tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130Fri, 17 Feb 2012 00:48:22 +0000bloghttp://altdotconform.blogspot.com/noreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)Blogger553125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-9141811908640798161Fri, 29 Jul 2011 07:32:00 +00002011-07-29T03:32:13.221-04:00what is this feeling called love. who fckn knows. I am pretty unhappy ATM. as usual. don't know why I'm putting this online ; can't think of why I ever would havedo e something so silly. whoever reads this: tell my story. I'll do the same to you.http://altdotconform.blogspot.com/2011/07/what-is-this-feeling-called-love.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-8501735258879026317Fri, 19 Feb 2010 17:17:00 +00002010-02-19T12:17:32.286-05:00EXT. THEIR APARTMENT (main room windowsill) - DAWNFrom outside we see into the main room of their apartment. The set is bare, devoid of furniture and decoration. The crew assembles the set and leaves. An alarm clock rings from off screen, and CHARACTER A (JOHN) enters looking like he just woke up.INT. THEIR APARTMENT (eating AREA) - MORNINGJOHN is in the dining room, sitting at the round table http://altdotconform.blogspot.com/2010/02/lynchianscriptthesecond.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-3162878008205919411Wed, 03 Feb 2010 05:07:00 +00002010-02-03T00:08:47.444-05:00SECTION 11. EXT. LOOKING INTO THEIR APARTMENT – DAWNFrom outside we see into the main room of their apartment. The set is bare, devoid of furniture and decoration. The crew assembles the set and leaves. An alarm clock rings from off-screen, and CHARACTER A enters all sleepy-headed. 2. INT. THEIR APARTMENT (DINING AREA) – MORNINGCHARA is sitting at the table, dressed and eating cereal, etc. CHARB http://altdotconform.blogspot.com/2009/12/lynchianscript.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-3015792975032799569Thu, 22 Oct 2009 21:37:00 +00002009-10-22T17:37:57.153-04:00A SERIOUS MAN (2009)dir. Joel and Ethan Coen, with Michael Stuhlbarg, Richard Kind, Fred Melamed.    A Serious Man, the latest offering from film-making brothers Joel and Ethan Coen, presents us with the truest representation of the universe we live in: completely unpredictable, and occupied with exaggerated stereotypes of human beings that still manage to be true to life. Alongside this theme ofhttp://altdotconform.blogspot.com/2009/10/serious-man-review.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-9125149334866559295Sat, 07 Feb 2009 03:30:00 +00002009-02-06T22:35:24.335-05:00these are my last days here in stanstead. i've made up my mind to: make a concerted effort to direct a 30-40 minute short film, as best as i can, despite no motivation whatsoever due to loss of morale.i've made up my mind to leave when it's done, or when it becomes apparent that it is impossible to do, to leave then. either way, i'm on my way out. these are my last days in stanstead.something i http://altdotconform.blogspot.com/2009/02/last-days.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-1253033577912693417Fri, 06 Feb 2009 04:43:00 +00002009-02-05T23:47:06.063-05:00sent home for a bunch of hours to work on my treatment. i ended up dozing off watching the simpsons. i had dreams where i was fully immersed, i was another person. i don't remember them, but i remember waking up and being confused at where i was and who i was. i find that loss of identity refreshing.they were those dreams that take 5 minutes irl but seem like forever in dreamland.interesting http://altdotconform.blogspot.com/2009/02/more-on-dreaming.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-8757202771237330426Thu, 05 Feb 2009 05:11:00 +00002009-02-05T00:19:45.354-05:00so i re-read that thing i wrote about that i dream i had about charlotte. that dream was, for sure, one of (if not the most) powerful dreams i have ever had. it affected me for days. i couldn't get over it; the sense of melancholy, and love.but re-reading it, i am struck with its futility. what can i do about it. go and marry charlotte? she won't be the girl i want her to be. build a house that http://altdotconform.blogspot.com/2009/02/dreams-are-futile.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-8575360257593530222Thu, 05 Feb 2009 04:57:00 +00002009-02-04T23:57:47.478-05:00fasting is difficult. i could eat food, and no-one would know but myself. am i so important? is it so worth it to be honest with myself? i haven't yet figured out why i am doing this, though.i guess that i just will do it. i mean it's only two more days.http://altdotconform.blogspot.com/2009/01/fasting.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-314833937911449241Fri, 26 Dec 2008 04:34:00 +00002008-12-25T23:46:47.717-05:00before it's too late. merry christmas. i don't think i've missed one yet?the most important day of the year is christmas day. the most important part of christmas day is the morning. i spent christmas morning alone.tansy said she had knocked on my door around 10:30. i didn't hear it? i don't know. she spent the morning with kim, a tenant in the building who kind-of sometimes helps out at the http://altdotconform.blogspot.com/2008/12/merry-christmas.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-3328872271685422108Wed, 24 Dec 2008 06:44:00 +00002008-12-24T01:44:36.788-05:0012:50 AM 12/23/2008i know that these things are true: i love you and i hate you.i saw those boots outside your door, and i know what they mean. i tell myself to be a robot. to feel no emotion. made of steel and circuitry.i can steel my body and abuse it and do more than i should for you, but my heart is red and giant and every look from you is shot from a ballista.i love you and i hate that i am http://altdotconform.blogspot.com/2008/12/hate.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-6883803003605132449Tue, 09 Dec 2008 04:07:00 +00002008-12-08T23:12:42.538-05:00i will not live in a basement.i will not live with another.now i want to film.http://altdotconform.blogspot.com/2008/05/08-235-ii.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-5717902546228727144Sat, 24 May 2008 02:56:00 +00002008-05-23T22:57:45.432-04:00the scribble i drew to see if the pen is working spells jin.http://altdotconform.blogspot.com/2008/05/08-235.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-2412201417565785347Sat, 17 May 2008 03:00:00 +00002008-05-16T23:04:22.316-04:00http://altdotconform.blogspot.com/2008/05/08-516.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-4664634815487147862Sat, 26 Apr 2008 04:18:00 +00002008-04-26T00:19:34.788-04:00i have never tried to make a movie.i've never even filmed with a camera.whenever i think about making movies, i realize that i'm not really that interested in the process, and that i know nothing about it. i want to make films, but....http://altdotconform.blogspot.com/2008/04/08-426.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-5427103628472401269Thu, 24 Apr 2008 03:50:00 +00002008-04-23T23:52:39.859-04:00there was a pretty girl at the arcade and a hundred more out on the street. someday i'll grow up and i'll know what to say to them. someday i'll grow up and be famous.http://altdotconform.blogspot.com/2008/04/08-423.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (u.m.todoroff)1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12025130.post-422549551916129105Tue, 04 Dec 2007 06:13:00 +00002007-12-04T01:13:35.808-05:00