zumii

2012-02-13T00:20:00.004+08:00

The clock is hitting 12am in 2 minutes. and I wanted to blog about this for quite some time ago but now only got the time to do it. It is regarding my US WTA program - well, some of my friends are being supportive, while the others are like owhhh-so-you-are-going-there-to-play-lahh attitude. Urghhhh. it is fucking irritating you know? and all I could do was only smile and say: yeaaaa. it will be fun.... like a sozai there only -.-

but frankly speaking, I hate it when people are being sarcastic to what you love to do. I mean, each of us have our own dreams and way to pursue it, but you dont have the rights to laugh at mine. Of course, my friends who're same age with me are coming out from colleges to work, or at least looking for a job, and some of them are even getting promotion and YES, I'M STILL STUCK HERE PLANNING TO GO US TO PLAY. dont even mention the peer pressure, I have it! yes, looking at them to start earning thousands isnt helping at all. it actually makes me feel like, ehhh what am I doing ahh?

but then again, this is what I love to do. you know? I did question myself whether I am doing the right thing, or not? to do what I enjoy doing and better live it with no regrets. going this trip isnt easy at all, and peepoh just think that Im going there to play, but never really put their foot in my shoe. suck it up =/

no one has the right to judge you, they might have heard your stories, but they didn't feel what you were going through.

k lahhh. enough of mumbling. ._.

2012-02-10T03:00:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh!!! Wednesday =( ultra sad day for me. Was working alone and then called by supervisor to bring a new gang of cashiers to a *tour* at IKEA and I spent 2 freaking hours with 9 juniors -.- LOL

But abit proud lahhh. Like im very geng lidat and sifu-level of cashier d. muahahahahahha.

The teh tarik lonely moment that day.

And then!!!??? After I finish declare and I've 1 fake RM100 note there @.@ I was like WTFFFFF!!! and I wasnt sure whether its me or my murid, but bahhhh. Gotta bear it myself cos i dun wan to put the blame on him also lahhh. orelse i would be an asshole hor.

then the mood from =D to =((( instantly!!!

On the way back that day. The sky is so beoutifulllll!!!! Pardon me the i4 quality isnt impressive enough to show it aiksss .__.

Btw found a status from a friend on FB, quote it here so I can read it again and again. Hmmm, time to get some alone time again to digest all of these.

There are moments in life when you miss someone - a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child - so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real, so that once they are around you appreciate them more.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

You should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone.

Chap Goh Meh

2012-02-09T09:42:00.001+08:00

Spent my Chap Goh Meh at a few occasions yo. Had a sorta small farewell gathering with Sianee as this might be the last year she's celebrating CNY here. Kinda happy for her as she is going to get her PR soon after the IELTS! But the sad part is meeting up is the hardest part in the future =/

As usual, all of old old friends came and just take photos - memories that last forever.

All of us - excluding Samuel as he was busy gambling there cos very ong -.-

Jia Zhi! Urghhhh. Needs improvement on my self shoot with i4 definitely. LOL.

Vivian!!!! Walao! I was so happy that night seriously! meeting up all of 'em (they didnt made it to my place earlier) was so freakin fun! chitchatted like we were in high school... ahhhh. one of the best part of life - having some good old friends who understand you like you'd never change much from the time they know you.

Sianee!!! aikssss. Thank kiu for the *thing*!! hahahaha! ahhhh. how to see you in the future lehhh? have to fly Melbourne every year meh takkan? =/

Walao Chan Choon Jet. LOL its been a long time!! All the best in the last year! =D

Us with the smallest bottle of mineral water i've ever seen. Super cute weihhh. Cant stop cam whoring with it LOL.

Jyesze!!! my ban zhang last time XD

Even tho all of us are probably only seeing each other 2-3 times in a year, but still, I still feel that the bond between us remain as strong as last time. Perhaps this is the difference between high school friends and friends you know after you leave there. Cos they are the one who grew up together with you, they know how you're born to be. and I tell you, 'm mad happy and grateful to have them in my life yo. Sounds geli+girly, but F yeahhh ;)

Song of the week!

2012-02-05T13:06:00.000+08:00

Okay. Mad love this song at this moment.

Gonna make a mv in the future with this song! definitely!!!

CNY 2012!

2012-02-03T12:02:00.001+08:00

Yeappp!!! errrr wait, CNY is ending in 3 days =/ arghhhh!!! why good times pass so fast ahh? beh song d -.- LOL anyway, just a few photos from my house gathering 2 days ago.

p/s: I still miss those days where we actually pick 1 day and hop to every houses instead of doing this day by day. horr? 1 day visit 10 hours is way more fun ehhh!

Siew Wei and I!! hmmmm, she didnt bring her new bf come over for us to interview. maybe more time needed to join this family? =P

Super old+long+close friends =))

The In-between moments.

A group shot of the night. Aikssss. Peepoh are becoming lesser and lesser year by year. Ppl missing from the night including Chie Guan, Hun Yuen, Yean Sia, Su Yin, Jyesze, Vivian, Alex, Jolly, Vincent. Anyone else?

一群永远都长不大的孩子，现在开始进入社会大学了。

祝大家，快乐平安 =)

2012-01-29T10:01:00.001+08:00

It's 2am. Freaking tired yet I don't want to fall asleep yet. Went back to work after almost 2 weeks of CNY holidays and it was all due to boredom. Friends arounds certainly don't believe this and I'm actually kinda tired to continually explaining myself over and over again. There's a saying - Dont explain urself to others, cos those who believe you will not need it and those who aren't with you would not believe it. Errrr something like that la but u get the picture. People do get tired, especially when to have to deal with so many things on the same time. I might seem happy from the outside, but deep inside?

Grrrr! To make today worse, I typed a long post and the phone didn't turn on the auto-save and *boom*. All went missing. Wtf weihh -.- arghhh!

This few days, been contacting with one of my friend, about all the breaking parts of a relationship, how it is capable of ingesting your soul and consuming all your positive energy away. And I tell you, it's so serious that you can actually spent so much time on someone who doesn't really give a damn about you anymore. Sometimes we just have to learn to stop caring so much, because no matter how hard you try, deep down on ur heart you always know whether it's going to work or not. Giving myself an expectations and hope that there are still chances going off around, but sometimes it's only making me feeling even worse.

Complicated isn't it? Don't play with any kind of relationships and I kept on reminding myself. If you don't plan to make it a 100% one, then don't ever start it. Cos you'll end up hurting everyone around you. Urghhhh what am I doing at this time by writing up all these non sense? Hmmm maybe just a reminder for the future me.

Been reading the books that I bought with the voucher and I realize that - the world is so huge that one can never travel to all the places. I always thought that *almost* 2 years ago, by going to airport and take plane and fly to Melbourne is very brave, but now, it seem soooooo easy and effortless compared to the real backpackers. And their stories is indeed motivating me to go on and dream of what I want in my life. Some of them, leave their families, lovers, careers and everything behind just to fulfill the teenage dreams. To walk over as many places as possible and somehow, I really love what they are doing. But I reckon I myself, need another 10 years to do that...

Okay. My fingers are aching d. Sleep well sunny Leong. Maybe you deserve someone better. God is just preparing the best story for you and have faith in him =)

2012-01-29T01:30:00.001+08:00

Hmmmm. I love the book I'm reading currently. Love how it mixes up the feeling and traveling together and put it into words.

Quote of ze day =\

CNY Greetings

2012-01-22T15:24:00.000+08:00

Hooray~! So the CNY is finally here, after another 12 months of waiting - well I reckon all of us do love CNY, especially the reunion time with relatives as well as your old friends, meeting up the new ones and not to mention the ang pao collection marathon.

LOL yeap yeap! I used to do that last time, cycling to every friends' house just to get ze ang pao as my extra pocket money. Well, the "tradition", or "habit" last till even today and I'm still doing it without any guilt! Ehh c'mon, adults, bigger ang pao please since we only like get it once per year? No need to be so gu hon =D

Looking at this mv we made last year, I realize that I don't really change much physically. I'm still the fei zai everyone used to call, and the body weight stays around the same. Arghhh!

But on the other hand, I do know that I myself had went thru some big changes in me. Even tho I still looked as playful as I was, but I believe I'd become wiser. People grow don't they? I'm glad that at least I know where I'm going to achieve this year, and how is the mental preparation or whatsoever bull shit stuff. LOL okay.

But seriously, over the past year, I learnt that love really can do wonders. Be it family, friends or any kind of social relationships that involving love. Hah! That sounds pretty funny isn't it? Being a Harry Potter fans ever since I was young, the novel series which lasted for over 10 years teach the whole world only one lesson - Love > everything, even hatred. Learn how to put down the anger, the rage, the jealous, the envies, and pick up more joy, peace and kindness. Well sounds so optimistic horr? But yaehhh, over the time I believe that I'm actually heading the positive side, and stopping myself to judge people bla bla bla. Okay, I'm going to stop all these lecturing or preaching thing. LOL!!!

Anyway, this post is meant to wish ppl a happy CNY. Well, I do hope that all the peepoh around me are happy, as it is the most important thing in life. Be blessed with joy and,

XOXO =D

p/s: status copied from facebook - Dear relatives, it's CNY eve today. But do me a favor - dont ask me about my relationships/studies/future please. I'm trying to forget all of these to enjoy my CNY. Thanks. =)

Life 11

2012-01-20T12:33:00.001+08:00

Yeap yeap! Back from Sabah a week ago and now only have a little bit of time to update here. Been busy taking care of four social networking at the same time and I wonder which should I abandon first due to the limitation of time.

Well, Facebook is used for getting in touch with all the friends as its considered the most common platform for us eh. Blogger, is for the sake of writing down something, in a more proper way compare to the other two. As I'm still with the "It is not about being read, it is about being written" philosophy thingy wtf.

The other two, Tumblr is for all the quotes as well as awesome-ish photos! You'll get lots of idea there, about the ~~meaning of life~~ wtf LOL hmm about the way you view the life lah lets say. Whereas Twitter is for mumbling moments, monologue sessions since I always post stupid stuff there =/ Anyway, still getting used to all of these and meh~ Life is all about engaging in different different new experience.

Speaking of which, I just told my father about my US working and travel program, and surprisingly he's okay with it. But anyhow, there's this question always coming from him, what can you learn from this?

-_________- okay. Takkan I tell him, I wanna go see the world out of Malaysia, I wanna go travel as much as possible before I get into the work field, I wanna go have fun while I can, while I am young and while I'm having the ability to do this. He wouldn't understand but still, yeahhh. So now I'm just waiting for the final confirmation from US, and hope everything goes well.

Before the boarding. What a wonderful weather at LCCT.

Not going to upload 2304593845 photos here. Just a few will do as I said, you'll run out of time when you have to take care so many things at one time.

Photos taken at the Kiram's village. Not a bad place to stay overall, even tho the room is a little bit, not hygienic as it should be, and the facilities is sorta old and not really functioning well. Owhh well, this is Malaysia, just couldn't put so high expectations on things like that. =/

At the Desa cattle farm. Love m wide angle =D and right now I'm still thinking to change my slr to FF or not as it would be a totally new upgrade. Haha, lets see this CNY how much ang pao can I get and we shall decide this later okay?

Life 10

2012-01-11T11:15:00.000+08:00

Oh yeap yeap! A photo with marilyn Monroe! Heee, she is so goegeous =D with all ze sexy poses and the look in her eyes.

Another shot with ze Pandaaaaaa! Snap all these in the USS, where it was actually my last trip of 2011, and now that 2012 is here, a new journey starts, all over again! Can't wait! Just too much new and exciting expectations!

The Marina Bay Sands. I just view the photos from my friend @ FB on top of the swimming pool and I tell myself, I WILL GET THERE ONE DAY! yeap yeap! probably this year? Hahaha wait, too much plans. Better hold it first but I tell you, the view up there is simply amazingly stunning. A must-go I guess? Pretty much ;)

The last dinner of 2011, at the same venue of 2010, with the same people and Eli as plus one, not too bad after all. Same routine, after dinner fireworks, even tho it wasn't as beautiful as compared to the year before last, but still, any kind of fireworks is more than enough to mesmerize me. Hah!

Later that night Arielle and Eugine came over and we headed to Kepong for some midnight dim sum. Again, not really that nice. Well, I guess dim sum is really my cup of tea. =/

Had a good sleep yesterday. Finally the US thing is on the track and I do hope that program will bring my life, or lets say myself, to another totally different level. I want a makeover!!! woohoo!! Just too excited.

Anyway, read cheerio again, a short article on the 16 harsh truths. Just gonna quote some of 'em here XD

1. Life is not easy.

Well, it never was, and its not going to be right? Strive for the best for everything. There are times where the peepoh around you will take you as a stingy person, but I guess, that's part of me. Yeap me myself, I'm kinda a perfectionist I guess. I always dream on...

2. You will fail sometimes.

Yesh! At some point of the life, we fail. But its either we succeed or we learn a vital lesson, which is a win-win scenario. Don't afraid of failing! (nahhh, look who's talking now .__.)

3. Right now, there's a lot you don't know.

Just, don't stop learning. Never =D

4. There may not be a tomorrow.

Hah! Live everyday as your last day. And you'll figure how interesting your life might turn out. Ren sheng you duo shao ge shi nian? (How many decades we have in our life?!)

5. Someone else will always have more than you. Whether it's money, friends or magic beans that you're collecting, there will always be someone who has more than you.

So damn agree on this I tell you! FYI in case you don't know, I get jealous easily. okay. not now, i mean the old 'me'. but as soon as I realize that, I don't have to be them. They have something I don't have, but on the other way round, I have something which they don't get to too! right? (again, look who's talking LOL). Some friends always say they're envy why I get to travel here and there, and it looks fun or whatsoever thing, but I would think the same too. You're pretty/handomse, you're rich and loaded, you've gf/bf but I don't have that. owhh well, better dun get into this too deep =/

6. In life, you get what you put in.

You want love? give love. You want friends? be friendly. You want money? ~~buy toto LOL.~~ wait, I meant work harder. $$ management is important, especially for someone like me XD But yeahh, whatever you're after, you need to put in efforts don't you? I reckon that is actually a fun part of life. =)

7. Good friends come and go. Most of our high school friends won't be a part of your college life. Most of your college friends won't be part of your 20-something professional life. Most of your 20-something friends won't be there when your spouse and you bring your second child into the world. But some will stick, and it's these friends - the ones who transcend time with you - who matter.

yeap. We all have different gangs at different point of life, I myself experience this the most I guess. But F yeahh, who cares? Appreciate what you had and have =D

8. The only person that can make you happy is you.
I personally found this the most (Y) one! "The root of happiness comes from your relationship with yourself. Sure external entities can have fleeting effects on your mood, but in the long run nothing matters more than how you feel about who you are in the inside."

Big like!!!

Okay. Enaff for the moment. tired. sleep. tata =D

Life 9

2012-01-04T12:00:00.000+08:00

Okay. One of the closer friend at IKEA is leaving for a better future, Zue, who is going to her practical!!! Well I certainly know that you don't read here, but good luck ehh!! All ze best and hopefully you'll become a lovely cikgu with all the kids running around in the classroom. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!

Picha before our last day of working. ahhhhh. gonna miss the time where I always "zoo~" you =D

nvm, see you soon yo ;)

A few more resolutions of 2012, jotting down here to remind myself when I forget what I want to achieve.

Patience.

Be friendly.

Become Yes-man!!!

Reach out+proactive

Buck-up my english in US

Have more dreams.

Travel more.

5D mark 2!!!

Macbook!!!

Make Friends!!!

Make no enemy

Find a companion :$

and

Be happy.

2012

2012-01-01T03:57:00.000+08:00

Well, the clock is hitting 4am soon and I'm actually still sitting down in front of ze lappy and trying to jot down something for 2012. Just came back from DesaPark with the same old gang + Eli (you reading this right~? XD) together with Arielle and Eugine. Ahhhh, whole body is still recovering from my S'pore trip, where I basically walked almost 14 hours everyday there. Pichas will be up soon, since most of 'em are captured by ze i4s, and I realized its a quite reliable camera, at least for me lahh .__.

Well, any resolutions for 2012? Hmmm, I seems to have different different kind of resolutions each year, and most of 'em I don't really achieve it but anyway, this year I'll be going to ze Work and Travel program @ US, and its already Jan nao =/ just 2 more months and I'll have to leave my bed for 5 months. Nervousness and gan jeong-ness T.T

Just finished Cheerio's blog, where she mentioned that fear is something that she needs to conquer this year.

"We fear not being able to find someone better, after we've lost what we have. Not knowing that fear is the one thing that's been holding you back from all the happiness you deserve.

We fear leaving home, away from familiarity; fearing that you'll never find the comfort being away from home.(So me~ right!!?? US, I'm afraid of you lahhh)

We fear making promises we can't keep. Set fear aside, and you'll know that its all possible.

We fear making commitments especially to relationships; thinking that it might not be worth your time if it fails. (yes yes yes!!! haihhhh)

We fear being in a serious relationships, convincing ourselves that we're not ready. (again, yes yes yes!!! I'm just not ready, yet)

We fear believing in people, giving them 100% and the benefit of the doubt; knowing that its only human nature to abuse trust. (very common nowadays lahh, everyone wear a mask today)

We fear setting goals and dreams that may seem unreachable; fearing disappointment. Hence you'd rather play it safe." (totally!!!)

Again, this is SO damn freaking true. And seems like, I'll be another one who need to conquer fear as well for ze 2012. No more "what ifs", no more " maybe only...", just give it a shot, and perhaps, things might turn out to be what you dream on.

Lastly, happy new year to all of ze readers. May 2012 be an awesome year for you, and God bless with lots of happiness and peace. Lazy to text everyone a happy new year like last time, so imma just ignore and do nothing this time =)

<3
XOXO
Sunny =D

New Year's Eve

2011-12-24T01:17:00.000+08:00

Well, it seems to be pretty early to post such important topic here right? But went and watched New Year's Eve today with Sheng ~~WTF 2 of us again.~~ Yay~ pretty love that movie, especially when the part where Hilary Swank gave that speech in the middle of the movie, totally describing what I am wanting for my new year resolutions!!!

Gonna quote again what she said...

... before we pop the champagne and celebrate the new year, to stop and reflect on the year that has gone by. To remember both our triumphs and our missteps, our promises made and broken. The times we opened ourselves up to great adventures, or closed ourselves down for fear of getting hurt because that is what new year is all about - getting another chance.

A chance to forgive, to do better, to do more, to give more, to love more. And stop worrying about "what if" and start embracing "what would be". So, let's remember to be nice to each other, kind of each other, not just tonight but all year long.

MAD LIKE and super (Y) right~ =D but seriously, I need to stop worrying about all the "what if" and start taking actions indeed. Those are the things that are holding me back and its not doing any good to me yo, in fact, it is like stopping me to learn more, to feel more and even to know more about what the world is. and also, to give more, reach out more, love more, and just be kind more more more!!!

;)

till then,

I'm happy. teeeheee!!

Life 8

2011-12-14T22:44:00.000+08:00

So, study life ended temporary. Time to finish up all the unfinished tasks before. Spent the whole day rush Gombak twice, hand up assignments, went Canon service centre and get back the SLR, came back convert all the photos and 3 hours nap time @.@

~~Just want to sleep back~~ *is there such word I wondering* ~~all the time I missed earlier~~. LOL non sense. Anyway, pichas of the very random Bukit Tinggi trip 3 weeks ago.

Just step out and it started to rain. Apa la~

opss. Danbo =D

Lazy to explain. Pictures say it all lahhhh. Just some stupid stuff .__.

No idea why the colors always appear differently on the blogspot after ze uploads. ughhhhhh/

Life 7

2011-12-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. So, tomorrow is the due date for all the assignments and thesis stuff. Last day of college is on Friday, which is our final presentation for Marketing Consultancy Project, and we have to present our work to the big fellas and CEO etc. Talk about nervous-ness, damn.

Anyway, I'm practically stress free now. Now that all the works are finished, no more waking up with the 0830 alarm, no more rushing to class, no more paying attention to what we should write in assignments, no more of no more, pretty sad huh?

=(

Just send in my resume for the USA work and travel program. and they say they will be calling my tomorrow morning. Arghhhh I'm scare lehhh!!! This would be my first time to go such a distanced country, even though there are friends accompanying, but still, leaving the comfort zone where you've been growing up for 20 years is scary. Compare this to the presentation, this is MUCH MUCH MUCH scarier!!! wat the hell right~ -.-

wooohoo!! bokeh balls in front of the Sunway Hotel. Chiilin night out with Shiang for his birthday yesterday yo. Got him a Dr. Mahathir book.

Sitting at Station 1 now. Listening those part time singer singing, damn addicted to one of them. Such talented singer =) me like!! woohoo I guess every Tuesday I'll be there listening to him ^.^

The One That Got Away

2011-12-07T15:13:00.001+08:00

In another life

You would be my girl

We keep all our promises

Be us against the world

In another life

I would make you stay

So I don't have to say

You were the one that got away

All this money can't buy me a time machine

Can't replace you with a million rings

I shoulda told you what you meant to me

Cause now I pay the price...

Life 6

2011-12-05T15:58:00.000+08:00

Yeahhh. This post is gonna be quite a lengthy one cos I just realized I have some unpublished post earlier so imma stuck them all in here. Muahahahaha. Went Wondermilk celeberate Sheng's birthday on the night before his actual ones, well, just wen xing, eli and I =)

that troll didnt make it cos he was appointed as a photographer for a big karaoke event. pretty amazing huh? =D

Awwww =)

Pardon me with the photos with just little tiny candle's fire cos I insist to use Instagram to get the photos done .__.

yeap yeap the girls.

Faking a wishing post, according to him. what the heck right~ I thought people really do wish for something before they blow off the candles, I DO IT EVERY SINGLE TIME, maybe because I think its the only time of a year where you can make a bunch of wishes. but hmmm, maybe not.

My sista gave me a very big -.- look when she found this on my phone. LMAO

woohoo!!! cupcakes!! =D which equal to sweetnessss

You know? typical for the girls, bergilir gilir take photo with the cake la, present la, each other la, decorations around la. whatever they find interesting then you're just gonna be patient with them for at least 2 hours. talk about candid, I've been wanting to express why do I ~~like~~ LOVE all the candid photos and I din't know how. Bah, gotta quote directly from cheerio again.

There's a reason why I love writing and snapping photos about us, because someday years down the road; I would want to look back and remember everything. Even if we grow bitter, I've seized this moment and lived. Not everyone believe in that, but I do.

Things may get ugly, it may turn sour; although I hope it stays on a happier end. Nothing is permanent, but just like photos; you can never relive that moment or get the exact same shot with the exact same emotion. Someday these photos will be hung on room walls, I might even design some feature wall for my future home.

(Y) max. Yea things may get ugly and turn sour, not only the relationship between the boys+girls, but also friendships. I had some best friends last time, and you see, when there are some happenings between you and things don't really work out, photo is the only thing that will make you remember what a person you were, who you were with, how you got together and stuff etc.

Watched a movie yesterday. 50/50. It is an original story about friendship, love, survival and finding humour in unlikely places. Everything seems normal till he gets to diagnosed and there's a tumor in his spinal cord.

I kinda like the movie yo. It makes me think. Like, seriously deep thinking, even when the movie is still playing on the screen. What if, your best friend is passing away and you know that the chances are low? The scene where protagonist hug his best friend, and thank him for everything before he was pushed in for operation, damn (Y).

You'll find no one to calls, nor texts,

no one to jokes, drinking sessions,

no more going after girls,

no more hanging around like you used to,

no more whacking kicking each other.

OMG THATS SO SAD!!! I'll probably cry like 538475345 days if that happens on me =((

bahhh. enough. LOL last but not leastttt, happy belated birthday Wong Han Sheng =)) woohoo!! hope you enjoyed urs!!

Welcome, December ;)

Last day of November

2011-11-30T18:38:00.001+08:00

Last day of November. Captured this sun set when I took a walk at the garden just now. Feeling very relieved, things finally ended, in a nice and easy way. I <3 today, this moment, and I dedicate this photo to you, the apple of my eye =)

Life 5

2011-11-30T13:02:00.000+08:00

Logged into FB 30 mins earlier and browse through something. I realize that I'm missing lots of good links which are definitely worth a watch, not to mention there are many awesomely beautiful photos from all the photographers friends on my list. Ahhhhh, just when I'm getting used to life without it, but it just...

Nvm, found two links shared and I love it. First one is A-Lin, my favorite singer which is damn superbly awesome and her songs, (Y) !!!!!!!

Her performance of the classic, "chase", by the late Leslie Cheung. Even tho there are criticism on her accent and pronunciation, but I guess she did well. The lyrics, meaningful serious shit.

Second one, of course is Na Xie Nian by Hu Xia. The first movie where I'd watched THREE times in cinema. Crazy huh? But I had different feelings every single time, and I like the third most. Cos I really understand the whole movie, everything Jiu Ba Dao wanna tell the whole world.

=/

Okay, back to assignments with this 2 songs repeated N times.

Life 4

2011-11-24T16:02:00.001+08:00

Ohh yeahh. Day 4 without Facebook. Life's been good, at least now I can concentrate more on assignments and thesis.

Today's weather damn sunny. The sky is so blue and I feel like this is so not Malaysia .__.

Snap this at centrepoint while having lunch. woohoo!!! Now that I don't have FB to upload photos, so just upload here lorrrr :D

Tomyam spaghetti!!! slurrrrps* a friend of mine keep on mentioning about thaifood and guess what? couldn't resist the temptation and straight order this when I saw it from menu ^_^

Anyway, sem ending real soon again!!! In less than 3 weeks time, all the assignments presentations etc gonna be gone from my life :( kinda feel abit mm seh dak actually.

I guess I'll miss my student life.
sighhhhhh >.<

Totally unedited. Straight from iPhone4. yeng hor~?
XD

Life 3

2011-11-22T00:36:00.000+08:00

Yeahhh. Officially passed my FB account to Sheng and now it's completely blocked from me, except that I only know 2 alphabet of the so-damn-unknown password.

Today, yeahhh. I've no idea what to say in fact, cos stopping myself from FB is actually cutting ur connection to the world. You're not updated, you don't see meaning full status which would lead you to some deep thinking, you don't see photos around, you don't receive wall posts, neither comments and worst, stopping the chat thingy. One don't realize how much I rely on it everyday, like seriously weihhh. walao =(

Anyway, begin to do my SPSS analysis today, and its a total mess now. couldn't get the correct regression correlation anova thingy thingy. and it is pissing me off like nobody business. dulan max.

T.T

Anyway, been listening this version for days. really thumbs up for Adele.

Someone like you....

sometimes it hurts instead...

Life 2

2011-11-18T15:36:00.000+08:00

Back to the Life~ series d hahahaha. yeaaaa assignments and thesis are due soon! seriously, this is the first time I'm feeling so nervous. Not even 50% done when there's only less than a month from now. screw it. so gan jeong max.everyday still procrastinating and slacking here and there, facebook la, drama la, youtube la, forum la #$%^!!!! sunny leong!!! time to give ma self a ultra BIG SLAP!!! tak boleh continue like this already =((

and SO, I'M GOING TO DEACTIVATE MY FACEBOOK SOON!!! (soon ahh, not now!!) yeahh, that's probably the best solution to stop the distraction. not only deactivating it, I'm also passing my account to a friend and ask him to change to password wohooo!!! first time doing this and all I feel is the excitement!! don't know why, but I guess I would like a live a life apart from all the social networking, which consumes ur time like nobody business. I just couldn't stop from typing "fac..." on the URL bar every time i get to online.

I guess, without facebook, my life would be healthier. at least there won't be 4566451323 hours spent on it refreshing and refreshing. This is sick yo. addiction. stop. berhenti ahh!!

k lahhh. i guess this is the place im gonna stick to for the next 2 weeks... blog hopping around, bloggers, pleaseeeee update more!!! =D

just some photos on my rainbow themed birthday celebration earlier ;)

yeap yeap that's all yo!!!

status of the day:
I’m such a tortoise, but I guess things can only get better.

errr wait. I'm not really that slow when it comes to academic stuff, like math or science those theory, but yea im a slow learner when it comes to certain things, like.... things other than academic lorrr.

Things will get better I reckon.

till then
=))

=)

2011-11-16T01:37:00.000+08:00

Just wanna show my gratitude to everyone who involved themselves in anyway with my birthday. Instead of doing this on fb, imma do it here so I can write longer and whatever I want to write. Just hate the feelings of being labeled as gay/stupid when I write out my feelings at fb. We're already living in a masked world, yes, even ur closest wear a mask at anytime, you wouldn't know. but waht the heck, just jotting it down here, and I appreciates those who made an effort.

I wanna thanks...

Siew Wei, for being the first one who wish me by sms, it surprised me that you still remember it after years =D

Sher Wyn, for sending a long and very sweet msg, I <3 it, totally. and i hope ur wish to me would come true one day, very soon! ^.^

Kent, for bringing me for the best curry wantan mee!!! i mao makan lagi with you!!!

Kok Weng and Chiew Fui, yeaaa arigato! for a simple one but still :)

Chris, tho we don't talk like last time anymore, I still treat you as my fren and thanks. God bless ;)

Simon, for sms-ing me all over from Aussie. I still <3 you, always and forever. I'll never forget about anything about you yo. sangat gembira ada kawan macam u XD

Lay Mun, for coming out and join me at Chatime, even tho it sucks =p

Chee Ming, Angelynn, Siow Fong, QiaoLi, Steven, Jolly, Jia Zhi, Catherine, Wee Yan, Zhe Han, Tiffany, Aisha, Maryan, Ms Annie, Ida Lai, Chie Guan, Eugine, Nana, Jiaxinn, whoever that tagged me or commented or in anyway in fb, thanks yo.

Arielle, for everything lahhh aiks =D

Chee Mei, for everything also larr =D also the effort of trying to be the last one to wish me hahaha. kinda funny tho

Wen Xing, for everything also lar. also for bringing my mood on a ride at roller coaster on the very day LOL!

Eli, for wat? having the same birthday with me lar of course! nuff said! 1114 dai sai !!

Shiang, for breaking his record of sending such a lengthy msg to me on the night, whether u google or not (i believe u didnt larrr), i likeyyy it ^.* and also u sh-ness, very annoying but still, o0o LOL

Sheng, the crazy fella, doing all the stupid but fun stuff with me. I will definitely remember what we did on my 22nd midnight, yumcha at Chawan and random cheong K session at loudspeaker. quiksilver, companion, etc. thanks.

ahhh, i hope i dun missed out anyone but even if i do, i dont think they'll get a chance to read this >.<

Pre-birthday 2011

2011-11-12T21:52:00.001+08:00

Ohhhh. Hitting the 22nd mark in 2 days time. Time is passing so fast that I almost forget how I felt during my 21st. It was a kinda big celebration for me. This year? Nahh. Just gonna stick with some friends and make it small.

yeahhh! that's Eli who is having the same exact big day with me yo!

1114 is just awesome dont you think so? :D

Group pic of the zanmai night.

Pictures below are the celebration from Segi for Eli. me thick face go celebrate together >.<

The girls :)

Arielle ;)

With L

yeahh. that's all. pardon myself again for the lousy photo quality. pretty sucks eh.

Any birthday wishes? Well it didnt seem to come true for years.

Just a simple one for this year tho,
I want to feel happy and contended.

till then,
=)

Bye OO OO .

2011-11-08T19:09:00.001+08:00

This noon, brought my last guinea pig to be euthanized.

Last pic of him. I was touching his head calling his name before I left. I couldnt witness how cruel it is to see him get vaccinated.

till then
I'll always miss you
:(