Audiocrush

19-05-09(19:58:06)

hello@audiocrush.us (Audiocrush.us) — Wed, 20 May 2009 02:58:06 +0000

Im the cliche girl wanting a romance wanting a boy. But a necrotic depressed anxiety ridden girl like me…I want to be alone more than I want to be with people so I admit that my loneliness is all my fault.

19-05-09(19:54:57)

hello@audiocrush.us (Audiocrush.us) — Wed, 20 May 2009 02:54:58 +0000

Im so quiet so agreeable but I’m upset on the inside but no one wants to hear that, I can feel it building. So thanks family and friends for caring so little about me. Maybe if I was angry violent and loud you would listen to me. Oh well

19-05-09(19:52:59)

hello@audiocrush.us (Audiocrush.us) — Wed, 20 May 2009 02:52:59 +0000

I feel underappreciated right now ):

19-05-09(19:43:11)

hello@audiocrush.us (Audiocrush.us) — Wed, 20 May 2009 02:43:13 +0000

I wish I was still as small as I was
a year ago before I gained all this weight,
then I could actually have the courage
to talk to you…

19-05-09(19:39:59)

hello@audiocrush.us (Audiocrush.us) — Wed, 20 May 2009 02:39:59 +0000

Every day suicide becomes more and more appealing;
I just can’t handle this anymore.

19-05-09(19:37:45)

hello@audiocrush.us (Audiocrush.us) — Wed, 20 May 2009 02:37:44 +0000

I’ve been sleeping with my mother in law. I know I’m a pig but her pussy is so wet.

19-05-09(19:35:24)

hello@audiocrush.us (Audiocrush.us) — Wed, 20 May 2009 02:35:26 +0000

I secretly hate my best friend. She’s mean, thinks she’s better than people, and has made no effort to hang out with me since Christmas. She found a new friend and kinda leaves me out of everything now. She’ a gotten me to tears, and is totally careless when it comes to how I feel. Well I have a message for her— your gonna lose a friend if you don’t get your act together. You don’t know how happy I’ d be with you out of my life. You’ ok never be the same to me because you’ be changed, the sad part is that you know you have but your too careless now to change back to your old self. It’s all because you care too much of what other people think of you… You just wanna be a fwcebin the crowd… Just know that next time you have an awesome time with your new friend, I’m not gonna be here to listen to you brag about it….kay?

19-05-09(19:31:58)

hello@audiocrush.us (Audiocrush.us) — Wed, 20 May 2009 02:31:59 +0000

I need to stop associating my happiness with material objects. But when I spill everything I own onto my bed and stare onto the heaps of expensive silk clothes, leather handbags and high heeled shoes, I feel as if I matter.

But I know that these dressings are only meant to cover the hurt and pain I have inside that I can’t share with anyone else. It’s because no even I know what is wrong with me… but I know there is something incredibly terribly about my psyche and it scares me that I might never be able to fix it.

19-05-09(19:29:50)

hello@audiocrush.us (Audiocrush.us) — Wed, 20 May 2009 02:29:50 +0000

Y me

19-05-09(19:29:17)

hello@audiocrush.us (Audiocrush.us) — Wed, 20 May 2009 02:29:19 +0000

You’re getting fat. I hope you realize that I’m the best that you can get and that you’re lucky I’m interested enough to put up with your bull shit.