THE SHIZNIT

Back uh?

2016-06-15T13:12:00.001+08:00

wow, its been awhile isn't it?

Asslamualaikum and hye!!!

My updated blog was three years ago.

serius lama gila bapak tak update blogger

well I am more to Tumblr. Feel free to follow my tumblr.

It's been totally occupied; my life

yeah I know everyone pun busy right.

I am still trying to adapt my life here at UNIMAS

UNIMAS: University Malaysia Sarawak.

Already one year here at UNIMAS

I love Sarawak!!!!

Okay thats it! hahahha

I have exam at 3 pm for Academic English.

wish me luck gaiss.

LATE NIGHT THINGS

2013-08-20T00:05:00.001+08:00

Aku tengah menggagahkan tangan, otak , mata, telinga untuk menyiapkan segala homework yang dah jadi gunung .

things that will happen tomorrow

THE DARK ALLEY OF SADNESS

2013-07-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I want to disappear when I feel kinda bad and stress. I just want to go far away from this place. I want to be alone , travel around the world and never feel about worries. I'm used to be that happy girl , who never care about stupid sad things, who never care how much people throw bad words at her , who will live in this world with smile on her face every 24 hours(if I could when I was asleep) but how long I can be like titanium? I'm not strong anymore. I need someone shoulder to cry on but most of them not here. I acted like didn't care but inside it's killing me slowly , I want to curl beneath the blanket close my eyes and please take me away from here,far away . Seriously I hate when I can't hold my tears and my nose starting runny . Pain , I only can feel pain in my heart. Please stop shoot me down, stop blame me, stop everything that you do. Did you realize that since one month ago I never spend my time with you guys? Oh you realize it yet you blame me for being selfish. You never let me to express what I feel , when you was criticized me, did you know I never meant to do anything towards you, when I was playing or asking my sisters, you ask me to stop playing with them and stop kritik comment others. OMG do I look like I'm going to punch my sisters until they get bruises? Do I look like I'm going to let my sisters cry ? Come on laa, outside maybe I look rough brutal but inside you never know... You keep judging me,never trying to understand me, suka hati je nak fitnah aku .... Why keep away? because I'm trying not to be mad at you, I hold myself from saying smth stupid, locked up myself inside my room trying to calm myself, trying not to vodmit when I was eating infront of you all . Yes , I keep feel nauseous when I look at your face because inside I kept tellin that I hate you, that you're the last human I want to see... I dont want to be mean but I have to and I hate it. I know I'm talking loud yet not saying much. I'm not crying because I want attentions, I had enough,I can't bear with this anymore,I'm fed up, I'm tired, I'm sick being judged, I'm sick crying alone in my room, I'm sick of this reality ....Ya Allah, why I'm writing to my blog , I dont know but this is the last thing that I could figure out how to luahkan all my sad cheesy geli sakit hati perasaan ni . I am sorry if it was my mistake but can you at least look at me Ahhh , she's still a young girl who need to be lead to her path of life . ARGHH, This is mentality abuse ....... :(

hope can bring myself back HAPPY after find this quotes .

KISAH ITU

2013-07-07T11:18:00.002+08:00

Aku tersentak di kerusiku

mencerna setiap gambar2 emosi yang bergerak

di hadapanku

Hatiku terasa sakit

hanya Tuhan yang tahu

mengapakah

itu kemahuanku

kau tahu itu

tapi kemahuan itu juga diberi kepadamu

sakit hati ini

Ah ini mainan syaitan yang hanya mahu

diri ini penuh dengan dosa2

Hmm,mungkin ini bukan rezekiku barangkali

tidak mengapa kataku

…tetapi…

sedikit sedikit hati ini mula retak

sekali diketuk berderai semuanya

Jangan ditegur

Ranap segalanya

-http://tyrazeeto.tumblr.com/post/54653236651/kisah-itu

RALAT

2013-06-16T00:57:00.000+08:00

Betapa ralatnya

melihat kamu termenung keseorangan

Betapa rabak hati ini

melihat kamu menangis kerinduan

Ingin sekali aku mengatakan

”Dah jangan nangis syg”

tetapi mulut ini terkunci

kerana aku tahu

aku tahu bukan aku yang mengalaminya

Meski dia tidak lagi disini bersama kita

terasa kekosongan

tetapi tidak kosong di dalam hatimu bukan

Ketahuilah bahawa aku sentiasa berada di belakangmu

bahuku sentiasa terbuka untukmu

telingaku sentiasa bisa dipinjam

mulutku sentiasa berdoa untukmu

tawaku sentiasa menceriakan hidupmu

Jangalah kamu berasa ralat lagi

Janganlah kamu rebah kerana dia

Kuatkan hatimu

Agar dia senyum di atas sana

melihat kamu berdiri teguh di sini

Hati berkata: Harini hari puisi .

DIA DAN SI DIA

2013-06-16T00:38:00.001+08:00

Dia disini menelaah setiap ilmu yang diberi

Dia disana membanting tulang untuk sesuap nasi

sudah berjanji bahawa dia akan mencapai cita-citanya itu

agar si dia tidak lagi membanting tulang sekuatnya

dia perlukan masa

dia perlukan sokongan

dia perlukan kasih sayang

dia perlukan si dia

kerana dia tidak kuat untuk mengharung dunia indah ini tanpa si dia

Dahulu si dia pernah meninggalkan orang rumahnya

untuk membanting tulang di negera orang

dia merasakan si dia tidak adil

meninggalkan dia bersama yang lain

kini masih meninggalkan orang rumahnya

untuk membanting tulang di negeri sebelah

tetapi tak mengapa

kerana dia mengerti si dia punya tanggungjawab besar

Alhamdullilah

si dia masih kembali ke pangkuan orang rumahnya

setiap minggu

bertanyakan perihal kehidupan

mengisi masa lapang bersama orang rumahnya

walaupun hanya sekejap sahaja

kerana dia percaya di situlah kehidupan si dia sebenar-2 nya

Dahulu apabila dia dimarahi oleh si dia

dia menelan kemarahannya

sengaja menjadi seorang yang tidak berguna

sengaja membiar yang lain menjadi utama

sengaja memberontak melahirkan rasa tidak puas hati

kini hanya sesalan yang dia perolehi

kerana sepatutnya

dia harus menjadi seorang yang berguna

harus membiarkan dirinya menjadi utama

harus membuang perasaan itu ke dalam longkang

agar si dia memandang dia dengan

penuh bangga di dada dan senang mulutnya

berbicara itulah anaknya yang berguna dan membanggakan

Dia juga tahu bahawa

si dia sentiasa menjadi superman di dalam hatinya

walaupun tidak mempeduli isi hati dia yang membara

kerana pada mula dia mengenali dunia yang penuh dengan kisah menarik ini

adalah disebabkan si dia .

InsyaAllah

Dia berjanji agar menjadi seorang yang berguna

agar dapat melihat kembali senyuman handsome si dia

akan dia buktikan bahawa dia anak yang bertuah mempunyai si dia

Dan kini

dia ingin menyusun sepuluh jari

meminta maaf atas perbuatannya

dan ingin sekali memeluk dan salam tangan si dia

dan berkata Selamat Hari Bapa .

SELAMAT HARI BAPA KEPADA SEMUA BAPA DI DUNIA INI
HAPPY FATHER’S DAY TO MY SUPERMAN AND ALL THE BEST DADDY IN THE WORLD

Happy father’s day abah . :D I wish I was strong enough to do so but only my words can describe what I am thinking rgth now . kerana itu saya aku mencoret segala yang terbuku di hati . :)

NEW LIFE + SCHOOL KID

2013-05-10T15:19:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum and good evening little earth :D

It's been a long time since my last post about mess for a reason .

Aku pun tak tahulah kenapa begitu title tu .

By the way , macam2 hal yang berlaku and many things yang aku cuba buat untuk mengisi masa lapang dgn kena chicken pox nye . =='

Now I'm a PRE-UNIVERSITY student which known as form 6 too .

Of course , ada yang bagitahu aku masuk form 6 ada yang kata jangan masuk .

Ada yang cakap rugi sebab aku aliran teknikal masuk form 6 aliran kemanusiaan pulak tu .

Duh, my SPM result tak strong awak , dah banyak main sangat kat Brashian dulu .

So I have to move on , be strong and yeah I'm gonna do my best to get 4 flat for every subject that I take .

Okay ini subject yang aku ambil .

Its interesting to learn something new like economics , pergajian am and
pengajian perniagaan . Maybe I will take another subject ; art .

Masuk 8 mei , rabu , harini baru habis orientasi form 6 . semalam kena buat gwiyomi . ==' MALUNYA!

Isnin minggu depan bermula semester pertama . I'm so excited . Never thought that I will learn economics and business things . Never across my mind bro .

Nak tahu aku masuk sekolah apa ?

SMK DR MEGAT KHAS JALAN LABROOY .

Okay secara jujurnya , I heard a lot of bad impressions from others about this school.

I'm from Tarcisian and Brashian . Haha so memang aku selalu dengar budak megat ni kaki samseng lah ,

bermasalah lah but weyh dont judge the book by its cover eyy. Memang sekolah tu macam tak harmoninye

but since aku masuk form 6 ni , tanggapan aku untuk first day je dah berubah.

Its not bad , all the students are okay actually . Aku datang sekolah ni pun sebab aku nak belajar so benda2 yang lain tu tolak tepi laa kan . Cikgu2 form 6 pun best . Senior form 6 atas pun best . Tanggapan aku berubah since first day je . . Ingat nak transfer ke Anderson but taknaklah aku . Haha

I hope one day SMK Dr Megat Khas , this school will be good as TCS . InsyaAllah .

SO , I am a school kid again and I will do my best for my STPM . I know I can do it . I know I can survive .

SHOUTOUT : Aku tengah baca novel ni . Who says romance is dead?? Already watched this movie . :)

I'm mess but for a reason

2013-01-16T19:56:00.002+08:00

Why I love ONE DIRECTION ?

-bcuz they are kind and never let their fans down

500 days of summer !!!

I still love this movie . <3 p="p">

DILEMMA

2012-12-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum to all human in this planet what we called Earth .

Yah ! Saya dah bebas macam burung beterbangan ...wait a minute .

saya dah bebas dari zaman sekolah laa .

Now :Waiting for result keluar, cari kerja which I dunno what kerja yang boleh saya buat .

membesarkan badan yg dah besar ni ... No No No kena diet and exercise duh .

My life is totally suck now . Yukss I dont even like my life now .

Every morning when I wake up , I was in dilema if I am still a school girl or what ? ,

It was like :

Okay, after this kena siapkan homework apa ?,

Kena study ni , exam nak dekat ,

Cikgu ada suruh buat apa-apa tak ? ...

Benda-benda mcam ni lah yang tengah menggangu hidupku .

When I realized back that Hey , you already done with school . No more school remember ?

Even though I had told myself but yah now aku betul-betul tengah mengalami gangguan ... entahlah .

I wish my parents dah sediakan jalan untuk aku menempuh kehidupan ni .

macam parents yang strict gila tu . OMG , Waa are you serius ?

Aku ni dah lah pemalas nak mencari but dont judge first . If aku dapat apa yang aku cari tu . No one can take away from me if orang lain lagi berhak then baru aku lepaskan . Sesiapa yang baca entri kali ni , please I want to work .

Boring to do nothing in da house . Yah I want money !! .

My mom tak bagi I ambil lesen kereta lg . Dia suruh tunggu and cari duit sendiri .

Then I can take my license . That is suck . I dont want !!!

Know what sometimes I ask myself that why I have adik-beradik yang banyak . Why I jd first sister ?

Why I dont have abang , taknak kakak .

No offense but that's reality right .

I cant blame for that . Allah had planned everything for me .

Kena bersabar and terus bersabar .

Okay cut it out . Kena tidur , esok kena bangun awal . Pergi tadika teacher Anita, help her with lukisan ..

No , Im not a tadika teacher okay . Note that .

Keep paving the road if you believe it will help you in the future - me .

HYPOCRITE , NO to me

2012-11-30T11:15:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum to all humans in this world .

and morning too .

When I said that I hate hypocrite people

actually I hate myself too . I am hypocrite . No I have to hypocrite to save the situation . :(

or to save myself ? wtv..

Indeed, I hate when I have to be hypocrite . It's just tired .

Example !!

S : Hey , I hate J so much when she doin' that. It's like if I can kill her , I would !

Me : Yah , seriously ! J's attitude pissed me off. How could she doin' that to us .

I just cant believe it . But she's our friends .

S: Told yah , J is bit** . Tak tahan aku nyah even dia tu bestfriend kita .

Kau tak payah buat baik sgt dgn dia .

Nanti dia pijak kepala kau baru tahu ......

Me :No la, I just hope kita semua tak gaduh tau .

In other situation .

J : hey , so what S said to you ?

Me : ouh , nothing . She just said that you're nice . She miss the moment when we all gather around ...

J : seriously ? but I hate her . Stupid girl . I dont know why she is doin' that .

Jgn rapat sgt nanti kau pun bodoh sama mcm dia .

Me: (confused ) A ah, How can she is so lame....*speechless...

Hey , mana ada macam tu laa.

J : Told ya , she's moron after all .

See, it's like that laa . Kalau kau tak back up si S nanti dia kata kau ni mcm ni laa , mcm tu laa

Same goes to si J situation .

It's not like what I said I meant but sometimes it's just confused

either want to backup this girl or said bad things bout her to comfort my friends

Penat la , sometimes I just hope that I wont be in this situation .

Terpaksa ckp macam ni lah sebab

Taknak gaduh ,

kalau gaduh it will be totally insane war would happen in this earth .

Forgive me my dear friends ,

I know I'm bad but I dont want us to figth.

Promise that saya takkan hypocrite ...

Love you all .

SHOUTOUT : MAMA mlm ni , 9.30 . Jangan tak tgk KPOPperzzz .

xoxo ,

SHINE BRIGHT

2012-11-28T23:54:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum to all humans in this planet.

Its been a long time that I didnt write or post anything in my bloggie .

Since my last post about falling is great

that I need something to encourage me to achieve a good result in SPM ,

I dont have time to open my blog or to open my tumblr or even any social network .

THE REASON was I am too busy to prepare strategies for my third WAR .

SPM is everything. If you dont have a good result then jgn bermimpi untuk further study ke luar negara .

To be star you must shine your own light , follow your own path and dont worry about the darkness .

* Jalan menuju ke dewan peperiksaan . will miss it .

Aku tinggal lagi 2 subjects, lagi 3 paper :

1 . Pengajian kejuruteraan Awam or shortform is PKA, 2 papers

2 . Lukisan Kejuruteraan , LK , 1 paper

Wanna get A+ for this two subjects .

Yeah I know that I can do it . It's all depends on me right .

Kepada sesiapa yang baca post kali ini ,

Please pray for me, make your doa for me .

help me , you gain pahala . Thank you .

I have nothing to say about my other subjects yang dah jawab pun .

I just hope that my result will help me to get into IPTA or whatever it's .

will help me to stand for myself in this world .

amin .

SHOUTOUT : I'm suppose not to read other books than my study-exam-books but I cant afford myself to read it . It's interesting y'know .. Bought it after watched Breaking Dawn with my sister,Qila last friday .

with love ,

FALLING IS GREAT

2012-07-15T16:55:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone . It's been a long time that I havent post anything in my blog .

Alasan : Takde masa eyhh nak godek-godek cerita then tulis dalam blog . Tu yang kadang-kadang aku luahkan through my Tumblr .

Seriously , I like this quotes . TakKesah you're awesome .

Result aku tak boleh nak banggakan lagi . I'm so frustrated to face TRIAL even SPM .

Bukan tak berusaha , tapi kadang-kadang aku pun pelik kemalasan mempengaruhi sampai nak solat pun dah malas . Apakah yang berlaku ? wallahualam ..

Aku malas nak fikir sampai ke situ .

Ibu aku ajak pergi jumpa Ustaz sebab hal-hal tertentu ni laa .

Life kat asrama seriously lain . Kalau kau tak kuat , kau mmg jatuh dum dum dum and kededum ...

Tak usah cerita laa tapi budak2 asrama mesti faham aku kan .

Indeed,

Aku mmg perlu kejatuhan yang seriously akan membuatkan aku

' Waa , this is it , the limit is over , Move on Waa ! Move On Waa !

And now aku dah rasa dah . Yes I should to move on to get my life better .

Tapi macam dah terlambat jer ,

Oh aku teringat Ryan cakap kat aku

'If you are still young , muda , remaja or seangkatan denganya , you have a lot of time to change who you are, to change your attitude sekali dengan siapa yang kau suka .. Pegang kata2 aku tu '

Bro , I Miss you !

CONFESSIONS FROM US TO 1D

2012-05-30T04:55:00.003+08:00

Confessions from random people to One Direction . There's a little harsh confessions , an awesome confessions , sweet even the truth confessions . I take some of confessions that I think I should share with you all .

WHATEVER , MORON!

GO TO THIS PAGE IF YOU WANNA READ THE OTHERS CONFESSIONS .

ONE DIRECTION AWESOME

ENJOY IT !

NO TO BASH

2012-05-30T03:25:00.001+08:00

Ingat istilah bashing main kat twitter jer ke ? Kat Facebook ada juga .

Ilham kawan aku yang sorang ni . Dia bashing tak perlu guna nama pun kitorang tahu siapa .

But you dont have to bash people or the easier way to understand

is update statu psasal benda yang lepas .

Dahlah tak best , sakitkan kepala otak , menyemak , buang masa nak ingat sejarah lampau ,

kau buat karangan berjela2 tu ingat tak tarik perhatian aku ke ?

Hamba ni takpernah la nak update status pasal benda yang lepas , nak bagi sakit hati ke apa.

Cermin diri dulu dear , Please ! Kau dah buat banyak masalah tau .

Nasib baik kau dapat hamba Allah yang boleh give and take lagi ni ,

yang still ada rasa simpati menggunung kat kau .

Yang boleh gelak tawa tegur bertampar tau .

Aku tak pernah nak tegur masalah kau sebab aku tahu everyone tak perfect .

Apatah lagi aku yang random attitude nak tegur kau jadi baik ke sempurna .

Stay Strong and Keep Calm okay .

Masalah takkan terbang macam burung .

THE ART GIRL

2012-04-28T10:48:00.000+08:00

THE ART GIRL ?

Okay , I miss you sistah ! Last year kalau aku balik asrama , ada muka kau but now muka kau dah takde dalam rumah ni . Seriously , I was like boring sebab aku tak dapat buli kau . Dah lah kau sorang2 menapak kat sekolah baru , negeri lain pula tu . Oh , baiknya aku ambil berat kat kau . I'm so egoooo . =P

Wondering how your life there ? Did you get a good meal ? Your senior ada buli ker ? Dah ada boyfriend belum and aku tahu kau mesti ada crush belambak kat sana kan ? ..

And kenapa aku bagi title the art girl to you sebab kau lah adik aku yang share same creativity , yang minat art gila . Kalau boleh every emotion feelings tu nak diluahkan di atas kertas , meja , dinding , kasut or apa2 la yang sewaktu dengannya . Okay aku agak jelly laa dengan kau sebab dapat masuk Sekolah Seni Johor tu . Kalau aku tahu zaman aku form 1 dah ada , dah lama aku masuk kay . Now aku stuck kat Teknik tu , apapun wish me all the best laa kay . Ingatkan nak kekalkan tradisi family that every girl dalam family should stay at Tarcisian Convent tapi both of us tak betah la duduk kat TCS tu kan .

A LITTLE ADVICE HERE ,

Jaga solat , 5 waktu sehari : Fullfill it . Jangan nak subuh gajah sangat okay cik kak .
Duduk asrama , dont be so cocky okay . Jangan arrogant .
Chillax if ada orang nak cari pasal ke apa .Kalau senior cari pasal , call kitorang kat sini . No pendam pendam .
Hah , jangan lupa selalu baca love letter from Allah okay . Kalau boleh everyday .
Jangan nak fly sangat . * Okay tak tahu lah kau reti ke tak kan .
Masa study , study . Masa homework , buat homework okay . Masa lukis , drama , play the music instrument or what , jangan sekali kan dgn masa study and buat homework
Weyh , call laa ibu selalu . Pergi beli kadfon banyak2 call kitorang kat sini .
I know you have a lot of kawan lelaki kan so jaga adab tu , jangan anggap diorang macam kawan perempuan okay .
Kau tu jaga makan , jangan makan tak ikut time .
Even kau jadi hella cool or shiznit or awesome or naega jeil jal naga but remember jangan nak riak okay .

Aduuh , Am I a little bit annoying ? Eyy, jgn kau persoalkan okay . Kau tu kalau orang tak ingat , memang tak buat .Dengan kawan , jangan nak musuh2 . Kawan dengan semua orang but be wise with who you wanna make friends okay . Jangan lah salah pilih kawan . Seriously I miss all the laughs , the inside jokes, the late nights talk and all those other silly things we shared , I miss you a lot , Farisah Aqilah .TOUCHE !

From your Along ,

He is Handsome Guy

2012-03-16T00:30:00.001+08:00

Tanner Patrick - Pumped Up Kicks (Foster The People)

Robert’s got a quick hand.

He’ll look around the room, he won’t tell you his plan.

He’s got a rolled cigarette, hanging out his mouth he’s a cowboy kid.

Yeah he found a six shooter gun.

In his dads closet hidden in a box of fun things, and I don’t even know what.

But he’s coming for you, yeah he’s coming for you.

[Chorus x2:]

All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you’d better run, better run, outrun my gun.

All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you’d better run, better run, faster than my bullet .Daddy works a long day.

He be coming home late, yeah he’s coming home late.

And he’s bringing me a surprise.

‘Cause dinner’s in the kitchen and it’s packed in ice.

I’ve waited for a long time.

Yeah the slight of my hand is now a quick pull trigger,

I reason with my cigarette,

And say your hair’s on fire, you must have lost your wits, yeah.

[Chorus x2:]

All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you’d better run, better run, outrun my gun.

All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you’d better run, better run, faster than my bullet.

[Whistling]

[Chorus x3:]

All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you’d better run, better run, outrun my gun.

All the other kids with the pumped up kicks you’d better run, better run, faster than my bullet.

ShoutOut : I do like this song .I would prefer to listen to Tanner because his cover is

more better than Foster the People . Sorry guys . It's true .

I love Foster the People too . Love you guys !

The truth is , I understand better what he's trying to say and I can sing along with him .

Haha btw this song is so unique and stress will go away after listen to this song .

BTW , He is handsome . Talented too .

LoveAlways .

THE TRUTH

2012-03-10T02:31:00.000+08:00

Finally , after one month in hostel which I called it AlcatrazCleaningPeople , Heaven ! dapat balik rumah . Cuti only one week and I have a lot of homework jotter to finish it up . Being a ketua dorm or mama to 14 girls is not hard at all but its getting hard when we have to do something that we dont even like it .We keep arguing and lot of babbling but so far we all being awesome yeah . Being as ketua keceriaan for this year , it's totally freakin' me out . It's all about 5S-Susun , Sapu ,Sisih, Seragam, Sentiasa Amal . I don't care if we do it for good things but hello pengetua , you don't even turun padang and how we suppose to do 5S without any equipment to cleaning it up and the most important MONEY? Then , Everything in the last minute . Hey , My friends and I will face a superBig exam- SPM and we don't even have time to study because we have to do lot of things in the same time . After that 1M1S was held twice in a week . Clash with tuition class , AutoCad class and Kelas Tambahan . Life in hostel is not great at all but because of my friends and SPM , I will face it with patient. SMV ? not SMT anymore ? Since when we are vokasional student huh ? We're Teknik student kay .

We were studied hard- Addmaths , Physics , Chemistry not Science or simple subject . Is not like vokeh student tak bagus but Hello ! should you change our school standard from teknik to vokasional Ipoh just to get title pengarah tu ?#Everyone talk about it - Pengetua wants to be Pengarah so dia gunakan students .

Dalam sijil SPM nanti , nama sekolah change to SMV . I dont want okay .

Alumni Brashian , please do something . We , the younger Brashian can't do anything but we'll do great in our SPM .

LOVEALWAYS ,

MY SUPERGIRL

2012-02-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hey gorgeous and handsome !

Salam Maulidur Rasul to all muslim in this world . :)

Baru lepas baca blog gegirl ni , Eypah Dyanah .

Thanks you !

I love this girl so damn much .

Last year form 4 -

After balik dari kelas , we used to gossip while baring atas katil enn .

Gossip macam-macam .

But then only half year , aku keluar dari asrama .

Serious time jadi outsider , I miss you a lot and the others too .

Balik jer rumah , aku boring gila sebab takde korang nak buat aku happy .

Even sometimes si Eypah ni kekadang annoying tapi

annoying dia tulah buat aku sayang kau tahu . :)

Now , we're not in the same dorm .

Even dorm Eypah sebelah , Jamal , Shaz , Nad and the others kat atas ,

I still love you guys sebab ajar erti kehidupan . LoveAlways .

Ni lah dia Eypah Dyanah .Love dia .

Love makcik-makcik ni .

Tu dia , Jamal Love her .

ShoutOut : Sedih seyyhh cerita kat TV3 ni . :)

When you talk about Bieber , I talk about Brooks .

2012-01-26T01:26:00.000+08:00

Yes , I'm so jealous with her , Najah Azmi because she is in-love with Joe Brooks .

Haha kebenda la nak jelly -jelly ni ehh .

Not because of that , It's because someone had knew about him . = = '

Am I a really TAMAK person ?

yes you can said that . Haha kidding . I'm being generous okay .

NO no NO !

not because of that . It's because of .....

urghh ! Yes I'm so childish by being jelly for that .

Maa , help me ! .

The specky-pinkshirt-handsome boy telah menawan hati saya sejak saya tengok

video Superman last year .

He is so damn talented . The lyrics memang ikut mood .

It's like he meant every single what he said in his song , sumpah macam reality okay .

He is so gorsome plus with his voice . OMG .

gorsome : gorgeous + handsome . Haha .

So Najah Azmi , If he will come to Malaysia , seriously I will go to his concert with you . <3

Takpe eyy saya pun minat diaa . Haha

There you go , Waa . Stalk him again .

A Reason to Swim - his tumblr . like like like .

And I found this .

Live- Till my heart stops beating On MTV Korea .

shuuushhh He is so handsome .:D

ShoutOut : Looking for his CD at KL , but dah sold out . Akulaa , = ='

My Doodle ! Last year punya kerja .

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2012-01-02T11:00:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum and Hey peeps !

Page 2 of 366 . jyeah today is the second day of the year . :)

The Happy first Monday on 2012 .

Yesterday, First day of 2012,

Again Japan got hit with a 7.0 magnitude earthquake :( .

Pray for Japan . This is freaking me out .

I hope they always be strong . Never ever give up Japanese people .

Love Always .

Every students in Malaysia will be back to school again .

For those , who didnt finish up their homework ,

today and tomorrow is the final day to siapkan all the homework .

Double anxiety for those who thought that they will never can finish the HW .

Good Luck , Awak .

Tomorrow is the last day for me to online because I 'll be face SPM end of this year .

I pray that for getting straight A for SPM . InsyaAllah .

Lulus addmaths and Physics pun dah kira Allah dah bagi kita rezeki yang sangat banyak . :)

All the best for me and 95's .

SPM is Voldemort and Harry Potter is me because I will face him no matter what at the end of the story . :)

Yeah I know .

Tomorrow , balik asrama . Masuk asrama balik this year . : )

I can't study if I duduk kat rumah because kat sekolah

I know I can focus on teacher and

I have my friends that will share their ilmu with me .

Love you guys !!

So Hostel please be nice with me .

Please creepy thing , Don't make me laugh with all your strategies to make humans freaking out ..

To juniors yang akan bersekolah di SM .TEKNIK IPOH ,

wish you all the best , we - seniors aint no harm okay . ;)

ShoutOut : Used to be a pretty boy, now he's just worthless - Young and Useless , This Century !

Love Always ,

Stylo Simple 2PM

2012-01-01T20:01:00.001+08:00

Assalamulaikum and hye peeps !

Hallyu waves ! Hallyu waves .

Okay , I didn't get the oppurnity to watch KBS Gayo Daejun 2011 . So I youtube it .

First thing when Beast doing the performance , Sedih sebab Gikwang tak dance . :(

Then came out 2PM with the black hoodie . They're so awesome !

Hoo , Put your hands up . Serius gila weyh diorang mmg nampak so handsome !

They changed their clothes , Then BOOM .

Taec mmg simple habis dengan white shirt with jeans . Hulaaa I love you !

Nickhun memang stylo dgn bling full cap .

Stylo habis Junsu . Cheetah kena cakar kat belakang . Damn .

Yang lain memang stylo juga !

ShoutOut : They are so awesome . I'm hottest and I like that way .

Perfect Directioners Facts .

2012-01-01T02:10:00.000+08:00

Okay , this is second post in 2012 .

Always Shout for them !

HEY 2012 .

2012-01-01T01:23:00.001+08:00

Assalamulaikum and hey peeps !

I will miss you 2011 because I had a great time with you

All the memories , I will remember it ! .

New school , new friends , new situation . All in 2011 .

Thanks for eveything dear 2011 .

But you have to go 2011 because your adik 2012 is coming .

2012 please be nice to me .

I hope 2012 still can make me happy .

I pray for getting straight A's in SPM

It's all depends on me right .

Harap tak tinggal solat , Khatam Al-quran , be nice with everyone.

Tak macam budak-budak dah . Ngee .

Saya dah besar dah pun , 17 tahun .

SPM is Voldemort and Harry Potter is me

because I will face him no matter what at the end of the story . :)

So I have to be brave and be strong to achieve what I didn't achieve in 2011 .

Pray for me . Love you all

Dear Friends , Thanks a lot cuz you all sudi teman saya ketika susah and senang . Love you all !

Thanks to Allah too .

# Engkau panjangkan usiaku sehingga aku masih bernafas dan dapat merasa hidup pada 2012 . InsyaALLAH , amin .

I would like to wish you all Happy New Year !

LIVE WELL OR LIVE HELL , YOU CHOOSE .

NO HARM .

2011-12-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

Assalamulaikum all and HEY peeps !

First , I would like to say New Year is COMING !

and School is Approaching !

Okay , one year left for me to wears uniforms . Big Time !

I'm so not in the mood . I hate to say this

but

I hate your attitude !

What ? Kau ingat semua orang takde kerja nak buat ?

Kau ingat kau sorang jer yang banyak kerja ?

HELLO , My mom has to take care eight children and kitorang still bersekolah !

Aku and qila masuk asrama next year and takde masa nak beli barang asrama and school stuff

because everyday have to go to rumah Opah , watch Opah .

I know kalau kita ungkit2 , it;s no good . but I CAN'T TAKE IT MORE !

Aku kesian kat Ibu , have to jaga opah then watch us .

Its okay if my dad is here but he is not !

Ya Allah , cakap nak pergi sekejap je but dah masuk one week lebih okay !

Cakap tak serupa bikin . Please , your attitude is killing me , my mom , atuk , opah and siapa2 lah .

Klau aku jahat , aku dah mention macam2 perangai kau yang teruk tu but I wont sebab

kau still family member aku , Sayang kau tahu tak .

You are so gonna change your attitude sistah !

Aku pun tak perfect but I try to be a better person .

I ain't no harm kay .

ShoutOut : Layan Beatles baby !

“Yesterday our troubles seemed so far away, I believe in yesterday.”

NO - LAH

2011-12-27T19:36:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum and hey peeps !

YEAH 2012 is coming and GOODBYE 2011 .

I had so much fun this year , THANK YOU ALLAH !

So I've done my wishlist for 2012 but I wont share on this blog like my wishlist this year

di atas sebab2 tertentu . :) .

BUT one out of 15 wishes :'No kes buli the juniors , Waa' .

WHY ?

Nowdays , our generation are so sensitive eyy .

Drop sikit dah buat fitnah , cakap belakang , tak reti hormat seniors .

EHH ,

Kadang-kadang ada juga juniors buli senior .

Nak jadi adik angkatla , ape la then si senior tu taknak mula lah nak cakap belakang .

Mula lah nak stalk life si senior ni . Buat prank .

Okay hate it . Juniors ,no langsi laa .

YEAH,

sometimes kita as Senior suka suka jer nak ragging nak drop nak bully juniors .

Salah kita juga . Cuba lah berbaik dengan all juniors . Juniors yang gedik sotong tu , tutup sebelah mata ajerla .Buat dunno . Diorang kacau , baru lah drop .Haha

I aint no harm la juniors . Saya respect anda , anda respect saya .That's good thing that I want .

LIVE WELL OR LIVE HELL , YOU CHOOSE .

THE SHIZNIT

Back uh?

LATE NIGHT THINGS

THE DARK ALLEY OF SADNESS

KISAH ITU

RALAT

DIA DAN SI DIA

SELAMAT HARI BAPA KEPADA SEMUA BAPA DI DUNIA INI HAPPY FATHER’S DAY TO MY SUPERMAN AND ALL THE BEST DADDY IN THE WORLD

NEW LIFE + SCHOOL KID

I'm mess but for a reason

DILEMMA

HYPOCRITE , NO to me

SHINE BRIGHT

FALLING IS GREAT

CONFESSIONS FROM US TO 1D

NO TO BASH

THE ART GIRL

He is Handsome Guy

THE TRUTH

MY SUPERGIRL

When you talk about Bieber , I talk about Brooks .

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Stylo Simple 2PM

Perfect Directioners Facts .

HEY 2012 .

NO HARM .

NO - LAH

SELAMAT HARI BAPA KEPADA SEMUA BAPA DI DUNIA INI
HAPPY FATHER’S DAY TO MY SUPERMAN AND ALL THE BEST DADDY IN THE WORLD