Bigredkev

Apologises For The Recent Lack Of Posts

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Tue, 07 Feb 2012 04:42:03 PST

Err, not realy sure what to say about my recent lack of posts, sorry.

It turns out that I am not so well, way too much booze I'm told, IMPOSSIBLE (I thought) ha ha, not so funny now :( . Never touched drugs but had a Brilliant party time drinking etc before the kids came along.

Then you grow up, meet the woman of your dreams (I did and I will love Susan forever) and suddenly you become a parent (SHIT, never gave that any thought before!!!!) Life now really changes, I'M A DAD!!!!!!.

Thought I was king of the world, I'm the big man now holding the most precious, smallest 6, 7, 8, 9 ounzes of pure love in the world. This little person is something that only you and your partner could have made, no one else, and it will depend on you for everything forever. Once that thought hits home it becomes the most scaryiest thing you can ever think of!!!

Now I am told at 41 years old I am about to lose that right. You have ruined your body and we can't fix it. I would sort of understand it if I was drinking bottles of booze per day, but I wasn't.

I suppose what I'm trying to say is that the most simple and beautiful things in life are the most important treasures you will ever have to worry about. Other shit is worthless, yet we all make the same mistake and worry about the the wrong problems, it's not worth it.

The doctors have not lied to me, I know whats going to happen but I can't tell my family. I suppose in my mind I am expecting it to go away, but of course it won't.

Anyways I would love to say the moral to this story/rant is ............ but I can't. It's what you make of it yourself - sorry to be so boring :)

Sound Logic

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Fri, 27 Jan 2012 13:49:53 PST

Brain Study

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Fri, 27 Jan 2012 13:47:35 PST

Via

She Is So Classy

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Fri, 27 Jan 2012 13:42:09 PST

Working Out

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Sun, 22 Jan 2012 20:43:45 PST

The Coward

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Sun, 22 Jan 2012 20:42:56 PST

Must Be Worth A Visit?

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Sun, 22 Jan 2012 20:28:50 PST

My Work Station

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Sun, 22 Jan 2012 20:26:22 PST

Just Give MeThe Money

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Sun, 22 Jan 2012 20:23:21 PST

The Monday Morning Fix

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Sun, 22 Jan 2012 20:22:19 PST

It's Monday Again, Time To Kiss Ass

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Sun, 22 Jan 2012 20:20:12 PST

Remembering Saturday Night

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Sun, 22 Jan 2012 13:05:35 PST

Playing With Power Tools

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Sun, 22 Jan 2012 12:53:43 PST

That Makes The News More Interesting To Watch

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Fri, 20 Jan 2012 15:51:50 PST

Pauses

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Thu, 19 Jan 2012 09:37:08 PST

Well It's In The Dictionary

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Thu, 19 Jan 2012 03:50:13 PST

Can You Do This?

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 20:18:53 PST

He Fell Into A Lifeboat ...

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 15:19:23 PST

Via

What Are You Wearing?

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 07:11:10 PST

Impressive Talent

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 07:07:57 PST

Dog Vs Cat

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 03:25:44 PST

Panther Piss

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 03:18:35 PST

It's Hard Being A Dick

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Wed, 18 Jan 2012 03:11:01 PST

Thought For The Week

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Tue, 17 Jan 2012 19:54:28 PST

Nobody teaches volcanoes to erupt,
tsunamis to arise,
hurricanes to sway around.
No one is taught how to choose a wife,
natural disasters just happen.

A Fact Of Life

noreply@blogger.com (Bigredkev) — Tue, 17 Jan 2012 19:48:52 PST