Attitudes of sexual integrity! Dedicated to sex addiction recovery.

Episode 86 - Christmas Show!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 15 Dec 2008 09:02:15 -0800

Episode 86 - A Christmas Gift for all the ASI listners! Christmas music!

John 1:14 (the message)
The Word became flesh and blood,
      and moved into the neighborhood.
   We saw the glory with our own eyes,
      the one-of-a-kind glory,
      like Father, like Son,
   Generous inside and out,
      true from start to finish.

O Holy Night Lyrics
Christmas Carol Lyrics

Long lay the world in sin and error pining.
Till He appeared and the Spirit felt its worth.
A thrill of hope the weary world rejoices,
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn.

Merry Christmas Everyone! Russ!

Episode 85 ASI // From Recovery to Redemption

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 24 Oct 2008 07:03:22 -0800

The longest show ever. A ask the former sex addict anything, Conclusion?
Questions answered: Where have I been? Surface steps or drilling deeper? What about masturbation? Handling hypersexual dreams?
In this show I�ll give you some realistic steps toward motivation, application and strategy. http://asi247.org

Episode 84 - Ask a former Sex addict anything, It's a state of emergency!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 06:20:13 -0800

A need for truth in the midst of a reality of knowing the lies better. I grew up being taught and believing lies! Lies are where I feel safe. I believe lies! Even though I know if I get honest they are destroying everything! and One question I get asked a lot is this... Define Religion? Are you talking about the cold law based Religion of the Pharisees? And what does that have to do with sexual integrity? Episode 84

Music by Pillar - State of Emergency!

It's a state of emergency
It's time we see
There's a need to take action
This is a state of emergency
We're too blind to see
All of these simple distractions

All our attention is directed to the mirror
We want to forget that people live in terror
We're their only way out and the time is right now
We gotta grab a hold of this moment

How far do we let it go
Before we all take control
We are the hands
We are the feet
So we gotta go
Stop waiting for someone else
To take control
(Take back the control)
We could be their last hope

Episode 83 - Ask a former Sex Addict Anything!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 15 Aug 2008 08:04:31 -0800

> Time magazine reported, At the 2003 meeting of the American Academy of Matrimonial Lawyers online porn contributing to more than half of divorces in the U.S. Richard Barry, president of the association said "Pornography had an almost nonexistent role in divorce just seven or eight years ago."

> 70 percent of all internet porn traffic occurs during the 9-to-5 workday.

> Today, More people are terminated from there Job for inappropriate web use then alcoholism.

> The sex addict uses sex as a quick fix, or as a form of medication for anxiety, pain, loneliness, stress, or sleep. Sex addicts often refer to sex as their "pain reliever" or "tension reliever." In a popular novel, the heroine describes sex as "the thinking women's Valium."

Its time for a change! The Church historically as turned a blind eye to the fact of sexual misconduct. This Church is taking a stand!

Paul says to the Corinthians "It is actually reported that there is sexual immorality among you, and of a kind that is not tolerated even among pagans,"

This is now, today. This from the Barna report. "Born-again" Christians are more likely to go through a marital split than are non-Christians, according to a new study by the Barna Research Group.

Revelation 2:29 "Are your ears awake? Listen. Listen to the Wind Words, the Spirit blowing through the churches." (the message translation)

Have Christians today got good at making every thing look good on the surface?

Jesus said in Luke 4:16-19 "The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he has anointed me to proclaim good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim liberty to the captives and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty those who are oppressed, to proclaim the year of the Lord's favor."

Do we abide in that truth or merely believe it?

Episode 82 - The Full Armor of God - last show the stuff I missed. The New Young!?

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 11 Aug 2008 08:49:44 -0800

Episode 82 - The Full Armor of God � last show the stuff I missed. The New Young!? Why is there so many references to the �new life� or �new beginnings� in Christianity? Can�t anybody stick with it? What dose it really mean to be young, again?

Romans 8:35-39 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword? 36 As it is written,

"For your sake we are being killed all the day long;
we are regarded as sheep to be slaughtered."

37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38 For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, 39 nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

John 6:37-40 All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never cast out. 38 For I have come down from heaven, not to do my own will but the will of him who sent me. 39 And this is the will of him who sent me, that I should lose nothing of all that he has given me, but raise it up on the last day.40 For this is the will of my Father, that everyone who looks on the Son and believes in him should have eternal life, and I will raise him up on the last day."

Episode 80 - the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 11 Aug 2008 08:44:46 -0800

EPH 6:17 and takethe helmet of salvation, andthe sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God,

Lyrics: Linkin Park - Easier to Run

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would, Its easier to run!

Episode 81 - Armor of God - Closing 7 prayers

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 01 Aug 2008 07:24:19 -0800

It all makes sense right!? Has my heart caught up with it yet? Praying for grace realized, Relationship of love realized, Praying for strength, Praying for peace in my own heart as an ambassador in chains.

Eph 6:19-20 (ESV) and also for me, that words may be given to me in opening my mouthboldly to proclaimthe mystery of the gospel, 20for which Iam an ambassador in chains, that I may declare it boldly, as I ought to speak.

Eph 6:19-20 (Message) And don't forget to pray for me. Pray that I'll know what to say and have the courage to say it at the right time, telling the mystery to one and all, the Message that I, jailbird preacher that I am, am responsible for getting out.

Episode79 - Armor of God - The shield of Faith

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Thu, 17 Jul 2008 07:11:25 -0800

The shield of Faith - I want to call your attention to this one piece of the armor carried by the blood bought. The shield that Paul had in mind here is not the small, round dish looking thing, but the oblong, door-like shield, measuring 4' x 2 ', curved to the shape of the body and carried by the Greek and Roman soldiers. When joined together, these large shields formed a wall behind which a body of troops could hide themselves from the rain of the enemy's missiles.

These military shields were made of wood, covered on the out side with thick leather, which not only deadened the shock of the missile, but protected the frame of the shield from the fire-tipped darts used in the artillery of the ancients.

Contrary to popular teaching, faith is not mental delusion, behavior replacement or presumption and it is not evidenced by self-bolstering surface sucess, but a work of the Holy Spirit from the inside out. Roots to fruits.

EPH 6:16 (KJV) "Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked."

Rom 10:17 (NIV) Faith comes by hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word of Christ.

Episode 78 - Armor of God, The Shoes of Readiness!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 11 Jul 2008 07:35:50 -0800

Visualizing the need for shoes! the ground is hard, hot, sharp and like it or not we need to strap on, to put on shoes. to get us up to embrace the comming days with readiness.

Ephesians 6:15 (Amplified Bible) And having shod your feet in preparation [to face the enemy with the firm-footed stability, the promptness, and the readiness produced by the good news] of the Gospel of peace.

1 Corinthians 9:27 (Amplified Bible) 27But [like a boxer] I buffet my body [handle it roughly, discipline it by hardships] and subdue it, for fear that after proclaiming to others the Gospel and things pertaining to it, I myself should become unfit [not stand the test, be unapproved and rejected as a counterfeit].

Episode 77 - Armor of God - Truth, Righteousness and Grace on Independence Day!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Thu, 03 Jul 2008 07:01:40 -0800

Armor of God - Truth, Righteousness and Grace on Independence Day. Freedom ain't Cheap! Happy 4th of July! Independence Day celebrates the birthday of the United States of America. Founded July 4th 1776, with the signing of the Declaration of Independence. What and when will be your Declaration of Independence?

Episode 76 - The Breastplate of Righteousness, How can I Exhale?

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 27 Jun 2008 07:53:50 -0800

Episode 76 - The Exhale Episode!

Stand firm, therefore, having fastened the belt of truth around your waist, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness, EPH 6:14

Ever feel like this� Putting on righteousness how does that work? Just get right!? Just stop doing that!? Like righteousness in just something I can pick up and put on?! I�ve tried, That!!! They told me just do these steps and it will all go away and I�m still stuck!
Please God help! Russ attempts to answer what it is to put on the breast plate of righteousness, in the realm of sexual integrity.

Episode 75 - Putting on the full armor of God - The belt of truth.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 07:54:05 -0800

Fasting on the belt of truth!? What does it mean? what do I put a spiritual belt around? What is the truth about where we are, truth about who we are? How can I fastening on the belt of truth help me see clearly the truth of my own heart condition?

Music by Seventh Day Slumber!

Episode 74, The full armor of God – Killing the balloon person.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sat, 14 Jun 2008 16:56:49 -0800

Life is 20% what happens to you and 80% how you react to that 20%

Ephesians 6 (The Message)

10-12 And that about wraps it up. God is strong, and he wants you strong. So take everything the Master has set out for you, well-made weapons of the best materials. And put them to use so you will be able to stand up to everything the Devil throws your way. This is no afternoon athletic contest that we'll walk away from and forget about in a couple of hours. This is for keeps, a life-or-death fight to the finish against the Devil and all his angels.

The Message Bible Copyright � 1993, 1994, 1995, 1996, 2000, 2001, 2002 by Eugene H. Peterson

Episode 73 - The time is now to prepare for war!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sat, 07 Jun 2008 16:54:57 -0800

Email response show. Russ lets out some heart felt apologies to the religious people who have contacted ASI in Wile he throws down a challenge! Are you ready to prepare for war?

Main Entry: cour�age

Pronunciation: \kər-ij, kə-rij\ :mean mental or moral strength to resist opposition, danger, or hardship. Courage implies firmness of mind and will in the face of danger or extreme difficulty <the courage to support unpopular causes>. mettle suggests an ingrained capacity for meeting strain or difficulty with fortitude and resilience <a challenge that will test your mettle>. spirit also suggests a quality of temperament enabling one to hold one's own or keep up one's morale when opposed or threatened <her spirit was unbroken by failure>. resolution stresses firm determination to achieve one's ends <the resolution of pioneer women>. tenacity adds to resolution implications of stubborn persistence and unwillingness to admit defeat <held to their beliefs with great tenacity>.

Thanks to merriam-webster.com

Episode 72-Welcome to Ephesus (Part 2) Who are the Ephesians and what did they do to overcome addiction.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sat, 31 May 2008 12:30:20 -0800

The full Armor of God! What dose that mean for us in this day and age? Who are the Ephesians and what do the have to do with my culture?
In 1962 J.C.R. Licklider writes memos about his Intergalactic Network concept, where everyone on the globe is interconnected and can access programs and data at any site from anywhere. He is talking to his own �Intergalactic Network� of researchers across the country. In October, �Lick� becomes the first head of the computer research program at ARPA, which sets the foundation of this elecrtonic cyber city we know as the internet. A city not unlike Ephesus, A city of blood thirsty sin and a city Jesus came to speak to. And like Ephesus city the apostle Paul the man who wrote two thirds of your new testament, spent 3 or 4 years in.

Episode 71 - Welcome to Ephesus - Part 1- Who are the Ephesians and what do the have to do with my culture?

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sat, 24 May 2008 09:50:55 -0800

The full Armor of God! What dose that mean for us in this day and age? Who are the Ephesians and what do the have to do with my culture? In 1946 Benjamin "Bugsy" Siegel opened the flamingo hotel and casino in Las Vegas Nevada. A city he built from a hick town to one of the entertainment capitols of the world. Bugsy not unlike some of the people Jesus was criticized for hang in out with and Las Vegas a city not unlike Ephesus, a city the apostle Paul the man who wrote two thirds of your new testament, spent 3 or 4 years in.

Episode 70 - What is the full armor of God? And why should I care?

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 16 May 2008 08:26:52 -0800

The bible is centuries old! Is it really a credible book for over coming addiction in this day and age? How do I trust God�s book when I�m having a hard enough time trusting God? Or I�ve herd this all before, What does it really mean to put on the full armor of God?

Music by fireflight and Curt.

Episode 69 - Preparing the Way for spiritual growth to eliminate pathogenic heart failure!?

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 09 May 2008 07:20:41 -0800

Sexual addiction and the prosperity gospel? What does that mean?
Who am I gonna be? Why am I where I'm at.

Leona lewis - Bleeding love lyrics. My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love.

Shout outs to xxxchurch and higher-calling.com Keep fighting!

Episode 68 - Words that put heart in them! (Part 2)

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sat, 03 May 2008 12:12:02 -0800

Part 2 of Words that put heart in them!
Email response show. Is my negativity toward 12 step
and religion hurting people? From The Bible, Luke 3 The message
version.

Luke 3:16-17 (The Message) But John intervened: "I'm
baptizing you here in the river. The main character in this drama, to whom I'm a
mere stagehand, will ignite the kingdom life, a fire, the Holy Spirit within
you, changing you from the inside out. He's going to clean house—make a clean
sweep of your lives. He'll place everything true in its proper place before God;
everything false he'll put out with the trash to be burned."

18-20There was a lot more of
this—words that gave strength to the people, words that put heart in them. The
Message! But Herod, the ruler, stung by John's rebuke in the matter of Herodias,
his brother Philip's wife, capped his long string of evil deeds with this
outrage: He put John in jail.

Episode 67 - (part 1) Words that put heart in them!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Wed, 30 Apr 2008 07:52:28 -0800

Email response show. Is my negativity toward 12 step and religion hurting people? From The Bible, Luke 3 The message version.

16-17But John intervened: "I'm baptizing you here in the river. The main character in this drama, to whom I'm a mere stagehand, will ignite the kingdom life, a fire, the Holy Spirit within you, changing you from the inside out. He's going to clean house�make a clean sweep of your lives. He'll place everything true in its proper place before God; everything false he'll put out with the trash to be burned."

18-20There was a lot more of this�words that gave strength to the people, words that put heart in them. The Message! But Herod, the ruler, stung by John's rebuke in the matter of Herodias, his brother Philip's wife, capped his long string of evil deeds with this outrage: He put John in jail.

Episode 66 – Victory, Die Hard style!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sun, 20 Apr 2008 14:05:32 -0800

Email response show, lets get more stories of victory! The victory over this addiction (or any other for that matter) has to do with a deep heart level thirst. The question is a thirst for what? The most important step of the 12 steps? Step one �you have a problem. Your life has become unmanageable.� But how deep does that go? Are we really ever in control really? Why is this world so broken? That is the question, Like a splinter in your mind driving you mad. A listener said to me �it seems like this is a thinking disease�, I believe there is some truth there. But how deep are our thoughts?

Episode 65 - Visualization, Impulse control - The life giving freedom of self control.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 14 Apr 2008 07:40:35 -0800

Episode 65 - Visualization, Impulse control - The life giving freedom of self control.

Narcissism is not freedom, What does it mean to say no to your self? �Repentance� is a word a lot of stuffy religious people have sole in order to control people through fear and shame. Real repentance is, in part why your reading this right now. Your looking for change, looking answers, Right? Is something in your behavior controlling you? Your not in control of your own flesh? Not in control of you? If your seeking your are repentant.

Music by Ruth, Against me! and Jonah 33.

Episode 64 - I Still havent found what I'm looking for.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 07 Apr 2008 06:34:56 -0800

Episode 64 -The Church is great at helping to remove stains. Drugs and alcohol addicts are welcomed with open arms. I believe the church has compassion for the hurting hearts of addicts.
But sexuality runs deep, Sexual addiction, sexually compulsive behavior or same sex attraction is deeper then getting out the cleansers out and scrubbing the dirty stains off the surface. What happens when all the getting saved, prayer and all the recovery material does not seem to work?
What do you do when you still haven�t found what your looking for?

Music by U2, Pillar and This Beautiful Republic.

Episode 63 - Amazing beacuse it is! Right? So why are we faking?

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 28 Mar 2008 07:52:58 -0800

A Talk by Russ Shaw did to a men's group in Everett WA,USA. Addressing Christian sub-culture about getting real. if we believe Grace is Amazing then why are we faking it?
Pride is one of those invisible barriers that blocks you from even asking the question!

Episode 62 - Two Dog Battle Reloaded.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Thu, 20 Mar 2008 07:06:33 -0800

Episode 62 - Reloaded the 2 dog story.

The chief was sitting at the edge of the village, obviously deep in thought. He sat there for hours and hours, seemingly unmoving. The tribe was beginning to get worried and restless, but nobody wanted to disturb him. An elder eventually got up his courage and walked over. 'Chief,' he asked, 'what's going on? You look so troubled!' The chief just sat there, and the elder thought that he had not heard. Finally the chief spoke.

And he said:

'You know, it's like there are two dogs fighting inside of me all the time - a dog of glowing light and beauty and a dog of fire. This dog is not glowing with the light but, life choking smoke and consuming fire. He is mean, irritable, and angry. It is driven by fear, and has me look at the world through the lens of shortage, struggle, and judgment. This is how I am when I'm feeling small, anxious, and spiritually disconnected.

The dog Light is guided by love and kindness. This is the part of me that longs to live with purpose and to have an impact on the world. It is my God given soul my authentic self, my essence and my creativity live here, as does my intuition, faith, and sense of connection and compassion.. And the fire and smoke dog is constantly fighting the glowing light dog.'

The elder looked at the chief and said quietly, 'Chief, so which dog wins?' The chief sat quietly for a moment, and then replied: 'the one I feed the most.'

I totally identify with that story and this one. I am this women, If we get honest we all are! The Woman At the well.

Episode 61 on the brink of Choice. No botox for your soul!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sun, 16 Mar 2008 13:29:28 -0800

A letter to Ash. A christian man publicly in the think of the fight!
Ash I'm not some guru dude, I don't have it all together.
You think I never felt like that? Wanting to quit? having QUIT! It's way to hard I can do this. Truth be told you can't! On your own!

God did not do this to You ASH! You and I did it to our selfs God did not give it to us! That is a lie from hell.
The guilt and shame you feel is from the accuser.
Revelation 12:10 Calles the devil the accuser of the brethren accusing them day and night.

Read more at ASI247.org

Episode 60 - Alone in the matrix 3 / Russ's story of alone!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sat, 08 Mar 2008 17:37:05 -0800

This show is expliced! Russ gets deep and does not hold back his heart for this ministry.

Luke 15:1-10 (NIV) The Parable of the Lost Sheep!

1Now the tax collectors and "sinners" were all gathering around to hear him. 2But the Pharisees and the teachers of the law muttered, "This man welcomes sinners and eats with them."

3Then Jesus told them this parable: 4"Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Does he not leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it? 5And when he finds it, he joyfully puts it on his shoulders 6and goes home. Then he calls his friends and neighbors together and says, 'Rejoice with me; I have found my lost sheep.' 7I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent.

Episode 59 - Alone in the matrix Facing Agent Smith.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sat, 01 Mar 2008 13:45:52 -0800

Agent Smith: "Human beings are a disease, a cancer of this planet - you are a plague. And we... are the cure."

2 Corinthans 5:21 God made him who had no sin to be sinfor us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God.

Jesus became my sin, he became a sex addict a liar an adulterer. He paid the debt. In him I�m righteous.

Faith and a deep relationship with Jesus is understanding Love! And what god has already done!

Revelation 12:11 says �They overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony; they did not love their lives so much as to shrink from death.

Trinity: "The answer is out there, Neo. It's looking for you. And it will find you, if you want it to."

Episode 58 - Alone in the Matrix

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 22 Feb 2008 08:35:05 -0800

The Matrix and "ALONE" what is this feeling of being trapped inside ones self? Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. How do we get fully Alive and bust out of the matrix?

Episode 57 - Building it to fullness - Email resoponce show.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 15 Feb 2008 09:10:40 -0800

Episode 57 - Building it to fullness - Email resoponce show. Where do we get bricks to build this thing?

Episode 56 - Building? What? How? Straight talk on purity!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sat, 26 Jan 2008 16:12:01 -0800

Episode 56 - Building? What? How? Straight talk on purity!
Building on a landscape what does that mean?

Tips and news on home building

I want to build my house the best cost efficient and environmental friendly way.

I built my home doing all my own labor.

Mortgage-Free!: Radical Strategies for Home Ownership.

Episode 55 - Building your house.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sat, 19 Jan 2008 14:20:58 -0800

Sex addiction recovery... Good News for home bulding!

According to a news release, the women are building the home with the Winchell family as part of Habitat's Women Build program. ...

He immediately made arrangements to visit Williams and promised to begin building her home on January 2. Williams had received $10000 in material from the ...

Nehemiah 4:18 And each of the builders had his sword strapped at his side while he built. The man who sounded the trumpet was beside me.

Lawrence-Douglas County Fire Medical personnel rescued several residents this morning from a burning apartment building. Firefighters were called shortly ...

To be deductible, the insurance must have been paid on �home acquisition debt� � debt incurred to buy, build or substantially improve a principal residence ...

Episode 54 - What do I do with my heart? (part 2)

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sat, 12 Jan 2008 13:38:15 -0800

Episode 54 - What do I do with my heart? (part 2)
Church people many times give good manerd advice say "Just Trust God" Or "Just Repent and you'll be fine!" WHAT DOES THAT MEAN! Another year should I do another resolution? Has anyone really been in my shoes? Has any one felt how I feel, stuck in this prison of habitual sin. How do I get to real heart change? Can Jesus really help me? Or is that just more religion and psychology? So what do I do with my heart?
Over coming sexual addiction is no walk in the park!

Episode 53 - So what do I do with my heart? (Part 1)

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Tue, 08 Jan 2008 19:57:10 -0800

Episode 53 - So another year should I do another resolution? Has anyone really been in my shoes? Has any one felt how I feel, stuck in this prison of habitual sin. How do I get to real heart change? Can Jesus really help me? Or is that just more religion and psychology? So what do I do with my heart? Part 1

Episode 52 - Unberlla, Love relationships and Identity - Email show.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sat, 29 Dec 2007 13:41:18 -0800

Unberlla, Love relationships and Identity - Email show.
Sexual behavior is inescapably tied to intimacy!
Email responce show. heres some lyrics for ya!
Rihanna - Unberlla
When the sun shines, we�ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever. Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
1 John 4:10 This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. 11Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. 12No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us. ASI247.org

Episode 51, Part 2 - Love relationships and identity - Conflict

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Thu, 13 Dec 2007 09:13:45 -0800

Sexual behavior is inescapably tied to intimacy!

Conflict is a state of discord caused by the actual or perceived opposition of needs, values and interests between people.

How dose this even work in the reality of overcoming and the aftermath of sexual addiction?

Ever feel alone. I mean down deep? Alone... like no one really knows you?
Does your spouse know you? down deep does she/he know your deepest desires, dreams and fears?
Does he/she know deep things like the things that made you feel safe or afraid as a child?
First heart felt disappointment? First heart felt sense of belonging for you or him / her?
How about her/him? do you know these deep, heart level things about her?
Have you asked her/him? brought this stuff out?

Russ@asi247.org

Episode 50 - love, relationships and identity ( part 1 )

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 23 Nov 2007 11:29:51 -0800

The same way that people can become addicted to drugs, alcohol or gambling, they can become addicted to sex, anything from Internet sex to obsessive masturbation to affairs. How do we pick up the pieces and repair our relationships when the betrail cuts so deep? How do we connect in the midst of this? How do we discover the one, in the two becomeing one? Who are we? What have WE become?

Episode 49 - I'm not a homophobe not a hater - Lets Yom kippur!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 28 Sep 2007 07:46:26 -0800

Episode 49 -Yom Kippur, two goats what dose that mean? Blood sacriface and scape goat.
What? is Russ Shaw hates homosexuals? Not, sorry. I love all people. Judgeing some with out knowing them.. hummm isn't that what the evangelicals are guilty of? Don't become what you hate. Don't make the scape goat an idol.

Episode 48- Are you so sick of it!? How sick of it are you? How bad do you to get clean!?

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Wed, 12 Sep 2007 20:08:12 -0800

Are you so sick of it!? How sick of it are you? How bad do you to get clean!? How bad to you want freedom? It is possible! You can get free of this. I tell you as a fellow travler through this life. You can Be YOU with out the affliction of sexual sin. Music by Flyleaf.

Episode 47 - Surface Identity, Subconscious mind, Heart and Soul.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Thu, 30 Aug 2007 08:39:45 -0800

Episode 47, Speed Kills! Russ announces the continuation of season one. Russ encourages you to continue to uncover your real Identity. See your self the way God sees you.
The adventure of discovery from Surface Identity to your Subconscious mind (triggers) and ultimately your Heart and Soul.

Episode 46 Email Show

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Tue, 26 Jun 2007 06:58:10 -0800

eEmail announcements and email responce Show!

Episode 45 - Addressing Critics ASI

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Wed, 20 Jun 2007 08:13:29 -0800

I'm Trouble!? ASI criticism and the analysis and evaluation of ASI. Russ Shaw responds to critics collectively. Music by Kill the Alarm.

ASI End of a Season! conclusion of the first season part 2 of 3

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 01 Jun 2007 07:54:36 -0800

ASI End of a Season! conclusion of the first season part 2 of 3

Email storys an act of war. A courages step in to battle!

Music by kill the alarm! http://killthealarm.com

ASI End of a Season! conclusion of the first season part 1 of 3

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sun, 27 May 2007 16:20:46 -0800

After a long time Gone Russ Is back! Finishing up and tieing uo some lose ends to Close one door and open another! ASI End of a Season! Conclusion of the first season part 1 of 3

Episode 42 - Desperate Sexuality by Dan Hazen

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Thu, 01 Mar 2007 20:07:40 -0800

How does our sexuality show love?
How does our sexuality pull us off track away from love.
Dan talks about the roots of a desperate sexuality that start to pull us toward a prison of our making. Luke 18:9 - 14
Music by BOH Bohmusic.com

Russ Shaw - My Story. the whole story. Monsters in the closet. Rick T. AC3.org

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sun, 22 Oct 2006 23:23:53 -0800

The Monster Under My Bed, Secret Sex Sins. Allen Creek Community Church ac3.org Marysville, WA U.S.A. ~ 360-659-SEEK.

Music by : Jacques Grant -Things_I_Used_To_Do

Episode 40 - the last bomb!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sat, 12 Aug 2006 15:21:43 -0800

Episode 40 - The Last Bomb goes Off! Russ set off the last bomb on July 31, 2006. Love, True love tells the truth and sets priorities. Love first, then the rest of life. I love my wife enough to tell her the full truth. Making myself totally vulnerable.

Episode 39 - Let go of the fire!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Wed, 19 Jul 2006 02:25:12 -0800

Episode 39 - Let go of the fire. Fire of love or fire of anger? Chose the fire of love or fire of judgement? The fire of faith or fire of fear? Rise above physical and emotional adversity.

Episode 38 trouble hook

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Tue, 11 Jul 2006 08:41:04 -0800

Episode 37 4th of July Show!�

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Tue, 04 Jul 2006 11:58:23 -0800

Short show on the 4th of July. Morning not striking.Choose healing instead of self destruction and new music! with new music!

Episode 36 - ASI Podcast Soup!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 30 Jun 2006 22:44:37 -0800

Russ responds to some Email and reads some Email. Russ challenges religion and faith with more on vampires and Eli!? If your a judgmental Christian this show my be offensive to you but you still need to hear it.asi247.org

Episode 35 - Russ interviews Larry Fish sexual abuse expert.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Tue, 27 Jun 2006 20:44:55 -0800

Nothing can lock a soul up in total hell like isolation like sexual abuse. Russ asks Larry what kind of approaches offenders use to keep victims in the sick cycle abuse. What makes a child become a sex offender? How in this sex saturated culture of 2006 do we protect our kids from childhood sexual abuse?

Episode 34 - Breaking through the walls of shame

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 19 Jun 2006 21:49:35 -0800

Nothing can lock you up in total isolation like shame. Alone in solitary? Locked up in that cell of shame. Russ talks about a whole new level of shame you may or may not have identified. Childhood sexual abuse.

Episode 33 - Jailbreak 2! Email Response show!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 12 Jun 2006 16:50:01 -0800

Feel like you�re in prison? Russ encourages you to make a prison brake! Plan your jail break now! Time is going by. Reach for the courage to fight and dig your way out. Break down the walls that are holding you captive. Prison is not a place for rehabilitating. It�s a place for punishment.

Episode 32- Jailbreak! Feel like you’re in prison? Russ encourages you to make a prison brake!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 05 Jun 2006 07:24:30 -0800

Sex or Porn addiction? Feel like you�re in prison? Russ encourages you to make a prison brake! Plan your jail break now! Time is going by. Lets get our head in breaking free! Is your mind consumed with digging out of this prison? Or are you getting used to the scenery? Are you still saying I need to feel this way I deserve this. Prison is not a place for rehabilitating. It�s a place for punishment.

Episode 31 - Fight back! Temptation, A call to kill it! Make a deal with the devil.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Sat, 27 May 2006 20:15:37 -0800

The devil is no respecter of persons. He laughs, smiling as he's killing You, Your family and your future. Your not totally helpless against the attacks of the enemy. Russ gives you some new strategies to get you up on your feet and back in the fight! Lets start playing offence along with our defense! Let take back some ground in our lives! Pray! connect! Today!

Episode 30 The Game Plan. Sex Addiction? Countless lives are being ruined by sexual sin! You need a Plan.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Tue, 23 May 2006 23:44:42 -0800

Countless lives are being ruined by sexual sin. It infects, corrupts, and devastates. It destroys relationships, families, and lives. Everywhere men turn today, sexual temptation rears its ugly head, and the internet has made it easier than ever to get caught in the trap of sexual sin. It takes more than a little effort for men to resist the temptations. It takes a plan. Russ interviews Joe Dallas author of The Game Plan Men's 30-Day Strategy for Attaining Sexual Integrity.

Episode 29 - Blow the lid off this thing! Porn / Sex Addiction Recovery.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 15 May 2006 22:37:10 -0800

Interview with the next helper in Russ's bomb squad! Ever say this? Why do I continue to fall? Why won't god just take this from me? Dose God hate me? I can't possibly please God so why even bother. My behavior was a byproduct of my heart leaking toxic waste. I needed the Haz Mat crew of guys like Rick Thiessen!

Episode 28 -Ever say Hey You don't know me! or Ever feel like "It's over?" Russ encourages you to Never Quit!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Tue, 09 May 2006 09:17:49 -0800

Who really knows you? Ever say You don't know me! Inside your heart or out loud in a emotional lashing out! Plus Who do you love? Ever feel like I messed up to much this time. Ever feel like "It's over?" Russ encourages you to Never Quit! Ever! Never ever give up on your relationship with your spouse! Never Give up!

Episode 27 Ask... don't tell How or why! Email Driven Bonus show!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 05 May 2006 13:22:42 -0800

So why do we keep our secrets? what are those emotional reactions to our everyday aches pains of life? What nee jerk emotional reactions are keeping us in slavery to run and hide from reality? Why do we do that Porn, Drink, Drug, Gamble Shopping? All addiction suffers welcome on this one and all ASI Shows!

Episode 26 - Porn or sex Addiction? Aching Hunger?

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 01 May 2006 07:29:07 -0800

Episode 26 - Porn or sex Addiction? Aching Hunger? sOver and over the fight can be many things to you. How do we gain ground in this mind vs. spirit battle. Russ answers more Email and talks about new ways of looking at the battle more strategies to help kill this aching hunger!

Episode 25 - SKILLS for Porn / Sex Addiction Recovery. The Application of consistency. Email response show Copy

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 01 May 2006 07:23:29 -0800

Email response show 21st century strategies to help you get up and fight! How do we find deliverance and victory when we have tried and failed so many times? Russ shows you some realistic steps toward Application and strategy by changing your attitude. First Get up then Walk then fight! Then when your feeling beat down having the faith and strength to repeat.

Episode 24 - Sex or Porn addiction? Are you planting or seeds of healing?

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Tue, 18 Apr 2006 07:15:13 -0800

It's spring how are those seeds doing? Recovery is like a growing plant. How is your progress? Feel like birds keep eating your seeds. Don't seem to be growing in your recovery? Russ how did you get your tree to grow and produce fruit? Attitude that's how! Russ gives you some tools on how to grow a new attitude!

Episode 23 - What about personal responsibility?

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 10 Apr 2006 22:05:01 -0800

Dose calling it "sex addiction" Take away some personal responsibility? Once and addict always an addict right? Russ talks about the attitude reactions needed to break those chains that keep us in slavery.

Episode 22 - why? and how?

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Tue, 04 Apr 2006 20:32:52 -0800

ASI April 2006 is number one in addiction on iTunes Why is that? How come this show is marked Explicit? Who is Russ Shaw?

Episode 21 Meet The Bomb Squad!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 27 Mar 2006 23:39:45 -0800

Russ sits down with the captain of a bomb squad. Pastor Dan Hazen who talks about healing and equipping. Turning on the lights and sirens arriving on the bloody seen of this very real 50% divorce rate medical supplies ready! How do we love the sinner and hate the sin when a loved one or a sibling in our family is reeling in pain? Are there bandages for those hearts emotionally bleeding all over the place?

Episode 20 Tick Tock - You can defuse the bomb you can change the future!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 20 Mar 2006 23:43:32 -0800

Russ talks to those affected by Sexual acting out as well as the offenders them selves and those is denial. The Bomb is ticking! tick tock Russ's bombs went off more than once each devastating blow more damaging than the next! You can defuse the bomb you can change the future!

Episode 19 Take a Bullet - Has Infidelity affected you? Has the bomb gone off? Is One Ticking? Part 2 of 2

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Wed, 15 Mar 2006 08:29:26 -0800

James T. Brooke talks about the hours the days or weeks after the bomb has gone off in his Book Take a Bullet Have you been caught cheating? Has some one you love "Fell" in the area of sexual integrity? This power full book talks about the raw emotional pain of an affair and what happens next. You love or feel you loved this person so where do we go now?

Episode 18 - Take a Bullet - Has Infidelity affected you? Has the bomb gone off? Is OneTicking? Part 1 of 2

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 13 Mar 2006 10:02:41 -0800

James T. Brooke talks about the hours the days or weeks after the bomb has gone off. The Open wounds of heartbreak are very real and what you do in these moments will affect the rest of your life. James & Celia Brooke and Russ & Dana Shaw Talk about The book Take a Bullet.

Episode 17 The Bomb goes off!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Mon, 06 Mar 2006 08:23:10 -0800

Sex or Porn Addiction? what about infidelity? The Bomb goes off! or the bomb is going to go off soon if your don't get your addiction under control. Is it time to call in the bomb squad? The cheating spouse is only a part of the problem. A major part to be sure. Have the courage to contain the blast!

Episode 16 - Getting the treasure of understanding, discernment and wisdom

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Wed, 01 Mar 2006 08:29:26 -0800

Communicating your heart a daring endeavor indeed. The rush of actually finding out who you are, what your going through and communicating that in community can be a bigger rush then bungee jumping or skydiving. Don't wait until your life and family are splattered on the rocks to feel alive.

Episode 15 - Attitude Attitude Attitude!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Tue, 21 Feb 2006 10:05:58 -0800

Episode 15 - Sex and porn addiction? Attitude Attitude Attitude! If the robber came to kill seal and destroy and Jesus came to give live to the full then why are we stuck in sexual sin? John 10:10 What dose that mean! Find out how your life and the struggle can be the greatest adventure you will ever experince.

Episode 14 - Email driven bonus show

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 17 Feb 2006 09:38:20 -0800

Who are you letting in to the theater in your mind? Who are the actors pounding on the door of your mental theater? Are you letting them perform for you or are you going to make a choice to be like Simon and send them packing?
Plus Accountability, 12 step, men's, couples, youth, support and groups, with one is best?

Episode 13 - The computer in your head.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 10 Feb 2006 10:21:52 -0800

Porn and sex addiction is something you do that gives you short term pleasure and in the long term is eroding your long term fulfillment in your own spirit and relationships. Russ calls this your mental hard drive system failure. How is the computer in operating system of your mind and heart running? Reboot and scan your heart and eliminate system failure!

Episode 12 - Pushing through Work out determination!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Tue, 31 Jan 2006 18:16:39 -0800

Muscles getting sore? Dose this work out seem to be to hard to push through? Concentrate on the benefits and remind yourself of this when you start to weaken. Make heart exercise a habit. Habit overcomes habit! Change is pushing your self out of the rut and in to a better way of living! Episode 12

Episode 11 - Russ and Dr. Block Ph.D talk about getting Emotionally Naked.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Tue, 24 Jan 2006 09:57:33 -0800

Heart exercise number 4 - Get Emotionally Naked! Joel D. Block, Ph.D Talks about his book Naked Intimacy: How to Increase True Openness in Your Relationship. Sexual behavior is tied to intimacy! Dr. Block entices the reader to take his or her clothes off emotionally with a love partner, a daring and courageous act, to be sure, but one that ultimately brings new vitality and eroticism to a relationship. Episode 11

Episode 10 - Heart exercise 3 response to email.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Tue, 17 Jan 2006 22:17:18 -0800

Heart exercise number 3 Russ responses to email. Did I have to hit rock bottom? How do I repent with out destroying my marriage and family? Internet filters or throw out the computer? Sex or porn addiction is heart disease but not of the heart that pumps blood but the one that is at the core of who you are! Episode 10

Episode 9 - Work out your Heart part 2 Sex or porn addiction recovery.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Wed, 11 Jan 2006 22:09:25 -0800

Episode 9 - Work out your Heart Part 2 Get in the gym and do some cardio! compulsive sexual behavior is one of the top risk factors for heart disease. This addiction is heart disease! Not of the heart that pumps blood but the one that is at the core of who you are! Good news is that it's a risk factor that you can do
something about!

Episode 8 - Exercise your heart there is battle over it! Sex or porn addiction recovery.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 06 Jan 2006 08:40:20 -0800

Get in the gym and do some cardio! Sexually compulsive behavior is one of the top risk factors for heart disease. This addiction is heart disease! Not of the heart that pumps blood but the one that is at the core of who you are! Good news is that it's a risk factor that you can do something about!

Episode 7 - Porn addiction? Make a Real heart inspired Resolution.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Thu, 29 Dec 2005 23:57:51 -0800

Sex or Porn Addiction? make a real heart inspired resolution. New Years Resolutions come and go but a real resolution is firm determination. On Jan 1st or June 1st be resolute! Here Russ talks about 7 definitions of the word resolution and how they relate to overcoming porn addiction.

Episode 6 - Your not a sum total of your sin. Truth gets Explicit!

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Fri, 23 Dec 2005 21:03:41 -0800

Your not a sum total of your sin. Here Russ talks about the physical problem of sex addiction and the words we attach to sin. Fighting fight our enemy sin with emotional weapons. Merry Christmas!

Episode 5 - Going under the knife with Dr. Gerhart M.D.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Wed, 14 Dec 2005 08:03:23 -0800

Episode 5 Russ and Dr. Clark talk about the doctors book Say Goodbye to Stubborn Sin. A surgeon explains the fleshy nature that holds the keys of behavior that drives you back to those same old stubborn sins.

Episode 4 - Porn addiction The lion the red lizard and the quicksand

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Tue, 13 Dec 2005 09:47:22 -0800

Identify the enemy. Here Russ draws some powerful emotional word pictures to address the forces holding you in bondage to slavery of sex or porn addiction.

Episode 3 ASI - The Reason

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Thu, 01 Dec 2005 07:44:03 -0800

Episode 3 Are your Ready to stop! The Reason.

Episode 2 Attitudes of sexual integrity! Don't believe the lie! pornography addition.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Wed, 23 Nov 2005 11:00:00 -0800

Russ Shaw Takes on the lies Don't belive the lies that hold you in bondage of slavery of sex addition. Episode 2

Episode 1 Attitudes of sexual integrity! - Hope for the sexually addicted.

russ@digitalaudioproject.com (Russ Shaw) — Wed, 16 Nov 2005 11:00:00 -0800

Here Russ talks some about his journey to sex addition recovery and helps equip you with the weapons needed to fight this war with your own will. Experience the freedom of sexual self control.