Zu presents: Elijah Bailey's Digital View

5 months already since my last post here: what's happening?

2010-07-07T05:49:00.000-04:00

I feel weird, like my mind was off. As active as I was online, it went down dramatically in new ways, in lazier days.

An growing inability versus posting, a third round never won in this fighting game where sponsoring is the ultimate excuse to keep having a passion for commenting, thinking.

More arrays, audio posts, visuals, a ritual, multiple links and a cloud of presence being exhaled in a minimalistic fashion, a strange walk, affected by unspoken curses, I seem to have being away on IM clients for 2 years. Am I?

From life, from projects, an escape route to, in 3 lines micro-paragraphs, put in line some headshots, a critic of my unfinished work.

A fork planted in my shoulder, defining I'm growing older, to return to the state of loop, the repeating day, which was once used for more, but now used to explain my current seasoning.

Me and 'unknown you', we could do much more, I'd be having some direct inspiration, a special tone, influence and accent on everything I touch. Hoping it'll one day be platinum gold. A Prince may get off my Techypnopop lawn, as it already destroyed profit and success by having an interesting but unbalanced through time business model to which I can't refer anymore.

A week that has been challenging, the change of homes, which has been the particular switch of cycle, the emotional barrier hopping. A transparent veil through interaction, to ignore or to battle, was a constant connection to a storyline of a few users better in 2008 on all social networks I used than having thousands I can't even fully read. And being myself the target of that thoughtful non-participation, how ask for some? If the balance was, 2 years have being supporting (Like) that time where you sent that funny note. But not everywhere, as we see tools differently.

Illustrious positions, attacks, tech news and better views that now enables you to. Brand bitching, and freestyle conferences, the nature of some hatred, of some not-enough praised features. The Technorati dream I had. Business lives and transformed, tried, evolved, showed me. Terror wasn't an option, curiosity was, and a definite choice I had, moments of truth like this where I thought no one would stop me. And, as strange as I wanted something that truly, I still acted like the narcotics crook and traitor who used all sides and all sides on things to pretty much destroy the initial plan, letting me for the example picture you some high-school dance where alcohol has been included in the mix without the people realizing. Add some ass and by 'thinking different' use a particular flavor of brownies and the actual dancing environment that existed first can easily go back to a rented or not gymnasium packed of drunk and stoned students. You had decorations? Oops. Chairs? 8 less. 1 missing bowl, burned down table. Maybe it was considered and planned, but wasn't totally in the set until it actually had to happen. I may have sensed that in that laziness part of the story.

Beyond recognition, I have an optical illusion present, applied as some type of mind control, the pest patrol, best border patrol, so I can forget on a daily basis about all those current poses on my role. Motivation, that I need, as I asked, being reminded by email to check for even the answer on that question, music, plays, not laying off-screen, eggs of secrecy as no one will truly try to see where those were. Younger, I thought of manipulating the self to help in some areas, not in personality, but in actual progression for a single cause, the focus as studies that would like to convince me being better at multi-tasking makes me less focused. This would explain everything, how I would have since childhood being an hyperactive kid so I can now say I shot myself in the foot by touching a computer, 20 years ago? Better for him, but done for her? You could have cake, and not me? No, no, no!

Throwing parts of that cake in any direction, I played with all parts, with all cherries and sparkles I can eat. Featuring on a dual-sided plate, I rhymed with my pals APIs and S-Krip't, representin' for the HTM-LM Bedds, to all o' the friends of the Zu up in the 404. What's up with y'all?

So knowledge and experience was acquired, but what will I project with that? What will my future tell me? "Is my day today?" better than "Where do you want to go today?" ... ? And if I ask Google that? No suggestions are telling me it's not popular enough to know. Will I then be exceptional? Will I am almost convinced things are going for the better, that e-depression of yours shouldn't last, but whose really listening? Many questions in a single run can be too difficult to handle, do you have friends to whom you may share your thoughts? Some family maybe? But it obviously is hard to portray to someone whose not in the know about an electronic (and probably not important to them) dilemma.

Got a song called "Today is my day" to help thinking straight. http://www.legrain.de/todayismyday/info/

A piano playing for me some 30's hit. Looking at the sun go up, 5:33 am, heat telling me that could be part of the online story. The zjemily name being dragged in the virtual POV mud of taking time, being focused, on a written story. I do enjoy most of you, and that gives me at least some reference. Imagine if it was at the same time unavailable, we would feel surely even more randomly unproductive and lost... oh, that's already the state of it? Yes, I have to keep tabs on content, be more engaged so I can produce faster and more exhaustive results, reports.

Production mode. Saying sorry to those I haven't gave attention enough, you know who you are "classes", "friends", "salary" aka "the money", "the fam", "bots and php", "JS" I miss those learning days! "Slf M-Ployed" how did I forget you? Effort, simply put.

Listened to Food, Inc.

2009-10-28T23:13:00.001-04:00

Food, Inc. (2008)
- 9:47pm
Directed by Robert Kenner. With Michael Pollan, Eric Schlosser. An unflattering look inside America's corporate controlled food industry. Visit IMDb for Photos, Showtimes, Cast, Crew, Reviews, Plot Summary, Comments, Discussions, Taglines, Trailers, Posters, Fan Sites.
Chow Down: Robert Kenner's “Food, Inc.” (From indieWIRE. 8 June 2009, 7:03 AM, PDT) The first 3 minutes of Food, Inc. (From The Cinema Post. 1 May 2009, 8:50 AM, PDT) ...

www.imdb.com/title/tt1286537/ - Cached - Similar -

via google.com

Loved the documentary, great info, much to learn for the average Joe.

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Zu ND Odyofilz - Junsui and Shineisei

2009-08-30T22:48:00.000-04:00

Little music video I did by experimenting with the audio environment The Junsui concedes around and by doing a bit of a tribute by composing a song from it. We can hear the various Alfa-Tsentr prison sounds as the Japanese voice-overs for the Shineisei Japan New Health Center, we can see the various pictures and references used in the concept here affirming some kind of summary of the media it had when I looked into it.

Zu's Street View: Me roller-skating on Sherbrooke E. west of Viau St.

2009-08-26T03:41:00.000-04:00

I'm posting this because I'll have to do the same but to get at work as I don't have any way of getting the money tomorrow. This gives me a bit of courage, and also by posting this, making me think of the way I'll be if I don't sleep soon...

Yeah, but many things are to be accomplished, such concepts can't be left alone. I toggled "always run". I'll try to record that stuff of stuff from it as I'll try to get up early to do it with no stress. Talk about having a special day tomorrow where I'll have to wear a suit for the occasion... After cleaning the office, I knew this was going to be nice.

Junko Junsui, the ARG that was supposedly not, and what I did first not knowing about the concept

2009-08-24T02:21:00.000-04:00

After reading much on the topic, I seem to get back to where I started.

Since I lost access by redirection to the 174.133.240.117 URL, I seem to want to have more. Seeing the lady from a suggestion my brother made me had a hold on me, I was unable to stop looking. Then came the Facebook page, the Alfa-Tsentr reference, the Japanese health center: I was suddenly overwhelmed by many questions:

If it's an ARG, a concept I learned only today, then it includes some elements and features I don't know. What's the point in playing it? What's the investigation about? Who's "The Enemy"? Having myself learn about early 20th century Russia and have the Junsui have affinities with Fusako Shigenobu made it very clear, I was interested. Why those details, what's the background info on that?

I then stopped caring, after keeping a watch on those different streaming scenes from that center. Boom! I found out of the unfiction and wikidot pages, giving me the intel I missed through embedded pictures in the videos, on the requested test sample kits they tried to order, on the theoretical phrase "Find Friend Junko In Mnajdra Then Broadcast".

I love how the situation is portrayed. If I was to help her, I would devote myself to a lot of things, but the activity, being real or not, is somehow stopping me. I first thought it would be some kind of JJ Abrams movie, but the constant warnings on the topic has given me the doubts to continue thinking about it.

I looked at the cached page of a YouTube account that was opened a couple of days before THENFRIEND appeared on the stage. THENFRIEND's YouTube account, at the time, was pretty small by having 118 profile views, but went as being the #38 most viewed in Russia. Any understanding why?

This account was created on July 20th, 2009 which is somewhat recently, but the idea was maybe dropped for the Vimeo account maybe until the other YT videos came in. Specifying she is a Russian girl, she lives in Malta, in the middle of the Mediterranean sea...

The THENFRIEND video on Vimeo was uploaded 13 days ago, which is around the 10th of August, but the account was also created in July.

My investigation went further when looking at who was subscribed at the time, which surprised me as no one seemed directly in the know.

First sub looked at: NighthawkDF

Some normal user at first sight. When I looked at his said homepage, all I can see was first, the address (brainclouds.net/Darklight) which is somewhat related in perceiving sense through nothing. Walking the edge of reality, a look behind the curtain of his world. Someone linked to ARG. His post from July 15th, 2009, explains that David Flor, the author, was unable to present himself to ARGFest-o-Con this year, and was obliged to let his "partner-in-crime", Lauren Soffer, be there to represent. Darklight Interactive is the name of the company.

Funny thing, his latest post talks of a new site project he's been working on for some years, the "adult social network portal" with some winks, calling the shots by foreseeing a presence in the press some time soon.

His YouTube account presents as a contact Magibon, the most subscribed Director from Japan. concussionslayer, who's in the meantime explaining some stuff about her latest ARG idea is there. She has an account since August 18th, which is a bit odd. BROADCASTMNAJDRA, the YouTube account, for the video hints and setup.

The late TatsuOyama, whose only seen reply was: "Sup brother. Much love and peach for 2008!".

theineffabelle got my attention by also being linked to ARGs and confirmed my need in learning more about those Alternative Reality Games.

If I get back to that lady, Mrs. Shigenobu, I see that her daughter played in a movie that's about suicide: She appears in Nobuyuki Oura's movie "9/11-8/15 Japan Pack Suicide". My constant interest in finding 9/11 anywhere tingled me. So much information for something I still don't understand yet, as all those users mumbling about monitoring websites and all. Where the conspiracy goes?

Hypogeum of Ħal-Saflieni in Paola, Malta, confirmed the supposed origin of the lady, in the oldest prehistoric underground temple in the world, which is amazing to learn, and the perfect scene to develop a storyline.

I went even further by finding the name of the company who did the flash on at least the Japanese New Health part of it on http://junsui.shineisei.jp/ which I won't name here for the ARG integrity purposes.

And after some reading, lots of confirmed data.

I never knew that those games existed, and it seems like great fun. Being past some flickr pics, slides from someone who paints stuff similar in style to her profile pic. The emersong username, the combat against "infiltrators" by putting disinformation. Was that the plan?

In any case, after reading they can be massive time wasters, I confirm having one less weekend. More on this later. ;p

Latest photos of me.

2009-04-19T00:58:00.001-04:00

"I'm sorry" says Bailey ;p

2008-10-29T05:38:00.000-04:00

Zu ND Odyofilz - Cartoon Room

2008-10-27T23:53:00.000-04:00

Zu ND Odyofilz - The Reserved

2008-10-27T23:37:00.000-04:00

Body confirmed to be actress' nephew - Crime & courts

2008-10-27T20:07:00.000-04:00

Body confirmed to be actress' nephew - Crime & courts - MSNBC.com

CHICAGO - A body found in an SUV is that of Jennifer Hudson's missing 7-year-old nephew, the focus of a desperate search since the Oscar winner's mother and brother were found shot to death in their home three days earlier, police said Monday.http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/2736607...

Large Scale Search System Infrastructure and Search Quality

2008-10-26T16:27:00.000-04:00

Seen it some time ago, thought of resharing that meeting again. A detailed and especially interesting video.

Another blocked? How to be, or not to be spam? A real techifiction story

2008-10-26T13:16:00.000-04:00

Is this an automated enemy? My stumble on this comment from Igor the Troll picked my interest.

Funny. Being a bit off-topic but curious to those new developments, I decided to write a bit on the thing. How can this really bother someone, is he that influential or 'bothering'?

This is Funny! LMAO Duncan do not block people on Friend Feed and Twitter or you will be arrested for denying freedom of speech! ;-)

Originally posted as a comment by igorthetroll on The Inquisitr using Disqus.

Which has led me to that little story that came in mind, extrapolating on the matter:

At last, to finally have the awakening of the free thinkers force, having RSS backups to his safety against it, the thunder let birds pass by, making squeaks at the sound of the upcoming rain. Drums in the distance, a long and epic journey into the information age. @AnotherNoah standing next to the cavern's walls, ready for everything. "Has paranoia taken the hang of me?" he thought. But absent screens and sirens, unknown feelings and terror, the informative notion of the shadowy faction, the less-than-known rationale and expectations. A fog and the skies, fluently changing through the battle architecture of the network. One to understand and to follow, to love and to construct. To rapidly be, and constructively think. To be developed, or to develop.

As the Mozilla book cited:

And so at last the beast fell and the unbelievers rejoiced. But all was not lost, for from the ash rose a great bird. The bird gazed down upon the unbelievers and cast fire and thunder upon them. For the beast had been reborn with its strength renewed, and the followers of Mammon cowered in horror.

from The Book of Mozilla, 7:15

" I see that as an extrapolation of the situation, I don't give anything else but my artistic observations of the concept ;p " -Elijah Bailey

The @AntiChrist was taken down and 'it', challenging human Noah, let some words, traveling by the nightly wind: "Swift melodies, enjoy an 'encore', try it again, explore and fly, so never you will rejoice of those ever fastening lives."

And by the greatest of roars, he calmly stepped up and jumped, to the surprise of many, faster than ever, closer to the ultimate rendition of symbiosis. Time was to come. "They'll know why I do this, and no one can remove my purpose, model it but can't change a bit of this if I decide to. Being the technical prophet in that sense, people turned heads and looked at him run as if it was the latest day, swinging his sword and dodging the trees branches and leaves.

Rope in hand for the greatest leaps, difficulty in multiple sights. "I talk a lot, and bring lots of issues, you can't just take care of one thing, do you?" he screamed the the clouds, answers not coming in, closed shut.

Fire was now in him, blazing at the idea of hate. Being active and being automatically suspended with inhuman constructs in thoughts developments, followers of the missing URL redirection to that river of information were leaving as if nothing happened, leaving missing links means evidence of some other links... why not try them for some time, as Noah was way past them against other topics for the masses... -Zu

Art through photos, Java-style.

2008-10-26T11:29:00.000-04:00

Some more renderings I did with that university project I spoke of in an earlier post.:

Blog more, or else!

2008-10-23T17:26:00.000-04:00

I'm doing myself a favor here. I seem out of place when blogging. At first, it was easy to come up with ideas. Now, it seems the more I want to blog, the harder it is to accomplish. Why?

Too much topics! I was, before this revelation in web usage of mine through social media and the like, a power user. I did heavy stumbling, noting, reports, all manually. Without tools, without anything kept on mysterious servers and mirrors worldwide, I formed a data base most people would be interested in viewing. But now in this "zillion"-pages mess, I sense a need to talk about everything at once, and that stopped me from blogging actively. Even if it's not a day-to-day occurence, I'll post smaller things like comments as I stopped using my blog for posting news articles. Hope it gets the best of me!

Elections are almost over... Darth Vader even has to convince Luke to be patient.

2008-10-19T15:53:00.000-04:00

AnotherNoah's TheAntiChrist account suspended.

2008-10-18T18:52:00.000-04:00

When looking at Noah's situation there with his TheAntiChrist account no twitter, I wondered, was that a as-called conspiracy of people watching him and destroying his flow of information?

Unfortunately, even the account was suspended for investigative purposes.

After realizing this was something I could investigate, as I did alot of political research earlier in my life ('04-'06), I came to recognize that one way to destroy Noah would simply be by blocking him so much he'll get suspended, but what about the RSS then? Noah was showing off how the procedure was conducted: log in, check your profile, then RSS, get back and get into another account... weird. Was even that from the same email? If not, there's no way it could've transfered to the other account. Else, then it's the cookies as from the link to this post. But then it's from the server or from his computer that the mod took place. Multiple sessions? Erroneous situation? Here's one great story into those technicalities.

Looked at Twitter's thoughts on the topic and this came out of suspended accounts, and I quote:

What is Spam on Twitter?
Commercial or promotional use of Twitter is allowed. There are many companies who create valuable, opt-in relationships with users on Twitter who want to keep up to date with them. However, if you are following other accounts in order to gain attention to your account or links therein, you may be considered spam. If you are creating a series of accounts in order to promote the same thing, you may be considered spam. If you are sending large numbers of @reply messages that are not genuine replies, you may be considered spam. If you are creating updates in order to show up in search results, you may be considered spam. If you are disguising links (i.e., writing about one thing but linking to another), you may be considered spam. If a large number of users have blocked you (relative to those following you), you may be considered spam.

Other Reasons Your Account May Be Suspended
It's possible your account may be suspended for breaking other Twitter rules. Impersonation, illegal content, or any violation of the Twitter Terms of Service may result in the suspension of your account.

If You've Been Suspended Unjustly
Please let us know if you feel your account was suspended and you believe it should not be. We will review your request as soon as possible.

Well, if it is the case, maybe having multiple accounts can be 'dangerous' if cross-linked around other personal accounts. But as they said, if it's unjust (Noah's far from spam, unless, like me, you're following all his accounts to be sure ;p ) he simply has to call it, they'll know for sure to stop any future events, or attempts at this, again, flow of information, and not flow of products or marketing schemes.

Humor > Obama and Palin as a dancing couple: on fire!

2008-10-17T18:54:00.001-04:00

ATT1889960, originally uploaded by krgaskins.

I remember that show now, it's a great image edit sourced from krgaskins on flickr. If that was the case, politics would look rather funny, to engage them in less-than-serious matters. That would be one thing left for politics to do, entertain and fill our craving need to have fun throughout the process. "Great image for me mind and now my background image too ;p"

Anime-Cheney

2008-10-07T00:22:00.000-04:00

My iteration I did with Cheney ;p

A little mod on one of my anime pics.

2008-10-07T00:02:00.000-04:00

Love the little slide there of orange on that particularly interesting project from one university I don't recall on spot. It did great shots with my pictures and I have experimented with pics from the web.

Others features was a racial change and artistic features too like a Picasso-type of rendering. All in Java. Should find the link again for the record.

I love spelling!

2008-10-06T00:59:00.001-04:00

I love spelling!, originally uploaded by A Dot O <3 In Asia :).

From Tad's feed on FriendFeed, it makes me wonder about life behind closed doors, where only mind vandalism against me would extract the best of me. Being untouched means less work and less dedication from my part in this case.

I will surely get something in return if I do what I think will happen tomorrow when I'll receive my last paycheck from my latest workplace. Hope it gets the desired result. From what I already read as post, sounding like this: "Hope I can trust my body after what I'm going to do with him." Sorry for being that non-precise, it's personal ;p

My delicious tages on Wordle.

2008-09-25T05:43:00.000-04:00

Nice iteration of my tags there.

Google Chrome Will Support Add-Ons, User Scripts

2008-09-20T04:03:00.001-04:00

InformationWeek confirms that Google Chrome will have add-ons, a move that could have an enormous impact on Chrome's viability among the power users and early adopters in the Firefox camp. In addition to regular extensions, Chrome will also support scripts à la Greasemonkey

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BigSharkZ's best of his hacks has just got better

2008-09-18T22:52:00.001-04:00

Yes, BigSharkZ is getting some serious attention on the Web 2.0 for his hacked video games videos on YouTube. Having much to say at that age, he gets to show-off what he can do with his Wii. The result: madness! Enjoy custom situations for a lot of games that he did modify, all thanks to the power of homebrew apps. Recommended for 'all-hacks' fans. He's in fact my brother and I do want to support him in all his adventures. I must say that being a geek for so long shows much in that process. As good as I was with computers, he is with his Wii. Props brotha! ;p

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My Solar Return Birthday Reading, a sample

2008-09-14T22:22:00.001-04:00

Solar Return calculated for 2008

Section 1: The Sun In The Solar Return Chart

Sun Aspects Saturn

Sun-Saturn aspects in the solar return chart tend to imply a sense of structure. Whether this structure becomes supportive or restrictive is up to the individual's ability to handle Saturnian issues in a positive manner. This is not meant to be a depressing time, but it does entail stark realism. Accurate perceptions of existing situations are essential to either accepting or changing future expectations. The refusal to accept responsibility for one's own life situation or to work within obvious limitations can lead to frustration, isolation, and loneliness. Limitations are not an essential characteristic of Saturnian aspects, but denote a need to be more realistic and patient. Changes are slow and involve careful planning, hard work, and discipline. Many times a major project is being worked on for most of the year. Find out more with your full-length reading...

Section 2: Mercury In The Solar Return Chart

Mercury Aspects Pluto

Pluto aspecting Mercury in the solar return chart may indicate that your conscious mind is very aware of unconscious material and psychological complexes. This awareness may originate from naturally occurring insights into human behavior or educational pursuits. You are better able to perceive what is unspoken or hidden. Motivations will be clearer to you even when they are not stated. Manipulations and psychological games will also be more obvious. Most likely this awareness will not be one-sided. You will be as aware of your own unconscious nature as you are of psychological complexes in others. Resurfacing unconscious material can spill over into everyday consciousness and distorting perceptions and thinking patterns. Find out more with your full-length reading...

Mercury Aspects Venus

When Mercury is conjunct Venus in the solar return chart, you are more apt to have confidence in your decisions and intellectual capabilities. This is a wonderful time to be in school or to take a course since learning is likely to be an enjoyable experience. You may also make great progress in what most people consider to be a difficult topic or a subject you have had particular trouble with in the past. Facts can be easier to comprehend during this time and the information you receive should be applicable to your present needs or skills.

[Virgo]

Looking to the future

2008-09-14T22:03:00.001-04:00

Looking forward to this hot night in Montreal, I seem somewhat misplaced.

Can't seem to think about the real important things in life, and at the same time I'm unable to have a clean conscience about my evening there.

The best productive moments for me are during the night, and that maybe a problem. Other 'automated' moments during the day are so apparent and forced upon me with that 2-year routine that I'd almost quit my job just to have that lifestream lag again.

Someone may be saying there: "Well, just stop doing those usual things and get active, force yourself out of the loop!" but it's tough as hell.

If I have to stop taking those 'drugs', it is for something more, something to which I'd have a love to develop. Being single for that much time has created that autonomous monster that is my persona trying to explain everything when in fact the only explanation I should give is to just let myself in and give truth to all that mystery and madness.

Zu will have something to give for the world and I think it is the right moment to invest into this projected experiment. As for that deviation I need, I think having someone in mind to love will be the greatest cure for self-improvement.

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-Zu