9TH ZONE

sweet escape

2012-08-01T05:51:00.002-07:00

My paintings

We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give

Keep your head held high and keep on smiling. Every day of your life is a page of your history

Keep on moving

Don't stay static

Don't you even blink

Cause I'm scared

We will lose a thing

Since time fly

Or we will regret

We will lose a thing

xoxo

wanna come back here

2012-07-19T02:37:00.001-07:00

bunch of pictures

I'm rolling in the deep
since I cant't fight for it
it bounce and turn to me
bittersweet

LAW OF ART

2012-07-19T00:56:00.002-07:00

100% of the people reading this are alive

SMILE LIKE YOU NEVER CRIED!!!!!!!!!!

magnifique yesterday's portion

journey is a part of life
full of memories and laugh
tears and pains
perhaps it will end
the way I wanna it be

in lieu of memoirs

The best thing about a photograph is that it never changes even if the people in them do

bien?

Milla Adrianne

2012-07-11T05:57:00.000-07:00

STRICTLY RAW IDEAS..heww

PART 1

Telefon miliknya berdering berkali-kali. Sengaja dibiarkan deringan tersebut terhenti sendiri.

“Zila”

“Aku dah cakap banyak kali nama aku bukan Zila”, ujarnya merengus marah.

“Sorry. Sengaja nak tengok kau bercakap. Monyok je dari tadi”.

“Apahal?

“Garangnya kau ni. Takut mak”.

“Siapa pulak mak kau ni”, katanya jengkel.

“Ada orang cari kaulah tadi”.

Mila memerhatikan wajah lelaki lembut itu sekilas. Marahnya kian reda.

“Kenapa kau marah sangat ni, cuba cerita dekat aku”.

“Kau ni. Bab nak cungkil rahsia orang nombor satu. Dahlah, tak payah nak busy body”.

“Ala. Dengan aku pun nak berkira.”

“Dah tukar topik. Siapa pulak yang cari aku hari ni?”

“Ye lah. Mulut tu jangan nak muncung sangatlah. Aku ikat baru tau”.

Akhirnya Mila tersenyum.

“Eh senyum pulak dia”.

“Ya Allah. Zaidi oi. Aku tak ada masa lah nak berborak lama-lama dengan engkau. Aku ada hal ni, nak kena balik awal hari ni”.

“Nah. Malas aku nak cakap banyak. Merajuk dah”, ujarnya sekilas lalu memberikan nota kecil itu kepada Mila seraya berlalu meninggalkan kaunter.

“Lah aku bergurau je la”, laungnya kuat sambil membaca sekilas nota kecil yang menimbulkan tanda tanya di benaknya.

Sejurus mengemas kaunter dan mengambil beg sandangnya, Mila bergegas keluar.

“Zaidi aku pergi dulu”, laungnya lagi sambil menghidupkan enjin skuter miliknya.

“Hati-hati, jangan nak cepat je”, laung Zaidi dari dalam.

“Baik”, ujarnya seraya membetulkan topi keledar yang dipakainya lalu berlalu meninggalkan The Feat.

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“The stories over now. The end”, Mila menyanyi-nyanyi kecil sambil matanya melilau mencari kelibat lelaki yang dikenalinya dari kejauhan.

“I’m waiting for you for almost one hour”.

Tanpa menghiraukan kata-kata lelaki yang sedang merenungnya tajam, Mila hanya tersengih lalu tangan lelaki tersebut dikucup lembut.

“Have a sit”.

Badannya disandarkan pada sofa chesterfield yang berwarna coklat gelap tersebut tanpa segan-silu.

“Mila”.

“Ya”, ujarnya perlahan.

Surat yang bersampul putih diletakkan di atas telapak tangannya. Brian memerhatikan rambut adik perempuannya yang diwarnakan dengan warna merah jambu pada bahagian sisi telinganya. Dia menggeleng perlahan.

“What happened to you?”

“Nothing”, ujarnya acuh tak acuh.

“Why defer your study?”

“I told you earlier. I will do whatever I want. I’m not Zila”.

“I will keep my eyes on you. You never learnt from your mistakes”.

“Ok”, ujarnya sepatah.

Brian mengeluh perlahan. “Dad wanna see you next week”.

“I’m not sure if I can attend his big day”.

“Mila”.

“Ok. I’ll come”, ujarnya sambil merengus.

Tingkah Mila sering membuatkan hatinya rungsing. Kelakuan adiknya tidak dapat dikawal.Mila senang memberontak . Tindak-tanduknya sering mendatangkan masalah yang begitu kontra dengan adik kembarnya, Zila.

“I need to go”. Sekali lagi tangan lelaki tersebut disalaminya lalu dia bergegas pergi tanpa menghiraukan namanya yang dipanggil bertalu-talu.

“Make sure she safe”, ujar Brian memberi arahan.

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“Ish tepilah”.

“Kenapa ni? Hangin semacam. Angin monsun mana pulak yang melanda kau ni?”

“Aku nak pergi Phuket, jom ikut aku Aira”.

“Gila”.

“Aku geram betullah. Asyik aku je yang kena. Sakit hati aku.”

“Kenapa ni? Cuba story dekat aku.”

“Abang aku lah. Selalu je nak kongkong hidup aku. Aku dah besarlah. Pandai-pandailah aku jaga diri”.

“Ye la tu kau pandai jaga diri”.

“Ish”.

Aira tertawa. Mata Mila direnung dalam.

“Kenapa? Sengaja kan nak bagi aku hangin ni”.

“Jom”.

“Pergi mana?”

“Tadi cakap nak pergi Phuket”.

“Alah. Aku cakap je. Aku dah kena potong duit belanja. Macam kau tak tau”.

“Cakap besar lagi”.

Akhirnya meletus ketawa mereka berdua. Kucing parsi milik Aira diambil lalu diusap-usap perlahan.

“Aira. Aku penatlah kerja. Aku nak berhentilah”.

“Apa?

“Aku nak berhenti. Penatlah aku nak tadah telinga dengar si lembut tu menceceh. Bernanah telinga aku tau tak”.

“Jangan nak berangan. Susah payah aku carikan kau kerja yang paling senang kat dunia ni. Senang-senang kau nak berhenti”.

“Aku nak balik rumahlah. Dah lama aku menumpang dekat rumah kau ni. Segan aku.”

“Mila. Dengan aku pun kau nak segan? Sentaplah macam ni”.

“Aku surrender. Aku nak balik jugak.”

“Siapa nak tolong bayar rumah sewa aku nanti?”

“Jomlah duduk rumah aku. Lagipun aku yang paksa kau ikut aku keluar dari hostel dulu.”

“Seganlah”.

“Aku taulah dekat rumah aku nanti kita kena kawal 24 jam tapi tinggal dekat rumah sewa ni pun sama. Bodyguard abang aku tu asyik menyemak je dekat sini. Aku dah tak ada pilihan. Abang aku tak akan mengalah”.

“Dia kan abang kau. Tentulah dia bimbangkan keselamatan ahli keluarganya”.

Mila terdiam seketika. Hatinya masih sebal.

“Aku tau ikut hati mati, ikut rasa binasa.”

I WILL RE-EDIT THIS WHEN I HAVE PROPER TIME

STRICTLY NO PLAGIARISM PLEASE :))

Throwing ice at people because they need to chill.

2012-07-11T04:55:00.001-07:00

Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize - we're floating in space
Do You Realize - that happiness makes you cry
Do You Realize - that everyone you know someday will die

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

feeling much better.

sometimes you need to pretend that you don't even care..
Throughout my life, I have always been afraid of losing people I love. Sometimes I wonder is there anyone out there afraid to lose me

Never expect. Never assume. Never ask. And never demand. Just let it be. If it's meant to be, it will happen.

where have you been?

2012-07-09T23:15:00.000-07:00

where have u been? coz i never see u!!!

well I do some condo/apartment hunting for almost two monthss..oh my..so I should never give up until I FIND A PERFECT PLACE TO MOVE IN..heww

I'm in the reading room in my apartment and took this awkward picture for digesttt..lol

ya..i'm interested with this..but its quite far!!!

this small notepad is a gift from my 8 years old sister..she's missing me so much!!lol..

love u babby..I call her baby until now

Harris..my brother with new baby born..

she's my cousin..we got 2 new cousins this year..dania and soffieya..both are adorable

there's a lot of thing happened this months..some are good and some miscellaneous..my uncle and my dad's aunt pass away this month too..RIP for them

it's like my diary now..actually I keep my personal things private but sometimes its accidentally pop up here..for some unknown reasons..lol

summer pop look

2012-06-19T01:52:00.001-07:00

I can't resist

posting three post now for today..lol

I'm browsing some online store and in love with this..

all colours are awesome...can't choose which one is the best colour..lol

STYLISH PICK..SUMMER COLLECTIONS

2012-06-19T00:14:00.001-07:00

A plain white dress for summer

simply wear it with jacket or cardigan

tized jeans jacket

TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT

LOVE IT OR HATE IT??

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DAD

2012-06-18T22:04:00.001-07:00

Knowing that "Everything's okay, Dad" means "I haven't killed anyone".

lol

DAD YOU'RE THE PRECIOUS GIFT FROM GOD I EVER HAD

grateful being born to the most caring dad ever #deepconfession

Everything is my fault if I destroyed my life..#violenceme

SATURDAY BLUES..UNEDIT VERS

2012-06-09T01:43:00.000-07:00

edwina crying...hhhhh

pleasure a simple thing

2012-06-06T07:50:00.000-07:00

Time flies, but the memories collected along the way can never be replaced

improper...herkkk

face to face
heart to heart

what???

I should pleasure this kind of joke
don't take thing too seriously.. laughing is worth..I can't imagine a day without smile -_-

actually this thing is something used to make my stomach hurtsss...but without spice there is no life -_-

everyone would know this food...thai tomyam is my favourite...I would have the highest level of the spicynesss..jyeahh..picture courtessy of google..

I'm still finding the proper name for my book..still in the early stage of the publishing...can't wait (0_~)

paintings...writing and life is on the flow...this new look seems tooo plain..perhaps I'll change the layout again..

scroll down for bunch of random pictures -_0

simple pleasures

A TIN/BOTTLE OF CARBONATE DRINK A DAY WILL TAKE YOUR HEALTH AWAY..LOL

my favourite timeless collection..rayban, air brush, black bangle, serra nail polish

Every story doesn’t have a happy ending, but then remember that some stories don’t even begin

HOW CAN SHE FORGET HER BABY???

2012-06-03T23:55:00.003-07:00

WICKED MIND

ARTICLE FROM YAHOO

A Phoenix, Ariz., woman put her 5-week-old baby on top of her car in his car seat and drove away, apparently forgetting he was there, not even noticing when the seat fell off the car and landed in an intersection, police said.

Neighbors discovered the baby on the roadway, still strapped to his safety seat, which was lying on its side. Luckily, the baby was unhurt.

The baby's mother, 19-year-old Catalina Clouser, who allegedly had been smoking marijuana, was arrested and charged with aggravated driving under the influence and child abuse, police said.

"We believe that whatever she was under the influence of was the deciding factor in what did happen to this child and we're extremely happy that for the baby this turned out well and the baby is going to be OK," Officer James Holmes of the Phoenix Police Depart said.

Clauser, her boyfriend and their friends had been smoking marijuana earlier in the evening at a nearby park, but the boyfriend was arrested on suspicion of aggravated DUI when they went to a store - with the baby in the car - to get beer, according to police.

Upset that her boyfriend was arrested, police said, Clauser went to a friend's home and smoked more marijuana.

Clauser left around midnight and apparently put the sleeping baby on the roof of the car and drove off, forgetting he was there, and continued driving after the baby fell off the car, Holmes said.

Leilani Gerlach, a homeowner who lives across from the intersection, notified police after she and another neighbor saw the baby in the car seat on the street.

"We were both rolling our eyes in astonishment that someone could forget their baby," Gerlach said. "The car seat was turned to the side so anyone passing by wouldn't be able to tell there was an actual baby inside. Thank god they stopped."

After police arrived, two people walked up and told them the baby was Clausen's. As the officers talked to the two, who identified themselves as friends of Clausen and her boyfriend, the young mother drove up, police said.

"[She] had gotten into her car, set the baby seat on top of the car and forgot that the child was up there. It does not appear that immediately she realized what happened," Holmes said. "I think that perhaps she got where she was going and realized that she did not have the baby in the car."

"There was damage to the car seat, it was scraped but there was no damage to the child," Holmes said.

The baby is now in custody of Child Protective Services.

LUCKY HER BABY IS FINE

walk with a ghost

2012-05-30T04:41:00.000-07:00

greetings

day by day goes by

just one hole left the rack

empty the hollow

ran through the mist

exchange the stares while i blog this

p/s : life been so busy..

what it takes to come alive

2012-04-04T08:24:00.001-07:00

I find joy in the possibilities of all that is coming to me in life. I steal my own joy when I'm not grateful for what I have now.

Sharing my art work.

lost my intention

2012-04-03T23:30:00.001-07:00

its not what good girl do

so confused that I couldn't refuse

indeed hard to resist what I up to

touch the moon inside the fragile heart

the other side of me I couldn't even capture your brightest smile

I'll bring back those memories that would never fade

pride is nothing if we couldn't prove it

picture of Colorado river is still here

never moving as I draw it inside my heart

perhaps independant and freedom are what we need to move forward

what is written will never change

as it would complete the whole chapter of my life

Woman of many parts

2012-03-26T09:35:00.000-07:00

motion

Who we are in the past is not important as well as human is changing. Never tired of being tired. Opportunity will comes over the experience. Life got major rules. Human are amazing creatures. Climbing up and never look back. Obstacles will lifted us higher. As I write this my eyes couldn't even sleep and its already pass over my bedtime. Reschedule and reorganize myself. Hopefully I am a sergeant on my own goad. If I didn't goad myself then who will?

For some reason I have a lot of things to be written here as sometimes I couldn't speak my mind. Taciturn. And I just keep it inside for myself. But expressing how you feel through writing is amazing. Lacking something somewhere. That's how I express my thoughts.

Vulnerable to flame. Elastic and flexible to change. Maybe it fits us..Homosapien

DELUSIONAL VERS

2012-03-25T21:07:00.000-07:00

I made lots of mistakes in my past. but if you judge me on what I did in my past, then you don't belong in my future

Walk away out of her life,

The wake up call that could make all day wrong

Just take a ride and went out of town

Red and blue can't be separated

But small thing could change her mood

Cupcakes and velvet blouse make her smile worth

Far and far she could make things better

She thought to start things all over

Its not always about trying to fix something broken

Because clueless doesn't make you afraid

~~unknown thoughts~~

canvas of expression

delusional factor?

Edwina aka japanese kawaii shortty

by the end of time

lie will fade

appearance could be fake

but world still a better place

0_~

(╮°-°)╮┳━┳ ( ╯-_-)╯ ┻━┻” for every dark night, there's a brighter day.

Just a piece of thought

2012-03-16T07:59:00.000-07:00

Did you ever feel lost? I mean lost deep inside yourself?

Sometimes I feel lost inside myself. Anyhow I'm still here never moving. Never distracting. Static and still writing this post. Strange feeling. Build a trust. This feeling is for him . The most merciful. Doth declare this feeling. Pray and raise our hands. Guide our lives. Don't let us go astray.

Each day pass by, here and then this is my story. I'm trying my best to bear in my mind, lost time will never be found. Please don't take our future for granted. We will never know what will happen even few seconds after. I don't want live my life with regret. Hardly try our best don't repeat our mistakes. True, human is imperfect but remember mistakes will becomes stupidity if we repeat it over and over again.

I'm thankful being born to my lovely parents. Whatever I do they were always there for me.Throughout my life I'm always afraid of losing the peoples that I love, but million thanks for all of them. I heart all of their kindness, their care and their constant love for me. I want live my life with a wide open eyes, so I won't miss a thing. Human are greedy, that includes me. Thanks ya rabb for everything. I'm still breath. I'm still alive. My blood still running inside my vein.. I'm grateful..All our lives is belong to you ya rabb

am I just like some people who are just stupid when they have the best thing in front of them but turn around and go to the worst??no..mine is the only exception..I want that priceless moment

Dear homework, you're not attractive, so i'm not doing you!

2012-03-15T07:28:00.001-07:00


if u find my lost kittens please send them back to me :(

I always REGRET leaving my phone on "silent" when I can't find it. now I got the same feeling when I lost both of you sweeties

Remember when you were five & the world wasn't a bad place? I miss that.

Fight for your dreams and then your dreams will fight for you...catastrophe me..lol

TERRIBLE STORY

2012-03-11T08:08:00.001-07:00

When I go to bed, half the time I'm not really sleeping. I'm usually lying there making up scenerios in my head or my time is waste in front of this digital chord..HEWWW

9GAG.COM

WELL LAUGHTER IS NEEDED SOMETIMES

and now I'm in the mood of when you're incredibly hungry........... but Laziness overpowers

and I really hate this annoying time when I really(REALLY REALLY REALLY) want someONE to stop texting me..this is the only solution...I send them this text :

SERVICE ERROR 305: MESSAGE DELIVERY FAILED. FURTHER MESSAGES WILL BE CHARGED 2 UR ACCOUNT

but if they do not understand

NOTES THIS

If you do Type B wrong, be prepared to face your consequences.BECAUSE TYPE B IS HIGHLY IMPATIENT

Managing ur thoughts is more difficult than managing problems. If u're able to control ur thoughts, u have won 50% of ur battle..T malhotra words are really true for me now...uffftt

SORRY FOR THE HIGHLY COMMODATION EMOTIONAL DEADLY SITUATION POST HERE..LOL

NOW I GOT A BLACK MONDAY SYMPTOM

Worry is an unhealthy & destructive mental habit & because u can change any habit u can cast worry from your mind...:))))

you hate your life,while some people dream of having your life

2012-03-09T22:41:00.001-08:00

let it touch our soul

don't be prideful on what you have..it will not last forever

When you get a little, you want more, when you get more, you desire even more, but when you lose it, you realize LITTLE was enough

Always,always,always be grateful and thankful..you still breath while there's unlucky people still fight for their life

our flesh is borrowed and it will be returned someday

the greatest love

2012-03-09T06:06:00.001-08:00

A two year old child, Vishnavi offering food to her mother Sangeetha

This little child is angel

MOM I LOVE YOU

AGE 10 : I love you MOM
AGE 14 : My MOM is so annoying!
AGE 18 : I wanna leave this house
AGE 25 : MOM you're right.
AGE 30 : MOM forgive me.
AGE 50 : I don't wanna lose you MOM!!!
AGE 70 : MOM I love you so much..

MOM YOUR LOVE IS IRREPLACEABLE

A mother holds their child's hand for a short time but holds their heart forever

P/S : THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR YOU MAMA

I'm killing time while i wait for life to show me with the real means of happiness

keep calm and have a cupcake!!!!

2012-03-08T05:56:00.000-08:00

BECAUSE

why i'm so catastrophy now???annoying...

gay couple having a child through in vitro fertilization

2012-03-05T19:07:00.003-08:00

THIS IS SO... SOURCE :YAHOO NEWS

A gay couple has succeeded for the first time in Brazil in having a child through in vitro fertilization, the baby's two fathers announced Friday.

Baby girl, Maria Teresa, was born January 29 in the northeastern Brazilian state of Pernambuco, and her birth certificate lists both men as her parents.

Mailton Alves, 35, and Wilson Albuquerque, 40, told television channel O Globo that they decided they wanted to have a child after being together for 15 years. They were married in 2011 in ceremony recognized under Brazilian law.

The couple's right to have a child was upheld by a decision of Brazil's Federal Council of Medicine, which authorized the artificial fertilization with sperm donations from either partner.

Until then, authorizations for artificial fertilization were granted only to women who were married or in stable relationships.

Doctors used an anonymous egg donor and sperm from Alves. The fertilized egg was implanted into the womb of his cousin.

"It's an important precedent for people like us who have spent 15 years together and who managed to realize their dreams to have a child, a family," Alves said.

Clicerio Bezerra, a family court judge in the Pernambuco capital of Recife, has legally recognized the paternity of the couple's child.

"There are cases of registration of double paternity by adoption," the judge told a local newspaper. "This case is the only one in which two men have registered a baby as a legitimate child, as far as I know."

If it "is permitted that (same sex couples) constitute a family through marriage, why not allow that family to be completed with a child," the judge said. The couple said they plan to have another baby next year.

honey lovey dovey blondie

2012-02-26T19:29:00.003-08:00

MELISSA---up to 20 now...lol..happppyyyy

ok...applied

my blastfullllllllll birthday is coming soon...heuhwww

Shopping and getting lost in Oxford street is amazing. Enormous Topshop, three story H&M , awesome high street fashion, cute British shops and Starbucks cafes all around.

“My favourite thing to do in London besides shopping is to take a bus or underground to Picadilly Circus or Westminster, get off at a random stop and just walk

OK...WAITING FOR IT...