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Head Bondage

2011-11-15T04:39:45Z

After watching Lee Harrington Intricate Head Harness on Kink Academy, I knew I wanted to try it and as luck would have it, I had a date night with PG. I asked PG if he would be interested and he said, “yes”. After watching it together, we sat down on the mat and he got started. After the foundation was tied, he started tying more, I was floating. It was intimate, connecting and special.

Tying so close to me, covering my eyes with the cord and running it in my mouth and under my jaw so I couldn’t speak. Touching me and letting me float with his hands on me, the connection between us building and it taking us where it did. I loved the restriction that it provided not being able to see or talk, simply enjoying.

He was surprised about my reaction and how fast it hit me, we weren’t expecting it but both of us are looking forward to more.

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Blocked

2011-11-15T02:12:00Z

I’ve been finding it more and more difficult to write, granted time has been limited but every time I go to write, I’ve been holding back and filtering myself. I use to write off the top of my head, sometimes having an idea about what I was talking about but I wouldn’t question myself or write a couple of paragraphs and then delete it.

I want that freedom back but I know it starts with me…lets give it a try. Any tips to share?

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The Vancouver GrUE is coming back!!

2011-11-05T03:08:26Z

The international renowned GrUE is coming to Vancouver on March 2nd-4th 2012 for the second time.

What is a GrUE? A GrUE is a kind of unconference that is participant driven and self-organizing. Instead of imposing a firm schedule with classes set in stone, it is generated by us. Presentations, discussions, skill shares or fun exploring are all things you will find. The GrUE brings you the opportunity to learn, grow, share, discuss and explore topics that you are passionate about. What are you passionate about? Topics have ranged from gender, D/s, rope, taboo play, impact play, polyamory, negotiation and anything else that we want. There is room for it all at the GrUE!

For more information about the GrUEs check out the official website and The Care and Feeding of a GrUE from Graydancer’s website.

The Vancouver GrUE is made up of:

Friday night: Meet & Greet – TBA
Saturday: GrUE at Maritime Labour Center (1880 Triumph Street) – Times to be announced later – lunch is included with your ticket.
Saturday night: MVK Play Party (1880 Triumph Street) – 8pm to 1am – $20 admission
Sunday Morning: Graydancer’s World Famous Cheap-Ass Pancakes – TBA

If you came last year, we have secured a bigger and better venue to allow more room. We are using the same venue as MVK and the GrUE party will be the MVK one. MVK is also helping us out by letting use their equipment!

Everyone 18 and older welcome (you do have to be 19 to attend the party but everything else you can attend). You can also check out the Vancouver GrUE fetlife group for discussions and the previous year info. Tickets are on track to sell out this year, get them soon.

You can buy your tickets from the Eventbrite page, meeting me in person or Interac Money Transfer (message me for my e-mail address). No tickets will be sold at the door and once we sell out, no more tickets will be sold.

Accessibility info will be released as soon as it is obtained

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Away

2011-10-18T03:38:13Z

I haven’t been nearly as active on here lately, life has been wonderful, challenging but also busy. I’ve been spending a lot more time working on myself and exploring different aspects that I’m still trying to figure out. Sometimes, social media can be draining and I needed the break from it for a bit to dig into my self a bit more.

I’m unfortunately also resting my ankle which has been bothering me for just over a week now. I thought I was doing better but it started acting up again at Rascals so I’m trying to rest it as much as I can. For me, when I’m sick or injured, it’s rough. I don’t like being forced to take it easy and not do stuff. I would rather be able to go out but choose not to then having to say no due to a physical limitation. PG and I are opposites when we get sick/injured, I tend to crave more time with friends in lower key ways and he prefers to be alone and distract himself. We have both talked about it and realize how we are but both try our best to take care of each others in our different ways. Today, he was really sweet and picked up some groceries for me as walking is painful. When you are injured, doing something like going to the grocery store is challenging and painful. Your mind tells you it shouldn’t be a big deal as it usually isn’t but as soon as you step down, your body is saying no, rest.

The next couple of weeks are going to be great. PG and I are celebrating five years together. I still can’t believe how the time has flown by and how deeply in love we are. I’m still in love with him and we keep growing together. We will be having a private night this Wednesday for dinner and play, a friends Halloween party this weekend and then a special surprise planned for the beginning of November. I’m also heading down to Seattle for Leather Reign on November 11th and I’m looking forward to seeing some of my friends and the workshops. I’m hoping to write more whether it’s private or public and keep growing.

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2011-09-30T01:21:27Z

The view after the sunset

My collar has been broken for a while, I had a lovely braided leather one but with lots of wear and being exposed to the elements eventually it was beyond repair. We decided we wanted something more permanent however we couldn’t find anything that suited what we both wanted it to be and something that I could wear at work.

After months of looking, I found one that really hit me and sent it to PG. Once he saw it, he agreed and we contacted the maker and started the process. We were sent kits to make a mold out of our fingerprints and sent them back. After waiting for a bit, we got the necklace back. We were intending on waiting till our anniversary before putting it on me but were debating about him giving it to me sooner. We both missed the feeling of me wearing one and the connection when we are apart.

It was our Wednesday date night and we decided to head to the beach and enjoy the sunset. PG asked me how I felt about receiving the collar that night. I was unprepared but it felt right. We picked up sushi and headed to the beach where we enjoyed the sun shinning down on us. After a failed gelato run, we headed back and found a spot right on the water. We watched the sun go down, cudding up with each other. He pulled out the collar and we both shared some very sweet, loving and private words before he put it on me.

It’s been a few days since I’ve been wearing it and I love being able to feel the weight of it on me. If I’m having a difficult day or miss him, I simply hold onto the heart and feel closer to him. Wearing it is a physical symbol of him always being there with me.

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PG Birthday

2011-08-30T03:17:47Z

I wanted to make PG birthday extra special this year and one day wasn’t going to be enough. On the Wednesday, Thai food, drinks and an after dinner cigar treat was the plan. We were in a public park so we weren’t able to do much play outside but he was able to ash in my hand discreetly.

Cigar play on PG birthday

I wanted to get down on my knees but being discreet and having it as our little secret with others around added a different element to it. After relaxing and hanging out, we headed back to my house for a shared bath. There is something sweet about bathing together, getting close in the tub and scrubbing each other clean. Afterwards, we went into my bedroom where he was able to get anything he wished out of me. We both ended up passing out together, cuddled up and enjoying the pleasure we just had.

Part of the scavenger hunt

The second part of his birthday was on Sunday. I wanted to surprise him and thought of the idea of a scavenger hunt. I picked out some gifts

from Maui Kink (who were amazing). I thought of little clues, got fancy take out containers, hide them and left the first clue out. I asked him to arrive, open the door and go along with what he found. I ended up being able to mostly lock myself in to the bondage mittens and attach them to the bed. The final clue took him to me.

He started out with using the nipple stocks that I got him and he took it from there. I want to keep those memories between us but I ended up with a sore ass, nipples and both us with big smiles on our face. It was a very happy birthday for him and being able to make him happy means the world to me. Happy Birthday Sir.

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Where have I been?

2011-08-30T02:12:37Z

It’s been really busy the past little bit with:

Paradise Unbound
Seattle GrUE
PG Birthday
Another friends birthday

Back to back weekends in Seattle area took it’s toll but I had a blast, learned a lot and strength and formed new connections. I’ll be writing about more experiences soon but thought I would stop in and say hi. Summer is always busy but how has everyone’s summer been so far?

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August MVK – impact, intimate and service

2011-08-08T05:16:19Z

August MVK was wonderful, I wrote about the first part of the night with us co-topping here. After we had some water and calories, we found a station to use and talked to some friends as the floor was a bit quiet. After we caught up a bit, he ordered me naked and strapped me to a spanking bench. This bench has built-in straps which makes it lovely to use as you are secured but have a little freedom to move around. He started off with spanking me and just feeling his hands on me made me feel warm and turned on. At that moment, whatever he wanted to do with me he could. It was a lovely, mixed blur sensation with him spanking, paddling and whipping me. I would sometimes jump in response to the sensation but I enjoyed receiving everything that he gave me. He came up to me towards the end of the scene and told me to count down from 10 and thank him for each hit. It was lovely doing an impact scene there as we could be as loud as we want and not worry about my screams or the sound of the toys. He undid me and sat me on the floor, kissed and cuddled me before we cleaned up and went to the after care area for a bit of private time and come back a bit. Unfortunately, my tummy was acting up and I had to sit up so we decided to be social while I was all floaty.

It was lovely seeing friends and talking, PG took very good care of me and made sure I was well taken care of. I completely give myself to him when we play and tend to fall deep. It can take awhile for me to come back. We both love it and it’s fun not having to be forced back right away. We were hanging out and talking when PG saw someone he hasn’t seen in a while and have played with previously. I was too floaty to co-top again and I wasn’t sure if she would want that but she wanted to play that night. We were trying to find someone for her but I felt good and could tell he wanted to but wanted to take care of me. I mentioned that I would be good if he played, I just needed to stay close. It can be hard for me to be around people who I don’t feel good energy from when I am all spacey so being able to sit and lay down in the dungeon close by was perfect (there were a couple of people there that I get bad vibes from). They had a wonderful scene and it was fun watching. I enjoyed helping him with things that can make a difference like getting them water so it was close by for afterwards and getting some chocolate to keep their blood sugar good late in the evening. They ended up switching play stations in the middle of it so I ran off to clean up the stations in between and afterwards. It was a service that helped him and made their scene better. I ended up spending the last part of their play with Cake too which was nice, great company.

The party was ending as they finished so we headed out, dropped off Cake and then PG and I had some lovely time together connecting before he let me orgasm and tucked me in for a good night sleep. I love MVK events and this one was so much fun.

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August MVK – First public co-topping

2011-08-08T02:45:02Z

Life is pretty good right now, I’m floating in such a happy space after this weekend. This Saturday was MVK and we had a full night. PG and I co-topped together for my first time in public. Our friend, cake was our willing victim. After getting to MVK and socializing a bit, we found a lovely high table to use and claimed it. After she was on her stomach, we started dual spankings her for warm up before grabbing canes and working on her behind. It was fun coordinating our hits with each other so we didn’t end up hitting each others canes. I wanted to play the Oh Canada game with her. How it works is that you get someone to start singing the national anthem and you try to distract them. If they screw up, you start distracting them again and they have to start over. It was fun but she didn’t know the lyrics so I tried to help her by giving them to her a couple of times but in the end the distractions won. I especially enjoyed watching her bum turn from pink to red. I really wanted to play with skewers and we both figure she might need a break from the caning. It was so much fun, scratching over and over again and poking her, hehe. Her back and bum was nicely marked so we decided to flip her over before rolling a dice which would determine how many cups she received when we flipped her over. A 3 ended up being rolled.

PG tied coconut rope around her breast before we cuffed her on her back so we had access to her thighs and her breasts. I started applying the cups while PG had some fun doing breath play. I couldn’t resist having some more fun with skewers, I love how she reacted and her skin. We had some more fun with the violet wand and used the attachment where I hold onto it and the shock comes out of me. It’s fun being able to shock with your hands and what was funny was when PG would go to touch her, he would get a little zap so he insulated himself for a bit. After zapping her with my hands, PG handed me wartenberg pinwheel and that was really fun. It would zap her and her reactions were beautiful. We slowly started to bring her down at that point with PG doing some breath play and I was playing with the coconut rope, pulling on it before we uncuffed her, brought her back and made sure she was okay.

It was great fun co-topping and especially at MVK. We didn’t have to worry about noise and it’s always lovely having the equipment there. Cake was a wonderful bottom, really expressive and fun. PG was supportive and helped me a lot when I got nervous before. We were able to communicate well without even talking and feed off each other to make it a great scene. I can’t wait till we can do it again. I’m hoping to write another entry soon.

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Salt scrub and life

2011-08-02T01:49:01Z

Life has been busy but in a delicious sort of way. I’ve noticed that I had energy missing the past bit. My doctor found out my iron was low and now that I’ve been correcting it, I’ve been noticing a difference which makes me happy and much more me. Now to spend a bit more time blogging but when the sun is out, it’s hard to stay inside.

One lovely thing that I got up to was last night, a friend of mine took me to a Korean spa which was absolutely lovely. There was a hot tub, cold tub, wet and dry sauna, salt, charcoal and earth room along with other services you could buy. I decided to indulge in a salt scrub. I was warned to soak in the hot tub or else it would be painful for at least 30 minutes prior. I much as I was tempted to see how it would feel with a brief soak, I following the directions and glad I did.

I absolutely loved it, the feeling of baby soft skin and relaxation was priceless. It was complete different from other spa treatments I have. Typically you have to cover up more (underwear on or a towel) where there, naked is the norm. They work over your whole body, spread your legs open, scrub your ass cheeks, breasts and everything but your nipples and vulva. There isn’t that barrier that is usually there but it took getting use to it as most services are more cautious about touching you. There it doesn’t seem to even be a though. It’s how it should be, treating your whole body and not just the skin that a bikini exposes.

It’s just a perfect little place filled with downtime and good company (if you choose to bring some). I think I found a new thing to indulge in though and highly recommend it.

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