it had one of my favorite verses, ever.

You are witnessing elegance in the form of a black elephant
Smoking white rhino on terraces
Will I die slain like my king by a terrorist?
Will my woman be Coretta, take my name and cherish it?
Or will she Jackie O, drop the Kennedy, remarry it?
My sister say it’s necessary on some Cleopatra shit
My grandmama said nope, never, that it’s sacrilege
Tend to agree because the thought is so disparaging
The Lord give a load, you got to carry it like Mary did
That’s why I’m giving honor to all these baby mommas
It takes a woman’s womb to make a Christ or Dalai Lama
The world might take that child, turn that child into a monster
The Lord’ll take a monster and fashion him a saint
I present you Malcolm X for those who saying that He can’t
Saying that He won’t, when I know He will
You usually don’t know it’s you until you getting killed
For real

which was accompanied by a beautiful video.

here’s what Killer Mike had to say about it in this interview from spin.

“Untitled feat. Scar”
“That woman down there [points to end of bar], that’s my wife. A lot of the things I say, people have been killed before for saying. It challenges people and that’s not always appreciated or liked. It could get your ass an FBI file. It’s something I worry about but not something I fret about. What I do worry about, I don’t want to die a day early on [my wife]. I want to be with her the rest of my life and I don’t want that to be a short life.That first verse is me saying what I feel, that I have the emotion of a Dr. King, as in wanting to do what is right but selfishly not wanting to die. I don’t want that woman living in a shack you know, it’s the fear of my own mortality.”

what else do you need?
oh, how about the reagan video?

not enough? let’s get personal.
about that untitled verse…
2012 brought me face to face with mortality. for those that don’t know, my father-in-law and father both passed away this year. both to cancer. both way too soon. to say it has been difficult on the wife and i is an understatement. simply put, it has changed the way i think about my life and my responsibilities as a husband and father. it’s made me reconsider what i’m writing, what i’m not writing and, of course, why. i’ve wanted to return to writing for awhile now and thought that doing some quick hits about music/ comics/ wrestling/ tv/ movies in 2012 would be an easy little exercise. i may have been inspired by facebook’s yearinreview page, which i feel didn’t paint the most accurate picture of what my 2012 has been like.

when you go to facebook’s year in review, you can see a comment or three about these daughters of mine, a bunch of pics the wife tagged me in and two separate posts on killer mike. i try to keep my facebook¹ george and twitter² george very separate. so, although twitter george has spent a good deal of time talking about skyzoo’s latest, flatbush zombies’ “S.C.O.S.A.” and the underachievers, i can definitively say that none had the impact on my real life the way that Killer Mike’s R.A.P. has.

i am a huge fan of Killer Mike’s “Monster”³ and El-P’s production, so when i heard they were doing an album together it seemed surreal. this was going to be as unlikely a pairing as Brian Danielson and Kane tagging together but yielded results just as magnificent.⁴

i’m still getting back to the me that “shares.”⁵ i figure i’ll start by writing. two birds, one stone, yadda yadda yadda. gonaa end this now. i edited out the detailed notes. i’ll just leave a few quick hits. if i don’t press this publish button now, this may be all for naught.
- cultural capital.
- more “i” in writing.
- patrice o’neal.
- “i don’t want that woman living in a shack.”
- future’s “turn on the lights” is the most romantic song of 2012. no, seriously.

i wrote critiques. i wrote op-eds. i wrote code. i stopped “writing.” i tried writing captions. i’m tired of that. i’m writing again.

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Peedi Crakk – “I Don’t Know” from State Property Working on the Chain Gang ~2003/2004

every year around this time i remember this song and how nobody else in the world seems to know that it exists. i find this to be truly upsetting. i tend to catch a part of charlie brown xmas and start singing to myself, “i don’t know where you from, but, where i’m from that’ll get you shot” and nobody knows what the hell i’m talking about.

so, it’s time to change that.

obviously sampled from here

i heard this song about an hour ago.
i’ve probably played it about 14 times now.
i don’t care if that’s mathematically possible or not.

i’ve essentially abandoned my website where i crack jokes about your moms. never really spent much time where i posted pics of your mom dressed like her girlfriend as if they were back in middle school.

will anyone see this?
have i finally, effectively, dissappeared completely?
maybe i can start writing those things that i was afraid people were going to read now.

maybe.

because it’s the best thing going right now. and, because when i google it, this should be the first image anyone sees. and because when they filmed the video to SLV – Unison, shorty almost came out of the one piece a couple times.

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Pusha T f. Kanye West & Young Jeezy – Amen

it’s that time of year again.