Apurva

Silly little Words

2011-09-18T10:30:00.000-07:00

Silly little words that I ever said
Did you ever feel the way I felt?

What I really meant you could never hear.
It was not my words which brought you tears.

What I brought for you, you could never see.
What you saw instead was never me.

Why didn’t you open the door when the wind was still?
The light that day could have shown you that thing.

You told me to wait so I was waiting till dawn.
Just because it rained you felt I was gone.

Silly little words, that you ever said.
Meant nothing to you, but it I really felt.

Fate

2011-03-16T20:17:00.002-07:00

No it’s not that far, is your house from mine.
Then why haven’t we met is such a long time.

I remember those days when you would sing aloud,
Just to make me learn that you are around.

You would come near my house & pretend you got some thing to do.
And wait for the moment so that I could peep out of the window.

I always knew you had some story to say,
Making of it you had spent the last day.

I always thought, I would come out today,
Ask you that thing that you wanted to say.

Walk few steps with you till the road goes along.
And at the end of the road I will hold you strong.

I will bring you close & whisper in your ears,
This story of yours I would like to listen for years.

But I always stopped thinking of a fear,
If you just ask me why have I come near.

How would I live the rest of my life
If this dream of mine happens to be a lie.

Just for one day be my Valentine.

2011-02-13T20:28:00.002-08:00

All my day is made up of you.
I think of you, so often I do,

When memories bring laughter or moments bring pain,
The fruitfulness of your voice says, live once again.

What time showed me was sunshine and rain,
What you showed me was the pleasure behind these names.

For we've come so far and there's so much to arrive
For the life we will live. I have just love to survive

Make little of what makes you cry,
Love you may not but give it a try,

So let's stir up our passion today,
Let bitter memories go past our way,

There is hope for joy and love above all
When ever my heart hears you call.

I'm so glad, I found a person like you.
May be like a child but I still love you

You don’t love me I know its fine
but just for one day be my Valentine.

If only you could....

2011-01-29T19:19:00.002-08:00

You never care you never look below,
There is some one walking with your shadow

Thorns in your way never prick your shoe,
Because they are picked by me before they touch you.

As long as I am there you will never feel the pain,
But a day might come when things may change.

Every step of your joy has killed my hands,
On the thorns one day when your foot finally lands.

Remember my love remember me dear,
But may be till that day I won’t be near.

Listen to what this mad monkey sings.

2010-11-11T01:07:00.002-08:00

I wana run this side, I wana run that side.
I wana climb a tree and jump beside.

With my tail I can swing from branch to branch.
I have a furry face and I do a beautiful dance.

I eat black olives and drink coconut milk.
It makes my fur go as smooth as silk.

I have a girl friend and her name is Kabana,
Everyday I gift her a peeled banana.

All you human people u all laugh at me,
Because you feel, I am a wild monkey.

I live every moment I live all my dreams,
But you have lost it all, to me it seems.

I am your ancestor and you are my lovely kids,
Listen to what this mad monkey sings.

Power Point presentation will take it’s time,
But why is that you have a face with out a smile.

FAR

2010-09-02T04:55:00.004-07:00

When the sun sets and the day turns to night.
From the edges of the world I can see a faint light.

I keep walking alone thru the coasts and the seas.
Wherever you are that’s the place I want to be.

I am trying to live alone but it’s not worth the trouble.
With you far away, there's nothing around which is humble.

I have been waiting since ages I have waited so long,
The promises you had made, hope may never go wrong.

I keep counting on days, I keep summing up nights
Waiting for some day, for you to be beside.

A barren Church is what my house now appears.
Even the eyes of broken walls are wet with tears,

My blood is so dry As if I am thirsty since ages,
Love is only found in some old torn pages.

I wish this throbbing thirst may just not kill me one day.
Because I don’t want to die without meeting you on my way.

A Journey thru Tata motors

2010-07-25T04:47:00.004-07:00

Life at Tata Motors has been quite like a painting.
But when I picked the brush, colors were missing.

Here came Ravi with red & cream,
Sachin sir added a bit of green.

Anil always had the brown & black,
Nitesh sir was, as flamboyant as Lilac.

Gentle & soft Tripathi sir added pink
Kiran had none, so he added camel ink.

Amit & Pranil were too close a fellow.
They came & poured a barrel of yellow.

The sky had to be blue & not a patch to be seen,
Narayan sir made sure everything was clean.

Vikas sir came & scribbled something in between,
Surprisingly all the grass started to appear green.

He was calm & composed but always on the run,
Mahesh sir’s efforts gave colors to the sun.

Things could ever go wrong, was just out of reason.
Because all was done under Katariya sir’s vision.

When all was set we did a small trick.
From sir’s cabin we took a yellow chit.

We dipped it in love and pasted it on the cover.
The seal on it said “FRIENDS ARE FOREVER”

Defeated but still a defeater.

2010-06-26T06:01:00.006-07:00

It was the chase between love & pain,
When loved pushed hard pain began.

Rains tapped, on the broken ceiling,
Wet mosses ate all my feelings.

I drilled her chest to find the heart within.
But what I found was all devils keeping.

I slapped her hard & she fell on the floor,
With an iron axe I cut her into four.

She beaded so hard & sank to death.
Smelling her blood I took a fresh breath.

Her death made me a peaceful fighter,
I defeated myself & felt like defeater.

Now no one can ever, make me bow down,
As I am stronger than ever & I hold the crown.

But who was she, whom I had brutally murdered,
A girl, a friend, or some old beloved?

She had made a promise to never let go.
So I had to kill her, to finish her show,

Now without her I feel so dreadfully complete,
Because she was not a girl, but my fear of defeat.

Tragedy of Disbelief.

2010-04-15T23:18:00.001-07:00

He was a magician; he could turn stone to Gold.
People looked at him, as if their breaths were on hold.

A chisel and a hammer was all, what he would need,
He would work so hard, till his hands would bleed.

He was called by the king to make a statue of his wife,
His wife for the king which was dearer than his life.

The sculpture was happy, but the king gave a condition,
If the statue wouldn’t be good, there would be a situation.

If the sculpture could not make a statue as beautiful as the queen.
The Statue will be broken & the sculpture would never be seen.

The stage was set and all things were made ready,
The queen was handed over to the sculptures custody.

It took him over a year and 172 days,
After such a time they came out of the place.

The queen & the statue were kept side by side,
And slowly from both of them the curtain would rise.

There was pin drop silence as all were so curious,
But when the curtains were raised, the king was furious.

With his naked sword, towards the statue he rushed,
With all his power he swung & thrashed.

To his surprise he could see the statue bleed,
It was not the statue but the queen indeed.

What the sculpture had done, was never thought.
He had made a thing more beautiful than GOD.

To the kings dismay he was foxed by his eyes.
Instead of the statue he killed his loved wife.

What our eyes make us see may not always be true,
But before taking a step be sure where you want to go.

Smile Please

2010-04-01T21:35:00.000-07:00

Hey girl, You know when you are upset,
Clouds say to the rains, Hey buddy that’s it !

Hey girl, You know when you don’t smile,
Winds are all still & my kites don’t fly !

Hey girl, You know when you don’t have a song to sing,
The birds are all lost & the flowers aren’t blooming !

Hey girl, You know when there is a tear in your eye,
It appears as if there are no stars in the sky !

Hey girl, You know, while you were sitting so quite,
The peacock lost all its colors & has turned white !

Hey girl, please do the world a favor,
Give a smile; Let coffee have its flavor.

Hey girl, rise up & come out running soon,
Let the world know, What’s prettier than the moon!

Things may get tough, Things may get crappy,
But O my dear, never find a reason, to not be HAPPY…

Take Care

2010-03-02T19:57:00.000-08:00

I felt I was free bird; I could fly like a cheel,
I proclaimed all around my life is full of zeal.

When I drove my car my accelerator kissed the base,
When on my bike I was always ready for a race.

My friends told me you could die one day.
“Oh. Shut up buddy adventure is my way”

My wife was so worried & always told me to be careful.
But I gave a laugh teased her with the name fearful.

My son was so happy of me, called me Schumacher.
From his pocket money, gave me a golden parker.

It was his birth day I took him to the valley,
The way I made those cuts even shook the trolleys.

He was so exited couldn’t stop being on his seat.
"My papa strongest" was what he would repeat.

I saw a board saying speed limit 60k`s,
I gave it a f*** and made a funny face.

I was doing already 100 & wanted to double,
I stretched to full throttle, never thought of trouble.

Then out of no where the vehicle broke down,
I had hit a block and left my ground.

I tried to control but was moving with massive pace.
I could see nothing and there was no escape.

I went straight in a tree I hit it so hard,
The car broke down and had lost all its parts.

I Looked beside my son was so quite,
I thought he is gona give me a nasty fight.

When I looked at him terror broke on my face,
He was not breathing & had lost all his grace.

When I shook him up but he fell all apart,
Broken window pane had cut through his heart.

I looked above gave God all the blame,
But people around looked at me with shame.

I was his hero and I was his trophy,
His Michael Schumacher his Valentino Rossi.

Now I am a villain I feel like a devil,
I killed my own son I became such an evil.

I am holding his body thrusting it on ground,
He is all broken up and blood is all around.

This is just a poem but what I pray,
Please follow the rules please do take care.

You are strong enough you can take the thrill,
But some one back home will just die out of this chill.

Adventure without safety is as good as murder,
I beg to you all please do consider.

Be it outside or be it in your home
Safety comes first where ever you roam.

I made a promise, I am breaking it now-Forgive me or not, I won’t apologize.

2010-02-23T19:36:00.001-08:00

Now when you are dead why I want to live,
When your heart has stopped why do I still breathe?

I had loved you more than I loved my entity,
I was made for you & I was your property.

I remember those days when the sun won’t shine
You would kiss my lips and my day would be so fine.

I would climb up above and have a big fall,
So you could catch me from below, you catch me all.

In your arms I would feel, as if I am covered with gold,
My greatest desire was, just your hand to hold.

When we made love on those thirsty nights,
My scratches on your back and your painful bites.

The passion was so strong the temptation was so high,
You would make me feel as I am on the sky.

But now when you are dead why I want to live,
When your heart has stopped why do I still breathe?

You were my life, my passion as a whole,
You were the reason my body had a soul.

Never wanted to live with out you by my side,
But I am doing so but won’t apologize.

When I put my head down, look in my lap below,
There is a life within who looks so much like you.

Now I need to live, I need to walk alone,
So one day when your child is back home.

I will tell him our story, I promise I will do,
And I will make sure, he will be proud of you.

U vs Me

2010-02-22T03:48:00.000-08:00

I ran too fast, I ran with my eyes closed.
I didn’t even know which way I approached.

Stones came my way and broke my shoe,
But when the flowers came I kicked them too.

I hated all because none loved me,
Love was what I had never got to see.

I hated my friends, I hated my boss,
In the end one day I hated who I was.

Brightness of gold reminded me of shit
Beautiful valleys made me think of dark pits.

I loved a girl & she ran away,
I cursed cupid for coming my way.

I feel too helpless I feel so betrayed,
I even don’t know what my mind expressed.

I don’t sleep at nights because I hate to dream,
When I close my eyes I can only hear screams.

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What you are searching for is not in reality,
Just look around, you’ll find it in your mentality.

Fall in love with what ever comes your way,
You will never know how sorrows run away.

Kissing the moon is not yet possible
But dreaming about it in never impossible.

You wait so long you wait for a seasons,
Why to give a smile, you want such a reason.

You fought with me want to prove me wrong,
But in return of that I give you this song.

You might hate reading it, but I loved to write,
Because what I hate is a reason to fight

If I had a million heart...

2010-02-19T02:03:00.002-08:00

If I had a million hearts.

I would give each one to you.

One for the day, one for the night

One for ever time of your sight.

Every time when the sun would rise,

My heart would give u a lovely surprise.

Every time I would be missed,

A heart of mine for you to be kissed.

Every time when the sky would be dark,

A heart of mine to show u your mark.

Ever time when you would feel low,

A heart of mine will come from below.

Every time you felt yummy,

A heart of mine would dance on your tummy.

Ever time you sang a song,

A heart of mine to dance along.

Every time when your tears will fall,

A heart of mine to catch them all.

Every time you said I love you,

Every heart of mine would say.

****LOVE YOU TOO*****

He fell in love to die.

2010-02-19T01:32:00.000-08:00

From Barbados to Auckland city,
He was famous thief, of history.

None knew his work, none knew his name,
But all were under, the spell of his fame.

From where did he came & where did he go,
No one knew, no one had a clue.

Taj Mahal of India & Crown of Britain.
Had checks gone up, were all threatened.

He was not an ordinary thief. He had some thing within,
Skill of a warrior and a reputation of a king.

Sultan’s sword & princess bracelets,
Were all lying some where in his closets.

CBI was confused. CID had a tragedy.
They tried everything but had no remedy.

What to do, was the question asked.
How to catch him, he was too fast.

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Who is she, sitting across the table?
What what what we have a lady constable.

This is not a theater, It a police academy.
Fragile & delicate things are not necessary.

She turned around and all were tight-lipped
Oh my god she was well equipped.

Golden was her colors. Her eyes were dark
All through her not a single mark.

Was she from Kolkata was she from Dheradun?
What ever may be, she was brighter than the noon.

She was a small town girl. From a town of love.
Kansbahal was the name & the spelling was tough.

She had lots of guts she had lots of glory.
People said she was cousin of bravery.

The job was hard & she was gorgeous
The thief was fast & very dangerous.

The stage was set & the fight was on
The thief thought, he could run all along.

Her face was covered with her dark black hair
The thief couldn’t help, but had to stare.

The bullet took some time, but he was already pricked
Those deadly eyes had done the trick.

He toppled on his feet & fell on the ground
Within a moment they covered him all around.

She came from behind, took her hair out of her face.
“Hey my friend be careful in a race.”

She shot him in the heart & the thief cried
She shot him once again & he finally died.

Me U & GOD

2010-02-19T01:29:00.000-08:00

Last night I met a stranger, he told me he was GOD
I bowed before him & he asked me what I want.

I told him I am lonely would love to have a companion
With whom I could spend my life in pleasure & passion.

He told me to imagine, a person my kind of.
What would be she like what would be she made up of?

Indian, Italian or from West Indies
Or would she be like some body from Greece.

I took up my pen and started to write.
Some body so caring who can never fight.

Dark black hair, and big big eyes.
Smile like a baby & skin fair as rice.

She could kiss the rose & make it blossom
She could talk with the birds, she was so awesome.

Praises make her shy, worries make her cry
Give her a song & she’ll dance all the while.

Heart made from gold & blood made from honey
Angles are the one you can’t get for money.

God gave me a look & told me to wait a while
I closed my eyes & you appeared with a smile.