tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209Thu, 16 Feb 2012 06:24:29 +0000dessertsnisa mazbarobesityPoya Boutiqueindian fooditalian foodseafoodjapanesereviewsbuffetpersonalspiritualfoodPandoratapasvegetarianchangequotescafehealthfashionchinese foodpregnancyprayerhttp://acekrusher.blogspot.com/noreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)Blogger438125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-7997285536484317823Wed, 15 Feb 2012 07:16:00 +00002012-02-15T21:25:31.521+11:00It went That moment in my head where I had a hundred and one things to say and my thoughts were tripping over each other in their hurry to leave my head and they flowed and flowered into beautiful magical scenes that reminded me of my childhood and a promise of a future But I was driving And therefore My thoughts were lost.http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/7UaFDdbC9MI/there-goes.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/02/there-goes.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-2799847576068550051Sun, 12 Feb 2012 02:12:00 +00002012-02-12T13:12:00.245+11:00quotes http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/DcyOc9tKSp8/fake-smile.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/02/fake-smile.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-8492291272109703055Tue, 07 Feb 2012 18:56:00 +00002012-02-08T05:56:00.185+11:00 "Can I read your phone messages?" I'd never asked before, and I'd never wanted to ask before, but for some reason there was a lot of doubt in this relationship, especially when it came to his ex, and for some reason there was this niggling feeling at the back of my mind that I couldn't actually ignore. They'd been in more constant contact recently, especially after the episode over the http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/ddZ174LQwUc/temporary-altercation.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/02/temporary-altercation.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-7961440082046013641Sun, 05 Feb 2012 02:10:00 +00002012-02-05T13:10:00.839+11:00quoteschange http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/FTebCi68HPs/be-change.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)2http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/02/be-change.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-5550224398878535450Tue, 31 Jan 2012 18:52:00 +00002012-02-01T05:52:00.107+11:00 We were talking about lessons and losses.  We came from the same background, from the same area - and I always assumed that we would have similar vices, similar turbulences.  It was the obvious shock in his face, in his eyes when I told him about my struggle in the early parts of last year, and despite the story being told and retold over and over again, I was still surprised at the lumphttp://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/iNpKrOTOiN8/acceptance.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/02/acceptance.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-7404397065683098180Sun, 29 Jan 2012 02:09:00 +00002012-01-29T13:09:00.151+11:00quotesspiritual http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/MQvpmjRDSJk/there-is-light.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/01/there-is-light.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-4710847808378719417Wed, 25 Jan 2012 10:22:00 +00002012-01-25T21:22:00.468+11:00 One week ago, I drove back from the clinic.  On my way back, as I drove around a bend, a motorcyclist cut in front of me and as I slammed the brakes on my car, somehow physics caused the car to spin.  I remember at the moment realizing I was going to get into an accident. How I braced myself for the impact. I expected to crash at the side of the road.  I did not expect to find myself http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/7Fy3w9nX-7w/day-i-turtled-my-car.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)6http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/01/day-i-turtled-my-car.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-4627741172561642760Sun, 22 Jan 2012 02:02:00 +00002012-01-22T13:02:00.315+11:00quotes http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/Yv2bnUQwhXU/keep-driving.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/01/keep-driving.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-3365591954874773768Fri, 20 Jan 2012 07:18:00 +00002012-01-22T06:07:52.383+11:00spiritualSome things are beyond planning. And life doesn't always turn out as planned. You don't plan for a broken heart. You don't plan for a failed business venture. You don't plan for an adulterous husband or a wife who wants you out of her life. You don't plan for an autistic child. You don't plan for spinsterhood. You don't plan for a lump in your breast. You plan to be young forever. You plan to http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/bgzCaz0C7EQ/gods-plan.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/01/gods-plan.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-2277000496538663391Wed, 18 Jan 2012 06:01:00 +00002012-01-18T17:01:02.346+11:00 She counted the days with her fingers, frantically thinking about the last time she had her period.  Damn.  She was late.  She assumed the vomiting had just been due to the bad food she’d eaten. The routine round of gastro on the odd occasion. It wasn’t until a friend had jokingly made that comment, “Maybe you’re pregnant.”, not until then when it had triggered that thought in her head.http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/WedCBUJ7Mjk/two-thin-blue-lines.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)1http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/01/two-thin-blue-lines.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-7535486825494596391Sun, 15 Jan 2012 02:05:00 +00002012-01-15T13:05:00.169+11:00quotes http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/xjifDe_RDgM/find-heart.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/01/find-heart.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-1589156780804177905Fri, 13 Jan 2012 10:23:00 +00002012-01-13T21:24:09.782+11:00healthobesity Obesity is turning into a bit of an epidemic, even in our sunny shores of Malaysia.  What's scary is the fact that we've become so immune to things that we've accepted it as part and parcel of our lives - but it's not something that should be accepted so readily. Weight is something that goes beyond personal constructs, something that goes far beyond the superficial aspect of appearance.  http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/nMWNsBYhMLc/obesity-epidemic.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/01/obesity-epidemic.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-1644311880412917196Tue, 10 Jan 2012 14:26:00 +00002012-01-11T18:43:08.592+11:00 You don't know me and I don't know you. But I know somehow, my heart beats for you. It beats in time with the rhythm of your heart, as steady as a pacemaker, and it will continue to beat steadily even as your heartbeat increases. My heartbeat will be as steady as my feelings are resolute, will keep the timing going as long as we are. I don’t know you, but my heart does. My heart is waiting tohttp://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/snouVFT4pM4/heartbeat.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/01/heartbeat.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-5298137875376401102Sun, 08 Jan 2012 02:04:00 +00002012-01-08T13:04:00.753+11:00quotes http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/lJSH5L1wRJQ/art-is-elimination.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)1http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/01/art-is-elimination.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-442475268529848106Fri, 06 Jan 2012 15:34:00 +00002012-01-07T02:34:22.022+11:00pregnancyhealth I never realized how important it would be to keep track of your periods until I entered my obstetrics and gynecology department. When it comes to pregnancy, it's alll about dates - and the correct ones at that!  Sometimes, you come across interesting and frustrating cases – I had a young girl who once walked in while she was in labour, and she was shocked – she had no idea she’d been http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/dLj1yMu-6qs/keeping-track.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/01/keeping-track.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-5005461016647765115Wed, 04 Jan 2012 18:58:00 +00002012-01-05T05:58:58.364+11:00 It turns out I’m quite a sucker for those tragic love stories.  I’d been in his shoes – stuck between loving two people, and I understood the choice he was making. He was afraid, just as I’d been, and fear would always hold us back. He would stay with her, believing he was doing the right thing, not necessarily because he wanted to, but because it was the right thing. It made me realize how http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/GxgbUdWdnyA/thousand-years.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/01/thousand-years.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-1368395100275216591Wed, 04 Jan 2012 06:50:00 +00002012-01-04T17:50:00.328+11:00 There is nothing quite like breaking up to make you question yourself and all your values. Scarred and cautious, I often wonder what it was about this relationship that made me so different, and so insecure. It was easy to lose track that this was a journey that was heading somewhere, and even easier to forget that I was the anchor that was stopping the boat from heading to its destination. http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/0ZaXXnVIg9s/revelation.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/01/revelation.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-8011273190620914882Sun, 01 Jan 2012 02:07:00 +00002012-01-01T13:07:00.082+11:00quotes Happy New Year everyone! May this year bring us strength and happiness, Love and peace And the appreciation of every day that passes us by. http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/CSxxWfD22Bk/future.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2012/01/future.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-2744184545139893834Tue, 27 Dec 2011 14:29:00 +00002011-12-28T01:30:20.699+11:00 Endings are bittersweet.  Like a sad story, like the possibilities of what could have been. Endless recriminations - with each party asking the same questions that had been asked a million times before.  You asked me why I let you go. I asked myself why I didn't do it earlier.  It was difficult to find the strength to leave, knowing that you had sacrificed so much of yourself for me, http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/W5PLJcXlH3Q/bittersweet.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)1http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2011/12/bittersweet.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-7298607623137520187Sat, 24 Dec 2011 23:55:00 +00002011-12-26T11:34:54.062+11:00quotes   And merry Christmas to all those who celebrate. :) http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/ydbURCpWdGc/embrace-life.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2011/12/embrace-life.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-7359054626760630932Wed, 21 Dec 2011 00:39:00 +00002011-12-26T11:39:33.649+11:00 It's been so long since I've stayed up all night talking with newly made friends, a throwback to those university days where everyone was on holiday and work didn't matter.  One of the guys I met was leading a life I'd always dreamed of - traveling the world, taking photos for a living - I could only wish to sample the type of experiences he'd had one of these days; but conventional living http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/tM1a9Yo-Kuk/storytellers.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)0http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2011/12/storytellers.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-6952513672997130105Sun, 18 Dec 2011 02:27:00 +00002011-12-21T13:27:38.144+11:00quotes http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/7PK3ZGVhztw/to-love.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)2http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2011/12/to-love.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-6326427657080041923Wed, 14 Dec 2011 02:00:00 +00002011-12-15T03:06:23.112+11:00 I have a confession to make.  I have always been very health oriented - this has reflected in my choice of career and my lifestyle, among other things. I have always seen health as something that is all too precious, something that we seem to take for granted so easily.  Sometimes I can be slightly harsh towards those who are on the unhealthy side, but it's tough love. It's a concern to mehttp://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/MDuWBQEw1j8/love-your-body.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)2http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2011/12/love-your-body.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-2880821277713782613Sat, 10 Dec 2011 17:24:00 +00002011-12-21T13:27:38.130+11:00quotes http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/gXl8ii7h5y4/no-apologies.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)1http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2011/12/no-apologies.htmltag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7302209.post-432942410808548285Tue, 06 Dec 2011 16:50:00 +00002011-12-07T03:50:00.408+11:00 You looked at him like he meant the world to you, and he probably did.  He held your heart in his hands, and I could see the way you both fed off each other in that strange, twisted relationship of highs and lows. It was an addiction, an unhealthy one that neither could free themselves of, and regardless of the anything anyone would say, they would continue on that strange, rocky road of a http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/acekrusher/~3/eGcc61h0wYc/addiction.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Miss Aida)2http://acekrusher.blogspot.com/2011/12/addiction.html