How do you quantify?

Life cannot really be interpret as a mathematical expression.

Too much, you are an extreme, annoys.

Too little, you just don’t care, don’t bother.

Just enough? But how much?

I can say two [2] is just enough, but other might say that it is too much while some other might say it is too little.

And in most situation, I choose to do less. Too little is better than too much, I can handle “You don’t care, don’t bother” rather than “You are an extreme, annoys”

Because, I feel save. I don’t really take a chance am I?

There are three possibilities to for that.

1. Have all the facts. Yes, I do.

2. Don’t have any clue at all. I don’t know.

3. Based on the guts. I can guess, but I can’t be sure.

On another note.

Alhamdulillah. I wish for the best, for everyone.

Right now, the best things happen in my life [except family] seems like hanging out with Mekarians. There is more of me spent time with Mekarians rather than I spent time with anybody at Kerteh.

Speechless!

On another notes, congrats to Meera for your big day! May you be happy and have a blessing life forever.

You fell in love with someone for who (s)he is.

But for some reason, nothing really happen.

The feeling slowly surpressed.

Time passed by, you think you don’t have any feeling for her[him] anymore.

Until that moment, you seems to feel like it again.

But, you don’t really know that for sure.

Do you really love who (s)he is now, or is that just you who want to feel in love with her[him] the way (s)he is previously?

p.s. for any of you who might think this is about me and my office scandal, I can assure you it’s not. It is way years back.

p.s. Oh no! Do I really talk about love again?

This is where I spent my time the most.

It seems like my weekend holiday just ends like that.

Nothing significant happen yet again. Oh, except I went for a friend wedding.

Other than that, it is sleeping and time wasting activity in front of my laptop.

Maybe I need to make friend, but then who?

LOL.

Oh, to my dear friends, I didn’t forget you all. Maybe we should hang out more.

I’ve decided to continue my Basement project. It’s been abandoned for quite sometimes because of my laziness.

Head over to http://basement.abrak.net/.

Everything that is hidden underneath abrak! LOL.

Sounds like I’m so famous that everyone love to know about me.

The fact, NOPE! I’m not. I just want to put things that are significant to me without interfering with my usual crap here.

On another note, Google did change the feed address again but it seems that old feed address still works fine. Still, to avoid future problem, for those who subscribe and love to continue following my blog, please change your feed address to http://feeds2.feedburner.com/abrak/ .

Sorry for any inconvenience caused, and many thanks for your continuous support! =)

Reason / Answer

I believe we need to have reason or answer for everything that happen or we do.

Even so, I don’t really have it myself all the time. It’s just what I believe the ideal thing should be.

Lots of happening to me lately doesn’t seem to have concrete answer/reason. Things that I can’t say it clearly.

For now, if you ask me what’s happening to my life.

I don’t have the answer. I don’t know. And I just don’t.

I don’t know what to do or which route to take.

History

To me, history is something that is need to be left behind. What past is past.

The only thing we can took from it is the lesson.

But to some extend, I do feel like there is still future that can comes from the past.

Like it still can be awake.

To continue from where it is left behind. For a new beginning.

Is there?

p.s. I don’t know, and confused when thing of the last 4 years start to crawl back in mind. I still remember that there is no reason last time, and there is non this time around too. But do I really need a reason?

There is new zoo open in Kemaman. Nothing fancy. Just some mini zoo that still in development. Btw, it’s still good to have one.

Parents have more options to bring their child. People have more place to visit.

What a face! Don’t give that cynical look on me.

It moves fast. It never stop too.

It just good, doesn’t it?

This one doesn’t stop flying from one hibiscus to another.

You’ve got the chance to ride on the elephant! Must be fun.

Menarik, sekadar untuk berkongsi.

Yang dicari walau bukan putera raja, biarlah putera agama.

Yang diimpi, biarlah tak punya rupa, asal sedap dipandang mata.

Yang dinilai, bukan sempurna sifat jasmani, asalkan sihat rohani, sempurna hati.

Yang diharap, bukan jihad pada semangat, asal perjuangannya ada matlamat.

Yang datang, tak perlu rijal yang gemilang, kerana aku serikandi dengan silam yang kelam.

Yang dinanti, bukan lamaran dengan permata, cukuplah akad dan janji setia.

Dan yang akan terjadi, andai tak sama kehendak hati, aku redha ketetapan Ilahi