blue language, in the heat of battle.

2008-07-03T14:55:00.002+08:00

im in a happy mood, bye.

2008-06-28T13:09:00.002+08:00

boo, i've opened another new blog outlet. see you soon. :)

recall what happened.

2008-06-26T12:31:00.004+08:00

yesterday was bad, not gonna bore with details. i know you're in a sensitive mood, thats why i didnt say much except a dozen apologies and cheering words. i can never be mean to you, or anyone whom i consider my friend. i go the extra mile for people i care, and for you, i went all the way. just hoped you'll realise that, and we'll talk soon.

thanks to love for cheering me up with markers, food and love. sorry to drench ur mood yesterday. i know i can never give you enough credit for the love you've given me, and the amount of adoration i do feel for you. time will show, trust me on that one.

missed my paper, had food poisoning. wasted my time waking up at 6, going to school at 7 only to find myself puking in the school toilet cubicle. fcuking waste of my time.

cant find a pic that describes my mood now. wornout/physical pain/emotionally drained/sleepy. got any pic for that?

weather's not helping, at all.

still breathing?

2008-06-25T09:25:00.004+08:00

two papers down, five more to go.

yesterday's paper was alright i must say, MUCH better than what i expected. altough i missed to study my NIA, it was alright compared to last yr.

watched Get Smart yesterday with love and jacole, brillant funny movie that truly took all the exam mood away, hahahah.

i've just outgrown that phrase that's all.

damn sugarr tempted me to get a DS LITE. damn damn damn. lol.

load of bull to me.

2008-06-23T16:17:00.004+08:00

exams are her, my soul's not. hello exam screw-ups, i'm here again.

this is just a random entry to show my dislike for exams. and i just loathe the people who judge others by their grades, fcuk off if you're one of those superficial brainwashed losers. i believe there are much more to a person than just education qualities.

or at least, thats how i console myself.

bye, im off to economics literature and history exams. if i survive, there'll be future posts. and im not being pessimistic here.

look at me and smile. or go.

2008-06-18T16:04:00.007+08:00

   bff and me. show some love. <3
   Full House has yummy noodles. :)
   no food = grumpy anita. hahah.
   act only. lol
   <3 <3
    japanese bbq. :)
   twin's natural self. hahahahahah.
     some self exposure. lol
   dont they look like long lost siblings? :D
   love drooling at the menu. hahahah.
   my virgin ride on a lorry, freaking cool.
   dining at Harry's. try their baby ribs! :D
   my favourite platter. :)
   love love love
    mahjong night yo. :)

this diligent girl went to school voluntarily today, damn proud of myself for mugging by myself in the school today. :) missed dim sum with jacole darlings, i swear i miss their bitchings. hahahahah.

oh, and stained my skirt AGAIN in school. make that twice in a row. thank god its the holidays and no one did notice.

love's dashboard says its 177 days till my birthday, 2#$^%$#@$>. that's so long damnit. oh and love got a white furry/wooly/cutesy/funny/cuddly/fluffy kitten! so much fun playing with her, makes me actually like cats again. lol. i had the worst childhood experience with cats, i swaer it was a real painful one.

4 more days to exams, screw mid yrs, im just gonna hide the red marked report from my mum. heh, but i did mug okayy dont judge me stupid midgets.

sugarr! lets go mugging together, see me you will feel more motivated. hahahhah.

moderation to this world of mine.

2008-06-17T08:57:00.002+08:00

its 9am, i went to school at 8 and came back in ten mins. didnt realise my fcuking period came and it stained my skirt, i swear my face was as red as my soiled underwear. okayy maybe its a bit crude, but i ESPECIALLY GOT UP AT 6AM TO GO SCHOOL, FOR NOTHING IN THE END. bloody hell.

love went for his lecture, now im just waitin for my skirt to dry, boo. yesterday was a good catup with love, just lazing around and talking about nothing but us. i felt the connection once again, the reason why i had given my heart to this very man. prancing around him, giggling at the silliest things, insulting the bans, hahahah.

i was just telling love, im terrified of pain, and i wouldn't want to give birth. on the contary, i want to adopt children from thrid world countries. i want to save some little children and show that they are entitled to love too. rather than giving birth on my own, i want to save a life. some of my mates have objected to this proposal of mine, saying its stupid that i'll regret or the child will take take me for granted, i think its RUBBISH. i will do it, watch me. im not crazy or just thinking for the fun of it, im perfectly seriously as any woman who wants to give birth.

minyu, im sorry i didnt contact you for the past week or so, been quite preoccupied with stuff ehh. real sorry, hope you still watch my blog and see this. :)

bff, pictures please. hahahah, i miss you truckLOADS larr. and you, ang caiyun are not forgiven for ditching us, for the 12345678976t5r4e3234567times this year.

yawn, im sleepy again.

daddy, heart.

2008-06-15T16:24:00.004+08:00

happy father's day. :)

sorry for the lack of updates, no pictures yet from bff, love and i have been spending everyday out, and i still heaven started mugging. lol. 8 more days to exams, feeling really repulsive.

been bit moody towards love, sorry for lambasting at you so many times these two weeks, i promise i will change asap. i will. :D

oh, and i really did attend history lecture on friday, so freaking happy. hahahah, cheap trill for me.

i'll start blogging for REAL again sooon.

ciao. :)

ps. ( nicoollleeeee sugarrrr, dimsum dimsum! )

2008-06-12T11:27:00.002+08:00

im here to revive my already dead blog. :)

bff stayover had been a BLAST. thanks for the love bff, i love you too ehh. the updates, mahjong sessions, midnight mac, fish&co, and drinks at Harry's. enjoyed it all, every moment's gonna be attached to my heart. :) sorry for drinking too much and vomiting my guts out last night in ur toliet, not very glam ehh heh.

11 more days to exams, shucks.

pictures soooooon, after i edit some.

byebye. :D

beek-a-doo.

2008-06-09T07:15:00.001+08:00

few of my favourite things. :)

reality check. high school must have sucked for some. :)

happy birthday sugar! :)

no oh no.

2008-06-08T18:48:00.008+08:00

   food glory.
   nice. :)

   happy birthday sugarrr. :)
   hahahah, caught in action.
   omg, EQUATOR. HAHAHAH.

shopping. :)

   jacole were the ones looking at the menu please. :D
   waiting, and waiting. lol.
   both of them opened the doors at the same time. lol.

whoever said guys make faster decisions.

sorry for the miss. been having too much fun. :)

aquamarine birthday treat for nicole with love and jacole was simply fun. the lobster, oyster, parlines, "st mar/bleu CHEESE", sharks fin, salmon and indian bread was just so good and fresh. went shopping afterwards, both guys got shirts from quiksliver, while sugar and i got ANOTHER pencil case, and we have a pretty good time. oh, and love and i got shoes for us, and one for mummy dearest. :) been so long i laughed so much, crappy jokes at my rojak and salad not included. hahahah, inside joke. blew 200 bucks that day alone, bank account's dlepting like googoo, but nvm its the hols. :)

been staying over at grandma's, everyday's full of fun, cooking and mahjong goes so well together. i have been lagging on my mugging, and im really guilty on that part. heh, i missed ALL history lessons, i know i totally deserve a slap for that, but im gonna study soon eh, i will i will. trust me just one more time. :)

im back home, munching on godiva, life's very sunny for me. gonna mug tomorrow, then its bff stayover on tues wed and thurs. so frigging excited. the mahjong, gossip, shopping, food, pillowfights. oldschoollove, never fails to make me really happy. jellybellygoogooboggie. :)

caught kungfu panda today, rate it 6 out of 5 stars, every should go watch it. super entertaining and humorous, no one will ever not like the movie, trust me on that. :)

sugar, we should MUG. hahahahahahahah.

bbyebye humans, im off to watch simpsons.

rwrr.

2008-06-04T20:46:00.002+08:00

i've been good. besides vailing on school lectures that is. been to ikea two days in a row, yummy food makes me and love real happy. so gonna force my ass to intl history tomorrow, if not i swear im going to screw up. life's good so far, miss bff though. heaven seen her for, err, 2 days. hahahahah, i love holidays. and ikea makes living so much more worthwhile. so there sometime, it'll make you happy. best part, no lil stupid kids running around. kids meaning the so called "secondary school kids with low EQ AND IQ of a child". hahahahah.

bye, not gonna blog for the next few days, off to meet bff, marina mandrian with sugarr and spice, and all time my love love love. :) have a fab time, i know i will.

it pays to be optimistic, tough at first but good in the long run.

flunk it like a pro.

2008-06-02T20:37:00.004+08:00

sunday was mahjong at quintet with lovee and family, corny jokes love. met up with bff for tea and tarts at delifrance. their service sucked to the core, but they have nice tarts. try the sampler tarts, in crab, egg, tuna, chicken and peach. yummy. :)

i've just realised that yesterday was like first time in 1233445677545 years i've not blogged in a day. kind of like a self note. and im not delcaring stuff like i've lost the vibe to blog, because i blog random and non-cynical stuff. lol, went k-boxing and western food today, i swear im depleting my bank account, again. arghhh.

tomorrow's some shit test on cambodian crisis, screwwwwww it. i keep reminding myself thta my majors is in 20 days, but my body just doesn't seem to replica that same info into urgency, fcuk. oh wait, no fcuk, i mean OH NO. bff thinks im turning to vulgarr.

oh, and my stomach's not well, been puking everything i eat for 2 days. funny thing is, im not losing any weight, but nothing is going in at all. grrrr.

edit it.

2008-05-31T21:04:00.003+08:00

shopped the entire afternoon in town, ended up with nothing. yuck, gss sale sucked to the core this year, and obviously the high end labels are all out of reach for poor me, hahahahah. after sex and the city, i've set a resolution not to purchase any high end labels for the rest of the year. yes love, not even aldo or coach. im gonna splurge all my moolah into the bank, oh yes i will. after i get the aldo stringlese and crumpler that is. i will stop at that. but i still fully welcome high end label gifts. hahah. :)

while im typing my entry, sugar and spice are out having Raffles hotel buffet, suckerrsssssss. hahahahah.

here's wad i fully look forward to in week 2 of my holidays:

-session of ean badminton with bff darling

-love by my side everyday

-Marina Mandrian Aquamarine with sugar and spice

-history fcuking boring lectures

-curse the air born diseased for snatching my seats in the commutor trains

-mug

-cupcakes

- yummy beach road prawn mee

-plans for stayover with bff and twin

yay, i proclaim to the entire world i love my holidays and the thought of school will make me puke profusely. period.

im sorry love for being a bitch today, and made you shop with me from 12 noon to eight. you're the best. :)

with fine wine.

2008-05-30T13:31:00.003+08:00

SEX AND THE CITY MOVIE = AWESOME.HOT.SEXY.BLAST. :)

had an awesome time at the movies with love. i like movies that puts me in a happy blissful and sweet mood. plus point, its with love.

sitting at starbucks takes blogging to a whole new level, there are a whole load of things that i wanted to blog about, but the smell of coffee beans and muffins had just made me feeling only happiness. people in bad moods should just go to starbucks, honestly.

oh a more sour note, i've offically wasted four days without mugging. shucks, shot me. but besides the fact, i've spent everyday being a happy girl. :)

now, i feel into the holidays. :)

Ps. love's the only label that is timeless.

sweet and loving.

2008-05-28T16:21:00.005+08:00

monday was spent in school, then imm frenzy with sugar and spice. lol. supposedly to mug, but in the end, its was sushi, daiso shopping, bitchings and food galore. hahahahah, not suprising eh, JACOLE+SLIVITA love. :)

finally met up with bff and twin darlings, had lots of fun, catching ups, sweet MOF desserts, plans for stay-overs. :) in two weeks, we will have our share of fun fun. good ole times yeah, i truly enjoyed myself. :)

ps. i was in sch uniform because i tried to be dilligent and go schoool for consultation. but, yeah it failed. hahahah.

soulmate

2008-05-28T09:38:00.001+08:00

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

this is what counts.

2008-05-26T08:09:00.004+08:00

my little brother, i love you no matter what. i know you're not bad inside, that you still care for the little things. dont let this wrong step lead you to a life of regrets, we've shared practically everything and it hurts me to see you sufferring and i cant do anything. get well soon, and start anew. you're not like them, who has already closed their options, you still have everything. maybe, just maybe, i neglected you a lil, im really sorry. But im sure you're make you'll be okayy from now on, you're a fine kid, always my brother. let things blow over, and you know i'll be there. Think about it, and mend your life with us once again. i love you.

2008-05-25T10:24:00.002+08:00

yesterday night was crazy man. my brother and two other friends are confronted by this fcukign group of malays and within five mins, the group of EIGHT were hitting my bro, which was only THREE people. wtf, they kicked them and hit them, trying to snatch their belongings. MUTHA FUCKING LOSERS, ATTACKED THEM IN A BIG GROUP WASN'T LOSERISH ENOUGH, MY BRO SAW AN EMPTY BEER BOTTLE AND TOOK IT WANTING TO CONTINUE TO FIGHT ON, THEY SAW AND THEN RAN. YES, THEY, 8 PEOPLE, RAN AFTER THEY SAW A BEER BOTTLE. best part, THEY DIDN'T EVEN MANAGES TO GET AWAY WITH THEIR BELONGINGS. stupid brainless tactless shameless pieces of fcuking shitheads.

my bro's eye injured, swollen like hell plus scratches all over. his other friend Arthur, is hospitalised because someone hit his head and he's now suffering from a memory loss. luckily the other friend Jonathan is fine. sent my bro and Arthur to Alexenria hospital last night, came home only at 4 am.

happened around 9 plus pm at the busstop behind the jurong east library, be careful everyone, although they are pretty loser-ish.

FCUKING SMALL TIME GANGSTERS OUT TO ACT LIKE THEY CAN, BUT THEY JUST CANT. LOSERS. THIS MATTER IS SO GONNA BE PURSUED.

muffin miffin.

2008-05-24T18:33:00.007+08:00

okayy im done being an idiot. :D

i lost my cell yesterday, but a kind soul returned it to the general office in the evening. damn close. :)

sorry for cancelling on bff and twin, i thought i lost my cell thus had to go replace it. by the time i knew its not lost, too late already. :)))

ohh, but its the holidays! i have suprises planned for bff darling, and buffets every week with sugar nicole and spicy jack. hahahahah, i swear i can hold the record for thinking up corny nicknames for people.

love and i had a quarrel in the middle of town, hahahah tsk tsk. but we're cool now, he cheered me up with chocolately muffins from starbucks. i swear they have the best muffins, esp the U.S CHOCOLATE MUFFINS. :)

its funny how people who date and date claiming that they are not a believer of commitment. i thinks its all bull, everyone needs a soulmate, a partner, these group of people just dont realise it yet. deep down, they are afraid, and they'll regret because in the process of that belief they had hurt someone who had given his/her heart to them, and they just didn't treasure and now it'll hurt more for you. just because, they missed it. dont regret, its not too late yo. :)

im in an ultra good mood, feels like christmas. to all happy couples, cheers. :)

bye bye bye, yayness.

2008-05-22T20:42:00.002+08:00

imsooooexcited! :)

onemoredayandschoool'souttttt!

cantwaittokickstartholidaystomorrowwithlovedearest.

liberationhereicome!

its coming.

2008-05-22T07:16:00.002+08:00

i've been preetty lazy on school, yes i know love. had too much fun lately, now im looking at my cousework and think of suicide. hahaah, not actual suicide but, yeah something lik that. skipped school yesterday, wasn't feeling well. went to changi airport with love, supposedly to mug but i fell asleep. yes i did, typical of me. love sent me home, and in the evening he came back all the way to my home to send me porridge. aww, and my favourite food. :)

mummy noticed i've been slacking too, hahahah. thought she would give me a huge scolding/wakeup call. but no, lol. she motivated me in a ultra nice way, and promised me hongkong shopping if i do really well, as in pass all my subjects. yay, but from day one in millennia i've never passed all my subjects larr, ITS TOUGH OKAYY YOU MIDGETS ENOYING LIFE IN SLACK COURSES. at least im getting my a levels and i get to go uni. self consolation. hahaha.

im quite motivated to study, and love's been wonderfully encouraging me to do so, what a naggy bf i have. but i love him so he's pardoned. :)

so here's my plans in june:

-study

-buffets with sugar and spice

-crumpler shopping

-bbq/chalet with bff dearest

-save more money for post-exams shopping

-study

its gonna be a good june, remember anita remember hongkong. :)

hi-low.

2008-05-20T13:39:00.005+08:00

greattttt anniversary i had. was so fun i swear. :)

bought love's new phone, love's happy like crazy. lol.

headed to town and got new books from borders, dinner with sugar and spice at NYDC, totally not worth the money ehh. scouted around town, ate a whole lot of food, chicken meatballs, rice, cheesepancake, lemonade. :)

best anniversary ever, together with sugar and spice it was even better. pictuures soon, when i get them from love. :))))

school's over for the day, food glory later with sugar and spice. yummylicious.

anniversary love. :)

2008-05-19T08:47:00.004+08:00

happy six months love, i love you more than ever. these six months has been great, though we had our quarrels, arguments, we always come back stronger. its hard to pen down every though i have right now, will write them all down someday and present them to you. Because, its our secrets, our love. :) muachh. <3

im off to yummy food, and phone shopping. :)

doo re mi.

2008-05-17T19:14:00.002+08:00

i had a fun fridayy. :) gp paper, sucked. i kept sneezing and coughing thruout the fcuking papers, used a good 6 packets of tissue. wth right, felt kind of sorry for causing so much noise in the exam venue ehh. headed over to ikea with love, sugar and spice. hahah what corny but cute names. hotdogs yummy, then off to queensway for laksa and curry chicken, sold love's handphone for a preety decent price. :) we left seperately, supposed to meet to go track and field meet, but missed it because i was sneezing and sleeping. lol. but my attendance is marked, thanks to sugar love. :)

so, yeah, i missed track and field meet again. BUT WHO CARES. hahahahahahahah, so that's my friday for you.

monday monday monday monday monday monday monday monday monday monday monday monday monday monday monday monday's coming. :)