Airevolution (Irsyad Tahir)

NEW BLOG!!!

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Mon, 15 Jun 2009 14:37:00 +0000

From NOW ON... MY BLOG IS!!!!

http://word-of-live.blogspot.com/

SO... Till then... good bye... Airevolution... XD

Change... At Last...

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Thu, 04 Jun 2009 16:22:00 +0000

Its been more than year...

And this blog has been obselete.. hence... I'm creating a new blog...

The address?? well later then... XD

A Birthday Tribute

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Thu, 08 May 2008 01:55:00 +0000

On this date and time 18 years ago, I was born into this world. For 18 years I've grown up and this is who i am NOW because of my 18 years of life-changing experience.

And this year, I would give this birthday gift not to myself, but to those who INSPIRE and MOTIVATE me during this crucial stage of my life, as a TEEN.

And here it is....

Tribute To My Teens Years Role Models (2003-2007)

2003 (A New Dawn)

Well during this year, I stepped into the world of SECONDARY school and into teenage hood... Wow, sounds COOL right... lol. Hmm to start off, for the next 3 years i will be stuck with this school, NOT that i HATE it... LOL... Though this year, all my badge(all the form 1) was put in the afternoon session and i was thrown into 1 Dinamik (the top 2 class)... Furthermore in the afternoon session, there is only the form 1's and the form 2's as compared to the morning session which consist the rest (form 3,4 and 5)

OK, finish with the intro, now during this time (wow just enter a new phase of life... I'm sure you have someone to look up RIGHT???) There is this one senior of mine who caught my attention (well other than her physical attraction, LOL) her characteristic was somewhat i can related to. In a way, I felt comfortable speaking, interaction with her.

Well her name in Nadzmin Izzati and she was born on 05.04.1989 and to add more information, i was chosen as a prefect, so there is this mentor apprentice thing ( well she was not my mentor) but i observe her interaction with various attitude of students and how she manage to adapt, then i adapt her way to my everyday life.

But the reason that i REALLY look up to her is because she can understand how i feel towards life (as during that time, i was consider an outcast within my peers just because i have a wider exposer to life)

A bit of fast forward, she change school in 2004 to Sri Cempaka Cheras until SPM where not my mistaken she got 8A's for it (congrats!!!) and move on to study in Australia. Right now, i bet she's doing a VERY good job in AUS.. and in a way , I'm proud to have her in my list of tribute as i can consider her as one of the most successive senior I've known and also her as my role model for 2003.

2004 (Empty Transition)

To be honest, only 2004 i don't have a Role Model, why???

1st, during this year form 2's are the seniors of the afternoon session.

2nd, as a prefect, i have to act as mentor for the junior prefect.

3rd, there were some minor setback with my relationship with my peers and all (though in 2003 it was improving)

Yeah, it was kinda tough that year. But as it progressed, especially after Level 2 Prefect Leadership Camp and also KL Chess Open. I found myself with MOST arguably the BEST role model ever.

This idol of mine, is Sheikh Shafiq Sheikh Obid

2005 (PMR-Process of Mentally Reconstruction)

Sheikh Shafiq Sheikh Obid, Head Boy for Term 2004/2005. He so far, THE ROLE MODEL for me.

Why??? Simple

The way he carries himself...

His way of leading the school student to a better horizon...

Hmm well honestly, MAYBE because i felt that he is charismatic and visionary in what he do. Plus he is a very HARDWORKING guy. He, for me stand above all his peers and not only as a Head Boy, but also perform in Chess and also Academically, which he got approx 8 A for SPM.

After acquiring a diploma in CAT, he is now doing ACCA in UiTM Shah Alam for his first year.

Above all, I wish and believe that he will do well in the years to come, not only in University but also in his career days.

2006 (RMC- Mental Torture Department)

Hmm, this should be fun to explain him... LOL

Well I would say this year (2006) i enter *above. Because it was tough OK???

And one of the other reason i stayed on is because of this guy.

Raja Muhammad Ashraf Raja Khalif

433445 ( i hope i got it right) plz don't be mad at me.. XP

So who is this guy??

WELL??? He's my company leader ( as we called it SUO (Senior Under Officer)

He was incharge of my company which is Foxtrot.

By far, compare to my previous role model.

In terms of management and how to handle welfare, R.M Ashraf is the best.

Why, because the way he leads the comapny is SO inspirational.

Even i follow his way in the3 way i manage things...

Other than that, he was awared the Commandant Prize (The Best Student/SUO) for 2006, and I was PROUD of it as i was honour to serve him

Now currently, he is in NDU (National Defence University) formally known ATMA. Doing a course in... Hmm i cant remember... heee SORRY AGAIN!!!!

But now he is doing well there.. And i hope one day he would be PAT of Malaysia.. YEAH!!!!

2007 (Trinity Year)

As a second year in RMC while mingling with the fourth year (which also the same age as me...) at first we have ALOT of disagreement... it was in its climax during end-2006. War almost broke off..

Thank god it did not come through as that. Not only a solution for both parties of our badge, but also thru our new commandant (though he was not DIRECTLY involve) he sub-consciously influence us as a whole badge ( Vulgrareign-2006 intake and Revo-grade -2004) to be one.

From that on, I knew that after the passing out parade and the graduation of my previous role model, this new commandant will be the next one.

Well his name is Syed Zahiruddin Putra Syed Osman and the first NAVY Captain the commandant (which previously was ONLY the from the Army division are allowed to be the commandant).

Anyway, what I like about him is that the way he organized the college for his first and final year at college as a commandant. He single-handily brought back RMC to its Glory Days and also set the yardstick for the commandants to come.

During his crusade, he met many challenges as he want changes to the college. Almost 65% of the college staff, teacher were against him, including the Director of Studies (i mean different in opinions)

Though thru determination and his vision, he DID it. I believe he did the IMPOSSIBLE.

Because of that he is my Final Role Model for my secondary school.

To all who will read this and are reading this now. Bear in mind that because of these people above this, I have become what i become. Thru their Walk-The Talk, be the one who create opputunities and so on. Because of this I dedicated this post to these wonderfull people who change my life forever.

Regards

Irsyad Tahir MN

08052008 0955

Emotional Intelligence Quotient EQ [ 1st Trilogy ]

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Sun, 20 Apr 2008 03:05:00 +0000

SELF

Self??? Do I mean about our self???

The answer is YES!!! YEEEEAAAAHHH!!!!

So... this for me can be divided into 3 parts

SELF-Emotions
SELF-Awareness
SELF-Management

EMOTIONS
Before awareness or anything, we have to

perceive
understand

our emotions.... so WHAT's perceive out emotions huh???

Well???? To detect one's emotion and its surrounding environment..
To this extent, we have to detect, it does not mean we HAVE to understand... Its all about detect emotions....

So??? understand????

Hmm... Understanding EVEN one's emotions takes time what else if other's emotions???

So experience is one of the key to understanding, its thru leaning experience that we can IMPROVE on our UNDERSTANDING emotion's....

AWARENESS Hmm... Base on Goleman reasoning on Self-Awareness... is the ability to read one's emotions and recognize their impact while using gut feelings to guide decisions...

Gut feelings??? WOW, i never expect this.. lol
Well in short gut feelings for me is the unconscious emotion that we tab during unexpected event...

Now moving on... XP

Thus after perceiving and understanding one's emotions plus tapping to our unconscious emotion....

We are what aware of our self in EMOTIONS....

Thus, we tend to make decision base on these 3 reasons....

MANAGEMENT

Now, this should be easy.. Ngee....

Well, once we are aware??? WE MUST CONTROL!!!!

If not... We can easily be MANIPULATED, PERSUADE and so on..

Thus control means to adapt at certain circumstances....

Simple... LOL

Yeah right!!! Control is simple... Hmm...

Well my next POST will be on Social.... XP

Emotional Intelligence Quotient EQ [ Prequel ]

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Fri, 04 Apr 2008 17:52:00 +0000

EQ??? An ever changing meaning...

A topic that I've been wanting to talk about for like since the start of my blog and also I've promise in my last post... hehe...

Well the reason for this post is simple... From most of my previous post, almost everything is regarding relationship, friendship, principle and also sometimes inspirational post... Most of this I believe its all related to the Emotional Intelligence Quotient (EQ).

To tell you the truth.. the meaning of EQ is constantly change.. and for tme to get the right definition its almost impossible. Though the meaning and all.. Please fill free to visit Wikipedia, over there its more extensive and comprehensive about this EQ stuff... FYI this post would be a summarization of the article and also my personal input of this topic... so here's the wikipedia website address for EQ...

(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emotional_intelligence)

Ok??? Now let's move on...

Hmm... I would say that most of the article can be summurize by saying that all the teory of EQ is almost the same and the ONLY differnce is how to measure it. And this summerize teory is divided in to Sub-Heading

Self

Social

Relationship

Well now some might say that I'm using the Goleman Model and all..

To that extend, yes and no.

Yes, because I use this as an outline for my summary.

No, because I have diffrent views about this topic and also i will put some of the base model of EQ.... X)

Well... Thats just the intro... hehehehehe....

Because this is going to be a LONG ONE!!!! So yeah, next stop will be on SELF...

MATURITY??

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Tue, 01 Apr 2008 05:38:00 +0000

MATURE OR NOT TO MATURE...

Do people sometimes says to you that you mature??? And deep inside of you says that...

REALLY???

So why people say your mature???

While most of the time you thought that your not....

So how do you judge maturity???

Can it be describe in...

Words???

Thought???

Action???

Views???

What??? It is SO subjective right....

Well then what is the point for me to talk about maturity right....

Honesty, because of this few quote...

"If you say to yourself that your MATURE, then your NOT"

Sabariah Arshad (my mom) XD

She said this to me when i was about 13 or 14 years of age, when i ask her whether i'm MATURE already or not, thus she reply with this quote.. and it makes me wonder...

Now it makes me wonder whether when people say it to you, do you really believe its true... I'm MATURE... YEAH!!! lol

Again it's all come to you because no one can REALLY judge you...

There can all say...

"Hey i believe your MATURE enough to do this..."

"Hey i like the way you think, its so mature...."

"For your age, you sound VERY mature...."

But again it really comes to you...

ARE YOU MATURE????

Maybe in some cases right... it depends... lol

Well here comes the second quote... heee

"Maturity does not come by age, BUT thru not only experience and observation.... BUT also thru a balance EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)"

So how can EQ come into play???? hmmm... well that i think i will be disscussing in my later entry, and also please do REMIND me... haha...

So this quote, hmmm... well... experince of life and observation of people aorund you, and also how you interpreted it, as this i suppose is one of the factor to EQ right???

haha...

Well i guess thats all.. till then.... Please be entertain by my blog music.... some inspirational songs... lol

p.s. the second quote... hehe... i made it myself... it just came to me... so what do you think.... LOL

DOES THIS TELL YOU SOMETHING????

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Sun, 16 Mar 2008 14:23:00 +0000

Did you know ???

Did you know that when you envy someone,

it's because you really like that person?

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart,

are real weaklings and most succeptible?

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are :

I love you,

Sorry

and help me

The people who say these are that actually need them or really feel them,

and are the ones you really need to treasure,

because they have said them.

Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?

Did you know that those who dress in red are more confidence in themselves?

Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy thier beauty?

Did you know that those who dress in black,

are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?

Did you know that when you help someone,

the help is returned in two folds?

Did you know that those who need more of you are those that not mention it to you?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writting than saying it to someone in the face?

But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face?

Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money?

Did you know that if you ask for something in faith,

your wishes are granted?

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true,

like falling in love,

becoming rich,

staying healthy,

if you ask for it by faith,

and if you really knew,

you'd be surprised by what you could do.

But don't believe everything I tell you,

until you "try" it for yourself ,

if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned of,

and you know that you can help,

you'll see that it will be returned in two folds.

DID YOU KNOW THAT YOU COULD ALWAYS COUNT ON ME???...

AT THE MOMENT,

TIME AND PLACE THAT YOU NEED ME,

CALL ME,

I WILL BE THERE WITH YOU !!!!!

XP..

MALAYSIA DECIDES 2008

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Sun, 09 Mar 2008 07:56:00 +0000

The First In 50 Years, The First in 12 General Elections

In the name of God, The Most Gracious & Most Merciful

Yesterday, as the nation anticipates the counting of votes of the Malaysians, the country saw are mark able history in its own general elections drama. For the first time a major political shift happened in 5 decades where the Alternative Front or the BA swept clean five state wins for them to govern Penang (DAP-PKR), Kedah(PAS-PKR), Perak (BA), Selangor (BA),and still retaining the Kelantan state government with a 2/3 majority grip over the DUN.

For the first time ever over our very own legislative branch, the Parliament (House of Representatives/Dewan Rakyat) which was before this monopolised and controlled by the National Front or BN, the BN government will no longer have the luxury of freely promulgating policies the citizens showed their anger and dissatisfaction towards the previous government by denying the ruling coalition a 2/3 majority which was an advantage to the BN many years ago.

What did went wrong for the Abdullah Administration? But what we know is that the citizens are right, they don't want to retain the status quo, they voted for change. In the eyes of the majority of voters, they punish those MPs who cannot deliver, cannot do the right job for them, so they kick him or her out too, signalling aincreasing trend of voting, favouring the personality of candidates fielded and not the party as the main factor.

Even if you are considered a senior politician, or a certain party's heavyweight, that too does not serve any immunity from the citizens to axe you out from the people's government.We witnessed one by one the fall of these politicians, from Datuk SeriShahrizat Jalil, Datuk S Samy Vellu, M Kayveas, Koh Tsu Koon, Aziz Samsudin and a band of others. If people think you are not fit for the post, then you don't have the chance to represent us.Same goes with the newly-formed state governments of the BA, where the coalition must prove themselves of worthy to represent their people and be a government for all Malaysians. No sad feelings for the lost of Haron Dinin Arau though.

Its quite interesting too for us to realize that family politics are quite obvious in the recent general elections. If he was the lion of the Malaysian legal sphere, the let his arguments too be heard loud and clear for Karpal Singh, and for the Singh trio, as both his sons won their respective state seats. Mahathir have a say too you know, Mukhriz would be ready to continue his father's legacy.Its the rise of Anwar is me in Malaysia,his wife and daughter seemed unstoppable and that image is powered by the influence of the PKR de facto leader, Anwar Ibrahim. Regardless what Chandra Muzaffar's analysis or S.Nallakarupan spoke of his evilness,the Malaysian society wants Anwarback. Now Abdullah will face a double trouble, yes with Khairy as MP its pretty clear that there would be a direct influence of Khairy upon Pak Lah's leadership, and this aint bogus,and there is no need to convince the public, they know it will happen anyway! Job well done for Kit Siang and now his son is CM of Penang.

If now is the time BN would start to think what they have done wrong,better you slap yourself and forget about it! You better start correcting your policies and never anger the society, work harder and don't be corrupted. Remember, if you don't fear the One who is watching from above,just remember that now we the people have more eyes on you, to spy on you,to observe you, evaluate you and if there is something fishy, we'll go and prosecute you.

Thank you to God,remember, we just denied your sweet majority in Parliament, you just lost5 state governments too. If this Tsunami wont scare those career politicians who only wants to get fat and build palaces or even a jobless money-profiting politician, you better be just or we'll just pull the flush.

Now Malaysians have voted for change and what does that mean?

A MESSAGE THAT WE NO LONGER WANT TO BE DECEIVED!

Article was written by

'Ahmad Amir Azfar Shahidan'

09 March 2008

HEROES

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Sun, 20 Jan 2008 16:13:00 +0000

We Are HEROES in Our Own Way...

Hahaha... Well this time is not the ordinary entry i used to do... Its about why we are a HERO in our own way... So what to do think eh???

The first quote that i will be talking..

Who's life have touched you, Who's life have you
touched

Aaron Foo Chee Mun

He gave it to me last year when i ask him to write an appreciation letter to me... He told me what he meant by it.. and it has HONESTY touch me...

Well before i says what i mean by this quote... Let me tell how i get to know Chee Mun.. First time i met him was during my 'I am Gifted So Are You' Camp in Estin Hotel near Damansara... This was during end of May 2007, honestly he was not that prominent as he was a Programmed Director during that camp.. So we were not that close then... But we started to know each other more was during my SCP class... And he was our coach... By that time i started to ask people around me to write an appreciation letter to me... So the 10th class... I ask him to write to me the letter.. That's when he wrote that quote to me... And he explain to me what is all about.. Now.. He is consider as someone that i can trust.. In a way he's a HERO to me...

So what does this quote mean eh??? Well 'Who's Life Have Touch You...' this first verse for me means that does anyone in your life have change you, have make to a better person, someone that comfort you... etc... It means here that in the course of your life.. Have you realise that the person around you have touch you?? Well maybe now.. But anyway let's move on to the second verse...

'Who's Life Have You Touched' this means a HERO inside you... Yup... this actually have a thousand of meaning.. The main purpose of this verse are that in your life, have you ever thought the people you have met, you have bring impact to them... Let's look in HERO, they actually impact the people around them, thus we can consider our self as heroes...

Now the second quote that has something to do with today's entry...

We Are What We Believe We
Are

C. S. Lewis

Well as you know, that C.S. Lewis is the author of the Chronicles of Narnia and this quote is just mean that what we are is all what we believe we are... So if we believe that we are HEROES... We are... even though we don't have extra ordinary powers... Our mind is the most powerful of them all... Its just a simple quote and just by reading it, you can understand it there and then...

Hard Times Don't Created Heroes. It is During Hard Times When The 'HERO' Within Us is Revealed'

Bob Riley

Honestly I've only heard this name... And this quote would be the last quote for today...So this says it all... Why..during tough time.. it only our self that we can depend on.. We are the true HEROES... that is all what it meant... I know, its says here a HERO within us is REVEALED only during hard times.. But we never realise that we have always have a HERO in us... Helping others... Touching others... this is just part of it... It's our humanitarian part and leadership of us that make us a HERO...

I think that it is the same where the quote... A Leader is Not Born, But is Created Thru Experience... i can say the same with HEROES....

A Chain Reaction

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Fri, 18 Jan 2008 16:13:00 +0000

What Reaction... haha.. XD

This time its nothing to talk about.. hehe.. Today actually what i want to talk about is... More about myself.. XD.. Of course this time the Blog Entry has nothing to do with today.. XD

So what am i going to talk about eh??? Hmm.. Well i think this time i will talk about my WISHLIST... hehehe.. as followed..

The Original Command and Conquer 3 Tiberium Wars also with the expansion pack Kane's Wrath...

An appreciation letter... hehehe

A watch with only colour's of Orange and Black... hehehe

A television series 24

CD by Paul Van Dyke (except the album In Between)

A True Friend...

Someone that i can ... NVM..

Well i know its a bit over... But this is what comming out of my heart for 2008 especially no 6 and 7...

So what is the chain reaction eh?? Well at first i told you there is no connection... But looking back... Nah... This time i want you guys figure it out... XP

Till Then... Adios...

Irsyad Tahir MN

Purpose of (airevolution.blogspot.com)

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Fri, 18 Jan 2008 08:21:00 +0000

My True Intention...

When i first started this blog, I thought i want to make like my online diary.. That's why my first entry was like one... My passing out parade... a dairy of some sort.. haha.. But as i gradually made my next entry.. It was almost the end of the year... So i approach it as a general review of 2007... Then it change to why i name it AIREVOLUTION... it had evolve from wanna be a online diary to a better understanding of me..

Next up was 2008... A wanted to make it different from others... So i state why do i expect the world to be in 2008... Then is was clear what are my true intention of this blog... To give my opinion and views on subject that we take for GRANTED... Family... Friendship... Relationship... Love... this is just part of it..

But as you know some of the entry was some what a personal feelings... Well in a way i want people to see me and accept me of Who i Am... That is why some of the entry were a a bit personal... I mean this blog.. in a way I'm discovering myself more... And by letting your view out... You have a better understanding of yourself.... This blog was not created for people to read for fun... But in a way i want people to read it it.. and REFLECT it... That is one of my TRUE INTENTION... To help people understand themselves better...

So read it... Feel free to read all my entries... And look back.. Think it through... And i would really appreciate feedback from YOU!!!

Regard

Irsyad Tahir Md Nazri

Five Language of Love...

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Mon, 14 Jan 2008 17:50:00 +0000

5 Things You Should Know... XD

A continuation of the previous topic of LOVE AND RELATIONSHIP... Sort of... lol... So what is it eh.. Well the first time i heard of this FIVE LANGUAGE OF LOVE was early December 2007 and believe it or not.. Before this i never knew it even existed.... hahaha... So what is this all about??? Well it says here that there is 5 Language of Love and different people have different way of communicating their Love Language.... By the way what are the languages.....

Doing Errands
Spending Time
Gifts
Physical Touch
Affirmation

So this the 5 Language of Love... and i would STATE again that different people have different attributes... As example some people are more dominant on SPENDING TIME... this means that he/she prefer to spend more time with his/her love than the other... and of course in the end the affection level will rise... Maybe you can apply this in your relationship... First discovering what type of your partner dominant language of love and than you can approach your partner better and more effective...

This is also apply to family... I mean for example most of us teenagers want LOVE from their parents, but sometimes there's argument and so forth... Its not like your parents don't love you.. Its only WHAT LANGUAGE OF LOVE that does not match our dominant LOVE LANGUAGE AT OUR AGE... Because our parents work TIRELESS in this context in (Doing Errands) to us... But that's not our dominant language... That why they say we take for granted and so forth.. Not that we are not... But we don't communicate the same language of LOVE between us and our parents... That's the cause of it..

In a way.. A better understanding of your most dominant language of love would be good for you as you understand better and embrace it further...

Lies And Deceits...

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Mon, 14 Jan 2008 05:12:00 +0000

The Consequences Of Lie And Deceits..

'False words are not only evil in
themselves, but they infect the soul with evil.'

Socrates

I just got it in one of my books... So lets get to the point... False Words... in these context means lies and deceits... This can be observe in both friendship and a relationship as both of this sometimes encounter problems and challenges..But I'm not going to discuss both of this... As today is all about the quote itself, and mainly of what i observe in daily life... As most of us are not aware this deceits change our life's for the BAD...

So what are my observation... well.. see for yourself... You can tell by the person itself... As example my close, had up and down with his complicated friend... and at one time it break up.. Because there was a dishonesty between and also mistrust.. and this is how he said to me as this happen... 'I'll never the OLD me again...' But in the end it was solve but it definitely took it told to both of them...

This is just one of the observation i made.. And just imagine it was never solve... In a way what I'm saying is never lie in a relationship and in friendship.. Because this can cause HAVOC to the world... I mean you can see, most of the global social issues is cause by LIES and DECEITS.. i.e. Iraq War... Insurgence of Sudan... Foreign Policies of US... and etc... Just by this see the consequences... NEVER PEACE... Well that's all i suppose what i want to say...

After 2 Weeks In 2008...

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Sat, 12 Jan 2008 17:03:00 +0000

Two Down, Fifty Weeks To Go!!!

Well it has been a trancevolution 2008 i would say... lol. I mean that in the first days was a bit of transition, First we have to get use of saying 2008.. And another thing is on I'm not going back to ROYAL MILITARY COLLEGE. It just felt different, as i USED TO HATE GOING THERE, but know i can't believe that I'm going to say this... I MISS GOING TO RMC.... So yea.. A different way to start 2008, and a different expectation this year too..

Other than my expectations on my SPM, i hope to SHARE my KNOWLEDGE and EXPERIENCE in DEBATE in my old school (SMKTSW). I've spoke to the head subject teacher, and she says that it was a good idea, so yea i might be working sometime as a Trainer i suppose...

Other than that, my expectation is to IMPROVE myself on TRAINING SKILLS and also on SOCIAL SKILL... But this other one I can only WISH... i want a relationship.... lol. Its a long shot i know...

Other than all of the above, i want to become a better person in all aspect...

Qoute... hehehe

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Sat, 12 Jan 2008 15:36:00 +0000

Fear In The End Leads To Suffering...

“Fear is the path to the dark side: fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering.”

Yoda, (Starwars Episode 1)

This quote is quite true... ahahx...

Yeah why??? Because I've actually fall for it... But thanks for someone, i'm better than before...

So what does this quote mean's??? What DARK SIDE??? Well in life contexts... DARK SIDE MEANS A NEGATIVE PERSONALITY OF A PERSON, ie Arragont, Selfish, etc...

But what I'm SAYING IS THAT NOT ALL FEAR LEADS TO THE ABOVE QUOTE... it all depends how you face the FEAR... But if you live in FEAR.. Well thats a diffrent story...

Think for yourself.. What do you think this quote means??? All can i say is that for me, this qoute change me to a better person.

Love To Hate

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Fri, 11 Jan 2008 03:44:00 +0000

A New Meaning..

I'm just f**ked up!!! You know, IT's BEEN TO LONG I KEEP TO MYSELF. I can't TAKE IT ANYMORE.... Not that i GIVE UP ON LOVE, it's just....

Every time i fall for someone, it always end worst than the beginning... IT's JUST I FELT THAT THE LEAST PLACE YOU WOULD FIND LOVE... It's there.. I just maybe suck in THIS.. You know, helping others is easy... Sigh. This is the worst ever in my SO CALLED EXPERINCE OF CRUSH AND LOVE(which now i'm sick of it).

Even i just want to earn the TRUST, its like GOING TO HELL... I'm sick of it. I'm just BLOODY HELL PISS with this... Love to Hate..

I meant what i say in my definition of love... But IT CAN'T WORK if the OTHER PARTY does not RESPONE, in this case MOST OF THE TIME OCCUR IN ME!!!!!!!!!! I can list all the NAME's... Just to you guys know who is this people are...

BUT... I can't.... Why.. easy... I respect THEM!!! EVEN its HEARTBROKEN, FINE... I'm willing to scarifice my EMOTIONS... This me... I AM WHAT I AM FROM MY PAST EXPERINCE..

PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE... IT WILL SHAPE ME!!!!

To note, i'm not directing this blog to anyone. But if you feel offended... ( WHICH I DON'T THINK SO) I apologize.

Now... What i feel is that... it has became HATE from what is was as a feeling towards someone...

Trust...

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Tue, 08 Jan 2008 06:39:00 +0000

TRUST.. FINDING ITS HARD...

Trusting someone would be very EASY right??? lolx... What am i talking about... F***... Now about this topic... I should be writing this BLOODY topic... Its just so NOT my TIME.... Owh well... Trust isit??? Wait.. before that... i just want to let it out... DAMM.... I HATE IT.... Arghhhh never mind... okokok... back to the topic...

TRUST, in definition its a word that describe a value toward someone that we can rely on. Someone that is trusty... Or what ever you called it... Sigh. Of course you could just trust any TOM DICK AND HARRY... But whether they have good intention of you... That you have to ask them... Because you can never tell what is the other person telling... SO DON'T ASSUME...

For me trusting someone is hard...why, it can only gain time and how the trust was establish... I mean if that person give you a BAD IMPRESSION (NOT FROM WHAT PEOPLE SAY ABOUT THAT PERSON)... The time for you to trust that person its longer.. its just simple... If that person is just nice, friendly, honest with you... It would be easier to TRUST that person, why because that person seems very comforting to you and when you start to TRUST that person, you tend to OPEN UP.

You know.. Its very different saying into the blog than talking.. You readers might feel that... Nah this person would write this... DOES he meant it???

Well all i can say that for those people who know me... Judge me NOT by WHAT PEOPLE SAY ABOUT ME... BUT YOUR OWN INTERACTION OF ME, OBSERVATION ABOUT ME, AND HOW MY INTERACTION OF ME... If i have a mistake or two... TELL ME because i want to constantly IMPROVING MYSELF.

Relationship And Love???

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Mon, 07 Jan 2008 16:00:00 +0000

Relationship and Love...

Wow... I'm talking about this and never had one... This would be interesting as i for the last few years... Been observing the twist and turn... The ups and downs... Almost everything about a relationship... Actually relationship is a relation towards someone, but love is a feeling towards a person you're having a relationship with.

LOVE

So WHAT IS LOVE???? Well its SO SUBJECTIVE ISN'T... Its all depend on how you define ACTUALLY... lolx... But ALL experience LOVE right??? I mean you SO CALLED FIRST TRUE LOVE... Sigh. Well MOST OF THE TIME LOVE in this context is a intense of relase of hormone were during this time, i mean most of us experience this during our TEEN years, and of course as you know during this time your level of hormone is very unpredictable. After awhile.. as you grow older you start to understand LOVE, in this stage you would probably define LOVE as a feeling of belongings toward the person you have feeling with...But for me LOVE is a feeling belonging, trust, caring, honesty, towards a person.

RELATIONSHIP

So what is relate with RELATIONSHIP??? Well you have to have a feeling of LOVE first if a relationship were TO WORK.. Because it won't work if one or other don't have similar feelings towards each other. But what if at first you have the feeling but as its grows you tend to lose it??? Well RELATIONSHIP its like FRIENDSHIP, why because its always full of challenges, hardship and in a way LOVE will bind it together.. Even in LIFE, if LIFE WERE SO PERFECT... WOULD YOU THINK IT WOULD BE BORING... Its in the nature of MANKIND to be attracted to perfection but also toward challenges... That's what make LIFE FUN... Same goes with RELATIONSHIP, YOU HAVE TO WORK ON IT.... NOT TAKE IT FOR GRANTED... Of course as times goes... It starting to get boring... That's a sign to heat things up with something new with your partner... FOR ME THIS IS WHAT RELATIONSHIP IS ALL ABOUT....

So that's what i think of LOVE and RELATIONSHIP.... XD

Assume Nothing

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Mon, 07 Jan 2008 14:00:00 +0000

Assumption is One of The Base to Destruction

Wow, this is a very heavy topic for me to talk about... Well firstly i admitted that in due course i have assume a lot, and as a result of that... Friendship start to shake and even break. But for the past year, I've been working hard to erase this BAD HABITS and slowly it starts to disappear... So if I ever assume you guys, I APOLOGIZE. That is why now I'm writing this topic because i don't want people to REPEAT my MISTAKE.

Well the reason why i say that assumption is one of the base of destruction in a relationship or friendship, why... Because in most cases i observe is that even close friend tend to assume his/her friend about certain things, and ended up arguing and broken friendship. I mean why is this?? Moreover when someone wants to make acquaintance with you, people around him/her give their opinions about the person. Although it's fair to give opinion of someone BUT for the one who's listening who maybe once or twice meet him/her, is it fair to make a full conclusion of that friend???

Now by making that assumption, in regard you're making an ASS of YOURSELF and not GIVING THE BENEFITS OF THE DOUBT.. In this case its a LOSE-LOSE situation. I lose a friend because of this, a friend that people around me accuse him of being BAD, but the real thing that this person is ACTUALLY a fine person only having social problems... Its a SAD ending to this story and I'm not going to tell what happen next.

So yea.. Never assume what people say about another person you BARLEY KNEW, because you never know that maybe this PERSON would turn out to be your TRUE FRIEND of THE ONE FOR YOU...

Our Deepest Fear

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Mon, 07 Jan 2008 08:23:00 +0000

Our Deepest Fear
by Marianne Williamson

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that weare powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens
us.

We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking sothat other
people won't feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine, as children do.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within
us.
It's not just in some of us; it's ineveryone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give
other people permission to do the same.
As we're liberated from our own fear, our
presence automatically liberates others.

Me, Myself And I

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Sat, 05 Jan 2008 03:44:00 +0000

Message To Those Who Think It's For Them

Me...

Me... I felt that people always assume about me....
Me... Even those people who are close to me...
Me... Is this what happening to me...
Me... Why is this happening to me...

Myself...

Myself... Even i constantly improving myself...
Myself... Part of me always hammerded myself...
Myself... For what i am myself...
Myself... Its never complete...

I...

I... I want to find someone...
I... Who I feel that person would never assume me...
I... Who I feel that person would be honest with me...
I... Who I feel that person would just open up to me as a friend...

Me, Myself And I...

I felt that part of MYSELF is lost... But its still a long way for ME to judge it...

Friendship????

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Fri, 04 Jan 2008 07:04:00 +0000

My Wish Of 2008

Well what is friendship eh??? To this there is many definition... To what qualities MUST have in a FRIENDSHIP??? How many types of FRIENDSHIP there is???? Again its SO SUBJECTIVE.... And what is got do to with my WISH OF 2008???

Well FRIENDSHIP for me is very simple... For me... It is divided into 5 level....

Acquaintance
Friends
Close Friends
True Friends
Soul mates

Why??? Simple... you can't straight away classified all to one because first of all you won't know their TRUE PURPOSE of being your friend... Some are GOOD while some are BAD. So when you start a friendship... where do you normally place them first???

Normally some people can easily open up and straight away trusting a new FRIEND. But most of the time, when stepped into a wrong foot.. It can ended up in TOTAL CATASTROPHE. So what happen next?? Well this type of person start to close up themselves and VERY RARE open up to even his/her friends who have know him/her for quite sometimes which before this is was OK...

To this case, it maybe due to over trusting someone to a point that exposing him/her-self so much that when THE TRUTHS IS KNOWN... the person itself literary broke apart. And to piece it back together, not only its hard... BUT PAINFUL... because most cases, either they are AFRAID TO OPEN UP ONCE AGAIN or they run AWAY FROM THEIR PAST... Its sad... And MOST OF THE TIME ONE CANNOT DO IT ALONE.

So which one are you?? Now let see some of the qualities of friendship that must have in a TRUE FRIENDS and ABOVE....

Honesty
Love
Integrity
Supportive
'Never-say-DIE' Attitude

Well... Why i put 5??? and the first one is HONESTY than followed by others??? Simple... if both party are honest from the start... it will eventually lead to the rest of the qualities....

So else to say??? Friendship for me is that I WISH PEOPLE AROUND ME ARE MORE HONEST TO THEMSELVES AND PEOPLE AROUND THEM. AND ALSO I HOPE TO FIND A TRUE FRIEND OR EVEN A SOUL MATE IN 2008

Family Bonds

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Thu, 03 Jan 2008 06:59:00 +0000

Family Bonds (What makes a happy family)

Owh well... 2008 has arrive and this topic would be one of many topic that i want to give opinion about. FAMILY BONDS. Why?? Just look at the current status quo.... Just look in Malaysia for example, Family are being broken as we speak, teen's are becoming wild and disrespectful towards their parents, even to an extent of murdering them. These family that i spoke off was not a broken family at first but rather happy family. So what cause this??? Financial problems?? the parents??? The children??? NO... None of the above was the main factor the broke up.... FAMILY BONDS was it. If you have family bonds, Hey... Every challenges that we encounter, even financial problem, social problems, teenager's problem.. They will make it thur, why??? Because of they have a very strong FAMILY BOND. But let's take a look outside our country... I.E. Iraq.... Sudan.... Palestine.... Most of the African Nation..... Family Bonds are there, BUT most of them (Children) don't have any family.... So here a question for YOU.

DO YOU APPRECIATE WITH WHAT YOU HAVE??? OR NOT???

Actually it does not matter if you have a single parent, or no at all... Family comes from ANYWHERE... Even your friends are your family, your peer's are your family. BUT A WORD OF CAUTION, choose those who give positive influence to you, and that can lead to a happy family. What i meant at the above context is that HONESTLY not only i have a family at home but also a COACHING FAMILY, and also my SQUAD FAMILY FOXES 0607. These kind of family are friends that you can share with and so on. Even in my SQUAD FAMILY some of them DON"T EVEN HAVE A FAMILY. So yeah we should be grateful with what we have. Because family bonds came with GREAT UNDERSTANDING, LOVE, HONESTY, COMPROMISE... and a lot of other VALUES.

HAVE YOU BEEN TRUE TO YOURSELF BEFORE TO OTHERS???

With that i can conclude with this topic

2008 Transvolution

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Mon, 31 Dec 2007 23:30:00 +0000

2008 A New Horizon

New year!!!! But what is there to expect this year??? Since 2007 Malaysia has celebrated 50 years of independence, what is there to expect this year??

A change in weather climate???

A new world order???

Just the same like every year???

-WAR!!!

-DISCRIMINATION!!!

-GLOBAL WARMING!!!

What is it???

Well personally i expect CHANGE!!!

Global Warming for example..... I think this year its going to rise even more than 2007, and IF WE DON'T DO SOMETHING, we are going to be in MAJOR PROBLEM!!!!

So what do i expect....

The government impose more awareness toward the society than the current NGO's doing...

The society must ACT. Remember this quote..

'We do not own mother nature, but borrowing it from our children'

WAR.... Well as you know in today current status quo, there is alot of insurgence... SUDAN for example... Between the tribes, have WAR.... Where is the PEACE??? Even now not even the FIRST WORLD COUNTRY ARE IN PEACE... U.S for example....

So what do i expect.....

ACTION

ACTION to prevent WAR

Not another WAR!!!!

'Never fight FIRE with FIRE, unless is the LAST CASE SCENARIO'

DISCRIMINATION... Again this like has been the issues since like the dawn of time!!!! GROW UP!!! SET THAT ASIDE AND LIVE IN HARMONY!!!!

'I want change, and change can only come within you first..'

Origin Of My Name

noreply@blogger.com (I. Irsyad TM Nazri.) — Sun, 30 Dec 2007 17:00:00 +0000

Airevolution (Irsyad Tahir)

Every name has a meaning, and when a meaning has found we have to live by the name given to us. So what have you've done to live out your true name??

Well is you well know that my real name is Irsyad Tahir bin Md Nazri. As a matter the name itself carry its own meaning, i mean in arabic my name has its own meaning. Well the name given to me by my parents were to remember my grandparents name both from my mother and father's side which is Arshad and Tahir. My father decided instead of Arshad, he suggested my current name instead which is Irsyad. So that my name would not be confused with my grandfather name during my visit to my grandparents house. So that was a brief introduction of my name.

The meaning of my name can be interpret in many ways, as example Irsyad,Arshad,Rasyad almost means the same which means bearer and in malay means (petunjuk). While Tahir,Tahirah means clean, light, right path and also (suci) in malay. In contrast my name can be interpret as a bearer to the right path in life, someone who change peoples life for a greater and a better life and also bearer to the path of light.There is alot of way to

Well when i found out my true meaning of my name, i was memorize by it. I mean to life up to my name its a huge challenge. And i felt that i have to live to it

But now finish with my current name, now the other name that i created myself, Airevolution. Well this name its origin is a bit weird, it started in 2006 whereby my name i fancy it by changing it to firstly Err_shut Tar_hare. Then i change it to Aire_shut Tar_hare. But starting in the mid-2007, Airevolution came into my mind is it is a combination of my name and the word Evolution which means a natural change of the status quo. In contrast my name Irsyad i want it to be combine with Evolution so i decided Aire_shut with Evolution to become Airevolution. So my name in this contexts means an ever changinging/improving/evolving into a better person in all aspect.

In conclusion of this i can say that Airevolution (Itsyad Tahir) means a person that is constantly improving himself to change people's life when its needed. But that is just the meaning of the name. But to live to it its another story.