tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54070942026-08-13T13:43:19.563+00:00Every failure at a time (more phistuckgrape bullshit)PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.comBlogger91125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-62505916900173471272025-12-15T11:47:00.000+00:002025-12-15T11:47:09.723+00:00<span data-memo="I transformed my melodies into actual songs using artificial intelligence and I just keep listening to them on repeat."></span>Musical masturbation.PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-8499541174170052722025-02-22T14:43:00.008+00:002025-02-23T00:57:30.562+00:00"But what about my butt?"PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-50544929994084835712025-02-19T07:14:00.002+00:002025-02-19T23:32:19.062+00:00<img data-note="Shelly has started drinking more coffee lately. A few days ago, she told me she started having a strong urge to drink coffee after lunch, which I found disturbing. I confronted her about that and she pretty much shrugged it off. That made me not want to interact with her much, including not reminding her to drink water frequently. When she asked regarding the lack of water reminders, I said that she was drinking coffee now, so I am not needed. Towards the end of my sleep today, I suddenly started singing the words of the post and thought of the puzzle piece metaphor." alt="A hand holding a puzzle piece on a background of a completed puzzle" border="0" height="260" width="390" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi83UPa2V1EuC4uqW0XypPQLb9lCac5CwhnnsbbIUQKUGdw8YLycq2fN1VCz9od0so1ycEBhUD6PJOavznpkT_Y4R5QiJfCrq7BSzeeqpQdRwaw_f_5_u_9Or7EpOgirH4OIRkXa2N68Kp4vbXv8xRernVtl6VVJjOS5czsNfm1Lqj0c4RyW8E6/s1600/sorry-i-am-not-needed.jpg"/><br> Not needed here.PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-48900657456412008682025-02-18T16:42:00.003+00:002025-02-19T23:23:00.012+00:00<span data-note="I have been watching the show 'Normal People' and there was a scene where she reveals to him, when they are not together, that she had to put up with insults and badness from her family, especially her brother. He asks why she did not tell him when they were together and the first thought I had was that she would probably say that it did not matter back then because when they were together, she did not mind it that much because she felt so good with him. She did not say that, she said she was embarrassed or something, but I got emotional about my own way of continuing that conversation and found it so romantic." style="color: blue">"It really bothers me, he always hurt me"</span><br> <span style="color: brown">"Why did you not tell me about it when we were together?"</span><br> <span style="color: blue">"It did not matter back then. You made it not matter"</span>PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-34120252079097401612025-02-16T18:34:00.003+00:002025-02-16T18:35:02.585+00:00"I am wondering<br>If everything I do is for you"PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-3187777832115372222025-02-16T11:06:00.001+00:002025-02-16T13:07:57.569+00:00"Screaming back at your face<br>I don't know if you're awake"<br><br><br>(Sung instead of -<br>"Yo no sé qué hacer<br>Tengo miedo de querer"<br>(El Amor - Andrea Del Boca))PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-62053886966851059182025-02-16T11:01:00.003+00:002025-02-16T13:08:24.549+00:00 "You wanted me to go<br>You wanted me to stay but I love you so"<br><br><br>(Sung instead of -<br>"It's a quarter after one<br>I'm all alone and I need you now"<br>(Need You Now - Lady Antebellum))PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-70543249255917697732025-02-10T08:20:00.001+00:002025-02-10T18:54:43.159+00:00<a href="https://youtu.be/aNbUhqE3TwY?si=gQwQJ3Tpm48q0klo&t=15">Taking a vulnerability of someone and spinning it to their advantage</a>. It is just so beautiful. PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-22242055797908172182025-02-05T19:43:00.004+00:002025-02-05T19:43:44.701+00:00Lose her.<br/><br/>Credit - Charlie Puth.PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-65038783067838213802025-01-25T13:06:00.002+00:002025-01-25T15:28:14.318+00:00With you.PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-72262652531403778272025-01-18T13:51:00.002+00:002025-01-24T19:53:10.744+00:00<span data-memo="I thought about asking female friends about their stance regarding fake eyelashes, but I am scared of the response."></span>Do not get disappointed.PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-30726771603908536892025-01-14T09:31:00.002+00:002025-01-14T09:32:01.290+00:00Would we be happier?PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-91802135097072386862024-12-12T14:08:00.002+00:002024-12-12T18:00:11.532+00:00"You are unsustainable"PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-82049536882877474752024-12-12T14:07:00.005+00:002024-12-14T13:57:27.064+00:00<!Written on December 10th.>That is a constant state. I need a hug even during a hug.<br/><br/> (<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VK9YVD5D6U8" target="_blank">Indeed</a>)PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-32162004579218435512024-10-28T15:52:00.006+00:002024-12-12T18:00:11.531+00:00A perfect face is a boring face.<br/> Everyone needs some pizza<!-face>.PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-66171445002962954672024-09-23T13:31:00.002+00:002024-12-12T18:00:11.531+00:00<!Shelly annoyed me with another "honey" and my thoughts travel far towards ending it with her.>Bad thoughts.PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-70297340148626953142024-01-19T20:36:00.002+00:002024-01-19T20:36:38.033+00:00God(d/l)ess.PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-42215015716030502422023-12-17T23:58:00.001+00:002023-12-17T23:59:35.873+00:00<!Thought at 22:39.>To be something I want.PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-6242642841634973052023-12-17T18:43:00.005+00:002023-12-17T23:59:35.872+00:00<!Alex said this senseless sentence.>"I learned my lesson twice"PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-49109060262377147482023-06-10T16:01:00.003+00:002024-01-19T20:36:38.032+00:00<!Looked at my IKEA goods and thought.>Specials.PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-40735607208825387012022-12-23T00:48:00.001+00:002022-12-23T00:51:12.355+00:00Do us apart.PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-45345240451820267242022-12-18T16:41:00.001+00:002022-12-23T00:51:12.355+00:00Is the only way out.PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-24412628943237166992022-09-24T20:14:00.002+00:002022-12-23T00:51:12.354+00:00But it is not right.PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-27238651784242248952022-09-14T19:58:00.001+00:002022-12-23T00:51:12.355+00:00<!Elisa asked, after sending long messages, written and aural, whether it is too much and I said yes. It is half a lie, because she asked me, twice, not to share the things she said, which annoyed me and made me not want to respond to her and so whatever she sent was too much, but in reality, if we were in a good state, it would not actually be too much. I also did not have much to say, because my response would have been a repeated one, in which I see no point.>And you shall be lied to.PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5407094.post-31975345508454313642022-09-13T17:19:00.002+00:002022-09-13T17:19:36.411+00:00<!Einat told me this.>The girl you are looking for, exists, but you are not what she is looking for.PhistucKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06666208790643226861noreply@blogger.com0