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MOVED.

2008-12-23T10:54:00.001+08:00

HELLO GUYS!

I HAVE MOVED

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An Envelope A Day.

2008-12-11T03:07:00.004+08:00

5 hours till we leave for Singapore. and i'm just about done.

i've always been a sucker at packing.

this year;
Zouk Out, baby!

i'm going to miss you.

but i know i can't wait to see you when i get back :)

ps/ don't break the rules yes? :)

Fickle.

2008-12-09T13:05:00.002+08:00

Besides waiting for my Muffin to finish off a blog layout for me. COUGH COUGH.

I need to atleast leave for Singapore with a proper looking layout. so Wheee.

I'm changing the header right after i get back.

kthxbai.

and

SHITTANEH.

WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FIND ONE FRICKIN' MOVIE?

#%@#(*&%#$

A Week Later.

2008-12-04T16:22:00.006+08:00

Me: yeah.. i guess the reason as to why im emotional restraint is cause in the past i showed my emotions and i got shut out.. a couple of times... guess it left quite a mark on me...

Her: ... but i'm not your past..

Me: .. yeah.. you're not...

Her: ... so i shouldn't get the same treatment... right? :)

Me: ....... right. :)

Lunch.

2008-11-27T00:38:00.001+08:00

Carbonara Fettucini. :)

I took the time to notice the clouds float across the afternoon sky today.
Saw the sky change from a light shade of blue to grayscaled colours.
From the window of a little blue room, it definitely looked like something hauled out from Sin City.

Its odd how things happen just in time.
Im glad this happened just in time.
Thinking back, i was so close to losing you.

too close.

lets see;

this could be the start of something special.

Sorry Dubai.

2008-11-25T23:41:00.006+08:00

Twelve hours of contemplation.

That about does it for me.

First thing tomorrow, i'm calling in to transfer the airline ticket holder's name.

sorry Dubai, maybe next time.

Last Minute Packing.

2008-11-25T11:22:00.004+08:00

The details are there;

MAS; MH 156

Monday, 29th December 2008

Kuala Lumpur International Airport
Departure Time: local 23:59

Dubai International Airport
Arrival Time: local 03:30

just one last time.

My Week; In Quotes.

2008-11-24T00:38:00.006+08:00

Ext: .. so i was talking bout how important it was to me.. and he just kept on talking bout his GPS..
GPS this... GPS that..

Me: ..uh huh...

Ext: its so annoying...

Me: ... yup...

*does respective things*

Ext: thats right.. you just stay on the phone with me while i do whatever i can that'll cheer myself up again...

_____________________________________

Me: ..so were you ever commited to that girl?

Gavin: oh no... just kiss here.. touch there that kinda thing only...

_____________________________________

Me: i think its screwing me inside-out...

Nick: i think i'm obsessed with Sheng. WTF *continues to surf Facebook* wtf.
_____________________________________

Gavin: *points at sausage on plate* .. this should be the ideal size...

Everyone: o_____O

Caryn: *pokes sausage*.. should be slightly longer and thicker. WTF

______________________________________

Bryan: ..not eating?

Me: ...nah...

Bryan: *looks at me*

Me: i know.. fat kid liddat telling you they don't want food. But believe me.. not hungry la...

*silence*

Bryan: ... are you sure?... WTF

_______________________________________

May: don't bull fucking shit me...

_______________________________________

Nick: lets go get a wax! ..wtf.

Me: Shaddap.. i know i have hairy legs, leave me alone. WTF.

_______________________________________

Was over at Centrepoint with the books for the later half of the day.

Feels different to be studying after so long wtf.
Hahahah -______-"

Anyhoo, i'm just stating.

From now until the end of the first week of December i'll be on geek mode (wtf)

-back to the books with my dose of refillable Coke Light tomorrow morning ah.

Five.

Kicking and Screaming.

2008-11-22T03:05:00.007+08:00

Seven.

Have you ever felt your heart jump and sink at the same time?

Its not that i can't make up my mind as to whether it skipped or sunk.

its just that.

it felt that way.

signed,

Battery Powered Hope.

2008-11-20T10:32:00.012+08:00

i think i might have just found it.

Leica D-Lux 4.

kinda outta my budget.. but very sweet tho'.

bye bye geeky specs.

smashed them while playing ball a couple of nights ago. emo* wtf.

Before Too Late.

2008-11-19T11:29:00.008+08:00

I've been so caught up on this playlist for the past few days;

Best Of You - Foo Fighters

Walking After You - Foo Fighters

Why - Secondhand Serenade

Sway - Bic Runga

The Distance - Evan & Jaron

The Little Things - Colbie Caillat

The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script

Breakeven - The Script

Before The Worst - The Script

Friday Mornings' some TMT thing (wtf) i gotta start writing -___-

i just suddenly feel like eating Nirvana's Banana Leaf Rice. Wtf.

ten.

Sidelined.

2008-11-18T10:24:00.007+08:00

foo fighters - best of you - foo fighters -the best of you

I’ve got another confession to make
I’m your fool
Everyone’s got their chains to break
Holdin’ you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Are you gone and onto someone new?

I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn’t have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can’t choose
I swear I’ll never give in
No, I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
Your trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

ooooh,oh,oh
ooooh,oh,oh
ooooh,oh,oh
ooooh,oh,oh
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You'd die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
Your trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I’ve got another confession my friend
I’m no fool
I’m getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
Your trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

_________________________________________

i think i was sidetracked along the way.

these few days have got me thinking. more than i ever want to actually.

sad to say that it might be a lil too late.

but i know exactly what i want.

i don't care about whos got what.

or how sure they are about one another.

i don't care about all that.

im sorry for being persistant on something for myself.

without thinking about how it would affect you.

i should have handled it better.

i'm sorry.

i also realized that i dont want everything that i once wanted.

it just doesn't matter anymore.

what i do want, is all down to the one thing that i started off with,

you.

heres the thing,

i don't want anything, but you.

Maybe.

2008-11-17T20:53:00.004+08:00

i've been writing all day.

i just suddenly thought about that rainbow.

Nothing.

2008-11-16T03:20:00.003+08:00

. . .

exactly

two months later

2008-11-14T18:00:00.003+08:00

Last night,

i puked on myself.
-____-"

Happy Birthday Ian.

stars fall out of the sky sometimes

2008-11-13T00:24:00.005+08:00

the inhaler is my best friend.
and i'm down to, and out of my 3rd pack of Strepsils for the day.

Got alot for the ffk of last week's Quantum Of Solace. Heh.

Shit talk @ Murnis.
Later on, brought it over to Wong Kok.

"Spicy Miso soup in Pet Pet Pot-a". Wtf.

i have no idea how the fuck Nicole is going to survive over in Japan. Wtf.

sometime this afternoon:
Vonn: "ehh your piercing.. hurt anot?.."
May: "what you talking about..? Carmen numb already whatt..." Wtf.

and later on at night:

Zhao Heng: "ehh.. Optimistic anot?..."
Me: "...errrr no.. why ah?"
Zh: "oh.. i thought atleast got one O" wtfffffffffff.

I have bitchy friends.
Hahahaha. Wtf.

My throat and my nose...

Is. Only. Getting. Worst.
Meh.

2008-11-11T11:09:00.003+08:00

taken with my Panasonic Fz7.

God, i miss my Prosumer days. Lol.

Kuantan, 2006

Needless to say,

2008-11-09T20:39:00.001+08:00

so help me,
cause i've reached a point where i don't know what words to use anymore.

twenty two steps from you

2008-11-06T10:59:00.005+08:00

from one to five-thirty

2008-11-05T16:56:00.005+08:00

typical afternoons at Centrepoint + nicole wtf

AA style wtf.

'Cause tonights the night the world begins again

2008-11-05T01:32:00.007+08:00

Woke up this morning feeling quite Meh.
Centrepoint was jam crazy this afternoon.

and there was a hugeass lorry going the opposite direction in the drive thru' area. Wtf.

Asswipes.

Anyhoo, just as i was complaining to Nicole bout it all.

i was whisked over to the Ss2 DiGi centre. Heh.
then back to Maxis Tmn Tun. Wooot.

Nearly there yeh? :)

As wrong as it might sound, Big n' Tasty never tasted better. Wtf.

Mid-evening.

those who knows me know i'm a sucker for anything to do with a good sky

and then as losers, we ended up at Centrepoint again -_-

got home. kicked off my shoes.
and tomorrow is a new day.

i'd fold you a million paper planes

2008-11-03T22:29:00.008+08:00

i spent the afternoon-evening hours sitting at McD today with Bryan Chin.

And i don't know what came across me.

if it was the fact that it was raining in the afternoon.

or simply just the smell of the rain.

but Holy... i just couldn't stop thinking about you.

3 hours later and after several refills; i went home.

that was today.

oh. i've also switched number..
so, those who know me; please ask around or look me up in Msn.

Woot.

oh yeah, i suddenly miss Jln Alor beefball-ing with Pennypoopsie at 3am in the morning...

baby, take my hand

2008-11-01T03:56:00.010+08:00

i was looking for some good shelves.
looks like a picture found a good moment at the same time.

you and i.
just being us.

- ikea thursdays-

the queen of all constellations

2008-10-31T09:55:00.002+08:00

Glad - Tyler Hilton

Everywhere you go, perfection
Follows you the wrong direction
And you will never see it for
You get all that you need and more
You see it, you want it
You find it, it's yours.

But you can't say what you want or
Take what you want or
Choose the moods that you fake when you want
You said your life couldn't get much better
Then where it's at, yeah
Well aren't you glad?

mumble jumble

2008-10-28T03:53:00.002+08:00

bottomless Nachos and afternoon beer at Chilis after that.
Wheee.