Han Yi's Blog

2010-10-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

What's wrong. Why can't I just get over it?

All the same

2010-09-07T17:03:00.002+08:00

Yay abandoned blog hehe. Let's just post something to fill up the emptiness.

Prolly I've not posted for too long, it feels so weird to touch my blog again. No one really updates blogs now I've noticed, same for me. Where am I supposed to squeeze out the time from.

Just a very challenging and exciting year I guess. But other than that the year sucked. Totally. Nothing much to say. Very cluttered up with loads of random things happening, and guess I've neglected exactly the important things. Fully explains my state now eh.

I suppose I should go finish my so-not-interesting BIO ACE. Before I get slaughtered tomorrow by my mentor *AHEM* "Why is your ACE for Bio ZERO!?"

Living with such thoughts, it's painful but hang on, duh, I have to.

Yes, I miss you, you, you, you. So much.

All the same.

MAMA MIA

2010-07-16T18:02:00.000+08:00

MAMA MIA, HERE I GO AGAIN
MY MY, HOW CAN I RESIST YOU!
MAMA MIA, IT GOES TO SHOW AGAIN
MY MY, JUST HOW MUCH I MISS YOU!

Less than three

Sing the Song

2010-07-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

Yay Finals Finals Finals for both projects! So no efforts gone to waste, all very successful, we'll see how far we can go next! I want at least an A* this year if I still don't get one it'll be really sad it's such a good opportunity with double finals! It's not easy!

Quite slack right now hahah I'm rather lost with what to do I really want to slack a bit before the big wave comes. Then there seems to be a hell lot to do and I'm rather tempted to finish some stuff now and make this free time constructive haha

Was watching SLC videos on Youtube and I just found lots of awesome vids! Including last year's stuff as well hahah. FIFTEEN FIFTEEN SLC!!! Then participant, now a fac. Really really awesome. And the cheers last year hahah, Bazooka bubblegum! A totally random cheer but very fun and catchy though this year's Witch Doctor was not bad either! I (L) SLC! And I'm sort of missing SLC again not the correct time but can't be helped hah :/ FACS! Natalie Anne Kevin arghh YCG and Gabby and everything. I hope we can have a facs outing after nat day hahah that'll be really cool and since nanyang's blocks are over it shouldn't be much of an issue!

Suddenly started thinking about Qifa choir, how it's doing now, it has been about 3 years. Checked the SYF website and realised that after skipping SYF in 2008 they got another bronze this year and so that makes the 3rd bronze since my first SYF ._. No breakthroughs at all quite sad but at least now they're back for SYF. I want to go back to visit choir and talk to them and see how they're doing but idk if I'll ever get such a chance :X and after talking to Nat I realised she was from choir too hahah and 2006 Daffodils! It's quite an awesome song I still want to sing it hahah though my voice would've been rather screwed now after so many years of inactivity, but I'll hopefully still survive in choir if I ever have a chance to be part of one again hahaha. But really a coincidence to know that Nat was from choir as well (= (= "I wandered lonely as a cloud, that floats up high o'er vales and hills, when all at once I saw a crowd, a host of golden daffodils..." Sing I want to sing! Play the piece! I miss choir.

Influx of work haha let's all jiayou. Term 3 will be fun-filled =D

2010-07-12T18:41:00.000+08:00

I shan't be so evil and 偏心 hahaha so here I am.

BSC applications and it is so really hell. Parents are going to drag me back again and it's so troublesome, have to get my own tickets and I think I can't fly with the others. Flying alone, I haven't tried it before it would be rather thrilling I guess but definitely quite boring since it's a relatively long flight of 6hrs ._. I want to fly with the rest! This is as far as I know the only opportunity to fly with the school! And now if I'm dragged back I'll be gone for the whole hols! Facs, 6E'07, I don't want to miss anymore gatherings / outings / fun! Haha this certain someone told me not to go idk why it seems sian yes 6 weeks but I think there will be some fun and awesome experiences so let's just try my luck to see if I can go hahah.

Whoo what a day haha I don't know what to say but generally turned out rather positive I guess!

Okay let me do my homework I'm already late :X

2010-07-11T21:44:00.000+08:00

My dear mum sent my blazer for drywashing without taking out my precious SLC notes and notepads of both years. Probably lost all those memories.

The long long random chats with Natalie during YC meeting while Anne felt totally left out sitting opposite.
Those very cheesy comments by Anne and snide remarks by Kevin during YN meeting about how we should entertain Gabriel.
Those very cute notes from Gabriel telling us not to look sian and stuff like that.

I thought I could entrust all those memories to the blazer pocket.

After all, my own fault for not taking them out and keeping them at a safer place.

What's left, well, is in my mind. That, no one shall destroy them.

<3

Less than three

2010-07-10T12:46:00.001+08:00

The voice, the smile, the laughter. I just miss them a lot a lot.

Thanks for talking to me, and helping me forget everything else.

Less than three.

(=

2010-07-07T20:19:00.000+08:00

Yay, semi, it's over. Not entirely satisfactory but well at least it's over :) but it's not the end well I don't care if I pass semi though but I have to complete that research project.

And great job guys!

Nodding off during Physics Olympiad and it felt exceptionally serious this time hah the lecturer was talking without direction I didn't even take notes ._. and it was super cold as well. Anyways preparation for the venue change was epic. Plus our online platform changed as well so I had to announce that on behalf of Ms Tan ._. darn lame. Why must Ning change into a paid service ):

Awesome bus ride back home today! The rare few times!

Supposed to be a rather screwed day but somehow I'm feeling real happy now! (=

Less Than Three

Back.

2010-06-28T13:49:00.000+08:00

Hmphs back back back from China. And to make sure I fully get rid of that cough, flowing nose, headache, diarrhea-like symptoms and swollen toe I have to stone at home for a day ._.

There's so much that I have missed. Way too much that I don't know exactly what I have missed. Shall catch up for what I can.

You know sometimes paper's such a good companion. Well anything can be written and, yup, it's flammable.

Let things out and vanish. Be gone, be gone.

I guess I should abandon this soon.

16SLC [FAC]tionary!

2010-06-05T17:13:00.001+08:00

Yup. It's over. How fast.

Wait, it's not. It'll never be.

The [FAC]tionary spirit shall burn on forever.

Yup three weeks of training and four days of convention. Tiring but really really fun and awesome. How I hope SLC will never end...

Really miss the facs! So much time together, it's really hard to accept the fact that we won't be able to see one another every day anymore.

YCG, NATALIE! Hahah note passing during YC meeting (Y) and we made Anne feel left out (sorry Anne we were lazy to walk over to the other side of the hall ;p )! And yup great job in controlling your very special faculty, with all sorts of different people (*hint* *hint*) hahh. But stop giving me that weird stare as if I've done something wrong :X hahaha Thanks for being such an awesome fellow YC fac (=

YCG, ANNE! How funny right, when we call each other half the time I can like see where you are! It was really awesome to be in the same YC as you as well! Thanks for being hyper throughout SLC, haha. And yup your idea to give something to Gabriel was really fantastic (and Nat as well) and I think it really worked! Oh oh, and thanks for choreographing our awesome dance (=

YCG, KEVIN! Gosh you were really of great help to us three! Thanks head fac! Yup you had everything under control and yes things worked out perfectly! And thanks for helping me for the first day when I was off for SMO (to get myself frozen ._. ), and during OG games when I barely knew anyone in my faculty. Yup and you're really super! (=

YI XIAN! Yes thanks a lot for helping me with the music mixing (: yup I would have died on day 3 if you hadn't told me the timings on time. And thanks for making the cheers with me as well! And you're really high! I always catch your high-ness. Yup leading cheers together was really really awesome! :D It was great that we managed to spread the enthu-ness to the other facs. And thanks for choreographing the dance as well! Yeah and one last thanks for everything hahahaha (=

YAU XUAN! Thanks for being by dance partner! And yup as others (ESPECIALLY Yixian -.- oh gosh) say you dance really well! HAH (let's leave out the part about you being gay). Well yup and your eyebrows really created a lot of entertainment, so I must thank you (and your eyebrows) for that! And sorry for all the double niaos haha, totally jokes okay! Yup have been niaoing you since the start of Open House, really hope you don't mind (=

GARY(TAN)! Probably I have to thank you cos you gave me the chance to be a fac. When I was still not very sure you gave me a push and hey, probably I should just try it out. And it's quite amazing that I've fulfilled my wishes I made at trust dive (or jump or something like that) last year during OBS. Thanks awesome chairman! (:

I guess I would just say a big thank you to all other facs that I missed out (cos I can't write for all 39 facs, omg), for making SLC a memorable and awesome one! 16SLC [FAC]tionary AWESOME!!!

Oh oh, and someone I must not miss out...

YCG, GABRIEL!!! Cute little Gabby hahaha (as the girls always call you) you really did awesome as our Concept member! Our YC would have crashed without you. Really, things really went on perfectly thanks to you, and don't worry if you think there are any screw ups cos we don't think you screwed up at all, and you still did perfectly great. We seniors will support you all the way! Thanks GAB! (=

Leaving tomorrow, and once I leave I won't get internet or any other communication mediums. Oh man I'll miss you all. And I'll miss any gatherings as well. Sigh. Hopefully there will be some way. Hopefully.

Don't worry, SLC shall be forever. (=

WHO ARE WE ARE WE ARE WE?
SIXTEEN SIXTEEN SLC!!!
WHO ARE WE ARE WE ARE WE?
SIXTEEN SIXTEEN SLC!!!
WHO ARE WE ARE WE ARE WE?
SIXTEEN SIXTEEN SLC!!!

Ooh eeh ooh ah ahh, ting tang walla walla bing bang. Ooh eeh ooh ah aah ting tang walla walla WE'RE FACS!
Ooh eeh ooh ah ahh, ting tang walla walla bing bang. Ooh eeh ooh ah aah ting tang walla walla WE'RE FACS!

I told the 16th Facs I was in love with you!
I told the 16th Facs I was in love with you!
And then the 16th Facs they told me what to do.
They told me:
Ooh eeh ooh ah ahh, ting tang walla walla bing bang. Ooh eeh ooh ah aah ting tang walla walla WE'RE FACS!
Ooh eeh ooh ah ahh, ting tang walla walla bing bang. Ooh eeh ooh ah aah ting tang walla walla WE'RE FACS!
Our cheers masterpieces!

Oh and our awesome dance, I want to do it again!

YCG, SEZNAM FTW!!! Yup you peeps rocked as well, thanks a million for your support for me! (=

FACS, hope to see you all soon! 16SLC [FAC]tionary <3

Fac Progs

2010-05-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

Progs Training for Facs at CBD area. Quite sian but still fun. Shall go into detail later.

And yes reading through Progs proposals is really a pain, not to mention memorising the stations and tasks etc. Plus a half-dead brain I doubt I can survive any longer today. Shall mug another day.

Fac dance tomorrow + flag painting, and I hope we can get the cheers settled (= cheers cheers cheers, oh why am I just so enthu about cheers.

Better sleep now since I'm able to and permitted to. It'll be a really harsh 6 days I'll be facing.

16SLC [FAC]tionary

What's worth screwing up

2010-05-25T15:41:00.000+08:00

Slacking in LT2 for 20min before going back to work. It's barely halfway through the 8-hour ushering session. Omg, and that's only day 1 out of 2. But yay it's quite fun cos there's more than just ushering to do, and being in the last year as a Consortium Councillor we don't get many opportunities to go back to CIT work anyway. So, treasure this 8x2 hours (=

SLC facs crash course is going on in Ops Room now and I really feel like crashing it xD SLC in 7 days, and it'll be over in 11. I can't wait for it to start, but really don't want it to end. :X

And yup I really don't mind screwing up other things just for the sake of SLC. I'm just a fac, but even so I have to do my best right. For now, that'll be top priority.

I'm ready.

Kill Me

2010-05-23T17:42:00.000+08:00

Probably I should start thinking of what is actually worth dedicating to. It's limited, so use it wisely. Shouldn't it be quite clear?

And thanks for the murder attempt.

Hiatus...?

2010-05-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

I'm amazed. Not really much activity today. Probably a little worried as well. Or is the active period at like around 12 midnight?

But well I'm prepared to sacrifice any day. Going back on Vesak Day? Sure, no problem. Make this year a zai one.

And yup, who cares about Physics Olympiad when there's actually this.

Giving up everything to make it awesome.

16SLC [FAC]tionary: the facilitators of 16th SLC

Major Influx

2010-05-19T12:51:00.002+08:00

And here comes all the things I need to do in one single afternoon.

Get blazers dry-washed at Coro
Move logistics to Space, including approx. 230 bottles of mineral water
Sort out and count lanyards (again)
Photocopy receipts
Clean Ops Room

In 2.5 hours? And physicso after that? Kill me.

The fac shirt looks really cool and awesome, can't wait to wear it haha, hmm now where can I help?

And fac performance, sigh sigh I can't suggest anything luh. Gary can we just book Space and arrange some day for all facs to meet and discuss it? :\

In orch room now and probably will fall asleep soon. I can't do anything now. Everything's locked up in Ops Room and MrRong's still at sabbaticals. Probably until 1.30pm.

I'm feeling a bit of everything. Don't know why. Plus I'm super tired despite sleeping rather early these days.

My results are telling me once again that I couldn't have survived HP, only that now there's an addition that I wouldn't survive math SMTP either. Go away man.

Thinking about SLC just makes me high and enthu. So I shall always think about SLC. Yup. Emails are so much more fun to read fo now. There will be more.

And what the there's physicso training on the first week of the holidays from Monday to Wednesday. I don't care if we were informed on day one or something, I'm going to skip them for SLC (and Facs training on Monday if there's going to be one).

I'm waiting...

Gone within seconds

2010-05-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

You guys run away really fast. Wow.

It's only 3 days. And I'm amazed by how your enthu level dropped from medium to nearly zero. Just three days.

Yes, go for your CCA while I skip mine, go do your experiment while I lag for mine and screw up. Go ahead, if you can't be bothered about work, I can't be bothered about you either. We don't need such people. Don't haunt me and say sorry. It's pointless. We still got things done. You're not that important after all.

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I was trying to mug circular motion for tomorrow's quiz, and it was all so hard until the last page when I saw the lesson plan that we're going to learn Gravitation tmr and the quiz would be in Week 10. Waste my time.

First to fly! Yup I was the first who sort of passed the simulator test and move on to real RC flying. Well the training kit was quite crap, like this four ping pong balls sticking out of the base of the heli. The design is quite fail, cos ultimately the heli would be heavier than the balls (duhhh) and so the centre plate that holds the sticks would be lower than the balls. So yup a crash landing today and the centre plate just broke into two. According to Mr Rong, at least the heli's safe, but well, I broke something :/ so naturally must feel guilty. But later it sort of worked better without the training kit. Fun fun fun! I want my own heli!!!

As usual I'm looking forward to the weekend. And now it's exceptionally strong cos there's SLC facs training! Yup it'll be very pressing and tedious and tiring and whatnot but I'm prepared. It's going to be fun anyway (= Go facs! 14 Days countdown, and we have a lot to do, but we can do it!!!

And I hope we can cheer ASAP!!! :D

OPENHOUSE AWESOME!!!

2010-05-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

Let's go by chronological order.

HCNYATFM AWESOME!!!

I mean like, yeah, there wasn't a lot of cheering, plus there was the YOG cheer that seemed totally out of place. But well we had Operation Brainwash which was probably the highlight of the whole event to councillors. And yes I escaped halfway to do saikang for Open House, during which I heard that Nanyang has clinched the Cheering Champs again (sigh). But we had the spirit, and we displayed it. That's all that mattered.

And witnessing the OT running around the tracks, and then seeing them totally exhausted after the event (Daryl seemed like he was going to stop breathing anytime), I guess, well, they have done their very best to make the very last HCNYATFM on our school tracks a special one. Thanks OT!!!

Rushed a lot for Open House after that, but things were finally done.

And SLC Facs training was fun! Icebreakers were fresh and new at least! And YCG this year!

Yup and I set my new record of 15 hours today! Not proud of it though, nothing to be proud of.

Then...

OPEN HOUSE AWESOME!!!

Yes it was really awesome. Probably some screw ups here and there but I'm happy things were solved rather fast, and it went quite smoothly. Breaking legs, numb thumb, dry throat, but well, I survived. Or actually, we survived. The OT, the helpers, the teachers, the school. We did it!!! A very big big THANK YOU to all!!!

Then facs training, with detailed concept briefing. And finally met all the YCG facs! Gabriel as concept member, Kevin as head fac, and Danny and Anne as my fellow facs. Let's all make YCG the best YC in 16SLC!!! And go facs, we can make 16SLC the most awesome SLC in history ever!!! (=

I'm really really looking forward to SLC now. (: While missing Open House as well... But it's always better than having nothing to look forward to.

And NYSE's concert, Diluculum. Well yeah I dozed off at the start of intermission... And thanks Enying for pinching me to wake me up, although it didn't really help much -.- and yes, good morning Kai Shin, a very bright morning indeed. -.-

I guess I just recovered my lack of sleep last night, about 11 hours. Yup. Just a bit of relaxation, and I should start concentrating on SLC.

And I shall treasure all friendships made through SLC. They're just so valuable. (:

Let's go let's go let's go (=

Mad, mad, mad

2010-05-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

It's mad. I need a sugar rush desperately.

Great, 1am and I'm far from completing things. In fact I can't. And I just wasted some time doing unnecessary stuff -.- And not to mention, I have not bathed yet.

The irony comes in when you can't go to sleep cos you have things to do, yet if you do your work you will eventually fall asleep.

I'll see if I can survive the next few days. I feel like a sadist. Have been voluntarily torturing myself.

Probably the only two reasons for me to be high now would be that HCNYATFM is tomorrow (today) and there's Fac training at night as well. As for the period of time in between... Hmm...

Am I a tanker or a slacker?

And why do good moments just flash past?

Alright it's not the right time to be deep in all these thoughts, I need to be HIGH HIGH HIGH. Yes, the yellow shirt. We're going to storm the terraces and the track and capture the title in this last last year and make it stand forever. Yup we'll do it. HCNYATFM!!! And all the best to the OT (=

Tell me what everything means.

We met.

2010-05-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

I shall sleep a little earlier today, for math test. After that it will be pure OH spamming. Yup, ready.

Something really made the rest of my day, although that thing was only for barely half a minute. The smile, the grin. I like. (:

Probably I should just be satisfied with whatever I've received. It's already quite a great miracle.

Just go, last test. I know it's math. But well I can't be bothered much now.

Priorities, I know my own very well.

I'll never know when the next time will be.
What did that mean? What am I supposed to infer from it?

OH Rush

2010-05-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

Physics Test tomorrow. Maths Test on Thursday. And I'm spamming Open House instead. And this is probably truly spamming.

And I shouldn't say anything cos they may potentially defame the school. But well, organising such an event can't be all that smooth.

Are we ready? I hope so.

And am I ready for tests? I'm not so sure about that.

But my wishlist for the next few days would be:
Manpower briefings are carried out smoothly and successfully.
Logistics preparation and goodie bags packing are carried out smoothly and successfully.
Manpower problems fixed.
A successful HCNYATFM.
Good weather on Friday, and if it ever rains, pray that HCNYATFM won't be pushed to the afternoon.
No troubles in communication.
Smooth-running and successful Open House.

And definitely not to forget, SLC! You know. I still hope I get shortlisted for it. (=

Spam spam spam. Hope things will get back to normal soon. I'm waiting.

One week.

2010-05-09T20:17:00.000+08:00

One week left. Jiayou. Really. From the bottom of my heart. It'll be fine and successful, don't worry.

Open House Spam Spam Spam

2010-05-06T20:33:00.000+08:00

IHC will be my last major barrier for this term's tests. And it's tomorrow. Just spent the past hour spamming Open House things. I think things are almost in place already, except for some things that are not exactly done. And yeah just got owned on FB by Mr Low after I posted a status message... Screwed but well I hope nothing else will happen :/

Simply the slightest possibility of me getting selected as an SLC Fac is hyping me up. I guess naturally I should hope I can get in. But I want it next year as well.

Zi Long must make me question my council life. Sigh. It has already been half a year, just forget it please. I don't have much time left anyway.

iTunes decides to crash. How dare it.

Let's go, last lap before Open House. Let's load up and get ready. I shall sacrifice as much as I can for the next week. 9 more days.

And 8 more days to HCNYATFM. I really can't wait! And I have no idea how cluttered the few days will be, especially if I get SLC Fac. Like morning 7am to 9pm at night. It's going to be fun though. (: Jiayou OTs!

Well, Happy Birthday Mum!!! I really feel guilty for remembering it only now :X

Worries

2010-05-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

Mugging chem. I'm not sure how confident I should be. It's actually quite clear already, but I'm afraid I get a block tomorrow again like what happened for math, or just something unexpected happens. There's a lot to study.

And it's not like I don't have other subjects this week. All the subjects that require intense mugging. I don't have time.

At least, my results are quite fine so far. Other than math. Sigh.

Laughed like mad at the lab today, quite enjoyable but utterly lame. -.- First because we couldn't find gloves that suited our hands, and I had a hard time pulling them out after realising they don't really fit. And second cos Gary decided to fail his math on his birthday by calculating the wrong concentrations. And the error was a 90% difference. And since the value was so puny we were trying all weird methods to get it accurate. It was totally fail.

I don't know what's going to happen for SLC, but whether I get it or not, I'm ready.

I shall lead the way, shine the light. If I have the chance to.

So much to worry about.

Sleep early, please, don't tire out. I beg you.
There are some things I can't stand. Cos I'm really jealous.

Pity

2010-05-05T00:02:00.001+08:00

It's probably one of the greatest pities of the year.

When you leave me alone

2010-05-03T17:02:00.002+08:00

When you leave me alone...

I hope you didn't, yet I'm thankful you did.