, but hmmm I changed it, instead of crying all around I took my sketch book, and I drawn a make up idea!

oh and my favourite creation, violet is my colour!,

I've been at Tranny shack lately and i enjoyed one performance more than usually :D
Vivi Vivilicious :D or something, I think that this Drag Queen have a true gift! :D

The most comfortable shoes ever! Pastry, pity that a lot of their shoes are not vegan... :( but some are ;)

I like those tights :D

at Brighton, Tattoo Convention

I've meet there few of my friends :D

Cian frm http://www.swallowsndaggers.net/

Marcy!!! I was totally now expecting her !! :D

;)

in a hotel room, but not working this time ;)

my lovely hat was made by

funny isn't it ?

http://www.super.cz/8531-hruzu-nahanejici-transsexual-se-stal-hvezdou-veletrhu-tetovani-v-brightonu.html

Brighton is famous about Vegan food and Queer community

for Iris

one of them is broken... :(

piece from my portfolio, a Guiche and a Prince Albert

My boyfriend have lend me a Nintendo DS with a game called Trauma Center...

Due to fact that my old plugs are broken, I've stretched mine ears to 95 mm finally and I used my plugs from Mr. Wolfgang, they were waiting for me for about a year! :D

Vertical Hood Piercing

Blue is THE colour! in a toilet of Indian Vegetarian restaurant! :D was nice with my friends to catch up, one waiter was so cute! but Roni, calm down bitch! You have a boyfriend! :D

One of my favourite thing to do is taking pictures of street art, and one of my favourite street artist is INVADER!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Invader_(artist)
You've seen few pics of his artworks on my blog :)

It doesn't matter how much You eat, the quality is important here :D

Ok, ok, ok it was interesting period in my life, I am really happy abut one things, I've got in touch with one person via IAM, a genderless James, such a interesting person, and we have so many things in common. I had few trans customers, would be nice to meet up with them and have more t friends in general, but it's a bit funny here, most of people fucked up... fake and plastic, and I'm not talking about my hair now...

anyway stay true or something and worship Satan

winter brrrrr cold cold cold

2012-01-17T00:59:00.000Z

Lately it's too cold in here, in Poland was colder and I was not crying all around :D but here I used to a bit warmer weather, but no worries, I will survive! :D

When I was waiting at my friend at Liverpool Street, I decided to buy a hot chocolate and enjoy watching people on skates, it reminded me of time when I was living in Kwidzyn, spending a lot of time on the skate park, meeting up with friends, training and basically just living for that

I was at Slime light, to dance a bit, have meet my friends from Greece Gregory and Ana

I am so into healthy lifestyle lately... loosing weight, feeling good, avoiding sweets and now just training and I will be hot!

swastika swastika everywhere !!!!! :D

another dinner...

at Madame Jojo's after few months not being there, I decided to pop in and check, was laughing a bit at people, it's all the same...

finally I used my gift voucher in MAC <3

Andy aka Mr. Crumb

Kamila's 4 piercing, madonna, septum, and 2 dermals

her healed scarification, I've done it few years ago ! :D

I decided that I will post pics of piercings which I've done lately, girl just be gentle!
pubic

Ampallang

rook

sideburn- I love Irish <3

Medusa

ohhhh and my favourite in this week, spiral skin removal scarification, Igor was so brave!

Me and Marty, don't know why when I'm looking at that picture I have an image of american rednecks in my head...

As I am observing lately, my concentration is better, my body works better, I am relaxed and happy :) and I don't lie- like I used to do it on my polish blog, Trying to colour reality a bit.
Few things to do: finish my CV- yes I have to find a second job, have a lot of expenses- well I'm helping someone at the moment, so it's perfect thing which will push me to actually do something in that direction.

oh oh oh oh :D and I've sent Bizarre Magazine to my mother :D plus a small gift! :D I bet she will be happy.
She is proud of me, and very supportive- You wish that she would be Your mother, but no way!
Now I realised that again I forgot to call my father... first thing at the morning to do !

hmmmmm ok I think that next post will be totally full of pics of piercings! :D

Stock & new ing tone

2012-01-09T01:01:00.000Z

ohhh finally we've found a flat and we've rented 2 rooms in a 4 bedroom flat at 4th floor, my room is big, very light, most of thing are purple- the colour of transgenderism !

I will have to skip few things in here, due to private content ;)

yes... so last days being homeless, then we've spend few days at friend, then at Rob's then last day and friend and then finally we've moved in to our nice flat! :D pic below shows bottom of our life in London :) but! we're so strong that nothing will destroy us! nothing :D

Swastikas swastikas everywhere!

I bet they're Nazi :D

I'm working all the time on my outfits, making them better, changing a bit and so ! :D my friend from France poped in to the shop to say hi lately! It was so nice to see You guys! Frédéric, Cyril and Franck! love You guys :* Pity that I was so busy at work but hey! next time!

shhhh don't tell anybody!

yeah... I love winter sales in London and loads of leggins etc ! :D

oh oh oh so pretty...

I think we need to change a dentist !

as I promised, as soon as we found a home, we've bought steam cooker! :D

trying things at Cyber Dog!

and here it is ! my new outfit!!! my friend said that I look like a crayon pack!

weird make up, but heh! sometimes it happens

smokers, just kill yourself...

yes yes yes now I need few weeks, and everything wll get back to normal! I will draw, work out, create, and do all of those crazy things, finally I can concentrate on feet surgery, transitioning etc! :D

Interview for Bizarre Magazine with me!

2011-12-22T00:57:00.000Z

It is so nice, You can buy it now! thanks to Kobary for awesome pics, which we've done when I was in Poland, check his portfolio:

http://www.kobaru.pl/

and the rest You can read ;)

Happy X-mass to everyone

2011-12-18T17:53:00.000Z

I was at Bizarre Winter Wunderland, and wicked Santa gave me this, he asked was I a good girl, and what would I like to get :) I answered that yes I was a good girl, and still am ;) and would love to get a vagina, but they didn't have it so ! he gave me this!!!! :D

So cute! love it!
I'm not into Christmas but hey! gifts are nice! :D
I posted this pic on my polish blog- I haven't use it for ages !!!!!! reaction of people are so obvious but !!! I want to laugh a bit, how mad, how angry they can be, only because they're gay ! :D

another eyeball tattoo

2011-12-16T17:31:00.003Z

First thing, Extreme Needle changed a bit, first thing- the entrance, now it's on the other side of the building, so if You want to visit us, go to 5 Bear Street, Leicester Square, WC2H 7AR!! we refurbished it a bit as well so it's even better now ! :D

but anyway I wanted to show You a bit of my work- later will add some piercings, now let's concentrate on an eyeball tattoo.

Alan is so hot- just please don't tell him ;)

I'm trying to look professional

and here we go :)

not it doesn't hurt

yeah...

let it spread!

few minutes after!

few days after

There are so many different opinions about that procedure, some people are against it, some people are on love. Both are right it is very dangerous, so I wouldn't suggest to do it on Your own, I'm not playing now miss so.... professional, but if You have a brain You know what I mean, there are no tests to assure You that it will not make You blind in the future, so please keep sane.

16.12.11

2011-12-16T17:14:00.001Z

Let me try to remember some parties or so

now this pic below is from Kaos!

me and Rob somewhere ;)

Magic show

I look like a turkey in here...

I want to poo...

he have a big one ;)

Bizarre winter Wunderland

before at Rob's friend b-day :) middle earth

ok so now blog is updated,will try to organise it like this.

All is fine apart from this flat problem.

In London it's easier to squat than to rent :) and squats are usually in better standard :)

Today I've bought a gift for my mother, my friend will give it to her when he will be in Poland, so nice of me !!! :D so gay...

13.12.11

2011-12-13T18:06:00.001Z

One thing which I like in UK for sure is shopping :D

So You have more reasons to hate me now...

Kids remember, brush your teeth!

Trying out my new boots and a kind of bike chick outfit.

I stayed that night at Iris, her flatmates, have some crazy dogs, but we've had some fun together ;)

This is meal in a raw vegan restaurant, so healthy...

The dessert! om nom nom

Homeless girls in a park, back when Magda was still in London

uuhuuu huuuuhuuhuu like an owl...

I tried a new make up :D with small diamonds and so :D

swastika swastika everywhere :D

oh!!! Gregory and Ana are finally in London :D straight from Greece! :D

we are homeless ninjas !!!!

my new outfit back then :) and new boots again :)

We've been staying in Soutwark for few days ;) I like those lamps :D

Skip food, how can you waste so much food everyday??!!

Kamila finally joined me in London :D as You can see, she's quite hot so boys stop touching yourselves!

Tube action, revelation

London's tattoo Convention, meeting up with Jack Mosher :*

Iris is one scary madafacka!

oh oh oh !!! and My friend from Belgium poped in to London for a vacation and to visit me !! :D

The story behind this picture is quite funny, we jumped to my boyfriends home took some pics because Kamila's parents are slightly concerned where does she lives now ;) so we're a bunch of liers ]:->

We had to sleep on those one night ;)

it's a bird, for good luck ;)

view from one of our places! :D

Empty building which will stay empty because this system is sick...

toys...

I would 5 stars to this hotel ;)

I'm so talented :)

rash and a stuffed peppers ;)

I am like a model, just can't believe it! ;)

Spot the difference!!!!

It's a gift from one of my best customers, she was in USA and she've bought it for me!! so cute! so nice!!!

now that's where we're staying right no!

amen!

spanking ?

I wish I could fly right up to the sky, 2nd version

she looks better than usually here :D

deal with it !

now it's empty again, it's better to have homeless people on the streets, than give them small space..

Our acquaintance

Pics with Iris, we're so crazy and so alternative ;) now I have to run so will add more captions later on

that's why I love to work in EN :)

Trying out my contact lenses with such make up.

Some people are gay just deal with it!

Want to say something ??

I wanted to say something

well.. now who's cup is this

I like it dirty 24/7 I like it dirty, I love it!

ha ha ! now try this one at home ! :D

so bored....

those boots are so comfy!

new contact lenses, girls loved it!

mmm yes...

I like Primark, don't ask why

good luck!

Rob is trying to be a Jedi ;)

birthday gifts from Kama and Magda

b-day dinner

and again...

with Rob- he surprised me with that, so nice!

Kama, as You can see being homeless is slightly tiring

At Magic show with Rob, and we've meet Dave- art director of Bizarre magazine- in January there will an article about me :)

swastika;s everywhere

Creepy Garden

copy paste make up :)

I have my dress finally, I look like a granny but love it 1 :D

Halloween party at Antichrist :D

make ups more make ups and so violet black imagination

so boring...

something new, try to beet it ! :D

we had 20 minutes and almost no supplies, a bit of paper, tobacco and gloves :D

oh and some eyeshadow

manor house is over

on a mission to find a new home, even this lucky sign didn't help us

I like tihs pic

omg, like it like a doll or so...

new home, finchley rod

sisters!

minimal!

don't ever look down

yes, like it like it like it

FLAT 10 not felatio You pervert!

so smart! before

so.... after

the magic of make up

need some advices ?

it was such a busy period in my life and apparently it's not over....

12.12.11

2011-12-12T19:23:00.000Z

After Ireland finally I came back to London, we've a bit of time with Iris- always good company :) I tried a bit more gentle, settled make ups, I was tired of travelling, but happy- I've meet so many nice people, have a bit more positive memories now :)

smart asses :)

I think I need a translation :) in one of restaurants :D

I'm so good in what I do that customers quite often are leaving me a tip ;)

pan cakes !!! !!! :D

sea horse in London's aquarium, apart from beautiful animals we've seen so many idiots, it is written that using flash is forbidden, but anyway so many people were using it... I pointed it to some people but they were like ' but other people are using it as well'... selfishness

some more amazing creatures

oh!!!! on my Lolita outfit is back on track again !!! my mother have sent it to me!! :D

guess what ? I don't care!

I like this outfit one of my favourite ones.

a bit of blue

so grey!

love those vegtan cakes at indian restaurant close to Oxford Strett.

I'm just dancing and pretending to be happy :)

Our bunny :D that position was so funny that I had to take a pic :)

me in my rubber outfit!!! :D love it so much :D I feel like a superhero in it hehehe :D

how to get rid of a nose ?:) a bit of light and here it is :D

trying to be a biker chick

naughty girl :)

experimenting with make up again :)

a bit to much for some ;)

yes we are 2 professionals, business people and so and so but no bankers! :D

classic is always good!

You want to, do You ?

I look here like a bird before opening his mouth...

so it happened :) today is about 4 months and 5 days :)

I'm doing it because I can ;) not because I love it! :D

some free stuff :)

it always can be better but hey!

So many things happened, but I have to skip those...

11.12.11

2011-12-12T00:11:00.000Z

ehhh, finally! I know, I haven't been here for ages, but now everything will be easier, finally I learned how to resize and add a watermark to the photo automatically so will save a lot of time :)

I will have to make it quick and skip loads of things, some of them are not important, about some I can't/ don't want to talk but hey! who cares ??

ok so let's do this!!

oh my god, it's almost 4 months since I wrote something here last time... time is passing by so quick, especially when You're homeless but hey! who cares right ?
My last entry was about Poland and a tattoo convention, so from Poland I flew to Cork/ Ireland, I had a guest spot in a local tattoo shop:
http://www.artitattoo.com

ok so this was my first drink - so interesting, but imagine sitting in a typical Irish pub, chatting and drinking orange juice<3

I have to admit, as much as every person which I've meet there was so nice and friendly, standard of hotels in Cork was some kind of joke...

nice view isn't it ??

now that's interesting :)

heh and I even couldn't have guests... now I was not thinking about sexual meeting in my room after work ;) just friends but the owner of the hotel was against any guest ?! and she was quite bad mannered as well :D man! if You a business like that I think that You have to work harder and be more polite... but it's not my business ;)

I've meet my old friends from Poland :D:D: as you can see, kids are so afraid of me...

love this picture, so darrrrrrk!

My work, Rob was so brave, this skinny guy was so polite <3

first day and second day

I've got into hair buns :)

new acquaintance

with Dominik :)

Warren- Mr.President ;)

I'm so madafacka :)

I've removed a heart shaped implants from her chests, such a nice girl! :D

;)

my plane to home!

I loved those views

It was nice to jump out of London for few days, but I missed it since I left it, I feel nice here- I've said so many times but hey! it works for me, even if currently I have problems with the flat :)
ok during a day I will upload more pics and will write more, now I am slightly drained by current situation.
oh and today a pigeon shitted on my trousers... !!!!!!!!

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2011-09-05T11:13:00.001+01:00

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Poland- never again

2011-08-19T16:07:00.000+01:00

Why I was in Poland ?? well organizers of Tattoo Convention in Gdansk askes our suspension team called Hooked Friends to do a performance- we couldn't resist. I wanted to meet up with my mother and friends- that was nice part of this trip, rest will remain in my memory.

ok... so I ordered a taxi from my home to the airport, drive was nice, driver ok, nothing special to talk about.

Of course no problems with metal detector ;)

my cute plane <3

Mu brother and one of my best friends picked me up from the airport.

one of my oldest friends, Ela- first time she've meet me when I had no piercings ;)

my home town, going to Gdansk

I am so happy there, in Rob's hotel room.

Michal :D he gave me something which I will show You later :D as You can see I said 'thank You' :D

old friend and Rob

ymmm, yes... let's skip it ok ?

my knees after performance ;)

She have a style!

with Aglaja :D

bj twice faster than regular ;)

cinema in my home town

my home town ;) this orange thing in the middle is my house ;)

with our dog- Reksio, so depressive

now that's intriguing

Well my home town in general was ok, I've meet few friends, visited family, grandmother etc.
I know for sure, I don't belong there, London is my home, here I feel better, more safe.
I know I know I know, I'm complaining about poland all the time, but hey! it's my opinion, which is subjective. I hated almost every single moment there. Since I've landed I was observing people, oh wait, when I entered a plane I asked one woman 'is this place free?' of course it was but, how she said it, You should see her face... she was polish :D I was pretty sure that this trip will be awful ;) Plane arrived, I was waiting for my baggage to come, and of course people were standing next to the moving tape which was carrying our baggages... so I had to push everybody to get my bag, and then was driving through their feet- it's so difficult to wait about 1.5 meter away from it...

Then of course traffic, I had to buy a top up, so they charged me extra for something :D
then all of those people in the shopping center :D starring- so typical ;)
Of course I've meet few chavs, and yeah.. I'm a fucking fag and all that shit :) so smart.

Let me show You few pics from a Tattoo Convention :)

Try out- day before convention

This is a gift from Michal :D isn't it cute??!!

with t2wojtas, polish fashion guru, and style master

with mr. Robert

I'm pretending that I'm concentrated

woo hoo

I like gitls boys and dogs :D

come on boys :)

gotcha!

og course it hurts!

work in progress :) I really love those new cautery pens <3

again

with Rob, I love this pic

Tattoo Convention in Gdansk was really good, I was extra busy, as I showed to Rob, tattoo artist in Poland are on a very high level. They're better than english ones ha! :D
check it!!
http://www.tattookonwent.pl/en/
Hopefully see You there next year :)

I can't and don't want to write about some things, but seriously I am disappointed by few things.

Good thing is that I showed my mother that I'm really happy, I can pay my bills, and that I'm enjoying my new better life.

Lovely thing was that none of my family members had something against me, my look, my life or anything, they accept me as I am, and love me for who I am. I had this conversation with my grandmother which saw me in most of my outfits, she don't give a shit about it, as she said- am I old or what? to act like an old cow? ;) As we decided she have a granddaughter now, instead of a grandson.- and bot of us are happy abut it now :)

My two cousins bring me back to the airport and I flight away to Cork/ Ireland

Big Thank You to all of the photographers:
Adam Kosmala, Kobaru and Michal :* :* :*

I've been absent from here for a month

2011-08-16T18:21:00.000+01:00

oh oh oh as always so many things happened, but hey hey hey !!!! I'm aback again ! :D

as always I prefer to upload loads of pics instead of talk, I forgot most of the things that I wanted to post, but hey, it's not important anyway. Ok so here we go!

shopping!!!! new shoes ;) - good start isn't it ??

people are asking me about pics all the time, I'm so cool ;)

You can say what You want I like those clothes :)

Magda had a birthay, so I've bought her a vegan cake :D:D

with Rob at Madame Jojo's

I was working for few days in Self Sacrafice, I've meet few nice people there :D

oh tattoo artists <3

partying hard with my friend

ay yay captain ;)

I've been at Candy Girls and I've meet this maid- Feebee- she was such a good servant.

shemale friendly toilet- yes it was in girls one ;)

what? they're nice ;)

oh oh oh :D and I've bought this rubber<3 catsuit :D love it !!!!

the most gay pose

and! I've ordered hooks for our performance from black sheep hooks USA, they've came on time! :D and some needles :D

At Rob's- our dessert yummy!

oh and we went to the Way Out Club, one of the best drag queen show :D illegal imigrant fron Nigeria hahahahah :D that was the main theme :D

this drag queen was just bitchy

oh yes :D and clubbing in this suit, love it so much :D I was out with my friends, had this outfit in my suitcase :D we went for a coffee, I dissapeard to toilet for few minutes, just went to change! it was a bit difficult :D good thing that I have this silicone cream for rubber outfits...

well hmmm yes..

before

after

oh... and I've meet this girl in MAC store, she was saying compliments about my ears and my swastikas in it :D she had one swastika on her as well :D

Prince Albert is real ! :D

so lovely customers

I've done this custom jewellery piece for Andy :D

dinner

I hate animals so much, that's why I'm not eating them

it's a crocodile!!!!

I'm so sexy, to sexy for You babe...

swastika is everywhere!!

solve the puzzle, where is Wally ??

Your ex- girlfriend

ohhh it was a bit stresfull, was waiting for orders from USA and UK, planning everything for my trip to Poland, but everything ended up pretty good. I received everything, mail came pretty quick had small problem with paypal, but luckly I'm using brain quite often, but not all of my friends do...
Yes yes yes, booking tickets, orders, some crazy things but I've managed to organise everything pretty well, meanwhile I had to plan my trip to Ireland straight away from Poland.

nothing important

2011-07-15T15:11:00.000+01:00

uff... lately I was fighting with paypal, but finally hooks which I ordered about 2 weeks ago are on their way ! now some 3 and 4 mm needles, and all will be done, next weeks will be really busy- love it. ok let me share some photos with You from my boring life.

I like those stockings

secret agent

dress and hair fits well I guess

my version of turkish woman

no toilet paper!

my new pvc dress

I never though that I will look ok in such clothes, but hmmm I was wrong

I've meet those crazy girl in Camden Town :D

try me :)

Magic Theatre- the chandalier

I was for the first time at Magic Theater, it was tranny night, different than others, but I liked it. It was full off rocabily bands, girls in pin up style, and trannies :D really amazing :D will try to come back there if it will be possible :D

make up, so so

5:30 at the morning, walking back home

Somebody have made good point, why am I calling people who I've just meet friends ? hmm which word should I use ? familiar? acquaintance?

who cares?

Well lately was a bit crazy- as always, live fast, die young right ?

I'm enjoying my life in London. Even if some ugly people stole my pics and posted it on some 'funny' pages it's I still have loads of positive energy to share. I have an idea anyway ]:->

Don't want to write too much, will have to do tutorial with few of my make ups soon, but I don't have time or camera... aaaaa!

oh and during this week I'm working at Self Sacrafice :D so it's a bit different! :D but ! from tuesday back at Extreme Needle! :D

Crazy London again again and again :D

2011-07-04T16:44:00.000+01:00

so! I came back from Helsinki :D at the evening finally I was in my home :D, but not for long... after about an hour I went out to Tranny Shack :D I couldn't resist :)

shows

Friends - with Zola

Friends again- Pharaoh and a Cobra ssssss :)

then on Thursday I went to LEgs800 :D for some pole dancing and some action :)

then friday Candy Girls :D I love this dress :D

with John :D

oh I'm so crazy :D photo from work :D

then next day in work, I know most of photos are simillar...

for the first time, I went to Finsbury Park, it was nice, those birds reminded me about my brother...

I tried to scare away guys, but even with my white contact lences, I've heard a lot of compliments :D

oh and some pics from KAOS night at Stunners :D love it and all those gay bear guys <3 well most are my friends anyway :D

this DJ gave me his cd :D everybody likes me, so nice!

doll/gothic make up- this one was good :)

oh yes yes, get over it :D

with Rob

Aleksandra :D

my new dress :D tk-maxxx :D I love it ! :D

oh so girly :D

family portrait

I poped in to Extreme Needle to say hi and one of my customers asked me about a pic :D

Soho during Gay Pride 2010 :D oh one thing, it was quite different experience than in Poland during parades, nobody was throwing stones, no agression, here it was so nice, loads of colorful people, pictures, compliments ohhh!!!!!

with Yourgos in a taxi :D

5 a.m coming back home :D

my girly gothic lolita what ever outfit, this french guy asked me about pic, so why not :D

Finland part2

2011-07-03T22:18:00.000+01:00

ok let me uplad few picsc from Finland as well, and then I will carry on, oh!!1 I have been here for ages, but I Was to busy anyway,

ok, as You can see after an eyeball tattoo Ilja started to see in darkness :)

oh... You lovely art :) we are so creative :)

oh and the best looking girl working in shopping mall with both sleeves tattooed :D

as always pic in a plane

as I remember- because so many things happend during last 2 weeks, finish girls don't wear high heels when they go clubbing :D strange :) not in London :)

Finland

2011-06-13T16:04:00.001+01:00

ok ok ok , so my trip started with a hot chocolate and some oat cookies :)

First day with Ilja :D he is so innocent little boy :)

diet, yeah right...

with cute Tia :)

Nepalese restaurant :)

well, both of us likes things which boys have between their legs :P

Ilja after transformation :)

Spicy burger in Perkele and Hiisi :D stuff there was so hot! :D

We've been on a metal show, and I enjoyed it :D

then meeting with beautful people at Jenny Woo :D, Bawoo and Mimi

with Eric :)

With Roman and Ilja

oh yeah... photos by phone, mirror, I know I know...

at Hercules Club :)

next day, beautiful island, relax, nature, and Finish people which don't give a shit about anything :D

I'm swimming, and swimming and swimming :D

fat people first!

dungeons and gothic chicks...

love this pic :)

the water was so cold...

lovely view

black flowers <3</3<3

we look so cool :D

Well yes I'm enjoying my holydays, love people here, love the vibe of the city, love everybody, hate You know what :) Finland is intriguing, will stay here for 2 days more, and then back to London, to my busy life, have already plans for clubbing etc.

Kiss for everybody, I preffer to go out instead of sit in front of my computer, kiss

2011-06-09T01:05:00.000+01:00

ok, I know that I haven't been here for a while but life was so busy, working, clubbing, meeting new
people, life is great, apart from few things, but who cares, it's better than it was and that's what matters
now. I will post few tutorials how am I doing my make up- quite a lot people were asking me about it, so I decided
to try it, I know that I don't have any kind of certificate as a make up 'artist' but it's about fun right ?
oh oh oh, and I received an e-mail that soon I will receive my certificates from BMX, yay! I can't wait.

oh and I'm in a plane by the way, flying to Finland :D to visit Ilja- mission 'rise of another one'!
hehe yeah... I can't go to club so finally I'm using my computer to write a note to my blog, oh girls..

ok but from beginning.
I had a talk via skype with my suspension team from Poland about Our performance during tattoo Convention, ohhhh
You will have to see it, it will be stunning as always ;) yeah I have to order few hooks...

Then will have to discus plan for seminaries during Body art convention in Warsaw in november.

Oh and I received proposal to be main model in fashion show for one cloths labe during Castle Party- the biggest gothic festival
in Poland, but I think it's quite unapriopriate that I will have to buy a ticket, rent a hotel, or so :) but I don't know.
I was always thinking that if somebody is organising a fashion show, models are earning money, instead of buying everything on their own.
Oh yeah... Polish mentality...

but lets say something about my photos...
I started as a 'goth', customers loved this style, I was a bit upsed, because nobody was scared :( - and I'm doing my best oh oh oh...

Next day was more funny, i went to TK-MAXX was supose to try new dress, and when I went to wamn's cloaks room, girl there said
'but cloak room for you is upstairs' I asked for me?? what do You mean? I was in dress and in make up bla bla bla, all that girly stuff
I explained that I'm transgendered and usually using woman's places- she apologizes bla bla bla,
was just wondering, if such cute little demono like me, is in dress make up etc, it's so obvious that I'm not a boy!
but anyway I purchased quite nice evening dress ]:->

Next day was a bit casual :D I was working so hard as You can see :D

Oh and Magda visited me :D look at her implant, after few month it look so good!!! we wll do microdermal in the middle :D
but first I have to get back from Finland :)

oh oh oh oh :D yes yes yes my new gothic outfit- I've bought everything in one place... Camden Market,
I fee a bit bad, usually i was checking every single second hand in Cracow or other cities in Poland.
Now it's just boring shopping, paying with debit card and so and so, hmmm will have to create something on my own,
I found nice shop with loads of buttons, ribbons, and ideas ! maybe new hat :D hmmmm will see.

pills pills pills

well You know, why not :P

I eat/drink pussy every day!

with Magda in sex club, oh that evening was crazy :D:D:D I took Magda and showed her, where I'm usually learning how to do pole dancing :)
After dancing I said- ok darling lets go to dark room and dungeon :) will show You action, and I think my friend will be somewhere there :)
We entered... and I saw one girl which is sucking and somebody and other guy is taking her from behind, I pointed at that girl, and said oh there
is my friend! :D MAgda's mind was crushed :) when she was taking picture of me, one guy touched her bum, she said 'sorry can You
PLEASE don't touch me' he asked 'why?' after this question he landed on a wall with heel mark on a chest- I kicked that bastard,
and I said DON'T EVER TOUCH MY GIRLFRIEND' when he was passing Us by, he was looking at the ground ]:-> well You know, I'm protective if it comes to my friends :)
Magda's boyfriend loves me now ;) <3

yeah, Sayma is my customers from tattoo shop, she asked me can I do a make up for her, I couldn't say no :) this is the result :)

look at this b*tch! I'm jealous! and yes I've done her microdermals at EXTREME NEEDLE which You should know already ! :D

Then I was in Club Lick with my friend Paul, Debbie is organising there nights for tgitls, once a month- so if You're a tgirl/ admire or both!
You should try it, nice venue, it's on second place in my ranking, and it's in London :D not not so far from city center ha!
Show support to Debbie and try it one day.

I decided to modify my outfit :) I like all colours so why shouldn't I try red ?:)

oh yes... my hair after tornado :D I need to excercise...
after Finland I promise!!!

On the next day I decided to leave my high heals at Cobbler's place, I Was dancing too much and You know...
He is so cute!!!!!! <3

after my 80's punk day- as one of my friends said :P
I decided to look more smart :) so... secretary look :)

Then meeting with Suzanna, she is that make up artist which I've meet in nice bus :D
hot chocolate, sex shop- and new shoes... again... I will burn in hell.
After sex shop we went to tgirl meeting, really relaxing at Waterloo, very quiet, and so different that usually, definaltey will come there again.
This time I was as observer, not very into socialising.

Oh oh oh my new pony tail :D

I know :) 'nothing is impossible'

Candies are good for You- telling Ya :D

Leopard print- that was intriguing experiment

Roni, freak neon banner :)

My dentist have done really good work :)

oh my new hair :D:D:D finally like I always wanted! :D thank You Magda :*:*:*

look at her ! :D

I went o cinema with Gensu, the move was such a shit... X-men first class ?? yeah right...
hollywood f*ck You! oh that posing in toilets...

smokey eyes ! :D I'm better and better at it :D

ok ok ok, I will have to organise things better, need to excercie more, I saw few girls into fitness, and hell yeah!
it's better than anorexia, well I decided to try something between, few months and I will reach my goal !

ok as I said I'm in plane now, so it's not very comfortable to write so I better will watch movie.
Will post some photos from Finland with Ilja :D kisses :*:*:*:*

I know that there's a lof of mistakes in grammar etc, but I have no time for corrections

Bizarre :D

2011-05-22T20:08:00.000+01:00

lets start it at Madame Jojo's :D Tranny Shack of course :D

Then museum of natura history, it was nice day, was hoping that I will feel like a child again, basically I was here before, like 8 years ago or something, but ehhh no emotions, no nothing, anyway it was nice to check it. I saw Your mother there :

Love the style of tihs hmmm 'toy' ?

life ?

I think they had rats there;)

love such books

I think he's dead...

he's skinny

his horse as well

love the architecture!!!!

love it

then sience museum

I will never hide

oh yes :D

hell yeah1!!!!

this thing here grabbed my attention :D sounds and light, mmmm was sitting there for about 5 minutes :D watching and listening :D

I need one of those :D

Then Candy Girls... as You can see, few hot chix were partying there :D

hmmm want to join me ?? :)

pole and the pole

God forgive me ....

Bizarre Ball :D and some regular people

Me and my cutie :*:*:*:*

other cuties :D

Rob is so strong :D - yes we were sitting here :D

my SECRETart outfit, finally I've collected it :) love it :D

ver.2.0

Ok it was crazy as always, basically I helped my friends with the suspension at the Bizarre Ball, I've meet professional make up artist in night bus :D and we swapped number, I've meet some interesting people, well I'm doing it all the time, so yeah,,, I love my live :D and I've just realised that WGT is in next 2-3 weeks!!!!! aaaa!!! I don't know will I make it to go there, aaaa!!!!!!!!! to many things to do !!!! and I have week off from work from 8-15 june!!!! bloody hell!!1
now I have to run, another meeting with friends :D kisss

with love from Extreme Needle

2011-05-17T18:37:00.000+01:00

ok Just wanted to show You piercing and tattoo shop where I'm working :D
it's called Extreme Needle, here is web page:
http://www.extremeneedle.co.uk/

It is situated in the strick city center,
LEICESTER SQUARE
46 Cranbourn Street
Leicester Square
London, WC2H 7AN
T 020 7998 1611

I am working from sunday till tuesday and every second wednesday, tomorrow I have off ;) so 25th of may I will be there ;) just in case if You will need me :P

small map- press it ;)

Entrance- it's hidden cave of mystique powers :)

getting there :D

piercing room

stock

tattoo room

Simply love it, as I already said numerous times :D
Come over and say hi if You will be in London :*

oh and I will help during suspension on Bizzare Ball :D isn't it lovely??
http://www.pmpsuspension.com/?page_id=130

next post will be with my portfolio :D

party party party

2011-05-17T17:12:00.000+01:00

ok ok ok, I will have to write more often, so many things are happening all the time, that I can't remember what should I mention... but ! Will try to write as much as I can.

I was in Camden Town for a ticket to TG, there on the street I've meet Noraly- my friend from Berlin, she is fashion designer from Berlin, I told You about her few times, it's because of her I am in London now.

Check her page:

http://www.cyberesque.de/

I was on Tranny Shack as usually :) I've meet Michelle and Tess there, girls from Sweden :D we swaped numbers, but had some problems with reaching each other, luckly we've fallen on each other in tube ! :D London is so big but anyway You can meet friends in the tube! :D we stayed in touch. Girls came to London for Torture Garden's birthday party, I proposed them to come with us- Me and John (Gummy bear) to Candy Girls- the best t girl party venue :) I will write reviews of most of them soon :), we drove there, spend a bit of nice time, then had to go back to London for TG party, which was overcrowded, too hot, and music was not that good- so it was not worth it this time.

Next day I took my sweedish cuties to Molly Mogs for a cabaret :D it was fun ! :D

few days later some photos in Extreme Needle :P
oh yeah... I'm trying to be casual and gentle...

yeah...

week later, oh my god, again Tranny Shack, I couldn't take pictures in places where I've been to, but You don't want to know anyway ;)

cum on my face pic1

love the freaks :D

with one cutie, I look awful on this pic, but actually it shows the truth ;)

ok ko then private sex party, at Annabel's

after Legs 800 and some pole dancing :D

after about 6 months I drawn something

practising

mhm yes, my friend didn't recognised me when I entered the club :P

where is Roni ??!! :D

with friends in Black Cap, drag queen show :D I took girls because Marty was so busy and have no time for them, so The Queen had to handle this :)

Oh an my cutie came to visit me in work, so I;ve done very quick make up for her :D

yes yes yes It was crazy period in my life, but I enjoyed it, I've meet so many nice people.
Will have to update this blog more often.., but I have no time!!! aaaaa :D I need to organise myslef better.
Ok, so next post will be about my work :D will tell You where You can find me ;)
Now loads of positive energy :D:D:D:D

week of sex clubs

2011-05-06T05:32:00.000+01:00

hmmmm so this week was wekk of sex clubs, I was clubbing for about 7 days, everysingle night, in few tgirl sex clubs.
OMG!
I don't know do I remember all of those things but hmmm will try,
hmmm where should I start :D hmmmm,

ok anyway photo with one of my lovely customers at extreme needle at least once per few weeks I can be masculine right ? at least I can crossdress ;) all that fun with gender, You love it :D

Then my friends came to me with soy milk, they wanted to drink with me at least soy milk- no alco so soy milk will do ;) and it's for professionals :D

Then I've meet with my friend Gacek :D which was in London for a day or two, we also have meet his friend, cute girl from Czech Republic :D

oh yes and I tried gentle make up

Tranny Shack there I've meet Zola she was organising sex tgirl party- where I went day or two after- I don't remember, then I've meet her at legs 800 club, she was with her mother, so lovely such an open minded person.
pic from Tranny Shack

I visite Stunners, Ted's place, then Sweet wednesday, legs again, in few clubs I was several times, checking how it is during different days, I've meet so many wonderful people.
Fetishists, tgirls, admiers, stuff of the clubs, oh yes it was so nice! I was sleeping 2-3 hours per day, and love it, my head hurts a bit, human body is so weak...
now it's almost 5 a.m. and I'm still awake.
But anyway I whiped few slaves, let them to lick and kiss my boots :D
ok so let me tell You few interesting moments,
I was laying at the bed in Stunners with my friend, one guy touched my legs so I kicked him and pressed to wall with my high heel, I said You can touch my boots, but
don't touch me ! so he started to lick and kiss my boots, which was very nice ;) then two tgirls joined us, I was touching his face with my boot, they were sucking him.
Suddenly he grabbed one of her and pressed her face into his cock- I could resist, kicked him into neck and pressed with my high heel and said - aAa be gentle with
girls, he stopped and said 'yes, Mistress' afterwards girl came to me and thanked :) 'that was amazing, thank You', if it comes to girls I'm very protective, if
it comes to boys- let them die. Later that night I dominated another guy, he tried to resist, but when I kicked him- he fall on a chair0 he understood who is who. T
hen I had to press his chest, I was controling his breathing, he was on the floor kissing my boots :) he tried to resist again, so I slaped him, I told him that
he is useless, and I left the room. Am I evil bitch or what, oh well who cares....

ok ok ok :D I love this outfit! :D

Oh and my friend Araseli gave me skirt :D she is lovely, You can buy her clothes at:
http://www.oldskull4ever.com/
check it ;)
another stupid photo

tk maxxx rules :)

it's so pin up wanabe

hehe we had bad start with that girl :D she was a bit scared of my swastikas :D but I explained her everything :D

well You never know what you will find there right ?

ok and then a bit more casual version, I'm almost happy, few more kilos and it will be perfect! :D

what else what else, well I can't tell You everything, but! it was one of the most craziest weeks in my life, love it.

No emotions, unfortunately, due to lack of sleep, and few other things, I had almost breakdown, I can't be too close to anybody, I'm hurting too much, it hurts to much.
Better stay away.

oh and I've won with one tgirl contest on 'the most beautiful girl of the party' :D isn't it nice, in my opinion she should win, but it was nice experience anyway.

few pics from Tranny Shack

my crop :)

walking like this in London is so nice! :D

with my friend :D Nureen

You know what's the best feeling, when You're in most of sex events for tgirls during whole week, and You didn't sucked anybody, You haven't been fucked by anobody,
and so and so, not because people didn't find You attractive ;)

some of my new cosmetics and eyelashes ;D

my new pastels

I know that this note is very confusing, but hey! life is like this.

some spare time

2011-04-26T23:24:00.000+01:00

Finally!!! I can update my blog, it was so busy lately !!!! As usually, just wanted to say that I'm happy :D life is treating me good here in London.

Let me just show You some pics.
In work with lovely customers <3

Polish friend :*

Do You remember my friend called the brick face? Lovely picture isn't it ??:D

it so easy...

I found another one :D and still on my second phone two of them are waiting :D

casual...

Customer from France <3 Bonjour :D

Tranny Shack, friends friends friends :D

Well, due to fact that I look like a drag queen all the time, I decided to try some gentle make up, so here it is.

Once my friend from Tattoo shop called SELF SACRAFICE, asked me, can I work in her shop instead of her, of course I couldn't resist :) lovely crew, again lovely customers mmmmmmm yes I enjoyed this day.

Then again one and only Extreme Needle, and this chinese girl, love asian people, they're the best

My friend came to visit me :D facebook and coments, especially from polish people, priceless ;)

Well You know :D polish boys are so hot! by the way I love my face here..

I've meet with my friend Yorgos one day, and we went to japaneese restaurant, chill as it is with this greek :D

predator face, make up will not help this time

no twat I can't see that You're taking picture of me, f*cking wanker ;)

Ok, finally I had some days off due to fact that I quit working in Camden- never again :D
Of course I went to shopping ! :D:D:D
Visited Doreen Fashions http://www.doreenfashions.com/ took tube to Walthamstow Central, then walked a bit, I found vegan restaurant on my way :D

Of course I've bought 2 pairs of high heels and a dress, almost forgot my laptop :D girls over there were very friendly, I'm higly recomending this shop!

My vegan meal, I forgot about breakfast so it's ok.

boooo!!!!

well :D
now some hmmm classy, sexy, slutty what ever :D
ok so here contest how to be the biggest slut beggins, my new dress, belt, heels :D

here is more classy look, love it!!!!!!

well yeahh...
my newest dress, I went bowling with my friends like this, it was such a crazy day...

We had goodbye party of our receptionist Ella- the best ever- there is no need to say more... I don't have feelings- they're for humans, but if I would have it, I will miss her so much....
Lori is giving me advices, how I should play ;)

Boys- my Extreme Needle crew!

With Ella, yes I know she's beautiful,

Concentration :)

After Bowling, I called Yorgos, we were supose to go to Way out club, but we decided to go to Stunners, there was Kaos- fetish party ;)

I've meet some lovely people :D and hmmm some of them enjoyed to touch my ass ;) it; so nice they say- well I'm working on it :D

10 a.m. :D time to go back home, them work....

It was a need, quick shower and then work!!!!

My make up as usually looks fine, even after 2 days... hahahaha
Went with Marty to park, just to drink hot chocolate and relax, all those gay pairs, laying on the grass, enjoying the wather, themselves, heh so lovely!!

No c*nt I can't see that You're tkaing a pic of me, no no no :D I'm blind :D

Well I need to update my blog more often, I forgot to mention a lot of other things, but who cares :D finally I've done it :D
Tomorrow Tranny shack again, lovely people and nice atmosphere :D You should be there !
now I'm giving You a kiss, and smilling all around :*:*:*:*

alive

2011-04-23T05:20:00.000+01:00

note to myself:
even if You will not sleep at all, write everything what happened in here, to many nice things You're experiencing in this city.
Somebody asked me today how is London like, my answer was:
It's like a sky for bird which escaped from small cage!
hopefully today I will force myslef to add all those pics, and basically I need to update my portfolio, so! I just wait and You will see few of piercings which I've done at Extreme Needle, and some ear reconstruction :)
Hmmmm hopefully soon I will visit my friend Ilja in Helsinki, new demon is waiting to be awaken ;)

Man or house.

2011-04-08T17:28:00.000+01:00

So... it wasn't good lately, but the Queen as always have won.
Let me tell You what happened during last few days.
I used to live on a squat with f*cking junkies, drug addicts, alcoholics, sh*t heads, people who are dirty, annoying- they couldn't understand that me or my friends are working, for them the only things which was imporatant was constant party and messing all around. We had the paper that we will be evicted soon, so they moved to another place- to destroy it again, then move out and again and again and again. Me and few of my friends decided to stay at old squat and wait for eviction, but the fu*cking zombies returned to make an eviction party- it was supose to be a party for 'friends and family' yeah... whole London came, more junkies, more criminals, a lot of all sort of people- believe you wouldn't like to meet them. One of my friends was hit by a brick in his face, and do You think somebody cared about him ?? I mean from our old 'crew' ?? I picked him up from a hospital and so. We decided to split with those people, and never live with such ignorants again. My friends - the brick face ;) was waiting till eviction, for him Eviction was a Fiction, so he wasn't packed or not even ready :), I stayed with him, and when Bay leafs came helped him to pack and everything :). Basically I was talking with them, just said that I'm taking care of my friend with half face ;) cause he had sn accident ;) so I din't want him to stay alone during a night, police officer asked me for details, so I gave him everything as proper girl :)- he was cute <3 love those uniforms mrrrrr :D when we were leaving I said ' ok, so You have my phone number if You will need me just call' and I winked ;) all of them were smilling :) Eviction don't have to dramatic right ?
Next thing what I've done was working till evening, then we went to other squat to talk will they give us rooms etc. We have the same point of view so next day they let us now that we have a place, so I just had to sleep one night somewhere... Good for me that my friend have friends, and we were sleeping in other squat that night.
Now I have my own room, and hopefuly everything will be ok :)

oh and I've done few nice things lately :D like ear reconstruction and so and so will have to add my water mark and frame so soon will upload some photos of my skills :D now lets concentrate on The PAST.

first! my new outfit!

Stylish :D I need one like that, feeling like an old lady...

how people can live like this...

such a beautiful view

this one as well

hospital photo, You don't want to see more- belive me...

hotel for one night

lets just start everything from the beginning, like it should be, no junkies, no assholes, no c*nts, never again.

Oh and by the way... I love UK <3 I needed syringes and needles for my project, so... I went to pharmacy told them that I'm a heroin addict and they gave me a gift !!! :D - now I know why I'm using only brown sugar to my coffee ;)
Such a nice people, I've got even a condom :D now that made my day!